Date: Thu, 22 May 2003 19:09:10 -0700 (PDT) From: bonnie morrison Subject: THE PRICE FOR PASSION - 2 THE PRICE FOR PASSION-2 by Bonnie Morrison (Ff, inc, ws) INSERT COPYRIGHT PROTECTION CLAUSE HERE. Thank you for abiding. Sarah seemingly has a growing sexual desire for her mother, but we don't know if it's only because she misses her sister so much, and sees Renee when she looks at her mother. Jean is fighting with herself over what she perceives to be a growing sexual desire for her daughter. We don't know if it's because she's lonely, or if a latent desire has begun to awaken within her. Perhaps these are moot points. Only time will tell. Chapter Two of The Price for Passion, by Bonnie Morrison. maidenformdd@yahoo.com THE PRICE FOR PASSION -- 2 When the cleaning was finished, Jean went into her bedroom and put the photo on the dresser, then went into the kitchen for a drink of water. She was telling herself that her desire for Sarah was a perversion, and that she had to put a stop to everything that had gone on for the previous two weeks. She thought about the nights and how she taunted Sarah as well as herself. She thought about how she had become more brazen each night, finally removing her clothing and purposely standing naked before her daughter, actually hoping to excite the girl. Her excitement meant excitement for Jean as she listened to her masturbating wantonly. At first, she told herself that it was innocent teen behavior which would occur regardless, but as the nights passed, she saw herself being drawn more and more into this illicit behavior until now she was desperate to feel the pleasure as well. But she knew it was wrong, and that she had to stop it. She hoped having the photo would give her enough of an edge to head off what she knew was going to happen if their behavior didn't' stop, and stop now. Jean lifted the hem of her dress and raised it up around her waist and then put her hand on her bare crotch. She hardly wore panties anymore, since shaving herself. She felt the moisture that had built up from her thoughts. Unconsciously she pushed a finger into her canal and moved it in and out a few times absent-mindedly. When she became aware of what she was doing, she just looked down at herself and continued until she was in the midst of an orgasm. This is the way it was now. Sometimes she would catch herself masturbating, several times during the day. She would always give herself an orgasm, then afterward would feel so guilty and disgusted. But the next time the outcome was always the same. She was very nervous about the impending conversation. For the first time in a long time, she knew she wouldn't be in control of this talk. She was well aware of how persuasive her daughter could be, so she figured she'd better try and come up with some way to express her thoughts convincingly. Jean tried rehearsing a few things she thought about saying to Sarah, but gave up and decided the conversation would go however it went. As a schoolteacher, she had always rehearsed her presentations for the classroom, but this was not school, and Sarah was not one of her pupils. Their conversation should be spontaneous, she felt, and that's the way she approached the issue. Jean was in the midst of preparing their dinner when Sarah arrived home from Alison's house and the pool. She was still wearing her swimsuit, a bikini that showed off her well-blossomed figure. Jean looked over at her when she came into the kitchen and noted that she could see Sarah's hard nipples through her top. She glanced down to look between the girl's legs to see the enticing swell of her mound. She could feel the sparking between her legs and desperately wanted to rub her clit, but turned back to the preparation of dinner, trying to get her mind on her work. Sarah noticed how her mother looked her over. She knew she would, and that's the reason she stopped just inside the door and played with her nipples to make then hard so they would show through the thin material. It worked. She saw the look of desire on her mother's face as the woman's eyes moved over her body. The girl was beginning to believe that she was gaining complete control over her mother's emotions. Sarah had started teasing her mother, beginning the night after Jean had first taken off her nightgown while standing beside the bed. Sarah now openly touched herself whenever she wanted to attract her mother's attention. Sarah knew her mother was easily aroused, so she did things to suggest to the woman the desire she felt for her. She wanted her mother to make the first move, and felt certain it would happen, but she was growing a little impatient, so she had decided to step up the pressure. This seemed like the perfect moment for boldness. She walked up behind her and hugged her, kissing her on the neck and pressing herself against her mother's back while putting her hands inside her mother's t-shirt and under the heavy breasts hanging loose there. Jean felt the erect nipples poking into her, and the sparking down below increased as Sarah's hands caressed the big breasts. She single-mindedly concentrated on the food she was preparing and ignored the girl's overture. "What's wrong, Mom?" Jean kept working. "Nothing, honey. I'm just wanting to finish up here. Why don't you go shower while I get the rest of this done?" Sarah stood there for a few seconds with a quizzical expression on her face, then went to shower without saying anything more. She sensed that Jean had something on her mind which evidently was distracting her very much, since her mother had barely acknowledged her presence. She told herself she would ask about it after dinner. They ate in relative silence, even whenever Sarah attempted to engage Jean in conversation. Sarah definitely knew her mother was bothered by something. When dinner was finished and everything was cleaned and put away, Jean told Sarah that she had something she wanted to show her, and asked her to come to her bedroom. Sarah stood in the doorway, and Jean told her to come in and take a seat in one of the side chairs. She sat down while Jean retrieved the photo from off the dresser. She went over to Sarah and handed her the picture. "Here. I wanted you to have this back. Take a look at this and tell me what you see." Sarah took the picture and looked at it. She stared at it for a few seconds, then looked up at her mother, ashen-faced. "I found that when I was vacuuming around the bed in your room. Or, I should say, the vacuum found it. I'm wondering why you have a photo of your sister posed like that. I'm wondering why she posed like that. And I'm wondering who took the picture." Sarah had turned red with embarrassment after recovering from the initial shock. "Um, well, um, I took the picture. We were fooling around one day and daring each other to be photographed without any clothes on." "What are you doing with the picture? I figured this would be something that Renee would want to hang onto, not that you would give it out freely, but^Å" "Well, I guess it was in one of my bags and I didn't know it until I unpacked my stuff." Sarah was starting to get a little nervous. She didn't remember of her mother ever being like this before. "I'm sorry, Mom. I can throw it away if you want." Jean had been pondering everything that had happened since Sarah's arrival, and now it seemed to be starting to make sense, a little, anyway. Sarah obviously liked girls, and Jean suspected that she and Renee were playing together, or had been. She didn't want to make her daughter think she was prying, but she did want to know if they had been exploring sex together. The very thought aroused her as much or more than it made her feel guilty. Jean realized she was teetering on the brink of losing the will to resist these thoughts and feelings. "No, honey, I'm not saying you should throw the picture away. I want you to have it back. That's why I gave it to you. I was just curious about it." She decided to try a new tack. "Renee really looks like me, doesn't she. Her body, especially. Don't you think?" "Yes, I guess she does. I was thinking about that the first night here, when you took off your clothes before you had a shower." "What happened to Renee? How did she gain so much weight?" "Oh, I think the doctor said it was due to her emotional upset. I think that's what she called it. Something about her phys--, um, psychol--, um, oh I can't remember the word the doctor used." "Do you mean her psyche? Is that the word you were trying to think of?" "Yeah, that's it. Her psyche. The doctor said she has been upset for a long time because we had to go away with Dad. I think Renee thought you didn't love us anymore." Jean's heart ached upon hearing this. She had done everything to keep herself from having thoughts like these, but here it was. It felt as if she had been hit right between the eyes. Tears started welling up in them. "Oh, honey, no!! I NEVER felt that way!! I didn't want either of you to leave, but the way things happened, I didn't have any choice. Your father threatened to make trouble for me at school if I didn't agree to let him take the two of you with him. I never wanted that to happen, Sarah. It nearly killed me when the two of you had to go. You can see what it has done to me, too." Sarah saw the tears streaming down her mother's cheeks, and she started crying, too. She threw herself into her mother's arms and buried her face in the expanse of her bosom. They held each other, both sobbing uncontrollably, until finally their pent-up emotions were nearly drained. In a muffled voice, Sarah was the first to speak. "Oh, Mom, we both know that you love us. We know it now. I wish things could have been different and that we didn't have to go away." Her tears and runny nose had made a mess of her mother's t-shirt. "Oh, honey, I feel so bad about what happened! I would do anything to change it! I have worried so much about both of you, not being able to talk to you. Your father wouldn't allow me to do that." "Why? What happened to cause everything?" "It's a long story, honey. I'll tell it to ;you some day. You should know what happened. I want both of you to know, and I hope I can tell both of you at the same time. Maybe you can come back at Christmas with Renee, and I'll tell you then. I just can't talk about it right now, though." "Okay, Mom. I wish you could tell me now, but I understand. Renee is really excited about getting to come at Christmas. That's about all she could talk about the other night when I was talking to her." "Yes, I know. I sensed it, too. She sounds so wonderful. I can't wait to see her again. I noticed that she loves you very much, the way she talked about you the last time. I'm so glad that the two of you are so close." "Yeah, we're really pretty close. I think we always have been. I really miss her a lot. I wish she could have come with me this summer." "So do I, honey. More than anything." They fell silent for a bit as they continued holding one another. Jean became aware of her daughter's face pressed into her breasts. The tingle returned to her crotch. Sarah must have sensed her mother's stirrings. She raised her head and looked into her face, then started wiping at Jean's wet t-shirt. "Oh, Mom, look what I've done. I got your t-shirt all wet." The girl's hands on her breasts caused the nipples to become fully erect, which Sarah noticed immediately. She began paying particular attention to the protruding nipples and caused more tingling between her mother's legs in the process. Jean felt herself slide over the edge. "I want to ask you something, honey. You don't have to answer if you don't want to." "Sure, Mom, go ahead." Sarah continued to rub her mother's breasts. Jean hesitated for a second, trying to choose the right words. "Well, I'll be right up front. I see how you look at me all the time, how you like looking at me when I'm naked, and I wondered if you are interested in girls rather than boys. Now that I've seen that picture of Renee, I'm wondering if there's anything going on between you two." The crimson came back up in Sarah's face. She was mute, not knowing how to respond. "Oh, honey, I'm not trying to embarrass you or get you to confess to something! Please don't think that. I just hoped you would share things like this with me, because I want us to share things. You don't have to say one word, but I'm hoping you'll be honest with me, because I want us to be honest with each other." Sarah looked up at her mother and started crying again. Jean quickly put her arms around the girl and pulled her up against her. "Hush now, honey. It's alright. Momma understands about these kinds of feelings." She kissed her daughter's tears and then briefly kissed her lips. "Don't cry, sweetheart. Momma knows how you feel, because I have the same feelings." Sarah's tears subsided and she blew her nose. "Oh, Mom, I'm so sorry about this. I never wanted you to know about Renee and me. We didn't want anyone to know about us." She groaned and held back the tears. "I'm sorry, Mom." "Don't fret now, honey. It's alright." She held the girl's face against her breasts as they held each other. "I'm getting your t-shirt more messed up, Mom. I can't help it. I'm sorry." She began rubbing the wet material clinging to her mother's breasts, further causing Jean to slip closer to the precipice. It felt so good to hold another female body against her own, even if it WAS her daughter. She closed her eyes and sighed deeply as Sarah continued to rub and caress the large mounds. Her panty crotch was becoming increasingly damper, and she was moving toward the point of needing to feel the release of an orgasm. Through the growing fog of arousal, she silently shouted at herself to turn away, get loose and turn away. Now she felt something different and opened her eyes to see her daughter sucking at her rigid nipple through the wet t-shirt. Oh god, it felt so good!! She wanted to feel the girl's mouth directly on her skin. No!! I have to stop this!! Her mind was screaming for her hands to stop as she pulled the t-shirt up, freeing her breasts. Oh god, please stop me, someone!! She lifted one of her breasts and offered it to her daughter's open mouth and felt the girl's lips close tightly around the engorged nipple. Oh fuck!! Suck me, honey!! Her brain shouted, screamed the words at her daughter. She felt the sensation of the girl's mouth on her and reached down to slide her hand inside her panties. Oh please stop!! Please!! She pulled Sarah's face harder against herself as her fingers began their magic. She felt the pleasure coursing through her body, the wonderful pleasure of her daughter's mouth, and the mounting orgasm that she so desperately wanted. She slipped over the rim and fell headlong into the very depths of the incestuous abyss, no longer fighting the overwhelming urge. Jean knew she had stopped resisting before yielding; she wanted what was happened every bit as much as her daughter wanted it, and now that she had ceased struggling, the ecstasy of the moment nearly caused her to faint. Jean became aware that they were standing in the middle of her bedroom. She put her face next to Sarah's and spoke softly to her. "Come to the bed, honey. Momma needs to lie down before she falls onto the floor." Slowly she moved them toward the bed a few feet away. Sarah continued sucking at the big breast, unwilling to let go. Jean backed up to the bed and sat down, pulling Sarah down on top of herself. The girl's mouth never broke loose from her mother's breast. Jean worked her fingers back into herself and quickly approached her climax. "Oh, honey, Momma's gonna cum!! Oh fuck!! Oh fuck!! Momma wants to cum for you, honey!! Make momma cum now, baby!! OHHHHHH!!!" Sarah left her mother's breast and quickly moved between her legs. As Jean's fingers flailed away at her clit, Sarah pulled the crotch of her panties aside and shoved her tongue into her mother's hole. The second Jean felt her daughter's tongue enter her, she exploded in orgasmic bliss. Her hips thrust upward into Sarah's face as the spasms tried to turn her inside out. Many times before, Sarah had felt these spasms as she tongued her sister to orgasm, but this time it was special. She wished she could keep her mother cumming forever! Finally Jean was able to relax, and Sarah moved up next to her and resumed nursing at the large breasts. She loved them. From the first moment her mother had bared them to her, she fell in love with them. She longed to touch them, feel them, feel their weight and texture. She longed to suck the marvelous nipples. And now they were hers. She was dong all the things she had dreamed about. She pushed as much of the flesh into her mouth as was possible. Oh, god, if I could only get ALL of it into my mouth, she cried out to herself as she sucked and sucked and sucked. Jean lay with her eyes closed, relishing the sensations that Sarah was causing. She had recovered from the powerful orgasm, but had not regained her senses. As Sarah ministered to her, she imagined it to be her old lover, Millie, who also loved breasts. This entire experience had been about Millie, about their times together. Jean opened her eyes, expecting to see Millie there. The shock of seeing her daughter instead snapped her out of her reverie. She stiffened involuntarily, as if recoiling from the girl, but only for an instant. Jean reached over and stroked Sarah's hair as the girl sucked her mother's breasts. Jean watched Sarah for a few minutes, then started thinking about what had happened. It did happen, there was no denying it. She tried to conjure up some rationale, some way to avoid accepting responsibility for what she had done. She told herself that her daughter was to blame, that Sarah had forced herself on her, had forced her to think in a way that convinced her it was alright. Thinking about her old friend, Millie, she tried convincing herself that her mind just played a trick on her, making her believe that it was Millie here with her and not Sarah. This game continued until she finally told herself to stop playing the game, stop trying to avert responsibility for her actions and face the facts. She had willingly let Sarah push her to the point of surrender. It wasn't Sarah's fault. She wanted this to happen, all along. She thought back to the day Sarah arrived and how the girl had masturbated in the car, right next to her, in so bold a way. She knew that it was at that moment that she began to think of her daughter in a sexual way, not to have sex with her, exactly, but that Sarah was a sexual young woman with desires and needs just like any young woman. Jean saw how, once she knew Sarah's sexual preference, she had intended to cultivate the girl's desires, but she told herself that those intentions had not included having sex with her. Jean thought about her own desires, suppressed for so long now. She tried to determine if her physical need overrode her sensibilities, allowing her to engage in sex with Sarah just to satisfy her burning physical need. She didn't know the answer to this, for certain. She did know that this was not a spontaneous thing. It had been building for over two weeks, being reinforced every night when she would deliberately remove her nightgown and let her daughter see her nakedness, thereby deriving a perverse thrill from it. Yes, she knew that what had happened, occurred because of her weakness to resist. It was the same as when she and Millie were caught. She had been too weak to resist, craving physical gratification over plain common sense. And, now, it had happened once again, only this time it was with her own daughter. Jean was once again arguing with herself, half-heartedly attempting to persuade herself to stop now, before they got in any deeper. She looked down at Sarah, who had moved down her mother's body and was now poised to put her mouth on the woman's pussy. The girl's soft lips were like static electricity. She swore she felt the discharge as the girl's lips pressed against her open groove. She felt her tongue gliding through the wetness, moving onto her clit, then away, then back once more, then down to the tunnel. Oh, god, it felt so heavenly!!! Oh, sweet baby, don't ever stop!!! She wanted to speak out loud to her daughter, but refrained from it. Why, she didn't know. Obviously, it wasn't because she was fearful of encouraging the girl. After all, she was lying there, letting her lick down there, letting her suck her tits. No, not letting. Encouraging. She was ENCOURAGING her daughter to fully satisfy her own carnal desires, which would, in turn, satisfy Jean's. At that precise moment, as she felt her daughter's lips and tongue caressing her swollen clitoris, Jean's acquiescence was total and unconditional. She knew their spirits were now irrevocably intertwined. The feeling between her legs overpowered her mind, preventing her from thinking about anything other than the spasms of her pulsing climax now billowing through her body. Several spurts of hot urine streamed into the girl's mouth and she avidly sucked and swallowed every drop emanating from her mother's twitching body. Jean blacked out for a few seconds at the zenith of her orgasm. Sarah was so aroused by her mother's reaction that SHE nearly fainted, too. Both were completely overcome, Sarah so much so that she just collapsed there between her mother's legs, her face resting in the woman's crotch. When Jean finally regained her senses, she saw Sarah lying next to her, one arm draped across her face, covering her eyes. She was breathing evenly, and Jean thought she might be asleep. She gazed at her daughter, admiring her youthful beauty. Sarah's body was overly developed for a girl of fourteen. My, how her body must cause a lot of discussion, Jean thought. By both sexes, she added. Envied and despised at the same time. How hard it is having the mind of a 14-year-old and the body of a fully=matured woman. Sarah stirred slightly, and Jean shifted her gaze from the girl's hairless pussy to her face and saw that she was being watched. "Hi, honey! Were you napping?" "No, I was just thinking." Jean rolled onto her side to face Sarah. In doing so, her breasts ended up across the girl's arm. Jean started to scoot back some, but Sarah pouted. "Where are you going, Mom?" "I'm just trying to get these old boobs out of your way, honey." Sarah rolled over toward her mother and took one of the big breasts into her hands and started caressing it very lovingly. "I love your big old boobs, Mom. I hope mine get big like yours." Jean delighted in the feel of her daughter's soft hands on her skin. "Oh, no you don't sweetie. You don't know how uncomfortable these things can be. Sometimes my back aches from their weight. That's how it really is." "Well, I do love them, and I love every inch of you, Mom. You're so beautiful, and I love the feel of you against me!" She moved down a little in order to take the hardened nipple into her mouth. Jean held her daughter close as the girl nursed. "God, I love you Sarah!!" Sarah moved back up to her mother's face and kissed her deeply. Jean suddenly realized she could taste her urine on Sarah's mouth as they kissed, and it reminded her of what happened. They kissed for a few minutes, then lay close together. Jean wanted to say something about the pee. "Honey, I'm sorry about what happened that last time." "What do you mean, Mom?" "You know. The little accident." Sarah looked puzzled. "I don't know what you mean." "Oh, you know. The pee. I didn't mean to do it. It just happened. I'm sorry, honey." "Oh, THAT! It's okay. I didn't mind." "Are you sure? I know for many something like that can come as a big surprise.." "No, really, it's okay. Actually, I liked it. I wish I could do it." "Would you do it for Renee if you could?" Jean instantly regretted saying that, and her face got red with embarrassment. Sarah saw that her mother was embarrassed. "Oh, Mom, don't be embarrassed. I don't mind talking about Renee, especially now after what has happened." "Well, honey, I'm sorry. I know I shouldn't have said that. It was in very bad taste." Sarah started to laugh, and then Jean realized what she had said, and then they both were laughing. The laughter turned to giggles, then they regained control of themselves. "That was a pretty funny one, Mom. The answer to your question is no. Renee wouldn't like it at all, and she thinks I'm disgusting for liking it." "Well, you're definitely your mother's daughter, all right." "How do you mean?" "I mean that you and I are so much alike is so many ways. I was just like you when I was your age." "Really? You mean you thought about sex a lot?" "Oh, yes. All the time. It was constantly on my mind. I guess both of us have high sex drives." "What about now?" "You mean now that I'm older?" "Yeah. How do feel about it now?" "Well, you should know the answer to that one already." She looked at Sarah and smiled broadly. Sarah smiled back at her. "Yeah, I thought so. And I'm so glad!" She scooted toward her mother to kiss her again. "Yeah, Mom, your big old boobs do kind of get in the way sometimes, don't they." They kissed passionately and Sarah reached down between her mother's legs to feel her puffiness. "Honey, you're going to get Momma all worked up again doing that, and then I'll be wanting you to do something about it." Sarah looked at her mischievously. "Okay, I'll do something about it, on one condition." "What's that?" "You pee again." Jean looked at her daughter's face and knew she wasn't making a joke. "Well, I don't know, honey. I don't always do it, and I don't know when it's going to happen." "Oh, I know that. I mean I want you to pee on purpose." "You mean, REALLY on purpose?" "Yes." "You mean pee on your face?" "Yes. And in my mouth. I want you to pee in my mouth, Mom." Jean saw the look and heard the seriousness in her tone. God, I'm looking at myself, she thought. "Okay, honey, if that's what you want. But I'll expect you to do the same for me." Sarah became joyfully animated at this, and she gave Jean a big hug and tongue-sucking kiss. Jean was turned on again, but this time she was not wanting satisfaction for herself so much. "You know, honey, I've been taking all evening. I think it's about time I was giving. It's your turn to receive for a change. Momma wants to make her baby girl feel good now." "But, Mom, you HAVE made me feel good. By letting me make YOU feel good." "Oh, honey, Momma wants to taste you so much! Come to Momma, honey. Come let me do for you what you did for me!" Jean worked her way down the girl's body to the eager slit She embraced the wet lips with hers, moving her tongue through the tangy juice. Whatever misgivings, if any, that remained for Jean were quickly dispelled as she relished the taste and smell of her baby girl. She thought about all the nights when she listened to Sarah's fingers bringing pleasure and how she longed to be the one causing it, and now she was. Jean redoubled her effort, and in a very short time, she had her daughter cumming like she had never cum in her life. The girl was writhing in ecstatic bliss from her mother's relentless tongue. Jean received the greatest pleasure when Sarah rewarded her with a long stream of precious bodily fluid. Jean's arousal was so great that the hot urine scalding down her throat had her writhing in orgasmic bliss. Completely spent both physically and emotionally, mother and daughter fell into sound sleep. End of Chapter Two