Date: Wed, 21 Feb 2007 21:23:47 +0300 From: maria adams Subject: THE LOVER MY HEART **DISCLAIMER** This story is a work of fiction it does not resemble to the events that happened in my life or in anyone else if it does, you cannot sue me. E-mail me any comments good or bad any that you have for me. I would be most grateful. Thank you. This story contains adult material and may be unsuitable for anyone under the age of 18. It involves sexual and romantic acts between females; if this offends you, then do not read it or if it is illegal in your state / country to read it, please do not read on ;) THE LOVER OF MY HEART After reading MY FIRST AND MY LAST then only, will the reader understand this letter? Dearest Kiara, You are so far from me now, but I would like to express my feelings to you by this letter. Miss you terribly. Love you. Everytime you kissed or touched me it felt perfect, so for every one kiss and your touch that you gave me I would like to describe how I felt. Kiss on the hand - I adore you. Kiss on the cheek - I just want to be friends. Kiss on the neck - I want you. Kiss on the lips - I love you. Kiss on the ears - I am just playing. Kiss anywhere else ^Ö let's not get carried away. Look in my eyes - kiss me. Playing with my hair - I can't live without you. Hand on my waist - I love you to much to let you go. Our commandments, though known internationally, but mostly not followed. Thou shall not squeeze too hard. Thou shall not ask for a kiss, but take one. Thou shall kiss at every opportunity. I do remember and always will: A peach is a peach A plum is a plum, A kiss isn't a kiss Without some tongue. So open up your mouth close your eyes, and give your tongue some exercise!!! I miss everything about you. A few reasons why I love you madly: You always smell good even if it's just shampoo. The way your head always finds the right spot on my shoulder. How cute you look when you sleep. The ease in which you fit into my arms. The way you kiss me and all of a sudden, everything is right in the world. How cute you are when you eat. The way you take hours to get dressed (though I take the same amount of time too,) but in the end, it makes it all worthwhile. Because you are always, warm even when it's minus 30 outside. The way you look good no matter what you wear. The way you fish for compliments even though we both know that I think you are the most beautiful thing on this earth. How cute you are when you argue. The way your hand always finds mine. The way you smile. The way I feel when I see your name on the call ID after we just had a big fight. The way you say, "Lets not fight anymore." Even though I know that an hour later... The way you kiss when I do something nice for you. The way you kiss me, when I say "I love you." Actually ... just the way you kiss me, The way you fall into my arms when you cry. Then the way you apologize for crying over something that was silly. The way you hit me and expect it to hurt. Then the way you apologize when it does hurt. (Even though I don't admit it)! The way you say, "I miss you." The way I miss you. The ways your tears make me want to change the world so that it doesn't hurt you anymore. Yet regardless if I love you, hate you, wish you would die (when you hurt me most) or know that I would die without you ... it matters not. Because once in my life, whatever you were to the world you became everything to me. When I look you in the eyes, travelling to the depths of your souls and say a million things without a trace of a sound, I know that my own life is inevitable consumed within the rhythmic beatings of your very heart. I love you for a million reasons no paper would do it justice. It is a thing not of the mind but of my heart. A feeling. Only felt. Luv, Maria. E-mail me any comments good or bad any that you have for me. I would be most grateful. Thank you.