Date: Sat, 31 Jan 2009 23:14:59 +0200 From: Eric Milo Jones Subject: Alex Finds her Sexuality - Part 1: Wrong Turns into Right Note: This story is mere fiction, and does not depict real events. WRONG TURNS INTO RIGHT/Eric Milo-Jones (eric.milo.jones@gmail.com for comments) [Part 1 out of "Alex Finds her Sexuality"] This story begins when I was thirteen years of age, still in school. It was always a bore to me - not because I do not like learning, but rather because I've always managed to understand things better and faster than others. One day, as I was sitting in a math lesson, while the teacher sounded the same explanation for the umpteenth time, I was tapped on the shoulder by the girl sitting on my right. I was sitting in the back of the class, and she handed me a note passed over to me from the front. At first, I thought the note was from Clara. She was one of the girls, that weren't really good friends of mine, I used to hang out with during recess, and we were in the same class. However, after opening up the folded paper, I realized that the hand writing was nothing like Clara's. My eyes darted to the bottom of the piece of paper. It read "Kelly" in small slanted letters. Although I never spoke with her before, I knew her by name. She was around five feet high, with bright brown hair, and what I seemed to remember as blue eyes. I was quite surprised that she, a favorite for the boys, was writing anything to me. I quickly read the contents of the note, which said "Bored too?", and I tried, but failed, to make reason out of the situation. Why was she asking me, of all people, this question? After a few seconds of thoughts, I decided to reply. I flipped the piece of paper, and wrote "Very much..." I then passed the note back to her, but she didn't reply. A dreary half hour later, I was leaving the classroom when I heard somebody say my name. I turned my head to the right, where Kelly was standing, holding her bag and watching me. "That's me" I said, and she laughed. "I saw you drawing something during class, and I was wondering if you were bored like I am" she replied after calming down. "Yeah... I wrote that in my reply" I said. At that moment, I wondered if she was bored for the same reason that I was. "Probably not" I concluded to myself, "She's just not interested in math". "Well, I know how you feel" Kelly told me. We started walking towards the cafeteria, as it was lunch time. "Math is quite interesting, but not the way they teach it at school". I almost choked. "You mean, you're not interested just in boys?" I asked, slightly wide-eyed. She laughed again. "Boys are just an amusement to me, a pastime. They're really nothing more. I know that I have a reputation for being a shallow pretty girl-" she said. That's kind of straightforward, I thought to myself. "-but you see, people see you only as you show yourself to them, if you get what I mean" she continued. "I must admit that I am in a bit of I shock" I replied. "I know you are. I know..." From that day on, Kelly and I became very good friends. It seemed to hurt her reputation slightly, going around with such a girl as I was. The boys, for some reason, didn't really seem to take to girls that like learning. "I'm tired of hiding" she said to me one time, not long after we became friends, "I might look good, but I do like studying". The truth is that she continued hiding, even though she hung out with me, because nobody could have guessed, at the time, that she was actually a learning enthusiast. As time went by, Kelly and I hung out more and more. We prepared for tests together, sat at the same table in class, and slept over at one another's quite often. We told each other everything, or so I would like to believe, and we enjoyed hanging out together more than anything else. Sixth months after we became friends, something that I would never forget happened. It was a typical Friday evening, and Kelly had come over to my house to sleep over. After eating dinner with my family, we went down to my room, which was located in the basement, and sat down in front of the computer. We were supposed to prepare an experiment analysis for biology. We talked a bit about how we should write it, and whether we should write more than we were asked to. Soon, I started typing. As I finished the first paragraph, Kelly told me that I had a spelling mistake. When I couldn't find it, she leaned over to point at it on the screen. Suddenly, she was very close to me, and I could practically make out every detail on her face. She didn't notice that I was looking in her direction rather than at the screen, and when she turned her head towards me, I couldn't control myself and kissed her. At first, she opened her mouth and seemed to return my kiss, but then she pushed away violently. "What are you doing?!" she asked me angrily. I wasn't really sure. I didn't know where the kiss came from, but I did know, suddenly, that I had very strong feelings for Kelly. I couldn't answer the question. I stayed silent. As I watched, Kelly quickly shoved her books back into the bag she arrived with. She then told me that she was leaving. I didn't know where to bury myself. As we climbed the stairs hurriedly, I didn't know what to tell my parents. They were still sitting in the kitchen when we arrived there, and I told them that Kelly wasn't feeling well. Then she left. For the next sixth months, Kelly and I didn't exchange a word. Every time she saw me, she turned the other way. Every time I had the hope of speaking to her again, but every time it was shattered. Kelly made a point of kissing with boys in front of me every time she had the chance. It was as if she was trying her hardest to let me know that she just wasn't interested, that I should forget about her for the rest of my life. But I couldn't. One day, entering the bathroom, I bumped into Kelly, who was on her way out. My heart started beating very fast, and I wasn't sure what do. Instinct told me to move to the side and let her pass, but I couldn't move. My limbs were frozen. And yet, Kelly didn't try to make me move. Instead, we stared at each other for a long while. I was the first to say something. "I'm sorry" was all I could manage. "You shouldn't be" Kelly replied to my surprise, "Your feelings are not your fault". After an awkward silence, she continued. "Come over to my place after school. We need to talk". When school ended, I was ecstatic. I knew that soon I would have my first meeting with Kelly for six months, and I wasn't sure what I would say. Although I denied it since the day I kissed her, I now realized that I still had very strong feelings for her. Arriving at Kelly's house, I knocked on the door. Her father opened it, and was shocked to see me. After all, he hadn't seen me for a long while. Turning towards the stairwell, he called "Kelly, Alex is here". He then turned back to me, and said "she'll be right down. Come on in." "I must admit that I missed you" Kelly said. We were sitting in her room. "We had such a good time together, and I let one small thing destroy it all". "Don't blame yourself" I replied, "I was the one who kissed you". "Don't be silly. You know as well as I do that I returned the kiss at the beginning. I'm not sure what I was thinking". "It was instinct probably, nothing more". "No. It was more than that-". At this point I was confused. If she thought it was more than that, why did she stop talking with me? "-I think that..." she hesitated, "I felt the same way as you". I felt hurt. "Then why did you stop talking with me?" I asked angrily, unable to contain myself any longer. "Because... Well, because I couldn't accept the fact that I have feelings for a girl. It seems so wrong". I blushed. "Who says so?" I said, now calmer. "If you hide away from your feelings, it only makes things worse. Seriously, why do you think it's wrong to love a girl but not a boy?" "It's not normal". "Not everybody needs to be normal" I replied. Without noticing, I was leaning to my left, where Kelly was sitting, and our faces were suddenly only inches away. The feeling of her warm breath on my face made me shiver all of a sudden, and I saw her face becoming red. I leaned a bit further towards her and kissed her on the cheek. "That wasn't so bad, was it?" I whispered into her ear. "No" she said quietly, and then I looked straight into her eyes. I kissed her on the lips, and as her mouth opened, I put my tongue inside. My arms slowly wrapped Kelly's body, and her arms hung on my neck. Soon, my hands slipped downwards, under her skirt and into her panties, and we fell sideways onto the bed. I'm not sure how long we were kissing, but we suddenly heard a knock on the door. We quickly broke apart, just as Kelly's mom opened the door and asked whether I would like to stay for dinner. I said yes, and she left the room. After that, I was aware that my panties were wet. My glasses, which were black, and matched the color of my hair, had fallen off during the kiss, and I asked Kelly to find them for me. For a few seconds she stared at me, then picked them up off the floor and handed them over. "You're so beautiful without those glasses" she told me. Once again, I blushed. I put them back on and lied down on my back. Nothing happened after that, and after dinner I left. We didn't talk about our kiss for the next few days. However, Kelly and I did begin to hang out again. "My parents are going out of town for the weekend" I told her a week later. Before we stopped talking, we used to sleep over when that happened. "Want to come over?" I went on. For a few moments, Kelly hesitated. Then she said "Yeah... Why not?" And so, when the weekend arrived, Kelly came over to my house after school. When we arrived, my sister, Danielle, told me that she was having a friend over in the evening, and that we were not to disturb her. "No problem" I replied. After that, I took Kelly by the hand, and we ran down to my room. We kissed briefly after throwing our bags in the corner of the room, and then sat down to do our homework. Later on, we had dinner, after which the door bell rang. Apparently, it was Danielle's friend, whom I knew well. Her name was Yvette, and she was taller than her by four or five inches. Danielle promptly banished us to my room after I said hi, and then went up to her room herself. After half an hour, while Kelly and I were talking about our ghastly English teacher, I suddenly had an idea. "Why don't we go spy on Danielle?" I asked her. "Why should we?" "Just for the fun of it. You don't have an older sister, so you don't know how fun it is to bother one. She'll be so angry..." "Oh... Ok". Kelly and I then tiptoed up the stairs from my room, and then up to the second floor. I could see that the door in Danielle's room was opened just a bit, so that there was a crack to look through. As we came closer to the door, we could hear weird sounds coming out of the room. They sounded like kissing. Kelly was slightly taller than me, so I crouched a bit to look through the crack, while she looked through it above my head. What we saw next made my panties wet. As we watched, Danielle kissed Yvette on the neck, and then went on and kissed her lower and lower. As she got to her stomach, she pulled the green T-shirt she was wearing over her blond hair, which was waist length, and revealed a braless chest. My sister and Yvette were both sixteen, so her tits were quite developed, and they were beautifully round. Next, Yvette removed my sister's shirt as well, not as ceremoniously as her, and then unclipped her yellow bra, which revealed the most beautiful tits I had ever seen. I knew this was wrong, but seeing my sister getting naked got me so aroused that my panties were soaked. Yvette then rubbed my sister's right tit gently, kissed her briefly, and then pushed her onto the bed. She bended over her, her ass looking tight under the jeans she was wearing, and started sucking on my sister's tits. Unable to contain herself, my sister put a bit of her brown shoulder length hair into her mouth, and bit on it. At first we could hear only the sucking, but soon my sister started moaning. Her moaning was soft, but it grew louder as time went by. After a while, Yvette stopped sucking my sister's tits, and opened her belt. She then unbuttoned the jeans she was wearing, and pulled them down, revealing yellow panties matching the bra removed earlier. With impatience, she moved the panties aside instead of removing them, and started licking my sister's pussy. After a few seconds, she pushed two fingers in, and moved her tongue up to the clit. As my sister moaned in pleasure, and raised her hip off the bed, Yvette pushed two more fingers, this time from her left hand, into her ass hole. Without warning, my sister suddenly screamed, and then squirted a white substance out of her pussy. Her muscles contorted for a few seconds afterwards, and then Yvette licked it off, and put her fingers inside Danielle's mouth. "Taste it" she said, as she did so. "It's good" Danielle replied in a dreamy voice. Yvette lay down next to her, slightly out of breath, and then said "it's your turn". Smiling, Danielle got off the bed, bended over to kiss Yvette, and then unzipped her jeans and pulled them down, along with white panties, to her ankles, without taking them off completely. "Come here and sit down on your knees" she said. As Yvette did so, she started rubbing her own clit. Danielle then lay down on the floor, her head beneath Yvette, and started licking slowly at first, then becoming more and more frantic. Yvette soon fell down into a 69 position, and started fingering Danielle again. Surprisingly, they both had an orgasm at the same time, Danielle squirting the white substance again, and Yvette having spasms that shook her slim form uncontrollably. At this point, I couldn't even stand anymore, and I collapsed on the floor, my panties making the carpet beneath me damp. Kelly, like me, seemed very aroused, and was shaking in the attempt to stay standing. A few seconds later, I thought that I saw Danielle look in our direction. At first I thought we were goners, but when she said to Yvette "Come on, sit on the computer chair and I'll finger you", I calmed down. The chair was out of view, but I didn't figure what that meant, and soon afterwards, without Kelly or I expecting it, the door was wide open, and Danielle, stark naked, was staring at us. Kelly told me later that my face became such a deep scarlet that I looked like a tomato. She became a color not far from it. As Danielle stared, I stood up, making sure to cover the damp patch in the carpet with my foot, and straightened my skirt. "What the hell do you think you're doing?" she asked us. I didn't know what to say. "I... I... I..." I said a few times, but couldn't go on from there. Danielle seemed quite angry at this response, and told me off for spying on other people's private business. She then sent me away to my room, warning me not to leave until the morning. A few minutes later, Kelly and I were sitting in the safety of my room, panting, when we heard the entrance door slam. Apparently, Danielle and Yvette weren't in the mood anymore, and she left. "That was amazing" Kelly said, breaking the silence. "Yes, it was" I replied. Then I suddenly got intrigued. Seeing my sister have sex made me think of it myself. "Did you ever... have sex? With a boy?" I asked. Kelly stared at me. "No. I only let them go as far as take off my shirt and bra" she said. I felt very jealous all of a sudden. "And did you ever... Masturbate?" I asked her. I did, but not many times. I wasn't a very horny girl. This time, Kelly hesitated. "You can tell me everything" I reminded her. "You go first". "I've masturbated a few times, but not that many" I told her. "I do it a few times a week" Kelly told me, looking down to her feet. "Do you... Umm... Want to..." I said next, unable to finish my sentence. "Alex, I wouldn't miss it for the world" she replied shyly. At that point I felt an urge to shove my tongue into her mouth. We were sitting on the bed, and I stood up. I took off the band that was holding my black hair in a bundle, and my hair fell down to waist length. After removing my glasses, I jumped on Kelly, and kissed her passionately. Meanwhile, I rubbed my tits with hers, which were a bit smaller in comparison. Mine were a b cup, while hers were a c. After a few minutes, Kelly pushed me away. "Let's take off our clothes and stay only with undies" she said. As I watched, she removed her black shirt and red checkered skirt, the school uniform, to reveal a sexy red bra and panties. Her blonde hair, which was just longer than shoulder length, slightly covered the top of her tits. I soon followed suite, and removed my shirt and checkered skirt to reveal an uncovered pussy, which was actually covered by a bit of damp black hair, and a scarlet bra. Lying down on the bed, Kelly invited me to lie down by her side. As I lied down, she spread my legs with her foot and placed it between them, so that her left leg was over my right. "Let's masturbate together" she said. After that comment, the sheets were suddenly very wet beneath me, and I saw that Kelly's panties were soaking wet too. As I started rubbing my pussy, Kelly forced her hand under the panties she was wearing and started fingering herself. Soon, we both started moaning, and climaxed almost simultaneously, Kelly slightly quicker than I was. Getting off the bed and imitating what Yvette did, Kelly licked off the cum off my pussy, and the kissed me, passing some of it on into my mouth. It tasted so good I felt my pussy getting very wet again. "Can you..." I said, hesitating a bit, "Can you fuck me?" Kelly nodded, and then sat on her knees on the floor at the edge of the bed. She started by making me put my feet it, so that my waist lifted quite a bit over it. Then, she imitated Yvette again, and pushed a finger into my asshole. My muscles tensed a bit, but then I relaxed and let her go on. As she started licking my clit, I pushed my bra down, revealing the small tits, and started rubbing them. It was not long before I reached an orgasm and came on Kelly's face. She then kissed me, and I licked the cum off her face. Next, I removed Kelly's panties, while she was standing, so that we were both bottomless, but with our tops still on. I told Kelly to bend over the bed, and then licked her ass while fingering her pussy, which was so soft and wet my fingers just sunk into it. Her hand slowly sneaked towards her clit, and she started rubbing it in increasing speed. As she climaxed, I had an idea, and I told her about it. "How about we try rubbing our pussies together?" I asked her, stopping and letting her turn around to face me. "How?" Kelly asked me as she lay down on the bed and continued fingering herself. "First, let's lay opposite to one another, so that my pussy faces your pussy" I told her. After we did so, I told her to put her right leg over my left, while I also put my right leg over her left. Our pussies were now only a few inches away. "Push yourself closer" I told Kelly. As she did so, our pussies touched, and a yelp came out of my mouth. "That felt so good" Kelly told me. I nodded, and then tried moving my hip up and down, so that our pussies would rub one another, and we both soon started moaning. I saw Kelly take off her bra and rub her tits, so I did the same, and we reached a simultaneous orgasm. I stopped moving my hip, but then Kelly told me to go on. This time, I pushed myself upwards, so that only my ass was on the bed, and told Kelly to the same. I hugged her while going on with the rubbing, and we started kissing wildly. We reached a second orgasm soon after. After calming down a bit, I lay on Kelly and kissed her. Then, we fell asleep.