Date: Mon, 06 Oct 2003 20:54:30 -0700 From: RC in Sacramento Subject: Becka the Beast, Chapter 12 This is a work of fiction from a first time author. It depicts acts of sex and sexuality between two teenage females. If such content disturbs you, or you are under 18, get out and stay out. As always, this story can only be reproduced by consent of the author. Becka the Beast by Sacwriter Chapter 12*** Gia held the other girl for over an hour, stroking her back to let her know she was there, but otherwise leaving her to work out her tumultuous emotions by herself. Becka was quiet for so long, Gia was beginning to think she had gone to sleep, when suddenly the other girl spoke. " 'm hungry," "What? What did you just say, baby?" Gia asked, letting Becka go just enough to look into her red and swollen eyes. "I said, I'm hungry." It was at that moment that Becka's stomach chose to growl again, a particularly loud one. The timing was too perfect, and the two girls burst into spontaneous laughter. It was a joyful and healing sound, a signal that the worst part was finally over. Gia was suddenly squeezing her lover as hard as she could, planting kisses all over her dirty, tear streaked face. "Gia, no, don't. I'm a mess!" "Yes, you are, but you're my mess." "But I'm dirty! I stink." Yes, you do." "Gia, I need a bath." "And a shower, and a run through the nearest car wash. But right now you need to shut up and kiss me." Becka knew she was beaten and finally gave in, her lips seeking Gia's like a lost child going home. They lay there in the tall grass and weeds of the overgrown lot, rebuilding the damage to their relationship, filling the broken places with soft kisses and tender words. Later Gia led Becka by the hand, back to the hiding place where she had left her book bag. While Gia rummaged in her pack for her uneaten lunch, Becka donned her mother's jacket, grateful for its familiar warmth after three nights of the autumn chill. When Gia brought forth her offering, Becka dove in without any pretense of manners. Turkey sandwich, bag of chips, and a warm can of soda. Plus a bag of Tallhouse cookies. If she had had any more tears left, the cookies would have pushed her into another fit of crying. While Becka was eating, Gia pulled her cell phone out from the depths of her book bag and dialed home. She noticed that she had four waiting messages, all from her father, but she didn't bother to play them. She was pretty sure she knew what he would have to say. "Daddy, it's me. I know, I'm sorry I cut class, but I had to. Dad, listen, I found her! Yes, she's right here. Uh huh. Yeah, but I haven't shown her the report yet. "Dad, we're okay, I swear it. We're in the woods behind her house, the same spot I've been watching for her from all week. Yeah, but give us about an hour, okay? I want to talk with her about her Mom and Dad. No, he's not home, I already checked that. Yes, I will. Okay, Oso, and thanks. We'll see you then. Bye." Gia folded up her cell phone and put it into her book bag, out of which she also produced a manila file folder. The title on the file was 'Jackson, Rebecca Marie'. She glanced at it, and then looked over at her lover, who had just finished the last of her meal. Becka looked up at her expectantly, and without a word Gia handed her the file. Gia slipped down onto the grass behind Becka, holding the other girl in her arms and reading over her shoulder. Becka opened the file slowly, almost reluctantly, but without any fear. Her past no longer terrified her, and with Gia's strong little arms around her waist she felt no trepidation for the future, either. She took out the first faxed sheet of paper, and saw that it was a copy of a California State driver's license. The date on the license indicated that it would have expired over fifteen years ago. The name on the license was 'Jackson, Hugh Everett." Her father. The fax was in black and white, but it was obvious that the curly hair was blonde, and the description on the license said that his eyes were blue. The man was in his mid twenties, and smiling, which brought out a single dimple on his left cheek. Becka had seen that solitary dimple before, looking back at her from a mirror. Seeing it now, on the face of a man she had never even known existed, was sending a thrill through her chest that made it hard to breath. "That's my Dad, Gia. That's really my Dad." "Yes it is, sweetie. And look, on the next page. This is a bank statement. Your father started a college fund for you the same week you were born, and he added to it every month up to the day he died. Do you know what that means, Becka?" "Yeah," Becka answered, her voice soft. "I do. It means he loved me, Gia. My Dad really loved me." Tears were once again flowing down Becka's cheeks, but they weren't tears of pain or mourning. They were an expression of joy. Becka knew that for the rest of her life she would never feel pain again when she thought about her parents, only the same sense of warmth and love that she felt now. Gia cuddled the bigger girl in her arms as they both perused the contents of the file folder. The file contained more about Becka and her parents, and although there were no more pictures of the elder Jacksons, there were some of their daughter, mostly school yearbook photos. Becka stopped and looked at one from her freshman year, seeing the sullen face looking out at the world from under a shaggy mop of unkempt blonde hair. It was so strange, she knew this was her, could even remember the day this picture was taken, but it was like looking into the face of a stranger. The past two weeks with Gia had changed her so much that she really was an entirely different person than the one in the picture. The only part of herself that she could recognize in the other girl was the cut off denim jacket that they were both wearing. The thought sparked another one in her, and Becka turned half around in Gia's grip to ask her lover a question. "Gia? Where did you get my Mom's jacket from?" "From your 'friend' Toni, of course," Gia answered, her inflection on the word making the quotation marks obvious. "I remember you mentioning the name, so I asked around and found out who she was. When she opened the door and I saw the broken nose, I knew you'd been there." Becka grinned. "Her nose was broken? I mean, you're sure it was really broken?" "I grew up in a dojo, remember? I've seen my share of broken noses, and believe me, Toni's was definitely broke. You learn fast, little girl." he grin got wider. "I broke Toni Brightman's nose. That is so cool! But all my clothes and stuff, did you get them, too?" "Uh huh, you bet I did. You're going to have to wash it all when we get home, when I found her she was trying all your new outfits on, can you believe that? But I knew everything you had in there, so I made sure she gave it all back, including your four hundred dollar stash. Don't worry, it's all safe and sound back home." She gave Becka a reassuring squeeze, resting her chin on the other girl's shoulder. A tiny voice in her head cautioned her against taking for granted that Becka would want to come home and live with her and the Cameron men. She told the voice to shut up, and squeezed Becka even more tightly. "Three hundred." "Umm, what?" "I said, three hundred. That's all I had in my stash, Gia, just three hundred dollars." Gia pulled away and moved over to the side, to better see the face of the girl leaning back between her legs. "What do you mean, there was only three hundred dollars? You told me yourself that you had saved over four hundred. What happened to the rest of it?" "That was before we went shopping, remember? I spent fifty dollars that day, and I always keep a spare fifty sewn inside my Mom's jacket for emergencies. So that means I only had three hundred in my bag when I slept at Toni's place." Gia leaned back against the tree, a stunned look on her face. "Becka, do you know what this means? It means that I - I mugged Toni!" Becka laughed, a full bellied sound, as she reached her arms around her young lover and hugged the beloved girl as tight as she could. "My hero," she said, as she planted a long and lingering kiss on the other girl's lips. * * * The clock ticked by as the two girls held each other, the time until Phil Cameron came to pick them up passing swiftly. Becka leaned back into her lover's arms, feeling a little ludicrous. Gia was so small, and yet she embraced Becka the way a mother would have a child. But it also felt so good, so warm and safe, that she wouldn't have changed positions for the world. She had called Gia her hero, said it in jest, but she knew that it was true. Gia had rescued her from hell, and she loved her for it with all her seventeen-year-old heart. She owed Gia more than her life, she owed her her soul. Becka thought about the future, their future, together. She thought about what it would be like, living in that big house with Phil Cameron and his sons, but for the first time she didn't feel the needle of panic that the thought usually brought. She was nervous, oh hell yes, she was nervous! It was such a different world that she'd be moving into. But she didn't for a minute doubt her safety amongst the Cameron men, didn't doubt but that they would defend her as ferociously as they would their own sister. And she no longer feared having them know her secrets. Becka sighed. She was so damned tired of secrets. Secrets about her past, about the things that had been done to her, even about the fact that she was gay. She wanted it over and done with, everything out in the open, even if she had to testify against Ralph and send his miserable ass to jail for a thousand years. She wanted to tell the world 'look, this is me, Becka Jackson! Abused child, rape victim, lesbian! If you don't like it, tough, just get the hell out of my way.' God, it would be so good just to look people in the eye without fearing that they could see all of those damned dirty little secrets. The hell with what they thought or said, it just wasn't worth the pain and the shame to keep them bottled up inside of her. And yet ... what about Gia? Her friend, her lover, the best and greatest thing that had ever happened to her. How would she handle being out in the public? Having everybody know that she was a lesbian, having her family know that she was? Could she really put Gia through that? Becka sighed, putting the black thoughts away for now. She and Gia would work it all out somehow, she knew that now. They were meant to be together, and somehow they would make it happen. But for now, they still had one immediate problem, and less than half an hour to handle it. "Gia?" "Yes, hon?" "There's no pictures of my Mom in here. I mean, there's pictures of me and Dad, and ... and Ralph, but there aren't any pictures of my Mom." "I know, Becka, I noticed that too. I asked Dad about it, and he said that the detective couldn't find any. For some reason your Mom never got a driver's license in this state, and they couldn't find out where she grew up, so they never found any school pictures, either. Don't worry, though, I'm sure they'll be able to find some. Dad will keep them looking until they do." "But Gia, what if they don't? I mean, I know she wasn't raised in California, but I don't have any idea where she came from. I don't even know her real last name! "Gia, I already have a picture of my Mom, remember? It's the one I drew of her right after she died. It's still in my bedroom. Ralph still isn't home, we can sneak in and be out of there in just a few minutes." "Becka, are you crazy? I don't want you anywhere near that sicko! Look, I know you want a picture of your Mom, but we can find a real one somewhere else. Or we can just wait until the cops come and take him away, and then we can go in without any hassles at all." "But Gia, what if you can't find a picture of her? And what if Ralph decides to burn my stuff before the cops pick him up? I know him, Gia, that's just the kind of thing he'd do. "Gia, please! We have a while until your Dad gets here, and I found my keys inside my Mom's jacket, so we don't even have to bust in. Look, you can stand out in the street, and if you see Ralph's truck coming, just hit the doorbell and I'll go out the back door. It'll be all right, Gia, I promise. Please?" "Becka, no! Honey ... look, there's something you don't know. I peeked in your bedroom window the first night I came out here. It's been trashed, Becka. Everything's been thrown around and torn apart, and your picture probably is, too. And even if is in one piece, it could take you hours to find it." Becka sighed. "I kinda thought he'd do something like that. That's why I always hid Mom's picture real good, just so he couldn't ever find it. It's in the foot of my bed, inside the metal frame. He couldn't have found it there. Gia, please, I ... I can't remember what she looks like, Gia. I can't remember anything at all." Gia had to look away from the anguish on Becka's face, but she couldn't block out the sound of it in her voice. She found that she could only too easily empathize with the other girl on this. There had been times after her own mother's death when she had woken up in a panic, realizing that she couldn't remember her face. The look in her eyes, the shape of her nose, the special smile she saved just for her daughter, they were all blank. She would spring up from her bed and turn on all the lights, frantically grabbing for the picture on her desk or the album in the topmost drawer of her dresser. Her heart would pound like a trip hammer and her breath would come in short gasps until she could once more look upon her mother's image and remember her. But what if she hadn't of had those pictures? What if she couldn't stop the trip hammer of her heart, or soothe the panic that squeezed a knot in her stomach. Wouldn't she risk anything to end that kind of emptiness? "Okay, Becka. I'll help you get your Mom's picture back. I'll stay outside and watch for Ralph's truck while you go get it. But five minutes only! After that we leave, even if you haven't found it. And I want your word on that, Becka." Becka nodded solemnly. "Okay Gia. I promise. And thank you. You don't know what this means to me." Gia smiled, bent over and kissed the other girl and then hugged her tight. "Oh, you're wrong, little girl. I know just how much it means to you. That's why we're doing it." * * * Becka and Gia crept from their hiding place and through the backyard of Becka's house, and then around the side to where they could see the driveway that led to the padlocked garage. They both sighed when they found it was still empty. Gia gave Becka's hand a final squeeze, and then trotted out to the end of the driveway. She took a quick look down both ends of the street, and then nodded an affirmative to the other girl. Becka nodded back, and quickly stepped up to the front door of the old bungalow. She unlocked the door and disappeared inside. Gia returned her gaze back to the street, a nervous shiver running down her slender frame. 'Hurry up, Becka. I do not like this at all.' When Becka passed through the doorway and closed the door behind her, she threw both locks and slipped on the security chain. If Ralph were to come back while she was still there, she would be able to slip out the back window in just a few seconds, but still she wanted to slow him down as much as possible. She looked around nervously, her mouth going dry. God, how she suddenly hated this place! The very carpeting seemed to reek with bad memories for her. She tried to remember a single good experience inside these four walls but couldn't, not a single one. She had the sudden urge to pour gasoline all over and toss a road flare on top of Ralph's five thousand dollar entertainment center. But attractive as the fantasy was, she forced herself to concentrate on the job at hand. As she turned to the hallway that led to the back of the house, she silently vowed never to spend another night inside this damned house of horrors again. Becka never saw the hand that reached out from the laundry room as she passed by, only felt the pain as it tangled itself in her curly blonde hair and jerked her harshly off of her feet. She started to scream, but it was cut off as she was slammed with jarring force against the wall. She opened her eyes and tried to blink away the red spots that swam before them, only to find herself staring into the wild visage of Ralph Danning. Ralph snarled at Becka like an animal, his face so close to hers she gagged on the smell of beer on his breath. His body radiated heat like a fever, and yet his skin looked dry. His left cheek was twitching, and when he spoke his words were slurred. "Fucking little cunt! You think I'm not smart enough to park down the block? I been waiting two days for you and your tight little pussy, bitch, and now I'm gonna make you pay for every fucking minute of it." Becka felt her heart stop in mid beat, and her soul shrink into a tight little ball. The bright future she had just been promised disappeared in a puff of foul smoke. Ralph was on meth, and this time she knew that she was going to die. * * * Gia stood out by the edge of the street, fidgeting, anxiously scanning first down one end of the street, and then down the other. She glanced at her watch, willing the minute hand to go by faster, but it stubbornly refused to hurry. God, she hoped that she and Becka were doing the right thing, and that they hadn't foolishly endangered the other girl just for a scrap of paper. They were so close to putting this whole nightmare behind them, to getting on with their lives and with a future together. To risk it all now seemed to be the worst kind of insanity. Gia hugged herself, and continued to watch for monsters. The quiet of the sleepy suburban street suddenly shattered like broken glass, as the roar of heavy metal music spewed out from behind Gia. She spun around, staring at the bungalow in shock. The music was coming out the front window of Becka's former home, loud enough to shake dental fillings across the street. Gia felt her heart gripped by a cold fist, as she realized that Becka would never have turned on that music, not under these circumstances. Someone else was in the house with her, and that someone had to be Ralph. G ia wasn't even conscious of making the decision, she just found herself running at full speed back up the driveway and onto the front porch of the bungalow. She slammed into the door and tried to pull it open, but found that it was locked tight. She pounded on it and screamed, but knew she wouldn't be heard over the high decibel sound system that was sending a beating din throughout the house. She stopped her futile pounding and spun to the right, dashing for the big picture window. The window itself was open, but the way was still blocked by an ornamental iron grillwork, a common accessory in this neighborhood. Gia anxiously peered through the open window, just in time to see Ralph Danning dragging Becka down the hallway with a one handed grip on her hair. The girl was trying to resist, but Ralph just rammed her against the wall with contemptuous ease, taking a draw on the bottle of beer in his other hand. The two turned to the left, and disappeared into Becka's room. Gia looked around desperately, trying to fight the panic that was threatening to overwhelm her. The front door and window were out, and she knew that the back door was also locked. She could try climbing in through the window in Becka's room, but that would be suicide, she'd be completely helpless while she did. She thought about the cell phone in her pocket, but immediately dismissed it. By the time the police or her father could get there, Becka could already be dead. It would have to be up to her. A distraction! If she could find a way to get Ralph out of that bedroom for a couple of minutes, she could get in through the back. But what could she use? What would even be heard over the hard driving music? Gia looked down, and saw the dirty green coils of a garden hose, attached to a faucet right below the picture window. What if she were to spray water through the window all over the stereo, shorting it out? Wouldn't the sudden cessation of the music bring Ralph out to investigate? Yes it would, but would it distract him long enough? No, she and Becka would probably be caught as they tried to exit. She would need something that would occupy him a little bit more. A plan quickly formed, as Gia reached down and grabbed the spray nozzle on the hose. It was a common type of sprayer, pistol shaped, with a lever on the back that you depressed when you squeezed it in order to open the nozzle. Unfortunately as soon as you stopped squeezing the nozzle shut off, which wouldn't do for what Gia had in mind. She had to find something to strap it down with in order for her plan to work. Gia unclasped the silver charm bracelet from around her wrist, the one that had once belonged to her mother. She squeezed the handle of the sprayer all the way down, and then wrapped the bracelet around it, snapping the clasp on one of the links in order to take up the last of the slack. The bracelet was sturdy, made of heavy Mexican silver and meant to be worn every day. As Gia started shoving the coils of hose through the open window, she prayed to her mother's spirit that it would be strong enough to hold. The hose was filthy, covered with old leaves and spider webs. Gia ignored the filth, just as she ignored the insects that scurried off when she lifted the hose's coils. She didn't have time to indulge in being squeamish. When all of the hose was inside the house, she reached for the faucet and turned the water on all the way. She peeked through the window long enough to see the end of the hose jerking like a maddened snake as it sprayed water all over the living room, then turned away and sped for the backyard. Gia got to the back just in time to here the raucous music suddenly stop. She crouched silently under the window to Becka's room, straining to hear what was going on inside. After a moment she heard Ralph swear, and then the sound of heavy footsteps as they left the room. By the time Ralph's angry shouts started emanating from the front of the house, she had already jumped up to the sill and was eeling her way inside. As soon as she fell sprawling on the floor, Gia sprang to her feet and looked around. Becka's room was as bad off as she had seen it two days ago. Clothing and books littered the floor, along with the contents of Becka's closet and dresser. Posters and Becka's drawings had been ripped from the walls and torn to pieces, and what little furniture the room had held was now broken and tipped over, the metal bed being the only thing that was still intact. Becka herself now lay on that bed, her legs wide and bent at the knees, her body drenched in sweat and shaking with pain as she looked at the other girl who had again come to rescue her. She was naked from the waist down, and there was a pool of scarlet on the sheets between her thighs. Gia took a step to the side for a better look, and then gasped in horror when she saw the bottom of the blood drenched beer bottle sticking out from her beloved's vagina. "G-Gia?" The pitiful voice calling her name snapped the younger girl out of her trance. She scrambled for the other end of the bed, kneeling down by the other girl's head, taking her hand as she spoke in her ear. "Becka! Oh, baby, I'm so sorry!" "It hurts so bad, Gia. Please, get me out of here." "Oh Becka, I don't know what to do! If you try and stand up, it could break off inside of you. It could rip you to pieces, Becka!" "Pull it out." Gia blinked, not sure she had heard the other girl right. "What did you say?" "Pull it out. It's the only way." "But Becka, what if it breaks anyway? What if I hurt you even more?" "We gotta get out of here, Gia. He'll kill us if we don't. Hurry, Gia, please." Gia swallowed the stone that had formed in her throat, then steeled herself. The thought of what she was about to do filled her with horror, but she knew Becka was right. She stood up, releasing the other girl's hand, and moved back to the end of the bed. There were barely two inches of the beer bottle protruding from Becka's blood covered entrance, just enough for Gia to grip with both of her small hands. She eased the brown glass out slowly, trying to pull as straight and steadily as possible. Twice she had to shift her hold on the blood slick bottle, but sooner than she had expected it, the hellish object slipped out with an awful sound that would haunt Gia's dreams for years to come. A stream of red flowed out too, and Gia was suddenly made nauseous by the combined smell of blood and beer and fear sweat. Becka let out a soul wrenching moan and let her knees finally sink to the bed. Gia looked down at her, wondering how she would ever get the other girl on her feet and out of this nightmare. Gia didn't have long to ponder the question, as two large hands came from behind and grabbed her neck, slamming her against the bedroom wall. The impact made the whole room shake, as she felt blackness try to claim her. Desperately she fought back, trying to stay conscious, knowing that if she passed out she would never wake up again. "You! You little whore, it was you who fucked with my stereo! It's fucking ruined, goddamn you. I'm gonna rip your fucking tits off, bitch, I'm gonna --- AAAGH!" Gia felt the sudden shock of weight as something slammed into Ralph, and briefly caught the glittering shower of shattering brown glass. Ralph's scream of pain was overshadowed by Becka's bellow of rage as she landed on his back and swung the blood covered beer bottle against the side of his head. The half naked girl hit her rapist again and again with the broken stump of the bottle, opening long bloody slashes across the side of his face, only by some miracle missing his eye. Ralph dropped Gia to the floor, twisting around blindly until the wounded Becka also fell from his shoulders. Still screaming in pain and blind from the blood, Ralph stumbled across the wreckage strewn floor until he came too close to Gia, who saw her chance and kicked him as hard as she could in the knee. Ralph fell to the floor, clawing at his damaged face, mewling in pain as his two erstwhile victims scrambled to their feet and out of the room. Gia unlocked the back door and then led Becka out of that house, stumbling across the weed choked yard and into the safety of the woods behind. They were able to make almost a hundred yards before Becka collapsed, her face pale and her skin clammy from the loss of blood. Gia fell down beside her and held the other girl in her arms, the both of them shaking like trees in a high wind. Gia scanned the woods around them intently, knowing that they still weren't safe. She looked down between Becka's legs and saw that she was still bleeding, the blood dripping in long scarlet streaks down her naked thighs. She had to get Becka out of there, get her to a hospital and medical attention. But she also had to do something to slow that bleeding down, or Becka could very well die before she got there. Gia quickly stripped off her blouse, glad that it was cool enough that she had decided to wear one with long sleeves. She made Becka stand up and wrapped the white garment around her, pulling the tail up between her legs like a diaper and tying it off with the sleeves. Becka whimpered in pain when Gia tightened it, but she made no protest. She knew how bad their situation was, and soon the two girls were making their way through the woods to their rendezvous with Gia's Dad. * * * Phil Cameron had just arrived at the spot where he was supposed to pick up the girls, and was starting to call his daughter on her cell phone. He had just dialed her number when he heard Gia calling him, and looked up in shock at the apparition that emerged from the wooded lot by where he had parked. His daughter was there, naked from the waist up but for a white bra, stumbling under the weight of the girl who was leaning against her. In contrast to the smaller girl, Becka appeared equally naked from the waist down, with nothing but a band of cloth covering her loins. A white cloth, which was covered in a quickly spreading stain of bright red. Phil was out of his SUV in an instant, covering the distance between them at a ground eating sprint. With the eyes of a professional fighter he quickly scanned the two, deciding that his daughter was by far the least hurt. Without asking questions that he knew could wait, he scooped the injured Becka up into his strong arms and carried her back to his car. Gia dashed on ahead and opened the back door, and then scrambled in after her father had gently laid Becka across the seat. Phil slammed the door shut and then rushed around to the other side, getting behind the wheel and putting the old Ford into gear. Within seconds they were on the road and speeding towards the nearest hospital. It was time now for questions, and Phil asked them tersely as they sped down the road, breaking more than one of the local traffic ordinances. From the back seat his daughter answered him, quickly telling the story of Ralph's assault and their subsequent escape. By the time they pulled up to the emergency room entrance of the hospital he had enough of the story to tell the ER doctors the nature of Becka's injuries, and to cause a surge of white hot bile at the back of his throat. As the attendants wheeled the nearly unconscious girl away, he swore under his breath that he would hunt Ralph Danning down and return some of the pain the bastard had caused, with interest. (continued)