Date: Fri, 15 Apr 2005 18:20:43 -0700 (PDT)
From: EV <lady_vader21@yahoo.com>
Subject: The O.C.'s Alex and Julie Affair (part 2 of 3)

Title: The O.C.'s Alex and Julie Affair (Part 2: Forbidden Fruit)
Author: Rhonda Weasley
Pairing: Alex/Julie
Setting: Season 2, sfter the "The Mallpisode", but
before "The Blaze of Glory".
Summary: Julie, unable to get Alex off her mind, drops
into her place for a visit.
Disclaimer: The O.C. and it's characters are copyright
FOX and Josh Swartz


In part 1, "Unexpected Encounter", Julie and Alex had
very hot sex and now neigther can get the forbidden
moment off their mind.

*********


BRING!!!

The alarm clock rang and Alex woke up in a cold sweat,
breathing hard. She couldn't believe what she was
dreaming about and she couldn't stop dreaming about
it. She hit the button on the alarm clock, cutting off
the blaring sound.

Marissa hadn't reacted to the sound at all. She was
curled up in the bed beside her, sleeping soundly
despite the blaring alarm. Alex was glad, because the
touch that had made her shiver in her dreams belonged
not to her girlfriend, but her girlfriend's mother.
Luckily, Marissa wasn't waking up from her comfortable
dreamland any time soon

Marissa was exhausted because they had spent most of
the night talking. Marissa had confessed that she got
a little stressed and had bailed on the messy house to
hang out with Summer at the mall. They got distracted
and ended up accidentally locked in the mall. Alex
asked her why she had lied and she claimed it was
because she hated feeling so immature around her. Then
Alex had told her she wasn't her mom, she wasn't going
to chastise her for hanging out with her friends. And
they laughed together for a little while. Then they
made love and Alex tried to forget the taste of
forbidden lust on her lips... but she couldn't escape
it.

*~~~*


Julie Cooper-Nichol twiddled a pen in-between her
fingers as she sat at the desk in her office. All she
could think about, was her sexual encounter with Alex.
And while it provided a nice distraction from the
stress of dealing with Porno guy, it was getting to be
too much. The girls face kept popping in her head at
quiet moments and making her think about their
unexpected encounter. She hadn't been that turned on
in a long time, she hadn't longed to be touched again
and again like that since... well Marissa's father...
Jimmy, one of the few people in her life she had ever
been serious about. But this was different. It wasn't
love, she didn't want to spend hours talking to her or
walking through the park holding hands (actually she'd
never been fond of that, even with Jimmy) she just
wanted to fuck Alex again. To let go of everything but
desire and be one with the lovely young blond. This
was getting crazy, she had to get Alex off her mind.
But how? She got up and paced the office.

Kirsten came in halfway through her pacing, carrying a
portfolio. Ever since she fucked Alex, Julie was
overly aware of women's bodies and she began to notice
things about Kirsten. Her movements, the beauty in the
shape of her legs, her perfect little butt, the
roundness of her breast. It was like a long buried
desire was surfacing and she couldn't stop it. Kirsten
seemed to notice her staring so she pulled her eyes
away.

"Um, there's some more pictures in here, you need to
make a decision on the---"

"Magazine ads, I know," Julie said taking the
portfolio. "I'm a little distracted right now."

"Get back to me," Kirsten said leaving Julie's office,
looking a little worried about her.

Julie still couldn't wrap her head around the idea
that woman was.... technically... her stepdaughter, it
didn't seem real. She threw the magazine ad images to
side, she couldn't concentrate on them right now.
After thinking about it, she knew there was only one
solution to this problem. She grabbed her car keys and
went for a drive.


*~~~*


Marissa was at school and Alex didn't have to work, so
she sat around the apartment doing the last thing she
should do when she was upset, drink. Most of the time
she could handle her drinking, but drinking didn't mix
well with a bad mood 80% of the time. Alex thought if
she downed enough of the forbidden liquid the image of
Julie Cooper-Nichol would leave her mind, but it
didn't. Every time she closed her eyes, she saw those
eyes -- eyes so much like Marissa's that weren't
Marissa's, but got her hot anyway. And those hands,
hands far more experienced than Marissa's that...

She had to stop thinking about this. She had a perfect
and beautiful girlfriend that she loved being with and
talking to and making love too. She smiled thinking
about Marissa's soft skin cuddling against her own in
the night. She thought about the moments that had led
to them being together, like the drive up to LA and
their all night movie party for two. They had been so
happy... before she moved in.

She drank some more.

She was so wound up she couldn't take it. She knew she
had drunk far too much to be driving, but if she
stayed here any more, in the quiet, thinking about
Julie... or Marissa. She'd go crazy.

She grabbed her keys, headed for the door, and opened
it only to find Julie Cooper-Nichol standing there
with an usually large handbag.

"What are you doing here?" Alex asked.

"I've been thinking about you," Julie said.

"I haven't been thinking about you," Alex lied as she
turned away from her visitor. A part of her was saying
she should slam the door in her face. But somehow she
couldn't find the resolve to manage it. She heard
Julie step in and close the door.

"So this is where Marissa is living," Julie said
looking around. Alex looked at Julie long enough to
catch a glimpse at her disapproving gaze.

"We like it," Alex said forcing some defiance into her
tone and trying hard not to stare at the woman. Julie
began to move around the apartment, letting her hand
explore various objects. Alex tried not to think about
the way she moved. There was an elegant grace to her,
but it had this edge to it. Something mysterious and
dark and completely sexy. Alex hated that it was so
damn appealing to her.

"Do you know Marissa isn't here?" Alex told her.

"I was actually counting on that?"

"Why? I mean you already told me...thank you.... of
all things. Why would you say that?"

Julie sighed. "I was thanking you for making me feel
something I thought I had forgotten."

"It was wrong," Alex said, unable to fake anger
anymore.

"It was," Julie said walking up to her. "Forbiden
Fruit. That's probably why it was so good, so hot,
so... intense."

Julie reached up and ran a finger over the younger
woman's lips. Then her hands moved slowly across
Alex's waist and up to her breast, cupping each one in
her hand and playing with the nipple through the thin
material of shirt she was wearing. Alex, against her
own attempts at resistance, shivered a little at the
contact.

Julie let her hands slide back down to Alex's waist
and then she pulled her close. The older woman's lips
met hers in a feirce kiss. Alex tried to stand firm,
but her body betrayed her and responded to the kiss.
How could she not? Julie's lips were amazing, they
seemed to know exactly how to tangle with hers and
within a moment she was lost in it and her tongue was
darting out to share it's erotic dance with it's mate.


Julie wanted to stop herself before she got here, but
she thought maybe if she fucked her one more time it
would get it out of her system. And that was exactly
what she came her to do, fuck her one more time. Fuck
her in a way she'd never been fucked before --
fullfill her dirtiest fantasies about the girl and get
it out of her system. Then she could go back to
burying these feelings and being whatever it was she
was suppose to be, whatever it was she was suppose to
be happy with... money, that's it...and power. That's
why she married him -- that's why she gave up real
pleasure... money and power. At this moment it didn't
seem all that worth it.

Their lips parted and Julie's hands traveled back to
the waistband of Alex's jeans and began to unhook
them. Alex reached down and stopped her.

"I can't," Alex said, but there was no real
determination to stop in her protest.

"Why not?" Julie asked.

"I love Marissa," Alex told her.

"I love her too," Julie said. "But this," Julie began
slipping her hands into the now lose waistband of
Alex's jeans. "Has nothing to do with Marissa."

"I don't want to want you," Alex said, even though wet
anticipation was already creeping between her legs.

"But you can't help yourself. I know, because I feel
the same way. I have this insane fever for you running
through me. Like I'm a junkie in need of a fix. I know
it's wrong, but it's all I want and I'll do anything
to get it. Anything."

Julie's hands, still in the waist of Alex's jeans,
traveled behind her butt cheeks and cupped them.
Julie's kisses traveled the length of her neck as she
pushed Alex's jeans and panties off in one swift
movement. She then stepped away just enough to pull
off the dress she was wearing and discarded it,
leaving herself clad in only her underwear and
stockings. She was wearing yet another sexy thong.
Something Alex was already hungry to peal off.

"Is that the bedroom," Julie asked pointing in the
general direction of the bedroom. Alex nodded. Julie
grabbed her by the shirt and led her back to the
bedroom. Alex had no urge to fight her on this, maybe
the alcohol was doing it. Yeah, she could blame it on
that.

Julie pushed her on the bed and straddled her waist.
She began to unbutton the shirt Alex was still
wearing. Luckily, she hadn't been wearing a bra so
Julie's hands immediately went to her breast,
caressing them softly and rolling the nipples between
her fingers. Then Julie took one of her breast into
her mouth. As she did thait, Alex's hands found the
clasp of Julie's bra and freed her from it.

Then Alex rolled Julie underneath of her and claimed
her lips. When the kiss broke, she reached down and
pulled off the stockings Julie was wearing. Then she
slowly removed the thong. The smell of Julie's sex
greeted her as she removed it and it was intoxicating.
She loved the smell of a woman turned on. Alex wasted
no time in greeting the other woman's vaginal lips
with her lips. As she began to lick her lower lips,
she felt Julie's hands caressing her bottom. So she
repositioned herself so her bottom was facing the
older woman.

Julie had never really taken time to appreciate the
lovely shape of Alex's little apple butt, but she
loved touching it, she loved the feel of it in her
hands. She was tempted to stick a finger in her
puckered hole, but she resisted the temptation.
Instead, she tasted and fondled Alex's delicious pussy
as Alex did the same to her.

It felt good for both of them to pleasure the other
and be pleased at the same time, even though at times
they lost concentration because what the other person
was doing felt so good they stopped what they were
doing. Suddenly, Julie felt Alex tensing up, she knew
she was going to go over the edge soon. So she went
with her instinct and allowed a finger to slip into
the younger woman's back door. Shock came over Alex
for a second, but she enjoyed the sensation of the
mouth at one end and fingers at the other. She was
taken to an incredible high from the double
penetration and seemed to burst from the inside out
when she started cumming. She shuddered as her body
experienced an incredible orgasm. It took her a minute
to recover from it.

"Damn," Alex said, exasperated. After that, she was
even more driven to please Julie. She let her tongue
play with the other woman's clit as two of her fingers
worked there way deep inside. Julie moaned, toying
with her own breast as Alex sucked on her very
stimulated clit.

"Oh yes, fuck yes," Julie muttered as she felt the
intense release of her orgasm.

Alex lapped up the love juice like it was the sweetest
nectar on the planet. Damn, she was really starting to
love the taste of this woman. Alex turned back around
so that they were face to face. Their lips met in an
erotic dance, mingling the taste of each other.
Julie's leg moved up and down between Alex's legs as
they kissed, making her feel so warm inside again that
she was leaking in anticipation of more. They kissed
for a long time though, just kissed and explored each
other's bodies with their hands. But then suddenly,
Julie pulled away.

"I have a surprise for you. I'll be right back," Julie
whispered.

Julie climbed out of bed and Alex lay there trying not
to think about how wet this woman got her, how hard
she made her cum, or how willing she was to let her do
anything she wanted. She closed her eyes, toyed with
her breast, and played with her clit thinking about it
her.

"Don't you dare do that without me," Julie said.

Alex opened her eyes and looked at Julie who was
holding the unusally large handbag she'd dropped
seconds after entering.

"I've been having these fantasies about you," Julie
said. "So I thought, why not fulfill one." She leaned
close to her ear. "Turn over," Julie whispered.

Alex turned over, a little afraid of the fact she was
so willing to allow this woman anything she wanted. In
fact, she got quite a thrill out of the mystery of her
and the fact she had been having fantasies about what
she wanted to do to her.

Julie positioned Alex comfortably against a pillow and
raised her bottom in the air. "I'm really starting to
love this ass of yours," she said kissing at the left
cheek and then the right, then caressing the area
where the two mounds met. She's never had anyone kiss
her bottom, but she loved the feel of it. Julie spread
her lover's legs open and slowly began to caress
across her vaginal slit. She let her fingers slip
inside carressing her wet pussy lips just for a bit
before rubbing across her fingers across her butt
cheeks again. She gave her lover's bottom another kiss
and then her hand went away for awhile. Alex had a
feeling what she was going to do when she felt
something cool on her butt. Julie was using lube on
her ass, that could only mean she was planning to fuck
her there again. She thought about saying no to this,
not sure how far it would go, but soon she felt the
lovely sensation of Julie's finger slipping inside
her. "Mmmmmm," Alex moaned.

Julie got such and intense pleasure out of moans like
that. Alex's ass was now meeting the stroke of her
finger, so she slipped in a second and then after
awhile three, letting the younger woman's virgin rear
hole adjust to each new invader. Just enough to be
movement to be pleasurable, no more. Then the fingers
backed off and Alex felt something foreign at the door
between her butt cheeks, something Julie didn't have
biologically.

"What the... oh damn... fuck," Alex muttered. She felt the
foreign object moving slowly deeper and deeper into
her back opening.

"It's just a toy for us. Don't be scared," Julie
whispered leaning over Alex, her breast grazing the
younger woman's back. As Julie's hands came around to
caress Alex's breast, she realized both Julie's hands
were free, so it must have been a strap-on. Having
never allowed this kind of penatration, with a guy or
a girl, she was a little afraid. But she had enjoyed
the sensation of her fingers there so this had to be
as good. She was an adventurous girl, she took
chances, and she was getting far more pleasure than
pain from Julie's sexual domination, so she rolled
with it.

It had hurt a little when she first started to spread
her, but Julie was careful and conscious of her
lover's pleasure. The pain faded into pleasure so
quickly that it was almost forgotten. It was like
losing her virginity all over again. She began
anticipating the strokes of Julie's faux penis without
any thought at all, loving the sensation of it,
begging for more as Julie increased the intensity of
her strokes. It was one of the most amazing couplings
she ever experienced.

And then Julie stopped and pulled out.

"Don't stop," Alex begged..

"I want to look at you," Julie said. "I want to see
you cum."

She turned her over, pushed her legs back and
positioned her faux penis at the now well spread anal
entry berfore she thrust deep inside again. She began
to toy with Alex's clit as she moved inside her this
time, driving her completly over the edge again. It
didn't take long for her to cum. Her body was actually
convulsing with this orgasm. Julie pulled out and put
her mouth over Alex's pussy, licking up her girl juice
even as her body spasmed with the orgasam, which only
seemed to make it more pleasurable.

Meanwhile, Julie's fingers slipped in the area under
her love toy and she got herself off. It didn't take
long; she had gotten so turned on ass fucking Alex it
was just a matter of releasing all the pent up
pressure. Then she and Alex kissed again, a long
intense passionate kiss. As their lips parted from
this kiss, they lay there holding each other and not
speaking as they came down from the intensity of it
all.



It seemed like hours before either of them spoke. They
laid together in silence with Julie spooning Alex, the
love toy she had used to please her abandoned on the
floor. It was Alex who finally broke this comfortable
silence.

"I don't love you," was the first thing Alex said.

"And I don't love you," Julie replied.

"So what the fuck are we doing?"

"We're fucking,"Julie replied.

"But we shouldn't be," Alex said pulling away and
sitting up. The sexual high had fadded and guilt
started to flood in again.

Julie missed the contact of her body as soon as it was
away from her own. Why did this girl insist upon ruing
this moment?

"Stop trying to rationalize this," Julie said,
attempting to pull her into a kiss.

Alex pulled away again. "Why are you doing this? Is
this some type of bored rich woman thing for you?"

"No," Julie said sharply. "I just... I guess I needed to
know if I could have been happy with her."

"Her?"

For some reason, Julie suddenly felt the need to
confess to her. Maybe if she understood... "I really
don't know if I loved her, but I liked her a whole
lot," Julie said, not really looking at Alex.

"Who?"

"Kay, we had just finished high school and we worked
in this crappy mall job together selling gym gear. She
was engaged and..." Julie sighed. "Well it wasn't
suppose to happen."

"Kay was your 'girls gone wild' moment?" Alex
questioned.

"Yeah, except she was more than that. But I wasn't
allowed to have those feelings, so I fought them. I
did a real good job burying them too. Then we had this
party and Kay and I got really drunk. It was a small
party, six intimate friends. We decided to spin the
bottle a bit, for laughs. Kay had to kiss me and I
wanted to kiss her so bad for so long, but not like
that, not in front of people, I wanted it to be
special, I wanted it to be about us. But I did it
because I didn't know if I'd ever get the chance
again. Her boyfriend got a real kick out of it."

"And you?"

"I don't know, it was a great kiss but it was a part
of a side show. I drank some more to try to forget
that part. Everyone left before I did, so it was just
me, Kay, and her boyfriend. Somehow, I barely remember
it, he talked me into kissing Kay again. He thought it
was hot. And I was half-glad to have her in my arms,
but half-disappointed her boyfriend was there. So I
drank more, to try to block him out. I don't really
remember it. I have flashes of that night, I only
remember boyfriend watching and me waking up in bed
with both of them."

"What happened after?"

"Kay was really embarrassed, she blamed it on the
alcohol, said she'd never kiss a girl without it. I
laughed and said the same," Julie told her. "I quit my
job, lost contact on purpose." Julie sighed. "A part
of me wonders how much more could have been between us
if it had happened right. I wanted to kiss her and
make love to her without the audience, but it never
happened. I guess that's why I thanked you, because I
finally knew what it was like to really be with a
woman, even if it wasn't Kay."

Alex felt like she should have been offended or felt
used, but instead she felt sorry for her lover.

"Mrs. Coop...."

"Julie," Julie corrected. She saw no point in the girl
addressing her formerly at this point.

"Julie, I'm sor--"

Julie put a finger to her lips. "Don't, I was just
being honest. I don't want your pity."

They sat in quiet for a few moments before Alex spoke
again. Julie had confided in her and she felt
compelled to do the same.

"She won't kiss me after," Alex finally said.

"Who won't kiss you after what?"

"Marissa, she won't kiss me if I go down on her," Alex
admitted reluctantly. At this moment, she seemed far
more young than she usually did. Alex wondered why she
was confiding in Julie when this was supposed to be
all about sex.  They weren't supposed to feel anything
but the satisfying pleasure of the physical act. But
after Julie's confession about Kay she felt connected
to her all of sudden. In some ways, she really trusted
her. Maybe it wasn't possible to be emotionally
disconnected with a woman the way you could a man. So
against her instincts to do otherwise, she continued.
"It's like, she thinks it's kind of dirty and she
can't get past it," Alex continued. "She'll only use
her fingers, she avoids doing the oral thing."

Alex didn't quite know how Julie would react to
hearing about her daugter's sex life. But to her
shock, Julie laughed. It shocked Julie as well that
she wasn't weirded out by this discussion about her
daughter's sex life with Alex.

"What's so funny?" Alex said a little offended. She
was regretting saying anything at all.

"My daughter's funny. I guess we're not as alike as I
thought," Julie told her. "We certainly don't have the
same taste, because  I love the taste of you, every
inch of you. And I love the taste of me on your lips."

Upon hearing this, Alex pulled her into a kiss,
sharing the faint taste of sex that was still on her
lips. It made Alex horny all over again and she hated
herself for it. The kiss broke and Julie ran a finger
over Alex's naked body.

"Damn, I wish I didn't have to go," Julie said. "But I
have to get in a shower before I leave."

She struggled to get out the bed and left the bedroom.
The sound of water running indicated she had found the
bathroom.

The first time Alex fucked Julie Cooper-Nichol she was
sure she'd gone insane. She just wanted to forget,
forget that it was Marissa's mother she'd had an
affair with, forget how good it was, forget the taste
of her - the smell of her - everything about her. And
even though all she wanted to do was forget, she found
it impossible. But now, now she felt even more cursed,
because she actually liked her. She'd be with her
again in a second without fighting it. Then Marissa
slipped into her mind. Would Marissa be horrified if
she knew? Of course she would. She could never know.

Alex had the urge to climb in the shower with Julie,
to block out everything but the pleasure they created
together, to sink in it's intensity and shut up the
voice in the back of her head. But she resisted the
urge and stared at the ceiling, she had never been so
exhausted....



Alex woke up to Marissa closing the front door. Panic
ran threw her as she checked the time -- school was
over. She listened for the sound of running water, it
was no longer there. The bed was still a mess. Alex
quickly got off the bed and grabbed a robe to put on.
She stripped the bed of its sheets, stuffed them in a
nearby clothing basket and went out to see Marissa.

"Hey," Marissa said greeting her with a kiss on the
cheek. "How was your day?"

"A little boring," Alex lied. "Slept away most of it."
She glanced around to make sure all signs of Marissa's
mother were gone. Julie must have thoroughly cleaned
up behind herself, because she noticed nothing of her
was left behind.


*~~~*

Julie sat in her office that night, watching the night
sky, thinking about her day with Alex. Hell, just
thinking about Alex and feeling sort of giddy inside.
She'd looked in on her before she left, exhausted and
throughly satisfied. She was sleeping soundly, not
even stirred by the sound of Julie moving around her.
Julie hoped, deep down, that Alex was dreaming of her.
And that scared her, she hated that the beautiful
blond was getting to her like this. She was suppose to
get her out of her system, she wasn't supposed to
develop feelings for her, not feelings like these. She
wasn't suppose to want to watch her sleep for hours.
They weren't suppose to talk, they weren't suppose to
connect. Julie wasn't supposed to care. But she did
care. There was only one solution; Alex had to be
free.

She could already see that her daughter (silly girl
that she was) had returned to Ryan's orbit. Let
Marissa have Ryan, he was the perfect toy for a child.
Alex was something more, something that Marissa wasn't
near mature enough for. If she found a way to convince
Marissa to end this, then she could have everything
she wanted. Her daughter would be home, where she
belonged. And she could have Alex all to herself.

As much as she loved her, Marissa was a silly child.
She wasn't ready for a woman, not a woman like that.
And when Marissa got in over her head, she started
down a destructive path, it was only a matter of time.
But she was so damn hard headed; it would be
impossible to get her to see that. It had to end.
Somehow she'd drive them apart, for Marissa's own good
that is.


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