Date: Fri, 8 Jul 2011 08:46:59 +1030 From: Rylie 16 Subject: Just The Beginning Part 4 "Dad? Did you hear me?" "Yeah, I heard you Cooper. I just need to think for a little bit." I swear I saw disappointment on his face. "Ok I'll be in my room, come see me if you want to talk." I went up to my room and sat on my bed. `What does he really have to think about, it's not like I've changed as a person or anything just my sexual preference it shouldn't really mean anything to someone who really cares about me should it? I guess people are just scared of what they don't know or understand, it's not like I can change my feelings.' I thought about it a long time and realised he'll just need some time to get used to the idea but I'm sure he'll be fine with it soon maybe I just won't push him or anything. I must have fallen asleep because I woke up when dad called me for dinner. We ate in silence for a while. I just wanted to know what he thought. "So, I've thought about what you said and I don't approve. It's not right Cooper. Men and women are supposed to be together not women and women or men and men. It's the way we were made." I was shocked. How could he not understand that I wasn't made like that? "But dad, that's not me I wasn't made like that, this wasn't a choice it's just something that happened." I could feel the tears rolling down my face. "What do you mean happened? Have you been seeing a girl?" Now I was just angry. He's my father he is supposed to love me for who I am not what he thinks I should be. "Yeah dad I have! And I really like her and there's nothing you can do about it." I jumped up and stormed to my room crying. Why was he being like this? He was normally so understanding. I cried for a long time till I was so exhausted I fell asleep. My alarm woke me at 7 and all I wanted to do was stay in bed all day and cry but then I thought about seeing Liv and it made everything seem a little easier. I had my shower and got dressed into my school uniform and went downstairs. I was glad dad had gone away for work for a couple of days I don't think I could face him right now. There was a note on the table and some money I picked it up and it just made me upset again. He'd written in capital letters NO FRIENDS OVER. What an asshole. `Oh well' I thought he'll never know what I do when he isn't here anyway. If only I can make up an excuse to get Liv's parents let her stay over on a school night. They seemed to like me on Saturday night I'm sure it shouldn't be too hard to convince them. I went outside and walked the short journey to the bus stop. I must have been later than I thought because the bus was just about to leave when I got on. I was happy for the distraction of the other kids or I probably would have thought about my dad again and that would have just made me angry and upset. I did remember about Jessie though and the kiss she gave me on Saturday night. I wasn't too convincing when I pushed her away so I'm going to have to make it clear at training that I have no feelings for her or it could get ugly. I'm not really sure if Liv is a jealous person but I'd be jealous if I saw live with some girl all over her like Jessie always is on me. Once I got off the bus I stood and looked at the school for a little bit. How can it have only been one week since I started here. So much has already happened. I scared me a little thinking how fast things have happened. I never really thought about it but I am so bloody smitten with Liv that I haven't really had the time to think of anything else but her. I'm not one of those people who get into things quickly my mother kind of ruined my belief in trust before I even knew what trust was. I guess that's what happens when you get abandoned at birth. I've heard most people who are adopted always want to find their real parents but I've never had that desire. She didn't want me so I don't want her. Ahh I have to stop thinking about this, schools about to start I need to focus. As soon as I walked in I was grabbed and pulled into a quiet corridor. Immediately lips were on mine. God they felt so damn good. This is the reason I came to school. Her body was pressed right up against mine and I had to fight the urge to rip her clothes of right then and there. A door nearby opened and she was 2 feet away from me in a split second. I stood there, my head still spinning, I saw her wipe her bottom lip with her thumb, it was so erotic I was wet straight away. We got some strange looks but nobody saw what had happened they only saw me leaning against the wall my legs like jelly with a massive grin on my face and Liv standing opposite staring at me her eyes glazed and seductive. It was amazing how well I already knew her. I could tell that she was just as turned on as I was and was just as disappointed that we got disrupted. The bell finally got me out of my reverie and I grabbed her hand and pulled her towards our class. We played it off as a joke swinging our hands between us pretending to be silly school girls but it was all just an act so we could be as close to each other as possible without anyone noticing the crazy sexual tension between us. The morning classes went by in a blur, all I thought about was Liv and her amazing lips on mine this morning. "Hey babe. My dad's away for a few days working, any chance you can make up an excuse to stay at mine tonight?" I whispered to her as we walked to get our lunch. "I'll see what I can do, give me 5 minutes then I'll meet you at the table." I gave her hand a tight squeeze then watched her as she walked away. As I was walking to meet our friends I bumped into Jessie. "Hey. Just the girl I wanted to see. So why'd you run off on me on Saturday after I kissed you?" "Ah yeah sorry about that it's just that I don't like you in that way and I kind of freaked and didn't know what to do and I didn't want to hurt your feelings so I ran." "Don't worry about it babe most girls don't realise that they are into girls till I come along. Soon enough you'll be into me don't be scared it's completely natural." `Holy shit did she just say that? Man she is cocky.' "Haha sorry Jessie it's not that it's just that I'm not into you." "Sure babe, whatever you say. I know girls like you just like being chased and playing hard to get." I let out a big sigh. This woman just doesn't give up. "Oh wow you caught me, now I'm all embarrassed. I better go before I start blushing." With that I turned and walked away. I wonder if she got the sarcasm dripping from my voice. Knowing her she probably didn't. I sat down at the lunch table after saying a few hello's and started eating my sandwich. The girls were talking about clothes and boys and who everyone hooked up with at the party. I was extremely uninterested by their conversation so I just sat there in my own little world thinking about Liv. It caught me by surprise when someone whispered in my ear "I'm all yours tonight babe." I was so excited. As soon as she sat down next to me I put my hand on her thigh under the table. It was so hard not to start rubbing it and moving upwards but I knew people might see and suspect something so I just let it sit there. Just being able to be near her made me happy. "So, Cooper. I saw you and Jessie get pretty close on Saturday night. What's up with that?" Everyone turned to look at me. `Oh shit how did Angela know that? I guess a lot of people probably saw us kiss Jessie certainly isn't one for subtlety. How am I going to get out of this one?' "Didn't I see you pretty close to Andrew on Saturday? He is like so gorgeous." Liv said to Angela. Everyone burst out talk about how cute and sweet Andrew was and the attention was off me again. I looked at Liv and she saw the appreciation in my eyes. That was not something I wanted to discuss right now and she had easily diverted the conversation. Man this woman is amazing. She tightly squeezed my hand and smiled at me. The bell rang and Liv and I had to go different ways. As I was walking off one of the girls from the table called out to me. I think her name is Dani, I wasn't quite sure she was always the quiet one in the group. "Hey, I'm Dani. I don't know if we've been officially introduced." She stuck her hand out. "Hey. Cooper. Yeah I'm not sure that we have. What's up?" I took her hand and shook it. "So, you're gay right?" `Wow she's very blunt. How the hell do I answer that?' "Ahh I umm" "Hey its cool you don't have to worry about me telling anyone. I am too but no one knows yet, I'm not sure if I'm ready to come out yet. You keep my secret and I keep yours?" "Yeah ok cool. How did you know?" "I saw you hooking up with Jessie on Saturday night. It was kinda obvious and the way you treat the boys around here that all the other girls swoon over gave you away as well. So do you want to go out sometime?" `I guess she isn't as shy as I thought she was' "Uh thanks for the offer but I'm really into someone else sorry. It'd be cool to hang out sometime though." "Yeah. Liv is easy to fall for. I swear half the straight girls in this place want her but sorry to tell you it's not going to happen she is straight I even saw her and some guy go into a room together at the party and I'm pretty sure it wasn't for milk and cookies if you know what I mean." "Does everyone know I like her? And maybe she just wanted to talk to him." I was getting a bit defensive I really have to be able to handle this stuff better Liv has a reputation that needs to be upheld even if it is only to make her parents happy. "Nah everyone just thinks you look at her because she's so hot. Everyone else does so they just think you're the same but I can tell it's more. Don't worry I won't tell anyone." "Ok thanks. Well I have to go to class but I guess I'll see you round." "Ok. Promise you'll think about what I asked though." "Yeah I will." I got to class and sat down. Man that was awkward. I can't believe she just asked me out. I had no idea she was even gay. I think I am going to have to start acting straight or something, I can't let people find out or else they'll suspect something about Liv and that wouldn't go down well with her parents. I tried really hard to concentrate on my school work but once again I zoned out. How the hell do I have three girls after me when I've only been at this school for a little over a week? And the fact that Dani can tell how I feel about Liv isn't good, if she can already tell who's to say other people can't too. The rest of the day went by pretty fast, I couldn't tell what I learnt though because I can't even remember half the classes. I was too wrapped up in my own thoughts. Oh well time to go home and get ready for Liv to come over. She said she'd be about an hour or so. I can't wait. I wanted to kiss her so bad all day. When I got home I ran up to my room grabbed some clothes and jumped in the shower. I decided to wear short shorts and a black singlet so I didn't have to wear a bra. I figured there wouldn't be much need for either but I thought I'd humour myself. I ran round quickly cleaning up the place and made sure my bedroom didn't look like a complete mess like it usually does. Liv came over at 4 pretty much on the dot. She waved good bye to her mum from the doorway and as soon as her mum was out of the driveway Liv had the door closed and me pinned against it, her body pressing hard against my own. `God she gets me wet so friggen quick.' "I can't wait to have you naked in my arms." She growled in my ear her voice husky and completely serious. My legs almost gave way, she is so damn hot. "Well, what are we waiting for?" I asked, my eyes sparkling. Liv proceeded to rip my clothes off, I was naked within seconds. It was a good idea to wear very little. She kissed me hard while I took off her pants. I knew we weren't going to make it to my bedroom so I started to steer her towards the living room. I felt the back of her legs hit the couch so I pushed her down onto it and climbed on top of her. I made quick work of her top and bra and stared at her amazing naked body for a second before I was pulled down, her tongue thrust into my mouth. I lay on top of her and spread her legs with one of mine. I felt her wet pussy on my thigh so I ground against her. I felt her hips moving in time with mine as she was rubbing herself on my leg. I knew she wanted more so I slipped my hand in between us and started to slowly drag my fingers up and down her slit. She was so wet it was easy to slip two fingers inside. I started pumping in and out stopping every few minutes to give her clit some attention. I heard her breath get more and more ragged and her moans louder just as I felt her tighten around my fingers. She screamed my name when she came and it was like music to my ears. I loved knowing that I was the only one that could make her feel like this. I realised I was off in my own little world when I was suddenly flipped over and felt Liv on top of me. I barely had time to recover before her lips her hard on mine. My need for her was so strong I was having trouble putting together a coherent sentence. "Fuck me. Now." Was the best I could manage "Love to." I felt her hand on my boob teasing my nipple, and then her hot mouth was on it. I let out a loud moan. Her other hand was sliding down my side, I could feel the anticipation of her touch building inside of me. Then it was there, her fingers doing lazy circles around my clit then just as I was getting used to it she put pressure on it. I gasped and felt her smile into my breast. Her fingers made their way down my pussy then I felt the amazing sensation when she filled me. She started thrusting her fingers into me and it felt so good. I could feel my whole body reacting to her touch. She curled her fingers round and put pressure on my G-spot which sent me over the edge in seconds. I could feel my juices covering her fingers and watched as she brought them to her mouth and licked them clean, her eyes staring straight into mine the whole time. Everything she does is so goddam sexy. We lay there for a while her on top of me with my arms wrapped tightly around her before I felt my stomach rumble and decided it was time for some dinner. I put on underwear and singlet top and watched as Liv did the same. "So, what do you feel like? We don't really have much here but we can order in if you like." "I don't really mind. I'm keen just for some toast or something simple if you are." "Yeah that sounds good, I'm a bit too tired at the moment to make anything spectacular." After we finished our dinner we went upstairs to my room. I had a bit of homework to do because I had no idea what I had done all day in class so I really needed to catch up. I sat on my bed and pulled out all my books while Liv did the same. "I've got a fair bit to do tonight. How about you?" She looked at me sheepishly. "Yeah me too, I was kinda distracted all day thinking about tonight. I didn't get much work done in class." I leant over and kissed her. "That's the reason I have so much to do too." Before I could stop myself my hand was on her thigh slowly moving up her pants. "Coop, come on we have to ohhhh shit." I couldn't help but laugh when she couldn't finish her sentence. "You're right Liv, we should do our homework" I said as I pulled my hand away. I looked away so she wouldn't see me grinning. I knew I had her worked up. "Screw you." She said as she jumped on top of me and ripped off her shirt. "Oh please do." My hands were on her ass as she kissed my neck. She bit me, hard. "Ah paybacks a bitch isn't it? I'm going to have fun watching you try and explain that tomorrow." Just as she said that I heard the front door close. "Holy shit. What the fuck is my dad doing home? Quick get your clothes on."