Date: Mon, 28 Jun 2004 16:30:42 -0400
From: JOAN NICHOLS <x2432jn@msn.com>
Subject: My Adventures Part 1 Lesbian

If you are too young to read this or offend by this type of sexual play
PLEASE go away, dont read it, respect yourself and our first amendment
right.

I am an early 40 year old bisexual female, who mainly lives and plays in the
straight world but ever since I can remember the thought of sex with another
woman has strongly appealed to me. Bad thing was, my world exist in a small
town, so besides a few opportunities my chance to live my fantasies had been
few, in real time. In my mind I played a lot, and I read a lot. My sex life
with men was great, it was the one area of my life where I tossed any
hang-ups to the wind and always went for the gusto. I have a lot of passion
and responding to sexual pleasure came easy for me, as did separating sex
from love. I also had a strong desire to engage in rough sex, the mere
thought of discipline, humilation and a dash of pain always made my pussy
wet and juicy.

When computers and the internet came along I found my own private heaven.
The first time I went into a chat room I stayed all night and I only went
into female chat rooms. I had no problem logging on and introducing myself
to the room as a naughty girl who needed it rough, that I was looking for a
woman to use and abuse me. I didnt find that as often as I found woman and
or girls who like me wanted to be dominated.

More often than not I played along and found I was very good at it. From
chat rooms I advanced to ads, more than likely all of you know how that
goes, you find someone you really seem to click with and they live in
bum-fuck Egypt.

Finally I got lucky, or so I thought, drove 2 hours to Atlanta twice to
fulfill my fanasty, one dominated girl I met with had good intentions, but
she mainly dominated and sissified men, including the one she lived with,
who at the time we met she was having problems with which occupied her
thoughts more than the meeting with me did, we had some play time, but I
spank myself harder than she did and the afternoon ended with me spending
hours advising her on how to salvage her relantionship with her sissy boy.
On the ride back home I ended up checking out every car and truck I passed,
a part of me entertaining the thought of flagging one down and jumping the
unsuspecting driver. My next trip was worse, she ended up being a no show.

Then I ended up getting lucky and to my wonderful surprise most of these
adventures all occurred close to home. I am white and live in the south, I
am not sure I can explain or even know myself why but my fantasies are
mainly about black woman, I simply lust for them. So I started searching
black bi and lesbian chat rooms and before I knew it opportunities were
appearing. This submission and those to follow are a few highlights of those
meetings. Also, it is to let dominate woman who read this know, this woman
would love to hear from you and oh so much more.

One of my first encounters with a goddess of color happened very soon after
we started chatting, she had seen my ad and found me on line one night, her
opening line was, "what is it that you want from a black woman?"

"I want to worship her, to be hers to use as she finds me worthy." She was
ready to met immediately but I thought we needed to chat a little more and
she just what was what here. I remember the night she hooked me and promised
to do and give her what she wanted.

"To come to her clean, to obey her and to remain silent." It was unreal how
appealing I found the "remain silent" demand, especially since sexually I
can be loud.

I figured her for a married woman who wasnt crazy about anyone knowing about
her true self, she wasnt looking for a relationship and I was honestly glad
of that, she merely wanted the sexual experience and oh and she made this
very clear, she wanted to fist fuck you with out tears or protest. This was
something I had never done but I wanted to do it all, so I readily agreed.
She let me know she would gag me if she had to but it wasnt the way she
wanted it done and would not appreciate having to do it. I assured her, I
was up for the task.

As dominate as she was she did take the time to ask me what I wanted out of
this. So I told her, I had a very strong desire to be spanked, I wanted her
to sit on my face and fuck it with her hot pussy and I wanted to spread her
ass cheeks and bury my face between them.

She let me know straight up that on our first encounter I would not be
allowed to touch her pussy, that she really wasnt into spanking but she had
and could do it and her ass wasnt the one that would be touched at the first
meeting. She gave the name of the hotel and my instructions, we set a time
and day.

When the day came I prepared myself per her instructions, two douches and
three enemas, I ate very little that day to aid the emptness and dressed in
only a shirt and shorts, I arrived at the hotel on time, knocked on the door
and entered. There were no lights on and it was hard to make her out in the
darkness but I was instructed not to seek her out and so once I closed and
locked the door, I removed my clothes and left them in a pile at the door on
the floor.

I walked over to the bed and climbed onto it on all fours, then lowered my
arms and head and bent my back to stick my ass up higher. And waited. I
could hear her moving around the room but still had not been able to even
glimpse her, but I could feel her approach the bed, felt her hand under me
pulling at my left tit, she pinched the nipple and twisted it in between her
fingers till it got hard, then she pulled my tit out from under me by the
nipple, pulling it hard, dropping it and lifting it up by the nipple again
and again, some she pinched it very hard and twisted it before releasing it.

I havent mentioned that I am a large woman, some that I do mention the
second I start chatting with another woman, if she doesnt want a large
woman, let me know so I can move on. My mystery woman, really did not want a
woman as large as me, but a white woman who agreed to all she asked
intrigued her and so she told me, I would have this one chance to come
through for her and then she would decide about the future. Soon she was at
my other breast, with all the same forms of torture and then leaving them
awkwardly pulled out from under me, my nipples hard and my pussy getting
very wet from the stimulation, I knew I liked it rough although I had
experienced little roughness in sex outside of my own doing.

Then I felt something cold on my nipple and hear it snap shut, I whince but
more from the surprise than the pain. I suddenly realized she had something
attached to the clips and felt her move behind me as she pulled on the
clamps.

I didnt realize she had set a table at the foot of the bed, until a light
came on and I could feel its heat on my exposed ass and pussy. She never
spoke but I felt her fingers roughly exploring my pussy, without any fan
fare she plunged a finger deep within me and then another, she shoved them
in hard and I felt the tips of her fingers press into my inner flesh. Then
they were gone, but before I could even feel the emptiness she plunged at
least three fingers into me pushing me up on the bed.

Over and over she plunged them deeper and deeper into me, there was no
seduction here, she thrust hard and fast. Then she yanked the chains
attached to my nipple clips as she raised up on the bed and used all her
force to thrust her fingers deep within me. The sudden impact slide me
further upward on the bed as I swallowed a groan.

In her instructions to me prior to our meeting she had told me to lay my
head down a pillow length from the beds headboard, at first I thought this
odd although I did not dare question it.

Soon I found out why she wanted this, she continued her assault on both my
pussy and titties and the force of it was sliding me further and further up
on the bed till suddenly my head met the head board with a hard thump. When
this happen she stopped and got off the bed and walked up by my face. I
still could not see her face but I could see her presence.

"You are going to move back down on the bed, where you were and then I will
continue, you should work hard to take this and maintain your position also,
should you find yourself up here again you will not have this opportunity to
move and I am sure you will find it most uncomfortable to have your head
banging on the head board."

With that said she grabbed the chains and yanked VERY hard on the nipple
clips and I hastily slide myself back down the bed.

When I had first taken my position she had removed the pillow that had
marked where we expected my head, this time she did not replace it until
after I had slide back into position, when she did it showed that I had
slide back several inches further down. I felt her move back behind me and
then I felt the pain, she had clipped a nipple clamp onto my clitoris and
this one had a hell of a bite.

Removing the pillow she told me to get back in my proper position or the
clip would remain vise gripped to my clit. This was a little more pain that
I had anticipated and so I silently prayed when I moved it would be the
right move. She layed the pillow back down and I almost sighed out loud as
it laid flat above my head and then suddenly the bite on my clit was gone.
Before I could relax I felt something being shoved into my pussy, I gripped
the bed the best I could to keep from moving away from it, it filled my
whole insides.

And then it seemed to grow inside me, there was no thrusting but I could
feel my inner walls expanding further and further, soon the discomfort lead
way to an aching pain and my insides throbbed, this lasted for what seemed
like forever, the pain rippling through me. As painful as it did feel, it
didnt compare to the pain that shot through me as I felt her tugging on it
to pull it out of me, she yanked it hard and it felt as if my swollen pussy
clamped down on it, she jerked on my nipple clamps and I felt the pain from
my nipples collide with the pain deep within my cunt, she pulled on the
obeject again and again and when it finally came loose it felt as if she had
torn it out of me.

She passed the next few mintues pulling and twirling my nipple clamps, going
from one side of the bed to the other and yanking them as hard as I hoped
she could, each yank sent a shot of pain through my nipples and my pussy
continued to contract from the invasion. She leaned in closer to me and
pulled the chain on the nipple clamp so taunt it stretched my whole tittie
out from under me, as intense as the pain was it wasnt anything compared to
the pain that shot through my nipples into my breast as she released the
clamp, the pain hit me so hard, I cried out, it was the first sound I made
and it had no sooner come out of my mouth than I felt a sharp blow across my
aching tit, "Silence!" she shouted. I almost bit my tongue closing my mouth
as she walked to the other side and repeated the torture to my right breast.
I squeezed myself tight in the hopes of staying silent.

"You know the rules, I demand silence, I had planned to remove the clamps to
lessen the pain some what, but I see you perfer them and so you will have
them", she said as she walked back around to my right breast, grabbed the
nipple and jerked on it hard, then the clamp bit into it, the pain caused my
eyes to water but I was determined to please her and remained silent. Then
my tittie was being stretched to its fullest length as she reached above me
and tied the chain tight to the post of the headboard and walked around the
bed and did the same to my left breast.

"Your misbehave has to be punished, this will make you punish yourself, as
the chains pull you to move higher on the bed know this, if you do, your
next punishment will be from me and trust me you white trash whore you wont
like it."

It was the first time she had called me a name I was almost ashamed by the
fact it made my pussy ooze, it made me want more.

"Now comes your chance to prove your worth, do not move, DO NOT make a
sound, you wanted a black goddess to satisfy, well cunt this is the moment,
I am going to shove my fist up your lilly white pussy and fuck your trashy
white cunt long and hard."

She bent down close to me, I could feel her breath through my hair by my
ear.

"And you know what, my piece of white shit, you are going to take it all, my
fist, my arm, the hard fuck and because you are here only to please me
whore, you are going to love it, and when I get it in as far as I think I
can, know what your worthless piece of ass is going to do?"

She grabbed my hair and lifted my face from the bed, moving in even closer.

"You are going to think, oh no my black goddess, I have more to give and you
will show me, you will thrust your pitiful pussy further on to my fist,
while the clamps bite into your mushy white bag of shit tits, showing me
that you are a worthless piece of white trash meat only here to be my slave,
and my sorry ass whore, you will do it without a sound, you will take the
pain to please your black mistress. Disappoint me and I will pull out of
your trash lined cunt and fist fuck your ass, no lube and the only second
chance you get, and you really dont want to fuck a second chance up. That
spanking you think you want, will turn into a beating, leaving you both
black and blue. The choice is yours whore, the pleasure all mine." I was
taken aback by all of this, she had never called me name in the times we had
chatted, or talked rough in any way, certainly not to this extreme. and I
began to fear the whole situation. She yanked my head back further and then
dropped it back on to the bed and suddenly I felt the pressure against my
swollen cunt.

The chains pulled on tits, I had to pull against them to try and ready
myself for the attack that was soon to come, I thought my nipples would be
torn from breast. I felt her fist pressing against me, then she began to
punch my pussy, jabbing her fist at me over and over, it was a dull ache and
nothing I felt I couldnt handle, at least for starters. And then she jabbed
harder, taking a boxers blow to my cunt. I thrust my ass up higher and
spread my legs as wide as I could, she had warned me that she would tie them
apart if she had to, but it would not please her and the trade off would be
a whipping to my inner thighs with a crop. So I realized she wasnt into
spanking, beatings and whippings were more her game.

The pressure she applied to my swollen cunt never lessen, and she began to
twist her fist and I could feel my pussy stretch around it. As soon as it
felt like she has inched her way slightly inside me, she thrusted her fist
with hopefully all her force, I should have been expecting this but it slide
it me slightly further toward the head of the bed. I felt her stop, fear
eased over me, then suddenly she thrust her fist deeper into me, over and
over again, I have always liked a hard fuck and soon the discomfort eased
and I felt her move deeper within me, then she picked up the pace and
plunged her fist into me long and hard, over and over in plunged deep within
me.

Then suddenly she stopped, eased her fist back a little, she reached over me
and grabbed a hand full of my hair, yanking my head back so hard I feared my
neck would snap.

"Do I have my fist all the way up your sorry white hole?", she yanked my
head again.

"Do I cunt, or am I at a white mans depth?" Knowing how much she had
preached silence but confused as to whether or not she wanted me to answer
her I remained silent.

"You wanted a black woman", she continued, "so you piece of white shit
whore, satisfy a black woman, get that sorry cunt all the way down on my
fist, ALL THE WAY, till you feel like it is coming up through your throat
and you just know your nipples are going to be left on the bed, Now!" she
screamed and tightened her grip on my hair.

I spread my legs painfully wide and pushed back on to her arm, the chains
grabbed my nipples and pulled my breast away from my body. My whole inside
ached as I tried and tried to push myself further down on her arm, I could
feel the force all the way up me. She leaned hard into my body pushing me
forward.

"Get your sorry white ass to the head of the bed." I was glad to as the
chains eased my titties back to my body.

"Grab the headboard and pull yourself up on your knees." I felt weak but
pulled myself up as she ordered. I felt her slide further under me and
deeper into me. She grabbed the chained and jerked it hard, I winced in
pain.

"Get you sorry white ass up higher, all the way against the headboard, you
stupid white cunt."

Being called stupid wasnt my cup of tea, but her forcefulness and control
propelled me to do as she said. She was laying on the bed, her elbow resting
on it, her arm impelled in my cunt.

"Get your feet on the bed and squat, you can take more of my arm, any less
and I punish your ass."

This was very hard to do and I felt sure I was in store for more abuse, I
managed to get on foot bed, leaning and lowering myself further onto her
arm, I was pleased with the results, till I lifted my other foot, for a
large woman all of this was difficult and sure enough I pulled up almost
without thought but certainly with fear. At first she didnt say anything and
I squated down, lowering myself even further onto her arm, her fist impaled
against the walls of my cunt.

Then she thrust this huge black dildo at me.

"Slide this into my cunt, but dont touch me, I dont want to feel your
worthless white skin on me, and your sorry ass better be gentle, you are so
pitiful you need the pain to feel worthy, that is why I am your mistress and
you are my slutty white slave whore, once you have it at the entrance to my
superior pussy, put your finger on the bottom of it and push it it, touch me
and we add another punishment."

She didnt mention what the first punishment was for, but of course I didnt
ask either. I did the best I could in my position and almost sighed allow
when I felt the dildo give and slide in, never touching her glorious black
flesh.

"Since you are not worthy of touching me I am going to bring myself off
while you thrust your piece of shit meat up and down on my fist, hard, fast
and far, if not I get to add another punishment to your list worthless
whore, NOW! And you are not to look at my pussy, you are not worthy, just
know the pleasure I receive comes from your pain, so you better fucking well
convience me you are hurting yourself, bitch, move that sorry tub of white
lard ass of yours, NOW!!!"

I stared at the blank wall as I bounced as far and hard as I could on her
fist, preoccupied with her own pleasure and restricted by her bent arm, as I
slide myself up and down on her fist, I felt things begin to build within
me, the harder I thrust down the more intense the sensations grew, I
suspected she knew I was not feeling so much pain as some pleasure too, I
hoped she was to involved with her own to notice. I fought it all I could
but to be on top and to be fucking even though a fist was starting to really
build on me and try and I did I wasnt sure I could stop myself from cumming.

Before I could reach that point though I heard her cum and as she did she
opened her fist inside me, her nails felt like claws within me, before I
realized it her orgasm had come and gone and she was back to my torture.

I hope to post more stories soon, but I got so worked up writing this one I
had to take a much needed break. I will try and correct all typos spell
check doesnt catch , I will try. Please feel free to write me at:
x2432jn@msn. com I would love to hear from you.