Date: Sat, 1 Mar 2008 05:12:50 +0000 From: Adjani Tanya Subject: The Only One chapter 1 (lesbian/college) This is purely fiction. It contains scenes of sexual activity between women. Feel free to share this story with your friends but please do not republish it without the author's consent. If you would like to chat or email me with your comments (good or bad), please don't hesitate to do so at voltax69@hotmail.com. I am sure to reply back to u all. I hope you enjoy it! THE ONLY ONE Chapter 1 The blistering pace of the university and the fierceness of the competition had always made the students unhappy so that often the majority of them wanted to quit and get a job for themselves. Thankfully, it is some of the professors' encouragement and the constant motivation that puts them on gear to spur on till they have reached the zenith of success. Now it is the time for a time-out, the break which all the students desired and wished for has finally arrived – a good three month summer vacation. Regan looked at her watch every minute but often getting caught by her professor for not lending him her ears. The bell rang at last and her classmates began packing their stuff when he stopped them and made them to listen for another two minutes until he had ended the lesson. He then went around the class wishing his students `happy holiday' and at the same time, went on to give a little present to each one of them. Everyone stood excited and anxious as what that little gift would be since they all know Mr. Dawson wasn't that soft-hearted to give out presents. That was found to be true when they looked around the faces of their friends which gradually turned from sweet to sour as they stared at their own gifts – a thesis. Regan was very disappointed after seeing what the gift was all about and thought what a perfect gift to be given for the summer break. She began to grumble together with her classmates, hoping that their professor would change his mind or tell them this is all simply a joke but she guessed he was in no mood to have fun, and plainly ignored their protest to proceeded on with the details of the project. There were a few who showed defiance by tuning on to the `screensaver mode' but there were some others like Regan who knew they had no choice but to get this job done perfectly before he forbids them from taking the upcoming semester exams in June and she quickly took down notes as to what the professor was saying and ater made their way out of class once the lecture was over. Regan wanted so badly to throw this paperwork aside but when she thought of her future plans she decided not to and was beginning to feel upset thinking about the plans she made for the vacation and how they are all going to be ruined as she reluctantly opened her locker and took out some of the books that she thought might aid her in the project given. She made a quick scan across the contents of the books when she stopped to stare at a photo nestled within the pages. A small smile melted across her doleful face looking at it lovely as her fingertips caressed the facial features of her first love. Memories of her girlfriend, Monica, came running through her mind. She remembered the first time she saw her; her hazel eyes and the delightful smile that could turn any depressed person into a happy one; the blissful days that they had and the little disputes that often cause them to get separated for a few days and how their hearts will yearn for each other at those times. Her lips pursed tightly together with her eyes shut preventing her tears from spilling out of her eyes when her thoughts traveled back to the day Monica left without telling her proper good-bye. She quickly wiped away her tears as she didn't want to attract any attention to herself and gazed at the photo for a few moments. `How am I going to spend this summer without you' she cried softly to her heart. Regan made a final check to her locker, took the books necessary, placing them in her bag and locking up her locker. She stopped to talk to her friends who passed by her before making her way out whilst reading the details of the project. "Hey Regan! Wait up!" Regan stopped her reading and turned around to see who it was that was calling over to her. She kept looking around in the midst of the crowd to detect the owner of the voice when she saw her brother Neil trying his best to squeeze his way out from the students and started waving at her to get her attention. "Hey Regan! Going home?" Neil asked his sister who was now adjusting the strap of her sling bag. "Yeah...where is Travis?" Regan asked her brother as she always sees him with his boyfriend. "He's got something to do in the library and asked me to carry on with my own stuff." Neil knew this wasn't the right place to talk since the crowd began to grow larger every minute and people were brushing past their way. They jostled their way out and began walking along the streets as they went on talking about their studies and, each time, they talk, Neil stole a glance at his sister trying his best to comprehend her mood. He knew her sister can be communicated at all times and in whatever mood she was in. But there was one topic that sometimes will make her agitated and there were times when she will not even talk to her brother for a few days until her frustration subsides. Regan caught him looking at her a few times and could tell from the hesitance on his face that he was about to tell her something that is most likely going to displease her and she knew what it already was. No words were exchanged between them along the way as she decided to give him time to formulate his thoughts in case her judgment was wrong. They went on walking until they spotted a 24-hr food outlet and stopped to look to see if it was crowded or not, or else, they would just have to go home to prepare dinner. The food outlet was quite energetic with the television turned on and the some light rock music playing on the background. Neil led her to the corner of the outlet where it was quiet and would give them some privacy to talk. "Ma`am, what's your order?" Neil asked her pretending to be the waiter as she took out a notepad and a pen from his shirt pocket waiting for her instructions. "I would like to have my fried larger and coke." She said playing along with him. "Yes ma`am, large fries and coke coming right up." Regan let out a slight giggle as Neil gave her the smile that made Travis flock for him and went on to purchase the food. Knowing that the food may take a while to arrive, she continued to peruse the paperwork that was given to her and began to scribble down some pointers at the sides when Neil came back with the orders and settled opposite of her. "Is that your gift for the summer break?" Neil joked as he stuffed a few fries in his mouth. "Yeah...and you are upset that your professor didn't give you any?" Regan retorted back with a grin on her face. "Nope he didn't! I would be happy if he would have given us a vibrator or at least a dildo which can make our sex ooze just by looking at it. You think so?" Neil teased and noticed his sister's eyes grew wide in disbelief and wondered how once a shy Neil could be so blatantly blunt in his language. "What? Shut up and just eat Neil!" "Alright...you need not say anything. But I know you were hoping Mr. Dawson would give his favorite student a set of whips, chain and handcuffs as your holiday present. Am I right sis?" Neil asked with innocence. "Yeah...how I wish...could have whipped his butt for giving me this pile of crap." She muttered. "Oooh...geez...Regan. I didn't know you were into these things. Hmm...I wonder" Regan knew what exactly he was talking about and stuffed a few more fries deep down his mouth making him to stop talking so bluntly. She couldn't help to blush as Neil chuckled softly to himself seeing her cheeks turning from creamy white to cherry red. They went on laughing and joking, throughout the meal when slowly, the laughter died down into one deep silence as Regan continued to do her own reading while waiting for Neil to finish up his meal. Neil went on to finish his drink, each time, looking at his sister and wondered if this was the right time or place to talk this out. There were a few times that Neil was caught staring at her but he quickly looked away and saw the people who were purchasing their food and some of them who were already packing up ready to leave and a few moments later, glance back to see her again. Regan didn't like to see him suffer in silence and knew it's best to put him on ease. She put away all her stuff in her bag, and later, cupped his chin to look at that questioning look on her face, begging him to tell whatever that was inside his mind. "Neil, what's the matter?" She asked softly. "Do you know Fiona, my friend? Fiona Mildred? The girl majoring in the same physics class as me who was dumped by her girlfriend for another when she left to San Francisco?" He asked as she took a few sips of his drink. "Yeah...I know her. She is a very good friend of yours since High School. I have seen her many times since her break-up and her girlfriend's name is Trish right?" She asked and Neil nodded in agreement. "What a creep! She sure doesn't know what she is missing." Regan said with some frustration. "Yeah I agree with you... I've told Fiona many times about her but guess she placed too much trust on her. But anyway, let's not talk about her girlfriend now. Let's talk about Fiona. What do you think of her?" He asked casually. "Okay sure." She replied nonchalantly. "What do you think of her?" He again asked casually. "Hmm...she's jovial, warm...pretty ...friendly..." She stopped halfway and sat there wondering what was this all about and asked, "Why do u ask?" "Just for fun I suppose. Oh yes...before I forget, there is something Fiona wants to give you." Neil said as her handed her envelope to her. "What is it?" She asked out of curiosity and peeled open the cover and took out a letter from it. Regan started to read the letter to herself as Neil saw her lips moving but no words being uttered out. He knew what the letter is all about since it was him who gave the idea to Fiona who didn't know how to tell this directly to her. He gulped down the last bit of his drink and sat there as he tried to analyze her facial expression which was making it difficult for him to decipher what she was feeling now. As her eyes slowly scrolled down to the end of the letter, the softness on her face began to disappear, her eyebrows were beginning to form a frown and her lips were tightly pursed together which made Neil feel anxious and breathless. Regan looked at Neil and then back at the letter, causing her brother to break into cold sweat as he felt like an accused in his sister's eyes and began to gulp down any remaining drops from his empty cup to calm himself down. She finished reading the letter and didn't say a word while she just folded the letter neatly back into its envelope and took one last gulp of her drink. "What is the letter all about?" Neil asked pretending to be unaware of the contents. "You mean, you don't know?" Regan asked him sarcastically while Neil sat frozen with his eyes wide-opened, not knowing what to say. Both of them remained in silence and stared at each other. Neil couldn't bear to look at the glare on her eyes and she could sense his uneasiness again and put on a softened look on her face to make things better for the both of them and just stared at the unaddressed envelope. The silence lasted for a few more moments until Neil thought he couldn't take it anymore and decided to break it himself. "Okay now Regan, I know what's written in the letter. Those things Fiona wrote are really true. Fiona really loves you." Neil told her straight in her eyes. "But I don't have any such feelings! I don't have any interest in dating other women and you know it!" Regan spoke in a slightly raised voice as she tried to control her temper within her. "I know...but how long are you going to be like this?" Neil asked emphatically. "For as long as I live!" She said forcefully and packed her stuff to get out, not wanting to hear anymore of the conversation. Neil saw her sister stomping out from the place with such annoyance and knew that she was really mad at him. He hurried behind her and no matter how many times he called out to her to stop, Regan refused to listen to him and started walking faster not giving him the chance to catch up with her. He then sprinted up to her knowing there was no point in shouting and within a few minutes he grabbed hold of her making her stop dead in her tracks as she looked at him with such flaming eyes. "Look, I am sorry." Neil said apologetically. "I don't want to talk about this anymore. Please!!" "Okay. I won't bother you about this matter anymore. But at least, give it a thought. It is your life. You said Fiona is really nice to be with and now she loves you and she wants to live with you. Anyway I am going to stay in Travis place and be back tomorrow." He paused a moment and looked at her sister's pale face and spoke to her softly, "Don't forget what I tell you." Before Regan could even open her mouth to reply to her brother, he kissed a good bye and made a dash across the lonely lit streets. Her state of mind was confusion and her heart felt heavy with pain and agony, knowing how hurt her brother must have felt and wonder what she was going to do next. The things Neil had said kept running through her mind like a tape recorder as she began walking, not liking to go home just yet but go to some place that she could find solace and she knew where exactly the place was. ***** "Why do you have to leave me like this? I wonder where you are, how you and what are are you doing. You know that I can't live without you. Knowing that, you still left me like this. What have I done to deserve this?" Regan sobbed and sobbed uncontrollably at the foot of her girlfriend's grave. Her arms encircled around the tomb to once again experience that heart-warming embrace whenever she sees her and went on to place her kisses all over it hoping that Monica would receive them. She couldn't control herself as she looked at the tombstone and recalled their last moments together and continued to cry, trying to relieve all the heaviness that was within her heart and placed her head on one side of the grave assuming that place might be her chest and went on to mumble out her grief until she felt that Monica had heard all of her cried and knew she understood her feelings and would be there by her side. She sobbed for a while longer and then looked at her wrist watch and knew it was time to get home before it was too dark. She wiped off her tears and kissed the rose that she bought from a nearby florist, and placed it on her grave. "I love you Monica, now and always." Regan said as she began to walk back home after seeing her for the final time of the day. **** The alarm went off as Regan turned over and she slammed the buzzer so that she could return to her slumber land again. After much tossing and turning, she realized sleep wasn't going to overtake her and got out from the sheets and went into the bathroom to get herself freshen up. As she was taking her shower, her tummy began to rumble and her mind quickly thought of a good place to get some good breakfast. Regan dressed herself in just a tank top and shorts, perfect for weather like this: hot and dry. She thought of preparing breakfast herself but since her tummy had emailed her mind that there was no time left she decided to head to the coffee house which was a few blocks away. Plugging in her mp3 player in her ears, she slowly jogged down the streets to her destination and a few minutes later, she reached the place all sweaty and hungry. Thankfully the coffeehouse was fully air-conditioned and she stood there to embrace the chilliness around her to revitalize herself. The place was indeed bulged with people and it took Regan about two to five minutes to search for a place to settle. She ordered herself a cup of coffee and a juice bottle and waited for a meal to arrive. Meantime, she started to change to her favorite track in her mp3 player and adjusted the sound mode as she started to drum the table with her fingers lightly according to the beat that she was listening to. At that moment, she saw Fiona entering the coffee house. Regan was tensed for a few seconds while she grabbed some papers to hide her face from her but thought that wouldn't be showing any good demeanor and gave her a smile when she saw her. Fiona returned that soft smile and began to look around at the place to see if there was any place left for her but couldn't when saw Regan switching off her player and gesturing an empty seat opposite her. She slowly approached her but deep in her thoughts she was feeling really uneasy as she wondered what was the outcome like when she had read the letter since Regan's brother had promised her to call her with regards of the matter. "Hi Regan, nice to meet you again." Fiona said as she thanked her for the seat. "Hi Fiona, been quite sometime since I last saw you." Regan smiled as she saw the waiter coming to her with the food. After placing her drinks on the table, he turned his attention to Fiona and asked her for her order as she requested a cup of coffee and some cookies. Silence began to surround between them, stealing glances at each other while they viewed at the events that were happening between them. Fiona started to clench her palms together, sitting there all nervous as she looked at Regan and knew she was feeling the same as she watched her licking her lips unconsciously, something that she would do in times of anxiety. "Do you come here often?" Regan asked breaking the silence and just initiated a random conversation. "No, it's my first time. Have you tried the food here?" Fiona queried as she felt her nervousness slowly fading away from her. "The food here is much better than the other coffeehouses that I've tried around this area. You should try the chicken pasta here at night since they always served that as supper." Fiona beamed at her and nodded her head in acknowledgement, grateful that Regan was trying her best to out her at ease but still she was feeling quite fidgety as she wondered what Regan thought of her letter since, so far, she hasn't talked about it but thought a little patience might work. Regan could see what was running through her mind but she just didn't know how to say it in a way that is not going to hurt her. "Here. Have some cookies." Fiona asked Regan as she cut her train of thoughts. "No thanks...it's okay." Regan politely declined the offer and went on to finish her coffee. "Tell me you are not on a diet." Fiona said, letting out a chuckle and tugged a few strands of hair behind her ears. "No, I am not. I wouldn't like to become a stick woman. Just don't like to eat biscuits." Regan told her as she laughed softly to her and imagined herself what she would look like as a stick woman. They began to joke for a while and then talked about their studies and the plans that they have after their graduation and looked at each other having completed their meals and made their way out of the coffeehouse. Fiona again shot a few glances at Regan hoping she might initiate the topic that Fiona was anticipating but thought maybe she didn't like it at all and continued to walk in silence. Regan herself didn't like such silence and thought she might as well not delay the love matter between them and get it settled smoothly. "Fiona, I read your letter yesterday." "And what is your reply to that?" Fiona asked, happy on one side that she finally brought it out, and on the other, quite anxious as to hear what the outcome is going to be like. "Fiona, I am sorry to say this but I am not in love with you. I don't feel like sharing my life with someone anymore." Fiona didn't know what to say as she stood there speechless and felt her heart shatter into pieces. Regan looked at her with a solemn face but Fiona couldn't bear to look at her eyes and just stared at the ground and Regan knew that had hurt Fiona greatly. Regan thought it might be good to let her know now or else things will become too complicated for them and nothing can be done later but now seeing the look on Fiona's face had made her heart ache as she stood there not knowing how to console her. Fiona just smiled at her to remove her from the tight spot and wiped her face with fingers to erase any sign of sadness in her. "Regan, I understand...but why not why not give it another chance Let us live our lives to the fullest." "I just can't. I can't think of another girl in my life. Can we just be friends?" "Yeah...no problem...I'm sorry if I had bothered you." "No, it's okay. I should be apologizing to you for upsetting you." Fiona just smiled at her and patted her shoulders for reassurance. She already knew that it was difficult for Fiona to wash away the pain in her heart as she saw her walking away coming to know that her three year love was rejected and Regan hoped she could cope well. Recalling the events of yesterday and what her brother had told her came back to her and how her brother was upset with her all came rushing down to her mind as she began to walk home and wonder how his brother would react to this. She wanted to pack up her stuff and leave the house knowing full well that her brother didn't like to see her in such a way but decided against it since the only two people that she really loved was Monica and Neil. Regan saw her brother's car at the garage and knew he was home. She stepped into the house and looked around for him when he saw him busy fixing a faulty faucet. Some light jazz music was playing in the background and that brought her smile to Regan's face telling her that Neil was in quite a happy mood. She plopped herself on the couch, her eyes closed and her legs stretched out in full relaxation with her hands tightly clutching the pendent to her breasts. A while later Neil came out from the kitchen with two glasses of lemonade and saw his sister lying soundly in complete peace. She looked at her carefully and figured out something was wrong and shook her lightly from her cat nap. Her eyes slowly fluttered open and saw her brother sitting opposite to her with a quizzical look on her face as he knew his sister doesn't take a nap even though she's tired but unless she is bothered by something and in this case he knew what was it and remained silent till she brought up the subject herself. "When did you come home?" Regan asked her brother as she took a sip of her drink. "Just a while ago. Where did you go?" "I went to the coffeehouse to get some breakfast and met Fiona there." "What did she say or what did you say?" Neil asked curiously wondering if the outcome of yesterday's letter was good or bad. "I told her everything that I had to say and it would be good if we were just friends." Regan told him and saw a very disappointed look on his face as he stood up and walked over to the balcony. "What happen then?" Neil asked solemnly as he took a sip of his lemonade and turned to look at her. "She respected my decision but now I'm afraid that I might have hurt her feelings. I know it's very difficult to digest the news after hearing a three year love is being rejected." "If you are so afraid that you might have hurt her feelings, why can't you just accept her love? Why are you so stubborn in this issue?" Neil spoke to her in a raised voice with a frown on his face and turned away from her sight. "Why don't you just understand? How many times must I say that Monica is the only one in my life! I can't replace her with anyone." Regan shouted back as she stood up and began to stomp upstairs to her room not wanting to continue this conversation anymore. "Regan, please wait and listen to me." Regan stopped a moment and waited to hear what her brother was going to say when Neil continued, "Fiona just called me a while ago asking me about you. She was more concerned about you but you need not worry about her. She's alright." Regan felt relieved after hearing that and turned to face Neil to apologize to him as she knew what made him to talk like that knowing full well about her brother. Neil just smiled at her but deep inside, he prayed that someday, somehow, Regan would accept Fiona's love. The sister that he used to see seven years ago and the sister that he is seeing now was a lot more different and now his only wish is to see his sister happy when she was with Monica. Just then Neil's cell rang and it was Travis on the other line. They both began to discuss their plans for the day and finally settled on one and ended the call with a kiss. Neil didn't feel like leaving his sister all by herself and decided to bring her along with him and told his plans to her. But she took a rain check and told him about her plans and gave him a hug of reassurance. Neil nodded his head in agreement and got dressed and left after giving her a kiss on her cheek. Regan went into her room, took her sling bag from the study table and flung it down to her bed causing some of her books to spill out and lay down next to them as her mind started to draw a plan on how to go about doing this project. Satisfied, she began to flip through some books and highlighted some key points and later on turned the computer to surf the net to see if she could find anything interesting from there. She continued to browse for a couple of hours and then decided maybe she would take a shower and head to the library instead. The weather was blazing hot and Regan felt the water running down her body was alluring enough to make her stay in there for as long as she liked, but sadly, she made plans for the day and wanted to get over it. She came out of the shower in a bathrobe and a towel wrapped around her wet hair. After searching through her drawer for a moment, she put on her undergarments and walked to a closet in that semi-nude form to find something casual to wear when she heard someone ringing the doorbell. She quickly slipped on her slacks and raced down the stairs throwing on her shirt wondering who that might be and knew it couldn't be Neil since he said he will be back late unless there was a sudden change in their plans. "Hi Regan!" Fiona greeted her as Regan opened the front door to allow her in. "Oh...hi Fiona! Come on in." Regan closed the door and turned to face Fiona who had a smirk look on her face. She looked at her confusion and began to wonder what was it and glanced around her surroundings to see if anything was wrong. "That's a nice green lacy bra you've worn." Fiona complimented with a grin and looked at Regan to see her response. It was then Regan looked at herself and realized she had forgotten to button up her blouse in haste. Regan could feel her cheeks all getting heated up and let out a slight chuckle to erase away her uneasiness and quickly buttoned up her blouse leaving the first two buttons undone to display a bit of her cleavage like she always did. "It's nothing that you've never seen before." She told Fiona as she blushed even more. "I know...and there is nothing to be embarrassed about. I'm a girl myself." She said as the both of them smiled at each other knowing what that comment meant. "Would you like a drink?" Regan asked her and went into the kitchen to get something for her. "No, it's okay...I was just wondering if Neil is around. His car is outside." "Oh...he just went out with Travis. Is something the matter?" "Yeah...I was planning to go out to the library with him. It's okay...I guess I see him another time." Fiona replied and headed for the door when Regan called out to her and stopped her a moment. "Oh wait. I was about to go to the library myself after having lunch. Maybe we can go together?" Regan asked for her approval and she nodded her head in agreement. Regan told her to make herself comfortable while she went on to prepare some chicken pasta when Fiona walked up to her to help her out with the cutting of vegetables and washing of utensils. Telling her that she was a guest, Regan politely declined the offer as Fiona looked back at her to make sure if she needed anything but she just smiled back at her and gave her a `thumbs-up' to show it's all perfectly taken care of. Meanwhile, Fiona strolled around the living room for a while and turned on some music, to activate some life to the living room as she began to move along with the beat and constantly keeping a look-out for Regan in case, she needs some assistance but it looked like Regan didn't need that much help and handled the cooking quite well since the fragrance emitting from the food clearly indicated that she could be a professional cook. They had their lunch in silence but from time to time, they made some usual talk with Fiona complimenting her food and Regan letting out some of her special recepies so that she might go and try it herself and have a taste of them. The lunch ended pleasantly and once the dishes were done, they got ready to head down to the library. Regan looked at her watched for a moment and saw they have got only a few more hours left before the closing time and suggested to Fiona that a bus ride could save enough time. At that instant, the bus arrived and they both raced to catch the bus since there were not many but only a couple who boarded the bus. The bus was indeed jam-packed since more people seemed to be boarding than alighting leaving them no choice to find a seat but to stand and held onto the handles for support. The atmosphere was getting more and more boisterous that whenever Regan asked Fiona something, she had to yell her reply directly at her ears so as to be heard and every so often, Regan's lips would briefly brush against her lips the moment the bus comes to a forceful stop. At that single touch, Fiona's cheeks turned to a bright pink that she tried to rub out the coloration that was forming quite obviously. Regan was by then cautious and kept her eyes open for any oncoming bus stops to prevent this small accident not that they were feeling discomfort but to take it easy on each other. Regan then turned to look at Fiona and saw her cheeks still so rosy and smiled to herself when she realized that Fiona had moved slightly away from her this time, careful not to bump against her. The ride was getting bumpier every minute and Regan wished the driver would drop the passengers at their respective destinations in one peace. Fiona wasn't bothered that much about the ride and was getting all warmed up and tingly inside. The slight brushes of Regan's lips against hers kept on replaying in her mind but after much control and realizing that Regan was just a friend she pushed those thoughts far behind her head with great will power and began to think about the books that she thought she want to borrow. The sight of the library was becoming conspicuous and Regan turned to see Fiona if she was aware that their destination was approaching but it seemed that she was in her own fantasy world and Regan thought it wouldn't be nice to shout across the passengers and decided to walk to her and let her know. Regan went on to jolt her way through the congestion, grabbing onto the nearby poles for balance to counter the bumpy ride but unfortunately, she lost her hold on the pole next to Fiona and her hands, in desperation to hold onto something, grabbed Fiona's breasts and squeezed them hard for support as Fiona who was partly in shock held her shoulders and brought her to a steady position. Getting herself stabled, Regan became conscious to find out where her hands were resting and quickly removed them leaving Fiona to wonder if she had felt her nipples swell to it's stiffness but she was more concerned to know if Regan was alright. Thankfully, the bus stopped at their destination and both of them alighted together with some passengers as Regan got down first and waited for Fiona who was just then alighting with a look of concern. "Regan, you okay?" "I'm okay...Are you fine? I hope I didn't squeeze them too hard." Regan replied shyly and was already blushing from the as she saw Fiona all flustered. "No, it's okay. I'm glad to know they are still alive from your squeeze." Fiona chuckled at her blatant remark causing Regan to smile in shyness as they walked into the library. Fiona strolled down the physics corner and started browsing through the books that were kept on display under the "Latest" section, while Regan picked out a few books on the shelf next to where Fiona was standing and took a seat nearby to scan through the content. As Regan was flipping through the pages of the book, the incident that happened in the bus swept through her mind every now and then and was making her feel in a way she has never felt before. Regan looked back at Fiona and noticed a look of wariness on her face. She knew Fiona was maintaining a certain distance with her and was afraid if any such accident might happen here and things would be embarrassing for the both of them. Regan was quite upset seeing that Fiona had changed quite a bit. The hugs and the kisses that she normally gave to Regan whenever she happens to meet and whenever she was feeling down especially in school was all gone and she began to wonder why such a sudden change when she came to realize that Fiona was having a difficult time trying to be just her friend since she had already thought her as a girlfriend. Fiona was becoming quite bored at looking through the books and went to the fiction corner and got herself a suspense novel and joined Regan at the table. She continued reading for a few minutes and as she finished the first chapter of the story she simply glanced at her and noticed Regan staring at the same page that she was in thirty minutes ago all ready to set the page on fire with her mind always playing back the events that took place in the bus. The way she felt when Fiona's lips brush against hers and how Fiona's breasts reacted to her were giving her unexplainable tingly sensations to her body that she couldn't hear Fiona calling out to her a few times until she knocked on the side of Regan's table to get her attention. "Regan, you look dazed. You okay?" "Err...yeah...I'm fine. Just a bit tired. I think I will go home and finish up this stuff." "Hmm...Okay. Perhaps I can walk you home?" Fiona asked. `No, it's okay. You can carry on with your stuff." "No, it's no problem for me. Come, let's go." Fiona returned the novel to the section where she found it and waited outside for Regan to borrow the books that she wanted. Once she was done, they decided to stop by a shop and bought some snacks and often having small talks along the way as they headed home and they finally reached Regan's doorstep. They smiled at each other momentarily hoping someone would say something as if they went out on their very first date and wondering what should they do next. "Oh Regan, thanks for that wonderful lunch." "No problem, I had a nice time with you today." Regan looked at her and could tell from her face that there was something she wanted to tell but Fiona was in a state of dilemma not knowing how to say it in words. She then gave it a thought and a while later; she shook off the idea from her head, gave Regan a bright smile and started to make her way when Regan halted her by her shoulders wanting to know what was in her mind that needs to be known to her. "What is it Fiona?" "Err. Nothing...I was just thinking about something and then now I forgot what I was thinking." Fiona replied lamely causing Regan to chuckle softly to herself. "I was just wondering if we could...errr... go out and have some dinner tomorrow at my place?" Fiona stuttered not knowing why and began to fiddle with her fingers waiting for her reply. "Is this some sort of a date?" Regan asked directly as Fiona stood there confused trying to find the correct words to clear the misunderstanding. "No...No, it's not a date. Just some info downloads from friend to friend." "Oh...okay...I'm sorry I misunderstood you. Then why did you hesitate to ask me just now?" "Well, I thought you might have your plans tomorrow. So I didn't want to bother you." Fiona said thoughtfully with a smile. Regan appreciated her thoughtfulness and agreed to her request. They smiled at each other for a while and then bid each other a good day as Regan watched her walking down the streets and then she walked into her house. A slight guilt swept across her heart when she recalled how she was about to accuse Fiona of asking her out but then she herself couldn't understand why she had thought of asking her that question. Regan looked up at the wall clock and realized it was going to be dinner time soon but she wasn't hungry and the fact that she was too tired made her go to bed early with Monica's photo tightly clutched to her chest. ******** The sweet aroma of the freshly brewed coffee slowly flared through Regan's nostrils as she lazily stretched out her arms and legs across the sheets. She put on a long tee and shorts and went down get herself a cup of coffee and greeted Neil who was watching a soccer match in the dark when it's bright sunny outside like a hypnotized man with his eyes cemented to the screen that no matter how many times Regan called out to him there was no slightest response from him. She walked across the living room and drew the curtains wide allowing the sunlight to lighten up the place causing Neil's eyes to be dazzled by the brilliance of the light. "What's up with you?" Neil asked in a raised tone. "I called you many times and you just gazing intently at the screen without any reply. You know...for a moment I thought you were dead!" Regan smirked and settled on the other side of the sofa facing him. "Ooh ...sorry! My mind was elsewhere thinking about something." "Care to share?" Regan asked as she switched off the television and turned to him to give his full attention. "No...Nothing much...I was just trying to estimate the length of each player's manhood." Neil replied gleefully as he saw his sister taking the comforter next to her and threw it directly at his face. "Oh come on Neil... I know there is something running through your mind." "Yeah...today is one of my good pal's birthday and I'm thinking of what presents to get. Apparently, I got her everything and now I'm thinking of something special. By the way do you have any plans for today?" "Not really. Last night, Fiona asked me if I could spend the night out with her. She needs some help with her stuff. Perhaps the two of us could come with you and help you choose the present?" "No it's alright. I will go with Travis. So what did you say to her? You are going right?" "Chill out brother...I agreed to go out with her. No worries." Regan said. "That's good. I wonder what to get for her. Any suggestions? Only a woman knows another woman." Neil smiled at her gleefully. Regan decided to give a thought as she brought in the empty cups of coffee back to the kitchen to wash while Neil stood by the kitchen doorway trying to put a list of things in his mind and figuring which would be better among the choices he had made. Regan turned to look at him and smiled at Neil standing there pondering over the list. He looked at his sister pleadingly hoping she might give him some ideas but to no avail. Neil shrugged his shoulders and went back to his room to get dressed and decided to go the gift shops hoping that maybe he could find something nice to give. He gave himself a final check when Regan walked in and sat on the edge of his bed with a questioning look on her face. "Have you decided what you want to get?" Regan asked sympathetically. "No...but I was wondering what if I get some toys for her?" "Toys? I hope this friend of yours is not too young." "Nope...hey, but there are toys that can be played by adults too and this friend of mine hasn't got any of them" Neil replied as he wink one eye. "I think you really need some servicing from Travis. Look Neil, the best suggestion I can give you is that you get something that could be cherished for life. You can get your friend anything and I'm sure she will like it since it's from your heart." Regan replied. "Yeah...you are right. I will see u later tonight." He said. "Hmm...okay...I'm off to the stores." Regan saunters down the path., scanning through the row of shops nearby, only to see two of them opened on a beautiful Sunday. One of them was across the street and the other around the bend. She went to the one that was around the bend and began to browse the products but it wasn't to her satisfactory and decided to move on to the second store hoping the groceries might be good. Then she thought about Neil and what he was saying about his friend's birthday and that made her think of her own birthday which was also today. But she knew if Neil had remember her birthday then he would have just asked her what she wanted. Her birthday was now just another day to her and that was the last she thought about it. The lane seemed quite empty with only one or two cars passing by and took a final look-out and assumed it was safe to cross. Her assumptions fell short. Just as she was crossing, a car from round the bend came beyond the speed limit that Regan didn't notice it heading in her direction. It was as if like a slow motion when Regan turned to the sound of the honking sounds of the car with her terrified look on her face not having anytime to react to the impact and thankfully someone pulled her aside from the danger causing her and the stranger to tumble along the grass patch and into the bushes. It was quite evident that the driver was either drunk or was facing some trouble with his gear that he didn't even honk at the pedestrians indicating the imminent danger. Regan let out a sharp yelp, moaning in pain from the slight abrasions on her back and her legs. Her shirt was ruined badly but had some small tearing here and there and cursed herself for not wearing her long track pants but just came out in her shorts. She tried to ease herself up for a moment but flinched in pain and laid on the ground for a while when she realized the person who came to rescue was sprawled on the ground a few feet away from her. Regan panicked as she saw the motionless body. Slowly, she stood up trying to overcome the pain and scrambled towards the body to check who this person was and to see if he or she suffered any serious injuries. Regan flipped the body only to find out it was Fiona that saved her from the sudden accident. Her face was muddied with some bruises on her lower arm and her forehead. She peeled out some wet wipes from her pocket and gently cleansed her face lightly dapping her wound causing Fiona to stir a bit and flinch in pain. Regan whispered in her ears to relax a while to ease the pain from the slight bruises around her chest and tummy area before helping her to pull her up from the ground slowly. "You alright, Fiona?" Regan asked as she ran her fingers through her head to check on her if she had any serious injuries there. "I'm okay. You are injured quite badly too. Come, let's go to a doctor." Fiona said examining a bruised forehead. "No...no. . .They are just light ones... Nothing to worry about. Come let's go home and put some medication." Regan said as the both of them held on to each other and began to walk their way home. Fiona was indeed thankful that they managed to get to Regan's home trying their best to endure the pain caused by the light bruises. In no time, Regan pointed to where the bathroom was and Fiona rushed in to turn on the tap and adjusted the temperature to lukewarm and left to let it fill the bathtub. Fiona looked back at Regan in concern and saw the grimace on her face as she was beginning to feel the burning sensations within her. But Regan too returned her concerned look to Fiona to see if she was exactly fine, after all, it was her that saved her life and she was indeed very grateful to her. While Fiona was sprinkling quite a amount of salt, she saw Regan taking out the ointment bottle and apply some on the scrapes on her skin and immediately stopped her a moment. "Wait a minute. You can't apply the ointment before wetting the wounds. I know it's burning but it will help if you come and rest yourself in the bathtub for a while." Fiona said as she brought her to the bathroom and stirred the water to check the warmness of it. "Come on, get in the tub." Fiona coaxed her but Regan hesitated a moment as she saw Fiona standing at the doorway waiting for her to get in. Regan first looked at the water and then back at the puzzled Fiona and it was only then she realized the cause for Regan's hesitation. Regan knew the effect that she was going to have once she steps into the tub and the second was to get undressed in front of a girl and not to mention Fiona during their sleepover parties when Neil was away for the weekend but it seems so different now that Fiona was with her. Leaving her with no choice, Regan began to undo the buttons of her blouse one by one and stopped at the third revealing a bit of her bra. Then she went on to remove the button of her slacks followed by the zip all the while not removing her eyes from her. It was then Fiona's bulb lit up and sensed the immediate uneasiness within Regan and turned away from her giving her the full privacy and went to make prepare some coffee for the both of them. But, deep in Regan's mind, she wanted Fiona to be there, to see her undress, to see her reaction. She didn't know what made her to think like that but suddenly she shook away those thoughts from her head and resumed to her undressing before carefully submerged inch after inch of her body into the tub making soft groans as the bruises touched the surface of the water causing her to feel the burning sensations. Just as she was resting, the thoughts of her undressing and Fiona's presence came back again. Regan did feel a strange kind of heat traveling down her body from the way Fiona looked at her and the fact that she noticed Fiona's nipples began to swell and was becoming a bit longer and rounder and Regan started to realize why had Fiona walked away immediately and that thought made her chuckle to herself. "You are doing okay?" Fiona asked as she saw Regan startled for a second and apologized but Regan just smiled at her. "Yeah...I'm getting used to the water now." Fiona nodded her head in agreement and pulled the shower screen to give Regan some space to herself. "Hey Fiona, there is still room for one. Come and join me. The water feels good." Regan called out to her from the slightly parted screen and saw Fiona dressing her wounds under the running tap water. "No, it's alright. They are getting better. Just some light scratch marks here and there." Fiona replied with a smile and began to make her way out but Regan grabbed hold of her hand and asked," You're not shy to be in the same bathtub with another girl aren't you?" as she was looking at her deep in the eye hoping to hear a response as she slowly loosened the hold. Fiona was indeed taken aback and didn't know how to respond to that. Her cheeks began to feel hot and paused for a while not knowing if it would be a good idea to get into the tub with Regan. She was already partially aroused from Regan's undressing and now sitting close to her in that cozy tub with their bodies lightly caressing one another unintentionally will be too much for her. "No, it's okay. You carry on. I will wait for you outside." Fiona replied. Regan was slightly upset after hearing what Fiona had just mentioned but didn't take any of her excuses and convinced her to join in with her. Fiona didn't know what to do but gave in. Regan shot quick glances to see what was Fiona doing just in case she retreats out of the bathroom but saw her starting to undress. Regan was feeling somewhat naughty and disappointed not being able to see Fiona's front but only her back. But Regan did caught a picture of her as she saw her removing her blouse slowly off from her shoulders with her back muscles ripple revealing a black lacy bra. Just as Fiona was about to peel off her pants, she caught Regan's stare making her flustered as she saw every inch of a tight torso and a beautiful navel settle deep in the middle and quickly pulled the screen giving her the same privacy that Fiona gave to her a while ago. Fiona stood smiling and carried on with her undressing but began to wonder what she looked like without her clothes off apart from her rough judgments of her body. "Fiona, quick get in." Regan called out to her after waiting a while and Fiona quickly removed the rest of her clothing and joined Regan. Regan began to feel quite unhappy wondering what secrets she was hiding underneath her clothes. Are her breasts bigger than mine? Is it big enough to nestle myself between them or is it the right size to cup and squeeze? Which part of her body is to be touched to get her sexually charged? Does she shave her pussy? Her thoughts simply ran wild to a height of raunchiness until her mind told her to shut such feelings. `Oh Regan, stop being a pervert! Fiona is just your friend; not a lover for goodness sake.' She chided and told herself to never ever develop such racy thoughts. A while later, Regan felt Fiona getting into the waters behind her with her back facing Regan's back and wondered if Fiona did still have the same feelings about Regan even after Regan had rejected her love for her. But Fiona though excited and mildly aroused from the way she caught Regan looking at her undress, did manage to hide all her feelings within and tried hard to be a good friend to her. It was pretty difficult for Fiona to look at Regan as just a friend when she had looked at Regan in a different light. Regan again began thinking about Fiona and started to admonish herself under her breath that she didn't know Fiona was staring at her for a while but was calmed down when she realized she didn't speak too loudly for Fiona to hear. Regan was indeed sexually aroused that the only way to calm her down was to masturbate despite the fact that there was another girl in the tub. Just the thought of stimulating her body to an unbridled passion was too kinky for her that she felt her pussy lips contact letting out drips of fluid into the water. She didn't care if Fiona caught her in the act or smelled the sexual aroma that Regan was producing but all she wanted was some release. Regan began circling her breasts first before rubbing her nipples. She lightly caressed them with her strong hands and started to circle the nipples with her fingers, making them harden. Then taking her nipples between her fingers and rolling them, tugging them hard enough to be pulled out in a lustful frenzy. She moaned softly at her own touches, wanting to feel more but at the same time, peeked over to look at Fiona to erase any form of suspicion. Regan slide her hands down her belly, her legs crossed together feeling the hotness of the water wash over her hairless mound. She slowly slid her fingers over her pussy, feeling it tingle at her touch. She then massaged her lips with her hand, lightly running them between, grazing her bud. When she happens to graze it, her body responds with quivers at her touch. She spreads open her lips, sliding her fingers over her clit, making those quivers stronger, feeling her body respond with growing passion. She slowly slid two fingers into herself, feeling her muscles respond to them, contracting and felt her body building and building its pleasure. She could feel her extreme wetness; the moisture there having nothing to do with the water in the tub. Moaning softly, with increasing hunger, she pushed and thrust and rocked her finger deeper and harder into her aching pussy, still working her nipples with her other hand. Pushing her left breast up, her head lifted to meet the puckered nipple, lips suckling hungrily. The titillation of this and little grazes from her teeth tongue and the continuous thrusting of her fingers deep in her pussy heightened into one strong orgasm that she bit down her moans onto a towel hung on the rails and let out a deep breath fully satisfied. "Regan, you alright?" Fiona asked upon hearing her grunts and murmurs. "Yeah! I am fine. ..Yourself? Regan asked throatily still in the afterglow of her orgasm. "Yeah...I am okay. You sure don't sound good? Shall I take you to a doctor?" Fiona asked but Regan quickly said, "No no...I will be fine. No worries." and went back to resting in the bath. There was no conversation beyond asking the conditions between each other. Regan felt slightly excited as she had never masturbated with another person so close to her and wondered if Fiona did know what Regan did under the waters. Neither of them didn't know what to talk so they remained quiet, relaxing themselves in the tub to cool the bruises down but Fiona hoped that the same healing effect of the water could also wipe the pain in both their hearts and be able to express their thoughts freely. Though Fiona's love was rejected, she wanted Regan to be happy and be able to find someone better than her. But she didn't know that Regan did like her and did have feelings for her but she was just finding it difficult to compose herself when her heart was filled with memories of Monica. Regan knew Neil was indeed concerned about her that the time he spent with his boyfriend has been shortened quite significantly compared to when she was with Monica. She didn't want Neil to restrict his love life like this for her and that the only way to make him happy was to be with Fiona and accept her love. `But the time hasn't come yet to tell Fiona her true feelings.' Regan thought. Deep silence surfaced between them and the only sounds that were to be heard was the slight splashes of water caused by the movements of their bodies. "Regan, you should have crossed the road more safely or at least take the bridge. "I know...just so used to jaywalking. Please don't tell Neil about this. He would ground me." Regan pleaded as Fiona chuckled to herself softly not knowing there was another side to Neil. "No I won't. Your life could have been in danger. Kid, your life is precious!" Fiona consoled her a moment looking at Regan's shoulders tensed a minute and relaxed and faced Fiona sideways. "Yes mom. I understand." Regan replied obediently making the both of them to chuckle a while. "By the way, what were you doing out?" Fiona asked a few moments after their chuckles dies down. "Just to the grocery stores. Running out some food items so need some stocking up. By the way, where are we going for dinner?" "I'm sorry Regan. I don't think we can go out like this. You need to get your rest." "No, it's alright. I'm perfectly fine. See, my scratch marks are gone. You alright? We won't go if you are not feelings okay." Regan suggested. "No I am alright. Would you like to go over to my place to have dinner? It's just a few blocks away." "Sure that's fine with me. I shall go get some clothes for you." Regan said as she grabbed her bathrobe and passed the spare one to Fiona and went back to her room to get some clothes for Fiona. Fiona couldn't help smiling; thinking how did Regan just quickly slipping into the robe to cover her modesty before Fiona could even get a chance to see her toned body. Looking at Regan's shyness, Fiona wanted so bad to pull Regan close to her body, kiss her right smack on her lips and whisper birthday wishes to the unaware birthday girl. Just that thought made her nipples crinkle that she didn't even notice and began to rub it with the robe on for quite a while, eliciting a few moans until she saw Regan all dressed up coming out of her room told her to get changed in the room and passed her the clothes. Quickly, taking the clothes from Regan, she walked briskly to the room that Regan showed her. Just when she was about to go in, Regan accidentally brushed past her way causing her nipples to stroke against Fiona's hardened ones causing her to bite her lower lip as Fiona shivered in excitement. Regan instantly apologized and walked away before any mishaps occur and Fiona thought the same too and went in to the room to change. Regan's thoughts went wild wondering about the stiffness of Fiona's nipples and the last thing she wanted to do was to break open the door, rip her blouse and bra off and suck her nipples off to ecstasy. But she thought better of it and decided to play with herself later tonight once the dinner was over. Till then, she told herself to be good and waited for Fiona to get ready and went on to her house. It was only a few blocks away and the environment was very serene with lots of greenery and there was no sign of a single road except a long pathway down the main street. Regan was so captivated by the surrounding and went in to see her house for the first time. Knowing Fiona for quite sometime, Regan wasn't surprised to see her house well furnished and organized. The walls were neatly decorated with modern art and antiques which were neatly shelved in the glass cabinets. "Regan, don't just stand there. Come on, make yourself comfortable." Fiona said as she turned on the lights to brighten up the place. Regan commented, "You have a beautiful house." bringing a smile from Fiona. "What would you like?" Fiona asked from the kitchen. "Anything that you are having." Regan replied and walked in to the kitchen to see if Fiona needed any help but she declined and told Regan that everything was fine. Fiona turned to look Regan and was quite surprised to know that she didn't even know it was her birthday. But she knew what Neil told her that this was a surprise party and to be sure that Regan didn't suspect a thing. Not to ruin the surprise, she pretended nothing was going on went ensured Regan was feeling comfortable around. The atmosphere was so serene that Regan thought a little music would add in to the calming effect. However, Regan felt bad leaving Fiona all by herself in the kitchen and will go on to check on her but Fiona would softly declined her help and will leave her to her own devices. "Hey Regan, perhaps you can pop in a DVD and I will catch up with you soon" Fiona called out to her. Regan smiled at the thought and began to browse through her DVD collection to see if they had any thing in common to watch until her eyes stopped on one which had no title on the cover. It was a just blank DVD and she wondered why this wasn't part in the DVD shelf but was just lying on the rack beside it. But there were a few more DVDs with no titles too and they were similar to the one she held on her hand. A soft smile then began to creep across her lips as her curiosity also began to grow about the contents in it. She remembered Neil having the same kind of DVDs in his drawers and it turned out to be all porn. Regan wondered if Fiona did have some porn clips and decided to slip it into the player and muted the screen not wanting Fiona to know what she was about to watch. Her smile grew wider when movie began to roll some credits and peeked to see if Fiona was already out. But it was too late as she saw Fiona standing at the hallway grinning, holding two glasses of lemonade on each hand. Regan was shocked for a moment and was about to switch off the player but only then did she realize it was an old documentary and a wave of relief swept across her face not wanting Fiona to guess what she might have thought it would be. Still Regan felt a bit disappointed and Fiona noticed that. Regan shyly turned to look at Fiona, her grin never leaving her face and handed her the glass as she accepted it and gestured to Fiona if she wanted to watch it but shook her head in disagreement and went on to remove the DVD from the player and slip it back to its cover. Not knowing how to cover up, Regan sat down with a nervous look on her face and slowly sipped her drink waiting for Fiona to say something. But Fiona just stood string at her sipping her own drink and just smiled at her to ease her down. "You thought, it was porn didn't you?" Fiona asked bluntly as she took a seat next to Regan. "No...I ...err...I didn't think it in that way. Besides porn doesn't have an instant impact on me" Regan said in gasps of breathe trying not to pose like an accused. "Oh really? Then why are you feeling breathless? Why are you sweating like this in an air-conditioned house?" Fiona countered her as she used a finger and traced the trail of sweat across Regan's forehead and showed the droplets on her finger to her. "Okay...I admit... I did thought it was porn. It looked quite similar to Neil's and including the labels marked on them. Sorry about that." Regan apologized and quickly looked away from Fiona's gaze and continued on with her drink not knowing what else to say. "Hey, I didn't mean to tease you like this. I really would like you to be comfortable with me after what has between the two us recently." Fiona said as Regan smiled at her to ease the tension between them and began to talk a little. "You live here alone?" Regan asked. "Yeah..." Fiona said and paused a moment looking at Regan and began to wonder if Regan had really hadn't known that there was going to be a surprise party for her and simply smiled to herself when Regan looked at her and asked, "Hey, why are you smiling?" and popped a cookie in her mouth. "No...Nothing. I was just thinking of something. How are the cookies?" Fiona asked trying her best to change the topic. However Regan was persistent, "Come on, tell me. I know you were about to say something." And turned to look at her intently. "I was wondering if you like to stay with me. I mean just be with me as a friend." Fiona stumbled upon her words as Regan began to feel each other's loneliness and kept quiet for a while trying to form her reply. "You still do like me don't you?" Regan questioned. Fiona nodded her head in agreement and said," I do like you. But I guess I will now just like you as a friend. I know you need the time and space and I'm willing to give it to you." smiling at the now tensed Regan was and that eased her down a little. Fiona again went into the kitchen and came back with a plate of snacks for Regan and went upstairs to her indoor party lounge to set up the tables and somehow managed to bring in the food from the kitchen without arousing Regan's suspicion. She was very thankful for the food delivery man to deliver some snack dishes early this morning. Now she had to wait for Neil and Travis for the drinks and their gifts and text-messaged them to let them know the new arrangements as the previous arrangement was cancelled because of the small accident but she hid the details as she promised Regan not tell her brother anything and quickly went down to keep Regan company. "Fiona, are your bruises getting okay?" Regan asked giving her the once over. "They're all fine...but are you okay?" "I'm okay...see they are all gone. Thanks for the medication." Regan thanked her and Fiona just smiled in appreciation. Just then, Fiona's cell vibrated. It was a text message from Neil letting her know that they would be there in about 5 minutes. Fiona began to feel uneasy in her sweat clothing and excused herself from Regan and went in to her room to get a shower and got changed into a buttoned up pink blouse and a black short skirt and came back to the hall to join Regan who was watching a game show. Upon hearing Fiona's footsteps down the stairs, Regan looked back up at her and that was it! Her eyes were plastered on Fiona's figure that it seemed hard to remove her eyes from her. Regan knew Fiona as a very caring and amiable person who was use to just wearing jeans and a polo shirt. But now did she realize the other side of her and how striking this woman was. Her legs were pretty much well-maintained and she could see her thigh muscles reflex as she walked over to her and knew all the trainings from the track and field events made her to what she is now. Her hair was being pulled up into a ponytail revealing her delicate facial features and fine high cheekbones and her lips sweet and soft enough to be kissed. `Regan, stop drooling!' Thought her conscious hit her back to reality, she stood immobilized. "Calling Regan back to Earth. This is Fiona speaking." "Huh? What...You were saying something?' "Yeah... What were you staring at?" You got so lost..." Fiona asked curiously looking into her eyes intently. "Oh...no...err...you look beautiful." Regan stammered a moment and took a big gulp of the ice cold lemonade to ease her nerves down. "Calm down sweetie. You are looking good too. Why...did I have some effect on you now?" Fiona joked maintaining the eye contact with her. Regan didn't know what to reply to her. Her breathings were turning into short gasps as her deep blue eyes find it difficult to sustain her eye contact with her dark ones. She didn't know if she wanted to tell Fiona the truth or just spill out a plain white lie. Upon Fiona leaning against her, Fiona's blouse exposed a slight amount of her red lacy bra half cup bra and realized those cups were just not enough to keep her C sized boobs in. Regan's eyes started to dart everywhere but somehow it experienced a magnetic pull towards a gorgeous cleavage and then back to her pouting sensual glossed lips. With both of them sitting overly close to each other, it would take less than 3 seconds to join their lips to a kiss but neither had the guts to cross the boundaries due to their conflicting minds. Despite all that, their lips were beginning to bridge the gap between them, feeling their heartbeats ring close to each other hoping no one would come to disrupt such a moment like this. But in an instant, Regan immediately pulled herself back surprising Fiona. "Fiona, I'm sorry...I can't do this... You are very beautiful but I didn't mean it sexually. I'm sorry." Regan told her. Fiona was disappointed to hear this but she composed herself and understood the feelings running with Regan's mind. and decided to let the moment off. "No...no...it's alright. I shouldn't have come on to you like this. I guess I got carried away. I'm really sorry!" Regan knew Fiona was a bit hurt but Fiona turned to smile her to reassure her that everything will be fine. Just when Regan was about to say something, the door bell rang and Fiona got up to get the door knowing that it should be Neil and Travis. Regan stood next to her wondering who was it and saw Fiona welcoming Neil and Travis and that put Regan in a state of confusion and surprise. "What are you guys doing here?" Thought you were out for a friend's birthday bash." Regan exclaimed. "That's exactly where we are now." Travis answered nonchalantly. "What!" Regan stood somewhat stunned and puzzled and turned to look at Fiona and then back at Neil hoping someone would enlighten her when after a moment or two , all of them screamed "Happy Birthday Regan!" shocking her even more. Only then did she realize it was her birthday. Regan was having mixed feelings that she didn't know what to say or do. No words came out from the excitement that she is feeling, but, at the same time, sadness tried to engulf the other side of her. She loved surprise parties but she had stopped celebrating her birthdays since her parents died and thought she hadn't got anyone to share her joy except for Neil who would compel her to go out with him but often it will turn out fruitless. However, when Regan met Monica during high school, she would go out with her together with Neil and his guy whenever one of their birthdays arrived and they always had a good time together. But then Regan's happiness was short-lived when Monica died and she stopped going out for celebrations and it was back to square one when Neil had to compel her to go out with him again. The celebration went merrily among themselves and when a few of their friends showed up, they had a good time altogether with fun and laughter. Regan was surprised to see the various kinds of food, drinks and thought how long have Fiona and Neil and Travis took to plan all these without her knowing it. She began to wonder around the party lounge looking at the decorations that were neatly assembled on the walls and the railings. Regan stood by the railings, thumping her fingers according to the music blaring from the speakers when Neil came up to her with a glass of red wine on one hand and a glass of coke for his sister on the other. "You like it sis?" Neil asked as he handed her the coke. "I am loving it. How long did it take to do these preparations? You didn't even tell me about it." "Yeah right...if I had told you, it wouldn't be a surprise party and knowing you very well, you would have probably forbid me from arranging it." Neil smirked as he took her sip and shook hands with some of his friends who went past him. "Well, you know me too well. But I really appreciate for what you guys have done." "Hey, don't thank me. It was all Fiona's idea. Go and thank her." "Really?" Regan questioned as Neil nodded his head to reconfirm his answer and smiled at Fiona who was now busy serving food for Travis and some of his friends who had just popped in. "Regan, come on over here. Meet my friends." Travis called out to her from the stairway as Neil brought her down to Travis and he went over to the kitchen to help Fiona with the food. The atmosphere was fully charged and everyone was having a good time including Regan who was dancing, talking to friends laughing and joking around. Neil hadn't seen her this happy before and he was very grateful to Fiona but at the same he was hoping Regan would be happy to be with Fiona for the rest of their lives. He couldn't help seeing his sister grove so well to the beat with Travis that some of them stopped to watch the dance scene happening before them. "Are you jealous to see your boyfriend dancing with your sister?" Fiona asked jokingly. "Nope...aren't you upset that my sister who happens to be your girlfriend is so deeply involved in the dance?" Neil questioned with a raised eyebrow. Fiona didn't know what to say. The word `girlfriend' and that girl being Regan made her heart to squeeze like a vice not knowing why her heart was throbbing painfully. She knew Regan was never going to accept her as her girl but deep in her mind she just wanted to live with the happy memories as they are now spending as friends. "Regan hasn't accepted you as her love, has she?" "No...But I like her as a friend and I think I would like to keep her as a friend for now." Fiona stated and turned to look at Neil to see his reaction. Neil was emotionally torn apart after what Fiona had told him. He didn't know how to choose the right words to express the feelings that he was experiencing at the moment. He was feeling sorry for her and stood to wonder the level of stubbornness instilled within Regan. There was a slight cessation between them when Fiona broke it by squeezing Neil's shoulders and gave a peck on his cheek for some comfort. Neil just smiled and turned to look at Regan who was obviously drawn into the dance and returned his gaze to Fiona to see if she really meant those words or was she just messing around with him. No signs appeared on Fiona's face. But he could tell that Fiona did mention those out in pain. On the other hand, Fiona wanted so much to march out to Regan, grab her by the collar and thrust her tongue deep into her mouth in a lust-filled desire despite the protests she might make, hoping that lust-filled kiss would knock some sense of love into her heart. Fiona stood by the dishwasher and began to fantasize every minute detail of how their love-making would be like. How Fiona would go to her and clutch the front of her blouse and pull her closer till she feels her hard-tipped nipples rub against Regan's and as her fingers spread across caressing her head with Fiona's tongue thrust deeper in her mouth licking the insides of her warm depth with her hand gliding down to grab her solid ass cheeks letting her fingertip trace its cleavage and slowly circling round the rim of her hole. Fiona then imagined that she could hear Regan's lusty moans and groans with Regan's fingertips scratching her sweaty back hard enough to leave red marks as the both of them began to hump each other's pussies enjoying the feel of their hot juices eliciting out of their holes soaking their panties with their lips tightly sealed to each other. Just thinking of such erotic thoughts about Regan made her feel breathless and wet that she had to squeeze her thighs together to prevent any more oozing from her pussy that she began to rhythmically hump on the kitchen counter and didn't notice Neil standing behind watching the sexy scene until he placed his hand on her shoulder causing her to startle for a moment as he looked at Fiona with a big fat grin on his face making Fiona's cheeks glow in pink. "Are you done raping my sister in your dreams?" Neil asked bluntly. "That was just a trailer. The main picture is yet to come. At least I'm glad that Regan and I are having a great relationship in our dreams." "Fiona, don't mind me if I say something. If she still doesn't accept your love for her, I think it's best you look for someone else. I don't want to see you suffer and waste your life like this." "No, I want to waste my life for her and with her. I love her very much Neil. I'm willing to wait for as long as I can. But I know one day, she will understand and she will come to me. I'm not just saying this but I mean every word." Neil's heart began to lighten after hearing Fiona's words. He was indeed very happy for Regan to have such a girlfriend who is able to put up with his sister's stubbornness. But he was pissed at Regan for not understanding Fiona and stood thinking how long more is she going to be like this. "What are you guys doing here talking? The party is not for me alone but for you all." Regan said standing by the hallway with a grin on her face. Just when Neil was about to reply to her, Travis began calling out to him in a sexy tone wanting Neil to meet him out at the porch so as to talk as the girls rose their eyebrows repeatedly giving him a light chuckle. "Someone wants to talk eh? Doesn't seem like he wants to talk to you Neil..." Regan teased him."Hmm...looks like someone's going to get some hot coffee tonight. Want some more wine? It goes best with coffee." Fiona replied with a greater emphasis on the word `coffee' turning Neil's face beat red. "No worries Fiona...Go easy with the wine...I wonder if that's your third or fourth ...who knows...maybe you will be getting honey sooner or later." Neil rebutted gesturing his eyes towards the oblivious Regan. Fiona shot him a look to kill and looked back at Regan to see if she saw or heard or even know what was going on but blew a sigh of relief when she saw Regan stirring the rose syrup in the glass bowl. Neil didn't take Fiona's look seriously but just gave her a `take it easy' smile. The continuous callings from Travis initially sexy and later on when it became demanding, the girls began to make wolf noises which made Neil to realize the sense of urgency and prepared to leave. But just when he was about to leave, he told the girls to meet them back to the lounge and Regan nodded her head in agreement dragging her brother by the arm pushed him playfully to where Travis was waiting for him. "Here, have a glass of cocktail. I made it fresh." Fiona said hading Regan a glass. Regan smiled and her fingers slowly reached out to accept the glass as Fiona felt her fingertips brush lightly against hers; sending icy chill down Fiona's spine. Fiona looked up to see Regan as she saw her eyes attracted to hers in a solid grip and felt those dark blue eyes were just increasing the level of sugar in her blood making her unsteady for a moment. At an instant, Regan got hold of the glass preventing it from falling to its fate and returned a coy smile to Fiona. That was enough for Fiona to go breathless as if she was having a heart-attack and weak in her knees. No matter how many times, Fiona broke the eye-contact of Regan she was constantly drawn to her gaze until she lost control and turned back to the counter pouring her another glass of wine to put her at ease. She immediately gulped down her drink; hey eyes closed to enjoy the coolness of the fluid flowing down her hot throat when she saw Regan standing right next to her staring. The both of them continued to just look at each other for a while when Regan asked, "It was your idea wasn't it?" as she popped in a jelly in her mouth from the nearby food tray and waited for Fiona too reply as she slowly sipped her wine. "Yeah, you like it?" Fiona asked as she poured down the last drop of wine in her empty cup and kept aside the empty bottle. "Yeah...I did enjoy but not now." Regan replied as Fiona's eyes shot up in confusion and despair wondering what went wrong. "What do you mean?" Fiona asked. Just as Fiona was about to place her lips on her glass, Regan took her glass away swiftly and placed it on the table next to them along with the drink. "I do like the party but I don't like your overdrinking. I guess it's your fifth glass now. Another two or more, I will have to bring the bed down here." Regan said in a serious tone but after a while she let a chuckle causing Fiona to blow an air of relief. "Oh come on...you just said the party is for all. It's a call for celebration. No limit to drinking." Fiona said justifying her rationale behind drinking. "No, here this is for you. You are drinking to a point that you are going to forget your own name." Regan told her. "Okay Regan...just this glass. Then I promise I won't drink anymore." Fiona pleaded with a puppy look on her face. Regan didn't know what else to say but to accept her deal and nodded her head in agreement. They made some light conversation in general for a while until they heard Neil calling them up and decided to go join them in the party lounge. The celebration slowly came to an end with Regan opening up her last present. She was quite happy with the gifts given by some of Neil's and Travis's friends but was upset that she hadn't gotten any gifts from her brother or Travis or even Fiona. But the sadness was short-lived when Fiona first presented Regan with her gift. "So, are those batteries included?" Neil asked Fiona with a wink as she shot him a dirty look and looked at Regan, her face burning red. "Oh shut up Neil! What did you get for her? Something bigger than you might have down there." Fiona rebutted indicating the front of his jeans with her finger. "Oh enough of such dirty talk. Let's get back to the presents." Travis said already turned on. "Oooohh...someone's got a bulge there" Fiona teased as Neil turned to face his boyfriend and noticed the slight erection forming up at the front of his pants. Regan couldn't stop giggling at the teasing going on all over the place till Neil and Travis were running out of things to rebut that they finally let Fiona to rest the case. They went back to giving their presents and it was Neil and Travis turn. Before Neil gave his sister her present, he told her not to open yet until both Travis and he made a move. This left Regan anxious and desparate to find out what it was that she secretly wanted to tear the wrappings off but Neil saw that and stopped her from doing it. Fiona too was curious and looked back at the both of them to see if they would at least spill a hint but to no avail. "Well, that doesn't mean you can't open my gift." Fiona said as she handed her the gift and urged Regan to open it. Regan was glad to do it and her anxiety to open Neil's gift subsided a moment. She took the gift from Fiona and began to lightly shake the contents in the box trying hard to guess what it would be. "Oh Regan, please open up!" Everyone began to coax her and Regan didn't want to increase anyone's level of suspense to the peak and finally began opening up her present. It was a beautiful open-up pendant. A melodious tune began to play as she opened up the locket and noticed she could slip in two photos of the correct frame size as the locket. Regan wanted to say something but no words would want to come out until Fiona helped her to share the joy with her. "This pendant belongs to my girlfriend. She gave it to me before she left abroad to further her studies. We lost contact after that but this is the only she have left behind. It means a lot to me. Here, I want you to have it. Do you like it?" "I would love it if you put this around my neck." Regan smiled as she gave the pendant to Fiona for to put it on Regan. "I'm going to treasure this for as long as I am going to live." Regan reassured her and gave her a light hug. "Ooooh god...this is so emotional. I'm going to cry!" Neil tensed when Regan threw a cushion right smack on his face when Fiona cheered her for her accuracy and gave slapped their hands high up. After some light refreshments, Neil and Travis decided to make a move as it was already getting late and after all, the dirty talk, the both of them wanted to just go home have good sex. "Regan, you could stay with Fiona for the weekend. I don't want you to be alone in our house at this hour. Besides, it would be good company for Fiona. What you say?" Neil asked Regan as he flung his sling bag to his shoulders and looked at her and then at Fiona to see if there were any objections and they both agreed to Neil's idea. "I wonder what your brother got you as your birthday gift?" Fiona asked Regan as she began to lock the front door and turned off the light of the porch. "Oh yes...I almost forgot. Let's go see." Regan said as the both of them raced up the stairs. "Here you are. Unwrap it." Fiona said handing her Neil's package. Regan again shook the package to see what it might be. Then she thought it's best to just peel it open and slowly began to tear the wrapper out of the box slowly and looked again at Fiona pursing her lips in anticipation. Normally, Neil would ask Regan to open his gift first under his presence but at this time, it was unusual. Neil asked her to open it once he left and that made her curiosity to grow intensely. "Oh Regan, please open up." Fiona pleaded but Regan decided to tease her even further until she smacked her with a pillow and coaxed her to open it. "Hmm...I don't feel like opening it now. Maybe I will do it tomorrow." Regan teased as she pretended to put away the box and stood up to leave. Fiona stood in her way and pleaded,"Oh come on...aren't you curious?" Just open it." But Regan didn't listen to her. "It's my gift. I will open it whenever I want." Regan smirked and just when she was about to move out of the room, Fiona pressed her against the doorway with her hands on the wall on either side of her. "Please please...I'm so curious to know what my friend bought for you. But it's okay if you don't want to." Fiona told her and gave in to her wishes. "How am I supposed to reach for my present when you have caged me like this?" Regan questioned and it was only then did Fiona realize she had cornered Regan securely with her lips just mere inches apart; Regan's thigh closely directed towards Fiona's crotch. They continued to look deep into each other's eyes, neither of them stood unaware on how to react at that instant. Fiona knew it was only a matter of one step between them that would make her lips to pin hard on Regan's and Regan's thighs to rub hard against her crotch and would bring them up to another form of relationship. At that moment, Regan did sense her dilemma within her eyes and wanted so much to pull her close to her but her heart didn't give way. To her heart, it was betrayal to Monica. "Girl come on. I hope you are not glued to the wall." Fiona joked. Regan stood paralyzed not knowing how long had she been standing there at the same place and when did Fiona release her bonds from her. It felt like an eternity for her. First Fiona was so close to her to a point where she almost wanted her but now Regan saw her sitting on her with her gift on her hand. "Regan, quick...or else I'm going to unleash the surprise." The minute, Regan heard what Fiona had just said, she immediately snapped herself out of her reverie and took the gift from Fiona and sat next to the now giggling Fiona. "Alright, here goes." Regan said as she peeled off the wrapper and noticed a card attached on the box. The card said, "Hey Regan, this is a little something for you. Something that will keep your life exciting and interesting. Something that you will really need in the future. Only this time, you can use your fingers and this little tool to bring you out to space. LOL P.S. If you need assistance on how to use it, you can ask Fiona or read the instruction manual inside." "What does he want me to teach you? What is this thing?" Fiona asked as Regan opened the box. Her eyes popped open with Fiona's turn now glued to her seat. It was a 12 inch dildo with a vibrator attached to the side. It looked so real to her. Regan had seen dildoes, vibrators of various kinds and designs on the net and even in the sex shops but not one like this. "You don't own any of this?" Fiona asked as she took the dildo out and slowly examined it. "No, I haven't thought of owning one." Regan replied looking at Fiona who was now shocked to hear her response. "Get out of here...It's every girl's inner desire." Fiona teased as Regan playfully nudged her in the ribs and took the dildo from her hand and placed it back in the box. "Aren't you not going to try it? Or should I give you a demonstration?" Fiona asked innocently. "I bet you are a professional in handling dildoes?" Regan joked. "You bet. I could show you a nice time if you are willing." Fiona winked at Regan making her blush for a moment. "I'll take a rain check on that. I'm really tired and sleepy now. See you in the morning." Regan said and took the box along with her. Fiona stopped her a moment and asked," You're going to practice your skills, aren't you?" and pointed to the box that Regan was holding. "No girl, I will let you know when I'm going to do it. Till then, go to sleep." Regan demanded and shoved her lightly causing to tumble backwards on the bed. "How am I supposed to sleep when I am going to hear moanings coming out next door?" Fiona whined. "Go to sleep Fiona, and stop being so crude." "Alright Regan, Good night. Please just turn off the lights but don't close the doors. Perhaps I would like to drop by your room and get a preview" Regan simply ignored the second part of it and turned off her lights. She was incredibly aroused from Fiona's talking that she wanted to ask her for that demonstration or perhaps pin herself onto Fiona and make her want so bad to thrust the dildo deep into Regan's pussy. Just that thought alone made her to orgasm a little but she wanted more. Regan didn't want to waste any time that she rushed into the spare bedroom that Fiona pointed out to her a while ago, and locked the doors tightly just in case if Fiona really did drop by to catch a scene. Regan then prepared for bed: only once she had turned the little fan heater on in her bedroom did she throw it over her duvet and slip off her clothes. She was dressed warmly, but the layers did not hide her slim figure. As she removed her white woollen jumper, though, the swell of her firm breasts became evident; when she slipped off her trousers, her legs were long and lean. She pulled a t-shirt over her head and stood for a moment in her underwear: a simple white cotton bra and hipster-style panties and tan hold-ups. As the goosebumps started to creep over her flesh, she quickly unfastened the bra and let it fall to the floor before pulling on a long-sleeved man's tee-shirt she found in the drawer. It hung down to her mid-thighs; she slipped off her panties and climbed under the duvet and blanket, pulling them in tight to her body and high over her neck and ears. Despite the layers of bed linen and the little heater, she could not warm up again. She curled up into as tight a little ball as possible and tried not to move, as the bed sheets around her felt like ice. Sleep was not forthcoming though, and she became stiff and uncomfortable in her fetal position with her dildo lying next to her. She needed a way to warm up. Perhaps she could produce her own body heat though... Uncurling her body, flinching as her skin touched the previously unoccupied areas of the bed, she stretched herself out and spread open her legs. She was shivering from the cold and her fingers felt like icicles, but she pulled off her t-shirt and ran them down her body nevertheless. As they reached between her legs, she felt the warmth that was always there. The bitter coldness of her fingers felt all the more painful against it, but she fought the urge to curl up again and pressed the middle finger of her right hand against her clit. She flinched, then began to slowly circle it in an counter-clockwise motion, barely moving the finger. Within minutes, she was accustomed to the coldness and felt able to move her left hand back up her stomach and let her fingers tickle the soft skin of her breasts. Her middle finger began to move faster and she felt the warmth from her clit start to spread out into her thighs and up her back and belly. Her left hand cupped her breasts in turn, squeezing the firm flesh, pinching the nipples between her thumb and forefinger. The heat advanced further, reaching her ankles, kissing her throat. She began to move her body against her fingers, her hips rotating to match the direction of her finger as it teased her clit into creating more and more warmth. As the sensation there became too great and she couldn't keep her rhythm any longer, she slid her middle finger down further, feeling the wetness that had formed there make it moist. Reaching the opening to her pussy, she could feel it responding to her touch. She pushed her finger inside, gasping as it entered and filled her, a wave of pleasure rippling over her body. She moved the digit round and round, in and out, opening her pussy to allow further stimulation. As she grew used to the feeling, she brought her hand up to her mouth and licked her fingers, tasting herself and making the rest of her hand wet at the same time. Returning to her pussy, she slid two fingers inside, then a third, feeling every part of her stroked and teased. She raised her hips from the bed so that her fingers pushed further; she drew them back then pushed them in again, all the while stroking and squeezing and pinching her breasts with her other hand. She was feeling very hot now so she kicked off the bedclothes. Her face was flushed and she could feel the blood pumping down to her toes and up to the tips of her ears. She needed more though. Reaching under the bed with her left hand, she grasped a long, smooth object and drew it to her. In the faint light, she could see the lengthy shaft, the curved head, the ridge that ran around the thick circumference between the two. Taking it in her mouth, she licked and sucked on the hard plastic until the end was covered in her own saliva. She then withdrew her three fingers and placed the end of her toy between her pussy lips. Slowly, so slowly, she began to push downwards and forwards, encouraging the plastic to enter her. The pleasure was intense: nothing can rival that first thrust. She pushed it deeper and deeper into her, until only the end that she grasped remained visible. Then, feeling the tip press against the back wall of her cunt, she stopped, held it there for a moment, and withdrew the cock until only the head remained inside. She pushed it in again, this time with more speed and force, feeling the friction as it forced apart the walls of her pussy. She moaned softly as ripples of heat and pleasure ran through her. Withdrawing the toy again, she slammed it back inside and this time cried out as the cock filled her. She gripped her right nipple tightly with her left hand and found a rhythm with her right, fucking her cunt with her plastic cock, deeper and deeper, harder and faster, her hips rising off the bed and pushing towards her toy to encourage it to enter her further, her mouth open and her cries becoming louder, her breath quicker, as she writhed in ecstasy. As her pussy began to contract against the dildo, sucking it deeper into her, she felt the orgasm starting to form inside her. She wanted it to last: she slowed her rhythm and moved the fingers of her left hand up and down her body, tickling her unbearably sensitive clit then slipping her fingers into her mouth; running them over her lips and down her throat, then returning to her erect, aroused nipples. The dildo slowly moved in and out of her and she watched the shaft disappear into her pussy, then reappear, glistening with the delicious wetness of her juices. Just watching the massive cock entering her hungry cunt set her off again and she knew that she would cum soon. She decided to really enjoy herself, so she dropped her left hand to her clit again and, as she fucked her cunt hard and fast, developed a contrasting feeling in her clit by slowly circling it. The sensation was incredible - almost too much to handle - but she knew from the pleasure she was feeling that she would cum hard any minute. As her muscles tightened, her back arched to push her hips high off the bed and her head was thrown back against her pillow. She was gasping for air now, her heart pounding in her ears; with every thrust of the cock into her she cried out so loudly that she felt sure Fiona would hear her. But she didn't care: her body was racked with pleasure and all she wanted was to feel the final spasm. She rubbed her finger faster against her clit and felt her cunt tighten, ripples of contractions drawing the cock deeper into her. She screamed: the climax gripping her whole body for several seconds, every muscle tightening as wave after wave of pleasure crashed up and down from her pussy to her brain; then she collapsed onto the bed as the wetness rushed from her, the orgasm washing away as she came and came, flooding her cunt with her sweet juices, muscles and nerves surrendering to exhaustion after their uncontrollable peak of excitement. She lay there, panting, unable to move, swimming in her own cum, until her body began to regain control. She was hot, sticky, exhausted, but - above all - utterly satisfied. Rolling back onto her side, she nuzzled her face into her pillow, pulled the covers back up over her neck and settled down to sleep. To be continued... Part 2 is coming soon... I hope you have enjoyed the story so far. If you have any feedback or would like to chat, please add or email me at voltax69@hotmail.com All feedbacks or suggestions are welcome. Thanks a lot!