Date: Sun, 17 Jun 2007 02:22:57 -0400 From: Amanda Plogger Subject: upside_umop_insideout part 1 (love4fun)(upside_umop_insideout)(part 1) (ff) Okay This story contains sexual acts between two females if this offends you then don't read it. If you are not 18 or whatever the age maybe where your from, don't read it. If you just don't like the idea of love between two ladies, go somewhere else. Don't read it. This story is fiction and none of the events ever took place. Now that I'm not going to be sued, let me say this, I have written tons of short stories and after reading my fair share of those on this site, I decided to give it a try. I will have to say that I have a lot more respect for those that contribute on here as it's not as easy to write erotic stories as those that are more straight laced. So for all of those that write for Nifty, hell yeah! As this is my first time trying it out, bear with me. If it sucks accept my apologies. If you liked it let me know. If you want the rest of it, let me know. love4fun4life@hotmail.com upside_umop_insideout part 1 Alexis leaned into Emily, kissing her deeply. "I love the smell of you in the morning." She said into Emily's ear as she nuzzled her neck. Looking up she froze. "Jesus, Emily. We have a problem." Alexis said as she stepped back and nodded her hear to the doorway. "Brant?" Emily turned white as a ghost as she turned and saw her oldest standing in the doorway. For almost seven years she had kept the two of them a secret and now here was her 16 year old looking at her with disgust. "Oh God, Brant. Let me explain, please." "No need to. I'm not blind." He snarled. "You know, we're not stupid." He said walking to the fridge and grabbing out a carton of juice. Emily looked from him to Alex, tears brimming in her eyes. Alex wanted to pull to her into her arms but stood there instead. She was used to fighting her feelings. "What do you mean, Brant?" Emily said walking towards him. "Not now okay, mom?" Brant said snatching away from her. He saw the lone tear fall down his mother's face and softened, always the sucker when it came to his family. "Later, okay? We'll talk later." He said softly. Emily turned away from him, and swiped at her eyes. At least he didn't hate her that was a plus. As soon as Brant was out of the kitchen, Emily clung to Alexis and cried. "Sweetie, its going to be okay. It will." "What did he mean? He said we. He said we're not stupid. Do they all know? How could they?" Emily sobbed into her shoulder. "We've always been careful. This is all my fault. They are never up this early. That's why I love this time with you. I'm so sorry, sweetie this is my fault." These last few years weren't easy on either of them but especially on Alexis. They had been together for almost a year when she moved in here. She knew what she was getting into when she moved in. She knew that Emily planned on keeping their love, their relationship a secret from her young kids. Brant was only nine when Alex had first joined their life. Him and his younger sister and brother were all two years apart. They accepted her as Aunt Alex from day one. Never thinking to truly question who this woman was that was moving into the room next to their mothers. Now looking back Alex wondered where they had went wrong. Emily stood and took a deep, steadying breath. She brought her chin up. Alex loved how strong she was. It didn't matter what she was facing, Alex knew she would be just fine when she raised her chin and that determined look showed in her eyes. "It's not your fault. It was bound to happen. We just have to face it. In a way, it's a big relief." She said confidently, but Alex knew it was something that she was trying to convince herself of more that anything. They kissed before going to get ready for the rest of the day. Later ended up being the following weekend. It seemed that every time that she tried to speak to Brant he was too busy. "Mom, are you and Aunt Alex up to talking this morning?" He asked as he walked into the kitchen Saturday morning. Emily's jaw hit the floor. She was beginning to think he would never talk to her at all much less about this. "Yeah, I mean, yes. Let me go get Alex, okay?" She asked and as he nodded his head she went to hunt her down. "So what are ya'll going to talk about?" Piper asked around a mouthful of cereal. "Nothing and don't talk with food in your mouth." Her mom said scolding her. "Yeah, okay. Nothing I believe that. I'm not a kids any more. You don't have to walk on eggshells around me." She said taking her bowl to the sink. "It's about them." Brant said looking at the two women standing by the counter. "Them? What's to talk about? That's old news." Piper said with a shrug. "Are you two serious?" Alex said, it being her turn to be in shock. "Yeah, we've known for a few years now." Piper said matter-of-factly. "And what is it that you think you know?" Emily asked. "That you two are lovers. We've known for a while." Piper always the one to be blunt. "Holy shit." Emily shrieked as she stumbled back to the table. "Mom, it's not that big of a deal." Brant said quietly bringing her a glass of water. "But you made such a deal over it this week. I... I... god, how did you find out? When?" She looked into Brant's eyes pleading. Alex sat down next to Emily and took her hand, but not saying anything. Brant sat down and motioned for his sister to do the same before answering. "I've known since I was about thirteen. You two are not the quietest lovers, you know." "The room is sound proof, how?" She asked more to her self than to anyone. "There's a vent that goes to the basement where you can hear everything. I was actually cleaning my room one night and went to take some clothes down to the laundry room. Took me a little bit but figured out what was going on. I was mad at first, mad about what you where doing, and even madder that you kept it from us. Then I realized you where just trying to protect us and figured I would let you. When you were ready you would tell us." Brant said lovingly. "And you?" She asked Piper. "Came home early one day and walked in on you two kissing." She said with a shrug. "It did get me wondering and I even gave it a try, with one of my friends. Wasn't the same as kissing a boy. Whatever floats your boat I guess. Sora knows too." Emily jumped from her seat. "What?!? How in the hell does Sora know? He's only twelve years old. Damn it. Damn it. Damn it. This was not supposed to happen. I never wanted you all to be hurt by us." She said pacing the floor. "Mom, how would this hurt us?" Piper asked, concerned. "Times maybe a little different, but they haven't changed all that much." Emily said as she was wildly pacing the floor. "People, people are mean. Kids are mean. You, you'd be surprised how much you can lose. How much we've already lost." She said pointing to Alex and herself. Brant and Piper looked at Alex and she saw the fear in their eyes. Alex walked over and put her hands on Emily's shoulders stopping her in her tracks. "Sweetie, your scaring your kids. Calm down, okay? It's not the end of the world. We will take this on just like we've taken everything else. Remember me and you against the world." She said quietly as she tugged Emily's chin up forcing her to look into Alex's eyes. "You are going to be fine. We are going to be fine. The kids will be fine." Emily nodded her head in acceptance. "Talk to them. Tell them. It's time they know. Time they know everything." Emily raised her chin a bit higher and nodded again. Even after all this time, Alex was still head over heals for Emily and she couldn't help but smile at her. "What are you smiling at? If you hadn't made me fall in love with you we wouldn't be here right now." Emily said sternly, but the love twinkled in her eyes. "Do you guys have a little bit?" She asked her kids as she swiveled around on her heals. "I was going to pick up Sora for you from his friends house, but that's not till later." Brant answered and they all turned to look at Piper, who was always off somewhere. "Why do you all do that?" She asked looking at them all in turn. "Fine, yeah, I have time. Aunt Alex can you grab me some coffee though, looks like we are going to be here a while." She huffed. "Sure, kiddo. Anyone else need anything while I'm up?" After everyone was set Alex sat down next to Emily, the closest she had ever sat to her in the younger ones presence. It was as if a weight had been lifted from her shoulders. As much as she wanted to stay like this forever, she knew the pain that she would have to relive in telling her story, their story. It was time.