Date: Tue, 16 Jan 2007 21:36:26 EST
From: BallinLunatic@aol.com
Subject: Court Rhythm Pt. 2

~*~Throwback Scene~*~

I licked up all her goodness & let out a low moan. This made her quiver as
she pulled me up & licked all of her juices off my face.
"So are we an item now?" She said.

"Shhh lets not worry about that right now." I said as I kissed her gently. We
kissed for what seemed about hours then we fell asleep holding each other
tight.

~*~~*~~*~
~*~


     The next morning when I woke up, I lay next to what was now my new lover
& just watched her sleep peacefully. Watching her sleep made thoughts run
through my mind.

"Are we a couple?"

"Does she really want to be with me or was this a one nighter?"

"Will it last?"

"So many questions not enough answers."

Finally I had to go. Looking at her with all these thoughts runnin' through
my head I just couldn't take it, so I silently left. Getting back to my house,
I got ready for school. When I got to school I spotted Jennifer. I wasn't
ready to talk about what happened so I avoided her.

"Hey Alex, Alex over here." She said

But I just walked past her like she wasn't calling me. I know she knew what I
was doing, & she probably was mad but at this moment I really don't care. 1st
& 3rd periods were very awkward. I never looked Jenny's way I mean, she kept
sendin' me notes but I just ignored'em. Finally Lunch came. I dashed out the
class & ran to the gym. I knew she wasn't gonna be there, no one ever came to
the gym during lunch.

Sitting on the bleachers, I started having flashbacks of the other night.
This was starting to get to me so I grabbed a ball & started shooting around.
This was actually working until Jenny walked in.

"Hey Alex, why have you been avoiding me?"

She caught me off guard, so I found myself just looking at her not saying
anything just stuck.

"Well are you gonna say anything?"

I was fixing my mouth to speak until she started again.

"Are you trippin' off of last night? Look I know that was unexpected but it
felt right. All the stuff we said to each other did you fell anything? Do you
feel anything right now...?

She went on & on. I just watched her go on thinking about what she was
saying. This girl was really starting to get to me so I left again. I was almost out
of the door when she pulled me by my arm & slammed me up against the wall.
She kissed me then slapped me so hard you could see her hand print, & for
someone my complexion, that had to be pretty damn hard.

"What the fuck was that for?" I said holding my cheek.

"Oh now you got something to say."

"Look Jenny I, I…

"I know how you feel right now I'm just mad that you couldn't come to me so
we could talk." She said cutting me off

"I know Jenny but, but look can we talk about this later?"

"Yeah whatever Alex."

Yup I knew I fucked up. All at school I was distracted & I couldn't seem to
think about anything but what just happened. I couldn't wait to just go home &
recuperate. I didn't know why I was acting like this, I mean I'm usually not
nervous or scared to talk to girls but this was different, she was different.

     When school eventually ended, I walked home. Kelly offered to give me a
ride, but I told him I needed to be alone. Kelly looked at me like I was crazy
because I lived about 4 miles away from the school. I didn't care though. I
just needed to clear my head.

I was walking for about an hour & a half before I realized I was going the
wrong way. I was pissed so I walked back the way I came. 2 more hours I found
myself on the right path to my house, but I was dog tired. My legs were shakin'
& I felt tired & weak, but I kept walking. A few minutes later my body decided
I couldn't take anymore & I threw up on the side of the street then fell to
my knees. All I could do was just sit there & think. Then I heard a car honk &
when I looked up I seen Jenny get out the car & sit next to me.

"Alex what the fuck was you thinkin' try'na walk 4 miles?"

"I know Jenny, looked I'm not really in the mood to fight so please lets not
go there."

"I know Alex. C'mon get in the car I'll take you home." She said as she
helped me up & into the car.

It was quiet for a while; she was starring at me while I was starring at the
dashboard. When we got to my house we got out of the car & went into the
house.  We sat on the couch & just looked at the blank TV screen. Then she spoke up.

"Okay Alex whats going on? Do you not want to be with me? Or did we move a l
ittle too fast for you?"

"Naw its none of that, it's just..." I stuttered

"Just what, you only see me as a friend?" she asked

"No...Hell no I mean when I first saw you I knew I wanted to be more than
just friends." I reassured her.

"Then is it because you're worried about what everyone will say at school?
Because if you are then we could stop this." She said putting her hand on my
thigh.

"No I could care less of what them muh'fuckas got to say, it's just..." I
started to stutter again

"Den what, WHAT THE FUCK IS IT!" she exclaimed.

"IT'S YOU!" I shouted back

She scooted away from me & looked at me blankly with confusion in her eyes.
So I said:

"Don't even look at me like that; you know I didn't mean it like that.

"Then what the fuck do you mean?" She said with an attitude

"I mean...Okay when we hang out I feel things that I've never really felt
before & it was scarring me. I mean I've liked other girls & stuff but it's
different with you & I finally realized that my fear was really just butterflies."
 I said.

I felt relieved that I finally told her what was going on & when I looked up
I seen her getting all teary eyed & stuff, I was going to ask why the fuck was
she crying, but instead I leaned over & pressed my lips firmly against hers
in the deepest kiss I have ever experienced.  It lasted about a good half hour.
We finally broke the kiss & looked into each others eyes. She looked so
beautiful. Her big green eyes were like the window to her heart. Her lips were so
luscious & her body was so welcoming, it was hard to keep my composure. It took
all the strength I had left not to jump on this beautiful being. I never
thought a girl could make me feel this way, I mean I've had my fare share of girls
& none came close to what I was feeling for this girl, and the strange thing
is that it feels so right.

I scooted closer to her & put my arms around her. I held her close & tight as
if I didn't wanna let her go, which I didn't. I knew she like this. She
always said holding her made her feel warm, comfortable; safe.

"You know, I have been waitin' a long time for someone to change my life."
Jenny said as she looked up at me.

"You just don't know how hard it is havin' all these girls & guys try'na
holla & get into your pants just for bragging rights. & the funny thing about it
is they no I they don't have a chance cuz I have no interest in them at
all...but wait...yes you do" she said & then we both laughed.

"But" she continued, "It's even harder for me because I always knew I would
attract a lot of people & get a lot of attention like this, but sometimes its
scary."

"What you mean" I asked

"Well, when I was little I had a few encounters with a person, but that was a
long time ago & its over so never mind it's not important." She said.

"What you can tell me I won't judge you." I said

"No it's cool it ain't important?"

"Ok, but you would tell me if it was...right?" I said

"Yeah, of course." She said

When we finish talking, I walked her to the door. Before she walked down the
stairs, she leaned towards me to give me a kiss before she went home. As our
lips touched, all we heard was. . .

"WHAT THE FUCK!!!"


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