Date: Fri, 23 Jun 2017 16:59:16 -0700 From: Jojo Starr Subject: A Sister's Confusion - Chapter 2 A Sister's Confustion Chapter 2 Much as Ashley wished that shower had cleansed herself of all those thoughts, she found that that simply wasn't the case. Those thoughts of what had happened with her sister just weren't going away. In fact, it seemed like they were occupying more and more of her time. The sensations she had felt were too powerful to ignore. That was by far the most intense orgasm she had ever experienced. She didn't even know an orgasm could be so powerful. Every time she thought about it, her entire sex ached. She even wondered what the point of masturbating was. Nothing she had ever done or could ever do to herself would ever compare to that. And that was an incredibly frustrating thought. She loved masturbating. But she knew that every time she tried it from now on, she would be thinking of and comparing it to that time, and it would never, ever measure up. She knew she shouldn't be thinking about it, but she couldn't help it. She also couldn't help thinking about why it had been so powerful. It was terribly disturbing to her, but she knew why. She hated to admit it to herself, but it was because she was with Alyssa. There was something about that moment that completely transformed the way she looked at and understood her sister. She had always loved Alyssa her whole life, and she had always thought she was incredibly beautiful. But after what they had done, there was now a sexual element to that beauty. A very, very strong sexual element. Alyssa was a very, very sexy being. The way Alyssa had kissed her... oh God, she still got thrills whenever she thought about it. The feeling of her sister's body pressed to her own... the smell of her hair, the taste of her lips... it was all so intense. And the way she moved with her! She had no idea Alyssa was capable of such incredibly sexy movements of her body! It was nothing like with Kimberly. Yes, that had been exciting and hot, but this... this was on a whole different level. Alyssa just... moved with her so... God, so perfectly. It was like they each understood and anticipated every movement the other made. Their bodies just... fit together. They were united, almost like one. It was SO. HOT. But the heaviest thing of all - the thing that flashed through Ashley's head more often and vexed her more than anything else - was the look they had shared right afterward. The look that had seized every cell and fiber in Ashley's body and somehow connected them to her sister's. The look that jolted her very being out of a deep slumber or hibernation, awakening her to the reality that her sister was the most powerfully beautiful, incredibly sexy, and intensely passionate human being she had ever laid eyes on. It was something she felt deep in her core. And as she looked into her sister's eyes, she saw that same realization in her face. They shared a moment, a connection, a powerful feeling. An energy flowed between them that Ashley had never felt with anyone before, ever. It was so strong that it scared her. And what utterly terrified her was that she felt it with her own sister. That couldn't be right, she told herself. Sisters shouldn't feel that for each other. That was wrong. But no matter how much she told herself that, or how wrong she tried to convince herself it was, the fact was she had felt it. And she couldn't forget it. She couldn't forget how it felt, and she couldn't forget the look on Alyssa's face either. She knew Alyssa felt it too. She knew it without a doubt. They had shared a moment, there was no mistaking it. How was she supposed to look at her sister again after that? How was she supposed to interact with her? How was she supposed to do anything around her after what they'd shared, after what they'd felt? Days went by, almost in a blur. Ashley could hardly think straight. She couldn't focus on her homework and had turned in several assignments incomplete. She knew her grades were slipping. She couldn't keep going on like this. Her interactions with her sister were reduced to simple "Hi"s and "How's it going"s. They barely said more than three sentences to each other each day. It was terribly awkward and even painful. It got to the point where she even dreaded interacting with her sister, and soon started trying to avoid her altogether. But what really messed her up was that when they did interact, and especially when they made eye contact, Ashley felt her heart race, her body get hot, her knees get weak, and on more than a few occasions, her panties moisten. Whenever this happened, she would quickly go hide in her room and sit on her bed, her body overridden by powerful emotions. She desperately wanted to touch herself, just to alleviate this terrible aching in her body, but she knew if she did that she would be thinking about Alyssa the whole time, and that was wrong. So she just sat there, breathing deeply and trying to clear her thoughts until the feelings went away. But this was no way to live. She was an absolute mess and only getting worse. She was starting to lose sleep. Her grades were slipping further and she felt constantly horny pretty much every minute of every day. She knew masturbating would probably help, but she was afraid of what she would think about and that it might ultimately make things worse. Then, one night, as she lay in bed, unable to sleep, running all these familiar thoughts through her head, she realized something. She had been incredibly selfish. She was trying to avoid contact with her sister, someone she loved very much. She was shutting her out. Did she ever stop once to consider how Alyssa might feel about that? So far, everything had been about Ashley's own feelings. But what about Alyssa's feelings? Was she as tortured as Ashley was? Or was she simply moving on with her life - a life without Ashley? Ashley couldn't decide which thought terrified her more. She couldn't bear the thought of going through the rest of her life without ever talking to her sister again. It was right then that she made a pact with herself. She would have to talk to Alyssa. She would have to find out her side. How she was feeling about all this. To not know would only drive her further into a cycle of misery. If Alyssa had already shaken that day and everything they experienced off, then Ashley would find a way to do that too, however much it pained her. But, on the other hand, if Alyssa was feeling just as tortured and conflicted as Ashley was... well, she couldn't think about that now. She would worry about it when and if it happened. As soon as she made this decision, within minutes she fell into a deep and heavy sleep. ***************************************************** The next day was Friday and the whole day at school Ashley thought about what she was going to say to her sister. When she got home from school, she learned that her parents were going out to dinner with some friends and wouldn't be back until late. That meant she and Alyssa would be alone in the house together for several hours. She couldn't stand the thought of that without taking the opportunity to talk to her sister. If she didn't, those several hours would be excruciating torture. It turned out that waiting for the moment to even talk to her sister was plenty of torture by itself. It seemed like forever until their parents finally went out the door, and even when they did, Ashley sat in her room wondering how long she should wait before going to talk to her sister. Every time she thought about doing it, her body tensed up and she got a heavy squirmy feeling in her stomach. She would much rather just stay in her room. But she knew that if she did that, the agony would only grow worse as the days went by. Over the course of ten painfully long minutes, Ashley gathered up the courage and strength to go talk to her sister. She took several deep breaths, closing her eyes and trying to summon confidence. She rehearsed in her head over and over what she would say and told herself to remain focused and calm. She had to get through this. She had to. Finally she got to her feet and took another deep breath. This was it, she told herself. It was now or never. She opened the door and began walking down the hallway to her sister's room. As she did, her heart began to beat heavily and quickly in her chest. Her stomach churned and her nerves jangled all over. Suddenly she began to wonder whether she could go through with this. But she had to, she told herself. She had to. Taking a deep breath, she knocked on her sister's door. Almost immediately, she heard a scrambling and rustling. Then came an almost frantic, "Yeah?" Ashley felt her heart pound in her chest. "Hey, it's... it's me," she said, realizing her voice was slightly shaky. "Can I... come in?" She bit her lip, her whole body tense. Please... please let her say yes, she thought. "Um... sure," came Alyssa's voice. It almost sounded like she was as flustered as Ashley was. Ashley, feeling her heart pound harder than it had in a long time, turned the doorknob and opened the door. As she stood in the doorway and made eye contact with her sister, her mind suddenly went completely blank. She had no idea what she was going to say. All she could think about was how exquisitely beautiful her sister was, how she was just turning her body to jelly, and how she just wanted to melt with her. She was sure she looked just like a deer in the headlights. But she couldn't help it. After a few seconds, she realized she was staring. This wasn't working. She took a deep breath and pried her eyes away from her sister's. She scanned the room, looking for a place to sit. Suddenly, she found her voice. "Can I sit down?" she asked. "Yeah," Alyssa said, sounding a little stunned herself. She moved over on her bed, clearing a space for Ashley. Ashley's insides were swirling, her mind spinning. There was something about being here again... being in the presence of her sister in the same room that they... well, that started this whole thing. Her heart was pounding and her nerves were jangling like crazy all throughout her body. Somehow, she forced her legs to move and she walked over to sit down next to her sister. She put her hands in her lap and looked down at the floor. She couldn't look at Alyssa. Not yet. It was too distracting. She couldn't focus, and she needed to. She had to speak. She had to get this out. She took a deep breath. "Hey, um..." she started. "I know that we haven't, um... been talking much lately." She paused, thinking of what to say next. Whatever she had rehearsed was completely gone. She had to improvise. Just be real, she told herself. Just be honest. "And, that's really been bothering me. I don't want it to be this way. I miss talking to you. I miss being around you. I miss you." "I... miss you too, Ashley," she heard her sister say. "You do?" she said, raising her head and looking over at her sister. God, those eyes. That face. It took Ashley's breath away. Alyssa nodded. "I've been afraid that you don't want to be around me anymore." "No, it's... It's not that, it's..." Ashley began, her tongue tying itself in knots. Spit it out, Ashley, spit it out. She had to look away. "It's just... ever since... you know..... My head's been all scrambled. I just... I can't think straight and it's tearing me apart! I don't want things to be like this... like they've been. I can't take it." "Ashley... what are you saying?" Alyssa asked. "I don't know!" Ashley said, burying her face in her hands. "I don't know what I'm saying. I can't even think straight when I'm around you anymore! It's crazy! I just... I don't know what to do!" She then looked back at her sister, meeting her gaze. God, it was so intense. She made her heart beat so fast. "I... I need to know how you feel." Alyssa's eyes widened and she suddenly looked scared. "H-how I feel?" Ashley nodded. God, she was so beautiful. She was getting lost again. Feeling tingly. Her heart thumping in her chest. Alyssa was looking right back at her. And then, there it was. That look. The same look they'd shared that day. It hit her like lightning. Her body was seized with an electric current, stunned by her sister's gaze. Her heart was pounding. This was the moment of truth. She spoke softly, barely above a whisper. "I... I can't be crazy, can I? You... feel it too... don't you?" Alyssa looked right at her with those big, beautiful eyes, clearly just as lost as Ashley was. "I love you, Ashley," she said. Ashley's heart melted and she felt tears welling up in her eyes. "I love you too, Alyssa," she said. "So much it hurts." She couldn't take it any longer. She threw her arms around her sister and hugged her tight. She sighed as she felt Alyssa's arms around her, holding her close. Her sister was so warm, so soft, so perfect. This was validation. Pure, beautiful bliss. She felt like crying, but holding her sister like this was arousing her too much. After a few seconds, she pulled back and looked into her sister's eyes, their faces inches apart. She saw the passion, the desire, and knew they both wanted it. She closed her eyes and leaned forward, tilting her head. Her lips met her sister's and they both sighed in absolute bliss. They kissed firmer, deeper. Again. And again. She couldn't get enough and neither could Alyssa. They held each other tighter as they kissed, their lips roaming, sliding, stroking, smearing across each other's faces. She could hardly believe this was real. She kissed Alyssa again, just to make sure. Then again. And again. She was gasping, and so was her sister. God, she was hot. So incredibly hot. She pulled back and looked into Alyssa's eyes. Those beautiful, stunningly gorgeous eyes. "Alyssa, I want to do it again," she breathed. "Oh God, me too," Alyssa breathed back. "But this time, I want it to be for real," Ashley said. "I want us to be naked." Alyssa's eyes fluttered closed. "Oh God," she breathed. "Okay," she said, opening her eyes again and sitting upright on the bed. Ashley's heart pounded like crazy as she got to her feet, kicking off her shoes. Immediately, Alyssa followed her and did the same. Ashley pulled off her shirt and unbuttoned her shorts, watching her sister do the same. In a way, this did feel a little strange undressing in front of her sister like this. They hadn't seen each other naked since they were little kids. But on another level, Ashley's entire body burned with the desire to see her sister's beautifully budding seventeen year-old body in all its glory. Ashley pushed, pulled, and kicked off the rest of her clothes without another thought. Then, as she watched her sister remove her bra and panties, her breath caught in her throat. She couldn't believe how gorgeous her sister's body was. Alyssa had absolutely perfect breasts - firm little B-cups that stood out with prominent, pointy nipples. It was so hot to see her sister aroused like this. Alyssa also had a light, closely cropped patch of fuzz between her legs that couldn't quite conceal her very puffy slit with tiny little pink lips poking through. And did Ashley detect a slight sheen down there as well? Ashley's heart pounded as she looked her up and down. "Get on the bed," Ashley said. It wasn't a harsh command, it was simply a statement indicating what she wanted her sister to do. Alyssa didn't need to be told twice. She climbed onto the bed on her hands and knees, unintentionally (or maybe not) giving her sister a view of her round, smooth butt for only a second or two before flipping over onto her back. She grinned up at her sister, her index finger between her teeth. Ashley thought it was absolutely adorable and achingly sexy. She smirked as she climbed onto the bed herself, slowly crawling towards her sister on her hands and knees. They locked eyes as Ashley slowly crawled up her sister's body, Alyssa instinctively spreading her legs for her sister so that Ashley could move up between them. When Ashley's face was directly over her sister's, she looked down at her and smiled. "God, you're beautiful," she said. Alyssa grinned back. "So are you," she said, wrapping her arms up and around her sister's neck. As Ashley felt her sister gently pull her downwards, she lowered her head to kiss her sister softly on the lips. It felt so wonderful. As they slowly began to kiss, she slowly slid her knees down, lowering her hips to her sister's body, then her abdomen, and finally her breasts. The feeling was indescribable as they both sighed, kissing each other deeper. Their bodies were touching - really touching. Alyssa's skin was soft, warm, and perfect against Ashley's, and when Ashley felt her sister's hard nipples press against her breasts, she slipped her tongue into her mouth as sparks shot all through her body. As they breathed together, their bellies touched and their breasts swelled against each other. It was heavenly. Ashley was also acutely aware of her sister's soft pubic hair pressing against her own, and she gently began to rock her hips from side to side, grinding their pelvic bones together. The feeling was indescribable. Every so often, Ashley could feel her puffy mound brush against her sister's, hot and swollen, and it drove her crazy, sending sparks shooting throughout her body. She began to press her hips down more fully, desperately trying to get their sexes to actually touch - no, crush - together. Alyssa must have realized this because almost immediately, she swung her legs back, rocking her hips upward toward Ashley's. "MMPH!" both girls squealed as their sexes pressed hotly against each other. Ashley broke the kiss, gasping for air. "Oh my God," she gasped, looking down into her sister's eyes. Alyssa just looked up at her with smoldering eyes, her sexy lips slightly parted as she adjusted her hips beneath Ashley, undulating them slightly, trying to maximize the contact between their pussies. "Oh God!" Ashley suddenly cried, wincing, barely believing anything could be so hot. "Does that feel good?" Alyssa asked breathily. "Oh my God yes!" Ashley gasped. Ashley let her sister do this for another minute or so as they just stared into each other's eyes, grinding their pussies together slowly. Ashley couldn't believe anything could feel so good. The more they ground, the more Ashley could feel their juices seeping out and spreading across each other. It was breathtaking. If there was a heaven, this is exactly what it would feel like, she thought. Eventually, Ashley couldn't take it anymore. "Oh my God, I can't believe how hot you're making me!" With that, she lunged down to kiss her sister's mouth and began thrusting with her hips, crushing her sex firmly against her sister's. "Mmmph!" Alyssa squealed, wrapping her arms tighter around her sister and gripping her hips with her legs. Ashley held her lips firmly against her sister's mouth as she firmly thrust her hips again and again against her sister's. Her heart was pounding and an energy somewhere in her body took over, driving her to push harder, faster, crush herself tighter against her sister and with more and more urgency. She needed more oxygen. Ashley broke the kiss and looked into her sister's eyes as she humped against her. Alyssa looked back up at her, panting heavily, her eyes smoldering with desire. It was unbelievably hot. Her pussy ached and she wanted to crush it even tighter against her sister's. Ashley placed her hands down on either side of her sister's body and lifted her chest off of her sister, angling her sex to press completely flat against her sister's, their lips compressed in a tight vaginal kiss. Both girls' jaws dropped at this revelatory sensation. Alyssa hooked her heels tightly around Ashley's thighs, pulling her even tighter against her, causing both girls to gasp sharply. She did it again, and this time Ashley instinctively thrust with her, crushing their puffy, slick lips together. Ashley angled her hips upward when she thrust, clenching her butt cheeks tight as she slid her sex completely up the length of her sister's open slit, compressing her own folds beneath and behind her to crush down against her sister's clit. Alyssa gasped as she looked up into her sister's eyes, pulling her even tighter against her with her heels. Ashley could not believe how good this felt as she began to hump her sister in this manner, sliding her sex completely up the length of her sister's and back, the whole time looking down into her beautiful, sex-filled eyes. As she humped, she could actually feel her folds gathering her sister's juices on the way up, smearing them across both their sexes. On particularly firm humps, she could even feel juices squeezing out of her own sex as she crushed it tightly against her sister's at the top of her thrust. Everything down there was hot, wet, and slick, causing her to slide up and back with ease. She also reveled in the fact that she could feel each and every crevice of her sister's lips with her own as she slid up the length of them, and they seemed to communicate this to each other as they stared into each other's eyes. Ashley couldn't believe how sexy it was to be doing this with her sister, especially while looking into her eyes. It was as if they wanted to confirm that this was real and happening. Last time they had their heads buried in each other's shoulders, under the pretense that they were doing it with someone else. But this time they were looking in each other's eyes. This time each girl was very aware that this was her sister she was with. They were actually doing it. Having sex. With their sister. This acknowledgement made the act hotter than either girl ever thought possible, and it made them hump even faster. Ashley caught movement of flesh beneath her, and while she was reluctant to pull her eyes from her sister's, she also wanted to take in every aspect of this moment. She moved her eyes down to her sister's perfect breasts, bouncing and jiggling on her chest as she humped her. It sent a terrible erotic thrill through her, causing her to give a few extra-hard thrusts. When she moved her eyes back to her sister's face, she saw that Alyssa was staring down at her breasts, bouncing back and forth on her own chest. Normally, Ashley would have felt embarrassed by this, but she was surprised to find that she actually got a thrill from her sister staring at her bouncing breasts. She pushed harder, bouncing them just a little more for her sister's pleasure. And then their eyes met again. The jolt that rushed through Ashley's body was heavy and powerful. Nothing quite compared to this. There was an implicit understanding that they both enjoyed looking at the other's breasts. The fact that they held each other's gaze confirmed this. And that was hot. Keeping her eyes locked on her sister's, Ashley changed her pace, sliding her sex up the length of her sister's slower but more firmly, shocked at what a difference that made. She watched as Alyssa's jaw dropped and brow furrowed and did it again, biting her own lip at the intensity of the sensation. Ashley did it again, slower still, making sure to drag her folds tightly and firmly across every inch and crevice of her sister's, looking deep into her eyes as she did. She couldn't believe how beautiful her sister's face was and she wanted to watch every single movement it made as she made love to her. They said a thousand words with their eyes as their sexes crushed, slid, and spread juices across each other: 'I want you to feel this,' Ashley seemed to be saying to her sister, 'every inch of my sex and wetness against yours.' 'I feel it,' Alyssa seemed to respond, 'I love that we're doing it and I love that you're my sister.' 'I want to watch your face through all of it,' Ashley seemed to say. 'I want to watch you and I want to confirm that this is real. I want to watch your face, especially as you cum.' 'I want you to watch me,' Alyssa seemed to respond. 'I want you to make me cum and I want to look into your eyes as I do it. I want you to know how much pleasure you're bringing me. I want you to cum with me and I want it to be the hottest thing that either of us has ever done.' Ashley felt an incredible intensity build within her as they communicated, and on the next thrust her face twisted up as Alyssa pulled her particularly tight against her with her heels. Both girls gasped and Alyssa's hands went around Ashley's neck, pulling gently. Ashley knew she wanted their bodies closer. Ashley's breath merged with her sister's and they kissed briefly, once, then twice, then Ashley began humping hard and fast as they looked into each other's eyes, faces inches apart. Their breaths were hot and heavy against each other's faces as their sexes crushed, slid, and squished back and forth. Ashley could feel it. Oh God, it was going to be powerful. Alyssa panted faster. Her face twisted up. Her hands went around Ashley's body, gripping her. "Oh God! Ashley!" Alyssa cried, her eyes still locked with her sister's. Nothing made it more real than this. A jolt shot through Ashley's body as she heard her sister cry out her name at the moment of truth. She humped hard with her entire body, clenching her butt cheeks hard as she crushed her sex as tight against her sister's as she could. "Unh! UNNHH!" Alyssa grunted, gripping Ashley's body tight with her own. Ashley exploded into her own orgasm, watching her sister's face twist up into the most beautiful expression she had ever witnessed. "HUNNH! HUUNNH!" Ashley panted as she continued to hump through her orgasm, desperate to give her sister the best pleasure she was capable of. "UNH! UUUUNNNHHH!" Alyssa cried, her eyes closing and her head thrusting back into the bed as her body contorted with bliss. Ashley had never seen or heard anything so sexy in her life. The look on her sister's face pushed her into a second orgasm as she slammed her body against Alyssa's, holding it tight as she spasmed and trembled against her. And in that moment, they became one. Cumming, trembling, merging together in absolute bliss. They cried, squealed, and panted as their bodies shook together, losing all abandon. Alyssa kept her heels hooked around Ashley's thighs as they trembled, keeping their sexes pressed tightly together throughout their orgasm. It was the hottest, most erotic, most beautiful moment either girl had ever shared, and it seemed to go on forever. After several trembles and shudders against her sister's body that seemed to go on and on, Ashley felt herself gasping heavily for air. Everything felt wonderful and intense. Her body tingled wonderfully. The air rushing into her lungs felt wonderful. Her sister's body, hot, heaving, and gasping beneath her felt wonderful. And her sex felt like it had just gone through the most incredible workout of her life. She couldn't believe how sensitive she was down there. For a while, Ashley just lay on top of her sister, gasping for breath, hearing and feeling her sister breathing heavily beneath her. They were both hot and covered in a sheen of sweat. Ashley could smell the sweat and musky aroma emanating from her sister's skin. It was absolutely wonderful and she wanted to remember that smell forever. The smell of sweet, beautiful sex on her sweet, beautiful sister. After letting it fill her nostrils countless times over, Ashley gathered her strength and lifted her head to look at her sister's face. What she saw was the most beautiful face she had ever laid eyes on. "Oh my God," Ashley gasped, looking into her sister's eyes. Alyssa just smiled up at her, her face still flushed from the powerful orgasms she just had. "Oh my God, that was incredible," Ashley said, loving how beautiful her sister looked right then. "Yeahh," Alyssa managed, breathy and spent. "You okay?" Ashley asked, smirking slightly. Alyssa nodded, losing herself in her sister's eyes. "I've never been better in my life," she said. Ashley smiled and leaned down and kissed her sister. Alyssa's lips felt soft and wonderful against hers, and she felt her sister's arms gently circle around her neck, pulling her close. They kissed again and again, their mouths hot and sticky, but neither of them caring. Ashley slowly pulled back again, looking into her sister's gorgeous eyes. Their bodies were hot and sweaty, their crotches covered in their sex juices. Alyssa had relaxed her legs and Ashley lay limply on her sister, their naked bodies pressed together. "I want to stay like this forever," Ashley said. "Me too," Alyssa said, looking up into her eyes. "God, I love you so much," Ashley said, meaning every word. "I love you too," Alyssa said, and once again, their mouths met. *************************************************** To be continued...