Date: Thu, 24 Oct 2013 22:16:43 -0400
From: Layla Love <janeslayla@live.com>
Subject: My Confession, My Dreams

My Confession My Dreams

by Layla

(F/F, bd, humil)

Disclaimer: This story is a work of fiction.  None of the characters or
events herein are based on real people, either living or dead.  It was
produced for the entertainment of ADULTS ONLY, and contains descriptions of
explicit sex.  If you are not an adult, or if reading stories of a sexual
nature upsets you, do not read any further!  By reading further, you
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and that you are an adult 21 years of age or older.  You also certify that
to your knowledge, this material does not offend the standards in your
area, nor is it in violation of any of local, state, or federal law.

This is for Janey.

This is so difficult to write.  You can't know how hard it is for me to
lead this double life.

i dream about being the whore that i am. i dream about wearing a collar and
leash and crawling on my hands and knees like the bitch i am.  i dream
about how i took off my top and how i almost came like a slut when she
slipped her finger into my mouth.  i dream about how i let her rub oil all
over me like i was her property and blamed it on being drunk - but i wasn't
that drunk, i just loved hearing her call me a good girl while her fingers
slid all over my slutty body.

i dream about being so scared when i realized i was tied and naked. i
didn't tell you this because i was so afraid that you would think i was
such a slut, but i was so turned on when i woke up and realized that she
had tied me down that my nipples hurt - they were that hard.  i dream about
knowing that it was the truth when i said i was a whore and knowing in my
soul that this was the reason that i came so hard. More than anything i
dream about the feeling of my tongue on her rosebud, feeling her shudder
and hearing her moan that i was her bitch while i licked her.

i dream about watching myself on that video and knowing.

i dream about her forcing me to do all the other things that she did to me
for the rest of the vacation. i dream about going home and seeing my
friends and almost crying because i knew i was such a slut. i dream about
being so ashamed when my boyfriend fucked me later and it was awful -
realizing that he is a terrible lover. i dream about waking up lying next
to him and masturbating while he slept - masturbating to the knowledge of
what a slut i am.

i dream about being caught when she used me at the party.

And now i dream about being your whore.