Date: Wed, 12 Nov 2003 15:31:08 -0800 (PST) From: Magick Subject: kittens story 4 ((This is an original work and is the sole and unique property of the owner/author. Do not repost or copy to any other stories lists or archives.)) kitten's story (continuing series) Pt 4 kitten shifted nervously in her kneeling position, mewling softly as the toys inside her shifted along with her. she wondered how long Mistress would be away, the waiting was agonizing! the clamps on her nipples were stinging and burning deeply into her chest. Mistress had long planned this night, this ultimate test of kitten's eagerness to serve, willingness to give up everything, every ounce of control, every shred of pride, all of it, to really test these last many months of training and see if kitten truly was ready to take that final step towards ultimate submission, and become Mistress' slave! kitten swallowed hard, contemplating all of this in the darkened room where she'd been left to await the commencement of the evenings activities. her tongue felt so thick, she shook slightly, and shifted a little bit, her knees feeling numb under her. she strained to hear noises, sounds anything from the other parts of the house that might give a clue to what was going on, or how much longer until the night began for her. Mistress had been preparing her all week, and especially today. kitten had had a very thorough bath and Mistress had douched her and administered an enema as well. Then there was the hair styling and light makeup, nails and then the clothing selection and adjusting, until Mistress was completely sure She was satisfied. Any other night, kitten would have been helping Mistress get ready as well, but tonight was different. she could not help wishing she was helping Mistress prepare - that would help ease her nervousness and make it feel like any other night of play and interaction. the waiting was making her antsy. kitten reflected back on the many months before, training, learning, doing silly things, making mistakes, the punishments, the joys, the elation, letdowns and disappointments, and as she thought about it all, she smiled to herself and realized that she cherished each and every moment. Oh how she adored her Wonderful Mistress! Never before in her life had she been shown such real love and devotion, patience and compassion. kitten thought about the control which she wanted to give freely to her Mistress, she ached to just let go completely, but had a hard time getting from the wanting to, to the actual giving freely, of that control. There had been many struggles, personality issues, and lots and lots of punishments, which had all been learning experiences for both of T/them. now here it was , the night of truth, the moment she had dreamed about, fantasized about, ached for, longed for, paid heavy prices for -- the night her Precious Mistress longed for as well. She truly ached to have complete control over Her kitten, and longed to have the slavegirl She had dreamed of for sooo long. could kitten finally let go completely, could she let it go and truly lay it all down at the Feet of her Loving Mistress? she shook her head a moment, trying to clear it, to remove all the fears and doubts that loved to creep in like fog in the night. kitten bit her bottom lip and made a silent vow that no matter what, tonite , she would do whatever it took. she pictured the joy and elation on Mistress' Face and she smiled to herself, nodding her head. yes, whatever it took! kitten jolted back from her reverie, feeling a warm Hand upon her face. she had been so deep in her thoughts that she had not heard Her enter the room. she purrred loudly, nuzzling her face against the Silken Hand of her Mistress, smiling brightly! Mistress had entered the room quietly, returning from checking on preparations for tonight. She could tell that kitten had not heard Her enter the room, and approached slowly, and placed Her Hand upon kitten's cheek to let her know She was there, without startling her too much. She smiled as kitten pressed into Her Hand. She leaned over and whispered softly into her lilpets ear "ok My precious, it is nearly time. just remember to focus on O/our trust and love for each O/other and on your purpose - to serve and please Me well. Do that, and W/we shall both have such a wonderful night! I have total faith and confidence in you My lilpet! you are doing to do just fine!" With that said, Mistress twined Her Fingers into kitten's hair and gripped firmly, tilting her head back. She could hear kitten's immediate gasp followed by a deep purring in her throat. Mistress smiled and leaned down, kissing kitten litely on her soft lips, then licked them to moisten them, and simultaneously reaching down and checking the toys in kitten's lilholes. She nodded to Herself, satisfied with the snug fit. kitten shivered with delight, swooning and melting instantly when her Precious Mistress' Fingers gripped her hair, and trembled with delight, anxiousness and some anticipation as Mistress tested the fit of the toys. she squirmed briefly at the slight stimulation, and was glad when it stopped. At this moment, she was quite highly stimulated and feared any further motion or touch would make it very hard on her self control. she smiled for her Mistress, even though she could not see Her. her heart was thumping wildly in her chest. Mistress exited the room quietly after checking on kitten, and went to finalize preparations and begin receiving the G/guests for this evening. First to arrive would be the sweet slave girls who had been so graciously "donated" to serve tonight, by their kind Mistresses. Even though this was notHer first private home party, She still had slight butterflies. She felt confident that all was ready, and went to answer the first knock on the door. ((End of Pt 4)) ((feedback is welcome, flames and disrepctful messages will be duly ignored. kitten adores posting here! thank you all for your wonderful encouraging feedback! these stories are kittens true experiences written with love and wholehearted submission!))