Date: Sat, 20 Sep 2003 13:39:52 -0700 (PDT) From: Magick Subject: kittens story pt III kitten's story (continuing series) Pt 5 ((This is an original work and is the sole and unique property of the owner/author. Do not repost or copy to any other stories lists or archives.)) =-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=- walking one step behind and to the right of Mistress, on the very short lead, my eyes scanned the parking lot furtively, catching occasional glimpses of other submissives/slaves being led towards the large silver building. i swallowed hard, thrilled yet apprehensive about what may lay ahead for me. the fact that i was pretty much nude under the long robe heightened my excitement and i just knew my juices were trickling down both inner thighs! W/we neared the building and i could now see that there was lots of activity just inside the large glass doors. Mistress reached the doors and opened them and towed me off to one side of the lobby. She fished around in Her utility pack and located the passes that would get U/us into this closed event. by now i was shaking noticably, the nervous excitement building within me, as i gazed with wide eyes around the lobby, watching the other submissives/slaves being led about, and noticing the adorable outfits some of them were wearing. Feeling Mistress' warm hand on my cheek made my breath catch, my head snapped around and i dutifully focused my attention to Her. i gasped in shock, mortified, blushing to the bone as She peeled the robe off my shoulders and let it fall in a puddle about my feet! i had no idea that i would be exposed like this in the public-ness of the main lobby! when Mistress had talked with me about this before, i knew that i would be naked some of the time, but believed it would have been in more "private" surroundings. i knew i had no choice and also knew i would not say a word to Mistress about my apprehensions. as scary as it might be, it was what Mistress wanted, and i of course live to please Her, serve Her in every way She sees fit. i bit my bottom lip as i contemplated these things, then felt a tugging on my chain as Mistress was moving once again, leading me forward through the thickening crowd, flushing from head to toe, feeling every eye in the place upon me. i swallowed hard and tried to keep my gaze on the floor, and not notice all the stares as W/we passed by. one thing i did notice in my frequent quick glances about, was that none of the other submissives or slaves i saw were this nude; most had sexy lingerie or wispy sweet somethings, but all of them seemed to be covered up better. i had to think that either this was some form of humiliation training in my behalf or Mistress was just so proud of me that She wanted to show me off to the world. the latter one made me feel more comfortable with the whole thing, so i decided that must be the reason for this. before i knew what was going on, another tug at my lead and Mistress had me sprawled over Her lap, my legs flopping lewdly apart. Mistress wasted no time and instantly began swatting my rear firm and hard, solid, loud spanks that i'm sure could be heard throughout the entire Center, and surely grabbed the immediate and rapt attention of all passersby. i blushed deeply, closing my eyes, the crocodile tears of shame streaming down my face as Mistress continued to redden my rear to Her approval. Mistress opened the cage and tugged on the lead, urging me forwards, towards the cage...i gasped aloud and balked, not wanting to be in there at all; there was not even a blanket to cover up with in there and it couldn't be comfortable at all! i shot a quick upward glance at Mistress' face, but instantly turned away, seeing a clear look of displeasure on Her Beautiful face. i whimpered softly to myself.. <<**SMACCKKK!!!**>> i staggered slightly with the force of the firm spank on my ass, gasping, my eyes wide. yet i knew the reason as surely as i knew my place, and i bit my bottom lip, just as Mistress tugged sharply on the lead and snapped my head around to face Her, and She hisssssed in my ear "don't you dare misbehave now, My lilslut! Today can be a very exciting and enjoyable one for U/us both, or, it can be a whole day of non-stop punishment...your choice! Now stop balking and get your slut ass in that cage right this second or you'll get a spanking you won't forget!!" i mutely whispered back, "y-yes M-Mistresss". i swallowed hard, my ass burning deeply, my face flushed, i could not look at Her, and could barely see the floor as my eyes welled with bitter tears. i knew there was no choice and no turning back. i stepped gingerly towards the cage door and crouching down slowly, i put one foot inside it, and before i could take another step, Mistress' firm boot was instantly wedged between my ass cheeks as She shoved me forward and clicked the cage door closed behind me. She then placed a padlock over the hasp and secured it, and locked my lead to the bars on the side of the cage. i was locked in, trapped, practically nude, in this cold and barren cage, far from touch, far from any type of comfort. the tears streamed down my face as i knelt down onto the slender unpadded bars that made up the "floor" of this vicious place, not knowing what else to do. i closed my eyes to shut out the cruel world outside in a vain attempt to make this all go away. i lay my head against the cold bars of my new environment, and tried to think of something happy. when Mistress had described the day, this had not been included, now here i was exposed to all the world, put on display like a trophy won in some contest. oh i could just see Mistress playing chess or something to "win me". i chuckled softly to myself at this latest silly image and then bemused how it was that i could now be in such a predicament, shaking my head slightly in wonder and disdain. i heard a sharp noise nearby, and my eyes flew open and i stared in the direction the noise came from. a young beautiful slavegirl was being admonished by her equally pretty Domme. but what i noticed most was that this slavegirl was not nude, nor was she on display in some cold barren cage, no, she was out walking around - why couldn't that be me, why was it i had to be up here in this horrid cage!?! the tears began again in earnest as these thoughts passed through my mind. keeping my eyes closed to the cruel world now, i clung to the bars. of course Mistress was not far away and i felt Her Precious Warm Hand upon my cheek and i nuzzled against it, wishing to feel it there always. "Now now My lillove, take it easy, don't get yourself all worked up. I know its different, but it isn't that bad, and you'll get used to it, I promise! it will ok. shhh" She whispered softly, slipping a blindfold over my eyes, trying to soothe me...and as the blindfold sealed in the darkness, i began to sob, my chest heaving. Mistress placed Her Precious Soft Hand to my cheek once more and even through the aching sobs, i nuzzled Her Hand lovingly and She whispered in Her Precious Voice "this is what you wanted, remember... lilone...you were down on your knees begging Me... so take heart and make Me proud, serve Me well, and your heart will not ache as it now does My lilslave! you can do this, i know you can, so dry those tears and rest, there is much still ahead for you today, My dear, and it will be quite enriching for you, I'm certain! So rest and be strong My sweet slave!" Her Calm words did soothe me but still i wept as i lay back upon the cold steel of the cage bars. my mind replayed Her words over and over "...what you wanted.. ..down on your knees begging Me... My sweet slave.." my heart pounded in my chest, my breath caught, as i repeated that word over and over... slave...slave... what i wanted... slave........... {[yes, it was true, i had begged with all my heart, for Her to make me Her slave, and She had agreed to try it and see what happened. i had buried this hidden need, as deeply as the need itself ran; buried it due to circumstances, painful experiences, and fear.. fear of what it could mean if i ever spoke it, admitted it! when it had resurfaced several months back, it came on me like a freight train thundering down a mountain terrain, but, not in totality. it had only partially revealed itself and its true nature, but i had opened myself up to it, eagerly, my heart burned itself wide open, becoming consumed by what i then perceived to be the deep desire, the aching need of submission. as i embraced it finally, after sooo many long years of denying it, keeping it buried, it grew and took on a life of its own... my submission grew thick and deep, nourishing me, growing stronger and richer by the moment. then one evening i had this pang come over me, as if something were not quite right, but i had dismissed it as simply missing my Sweet Mistress.] [but that was not the truth. that night while i lie in bed, sleep did not come easily and when it did, it had brought with it a dream...a horrible terrible dream, scarier still, it made my heart race, my soul rejoice, my nipples ached and my cunny flowed!!] [...in the dream, an image of a womyn, lying naked on the floor, chained to a wall by arms and legs a very wet golden puddle surrounding her, golden splatters cover her shivering body, she's soaking wet, and very, very purry and happy, as she touches the collar around her neck which is also chained to the wall...she's smiling broadly, her closed eyes, fluttering open, and she smiles even brighter, seeing the Source of her joy -- her OWNER! A tall, robust Powerful Womyn, who smiles down upon her and whispers "MMMMM and hows My lilslut-SLAVE doing now hmm?"...] [and as the dream was about to fade, i was finally able to see fully the face of she who lay in the puddle of her Mistress' urine...it was *me*! the epiphany of that realization would not leave me, throughout the next day and the day following, and i had struggled with it, all the while feeling it burning a hole right through my heart with the ache, the depth of the desire to seek this. all of it came together with a thunderous resounding cry of "YESSSSS!!!" that next night as i had lain in bed touching myself as Mistress had instructed, cumming in a crescendo of exquisite joy and fulfillment! i then knew i had to somehow bring this epiphany with me and lay it lovingly at the feet of my Precious Mistress, hoping, aching that She would agree! and She had........] today was my test, She had told me before leaving the house. this day would determine for Her, if i was as able to fully *be* the slave, HER slave, that i truly longed to be! my heart hurt, like a vise had closed on it, my breathing was ragged and i could feel my cunt flowing freely down my legs as She had said this to me. i knew i wanted this, needed this, but She had sensed some tiny ounce of hesitation, which could simply be fear of the unknown, or, that i was subconsciously holding something back from Her. so this test, She had explained, would give U/us that answer. =-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=- in the distance i became aware of hushed voices as other D/s folk mingled about the Center, some quite near and then i was sure i heard my Mistress' Voice speaking next and it sounded like She said "oh she's fine, its just her first time in O/our new cage, but she'll get used to it!" i swallowed hard, suddenly acutely alert in my metal prison, my heart thudding, holding my breath, i strained to hear more, as those words rushed thru me like a steel blade... "...O/our new cage..." *GASP* it was instantly bipolar... one part of me elated, the other part scared stiff! i liked it and i hated it at the same time! my nipples ached, burning in the cruel steel jaws that held them captive, feeling like 10 times their normal size, my cunt lips burning as well with the sharp-toothed clamps Mistress had placed over them before W/we had left the car. i could smell my arousal, thick and heavy in the air, my juices dripping out and coating my thighs. i prayed it was not detectable to those whom were chatting with my Mistress. suddenly the cage door was being opened, and i felt a firm tug on my leash as Mistress pulled me to the door insistently. She guided me fully into the door and then laid me across Her shoulders and lifted me out, setting me down gently on the floor beside Her. i instinctively dropped to my knees next to Her, trying to look as poised as possible. i wouldn't have been able to stand anyway as my knees felt very rubbery. i sensed activity nearby and bit my bottom lip apprehensively, trying to remain still as i nervously awaited whatever lay ahead for me. Mistress' voice once again cut into my thoughts as She spoke, obviously not addressing me, but the others who were apparently observing. i swallowed nervously, once more acutely aware of my nakedness and my obvious state of arousal, my nipples blood read and achingly throbbing in the confines of the vicious jaws which gripped them, and strained to listen to what She was saying to whomever was there. "Oh yes, My lilone is so very eager to please, and only quite recently did she express her deepest desire to serve Me ultimately and begged Me to accept her as My slave! I'm very excited about it and i know she is too. Isn't that right My sweet lilslave!?" i nodded and mutely responded "yes Mistres!" smiling as i said it. it was quite true, in every way! Mistress commanded "all four's lilone!" and i complied instantly leaning forward onto my palms, bending my elbows slightly, keeping my lower half higher than my top half as Mistress required. "Good girl!" Mistress cooed to me. i swallowed again, the chain between the nipple clamps adding extra weight and making them sting ever worse! Mistress was once again addressing those who were watching, "she adores the paddle, and has very few limits at all!" With that declaration, i felt the instantaneous stirring of wind right before the solid *THWACK!* as the paddle bit into my already reddened bottom! i winced, bit into my bottom lip and groaned as my body jerked forward slightly from the force, counting aloud "one! thank You Mistress!" it was then quite obvious to me i was the demonstration of the afternoon. i blushed deeply. of course i was proud, happy, elated...being with Mistress, being adored as i was, was my whole world! the part that was hindering my full enjoyment of the moment was that this was the most public thing W/we had ever done together, and i was publicly very nude! the next blow *THHWACKK!!* harder than the first, came as i was momentarily caught up in thinking, catching me off-guard and nearly knocking me flat. i regained my balance and quickly intoned "t-two, Thank You Mistresss!" i heard Her whisper under Her breath to me, "focus on what W/we are doing, do not daydream and by all means, do not embarrass U/us or there will be a heavy price to pay, My darling slave!" i shuddered, deep aching need coursing through my body, my veins running thick with electric currents that sparked everywhere they made contact, radiating outward from, and deeply into the flesh of my burning red ass, as the next several blows fell in succession: *THWACK-THWACKK THWACCKKK THWACKK THWACK THHHWAAACCCK* i scrambled to keep an accurate count as was expected! i grunted and drew out the last groan to cover my delay, but Mistress expected this and another sharp blow landed and forced the air from my lungs before i could even utter the count!: *THWWWACCCKKK!!* "What is the count, girl...tell Me...Now!!" Mistress ordered! i sputtered and took a rapid stab at it "ummm, 8!? Thank You Mistress!?" *THWACKKK!!!* "Wrong! you missed the last one, you will begin again at 1, girl!!" "y-yes M-Mistress!" i stuttered, the burn of the last 2 really firm swats driving deeply into my flesh, and seemingly blocking the path to my brain, but i managed to guess correctly as i hurriedly spit out "w-one! thank You Mistress!!" i could feel my juices trickling down my legs and groaned inwardly, knowing there were people around, didn't know how many but 1 other person seeing me in this state was enough to completely humiliate me, and i had a feeling there was several more than just 1 person there! Mistress noted my proper response with a sharp "That is correct, girl! See that you do not lose count again as W/we do not have all day!" i whimperingly responded "y-es M-istress!" and felt my eyes fill with bitter tears, fearing that now i would not ever pass "the test" and would not be accepted as Mistress' slave. *Sha-WHACK!* a different tone, sharper bite, this wasn't the paddle! "t-two, thank You Mistress!" my body jerked with the sharp sting as several more blows fell in rapid succession, once again, and i rushed to keep accurate count! **Sha-WWHACK Sha-WHACKK Sha-WHACCKKK Sha-WHACCKKKKK Sha-WHACCKKKK!!** i realized it was the crop somewhere during that last onslaught, and spit out a fast count this time "7! Thank You Mistress!!" "Oh! Very Good My slave, very good! you've earned a break!" i felt Mistress' Sweet Soft Warm Hands on my burning stinging rear and would have purrred lovingly for Her, but the public-ness of this just did not allow me to feel purry at the moment, even though i adored what W/we had just shared, with all my being! i whispered out a soft "thank You Mistress!" before i could relax, i heard many voices whispering very nearby. i groaned and felt totally humiliated, displayed lewdly for all the world, and this particular group of onlookers, my ass undoubtedly bright red and marked with welts. my cunt was leaking down my thighs, flowing so thick that i was sure everyone around could see it, and probably could detect the musky scent as i could. i adored the red, and especially treasured the welts, and would normally wear them with pride for Her who adorned my flesh with them! but right now i was just simply humiliated. but this, was just the beginning! -=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-= ((End of Pt 5)) ((feedback is welcome, flames and disrepctful messages will be duly ignored. 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