Date: Fri, 21 Dec 2007 16:27:49 +0100 From: Big_L X Subject: Love in a Broken World-4 Dam dam dummm ma crazy ass story continues y'all need to send me comments man if you read this just tell me what ya think okay. HOLLA PEOPLES. I got out the door and my bike was on dubz I got on it and started riding where the fuck could she be, then I heard another bike behind me, I turned I saw Cece riding, I let out a sigh and pulled over. "Get back home!" I yelled at her. "No!" she yelled back. "What the fuck is wrong with you, I just went to hell and back to get you back and you wanna throw that away, get you black ass back home NOW!" I yelled, I was slowly losing my temper and I swear I would not hesitate to beat her ass down if I had to. "Don't get me wrong I appreciate that but I do not appreciate you going without telling me where you at, I am not the kind of girl that be sitting at home fretting and shit, what happened to us being a team you are my sister and I love you and I'm not gonna sit back and watch you die, we ride together so we die together," she stated simply and stood there standing her ground. As I saw this I saw she was real, and I realised I had been real selfish. "Okay you wanna ride lets ride, well basically Jazz has gone off were ever and I wanna find her before someone else does ya dig, cause if you aint realised she's in on this too and is in as much danger as you and I," I simply explained leaving out the un-important details. "I'm sensing love in the air, I could smell it a mile off, okay she saved my life lets go get your girl," Cece said mounting her bike. "Wait a second were the hell you get that it's pretty tight," I said scooping out her bike. "The godfather proved himself useful ya dig," she said smiling, I smiled back and we rode through town till we got to this club and I don't know why I was drawn to it, it had in bold yellow flashing lights the Loco gay bar," I hoped off my back I was going to tell Cece to wait outside but we had gotten past that so I just let her follow. "The guard scooped me and Cece out we didn't even look at him we just walked in and he didn't seem to stop us, we were hit by the smell of stale alcohol, girls and girls dancing and dudes and dudes dancing, it was all good. Cece seemed to be getting side tracked and was dragged off to the dance floor by this girl I started looking around for Jazz I had no idea why the hell she would be here but I had that feeling and it wouldn't let me leave, then I spotted her, she was in the arms in another girl the were dancing to the music, my immediate reaction was to walk over to the bitch and pimp smack her up but I stopped myself it wasn't the smartest of idea's I checked for Cece who was smiling in this other girls arms I laughed because this girl was gorgeous and she knew that her problem was she never knew what she really wanted. I watched Jazz with loads of different girls who kept dragging her to the dance floor, she looked so fragile like she could break any second, then finally this girl started to drag her outside, it was obvious Jazz had alcohol in her system which made her more submissive. I quickly signalled to Cece that we had to make our move because I recognized the Philipino chick that was dragging her out the door. Cece smiled at the girl she was dancing with and whispered in her ear which I couldn't make out because of the music and came over to me. "We gotta go outside someone just dragged her off," I told Cece and then we rushed outside and there she was backed up against the wall this girl whispering in her ear. Then I noticed it was Miss.Dre from the institute she was one of my personal trainers who first introduced me to girls on girls. I had a twist in my gut I didn't like how she was all on Jazz I listened to what she was saying. "I'll take you to my place and we can have loads of fun," she said to Jazz "I...don't....think....that's a good...idea.....I just wanna sleep," I heard Jazz sigh, working to keep her eyes open. "If that's what you want I know a place we can go," Miss.Dre said to her this was my cue. "Hey hey hey look what the wind blew threw the notoriously sexy Miss.Dre hey why don't you take your fat ass of my chick and go find someone else to bother," I called out to her. "Hey what about me," I said raising my hands in the air all innocently. Miss.Dre slowly lifted her self off Jazz who started to fall to ground then I saw Cece rush from the corner and catch her before she fell and kept on running with her and I could breathe knowing she was safe. "Hey over here, remember me the fat ass, you never seemed to complain about the ass when you were hitting it from behind," she laughed. She was such an ass lol get it ass okay moving on, I rushed towards the bitch and she seemed surprised by my speed but being who she was she caught my fist, I raised my knee and hit her in the stomach she recoiled but bounced back, then threw a high kick, I caught it then run my hand up her thigh still firm and sexy but I had sexier I remembered how she always use to keep her weapons there, and some things just don't change, removed to medium sized knives. "Shit I knew I shouldn't have kept them there, but at least I know I taught you well, I grabbed her neck and threw her on the floor by the neck and then climbed on top of her holding two very sharp knives to her neck. "So what are you going to do now? Kill me," she panted "Naw I'm just gonna knock you the fuck out," I said hitting her hard over the head with the butt of the knife. I looked down at her and laughed, I put the knives in my empty knife pouch just for a souvenir. I got back to where my ride was and saw Cece who was holding a much sober Jazz who was struggling to get away. "I can't let you goy Jazzy, sorry but your just not fit enough to be running round these dangerous streets of Brooklyn," she said an all too patronizing voice. "Let her go," I said calmly. Cece looked surprised and very reluctant. "Hell no," she said. "No let her go, she obviously doesn't love me, I would go to hell and back for her but she just goes to the club grinding on every cat she sees, I cant go on loving someone and not being loved back Cece let her go," I said fighting back the tears I barely cried ever in my life and I was strong, how could one girl break me like this, I had to let her go. Cece looked at me one last time before letting her go, Jazz just stood there, like she was thinking then she walked up to me and hugged me, I was really reluctant to start all over again but I knew I wanted to so I hugged her back holding her tight and then I felt her love and that's all I needed right now, though I was gonna seriously talk to her about the dancing and grinding with other chicks. ****************************************************************************** I just sat in the room by myself I was sober now but I still remembered everything including the pain I saw in Demetria's eyes and in her voice when she spoke. "Jazz," Demetria called as she came in to my room. "Yeah," I silently replied. "Well we have a lead on where the next institute is based at, it's a power station not too far from here they put that on as front while they're probably doing advanced technology to kids and stuff so me and Cece are going to check it out and see what's up come back and talk and work out a plan to bring those mother fuckers down and that's where you come in, I need you to get a plan of the structure and build of the power station, you think you can do that for me," she asked me. "No," I simply replied. "Umm okay I understand," she silently said. "If you're going I'm going with you, you could die I'm not gonna sit here while you could be lying there bleeding out your brains," I said telling her exactly how I feel. "Well there is nothing I can do about that, except promise you that you have my love, but I can't... I wont take you with me this is my battle not yours," she told me sitting down on the bed. "I don't care about who's battle it is all I want is to be beside you," I said getting up and standing up in front of her and look up at her. "Please baby," I said reaching up and hugging her neck. "I can't I love you way too much for you to get in that shit," she said to me which made me push her away. I was getting real frustrated it aint her job to protect me. "Then I aint helping you," I said to her stubbornly. "That's fine I know a chick called Dex she sick with this stuff too," she said picking up her bag pack and slinging it on her back. I knew Dex she was a close friend back when then we lost contact, problem was she always wanted what I had, so we competed for everything including girls. "You can't ask Dex," I said to her. "I'll do what I want, you don't understand this aint a joke, peoples lives are at stake and you here trippin not helping me so I get it from someone who will give it to me and I'll do whatever to get her help," she said to me. Whatever, did that include sleeping with her? "Iyt I'll do it, for you baby but you got leave this Dex chick out of it iyt," I told her, she answer by hugging me picking me up so I could wrap my legs around her waist, then she kissed me lightly on my lips. "Thank you, I knew you would," she said smiling showing her perfect set of pearly teeth and then she was gone, I slumped on my bed and cried, I don't know why but I just needed a way of releasing all the stress within, then I went out my room to go face everybody. "Okay we all ready, on Cece," I heard D.L say. "Wait hold up," I said getting into geek mode. "I have some devices that'll be use full," I said going to the safe which D.L broke into then opened the inner cell which D.L hadn't ever noticed then brought 3 earpieces a laptop and handed Cece and D.L earpieces. "I'll speak to you guys with this master ear piece I can switch between talking to both of you separately and both of you at the same time," I said smiling and they both smiled back. Then I watched as both Cece and my baby left my crib not knowing if they will ever come back again. I sighed and set my computers up, and began hacking into government files to find the architecture work of the power station. "Yes!" I yelled jumping up when I found it but its structure was so complicated. I went and got my stereo out and played my favourite tunes cause I seemed to work better with music on. "Nice singing baby girl," I heard D.L say in my ear piece which I had totally forgot about. I couldn't help but feel embarrassed cause I couldn't sing for shit. "What you crazy she can't sing," I heard Cece giggle. "Cece I'ma kick your ass when you get back here," I said to her. "If," she said back. "What you mean if," I said suddenly getting scared. "Look shut up Cece, baby don't be scared they just have more security than anticipated but we can buss this," D.L said trying to reassure me. "Oh shit," I heard Cece yell as gun shots went off and all I heard was rustling and yelling then it all came to a halt. "D.L," I heard Cece yell, I was going crazy at this point then it went dead they switched of there pieces and then after about 10minuets they came back on. "What the fuck happened!" I yelled. "Well," "Nothing, we handled it," D.L said interrupting Cece. I switched to Cece mode so only she could hear me. "Cece what happened are you guys okay," I said real worried, silence I could only hear whispering. "She's been shot," she whispered to me. I switched back to general where they could both hear me. "Both of you come home now this is not how it's supposed to go down," I said to them. "We got this, iyt it's just a little cut," D.L said determined little did she know I was determined too. "Sorry D.L I love you but that aint a little cut blood is pouring out from that, we need to go back and re-think the plan," Cece said to her. "Damn straight and if you don't come back her real quick I'm gonna come down there whether you like it or not," I added. "Iyt we coming back calm your ass down," D.L rasped I knew my baby was in pain. "Hurry," I said real desperately. They got back in under and hour, Cece came bustling through the door with D.L under her arm, she had lost a lot of blood, I lay her down on the couch and started to tend to her wounds, I couldn't help crying when I saw the shot, I knew I had to take the bullet out. She was breathing real heavily I knew I would never forget how she screamed when we pulled the bullet out. ****************************************************************************** The pain was fucking unbearable as they pulled that bullet out of me. I remember scream Jazz's name before passing out from the pain, I wish I'd gone to a hospital was the last thought I had before I passed out. "Baby, baby are you awake," I heard Jazz say though my eyes were still closed; I opened them slowly and saw her eyes which were a little red from crying. "Hey boo I missed you," I said to her sitting up and hugging her. I looked down at the bandage on my abdomen then began to tear at it. "What are you doing stop, stop it!" Jazz yelled at me trying to grab my hand but I'd already ripped it off. She started at my stomach where the gunshot was. "I'm genetically modified I heal fast," I said giggling, and then she punched me hard in my shoulder. "You're a mother fucking dick; you had me so worried you could've died," she cried flinging her arms round me. "Well I'm not dead so no worries baby you trippin," I said in her ear she kissed me all over my face, whispering sweet things in my ear, then the door opened. "Yuck you guys get a room," Cece said at the door. "Man shut up we is in one," I said to her laughing. "Well it's still Eww," she said back. "Well eww or not it's still hot so get out we was about to get down to business," I said to her. "No we wasn't Cece she was daydreaming, we got some more serious business to handle like hooking you up with bullet proof stuff," Jazz said climbing off me, but I quickly wrapped my hands round her waist. "I'm not wearing no bullet proof shit, that's for people who are scared of death," I said to her looking her straight in the eye daring her to challenge me. "You telling me you aint scared of death," she said to me in an angry voice. "No baby I'm not, not one bit, I've faced it everyday of my life so it's like a part of me," I silently replied. "Well I'm scared of death for you so you goin wear the bullet proof vests for me okay," she said using those amazing eyes to try hypnotize me, but this was one fight I was not going to back down from. "Well I'm sorry baby, you'll just have to not be scared for me," I told her straight up. "Iyt do what you want I'm going out and I don't know when I'm gonna be back," she said angrily. "Whoa where you going," I said getting up and grabbing my jacket. "Far from your selfish ass, you say you love me but you're ready to die well whatever I'm leaving," she yelled. "You could get killed," I stupidly said to her and I finally got what she was doing. "Well I'm not scared of death either so kiss my ass," she growled. "Done that already, I'd be pleased to do it again," I shot back. "Ewwwww don't forget we are in here, look you got with my sister and believe me she is stubborn but D.L I think we've met our match, now shut up both of you before I ship you off for marriage counselling, so get your horny ass's of the bed and go put the shit on D.L, there is too much at stake here okay," Cece yelled at both of us. Storming out, Jazz and I stared at each other. "I'm sor..." "Save it I don't want hear nothing you gots to say it because you're a selfish asshole," Jazz said, her voice cracked as she said it so I know she didn't mean it. "So I am, so punish me," I said pulling her close and grabbing her ass. "Maybe I will later," she said winking at me. This was definitely the girl for me I knew it in my heart my head and every other part of my body she made tingle.