Date: Mon, 11 Apr 2011 19:15:11 -0400 (EDT) From: jackieduarte09@aim.com Subject: NEW SENIOR 3 JACKIE bell for the last class of the day rang and everyone rushed out the room, I went to wait for Ashley outside, I started talking with Jane that soccer practice was horrible because it was all muddy, "look" she said, I looked to my side and smiled at this beautiful blue eyed blond wearing tight jeans and a black shirt, "I'll leave you guys alone" said Jane "Ha thanks Jane I'll see you tomorrow" I said while she was walking to her truck "hey" I said and gave Ashley a peck on the cheek, I asked her if she needed a ride and she agreed. The whole ride we talked about the dance I told her she should wear anything she is comfortable in, we arrived at her house and we made out for a couple minutes and then she said she had to go inside "Okay I'll call you later" I said to her "I'll be waiting" she said and gave me a last kiss "bye" I said, she headed to her front door she stopped and blew me a kiss, I smiled at her and left. I arrived at my house and my band was there, I forgot we had to practice for the dance. "So I think we should do So Contagious, Dead!, Girlfriend, Lasso, Living in America, Start a Fire, and then we can let some people request the songs" said Paul "This is going to be fucking awesome you guys" I said, "How about we practice the songs and then we can go play xbox" I suggested "Hell yeah" said Bob. We practiced till like 8pm and then we went to my living room and played Modern Warfare, like always I powned them.It was almost the end of the game when my phone started to ring, everyone knew who it was because I told them earlier. "Jackie you better answer that you don't want your girlfriend to get pissed" said Dereck"Fuck you Dereck" I said and shot him in the head with my sniper and I got the last kill of the game. "Hey Jackie am I interrupting?" asked Ashley "No not all, I was actually hoping you would call" I said "Hey Jackie do you think that Im pretty?" she asked " where is all this coming from?" I asked her "please Jackie just answer me..." "Well, I don't think your pretty... I think you beautiful" I said "Aww Jackie you scared me there for a second, and what is it that you like about me" she asked me "Well I love your eyes I swear I could stare into them my whole life, I love your dimples, I love how you are nice to anyone that talks to you,I love how you try hard to understand people. I love your humor and your smarts and how you act when you are mad, actually I find that hot" I said and I could hear her laughing on the other side of the call, even my friends were rolling on floor laughing I had to laugh myself, "What do you like about me Ashley?" I asked "Well Jackie I love how you are nice to everyone in the school and you respect everyone too, I love you eyes too I love how brown they are, I love your hairstyle it makes you look so smart, I love your body, I love how your so atlethic, I love you fashion, and I think you look hot with glasses" she said making me blush like shit, good thing she wasn't here "thanks Ashley, but where is all this coming from?" I asked her "Well I was talking with Grace..." my smile turned into a frown "Ashley why are you talking with her... nevermind I won't tell you what to do or what not to do please continue" I said and took a big breath, "Well she said that you were only going out with me to fuck me she also said that you only liked my ass and my breasts" she said "Look a lot of people make that mistake that I just going out with them to fuck them well I not okay Ashley I like you for who you are, I like your personality and I don't need to fuck to be happy all I need is someone to love, baby" I said "Jackie you always know what to say, you are the sweetest thing ever, I have to go I'll see you tomorrow" she said and we hang up.I continued playing with the guys, I mean my brother wasn't going to be home until probably next year because he left to college last week, I was home alone for the year.------- ASHLEY After lunch ended the classes went great, finally it was time to go home I walked to the door and there she was my love Jackie sitting next to Jane, smiling at me with that perfect smile, I walked over to her and Jane left to her truck, Jackie gave me a small kiss on the cheek and offered me a ride that I couldn't reject. "Jackie what should I wear" I asked her "wear anything you are comfortable in" she said, we arrived at my house that's when I made my move and we made out for a few minutes and then I told her I had to go inside, I gave Jackie a last kiss and went to open the front door but before going inside I blew Jackie a kiss and she smiled and left. I went inside and into my roomI couldn't stop thinking how Jackie has changed my life because I wasn't doing this for revenge I was dating Jackie because I fell crazy in love with her and I felt it in my heart that I wanted to be with her for the rest of my life ,unlike Grace I never felt that and we dated for like 2 years and I have been with Jackie for like 2 days. I went to my room to work on my homework but I got a call I didn't even bother to check who it was I thought it was "Hey baby you called early" I said but it was actually Grace "Oh so you do forgive me thank god..." "Fuck no I thought this was Jackie not you Grace I am really fucking mad with you" I said "Oh so Jackie is your new girlfriend huh? alright but let me tell you this Jackie will never be like me I know you well and she will never love you like me" "your right Grace Jackie will never be like you she is much better, she knows me better, and I bet she loves me more than you" I said "Well I don't think so because Ashley she like me is only dating you to fuck you just admit it one day you will be alone with her and all she will do is take advantage and fuck you" she said "Fuck you Grace, Jackie isn't like that" I said and not giving her the chance to say anything I hang up. I kept working on my homework but I couldn't stop thinking about what she said, I felt bad because I was actually agreeing with Grace, so I called Jackie it was late but I knew she would be up, I asked her what she liked about me and she said the sweetest things ever, she asked me where all this was coming from that's when I told her I talked with Grace I could imagine her face because she hated Grace for what she did to me "Look alot of people make that mistake that I'm only going out with them to fuck them well I'm not, look Ashley I like you for who you are I like your personality and I don't need to fuck to be happy I just need someone to love, baby" she said, it sounded so sincere like she It was coming from her house, we stopped talking for the night and I will never make that mistake that Jackie is only going out with me to fuck me but I wouldn't mind remembering her for the rest of my life as the person I lost my virginity to. I fell asleep and started dreaming about Jackie: we were outside on really green grass and I was on top of her kissing her cherry lips and i got on my knees to take off my shirt and she stopped me and told me that she would do it, she took off my shirt and was slowly taking my bra off...beep beep ugh my fucking alarm went off when it was getting good. I got up got dressed and headed to my driveway to wait for the bus, god it was cold and I heard there was snow coming later this weekend but it was December it was about time. I don't know what was taking the bus so long I have been waiting for over 4 minutes now I don't want to sound like a diva but that was the longest, I was thinking of walking to school, I looked to my left and saw a big red ford coming my way but it was slowing down, it pulled over and one window slid down, "Hop in Ashley" hah it was Jackie, I got in and gave Jackie a huge kiss and sat down.-------- JACKIE The next day I woke up and dressed, I put on my blue shirt some jeans, my black belt, my white and blue sneakers and my leather jacket. I went to have breakfast before leaving. After I ate breakfast I look at my phone it was 7:04, I remember hearing Ashley that her bus comes at 7:15 I had eleven minutes to get there,I called Jane and asked her to pick Dani up, she sounded pretty happy and I know Dani will be too when she picks her up. I didn't take my mustang this time I took my ford , my dad bought it a long time ago but I made sure to keep it in good shape. I got to Ashley's street I saw a girl in jeans and a blue jacket I pulled up and lowered the window, I told her to get in, she told me she wasn't expecting me to pick her up I told her that I wanted to surprise her "Now that you are with me you will never have to ride in a bus and even if something happens and we stay just as friends which I hope doesn't happen I would still love to give you rides" I said to her looking in her eyes but I got back to concetrating on the driving. We got to school, she grabbed my hand, I locked the car behind me, I squeezed her hand tight but not too tight I didn't want to hurt her she smiled it was so cute, I walked to her locker with her I leaned against some lockers and she started talking to me how she wants to learn to do many things and one of them was learn how to play the guitar "Did you say you want to learn to play the guitar?" I asked her, she closed her locker and put her arms around my neck "Yeah, I always dreamt of playing one" she said "Well I can make your dream come true, I could teach you and you don't have to waste money at some music lesson center" I said "Well I have to pay you some way but how?..." she said "I don't know" I said and leaned in to kiss her, "I think I do now" she said in a seductive tone "Ha I think so too, come on let's go" I said and we walked to class talking about songs I could teach her and when I could teach her. I sat down next to her, "Hey Stacy have you seen Dani?" I asked Stacy "No I haven't seen Dani or Jane either" she said that made me worried homeroom was almost over and I was worried about Dani and Jane but Ashley kept telling me to relax. The door opened and in walked Dani and Jane happy as could be, they sat down with Ashley and me, "Where the hell have you guys been?" I asked them but was giving Dani a cold stare "Calm down Jackie" said Dani "Im sorry I'm just worried, where have you guys been?" I asked them calmly "Well..." Dani said laughing and turning red, she looked at Jane "Should we tell them?" she asked Jane "Well she is your cousin I think she should know" she replied "Know what? just spill it" I said getting impatient "babe calm down" Ashley said and gave me a kiss on the cheek, "Im sorry" I said again "Okay Jackie and Ashley, I just want to thank you for going to trouble and asking Jane to pick me up, two good things came out one is I didn't have to go on the bus, and secondly... well...um, Jane and I kissed" she said all of a sounded "Oh does that mean you guys are dating now?" Ashley asked them "Yup" I was very happy for her but I was still in shock "Jackie say something we need you to be okay with this" said Dani sounding desperate "I....um... I am, congrats you guys I hope you guys last a long time. uh Jane can talk to you for a minute" I said, I must have been looking serious because Ashley said "Don't say anything stupid""I won't" I said and gave her a kiss on the forehead, me and Jane walked to a corner, "Look Jane I am happy for you and Dani, but I don't want to sound like her mom or dad but don't play with her okay she has been in relationships with horrible people and I'm not saying you're one of them I'm just saying be good with her" I said "Jackie no worries, I promise I will treat her like a queen, and I'm glad you accept us" she said, we walked back and the bell rang and we all left to class.------- ASHLEY We arrived at school and I told Jackie while unpacking that I wanted to learn how to play the guitar and she said she could teach me and I asked her how could I pay her back and I kissed her and she said that I now knew how to pay her. We walked together and she told me about her favorite songs that she could teach me and when she could teach me, god I love how she's so helpful I love her, it feels so awkward because I never told her that I loved her but neither has she told me I want it to be perfect, I hope it would be tonight at the dance but she hadn't asked me to go to the dance with her either I was worried that I would end up going without being asked to go by someone. When we got to homeroom Jackie got so worried about her cousin I thought it was cute because she really loved her like a sister and she must have treated her like a sister, I squeezed her hand and told her to calm down and she did. Finally Jane and Dani walked through the door happy as shit and me and Jackie were both wondering why and finally they came out and said they were dating, Jackie just sat there shocked then she and asked Jane to talk with her I told her bot to do anything stupid she kissed me in the forehead and left with Jane to a corner to talk, "So how did this happen?" I asked Dani, she blushed for a second there she reminded me of Jackie "well she picked me up and asked me if I wanted to go for breakfast but I rejected, we went to the gas station and when she was done I asked her what she felt about me and she told me that she has liked me for a long time and well it just happened we kissed and we ended making out for a long time and didn't realize the time" she said "Ha the gas station is so romantic" I said "Well how did you and Jackie start dating" she asked me "Well Grace cheated on me and that day I was working on the project with Jackie and I told Jackie what happened and she sat the next to me and hugged me tight and told me all this sweet things, then she carried me to the living room and we watched a movie that's when I sat up and gave Jackie a kiss but she ended up running away" I said "oh but than how?" she asked "Well I asked her why she ran away and told me that it was because she wanted me to think what I was doing and I told her I knew what I was doing and we made out by her locker and well yeah" I said "Aww well Jackie has always been smooth with people and very nice I love my younger cousin" she said "Yeah" I said "Wait has she told you she loves you yet?" she asked me "No I'm waiting for right moment and I think she might be too" I said "I know what you mean" she said "Well she hasn't asked me to the dance yet either" I said "Just wait" she said and we stopped talking there and that's when Jane and Jackie came back and we all left to class. During gym we played small soccer games and damn it was so Jackie's game she looked so hot defending the goal, it came to this final huge game the teacher said if we won this we could get the next day free, I was do nervous but Jackie kept telling me to calm down, we were down to our last minutes 9-9 who ever got 10 won, Jackie went to talk with Jane and Dani and they agreed on whatever it was and finally she came by me " Okay Ashley you ready for this? I will get everyones attention and that's when I will pass you the ball" I just nodded "Don't worry about anything, I trust in you babe you'll do alright" she said and went to center to kick the ball, she was passing back and forth and she was so close and everyone was crowding her that's when she made her move and passed the ball to me everything went in slow motion everyone was screaming and I saw Jackie mouthing "Kick it" and I did so and it went in! My whole team rushed to hug me, Jackie picked me up by my waist and put me back down to floor "Way to go babe" she said, the teacher gave us passes to bring to gym next time so he doesn't forget what he said we rushed to go change but Jackie stayed backed and talked with some people mostly guys I walked with Dani and Jane to go change, and then shortly Jackie showed up with a huge smile but she didn't tell anyone why even though everyone asked but not me. I stared at her changing I love how she doesn't even have to flex for you to see her abs God she made me so horny. Jackie and I left to biology together, "What was that all about?" I asked her "Well I want it to be a surprise, but I can't keep anything from you" she said pinching my cheek "Okay what happened?" I asked her "Well" she said holding the door open for me to go in classroom and luckily the teacher wasn't there, I grabbed Jackie's hands as I sat on the table "My friend recorded us playing some songs and sent it to some guy that can make bands famous and he said that he wants to meet us in person" she said "God that's fantastic" I said and kissed her and we started making out but then we heard the door knob turn so we stopped, even though everyone knew we were dating even the teacher. Jackie kissed me in the cheek and left to her assigned seat I know it sucks because now she Has to sit with some other girl that happens to be one of her ex Gina Steven, Gina was 5'5 had brown hair and nice green eyes I know she was a cheerleader, Jackie passed a note to someone and that person passed it to me : Dear Ashley, don't get jealous , she and I have been friends for a long time, sure she gives me hugs but they mean nothing to me. I love when she sends me notes she usually puts something sweet like "You look beautiful" but she hasn't told she loves me yet, Grace told me she loved me in less than a day. The bell rang and we walked together to social studies, atleast in this class we got to sit next to each other but Jackie seemed so concentrated on something else and not on me she kept on talking to someone sitting behind us I think his name was Paul, "Yeah dude I can't wait till tonight its goig to be the shit, hey did you ask Selena to the dance tonight?" she asked him "No I haven't have you asked someone to the dance yet?" He asked her "No I don't think I will though I mean we are going to be playing like the entire night" she said, I pretended not to listen to all of this and started working on the do now.------ JACKIE We all went to gym and the unit was Soccer and I am a good player in soccer, we were playing games with like 4 people and then the teacher stopped us all and decided to make it fun so he said the next games will be like small tournaments whoever get 10 points first gets the next gym day free to themselves. So far all teams had scored less then 8 I was nervous because Dani and Jane were barely paying attention to the game, it was our turn to play and we were doing fantastic but unfortunately so was the other team, it was 9-9 I called time out and went to talk with Dani and Jane "Look I know you guys are tired so heres the plan I will pass the ball to Ashley after I get the whole team to follow me okay?" I said and they agreed, I then walked up to Ashley and told her the plan and I told her not to worry about a thing. We resumed playing and I started up passing back and forth and then I saw basically the whole team was following me so I passed the ball to Ashley, she stared for a while and I yelled at her to kick it and she did and we scored!! We all ran up to her. I picked her up and then I put her back down I was so proud for her, the teacher gave us some passes he said that they're so he doesn't forget the promise then he told us to go change, I saw Paul, Bob, and Dereck enter the gym "Hey you guys what's up" I asked them "Jackie we asked the principal if we could come here to tell you that Bob recorded us playing and he sent it to some record producer so he said he wants to meet us in person tonight at the dance!" he said "Holy- that's awesome you guys, so I guess I'll see you guys later" I said "Yeah I'll see you in Social Studies Jackie, but don't tell anyone okay except your girlfriend if you want but just her" said Paul "Alright see you" I said and ran to the locker room and everyone asked why I had a huge smile on my face but I didn't tell them, I waited for Ashley so we could leave to Biology, she asked me why I was so happy "Well" I said and opened the door for her "My friend recorded us playing some songs and sent it some guy that can make bands famous and he said he wants to meet us in person" I said but I was so distracted by her she looked hot sitting on the table "God thats fantastic" she said and gave me a gentle kiss and soon we started french kissing but we stopped because the kids and teachers started coming to class so I gave her a kiss on the cheek and headed to sit down next to one of my exgirlfriends Gina I could see hate in Ashley's beautiful blue eyes so I decided to make a note saying that she shouldn't be jealous that Gina and I have been friends for a while. I saw her smile so I knew she trusted in me. Gina started talking about a party she is having for christmas and that I'm invited to it "What about Ashley" I asked her "Oh well she can come too" she said and I told her I'll think about it. THe bell rang and Ashley and I headed to social studies, god I wanted to ask Ashley to the Dance but I was waiting for the right time like at lunch, I wanted tonight to be special I was hoping to tell her that I love her but first I had to ask her to the dance. I started talking with Paul about the dance tonight and I asked him if he had asked Selena to the dance, he told me he hasn't, he asked me if asked anyone to the dance yet, I winked and I told him noand that I wasn't going to but I was going to. I looked at Ashley she looked like an angel just working on her do now god I wanted to kiss her. The bell rang and I walked with Ashley to the door "Ashley I was wondering if--" I was interrupted by Dereck he pulled me "Ashley I'll see you at lunch" I said she looked so confused and so was I "What the fuck Dereck?" I asked him "Jackie the principal wants to talk with us now" he said and we headed to the office Paul and Bob were already there, the secretary told us to wait, we all sat down until the principal called us in "Sit down kids sit" he said and we obeyed "You must be wondering what you are doing here right?" he asked and we nodded "So here's the deal Robert told us how there will be a record producer coming to the dance, so if you guys need more time to practice you can have the whole day off today, you can go practice at the gym until school ends or you can go back to class now what will it be?" he asked with a smirk "I think we will start practicing after lunch" I said "Thats good I will send an email to your teachers so you will have no problems" he said "But now get back to class" he said and we did "I'll see you guys after lunch" I said and headed into class. Finally the bell rang I mad my way to lunch and I told everyone what the principal said to us and they were all happy but I didn't mention the part about the producer. I lined up to get lunch with Jane "Hey Jane look I have been waiting for the perfect moment to ask Ashley to the dance" I said "Jackie that's great she's been nervous that you wouldn't ask her out, I think you should ask her now before practice" she said "I should and I will thanks, hey did you ask Dani yet?" I asked her "No I'll do it right after you" she said "Yeah cool I could take you guys unless you want to take her" I said "No we can all hang out even though I would die to spend more time with her you know she is beautiful" she said and I could see she meant it "I know be careful okay she gets crazy sometimes" I said and we started laughing, we got our food and headed to the table "Ready?" I asked her she said she was. I ate my apple and drank some water "okay" I said and kicked Jane under the table as a sign of what I was going to do "Ashley" I said and grabbed her hand "I was wondering even though I might be playing music the whole night... I was wondering if you wanted to go to the dance with me" I said real slowly her face made me get butterflies and I felt all nervous everyone started to get quiet waiting for a response "I thought you'd never ask" she said and kissed me "Is that a yes" I asked her "Hell yes Jackie" I smiled at her and kissed her back, I put my arm around Ashley's waist and looked at Jane "Dani I know we started going out today but I too was wondering if you wanted to go to the dance with me" she said "Yes I would love to" said Dani and kissed her but difference is they didn't stop "Hey" I said to make them stop and everyone started laughing. "Ashley I have to go to the gym to practice for the rest of the day I'll see you later honey" I said and kissed her hand and left to the gym to practice. I went there and we practice so much I got a cut on my finger from all those chords, god the day went fast it was already time to go home, I ran to get my jacket and went by Ashley's locker and waited "I missed you" I heard someone say behind me "I missed you too" I said and gave her a hug "So what should I wear to the dance" she asked me "God we went over this ha wear anything you feel like I know you will look hot" I said "Jackie I just don't want to embarass you" she said real quiet looking at the ground, I lifted her face by her chin "Ashley you will never embarrass me, if anybody is embarrassing it's me" I said, she kissed me in the cheek. We got in my car I told her that I will pick her up after I pick Jane and Dani up unless she wanted me to pick her up first, she told me I could pick her up last she said it would give her more time to dress "Okay I'll see you later" she said and gave me a kiss before going inside. God I love that chick.------ ASHLEY Oh my god Jackie was about to ask me something but Dereck had to come and interrupt I was so confused I walked to class, I sat down next to Jane I told her how worried I was that Jackie wouldn't ask me to the dance "Don't worry Ashley she will, just give her time, I have to ask Dani to the dance" she said "Ha that's great don't get nervous I know she will say yes if you ask her" I said to her. In class we worked on this group thing where we had to work with a partner I had to work with David Pinns I wasn't nervous but annoyed he kept saying this cheesy pick up lines he was one of Jackie's friends "Look Ashley I know you are going out with Jackie but we can still do things I mean what Jackie doesn't know won't hurt her" he said god I wanted to kick him in the balls "Shut up David" I kept on saying until the bell rang "Ashley I'll see you at the dance" he said and ran to catch up with his friends and they were nerds, I walked to lunch and sat down and waited for Jackie. Finally she came in and started talking about what just happened to her, she said she had to go to the office to talk with the principal an she said he let them practice the rest of the school day, I was proud of her, she got up to get lunch I liked bringing in lunch but all she got was a fruit and a bottle of water for lunch, I was talking with other people about some quiz we have in math then I felt a warm soft hand touch mine, "I was wondering even though I might be playing music the whole night... I was wondering if you wanted to go to the dance with me" she said real softly she looked so cute her cheeks were red "I thought you'd never ask" I said and kissed her I found it funny that she asked me if that was a yes. A second after Jackie asked me to the dance, Jane asked Dani to the dance it was adorable, Jackie kissed me in the forehead and told me she had to go to practice. I just sat there with all the other people talking about dance, in my head I was thinking if maybe this will be the day Jackie tells me she loves me or at least I tell her. Lunch finished and I had to go to class alone, its been less than 2 hours and I already miss Jackie's voice and her strong arms. I got into class and sat down next Dani , she and I weren't going to see the people we love but we had each other we started talking about the dance again. Finally the last bell rang and I couldn't wait to see Jackie god she's got me going crazy, as I got close to my locker I saw this person by my locker wearing jeans and a leather jacket and white and red sneakers I recognized the body, "I missed you" I said "I missed you too" said Jackie and pulled me into a huge hug I loved her perrfume. I asked Jackie what I should wear she laughed and reminded me that I could wear anything because I would look hot anyway, I looked at the ground and said that I didn't want to embarrass her "Ashley you will never embarrass me and if anybody is embarrassing it's me" she said, she's so sweet I kissed her on the cheek, and we got in the car and headed to my house. Jackie told me she would pick me up after Dani and Jane, she headed to her house to get everything ready. I went inside and directly into my room I called my mom and told her that I would be going to dance she was okay since she didn't spend much time with me she said I could have fun but not to drink. I could decide on wearing a skirt or a dress but I came to my decision it was already 5:50 and I had less than 2 hours. I took a shower, put red panties, and a red bra, and my red dress. I put on my make up I looked in the mirror and was happy with what I saw. I looked at the clocke and it read 6:53, Jackie would be here any minute, I sat down and watched some t.v and shortly after I heard a knock on the door I arose and went to open it Jackie was dressed in jeans and a north face and under a button up shirt and black and white sneakers she looked up at me, she almost tripped and I thought to myseld "Do I really look that good?", Jackie said "Wow" I giggled I could feel myself blushing "Should we go?" I asked her "What oh yeah lets go" she said, I grabbed her hand all the way to the car she opened the door for me and closed it, I sat in the front and saw Dani in a skirt and a tight hollister shirt Jane was almost dressed as Jackie except Jackie looked better in it well no offense, we all looked hot I could see Jackie looking at me when we stopped by the traffic lights I looked at her and she would blush. We got to the school we all got out, Jackie had to get her microphone and her electric guitar I carried her microphone "Okay so I will be playing half of the night and then the dj will start playing okay?" she said to me "Yeah I'll be here with Jane and Dani" I said to her. Slowly the school started getting crowded and Jackie was with her band getting everything ready, Dani and Jane started talking about some game they will be having I felt happy that they were together on a sport and Jackie would be alone because I don't do sports while she does basketball, soccer, baseball, rugbeat, and who knows what else she does but I bet she does everything not just sports, I mean she works, she's smart, and she volunteers on anything good for the community. At last Paul started talking "Okay welcome everyone to the first senior canteen of the year!" he said and everyone started chanting "Okay we EPRFECT we'll be playing half of the night with some songs and then the dj will continue with entertainment we will start with Dead!" he said and then Jackie started playing her guitar she was amazing and it started Yeah! And if your heart stops beating I'll be here wondering Did you get what you deserve? The ending of your life And if you get to heaven I'll be here waiting, babe Did you get what you deserve? The end, and if your life won't wait Then your heart can't take this.... They played real good I had to admit it. I looked around and saw David he winked at me I just turned my attention back at Jackie. EPRFECT had been playing for more than 2 hours which meant it was almost time for the Dj to start playing, everyone was so excited by the music I was happy because Jackie looked happy playing she played some amazing solos. FINALLY! they stopped playing and said that was all some people got mad because they stopped but they were tired I was waiting for Jackie, I told Dani and Jane I would be in the hallway, I went to the hallway where it was empty and dark, "Hey sexy I saw you looking at me" I heard and turned around because it wasn't Jackie's voice it was... David "Get away David" I said "No thanks" he said and pinned me against the wall I tried pushing him away but I couldn't he was too strong for me "Let go, get off me" I yelled at him, he covered my mouth and said "Not until I get a something" he said an started touching me up and down I started to cry, "Only thing your getting is hit" I heard someone say it was Jackie, she pulled him off of me, he punched her in the stomach but Jackie didn't give up she punched him right in the face with that he was on the floor, that hit hurt her but Jackie continued and kicked him in the stomach, then there was a crowd Jackie ran towards me "Ashley stop crying everything is over, Ash please stop come on" she said and guided me outside to the car I was so scared and was still crying I saw Jackie talking with Dani and Jane but didn't know what was happening, Jackie went inside and came back outside but went in the car with her band Dani drove me to my house I was wondering what happened to Jackie, Dani said something but I couldn't understand it, everything went black.------- JACKIE I was so nevous about tonight but I put on a black button up shirt some loose jeans and some sneakers it was cold so I decided to wear my black north face. I went to pick up Jane she was wearing clothes like me because we agreed we would dress like this, next was my cousins house when we got there we both got off I got off to speak with my aunt about the dance she was alright with her going out with Jane I was so happy Dani had her dream love with her, Dani came down the stairs wearing a skirt she looked nice Jane and Dani headed to the car first but my aunt started telling me that she wanted her home by midnight I said she would be here. I went to the car "Hey stop" I said "Quit making out!" I said but they ignored me "Whatever" I said. I got to Ashley's house at exactly 7:00pm I knocked on the door and holy fuck I almost fell because in front of me lay the most beautiful thing you could ever see "wow" I said, Ashley looked so sexy in a red dress "Should we go" she asked "What oh yeah lets go" I said Im such a fool for her, we walked to my car I opened the door for her. I couldn't stop staring at her, she caught me many times I turned around and I knew my cheeks were cherry red. When we got to the school I went to the back of my car to get my guitar and my microphone "Need help?" asked Ashley, I nodded she helped me with my microphone even though I could have carried it myself I hoped her scent would get on it... wow Im such a creep. I told Ashley the plan for tonight and headed backstage to talk with the guys, we went on stage to get everything prepared. The school started to get full and thats when Paul startd talking and soon we were playing, I kept looking to the crowd to see Ashley alone I felt bad I was happy but lonely in the inside. I played like crazy the hardest solo was the one in Dead! but the easiest was the one in I just wanna run. Finally 2 hours passed and we played all the songs we knew, I told the crowd that was it they got pissed but I'm sorry I was tired and I needed to be with Ashley and tell her I love her. We got off stage and went to put everything away "That was great kids" said Mr.Gray "I want you guys to meet Mr.Henry" he said and in walked a guy in a suit "I have to admit that was some show I like your band I see a great future ahead" he said "Here's my card, lets have dinner sometime to talk about some stuff that will be good for your band" He said handing Bob a card "Pleasure meeting you EPRFECT see you soon" Henry said "Thank you" we all said, we were so surprised and speechless. "Guys I have to go, oh and Paul I talked with Gina and she is looking for you" I said and ran to go find my beloved, "Where's Ashley" I asked Dani "Oh she's in the hallway" she said and returned dancing with Jane. I went to the hallway I checked and checked until finally I found a dark hallway I could see two figures I got closer and I could hear someone crying "Not until I get something" it was David with Ashley he was touching her everywhere, I had a whole rush of energy like some adrenoline kicked in me "Only thing you're getting is hit" I said and pulled him off Ashley, he was quick and punched me in the stomach god that hurt I heard something crack but it was Ashley we are talking about so I didn't give up I got more furious I hit him in the face he was in the floor, and I kicked him in the stomach, my hand hurt like hell but I didn't pay attention, I made my way over to Ashley and begged her to stop crying, I walked her outside Jane and Dani followed, "Dani I'm real hurt okay I don't feel so good, please take my car and drive both Ashley and Jane home I'll go to the hospital with the guys okay please just go" I said and she understood she and Jane went to my car I went inside and asked Paul for a ride to the hospital he was all for it. Paul drove as fast as he could all I could think about was Ashley and how she was crying and if I would have gotten there late he would have raped her. Paul talked with some doctors and told them all about the fight and what happened, a nurse took me into a room to wait for the doctor "Well Ms.Duarte we have to do some exams on your body" he said and he took me into this room where they took pictures of my stomach and my hand, finally the results were in he said I have 3 broken ribs and broken wrist wow all god things yeah right, they put some bandages around my whole waist and stomach and a cast on my hand he said I would be alright in about 3 months. Paul dropped me off home I went straight to my room, I took out my phone and called Ashley but she didn't answer me. I fell asleep thank god it was a friday. Next day I woke up my ribs and my left hand hurt like crazy I remembered the doctor gave me some pain killers, I went to the kitchen and got some water and drank 2 it helped so much, I went to my kitchen and was surprised to find Dani sleeping there I sat down and watched some tv until she woke up, "Look at the things you do for love Jackie" she said "Yeah I know " I said "What did you break" she asked me "uh just got 3 broken ribs and a broken wrist" I said to her "Whoa are you going to go visit her?" she asked me "Well of course I am and Dani do you think anything else happened before I got there?" I asked her "Im not sure but I'm so sorry we left her alone" she said "It's alright" I said and went to go change, wow before this I could change in less than 10 minutes but it took me more then 4 times than usual, I put on a pair of jeans very loose because doctor said I couldn't wear anything tight, and a blue shirt I put on my white shoes and my blue sweatshirt. I got in my mustang and headed to Ashley's I knew her mother worked so I really had to go so she wouldn't be alone. I got there and knocked, this time her mom was there "You must be Mrs.Sinclair, I'm Jackie" I said extending my hand "You must be the girl that my daughter is insane about" she said I had to smile "Is she okay?" I asked her " I don't know she doesnt want to talk about it" she said "Can I talk with her?" I asked her "Yes she is in... I think you know her room" she said "Yeah but thank you" I said and went upstairs to her room, I knocked on the door but she didn't hear me because she was listening to her IPOD drawing something I got closer and saw she was drawing me and her hugging with hearts around it, I covered her eyes "I like that drawing" I said and she turned around "Jackie" she said and gave me a hug "Not too tight" I said "Im sorry" she said and let go "It's alright Ashley" I said softly and hugged her. She guided me to her bed and we sat down to talk "Jackie what happened?" she asked like she didn't remember "Ashley don't you remember?" I asked her "Remember what?" she said, I told her everything that happened from my perspective she was crying I hugged her when she started telling me about David and all he said "It's alright Ashley Im here" I said "Jackie I don't know what would have happened if you hadn't been there" she said "a lot of things would have happened but I was there" I said and she stopped crying "Jackie I-I-I" I put my finger on her lip "Ashley I love you" I said slowly and passionately, she smiled "I love you too Jackie" she said and we kissed, I was in love with this girl. "Ashley I have to work, Jackie please take care of her" said her mom "No problem" I said and hugged Ashley, "Ashley I love you like crazy, I love you" I said "I love you like crazy too I, I would die without you in my life" she said "Lets hang out today I mean I don't work until April and I can't play any sports because I'm practically broken" I said "Okay Jackie I'd love to" she said and we walked to her living room and watched some movies and I told her we could go out for dinner but she suggested we order a pizza, we ate and "I wanted yesterday to be special I wanted to dance with you" I said and she looked at me "Jackie we still can" she said and got up to put some music on "Come on" she said I got up and we started to slow dance we dance to some love songs but not the boring ones no our song was 'My heroine' by Silverstein I hugged her tighter no matter how much it hurt "I love you" I said again as we dance she lay her head on my neck and her arms around my waist I loved every moment of this.------- ASHLEY I woke up the next day in my room I forgot about everything I couldn't remember a thing that happened, "Hey sweetie do you want to talk about it?" asked my mom "Mom I can't remember a thing when I remember I'll see" I said to her "Okay I'll be downstairs, honey I have work soon" she said and left me alone. I got up and went to my desk in computer I put on my headphones and started to draw a picture of me and Jackie hugging I put some hearts all over the page, I made sure to put very small details like everyone of Jackie's dimples and her hair exactly how she likes it, I was listening to some songs by Silverstein yeah I know no one would even guess I listen to screamo. I kept on drawing, I stopped when some one covered my eyes and said "I like that drawing" it was Jackie I got up and hugged her she told me not too tight so I let go I guided her to my bed and I asked what happened and she was shocked she told me everything about yesterday well from her perspective it made me remember about everything I startedto cry when I told her what David said and what he started doing Jackie told me nobody liked him, I felt that Jackie loved me even more that night because of me has 3 broken ribs and a broken wrist. Finally it happened Jackie said she loved me, we kissed and then my mother came in and told me that she was leaving and told Jackie to take care of me. Me and Jackie went downstairs and started watching movies we also ordered some pizza for dinner, Jackie started talking about how she wanted last night to be perfect and that she wanted to dance with me I looked at her and got up, I went to put some music on I said "Come on" she got up slowly and started to slow dance I lay my head on her neck and I had my arms around her waist and she had hers around my waist. I love Jackie she hugged me tighter I knew it was killing her from the pain I was so impressed by her fighting, "I love you" she said again it never got old "Hey Jackie where did you learn to fight like that" I asked her "Well I have a an older brother who was obssessed with wrestling and mixed martial arts I owe him everything I know" she said "Ashley why didn't you tell me anything before about David?" she asked me, I pulled away "Well I saw you hanging out with him I thought he was one of your best friends" I said she hugged me "Ashley are you kidding me nobody likes him I just hang out with him so he isn't lonely to be honest he really gets on my nerves" she said "Wow I never would have guessed" I said, I was going to ask her if she wanted to sleep over when 'here we go just lose control and let your body give in to the beat of your heart as my hand touches your skin is this love or just a sexual desire were gonna start a fire' her phone went off "Hey...sorry I had to...haha your kidding me...for 3 months...well I say my hand will be okay in just 1 month and a half but not my ribs...awesome...well I guess when did you say...okay I'll see my plans by then" she hang up and had the biggest smile "What's going on?" I asked her "well the record producer was there at the dance yesterday and he saw me fighting with David and he said that was a great show and that it made my band look tougher so he thought about and wants to see us again but this time in California to sign some contracts" she said I gave her a huge hug but not tight, I was so happy for her "What were you going to ask me?" she asked me "Well if you wanted to go somewhere else tonight" I said lying but it was kinda true I was thinking about asking her that "Look I have to go home because I have all my medicine over there, how about you sleep over my house" she suggested "Um maybe let me call my mom" I said and went to the kitchen to get the house phone "Mom can I sleep over Jackie's tonight?" I asked her "Fine but becareful don't do anything you will regret later" she said "Okay thanks mom and don't worry" I said and hang up I ran to Jackie and kissed her "What she say?" she asked me "I have to go get my stuff" I said and went to my room "Hey I'm going to wait in the car" she said from downstairs "okay I won't take long" I said I heard her close the door. I saw her from the window she got in her car to start it and then got out to wait. I finished packing and went downstairs I locked the house and got in the car with Jackie. This was the first time I'd go inside Jackie's house when we got whoa she had a basketball hoop, a soccer court all the way down, and some bases at the middle wow, she head 4 cars a mustang, a convertible Chrysler, a gray Honda, and a red explorer wow. Her house was big too, she opened the garage with a controller and she parked it inside the garage, she had like a whole gym on the other side. We got off and opened the door and she showed me around her house it was big and full of pictures I got to this picture where there was this little chubby girl "Who's this?" I asked her "Ha that's me at age 13" she said "Oh wow you have changed" I said "Yeah ik and I'm happy" she said "What do you want to do" she asked me "I don't know" I said "Wait here" she said and walked to a room, she came back holding an acoustic guitar "How about I teach you how to play some songs" she said and handed me the guitar "It's going to take a while for me to learn" I said "Good that means I get to be with you for a long time" she said, I gave her a kiss on the lips "Okay" I said and she told me where to out my fingers I wanted to learn how to play So Contagious she said it was easy. I kept on messing up so she decided to put her hand on top of mine and guide my fingers where to go and when to strum and pretty soon I knew half the song and it had only been 1 hour. Jackie went to go call Jane and Dani to come over for some fun and they both agreed, i was playing the song by myself and it didn't sound half bad.------- JACKIE Ashley asked me where did I learn to fight like that, I told her about my brother and how he should me everything I know "Ashley why didn't you tell me anything before about David?" I asked her, she pulled away from me and said "Well I saw you hanging out with him I thought he was one of your best friends" she said, I hugged her back and told her that nobody at school liked David and that I only hang out with him because I didn't want him to be lonely, it was hard for her to believe that I wouldn't blame her because I did talk to him alot. Ashley was going to ask me something but my phone started to vibrate and my ring tone started to play I loved my ring tone it was Start a Fire by Ryan Star I could play that song on the guitar too, I looked at my IPhone and saw it was Paul "Hey" I said "Hey Jackie Mr.Henry saw you fight" "Im sorry I had to" I said "Well don't worry he said that he thought it was cool and made our band look tough" "Your kidding me" I said "I'm not how long will it take you to get healed?" "3 months" I said "Well I'd say a month and a half for my hand but not my ribs""Well he wants us to go visit him in California" he said "Awesome" "Yeah the only problem is that it's in 2 weeks but we can go right it doesn't matter if we are absent" "Well I guess when did you say when did you say" I asked him "In 2 weeks on December 22" "Okay I'll see my plans by then" I said and hang up, Ashley stared at me and asked me whats going on and I told her what Paul said but didn't mention it was in 2 weeks, you see I have been planning to get Ashley this necklace with a gold A well it would be filled with small diamonds, I asked her what she was going to ask me before Paul called, "Well if you wanted to go somewhere else tonight" she said I took a minute to answer because I felt a sharp pain on my stomach god I needed to go home and get my pills, so I told if she wanted we could go to my house and she said she would call her mom. She came back like 6 minutes later I asked her what she said and she kissed me and told me she had to get her stuff I chuckled because this girl is crazy but I love her. I told her I would wait outside ugh I felt naxious but kept calm, I got the car started before Ashley came out. We drove to my house I looked at her and I saw she was amazed of my habitat haha habitat, anyways I parked my car and we went inside I showed her around she grabbed this picture frame it was me at age 13 and trust me if you looked at that picture you wouldn't believe it was me I used to be obese but still I had some crushes. I asked her what she wanted to do she said she didn't know so I told her to wait her and I went into my room and pulled out my guitar it was my first guitar I always thought that if I ever became famous that would be worth thousands, she told me she wanted to learn the song So Contagious I agreed to show her since it was a easy song and she told me it may take her a while to learn that song so I told her that was great because I could spen more time with her. God she didn't know a thing so I decided to put my hands on top of hers and show her when to strum and where exactly the notes were, she learned fast I was impressed. I told her I would go call Jane and Dani to come join the fun even though I wanted to be with her alone she needed more company and I kind did too. Jane and Dani came together that was not good but they came here fast, whatever it's love what can I do, we ordered some food from my restaurant (since my brother was gone I was the boss) and ate dinner we watched tv I had to sit alone because my ribs hurt I felt bad because it was a romantic movie and Jane layed Dani in her arms while Ashley just sat there alone watching the movie, I got up and walked to the kitchen and got a pain killer, then I went next to Ashley and put my arm around her and kissed her on the head "Jackie I thought your ribs hurt" she said "They do but it's all worth it" I said and she kissed me "Jane do you see how sweet my cousin is you should be like that" said Dani, we all started laughing "I'll work on it" said Jane and we got back to watching a movie we decided to go to sleep, Jane and Dani slept in the guest room with was next to mine , while me and Ashley slept in my room, everything was going great me and Ashley were watching cartoons in my room she lay in my arms and I had my hands on her stomach but then we heard noises from the other room and some small screams I think Dani and Jane were having sex I could feel Ashley getting impatient she got up and while getting up she hurt me in the ribs but I didn't scream she walked to the window, I got up and walked next to "Ash what's wrong?" I asked and kissed her on her shoulder "Jackie don't you see you probably want to have sex" she said real coldly "What no I don't haven't you noticed I'm not in good shape" I said to her trying to make her laugh "Jackie I'm sorry but I have to go" she said and walked out of my room and went to pack her stuff "But why?" I asked her "Jackie I have a confession to make" she said "what is it?" I asked her "Jackie I'm still a virgin and I know you might think it's pathetic so I will just leave" "No you are not leaving, Ashley I don't care if your a virgin or not, all I care about is you being happy, I want you to choose exactly who you want to lose your virginity and if it's not me it's okay I get it but don't leave come on look at all I have done for you I have 3 broken ribs and a broken wrist and do you think I'd do that just to have sex with you ,no Ashley I love you" I said and she started to cry "I love you too Jackie" she said "Come on lets just go get some rest" I said and grabbed her hand and we went into my room on the bed again. "I'll confess something to you" I said "like what" she asked "ashley I lost my virginity at a young age to the nastiest piece of shit in the world my aunt's ex husband" I said "What?" she said "Yeah I regret it my whole life I was raped Ashley what happened yesterday made me so furious because it reminded me of myself at a you age" I said, she squeezed my hand tight and kissed me "I wish I would have lost it with someone I love but I can't turn back time can I?, anyways you have that chance don't waste it" I said to her and she kissed me in the lips.------- ASHLEY Jane and Dani arrived fast we ordered some food and had dinner then we went to watch a movie. It was all about couples Jackie had sit on the couch because her ribs were hurting Jane, Dani and I sat on the floor, I felt lonely but had to remember Jackie was just in a fight because of me. Jane made it worst by putting her arms around Dani I tried to pay attention to the movie and not to them, then I saw Jackie get up she went to the kitchen I heard the pills make in an empty bottle I think she just went to get a pain killer, she came back and sat down next to me and put her arms around me I said "Jackie I thought your ribs hurt" she said they do but it was all worth it and she kissed me, then Dani pointed out to Jane how sweet jackie is and Jane said she would work on being sweeter. While watching the movie all I could think about was how Jackie does things Grace would never do for me it shows that Jackie really loves me, we all decided to go to the room and get some rest, Jackie and I lay together and started watching cartoons we could here Dani and Jane doing naughty stuff I got so frustrated because I was still a virgin and what if Jackie wanted to do it and she realized I was a virgin she wouldn't like that, I got off the bed and walked to the window Jackie walked over and asked me what wrong I tell her that I had to leave, I ran to the living room to get all my stuff Jackie followed me all the way and asked me why I was leaving, I told her that I was still a virgin and she accepted it and she told me things that I had only seen in romantic movies but not copied words no she put them in her own order and her own speed I felt so in love with her I loved her accent, she told me that I one day would choose who to lose my virginity to and she said if it wasn't her it was alright, she told me that she wouldn't have done all that at the dance last night if she just wanted to fuck me. She calmed me down and led me to the room and she confessed to me how she lost her virginity and to who I felt so bad that she got raped and she made a connection to last night and how David was touching me I saw her eyes sparkle in the dark I thought she was going to cry but she didn't I kissed her and in no time we were asleep. The next day I woke up alone Jackie wasn't there, I went to the kitchen and found Jackie talking on the phone she was talking in a different language like Spanish, I walked up from behind and put my arms around her waist she looked to her side and smiled and then she hang up the phone "Good morning" she said "Good morning who was that?" I asked her "That was my mom I was telling her about everything that has happened to me so far" she said I lay my head on her chest she smelled so good "Are Jane and Dani up yet?" I asked her "Nope they are still sleeping" she responded "Want to eat dome breakfast?" I asked her "I feel like eating cereal what about you" she asked me "Same here" I said and she reached for two bowls and two spoons while I got the milk and the cereal. We went and sat down in the dining room, I looked at Jackie's rings she had 2 in one hand and anothe one in her left hand but the one on the left hand was her senior ring from school it had a big yellow diamond and in said some words I could read. "Morning" Jackie laughed and looked behind her was Dani and Jane "It's noon" said Jackie and they started to laugh "Yeah sorry alot happened yesterday" said jane "Oh we know" I said, I made Jane and Dani blush and Jackie laugh, she's so cute, "Fuck were so sorry please Jackie don't tell my mom" Dani begged jackie "I won't as long as you... I got nothing to blackmail you with cousin" she said "Thank god" said Jane "Did you guys do something like us" asked Dani "Uh Dani can I see you now!" Jackie said and they both got up and went to another room, Jane asked me what that was all about, I just shrugged.Jackie and Dani came back like 10 minutes later but Jackie never told about the small talk they had. It seems so fast but 2 weeks past, there were 5 days till Christmas Jackie's hand was better she didnt have to wear a cast anymore and she could strech now because 1 of her ribs was better and wow it was just 2 weeks, her and I were so happy, everyday she would leave a rose in my locker she knew my combo and what type of flowers I liked she was amazing. I was at home studying for for a test when I got an email from Gina, remember Gina is is the girl that sits next to Jackie in biology, I opened it up and saw it was a invitation to a party I wondered if Jackie was going did I mention I was now a cheerleader yeah I tried out and got a part in the team so I could say I was sord of popular but I was dating the most popular person in our school Jackie. Jackie texted me "Hey baby want to go sledding with me and some friends?" she asked me "I don't know I'm studying" I replied "Come on Ash it will be fun and it's Saturday babe" she replied "Okay fine come pick me up like in 20" I texted back, I got ready in 10 minutes and Jackie got here in 15 she was wearing a red snow jacket and black snow pants and had white snow boots and yes she only wore white shoes. I kissed her and we went to the car it was nice and warm and smelled like cinnamon it was so romantic "hey I called the doctor and he said it was alright if I played in a snowball fight but not sledding" she said looking at me "Really ugh I hate snowball fights I always get hurt" I said "Don't worry I'll protect you" she said I kissed her on the cheek and said I knew she would we got to this school it had a nice field really open we went to the soccer field and Jane, Dani , Jessica , Stacy, Paul, Bobby, and Dereck were all there, we were awesomest people. Everyone was sledding but I sat with Jackie "Ashley get out of here go slide with them" she said in a funny voice "No I couldn't leave you" I said "Don't worry I have to talk with Paul can you call him over on your way up" she said I kissed her and told her I would, I got up to the top of a hill on the other side on the soccer field and told Paul that Jackie needed to talk with him, he took the sled and went to sit down next to Jackie.------- JACKIE Next day I got up and went to call my mom I wanted to tell her about everything even though she would get pissed at me, I told her how I met Ashley and what happened at the dance but she was too proud of me to get mad about the fight. I was about to end the call when I felt some soft arms around my waist I told my mom I had to go and she understood. I turned around and said goodmorning "Good morning who was that?" she asked me I told her it was my mother, we decided to have breakfast together. We sat down it was quiet until Dani and Jane showed up they looked so embarrassed I laughed a little "Morning" said Dani "Its noon" I told her I had to laugh again "Sorry alot happened yesterday" said Jane "Oh we know" said Ashley making me laugh so hard it hurt my ribs Jane and Dani were blushing. Dani pleaded for me not to tell on her, she had to be a dumbass and ask if anything happened between me and Ashley "Uh Dani can I see you now" I said and got up we went into the office. "Dani why would ask such a thing?" I asked Dani "Well it's never been a secret between us I just wanted to know why what's wrong" "Ashley almost left because of you two" "Why what did we do, we were just having fun with each others bodies" she said smiling "Exactly... Ashley is still a virgin an she thought I wanted to have sex with her but she was nervous" I said "Shit sorry cousin I never thought Ash would be a virgin" "Shut up Dani don't mention this I love her okay please don't mess it up" I said and I gave her a hug and we went back to the table but never mention that small talk. Wow it's been two weeks damn time flies when you are having fun. At school I was the class clown but also the kid with good grades I loved hanging out with Ashley and I love making her laugh I would also joke in school with everyone, I hated how she had to go to class and see David, I saw him in the hallway he had a broken nose haha sweet. Today was the day I planned on telling Ashley that I was leaving to California in two days I was nervous, I texted Ashley if she wanted to go sledding with me and some friends, she hesitated at first but I convinced her. I drove to her house and waited for her to open the door damn even in snow clothes she looked hot she was wearing tight blue snow suit and white boots she loved the color blue and now so did I but my favorite color was red. I kissed her an we went into my car I made sure it was nice and warm for her, I told her that my doctor let me play snowball fight but not sled, yeah did I mention 1 of my ribs was better and I didn't have to wear a cast on my left hand now it was just a bandage like the one I had round my waist. When we got there my favorite friends were there that included Paul, Dereck, Bob, Dani, Stacy, Jess, and Jane, Ashley sat next to me while everyone was sledding, I felt bad because I knew she wanted to go slide so I told her to go and slide but to call Paul for me. "Have you told her yet" he asked referring to me telling Ashley when I leave "No I haven't, I know I need but I just can't find a right time but I will make sure I tell her today" "You better we leave tomorrow at midnight" he said "I know god but that means she will totally spend Christmas alone because her parents are going on a trip" "Just tell you cousin to go hang out with her" "Yeah right she has to stay with my aunt they always stay together for Christmas, maybe I can get her to go to my aunts house" "There you go just tell her, sure she will get pissed but you have to she'll understand" he said, god he can be a smart ass sometimes, "Maybe I can get her like a necklace when I come back, when are we coming back?" I asked him "I think the 24 around 8pm, maybe you can still make the party" he said "Thats great thanks I'll tell her later when I drop her off" I said "How about we have a snowball fight?" he asked "Your on... SNOWBALL FIGHT EVERYONE" I yelled and pretty soon there were snowball flying everywhere through the air, I rushed to defend Ashley I threw a snowball at everyone,everyone also had a teammate Paul with Bobby Dereck with Stacy and Jessica Dania and Jane were on one team, I had good aim I was in baseball team, "Stay here" I said and kissed her, I got up and went to war haha wow I felt like a soldier already and she was my honey that I left behind. The war lasted for like an hour but than everyone gave up and my princess and I won the battle. Everyone said it was time for them to go home, I went up to Paul and told I got in the car with Ashley, this was my moment to tell her. "Ashley" I said as I parked outside her driveway "What's up?" she asked looking into my eyes "Ashley remember about the flight to California, yeah I didn't mention what day did I" "No you didn't, when is it" "It's in... I leave tomorrow at midnight" "What? Jackie why didn't you tell me earlier?" she asked in a furious tone "Ashley I couldn't I thought I would tell you ealier but I chickened out I'm sorry Ashley" "And you wait till the last minute wow Jackie you surprise that is so frigging stupid of you, this means that I will spend my Christmas alone without anyone, you know Grace was never like this she always told me weeks before an event she is better than you" she said loud and opened the car door and shut it hard, fuck I thought to myself, I had to find a way to make it up, I headed home and straight to my room I told Paul what happened and he told me that I could always fix it she is just making a big deal, maybe she was but she was going to spend Christmas alone. I stayed awake till 2 am I called and texted Ashley numerous times but to no luck. I got up the next day and packed up my clothes Paul said he was coming over at 10pm to make sure we have everything necessary for the flight. It was already 10 and I hadn't heard a thing about Ashley, I guess she was pretty mad, Paul and I went over everything about business I had a few years of practice because I helped my dad with business papers, I would check my phone everynow and then to see if Ashley replied or called but nothing. It was Midnight and we were all in the van on the way to the airport "Yo is Ashley pissed?" asked Dereck "Yeah Hommie D she is" hommie D was his nickname "Sorry, well we all know you can fix it, I mean you are pretty smooth with girls" he said, I chuckled a little bit "I hope I said. We arrived at the airport and we were all set they already checked our bags and we went through that security scanning thing, I was talking with some girl at the airport, she was Italian, 20 had double d breast and black hair she was cute but she was the one doing all the flirting, I was thinking about Ashley "So if you do become famous would you invite me to the party?" she asked me in a seductive way "Of course, I would make sure someone picks you up to go to the party" I said and made her laugh then I heard "Flight 143 to California will be leaving in 15 minutes" I got up and said "Well nice talking to you thats my flight" "Haha you have to be kidding me thats my flight too what seat do you have?" she asked me "48B what about you?" "No way I have 48A" she said "No way thats so cool its like meant to be, than come on lets go" I said "wait I have to make a quick call" I added " okay I'm going to go to the plane see you there" she said, I called Ashley but she didnt answer again so I left a voicemail and I never leave voicemails by the way "Hey Ashley, its me , I know you are mad at me for not telling you but I just didn't know how to tell you, anyways I'm leaving and I just want you to remember that no matter what happens between us I will never stop being there for you, I will always be on your side, and by the way I took so long to say I love you because I wanted it to be special like you, because you are special to me, bye Ash" I said and hang up. I got into the plane and sat next to Paisley.------- ASHLEY Shortly after Paul went to talk with Jackie there was a huge snowball war I was with Jackie ofcourse and she protected me from everything even with 3 broken ribs and a wounded wrist no one could get to me, she was my hero, I loved how she told me to stay behind this little fort she built while she went out to fight with everyone. It ended after like almost an hour, everyone had to head home, Jackie ran to tell something to Paul before getting in the car, I wonder what. "Ashley" she said while she was putting the car in park right in my driveway, I asked her whats up and thats when she started talking about her flight to California I was so happy she had this hug shot, I was even happier that she would spend this Christmas with me, but she said that she was leaving tomorrow at midnight to California god I got so pissed off, I started to yell at her I was so mad that I said Grace was better than her and it was true, I guess I made the wrong choice of a girlfriend, after I said Grace was better than her I got off the car without giving her a chance to say anything. I ran to my room and cried myself to sleep, I mean how could Jackie be so stupid and wait till the last minute to tell me when she is leaving, god I was so pissed now. The next day I stayed home and watched some tv, I had my phone with me, Jackie would text me every hour apologizing and sometimes called but I didn't answer, I didn't want to hear her voice. It was 12am which meant Jackie would be leaving to California any hour, I was getting tired but then at 2am I got a call from Jackie I didn't answer I jut wanted to sleep and think things through. The next day I got up and got ready for school I checked my phone it had a voicemail, I sat down and listened to it "Hey Ashley, its me, I know you are mad at me for not telling you but I just didn't know how to tell you, anyways I'm leaving and I just wanted to say that no matter what happens between us I will never stop being there for you, I will always be on your side, and by the way I took so long to say I love you because I wanted it to be special like you because you are special to me, bye Ashley" said Jackie, god I felt so foolish for being so mean with Jackie, I can't believe I said that Grace was better than her, that wasn't true Grace will never be anything like Jackie, I wanted to call her but I couldn't I had to go to school. When I got to school I went up to Dani "Hey Dani do you know when Jackie's flight arrives at California?" "Yeah I think she said she would arrive at 10 am why?" she asked me "Well we got into a fight and the whole day yesterday I didn't answer her" "Oh wow Ashley, I think you should just leave it she will call you" she said "Maybe I don't know, I am still pretty mad at her I mean she never mentioned she wasn't going to be here for Christmas" "Yeah I know right" she said and we went to our classes. The day went by so slowly god it was killing me, when Jackie was here school felt like an hour long and the test was so hard, Jackie would always study with me before the test. I got home and went to do my home I went to do my homework, I got a text from Gina "Hey you excited about the party the 24th" "Yeah I can't wait" I said "Oh really, I heard you are single now, if you are you should go out with some guy at the party" she texted back "Yeah I guess I am single now, but I'll see if I feel like dating that day" I said and god I felt like a slut.It was the 24th and I was getting ready to go to the party at the end I didn't call Jackie,well I did but she didn't answer, I tried to forget about her not seeing her for 3 days felt so different. I put on a skirt and tight aeropostale shirt, I put on my boots and waited for Jane come pick me up, my parents left yesterday to Oregon on some case just another Christmas without them. We went to Ginas it was packed with people and the music was so loud I loved it, a few hours passed but I hadn't drank anything, I was sitting outside when some guy decided to come sit next to me it was David "Hey Ashley look I'm sorry that I did that to you at the dance I just couldn't control myself" he said "I forgive you but I will never forget because you really scared me there and you hurt Jackie pretty bad" "Yeah I know but she did break my nose and it hurt alot" he said while we were talking he offered me a drink I don't know what it was but I drank some of it and that was enough to make me dizzy. We were talking for a long time and he was actually pretty nice he complimented me on many things, then he made his move I let him continue I mean I had no idea what was going on after kissing for a while he strarted touching me I was feeling aroused but in my mind I wasn't kissing him I was kissing Jackie, I told him to stop because I didn't want to have sex here so we just lied by the pool and he asked me to be his girlfriend and I surprisingly said yes. I walked over to Dani and asked her if we could leave she seemed mad at me I wonder why, we left like an hour later. We got in Jane's car "Did I do something" I asked them "Ugh Ashley you did alot of things today here" she said handing me a box "Jackie left this for you" she said "But Jackie is in California" I said "She came back today having the best intention of being with you but when she found you, you were shirtless at the party and David was kissing you" she said real mad "I didnt know what I was doing" I said "Of course you didn't" she said with an attitude. The rest of the ride was quiet they dropped me off at my house and didn't even say bye, I went inside and sat down on the couch, I looked at the wooden box, I took a deep breath and opened it, it was so beautiful it was an A filled with blue diamonds ands plated with gold all around it "Ugh Jackie I'm so stupid for doing that to you" I thought to myself. I tried on the necklace it was so beautiful. I checked my phone and I saw I had a new message from an unknown number, I opened it up "It's Jackie, I lost my phone at the airport so I got a new one, I got you that necklace as a gift, I saw you with David which obviously means were over I get it, hope you enjoy you're gift"------- JACKIE The guys sat together except for me i had to sit next to Paisley, we started talking to me about college and how hard it is, she wants to be a lawyer. She gave me great advice on things not to do at parties haha mostly illegal stuff. "So Jackie you single?" she asked me "Well I don't know you see we just got in this fight and she made a big deal about it so I don't know" "Oh that sucks how long have you guys been dating?" "Uh a month" I said "Wow that's not very long" "Yeah I know, I mean I love her she is amazing but I think she is overreacting, but since I won't be there until like 9 on Christmas eve I want to get her a necklace" "Oh sweet of you what's her name?" she asked "Ashley" "Pretty name" "Yeah hey if you're not doing anything I would love if you would picket out with me well that is if you want" I said "Yeah that be fun" "Cool I'm just not good at picking the jewelry" I said "I know what you mea, here" she said and took out a pen "Let me see you hand" she said, she wrote her number on my hand "Wow you must be strong because you have alot of veins" she said "Yeah well I don't want to brag but I have an 8 pack" I said "Liar" "Wanna look?" "Sure" she said and I lifted my shirt a little bit for her to see my abs, but they were mostly covered by bandages "Whoa what happened" she asked "Well, my school had a dance and I was part of the entertainment, our band got to play, after playing some songs we took a break I went to look for Ashley and I found her getting touched everywhere by one of my friends I rushed over and pulled him of of her but he was quick and punched me in the stomach breaking 3 of my ribs but I dint back down I punched him in the nose so hard he got a broken nose and I had a broken wrist and well yeah" "Wow you would do anything for that girl huh?" she said "Yeah I guess I would" we stopped talking she fell asleep and laid her head on my shoulder I fell asleep a while later. I woke up right when the flight landed in california I asked some guy what time it was "It's 9:56" "Okay Thankyou" I said and woke Paisley up "God so it wasn't a dream that I met you" she said "Haha nope congratulations" I said, we got off the plane "You guys this is Paisley" I said and they all greeted her "Jackie I have to go my friends are here, call me" said Paisley but before leaving she gave me a kiss on the cheek. The guys and I went to check in to a hotel that the record producing business called Golden Records had paid for us. It was a fancy place I had been in other fancy hotels but this one was nicer, I went to get my phone from my suitcase but I couldnt find "oh shit I think I lost it in the airport" I thought to myself, Paul came in my room and told me that we had our first meeting at 3 so we had like 3 hours to sleep. I fell asleep but for only an hour I got up and put on some formal clothes and by that I mean a pair of jeans and a button up shirt and topped it with my leathe jacket, We went out to get something to drink. We went outside, Bob and Hommie D were talking to me about Paisley and how I should fuck her, Paul was talking on the phone with Mr.Henry, he said that Mr.Henry sent us a ride we waited for a while and then a limo stopped right infront of us "Are you EPRFECT?" asked the guy in a suit with a very deep voice. We got in the limo and started talking about how cool this was and it was just the beginning. We met some of Mr.Henry's associates and we talk for hours until we came to an agreement they said that we will play in a concert and the crowd will decide if we get a record deal. After the meeting Mr.Henry said he rented a car for us and started asking me about the fight I enjoyed answering his questions. The day went fast and tomorrow was our last day here. Next day I got up early and asked Paul if I could borrow the car which happened to be a camaro it was cool, Paul gave me the keys I went to my room and used the phone I dialed Paisleys number to luck she answered me, I went to go pick her up. I got to her friends building and was greeted with a warm hug, "Wait here I'll go get ready" she said and ran to the room "So you are the next rockstar" "One can only hope, I'm Jackie" I said smiling and extending my hand "I'm Anne" she looked almost like Paisley except she had brown hair and had pale skin compared to Paisley, Paisley and I went to the closest mall. We went in so many jewelry stores it was insane, she told me she would hold my hand so we don't get lost. She picked out this beautiful A that had blue diamonda all over and was plated with gold, "She would love this" "You think" I said and she nodded. We decided to have dinner that night, taking her back to her friend's place she started talking "Jackie I can't believe we never met and just when we meet you have a girlfriend" "Haha I know right, Paisley your really fantastic, I hope I get to see you soon, like when you're on spring break you can crash at my place" I said and gave her my address. "Well I guess this is a goodbye" she said "Yeah I guess so" "Jackie can I ask you something?" "Haha you just did, just say it" I said "Um Jackie since I might not see for like ever and you don't have a official relationship, can I give you a kiss?" "Um, I don't know if I could, um okay let's just kiss" "Sweet" she said and leaned in and gave me a kiss on the cheek which turned to a kiss on the lips when she pulled away "Wow, bye Jackie" she said "Bye Paisley" I said and we gave eachother last hug, "Hey I will call you when I get my new phone" I said and she smiled and I headed to the hotel to pack. We all packed up and the next morning we headed to the airport Paul told me that the concert was on February 25. We got in our plane at 12am which meant that my plane would land over at New York around 8pm which would give me time to get a new phone. We arrived at Mahopac god I missed my bed so much. I went out to my local phone store and told them my situation and they gave me a new iPhone it's amazing how it had all my contacts already there all I need is to add music to it. It was 10 and the party had started like an hour ago, I went home and changed into another pair of jeans and a loose shirt. I left in my mustang to the party, I got to the party and got a billion hugs and questions about the trip to California, I found Dani and asked her where Ashley was she told me she was by the pool, I ran to the pool and couldn't believe what I was seeing, Ashley wasn't wearing a shirt and David was kissing her everywhere, I didnt want to stop them because it seemed like she was enjoying it so I let it be. I wanted to cry but didn't I walked up to Dani and gave get the wooden box with Ashley's necklace in it. I left home and went to play some sad songs on the guitar god I never felt so demoralized that night I went to sleep early I was hurt everywhere but what hurt the most is that Ashley isn't that type of person to do such a thing she has always been a sweet innocent girl at least that's what I thought. The next day I woke up and did the normal stuff I used to do before I met Ashley I went to eat breakfast and watch tv, around 4pm I heard a knock on the door I was wearing my shorts and a tank top, it was Gina she started looking at me like she was a tiger and I was the onyx "hey so is everything ready for the party?" asked Gina "What party?" I asked her "Dani said that there would be a party here today and the people are all coming here in 2 hours" "What okay fine I am lonely so what the he'll let's throw the party but I need help do you mind" I said "see I knew that Dani didn tell you about this party so I came all prepared let me get the decorations from my car" she said god she is fantastic. Me and Gina worked fast and before we knew it was full of decorations, I reached over and put my a around her waist, "Thanks Gina, I'm glad I have you" I said "No problem Jackie, and by the way I heard what happened between David and Ashley I'm real sorry " she said "Yeah Ashley is yesterdays news I'll see what the news for today""Yeah I hope you do find good news today" she said an I hope she is right. Pretty soon alot of people started coming in and they all brought a gift for me it's like it was my birthday, "Yo Jackie we heard about Ashley dude she ain't something right for you or maybe she was drunk" "Hahah I love how in this small town the message gets to everyone" I said and then everyone started having fun, I was having even though Ashley was here I saw her hanging out with the cheerleading squad" I hated looking at her because it brought me pain but I noticed she was wearing the necklace it looked beautiful on her. A lot of girls asked me out but I said that I would see at the end of the night. I told Dani that I was going to go outside for a smoke and she knew that I only smoked when I wasn't happy or worried, she and Jane joined me outside, Jane smoked but my cousin only smoked one time a week and she said she smoked yesterday "Jackie how did it go in California?" asked Jane "Fantastic we actually signed a contract that said we would play in a concert in February and then the audience will pick if we get a shot on becoming the next big thing" "That's fantastic cousin, did you meet anyone new"asked Dani "Well yeah I did her name is Paisley and she is 20 years old" "Did you guys do anything?" "No I thought I still had something with Ashley but it wasn't like what I thought, anyways Paisley did ask me for a kiss" I said "Oh did you kiss her in the mouth?" asked Jane "No I kissed her on the cheek" I said , I sucked on the tip of the cigarette to get some smoke out of it, and then I heard a voice from behind me "Jackie can we talk alone?" it was Ashley "Ashley you have alot of nerve coming up here to talk to Jackie I should grab this lighter and..." "That's enough please could you guys leave us alone" I said interrupting Dani in mid sentence "Fine come on Jane" then Dani left with Jane. "We have nothing to talk about Ashley""Jackie look I'm sorry I never wanted to do this to you, I really love you" she said "Ha yeah you love me so much that you got a boyfriend" "Jackie you don't get it, it just happened I didn't plan this I was drunk and well yeah, I know what it feels like" she said thats when I take the cigarette out of my mouth, threw it to the ground and stepped on it "Ashley close your eyes, just close your eyes, you are starting your last year in high school and you enter homeroom and instatly fall in love with the new girl, you guys become friends and soon start dating, you go to a school dance while you are playing with your band your girlfriend is dancing with your cousin and her girlfriend, after you get off stage you try to avoid everyone and go be with your girlfriend you ask your cousin where she is and she says she is in the hallway, you look and look and you find her practically about to be raped by one of your friends you get all this anger inside you and you go help her by getting his attention but he's quick he punches you in the stomach and you hear a crack but don't give up you punch him hard enough to break his nose and your own wrist, first thing that crosses your mind is how much your girlfriend is going through, you guys sort things out and everything goes back to normal but you forget to mention to your girlfriend what day you leave to another state and you get into an arguement but you go on the trip anyways but before you call and text hoping she would answer but she doesn't, in the airport you meet this girl she is all over you but you think about your girlfriend and how you want to be faithful, you ask the girl to help you find the perfect gift for your girlfriend, you get the gift you head back home and to the party your girlfriend will be at, but the night you were expecting to be filled with love gets full with hate because you find your girlfriend making out like there is no tomorrow with the guy that tried to rape her, Ashley you don't know how it hurts and trust me you never want to becuase it will kill you" I said and left back inside leaving her to think about reality.------- ASHLEY I get up and go eat cereal, it feels so weird being alone on Christmas but I remembered I was invited to a party at Jackie's I mean everyone was going. I feel horrible of what I did to Jackie, I want to get back with her and be in her arms and kissing her cherry lips, I got dressed and went to Olivia's house, Olivia was another one of Jackie's ex and she was on the cheerleading squad with me, she said that from there we would leave to Jackie's party. Olivia picked me up and we went to her house to hang out, "Hey Ashley so how does it feel to hurt Jackie" asked Olivia "It hurts like shit, I mean I don't know what her reaction but I know it wasn't a smile" "Yeah we all hurt Jackie and it haunts us and you know what hurts the most is that we all get another chance but we all mess up again, so Ashley if Jackie gives you another chance which we all know she will because she thinks everyone deserves a second chance please do your best not to mess it up because Jackie is something everything anyone would want" "I hope" "Wait aren't you going out with David?" asked Stephanie "Fuck I am, god I am such an idiot I don't know what I am doing in life now" I said "Ashley don't date David he is an perverted asshole" said Stephanie "Hey where did you get that necklace from?" asked Olivia changing the subject "Jackie gave it to me" "You see thats what I love about Jackie, she buys this beautiful gifts for us and never asks for them back" said Olivia. We headed to the party and when we got there it was full, I was trying to find Jackie and apologize over everything, I went to look for her everywhere and when I found her she was smoking outside talking with Jane and Dani, I remember Dani told me that Jackie only smokes when she is worried or just unhappy, I went outside and ask if I could talk with Jackie alone and Dani started getting mad saying I'm this and that but Jackie told them to both leave, Jackie told me we have nothing to talk about "Jackie look I'm sorry I never wanted this to happen to you, I love you" I said and she chuckled "You love me so much you got a boyfriend" she said "Jackie you don't get it, it just happened I didn't plan for this I was drunk and well yeah I know what it feels like" I said, Jackie took a deep breath and threw her cigarette on the floor "Ashley close your eyes, just close your eyes, you are starting your last year in high school and you enter homeroom and instatly fall in love with the new girl, you guys become friends and soon start dating, you go to a school dance while you are playing with your band your girlfriend is dancing with your cousin and her girlfriend, after you get off stage you try to avoid everyone and go be with your girlfriend you ask your cousin where she is and she says she is in the hallway, you look and look and you find her practically about to be raped by one of your friends you get all this anger inside you and you go help her by getting his attention but he's quick he punches you in the stomach and you hear a crack but don't give up you punch him hard enough to break his nose and your own wrist, first thing that crosses your mind is how much your girlfriend is going through, you guys sort things out and everything goes back to normal but you forget to mention to your girlfriend what day you leave to another state and you get into an arguement but you go on the trip anyways but before you call and text hoping she would answer but she doesn't, in the airport you meet this girl she is all over you but you think about your girlfriend and how you want to be faithful, you ask the girl to help you find the perfect gift for your girlfriend, you get the gift you head back home and to the party your girlfriend will be at, but the night you were expecting to be filled with love gets full with hate because you find your girlfriend making out like there is no tomorrow with the guy that tried to rape her, Ashley you don't know how it hurts and trust me you never want to becuase it will kill you" she said and left back inside, I stood there and thought over and over of what she said and I think she is right it would kill me if someone did what I did to Jackie, after a while I went inside and went to be next to David, he started putting his hand up my shirt and no one had touched me up there except him, I saw Jackie go into her room, I kissed David in the mouth and told him I would be right back, I went in and Jackie was lying in her bed with one arm on her face and another one on her stomach, I locked the door so we could talk "Jackie let me talk" "Anything you say doesn't matter to me anymore" she said "Okay... when you told me you were leaving I was crushed because I wanted to spend Christmas with you, I called but you didn't answer, I went to the party and well I had some drinks and I went to sit outside alone to think and then David showed up and he was sweet it reminded me of you and we just kissed and I wanted to go home and..." "Ashley do you see what you are causing me" she said with tears coming down her eyes "when I was with you everyday was a party and before you it was a party but not everyday but now there is a party in my house and I don't find it fun, Ashley please come back with me I'll forgive just don't stay with David please" "Jackie I love that you forgive me but David is better than you think, he is sweet and kin--" "No he isn't Ashley open your eyes and realize that he is trying to gain your trust and fuck you" she said holding my hands, I pulled away "No he isn't he loves me" I said pulling away and turning my back at her "Ashley no one will ever love you like I do" she said. I left the room without saying a word to Jackie. I told David I didn't feel well and he took me home instead of Olivia. A week passed and the winter break was over and we were all back to school Dani and Jane forgived me and we were back to normal, I went to homeroom and thought sure David was nothing like Jackie still he was a gentleman, I got to homeroom and saw Jackie come in she was in her usual clothes ,blue jeans, a purple shirt , and purple and white sneakers she was wearing a black zipper sweat shirt, she looked really happy I wonder why "Hey guys whats up" she said and sat down next to Jessica "Thats the Jackie we know" "Ha yeah everything is going great now, I mean my ribs aren't hurting that much and my hand is fantastic" she said smiling, she had really white teeth they were beautiful she was like an actress who had everything anyone could ever want, we walked to class together Jackie walked next to me and didn't stop smiling for a second she was so happy today "Jackie can I ask why are you so happy" I asked "Why shouldn't I be" "We just broke up" I said "Heres the thing I always find someone new after a break up and the break ups might hurt me in the inside but I will try not to show it on the outside" she said "Wait did you say you always find someone new" "Yup" "Who is it?" I asked her "You'll see" she said and went inside the classroom, who could it be that I thought to myself, I sat down and I saw Jackie waiting by the door that meant who ever she was with was in this homeroom, in walked Madison Grain she was a blonde she had green eyes, a nice ass, big boobs, she was in the lacrosse team she had a built body too, "Hey Maddie" said Jackie and she turn towards Jackie's way she put one of her arms around Jackie's neck and pulled her into a kiss, and then David came and sat next to me "Hey sexy" he said and kissed me "Hey" I said, in the outside I looked happy but in the inside I was full of sadness because it seems to me Jackie has gotten over me in a little over a week. The rest of the day Jackie sat next to either Dani or Jessica, or Maddie, I wanted to march over and slap Jackie in the face. It's been almost a month and I saw Jackie and Maddie were crazy in love, everyone was invited to this party that Stephanie was throwing for her birthday and everyone in school was invited. I got to the party, Jackie and I were friends like she said we would be if we did break up, Jackie took us all to the party, her house was big, I went up to hang out with David for a while then I went to hang out with Jackie just Jackie no one else. We talked like how when we met she was nice and patient and would help me on somethings that were bothering me and it's like she promised she would always be by my side. Then I went to hangout with David, he told me that he wanted to go to a special place, we got in his beat up old truck and left the party I didn't even tell any of my friends. David parked at this old house he told me to follow him inside "Whose place is this" I asked "It used to be my dads when he was a kid" "Yeah? that's cool so what are we doing here?" "Well I was hoping we could you know" "No thanks can you take me back" I said and then he went from a gentleman to an ape he pushed me against the wall "You listen to me when I say I want to fuck we fuck haha did you actually think I loved you ha please the only thing I love is sex which is what we are going to have now" he said and pulled me by my hair upstairs where there was a bed and candles all around it I managed to kick him in the balls so he hit me in the head and I was dizzy and soon everything went black.------- JACKIE After I went inside I had a few sodas I was sad because I was still in shock of what Ashley did, after a while I left to my room I had the biggest headache all I wanted to do was sleep. I lay on my bed about to fall asleep when I heard the door open I didn't even bother to look because my best guess was that it was Ashley and it was, she started talking to me of how it all happened but I really didn't care of how it happened I was pissed off at who she chose over me I was worried because really all that guy wants to do is fuck girls and I started to cry and told her that we could be together and I forgive her but all she has to do is leave David and I her that David doesn't love her that all he wants to is fuck her but she didnt want to believe me she just left and left me alone, I stopped crying and lay back down on my bed and the another person came in it was Maddie Grain uh I remember when we used to date I've known her since 6th grade "Hey Jackie can we talk?" she asked ugh so many people to talk to today "Yeah sure sit" I said and instead of sitting on the other she sat in my bed next to me "Jackie I'm sorry what happened between you and Ashley, but you always find a new person right?" "Yeah I guess, but it hurts to know that she is going out with David he is being a fucking idiot" I said "Yeah I'm sorry she is but Jackie I want you to know that I'm here for ya, come on you aren't the Jackie I used to know because the Jackie I know used to party everyday no matter what" she said and put her hand on top of mine "Maddie I really appreciate it but I don't know where to start from" "How about we start by playing some game on the xbox, I know you love to play guitar hero and remember you taught me how to play it let's play some song" she suggested "Alright you're on" I said and we started to play and then after a few rounds we quit I told her if she wanted something to drink that I would get it, she asked for a pepsi she didn't didn't smoke or drink anything bad. We sat down on the floor and started to watch a movie, "Jackie did you ever stop liking me?" she asked I took a deep breath looked at the floor and the looked at her "I have to be honest sometimes I do wish we never broke up" I said "Jackie what would you do if I kissed you?" "I would let you kiss me" I said and she leaned in and gave me a small kiss on the lips I smiled and kissed her back, we made out for a couple of minutes and that kiss made me happy it made me notice it's not the end of the world and that I would have anyone by my side and that I could get Ashley back any day. The week passed and there was school today, I called Maddie everyday like I always do with any of my girlfriends, that day I picked Maddie up early I did tell Dani that I was going out with her and she was happy for me at school I spent the morning walking around with Maddie and I walked her to her homeroom where from there I told her I would see her in class, I kissed her on the cheek and left "Hey guys what's up" I asked and sat next to Jessica then Dani is like thats the Jackie we know "Ha yeah, everything is going great now, I mean my ribs arent hurting that much and my hand is fantastic" I said and god I was happy but in the inside I wanted revenge on Ashley, the bell rang and we all walked together to class and that's when Ashley asked me why I was so happy because we just broke up I told her that I would always find someone new and it's true I walked into class ugh I had this class with David and of course Ashley, I put my books and waited by the door for Maddie, and when she came in I snuck up behind her and said hey and then we kissed, I knew that inside Ashley was jealous but I actually still did like Maddie a little but not like I used to when we first started dating, the rest of the day went fast that day I arranged for my band to practice at my house, "Yo Jackie can I talk to you" asked Dereck from the kitchen "Yeah I'll be there in a second" I said and got up to go talk with him, "Whats up Hommie D" "Jackie I seen you with Maddie and I think what you are doing is wrong?" "What part is wrong Dereck?" "Well Jackie you are using Maddie to get back at Ashley and thats just messed up Jackie, tell me if you like Maddie and I won't say anything" he said real sincere "Look Dereck I like Maddie okay just let me control my life" I said and looked at him with an angry face "Alright Jackie I'm sorry I just want to help you" he said "It's okay come on were going to watch a movie" I said and we walked actually we skipped like little kindagarteners to the living room. A month has passed since me and Dereck had that talk, there was a party today I was planning to tell Maddie that I have been using her I know she would get pissed but I would find a way to make it up, after school I went to the gas station, "Hey Greg" I said to the clerk he was one of my friends too, I got gas and a car wash my mustang looked hot today I don't why but it's like today was going to be full of luck. I did my homework and went to get ready for the party, I put on jeans and a black long sleeve shirt and my white sneakers, I went to pick up Ashley, Dani, and Jane I didn't pick Maddie up because she went over to Stephanie's house after school on the bus, when we got to the party I was hugged like crazy but I was looking for Maddie and when I found her she was in a corner kissing Charlotte a girl from my basketball team I was happy because I wouldn't feel that bad for using her but still again I get cheated on at a party and that has happened a lot, "Maddie" I said very calm that's when she turned around "uh Jackie it's not what it looks like" she said very nervous "Can we talk for a second" I said and we went to an empty room to talk "Jackie I'm sorry I don't know what happened" "Maddie calm down" "Wait youre not mad?" "Well not really, Maddie look I feel horrible but I have to admit I was using you and I'm so sorry, I was planning to break up with you because I don't want to continue something that will never last" "Oh Jackie I was going to ask you to take time to think because I know you still like Ashley and I didn't want you to try and force yourself to like me" "Maddie I love you but as a friend okay, and when I saw you kissing Charlotte made me realize that she might be the best for you and I don't mind if you go downstairs and make out with her, have fun Maddie" I said and she hugged me "Jackie I love you" she said but in a friend way and left downstairs to go back into Charlotte's arms, I stayed in the room and thought if Ashley still liked me and then I remembered that I had to give her her necklace that she must've dropped at my house the day before when I was teaching her a song on the guitar, I took it out of my pocket and went downstairs to try to find her I got close to the kitchen when I overheard David talking with some nerds guys who by the way weren't in our league "... yeah I'm going to take her to my dad's old house and we can have sex there and if she doesn't wanna I'm going to force her because I have been with her for almost two months and she hasn't given me anything and I'm sick ha that bitch actually thinks I love her..." "Hey Jackie" said some girls sitting on the couch" making me unable to hear what David was saying, I knew where his dad used to live because my dad's friend who works with the police told me that his father David's dad killed his mother there and David was forced to live with his grandma and wow he hadn't learn to respect women god I wanted to rip off his dick, but I needed to find Ashley but I just couldn't "Hey girls whats up I said walking to the girls trying not to look suspicious because then David would suspect something "Not much we were just talking about wet dreams we've had that all happen to include you" "Ha really I get that alot, which dream is the best?" I asked them and I sat down next to the brunette in a leather skirt and a pink tank top, "Why don't I just text you my dream" "Uh... yeah sure why not" I said while looking around the room for Ashley "Here I'll give you my number" she said handing me her blackberry so I took my IPhone and handed it to her, "I didn't hear your names..." "Oh I'm Tasha that's Amy and Rosey" said the girl with brown hair and pointed to a blonde and a brunette and to be honest they were all hot. I got up and went to look for Ashley but I couldn't find her I asked people if they had seen her and they all said no except for this guy that said she left with David god that gave me little time I rushed over to Dani who was on top of Jane on the couch making out I never knew my cousin could be so horny, I told her I would be back soon, I rushed to my mustang and like in a action movie I turned the ignition on and started driving towards Davids' Dad's house and exactly like in the movies I did drifts and all that and the best part was it was raining it felt so cool but I was too worried to think about cool, I reached the house in about 20 mins, I opened the door real silently I heard someone upstairs I took my tire wrench with me because with 3 broken ribs I had no chance against this guy, I reached upstairs and there was a hole through the wall allowing me to see everything that was going on god it hurt how Ashley was crying she had some type of cloth in her mouth and she had her hands and feet handcuffed to the bed and she was only wearing her panties and a bra I have never seen her like that the closest I've to seeing her like that was changing in the locker room but someone would always start talking to me, what you must do when you're going to be in a fight is to know your enemy and their surroundings as best as you can and here I am studying where David is and what tools he has around him, "Bitch if you want this key then when I take off your panties I will insert my little friend in there okay so don't do anything stupid don't worry it won't hurt for long I LOVE VIRGINS" he said laying the keys on a the side of the bed then unzipping his pants and Oh my god he took out his dick and haha it was a little less than 5 inches he got on the bed and was and was putting on his condom, I squeezed the tire wrench "1.....2.....3" I thought and decided to make my move "Its now or never" I thought and bursted through the door, he looked to his side and I quickly hit him in the chest with the wrench but not too hard to kill but enough to get him unconscious when he hit the floor, I took out my cell and dialled 911 "Hello...yeah I need help my friend was handcuffed to a bed was about to be raped and I came here right on time to help her...yeah he is on the floor unconscious and still breathing I checked... on 14th Lane Street...thankyou I will be here" I said and hang up they said an ambulance and the cops were on their way, she said they would send an ambulance for Ashley because this type of things can make a person crazy.I looked back and remembered Ashley was still tied, I grabbed the keys and started taking the handcuffs off "Don't worry Ashley" I kept on saying as I took them off, I took off the last on and she took out the cloth she had in her mouth herself and then she pulled me into a hug "Jackie thank you" "I said I would always be there for a friend and here I am Ash" I said, and the I got up and went to get her clothes from floor "here change the cops will be here any minute" I said and let the room and went outside I could hear sirens, I went outside and I saw the car cops getting closer and finally they stopped and a tall man stepped out of the cruiser "Hello ma'am where is your friend?" he asked me "my friend is inside and the guy who tried to rape her is on the floor and I'm warning you that he isn't wearing clothes" I said he smiled and said that he has seen worst stuff than another guy's dick, David was awake now and he had his hands behind his back and hancuffed, the officer asked me some questions and said that David was going to jail for kidnapping and about to rape a women underage" he said which only meant that David wasn't our age. The officer told me that David was actually 20 not 18 and that he was going to jail, some paramedics took Ashley in the ambulance and I got in my car and followed them, I waited and waited and actually fell asleep and then after like 4 hours and finally the nurse told me that Ashley would be out any minute and that I could take her home, Ashley came out of a room with a neutral facial expression I put my arm around her to comfort her it was 6 am, "Let's go get something to eat" I said she just nodded. I stopped at the gas station and got us two french vanillas and a bagel, we went to my restaurant and sat outside to watch the sun come up, it was cold so I got a blanket I had in my trunk, the view was so beautiful the sun was setting and the icy lake looked perfect, "Ashley are you sure you're okay?" "Uh... yeah Jackie thank you" she said taking my hand, she hadn't done that in almost a month, "No problem like I said I will be there for you" "Jackie I'm so sorry" "For what?" "For not believing you when you said that he only wanted to have sex with me, I was an idiot and thought I knew him, I'm sorry I was so stupid in going out with him, god sometimes I wish I could turn back time and still be with you, waiting for you, you are the best person I ever dated" she said "Than why did you cheat on me?" "I don't know..." she said looking into my eyes "...I have no idea why I did that to you, I guess I thought we were done and when David started talking to me it reminded me of you and how you were there when Grace cheated on me and I don't know it just happened I wouldn't blame you if you think of me as a slut or whore" "Ugh Ashley I did think of you as whore, I'm sorry but thats how I see you, I mean where is that sweet innocent girl I fell in love with I know she is in there just tell her I miss her" I said smiling at her and that's when I remember I had her necklace "here" I said and was giving her the necklace, "do you mind putting it on me?" she asked me moving her hair to one side "nope " I said and she turned around I put it over her head and then and her neck, as I was trying to put the necklace on her perfume just like made me zone out and I rubbed her shoulder up and down and then I kissed her neck and she turned around and kissed me in the mouth "I love you Jackie Duarte" I smiled at her kissed her back, she pushed me away and asked if I was still dating Maddie "Unlike you we broke up and she is dating Charlotte" I said "Do you want to be my girlfriend Ashley?" I asked her "I would love to" she said and we kissed that's when my phone started to vibrate I looked at it and it was Dani, "Hey cousin" "Jackie where have you been are you okay who are you with" "Ha calm down don't worry something happened last night and well I'll tell you the whole story later but all I can say is that me and Ashley are together again" "Oh thats fantastic Jackie okay I'll see you guys probably on monday" "Okay bye Dani say to Aunt Rose for me" I said and hang up the phone, I looked into Ashley's eyes and pulled her into a hug "Jackie do you love me again?" she asked me "Ashley I never stopped" "Jackie please never let me go" she said "I wouldn't dream of it Ashley" I said and kissed her on her head.------- ASHLEY I woke up handcuffed to a bed that smelled brand new, I noticed that I was only wearing my bra and panties, I tried to free myself but to no luck then it got worst David walked in and started walking around the bed looking up and down my body, I started to cry because I was so scared I had no idea what to do, "why was I so stupid in not believing Jackie when she told that he only wanted to fuck me" I thought to myself just then David started talking "okay bitch if you want this key than when I take off your panties I will insert my little friend in there okay so don't do anything stupid" he said taking off his pants and what I wasn't expecting was the size it was the smallest dick I had ever seen(not that I have seen a lot) I wanted to laugh but I was more scared than anything, he got on the bed and whe he was putting his condom on that's when BOOM Jackie came through the door and hit him to the floor and she picked up his hand and checked his pulse and I was guessing he was still breathing because she didn't look worried, she called the cops and explained the situation then she walked over and grabbed the keys to unlock me and I took out the cloth that David had put in my mouth to keep me from screaming, I gave her a hug I know it must have hurt her ribs but she hugged me back anyway "Jackie thankyou" " I said I would be there for a friend and here I am Ash" she said in the sweetest voice. She told me to change and she headed outside to wait for the cops, the cops took David away in a cruiser and then the cops started asking me questions "Ma'am David has requested to get a lawyer to defend him which means that you will have to go to court" "Okay sir I will be there but when?" I asked him "oh we don't have a certain date but we will call and if you have any questions please contact me" he said and walked to his cruiser, some people guided me to an ambulance and headed to the hospital, I was in this room where they asked me about everything like how he touched me, how he took off my clothes, when did it happen, why would I go to an empty house with a guy, and the question that really got me was when they asked me why I would go out with a person. It was around 5 am when I was finally out of that room they said that I would be okay just try not to think of what happened I got out and there was Jackie sitting calmly waiting for me "God why did I ever leave you" I thought to myself while staring at Jackie, we walked outside and to her car she suggested we get something to eat I just nodded my head. Jackie stopped at a gas station and got us some french vanilla it was one of her favorites and mine too and she got us a bagel and then drove her restaurant which was empty and we went to sit outside by the frozen lake and watched the sun set, she asked me "Ashley are you sure you're okay?" "Uh... yeah Jackie thank you" I said taking her hand, I hadn't done that in almost a month, "No problem like I said I will be there for you" "Jackie I'm so sorry" "For what?" "For not believing you when you said that he only wanted to have sex with me, I was an idiot and thought I knew him, I'm sorry I was so stupid in going out with him, god sometimes I wish I could turn back time and still be with you, waiting for you were the best person I ever dated" I said "Than why did you cheat on me?" "I don't know..." I said looking into her eyes "...I have no idea why I did that to you, I guess I thought we were done and when David started talking to me it reminded me of you and how you were there when Grace cheated on me and I don't know it just happened I wouldn't blame you if you think of me as a slut or whore" "Ugh Ashley I did think of you as whore, I'm sorry but thats how I see you, I mean where is that sweet innocent girl I fell in love with I know she is in there just tell her I miss her"she smiled then she let go of my hand and reached into her Jean pocket for something, it was was the necklace she gave me "Do you mind putting it on me?" I asked her and she said she would put it on, I turned to my side and put my blond hair to the side, she put her arms over my head and tried to put my necklace on. After she put it on she started rubbing my shoulders up and down it actually was turning me on and then she kissed my neck her kiss was fantastic and it was so electrifying I turned around and gave her a kiss on the mouth, "I love you Jackie Duarte" she smiled at me and leaned to kiss me back, I remembered she was dating Maddie so I pushed her away and asked her about Maddie she told me that they broke up and she is going out with Charlotte, she asked me if I wanted to be her girlfriend ofcourse I said yes and then she got a call from Dani after she hang up I asked her if she loved me again "Ashley I never stopped" she said "never let me go" "I wouldn't dream of it she said and gave me a kiss on the head. We went to my house to explain what happened my parents hugged me like crazy while Jackie explained what happened, "Ashley you are grounded for a week for going to a house alone with a boy" "But mom I-" "Ashley it ain't that bad just accept it" said Jackie stopping me before I would say something I'd regret, my parents let me hang out with Jackie in my room for a while but then Jackie had to go home to practice with her band, "Jackie I never gave you my Christmas present to you" I said reaching for my sketching notebook and pulled out a drawing of her in jeans and a yellow jacket with white shoes, she stared at it "Jackie I know it's not as valuable as the necklace you gave me but I spend a lot of time on it" I said "Ash are you kidding me this is better than a camera, this cant compare to the necklace because someone else made it but this...did you draw this from memory?" "Yeah well I have a picture of us by the bus but everything I did it from memory" I replied "Damn you make me look so hot thanks ashley" she said and gave me a kiss on the cheek, I loved how she never pressured me into having sex with me but she knew that the kisses on the cheek make me weak, she kissed me on the neck on the shoulders and then came back up to my face and gave me a kiss on the mouth, "Hey Ashley I have a doctors appointment tomorrow at 2 then I have band practice and so it doesn't happen again I want to say that the concert is on February 25 in Georgia and if you want you could come as long as it's alright with your parents" she said smiling at me "O my god Jackie congrats, I don't know maybe I hope I can go with you" I said and then we sat down on the floor and she asked me if I could help her get better at drawing and it's not that she was bad no she was a good drawer just didn't get it how she wanted but I helped her and she seemed to get better, "Jackie how about we have an art competition, you draw a picture of anything and I will draw something random too and who ever wins gets a prize" "Really what prize" she asked me "I don't know" "How about if I win I to go on a date with you and if you win you get to go on a date with me" she suggested, "Haha alright fine" I said and we started making out. The next day I hang out at home because I was grounded for the whole week ugh I was wondering how it was going for Jackie at the doctors, I went to my room and started my drawing I mean I wanted to beat her at something but now I don't care anymore as long as I get the same prize haha she is such a genius I love her, I got a text it was from Jackie it read "hey babe, so I am at the doctors and he said that my ribs are so much better that I can actually start playing sports again next week as long as I don't go crazy", I replied "omg baby that's fantastic now we can do things together since you will be on the basketball team and I will be cheerleading for your team", "I know this is fantastic sorry I have to go I will call ya later bye" "Okay bye baby I love you" "Love you too" she said and then I went back to drawing, I was working on a tiger for Jackie I hope she will like it because I know how much she loves tigers. I spent that afternoon drawing and watching tv Jackie called me around 7 and started telling me things that happened to her while we were apart and things that we have to do before school ends, she told me that she was going to get me the perfect gift for my birthday which was in July which is also 1 month after hers and I didn't know what to get her just yet. I went to sleep anxious to see what was going to happen now on that me and her are dating again.------- JACKIE We left to Ashley's house to explain to her parents what happened they were furious but yet happy that she was home and safe they thanked me and said that Ashley was grounded for a week which I personally didn't think was half of what she deserve but she thought it was too much and was about to talk back to her parents but I stopped her in mid sentence because she says stuff that she regrets in the future. her parents let me hang out with her the rest of the day we had a lot of fun in her room and she gave me the goft she had been planning to give me on Christmas it was a drawing of me and j swear it was better than a camera I told her that but she dint believe me I started kissing her cheek then her neck then her shoulders and went back to her mouth and kissed her, we sat down and started talking and the she offered me a competition of drawing and that the winner would receive a prize I asked her what prize but she didn't know what yet so I suggested that if I win I get to go on a date with her and if she won I would go on a date with het and she actually agreed and we started making out. I told her how I had a doctors appoinment and that the concert was in February 25 she was alright with it, the next day I got up at 10am and went to feed my sugar bears and then went to the restaurant to check if everything was alright, "Hey Lana whats up hows everything" "Fantastic boss haha no really everything is great in fact it's even better after you set up that pool table we have more business and there are some guys that want to talk to you about stuff next month sorry but I didn't get their names" "Yeah ok no that's alright just call me if you need anything and if you need help just call me and I will get you help, now I am off to the doctors I'll catch you later" I said and gave her a hug before leaving. "Ms.Duarte" "Yes that's me" I said "Mr.Dronour is waiting" said a nurse so I followed her to the room, "Please Ms.Duarte take a seat right here" said Mr.Dronour he is an old man, "So I will go and see the x-rays you took last week" he said and left me in the room alone, me being myself started playing around with stuff I found a little hammer and hit my knee haha it tickled everything I hit my knee, I heard footsteps so I rushed to put it where I found it, "Now Jackie if you look over here you will see that this are your ribs and if you compare it to the first ones you took you will see that they aren't really broken anymore and that you can go back to doing activities that you used to do such as sports" "Holy Freaks really?" "Yes just don't do too much now if you want you can take those bandages off whenever you want, I will make a note for you let me go get some paper" he said leaving the room, I rushed to get my phone and texted Ashley to tell her the news and she was happy but I didn't tell her I could take off my bandage because I wanted her to take it off and tomorrow would be the perfect time while changing for gym, I told her I had to go and that I would call her later, the doctor made me a note so I could be allowed to play sports and play in gym but he told me not to do weights or pick up anything that weighs more than 60lbs, I went home and started to practice with my band we had little time before the concert there were like 2 weeks left, my band came early so we decided to work on some songs that we loved the most like Dead!, I just wanna run, Sing, Famous Last Words, and other songs, and they left almost at 7 right when they closed the door I called Ashley I started talking to her about things that happened while she wasn't by my side and then I told her of the many things I wanted to with her before school ends but I never mentioned sex as one of my goals, I fell asleep thinking about Ashley, I was planning on her birthday to give her a guitar of her own since she was learning pretty quick and in no time she would be as good as me that actually made me kind of worried at first but she is my girl I don't think she will take my place in the band. I went to work on my homework for tomorrow and after that I took a shower and went to sleep. I got up and put on jeans and a blue shirt and my leather jacket and my white sneakers, I got to Ashley's and we went to school I suggested that after school we go to a guitar store for her to help me pick out a guitar she said she would go anywhere as long as I was there, we went to homeroom I saw Jane with Dani in her arms looking out the window, "Hey gals" I said "Hey news is you guys are together again" said Jane "Yup it's true" replied Ashley "Better not do the same thing you did last time because since Jackie will never ever lay a finger on you, am I clear" said Dani "As crystal, thanks cousin I appreciate it but I don't think that will happen again right Ashley" I said, she said yes in the most innocent tone ever, we walked to the gym together, I saw Ashley go in her corner of the locker room, "Ashley can you come here for a sec" "Sure babe" she said and "Jackie I thought you said you couldn't play until next week" she said "Nah I can play in gym but no in like sport because the doctor said that oustide school sports require more energy and strength" I said and kissed her in the mouth "So I'm going to go change" she said "Wait" I said and grabbed her by the hand I could see everyone was getting ready for me to say something "Look the doc said that I could take off the bandage but I was wondering if you could do the honors" I said looking at her "I would love to" she said and everyone started awing, I lifted up my shirt enough for her to take it off, everyone stared I asked them why they were staring hah they said they wanted to see my abs again, Ashley was more than half way done finally when she finished she rolled up the whole bandage and threw it aside she put her arms around my neck and pulled me into a kiss I put my arms around her waist and kissed her back "Thats enough" everyone was yelling in our ears so I stopped and gave her a kiss on the cheek and she smiled back at me, man I love her dimples. At lunch I started talking to everyone about the concert next week I have to admit I was nervous, "God it feels so nice not wearing a bandage on my abs now I can feel them and the shirts fell so cool" I said out of the blue "Can I feel?" asked Ashley in a naughty tone "Sure" I said, she put her hand on my stomach and started rubbing all of them "Sexy abs" she said "Ha it tickles" I said and she started laughing. God its February 24 and I am leaving 1 day, I already am back in soccer and basketball and I had my first basketball game on saturday which was 44-19 we owned them and I was happy Ashley was there cheering me on and my teammates I mean she was the cheerleader, and last week was Valentine's Day I got Ashley a huge bunny and 3 dozens of white roses some chocolates and a love poem all of her favorites while Jane got Dani a bear and chocolates with a love letter haha original but my cousin loved it, I invited Ashley over to hang out "Haha Jackie now we practice some songs" she said and we started playing the guitar she had already learned 4 of the 32 songs my band had made up "Wow Jackie I have learned 4 out of 32 songs haha I'm almost there" "Haha yeah actually it's 33... yup I finished this song well I started working on it before I met you but when you cheated on me okay but remember I finished started it before I met you but you helped me finished it" "Okay I get just play it for me" "Okay fine" I said and got my guitar... I could have been easier on you I could have been all you held onto I know I wasn't fair, I tried my best to care about you I know I could have been a better human But I always had to have the upper hand I'm struggling to see the better side of me But I can't take all your jabs and taunts You're pointing out my every fault And you wonder why I walked away... When you tell me I'm a wreck You say that I'm a mess How could you expect anything less? You latched onto me then cried that I strung you along I told you when you asked I knew this wouldn't last At least I could be honest about that And now you're telling everyone How I only did you wrong I guess you never knew me at all... Remember on my 21st birthday You took me where we went on our first date We stayed till closing time, after 4 glasses of wine You started with a pointless argument You said that I forgot to compliment The way you dressed that night That I've seen a thousand times But I think we just want different things I want space, you want a diamond ring Whatever made you think we were meant to be?... When you tell me I'm a wreck You say that I'm a mess How could you expect anything less? You latched onto me then cried that I strung you along I told you when you asked I knew this wouldn't last At least I could be honest about that And now you're telling everyone How I only did you wrong I guess you never knew me at all... You tell me I'm a wreck You say that I'm a mess How could you expect anything less When you tell me I'm a wreck You say that I'm a mess How could you expect anything less? You latched onto me then cried that I strung you along I told you when you asked I knew this wouldn't last At least I could be honest about that And now you're telling everyone How I only did you wrong Still I see you standing there Waiting 'round for me to fall Girl you must be crazy Still believing you and me belong I guess you never knew me at all... I finished the song and Ashley just stood there expressionless, "What did you think?" I asked her shyly "um Jackie that was fantastic honey, do the guys know you wrote this song?" she asked me "No you are the first to know" I said, she kissed me and told me that I should play this song at the concert but I told her that I would make Paul sing it because I didn't want to sing it, that night me and her made out for like 2 hours then we watched a movie and then I had to go drop her off at her house. "I love you bye" I said "Love ya too bye" she said and headed inside... THERE IS MORE TO COME, PLZ EMAIL ME FOR ANY ADJUSTMENTS!!!!;)