Date: Wed, 24 Nov 2004 17:39:54 -0800 From: RC in Sacramento Subject: Munchkin, Chptr 14 This is a work of fiction. It depicts the often sexual relationship between two young girls. If this offends you or if you're not old enough to be reading this stuff, then get out NOW. If, however, you're where you want to be, then enjoy. MUNCHKIN Chapter 14 by Sacwriter Painting the garage had turned into an uncomfortable chore for the both of them, marked largely by Joe's embarrassed silence. Neither he nor Becka wanted to break it, although at one point she did ask him if he was okay. She said it quietly, not looking at him when she did, and he answered in the same manner. But other than that she remained focused entirely on the job at hand, leaving Joe alone with his troubled thoughts and feelings. From around the corner he could hear the sounds of Gia and Sammie talking, even an occasional girlish laugh, and was grateful that at least he hadn't put a total damper on their afternoon. His ears still burned with embarrassment when he thought about how he had reacted earlier, the way he had made such a fool of himself in front of the girls' friend. First Becka and Gia, and now Sammie. Damn it, it seemed like whenever he met a beautiful girl, he was destined to totally humiliate himself. It didn't take long before the four of them were finished. Becka checked everybody's work, and seemed satisfied that the graffiti would be completely covered when they put the top coat of white over it tomorrow. But before they could start cleaning up after the painting job, a pickup truck with the words Manning Bros. On the side pulled up and parked out on the street in front of the Mustang. A man in his thirties wearing a work shirt and overalls climbed out of the cab, and Gia stepped forward and introduced him with a smile. "Joe, this is Adam Manning. He's the guy that installed all the windows when we built our house. Dad says he's one of the best glaziers in town and he'll give you a good price on that broken window." "Gia, your dad's full of it. I am the best glass man in the whole damn county. But he's right about the price, kid, I'm also pretty cheap. I'll give you a good deal." Joe nodded, crossing his arms and looking the man right in the eye. Although shy to the point of fear around people his own age, Joe had never had any problems talking to adults. They weren't the ones who constantly tried to hurt him. "Uh huh. Well, that's good to know. And I suppose you'll also knock ten dollars off for calling me kid, right?" There was a shocked silence, as everyone stared at him. The Cameron sisters were frankly gaping, totally surprised at the young mans' so uncharacteristic show of confidence. Adam Manning was giving him a considering look, which Joe returned levelly. The moment ended when the older man shook his head and laughed, and then nodded. "Deal. And I apologize. If I'm going to take a man's money, I should at least give him a little respect. You wanna show me the window you need replaced?" After Adam had taken his measurements and left, Joe let himself into the house and then into the kitchen. When he came back outside he brought with him a tray with four glasses of ice and a two liter bottle of soda. For the next half hour he played host, while the four of them hung out on the front porch and talked. It proved to be a good time for him, as he found himself relaxing and just enjoying the female company. In particular he enjoyed talking to Sammie Waters, who didn't seem to hold what had happened earlier against him. In fact she actually seemed curious about him. The Cameron sisters proved happy to fill her in. "So anyway," Gia was saying, her fine features sparkling in her animation. "I'm talking to Justine and Kelly about the party, and I look around and I can't find Joe. And then I see him across the gym, sitting down with this deaf girl no one else can talk to, and he's signing to her! This gorgeous, gorgeous girl, body like a centerfold, and nobody knows how to talk to her but Joe. Justine and Kelly were totally blown away, it was so cool." "Okay," Joe interrupted. "First of all, Tristen is not deaf, she's mute. She can hear what people say to her just fine. And second, the reason Kelly was so blown away was because Tristen is bi, and she was hitting on her." "Oh my GAWD! Are you serious?" Sammie was holding her hands over her mouth, but her eyes were sparkling. The other girls were already laughing out loud, Gia nodding her head to verify the story. "It's true, it's true. They invited Tristen to your birthday party, and even offered to fix her up with a date. But she says, she says through Joe here, that she's only interested in girls. And then she told KELLY that she thought she was hot! And then she gives her this big wink, turns around and walks away, shaking her booty like it's on hydraulics. I thought I was gonna die!" "Hell, I thought Kelly was gonna die. Did you see the look on her face? Like she had swallowed something, and just realized what it was?" Joe's description sent the girls into more paroxysms. Even Sammie, although she was much more composed about it than the Camerons. She had known Kelly her whole life, and had no problem picturing the other girls' reaction. Her eyes were dancing in a way that had Joe grinning in response. "So you know sign language, that is just so cool, Joe. Where did you learn it?" "From my Mom. She was born deaf, so she taught me how to sign before I learned how to talk." "Wow. Like I said, that's so cool." "Yeah, Joe's got a lot of hidden talents," Becka put in, standing up and stretching. Joe blinked at the sight, mesmerized by the way the thin fabric of the blonde girl's T-shirt pulled taught across her breasts, rising just high enough to show a thin sliver of her bare belly. He watched the sight with nervous admiration, then hid a smile when he saw that Gia was doing the exact same thing. Sammie nudged him in the side with her elbow, looking appraisingly over the rim of her glass. "Okay, now she's got me curious. What other `hidden talents' do you have, Joe?" "Uh..." he began, at a loss for words. He wasn't used to talking about himself, especially to a girl. And a very pretty girl, at that. "Well for one thing, Joe plays blues harmonica, although so far he's been too shy to show us," Gia answered, enthusiastically. "And he also knows more about antique cars than anyone in our family, except maybe for Jorge. He totally blew `Berto away by telling him stuff even he didn't know about the history of that Mach I of his. He's also pretty good with his hands, he says he likes to do carpentry and landscaping and stuff." Sammie looked around the yard, taking in the damaged, replanted foliage and the empty spots from the plants that hadn't been salvageable. You could still see the care and hard work that had gone into the landscaping of the small lawn, but the destruction that now pocked it like a cancer made for a sad contrast. "Were you the one who planted all the flowers out here?" she asked him, gesturing out at what remained of the flower beds along the side of the house and sidewalk. "Um, no, I did the garden in the backyard. This one out here I put in with my Aunt. She picked out the flowers and the bushes, I just dug the holes and planted them." "Well, the two of you did a great job. This yard looks beautiful." She saw Joe's face darken, and knew she'd said the wrong thing. "It did," he replied, bitterly, and looked away. Sammie reached over and touched him on the shoulder, only briefly, knowing the fragility of a boys' ego, then rose to her feet. "Hey then, before we leave, you want to show me that garden in the backyard? Becka said those creeps never got past the front." Joe nodded, brightening. He looked over at the other two girls and raised one eyebrow. "You guys?" he asked. The sisters looked at each other, and once more Joe got the impression that a whole conversation was going on down on some level visible only to them. Finally Gia shrugged and nodded, and Becka turned back to him to answer. "No, that's okay. I've already seen it, and Gia can see it when we come over tomorrow. We'll stay out here and, um, watch the cars." Joe shot her a puzzled look, then gave a whatever shrug and turned away. Sammie followed, and soon the two had passed the corner of the garage and disappeared. When they were gone, Gia reached over and punched the other girl on the arm. "What?!" Becka complained, rubbing the sore spot. Gia's fists were small but hard. "Watching the cars? You couldn't come up with anything better than watching the cars?" Becka rolled her eyes, embarrassed. "Shaddup." * * * Sammie was grinning as Joe led her around the garage and to the far side of the house, heading towards the wooden gate that led into the backyard. "Those two were really laying it on, weren't they?" Joe sighed. "Piling it on, more like. They get some sort of sick kick out of embarrassing me." "Oh, I think they were just trying to build up your confidence. Besides, you really did do all that stuff, right?" "Yeah, I guess. It's not as interesting as they make it sound. And what was that last bit about, watching the cars? I don't understand that." Sammie laughed, as if at a joke. "Oh, that. I think it's just those two trying to play---oh, WOW! Joe, this is beautiful!" Sammie's eyes had gone wide at the site of the postage stamp sized backyard. Although small it was lushly green, the neatly trimmed lawn glowing with care and good health. Neatly shaped bushes lined the wooden back fence, with an orange tree anchoring both corners. Plants in fat, round, brightly painted flower pots hung from iron chains dangling from the fence posts, providing bright splashes of color to compliment all the green. Around the base of the shrubbery was a thick carpet of what she thought were daylilies, although it was hard to tell at this time of year. Due to the unseasonable warmth, though, some of them were still flowering, and Sammie could see that they formed a multicolored riot of pink, wine red, yellow gold and purple. The border around the flowers was of chalk white cobblestones. The centerpiece of the whole yard, though, was the patio and its covering verandah. The beams and railings were made of peeled logs shiny with varnish, neatly lashed together with heavy rope at the corners, the uprights set into pilings made of cemented river rocks. Across the front stretched a long flower box of rough cut knotty pine that maintained the rustic look, filled with more perennials, ones that she didn't recognize that were mostly of blue and purple. The trellis fixed over the crossbeams hung heavy with vines that wrapped themselves around the support posts, thick enough to cast the whole patio into a cooling shadow. Underneath the vines was a set of wrought iron patio furniture, a pot bellied barbecue and two redwood chaise lounges. Sammie found herself imagining what it would be like here, underneath the green canopy on a hot summer day, when all the flowers were in bloom and the warm air thick with their mixed scents. She walked around the little yard for awhile, entranced, listening as her host told her about the little piece of paradise he had carved out. "I did do all the planting here. I picked out the bushes and the shrubs and all the flowers, and I planted them all by myself. But I had some help building the verandah and the planter. Okay, actually it was done by Aunt Mattie's boyfriend who's a carpenter, but I'm the one who helped him. And here, take a look at this." With a confidence that showed he had performed the move before, Joe stepped onto the planter and raised up high enough to grasp the beam overhead. As soon as he had gotten a good grip he lifted his legs and hung, swinging back and forth several times, before starting to do chin ups. The firmly set structure never gave out so much as a single creak. After about ten chin ups Joe dropped back down to the patio, and when he looked at Sammie she saw his face was flushed and grinning. He slapped one of the support beams affectionately. "Kevin was a real craftsman, and he showed me a lot about building stuff out of wood. He liked doing things like this old school. Like, there's not a single nail in this whole patio, not even in the flower box. It's all fitted together, tongue and groove, mortis and tenon, that sort of thing. We didn't even need to lash it, the rope at the corners is pretty much just decorative. But I swear, this patio will last a lot longer than the house will." There was a quiet pride in the young man's voice, that belied his claim that he hadn't had more than a casual hand in the building of the structure. Sammie felt herself responding to the feeling, and decided right there that she liked this Joe a lot better than the shy, insecure one she had met earlier. Or the panicked, terrified boy who had actually scared her a couple of hours ago. She tried to think of something to say, but for some reason her mind wasn't as fast as it usually was. Looking around for inspiration, she finally noticed something strange about the verandah. "Hey, these leaves are all different. You've got more than one kind of vine here, don't you?" Joe grinned, his pride rising up a notch now that Sammie had given him the perfect opening for a little bragging. "You're right, they're three different types of flowering vines here. Cypress vine, Heavenly Blue, and Moon Vine. At this latitude they're all annuals, so they won't start blooming until around July, but when they do this place looks like Disneyland." " `Disneyland' is a little vague, Joe. You think you can elaborate some more?" "Um, okay. The vines with the deep, scraggly veins in the leaves, the smaller ones, those are Heavenly Blues. The blossoms are about three inches across, and they go from dark blue to a light purple, with a black center. But the colors are real vivid, like a deep water lake in the mountains, you know? The kind that makes you feel cooler just by looking at it. "The ones with the feathery leaves are the Cypress vines. The blossoms are only about three inches across, and flute shaped. Some of them are white, but mostly they're pink and blood red. These are Mattie's favorites, they put out a scent that drives butterflies and hummingbirds crazy. During the summer they sometimes swarm this place, flitting around the yard like little rainbow colored disco lights. I guess that's what I meant by the place looking like Disneyland, kind of like the Tinkerbells are having a family reunion in our backyard." Sammie found herself smiling at the offbeat imagery Joe was creating, seeing it in her mind exactly as he was describing it. As a journalism student she considered herself to be a writer, and could fully appreciate the ability to draw vivid pictures with words. She was amused to think that maybe she had discovered another one of Joe's `hidden talents'. "But my favorite," he was saying, "are the Moon vines, the ones with the large heart shaped leaves. Those other two are Morning Glories, they blossom at dawn and close at dusk. But Moon flowers are big and white and they only bloom in the evening. They're as pale as a string of pearls, yet even on the darkest night you can see them. It's almost like they can reach out and catch the light from the stars. "And the really cool thing about Moon flowers is that each blossom only blooms for one night, and then it dies. They bud so fast that there's always new flowers the next day, but the ones you see are for that evening only, and then they're gone. I'm not sure why I like that, maybe it's because it makes each and every night special. Like it's saying, `tonight is unique, there will never be another one exactly like it ever again'. It makes every night sort of special that way, you see?" Joe stood there for several seconds waiting for her answer, before Sammie finally blinked and broke the spell. Embarrassed, she groped for something to say, only to find herself preempted by the sound of a car horn sounding from out front. With a sheepish look he shrugged and smiled at her, then turned around and led the way back to the open gate, rubbing the back of his neck. Sammie followed, bemused by her new discovery. Joe Munson really did have a lot of hidden talents. Expert on antique cars. Translator for the deaf. Gardener, carpenter, horticulturalist. And poet. * * * It was after four o'clock when they got home, and the first thing the trio did was to check in with Phil. They informed him about the progress on repairing Joe's house, and told him to expect a call from Adam Manning regarding the window. The girls had used his name to guarantee payment, which Joe once again promised that his aunt would reimburse him for when she got back from Lake Tahoe. Phil dismissed it with a wave, as if the matter weren't important, then reminded his daughters that they were supposed to fix dinner that night. Joe volunteered to help, but both girls turned him down flat. "You've got something else to do, hotshot. Hey, George, got a minute?" Becka called over his shoulder, and when he turned around Joe almost jumped. Somehow Becka's brother had managed to come into the room behind him without making any sort of noise. Once again he was reminded of how much like big, dangerous jungle cats Becka's brothers actually were.. "What's up?" the tall man asked. "We've got a couple of hours before dinner. Do you want to take Joe outside and give him his first self defense lesson?" "Yeah, just take him out back and slap him around a little bit," Gia shouted from the kitchen. "You're NOT helping!" Becka shouted back. "She's just kidding, Joe." "Yeah, don't worry, amigo," George added, patting him on the shoulder with one outsized hand. "Hardly anybody ever gets hurt in one of my classes. Of course, when they do, it's usually pretty bad. Blood, broken bones, ambulance. That sort of thing. Oww!" "And I can kick your ass, too! Now stop teasing Joe, and go show him how to kill people." George had limped some as he led the way out to the backyard, but Joe was pretty sure that he was exaggerating it. In fact, all pretense of injury dropped as soon as they got outdoors. "Here," the older man nodded, indicating an area to the left side of the patio. Hanging from the rafters there was a blue and white canvas punching bag. "First we're going to start with the basics. Have you ever had any training in self defense at all, Joe?" "Um, yeah, some. My Dad taught me a few things, and so has my Aunt Mattie." "Probably just some boxing, right? Punches and jabs, but no kicking or grappling?" When Joe nodded in agreement, George reached to a shelf on the wall beside the bag, and took down a pair of boxing gloves. He tossed them to Joe and said, "So show me what you've got." Joe shrugged and put on the gloves, then stood still while the other young man laced them up. Then he stepped up to the bag and took a stance, just like his father had taught him so many years ago with another pair of gloves and a sofa cushion. He held up his hands to protect his face, then threw a few tentative left jabs that barely made the heavy bag vibrate. When he was ready he threw a hard right, putting all of his weight behind it. Pathetically, the big bag still barely moved at all. "Keep going," George said, nodding encouragement. So for the next five minutes Joe continued working at it, striking the bag repeatedly, the stiff movements beginning to flow more smoothly. He was hitting harder, too, making the sausage shaped canvas sack jump and sway just a little bit on its chains. Not much, but enough to salve some of his pride. Yet the effort required to do so was tremendous, and even after such a short time he found himself covered in sweat and panting for breath. He dropped his arms and let them dangle when George finally indicated he had seen enough, grateful for the respite. As he stepped back from the swaying bag, he saw that George was also putting on a pair of the heavy gloves. "Alright, now that was pretty good, Joe. Better than I had expected, actually. You've got good focus, and you obviously know how to throw combinations. You've even got a little snap in your wrist when you hit. I don't know if your father taught you all that or if you're just a natural, but it means that there's just that much I won't have to teach you again. "But you've got a lot of things that I can teach you. For instance, you're not maximizing the power of your punches. Your stance is all wrong, your balance is off, and you're not putting enough of your weight into it. Hear, let me show you." George stepped up and began throwing punches, working the bag in a slow, methodical rhythm. If Joe had expected something spectacular, he was doomed to be disappointed. George's blows looked sloppy and uncoordinated, and the heavy bag wasn't dancing on its chain any more than it had for him. Then with a flash of mortification he suddenly realized that George was imitating him. "This is what you're doing. You may think you're putting all of your power into each punch, but actually you're only putting a fraction of what you're capable of. Just by changing the way you stand, the way you throw your punch, even the way you're thinking at the time, and your striking potential will improve exponentially. Here, if you do everything right, this is what you're capable of." Joe couldn't quite see how he did it, but suddenly something in the way George moved had changed, as he turned back to the bag and once again started throwing punches. Where before his body had been jerky and leaden, now it seemed to flow, and the blows that struck the long bag were hitting with the regularity of a piston. The sound of the gloves striking canvas was now a resounding slap, and the bag that had barely moved before was now jumping at the ends of its chains like a tethered dog. The change in the way the big man was working the bag was so startling that Joe realized he had been unknowingly holding his breath, and had to remind his body to breathe. With one final shot that left the heavy bag swaying, George stepped away and turned to face him, tugging off the gloves that he hadn't bothered to lace. Joe was perversely gratified to see that there was a fine sheen of sweat on the other man's face, proving that the boxing display he had just put on wasn't completely effortless. But then a light breeze wryly reminded him that his own clothing was absolutely drenched, and that he hadn't performed a tenth as well. "What I just did," George was saying, as he returned the gloves back to the shelf he had gotten them from, "Is nothing more than what you're physically capable of, once you learn how. It's not a matter of size, and it's not a matter of strength. It's just a matter of know how and practice." Joe nodded, but he wasn't sure he really believed it. Still he spent the next hour listening closely to George's instructions. He learned how to stand, how to move, and how to balance himself when he did so. He also learned how to fold his fist and strike with the first two knuckles only, to keep from breaking the other two like matchsticks. And he also learned how to throw a punch not just from the shoulder, but also from the hips and the planted foot. This last actually did make the bag jump when he hit it, not quite as much as when George had done it, but enough to make him think now that it was all possible. He and George spent the last hour out on the lawn, going over a variety of throws, holds, and all around dirty tricks. Joe ended up being thrown around a lot, but George ended up on the ground just as much, and by the time Gia called them in for dinner they were both covered in grass and grinning like a couple of idiots. On the way back inside he stopped for a second and just stared at the heavy bag, then turned to a waiting George. "You said, um, you said that I'll be able to hit it as hard as you were doing, right?" George nodded. "Sure. Someday, with enough practice." "But that's not as hard as you can hit, is it?" "Nope, not even close. But then I've been training in the arts since I was seven years old. I've got a lot of lead on you, you know." "Not to mention twelve inches and a hundred pounds," he answered, grinning dryly, knowing he was understating the sums by quite a bit. When George grinned back and nodded, Joe continued. "Uh, anyway, I just wanted to ask... just how hard can you hit something, George?" George gave him a measuring look, and then gave another one to the heavy bag Joe had spent so much recent quality time with. The big man slowly stepped up to where the bag hung, his whole attention seeming to draw in and fixate on the heavy blue canvas. Just as Joe was beginning to fidget, George suddenly screamed, "HeeYAAAH!" and struck, lunging at his target and putting his whole body behind the blow. The big man's fist hit with a sound like a sledgehammer, the bag rebounding, swinging on its chain until it hung fully horizontal in mid air. George quickly stood upright and stepped to the side, as with a creaking of chains the heavy bag danced and swayed drunkenly back down. Joe stood there gaping, finally realizing what he was doing and closing his mouth, hearing his teeth click. He watched, fascinated, as George came to attention in front of the bag, and then bowed to it. Then the older man turned around, a totally serene expression on his face, as he walked past him and through the patio door. Joe tried, but the only thing he could think of at that moment was that he really, really wanted to continue these lessons. * * * "So what kind of idiot hits a canvas punching bag as hard as he can, without wearing gloves?" Gia asked, as she daubed antiseptic on George's bloodied knuckles. "I mean, Jeez, big brother, you look like you've been juggling a power sander." "Oww! Dammit, that hurts! Look, you're right, I screwed up, okay? It was one punch, and I just forgot to put a glove on. It's no big deal, alright?" George looked at his hand where it rested in his sister's lap, as she cleaned it with a cotton swab. Damn, he really had scraped the back of his hand raw. He'd have to wear a bandage for at least a couple of days. Not that it was a serious injury. What with teaching at the dojo and rebuilding old cars at home, he was always banging up his hands in one manner or another. But the damnable fact was that Gia was right, he had caused this by being stupid. His little sister had finally finished cleaning the scrapes across his knuckles, and had taken some gauze from the first aid kit on the bed next to her. She folded the gauze into a pad, and then squeezed some antibiotic ointment onto it from a tube. It filled the air with a greasy, medicinal smell. "Okay, so if it's no big deal, why did you want to keep it such a secret? Why not just do this down in the kitchen, instead of sneaking up here to my room? Is it because my big, tough, macho brother doesn't want anybody to know he has a boo-boo?" "You're really enjoying this, aren't you? Alright, Runt, I admit it. I kind of... showed off a little in front of Joe." "Aaah. And if he were to see that you had actually screwed up, that would be bad, right?" Gia had carefully placed the gauze pad over his wounds, and now was cutting lengths of tape to bind it in place. "So what are you going to tell him about this? He's going to notice the bandages when you go down to dinner." "I'm not going to have dinner, I'm going to skip it to work on the Mercury out in the garage. Then I'll just say that I scraped it when a wrench slipped." "And nobody, especially not Dad or the boys, will know what kind of a boner you pulled." She finished taping up his hand, watched as he flexed it a couple of times, and then added mischievously, "Unless someone tells them." George scowled. "Gia..." "Kidding, just kidding. I won't tell anybody. Well, except for Becka, you know I don't keep anything from her. She could use a laugh." She reached out and touched him lightly on one big, heavily muscled forearm. "Hey, I'll fix you a plate and bring it out there, `k?" "Yeah, thanks. By the way, your friend was doing pretty good out there today, he was picking it up pretty fast. I think he's going to turn out to be a natural." Gia's face split into a grin, at the same time she was shaking her head. "More hidden talents. I don't know why I'm surprised. So what do you think, will he be able to handle himself tomorrow?" "Depends on what he has to go up against. Look, you know how it works. Little guys often tend to do better at the arts than bigger guys like us. Remember that karateka from Okinawa who kicked Dad's ass at the Oakland competition two years ago? It's the speed thing, little guys move faster than big guys. "But getting skill like that takes time. A year from now, yeah, if he keeps at it I'd say Joe could probably handle just about anybody at that school. But right now... I don't know, I think we should be thinking about some sort of equalizer." Gia frowned. "What, you mean like a weapon or something?" "Yeah, like that arsenal Becka carries around in her purse. I'm thinking that short term, we should concentrate on weapons training with Joe, and maybe come up with something he can carry with him to school." Gia was nodding thoughtfully, turning the idea over in her head. While she was packing the first aid kit he gave her a kiss on the forehead, and then left to slip out to the garage to prepare his alibi. * * * Dinner was over, and since the girls had cooked and George was out in the garage, Johnny and Bobby were busy in the kitchen doing the cleanup. Joe had offered to help, but Phil had pointedly reminded him that he had to call his aunt and tell her about the vandalism to her house. Joe winced, but dutifully made his way to the privacy of Phil's office to call Mattie. By the time he came back out the cleanup was all done, and he was looking more than a little bit drained. "So what did she say?" Becka asked, as she and Gia led him upstairs. When they got to the second floor he followed them into their room, where the three of them all sat sprawled on the queen sized bed. "Well, she cussed a lot. Then she said she was going to drop the job up in Tahoe and come back home right away, but I told her it wasn't necessary, so she's going to stay and finish it out. Then she said she'd call her insurance agent, and he'll get back to me here, tomorrow. I guess I'm going to need those pictures Sammie took today." "That's okay, she said she'd have them with her by lunch period. Hey, tell us what happened with you and George. How'd your first fight lesson go?" Joe's face broke out in a wide grin, and with an animated enthusiasm he went on to describe his training session with their brother. Becka had to hide a smile. More and more she was getting a chance to see this Joe, the remarkable young man with the many sides and a passion for life, rather than the withdrawn and isolated kid who disappeared like a scurrying rat if you blinked. The thought that she and Gia had brought this change about was engendering a warm, glowy feeling in her chest, one that went a long way towards wiping out the guilt she had felt before. Joe had just shown them how to do a thumb lock by demonstrating on himself, complete with such comic grimaces of mock pain that made her laugh, when Gia got that let's-talk-about-something-serious look on her face. Joe must have noticed it too, because when Gia lay a hand on his knee his face formed an expectant look. "I talked to George after you and he had your lesson today. He told me some things that I want to pass along to you, and then Becka and I need to talk with you about it." "You mean like, what's going to happen tomorrow at school?" Joe's expression had now shifted from attentive to sober, but Becka couldn't see any of the fear that had been there that afternoon. Well, maybe just a shade, passing behind his eyes. But a little fear was probably a good thing, under the circumstances. "Tomorrow, and the rest of the school year, too. Maybe even the rest of your life, really. Look, in the martial arts size doesn't matter all that much. In fact, it can sometimes be a handicap. Skill and speed are much more important, especially the farther you go in your training. If you go to a tournament you'll see it all the time, little guys holding their own against, and even wiping the floor with much bigger guys." "Like a certain brown belt in your Thursday night class who keeps throwing you around like a softball, right? What is he, like twelve now?" Becka teased, grinning. Gia raised one eyebrow when she answered, pointedly. "Or like the way I'm still whipping your butt, even after five months of training." Becka shrugged and turned away, waving her hand dismissively. *Only a matter of time, G. Only a matter of time, she thought. From the way Gia grinned and stuck out her tongue, she knew her lover had heard that thought as if she had said it out loud. "Anyway", Gia continued, getting back on track. "George said that he was pretty impressed with you today. He said he thinks you're a natural, and that you have the potential to be a really good karateka someday." Joe frowned at the word. "Kara--?" "Karateka. It means a guy who practices karate, only like an expert," Becka put in, and watched Joe nod. It was the kind of nod, though, that just acknowledged a fact. She didn't see any of the pleasure she thought should have been there. His next words told her that Joe was already thinking farther ahead. "There's a `but' in there somewhere, isn't there? You said I have the potential to be good at this. How much good is that going to do me tomorrow?" Gia paused to take a deep breath before answering. "It most likely won't, Joe, not in the short run. I mean, you can probably defend yourself against most of the people in school now, one on one. Or at least put up enough of a fight that they'll leave you alone afterwards. But no, there's no way you can take on three guys at once and win. Maybe in another year or so, but not now." Joe looked away, and Becka could see him beginning to draw in on himself again, hugging his arms across his chest and unknowingly hunching in and making himself smaller. Becka felt the urge to reach out and comfort him but she fought it, instead making herself just sit there and wait. Joe didn't need a shoulder to cry on right now, he needed to know that he could stand on his own two feet. The way Gia was silently watching him told her that the other girl felt the same way as well. The little break seemed to work, as with a sigh Joe pulled himself together. He looked at both of them levelly and said, "So what now?" Gia nodded approvingly. "George suggested, and I've got to agree, that right now you need something more than just kicking and punching. He thinks we need to get you an equalizer. Becka, can I see your purse, please?" Becka blinked, suddenly realizing where this was going, and felt herself tense inside. But never the less got off the bed and crossed the room to the closet, then returned carrying the oversized macramé bag that Johnny had gotten her for Christmas. There were still parts of her life that she wasn't comfortable sharing with people outside the family, but Joe already knew most of her past, and besides Gia was right. What she carried in that bag might very well end up saving their new friend's life. When she got back to the bed Becka didn't wait to be told, she just upended the bag and spilled its contents out all over the blue bedspread. A surprising pile of clutter whose size she hadn't really appreciated spread out before them, making Joe's eyes widen a bit. Before she had even laid the now empty bag down on the floor Gia was already pawing through the pile, searching. Becka started the lecture by holding up a familiar black box, the stun gun she had used last week to save Joe from being raped. She pressed the trigger button, and a blue arc of electricity sprang into life between the two electrodes, filling the air with an evil snapping sound. "I don't know if you saw this before, but it's what I used last Friday to scare Harper and his goons away from you. It's called a stun gun. It's a non-lethal defensive weapon, legal to carry concealed. They can deliver an electric jolt of up to 150,000 volts, but it's only about three milliamps, which is enough to overload someone's nervous system but not enough to kill. The problem is, it doesn't work very well against someone who's wearing heavy clothes or like leather. Here, check it out." She lay the little black box down on the bed, then looked at Gia, who passed her what looked like a can with a spray nozzle attached to the top. "This is pepper spray. It has a range of about twenty feet, you shoot somebody in the face with this and their eyes and mucus membranes swell shut. That means they can't see or breath very well. It's good because you don't have to let the bad guy get close to you, but it's not too good at close range. That, and about one person in ten is immune to it, so if you run into him you're screwed." Now she lay the pepper spray on the bed next to the stun gun, then took the last object from Gia. It looked like nothing so much as a six inch piece of metal pipe with a round ball at one end. She held it out, pressed a button on the side, and the pipe suddenly telescoped out to almost three times its previous length. Joe jumped at the loud metallic chiiing, whose echo seemed to hang in the air for a long time. "This is a spring loaded, collapsible baton. I don't think I have to explain the plusses. The downside is, it's pretty much illegal to carry in California. The exceptions are cops, and security guards who have taken a course and gotten a certificate. We get around that `cause we teach the baton course at our dojo, so we all have the security certificates. It's still kind of iffy, though. If some cop catches me with this, he could give me a hard time, but they most likely wouldn't bother. You'd probably get in a lot of trouble, though." Joe found himself staring at the mini arsenal laid out on the bedspread before him, fascinated by the violence they seemed to represent. He slowly shook his head in awe, before reaching out and touching the metal baton with one hesitant finger. "I can't believe you actually carry all this stuff at school! Gia, do you have stuff like this in your purse, too?" He saw Gia fidget, and cast a glance towards Becka. The blonde girl gave her a solemn nod, and Gia took a deep breath before answering. "No, I don't, Joe. I don't carry any weapons, just a police whistle. But I've never been raped, either. That's kind of how you can tell if a woman's ever been violated before, you just look in her purse." Joe swallowed, then looked at Becka, who simply looked back levelly. He dropped his eyes, feeling the overwhelming urge to apologize, although for what he didn't know. But showing a rare sensitivity for someone his age, he wisely chose not to. "Okay, I take it these are supposed to be examples of an `equalizer'. So does this mean you want me to start carrying this stuff to school, too? If you do, then I'm going to need a bigger back pack." Becka grinned, thereby ending the last of the earlier tension. "Nope, you don't need to carry this much stuff. But we think you should be carrying something with you when you go back. Look, we teach lots of self defense classes at the dojo. We have all sorts of other stuff that's legal to carry, which we can teach you how to use. Tomorrow after we finish up at your house, we can stop by and try out a few things." "Okay. But that means I won't have anything to take with me until Wednesday. What am I going to do about tomorrow?" The two girls shared a look, and this time it was the younger girl who answered. "We're not sure, Joe. We've still got to talk it over, but it's not a good idea to carry a weapon without knowing how to use it. Let Becka and I work on it tonight, alright? Don't worry, we'll think of something." They talked for a while longer, but it was getting late and it had been a busy day. Joe finally told the girls goodnight and left to go to his own room on the third floor. After cleaning up he took his CD player and headphones with him when he slid between the sheets, and inserted one of his favorite disks by Leone Redbone. Even as the sweet/sad notes and the raspy voice worked their usual magic, he figured he would have way too much on his mind to be able to fall asleep anytime soon. But strangely enough he did not spend that much time thinking about the events of the day, nor about what would happen to him tomorrow. He found that he had already talked and thought both subjects into the ground, and had no urge to worry at it like a bone. Instead, he found something else to occupy his thoughts. Sammie Waters. (continued)