Date: Sat, 2 Oct 2004 18:40:24 +1000 (EST)
From: Peta Devine <peta19732000@yahoo.com.au>
Subject: Duncan's lesson in life - The final chapters (TG-Magic)

CHAPTER 3: Realisations

The days dragged on, Karen and I spoke very little over the next week, I
had arranged with work via an email to take my long service leave and had
arranged for the next 12 months off.  Karen had taken me shopping and
efficiently and silently bought me underwear, including bras that fit (boy
they felt good), sexy nightwear, dresses, jeans, shoes, these included
several pairs of high heels, I had no idea how to walk in these, but in
Karen's current mood I could not get coaching to achieve this.  Finally one
day Karen came in with a suite bag, "Ok, my unwilling husband, I want your
dick in me one day, so we are going to try and turn you into a woman, so
put this on and we are going out on the town.  Now that thought put me in
the horrors, going out as a woman, someone will know I am a man, but I am a
woman now, god I was so confused, deep down I was a man, but externally I
was all woman.

I did as I was told, putting on a slinky black dress with black pantyhose,
and suspender belt, before I put these on Karen gave me a chilling order
"No panties, you will wear the suspender belt and stockings but no panties,
I want free access to your pussy", I did as I was told, not understanding
her new attitude.  Finally she did my makeup, which was a bit darker than
the other day; she explained this as something to do with night time
makeup.  I had no idea what she was on about, all I know is I still looked
hot.  Next she took my earrings out and put a pair of pearl studs in, and
attached a pearl necklace around my neck. Then she brushed my hair out in a
simple side part flowing over both shoulders.

Then a spot of perfume and into the car we went, the first stop was a
classy restaurant were we had a quiet meal, then onto a up market
nightclub, I had never had any luck getting in here as a bloke before I met
Karen, but on this occasion the bouncers let us in without delay with the
polite comment "ladies", ladies! Damn that was taking some getting used to,
we got some drinks and sat down, Karen gave me a kick when she saw that I
was sitting with my legs apart showing my bare pussy, I quickly crossed
them like a `lady', and decided to get as drunk as possible to fog the
reality of the situation.  Before long we had guys hitting on us every five
minutes, I was getting sick of telling them to rack off, when two guys in
suites came up carrying a couple of drinks for us, I nearly fell off my
chair when Karen said "My name is Karen and this is my sister Peta, grab a
seat" The guys introduced themselves has Mike and Stephen, they were both
in their thirties, both very good looking, tanned, good teeth, clean cut
well dressed and very affluent looking.  I found myself staring at Stephen,
he saw me staring "so what do you do for a living Peta", I stumbled for
words, "I, I, I'm a computer analyst for the government" Kind of a lie, at
least I worked for the government. "Wow that sounds really interesting",
"What do you do Stephen?", "Mike and I own our own advertising business, we
do a lot of international stuff, the pay is good, but the hours suck"
Karen, Mike, Stephen and I talked and got very drunk for most of the night,
the before I knew it we were all dancing, I was so drunk I couldn't let go
of Stephen for fear of falling over. Finally we left the club and the guys
offered us a lift home, Karen was no were near as drunk as I was, and I
suspected she intended on getting me drunk, she walked next to mike but was
not touching him, Stephen held onto me tightly to stop me falling.  We got
to their car and Stephen slid me like a sack of potatoes onto the back
seat, I sat on my hair and have swished it over my shoulder, I thought it
was very seductive, I felt like a goose.  We have then begun driving home;
Stephen was sitting very close to me, his arm around my shoulder, and hand
on my lap, very close to my crotch.

I knew I should be hitting his hand away, but I was so drunk I didn't care.
We have stopped by a beach and Karen and Mike went for a walk, leaving
Stephen and I sitting in the backseat, I went quiet, I knew this was not
supposed to happen, but the alcohol haze was all for it.  Stephen leaned
over and kissed me, damn that was the first time I have kissed a guy, yuck!
But I have reacted by kissing him back passionately, my pussy was dripping,
with no panties to stop the tide I could my juices dripping down between my
legs and over my anus.  I have then sat on Stephens lap and while kissing
him undid his pants, I pulled his very large penis out and it sprang to
life, it was a good eight inches and very thick, what the fuck was I doing,
I'm not gay! I couldn't control myself, like when I played with Karen the
other day, I felt as though I had no control.  Stephen pulled away "Wait,
are you sure you want to do this, I mean we only just met" What was this
guy on, a hot chick throwing herself at him and he wanted to question it
"Yes yes, of course just stop talking and kiss me" Oh god I had lost it.
He then started fumbling around for his wallet and pulled out the faithful
condom. I snatched it off him and ripped open the packet, sliding it over
his huge member.  Then without pausing for a breath I entered a new world,
I sat up and slowly impaled myself on him, I knew it should hurt, but I
think the alcohol dulled the pain, I could feel him inside me, I was
shocked, awed and totally controlled by lust.  I sank down until he was
fully inside me, I could feel him in my stomach, I didn't care what I was
doing I just wanted this cock in me.  I pumped his member for what seemed
an eternity, until we both climaxed at the same time; I fell forward on
him, putting my arms around his neck leaving his slowly shrinking penis
inside me. "Wow, Peta, I don't know what to say, thanks" I sat up, his
penis twitching inside me, "that's all you can say `thanks'" I couldn't
believe it, I have just fulfilled a guys fantasy of being with a super hot
girl and all he could say was thanks, that ungrateful pig.

I got off him, pulled some tissues from my purse and dried myself off,
"Peta what did I say, what else do you want me to say, god, you women are
so weird".  Karen and Mike returned about ten minutes later while Stephen
and I sat as far away from each other as we could.  The drive home was
quiet, I had the shits.  When I got home I stormed inside not even saying
goodbye to my first male sex partner.  Karen followed me in "what's up with
you? Did you do it with him" she was smiling, I couldn't believe it, "he
was so hot Duncan, I hope you did it with him!" I smiled, "yes it was
fantastic, I couldn't believe it, but now I am gay" Karen laughed loud and
hard, "GAY, you're a woman you idiot, you did it with a guy, that means you
are still very hetro" "But now that I am sobering up I feel as though I am
still a guy inside, I still can't explain why I felt betrayed when after
having sex he said `thanks', what a pig!"  "Duncan I think you are becoming
more of a woman than you realise, maybe I'll have you back sooner than we
think, you did use a condom didn't you?" "Yes, although if he didn't pull
one out I would have had a pussy full of his you know what"

Karen walked away talking to herself "I can't believe my husband had sex
with a guy, wow, this is so weird"

I sat down and slowly undressed, I was still shaking my head, I was no
longer a female virgin, I had a penis in me, I felt my pussy, it felt numb
and stretched.  I walked into the bathroom and scrubbed my makeup off and
quietly locked the door, I looked at my pussy, it still looked the same,
but felt very different, somehow I felt more like a woman, but I was still
fighting it.  I shook my head, and went to bed naked, Karen curled up next
to me a short time later, also naked, pressing her breast against my back
and inserting a finger into my pussy, I went to sleep with my wife slowly
bringing me to a gentle orgasm.



CHAPTER 4: Time to get serious

After my night of wild sex with a man, I decided it was time to embrace
being a woman, I don't know if I liked the sex as much as I first thought,
all I wanted to be was a man again, I strangely I had to embrace being a
woman to do this.

I found Karen outside sunbathing, "Karen could we go down to the mall and
do a bit of shopping?" Karen looked at me "sure dear, we'll make a day of
it and get makeovers as well" I inwardly cringed, but smiled and said
"Great, I was thinking about getting my navel pierced as well, what do you
think?" Karen smiled broadly, "sounds great, I have been thinking about
getting my clit pierced for years, but you being the man you were always
scared me off from it, this'll be great!"  She jumped up and ran inside,
god what was I doing.

An hour later we were walking into a very white clean looking piercing
shop, a very normal looking girl came up to us "What can I do for you
girls!" I couldn't talk, I was so nervous, men don't do this. "Yes, my
sister and I want to get some piercing's, I want my clit done and Peta here
wants her navel done"

The girl has then very efficiently showed us various jewellery and then I
followed Karen in as she showed her vagina to the world, she had recently
waxed it unbeknownst to me, I was getting hot just looking at it, well it
was good to know I still had some maleness running around inside me.  The
girl has then clamped Karen's clit, Karen gasped, I could see her juices
running down her pussy and onto the bed.  Then before she could gasp again
there was a large needle through her clit quickly followed by a nice simple
gold bar with a ball on either end.  She was given various care
instructions, then it was my turn.  My stomach was churning, my navel was
also clamped and I was told to breathe out, then a sharp prick and next
minute I was sporting a gold ring through my navel, it looked great, I was
already coming up with different ideas for jewellery.  Then Karen said "why
don't you get your pussy done as well, I mean we are already here, may as
well both get it done" I looked at her with visible fury, before I knew it
I was also sporting a neat bar through my clit.

We both walked out of there a bit tenderly, next stop was a salon, I had my
hair trimmed to a more manageable length, about mid back, Karen had her
hair dyed to a similar shade as mine, then we gingerly made our way home.
It took a few weeks for the peircings to feel natural, then the feeling of
a bar through my clit kept me aroused most of the time, finally forcing
both Karen and I to succumb to a healthy lesbian relationship, we bought a
number of toys over the internet, ranging from strap on dildo's vibrators,
and huge dildos, we explored various sexual acts, getting to the point were
both my vagina and arse were always sore.  We took tones of sexual pics for
when I was a man again (old times sake), and lived as lovers for about
three months.

I steadily got used to doing my own makeup picking out my own jewellery, I
loved wearing earrings and wore various charms from my navel, I learned how
to style my hair and began to buy my own accessories, I even got used to
the mood swings I experienced once a month when I had my period.  I was now
fully embracing my womanhood, to the point I just wanted to be a woman for
the rest of my life.

As far as I was concerned everything is as it should be, this was a far cry
from how betrayed and humiliated I felt when I first underwent my change,
although most people would class me as a lesbian now, I still deep down
believe that I am heterosexual, the thought having another sexual
experience with a man disgusts me.

Then one day the balance was about to be thrown off again.  The weather was
still very warm, although we were starting to lead into autumn.  I had woke
early that morning in order to help Karen around the house, I tied my hair
back in a simple pony tail, put some nice cut off denim shorts on, a tight
`bad girl' t-shirt (really set off my breasts), and sandals, I quickly
assessed myself in the mirror, and despite being dressed for chores I still
looked hot.  Then as an afterthought while walking outside I put my
original diamond studs in each ear.  Karen was already in the garden,
pulling weeds out, "Duncan, could I get you to start on that garden over
there?" She pointed to the largest garden bed with the most weeds, I hated
gardening! I gave her a quick kiss and replied with the automatic "yes
dear".  As I was about to get started I heard a car coming up the driveway.
It was Chantelle; strangely I didn't feel like breaking her neck.  She
stopped her car and got out, "Hi girls, beautiful day for gardening!" Karen
smiled, stood up and walked over to me.  I said "what brings you here?"
Chantelle walked over "Well Duncan, I was wondering how you were coping as
one of us?" I cautiously responded "Just fine thanks", "Really! That's
wonderful, I really picked you for fighting it every step of the way", "So
did I, but a few months ago I decided that I should make the most of it
seeing as though there was no changing back in the near future" Chantelle
smiled "Well Duncan, I decided that I had been a bit harsh on you and would
like to give you the option of returning to your normal self, but the test
still stands, I will scan your mind and determine whether or not you
understand `FULLY' the female psyche" I was shocked, she never mentioned
anything about scanning my mind "Hang on Chantelle, I thought you were only
going to ask me questions?" Chantelle's eye's bore into my soul "No Duncan,
if I was to do that you could give me the answers I want but not mean what
you are saying, this way I know what you are hiding", damn, I may not be
ready for this, although the thought of staying a woman for a little longer
was not all that repulsive. "Fine, just get it over and done with"
Chantelle put her fingers to my temples, I felt a sense of warmth flood
over my body, after about ten seconds she pulled her hands away from my
head "Well Duncan, you have come a long way, I see you have had sex with a
man, but not experienced a relationship, and hence still held onto your
manhood.  Maintaining your sexual life with Karen is admirable, but it is
not going to allow you to return to your former self.  I am impressed with
your development, and you look great, but I think a bit longer as a women
may be needed for you to fully appreciate the difficulties we experience on
a daily basis" "A RELATIONSHIP WITH A MAN!!! YOU HAVE GOT TO BE KIDDING, I
WILL NOT DO IT!!!" "Duncan, do not yell at me, remember I hold your life in
my hand, if you want to be yourself again this is what you must do" With
that she has turned on her heel and walked back to her car, damn bitch,
this was not part of my plan.  Karen chased after her and as Chantelle was
getting into her car she had a earnest conversation with her, Chantelle
closed her door and drove away, leaving Karen sobbing with her face in her
hands.  I ran up to her and put my arms around her shoulders "what did she
say?" Through sobs Karen replied "She told me that if you can't do this you
will be a woman for the rest of your life, she also told me that we can't
remain lovers until you achieve this" I stood there shocked, fear washed
over me, was this the beginning of the end of my marriage?

"Karen I was beginning to enjoy our life, at least it has been a real
change, but I don't want to lose you, and if that means I have to do what
that witch wants then we may have to bite the bullet and go through with
it" Karen put her arms around my neck and sobbed into my shoulder, I
stroked her hair and tried to calm her down, this was horrible, I now had
to completely let my male self go and find a boyfriend.  I would have to
become fully a woman, inside and out, I was having fun, but now this was
totally against everything I stood for, at that point I vowed that as soon
as I was restored I would find the deepest hole I could and throw Chantelle
into it.

Over the following week Karen and I have discussed how we would go about
this, it was finally decided we would live as house mates with no sexual
involvement, but would go out as sisters on the town and find me a man. Man
that sounded weird.

I tried to think more as a woman, I put away all of my car magazines and
began to by cosmopolitan, Cleo, Playgirl, Women's weekly and other women
related magazines.  I have continued to style my own hair, although have
become more creative, with intricate updo's, and other styles.  I began
wearing dresses on a daily basis and avoided talking about anything manly
with Karen.  Within about four weeks I started looking at men in a
different way, commenting to Karen about how hot a man's arse was, or his
arms or legs, I could tell Karen was worried, but she kept it in.  Finally
came our first big night out on the prowl.  I dolled myself up beautifully
that night, sweeping my hair up in a lovely updo, attaching large hoop
earrings to my lobes, and donning a attractive low cut short black dress,
with matching 4 inch pumps and black leather hand bag, then came the
makeup, once I was finished I looked a million bucks.  Karen walked in
looking equally hot, she did appear sad, "Duncan, or should I say Peta, I
don't know how long this is going to last, but I want you to know that I
love you and when this is over I hope we can get on with our life, remember
although you are basically a woman now, you are still married to me and you
final loyalty is with me" God I love this woman, we embraced and silently
headed to the nearest nightclub for the final step of my transition.

I decided not to drink any alcohol that night; I could muddle my mind
hoping that if I can't remember anything it didn't happen.  When we arrived
at the club we again were ushered in promptly by horny bouncers, I smiled
affectionately at them and they almost melted, I may even enjoy this
evening.

Karen ordered a lemon squash for both of us and we settled down scoping out
the `male' talent present in the club.  I was surprised a short time later
when I felt a tap on my shoulder, I turned and saw Stephen and Mike
standing behind me, this might be easier than I thought, "Hi Stephen, Mike,
how are you, sit down".  Stephen smiled back "Don't mind if we do", they
both sat opposite us, "Peta, I just wanted to apologise for being
insensitive that night we were together, I would like a chance to make it
up to you" I leaned forward and took his hand "Stephen that would be great,
but you should know that I am looking for a relationship, not just sex" He
looked a bit stunned, but his smile quickly returned "let's take it one
step at a time then", he kissed my hand and continued talking to me,
although I zoned out as I was trying to listen to what Karen and Mike were
talking about, Karen was slowly talking to Mike "...I am still getting over
losing my husband, I don't know if I am ready for a relationship" Mike
sounded very understanding "Karen, how about we are just friends and if
anything develops it will be a bonus" "...what do you think Peta...Peta are
you listening to me?" "Stephen, sorry, what was that?" "I said how about we
take a walk somewhere a bit quieter, what do you think?" "I'd love to"

With that Stephen grabbed my hand and we escaped the noise and smoke of the
nightclub.  I looked behind and Karen and Mike remained behind.

Stephen and I walked and talked for about an hour, we held each others
hands and as the night went on we had our arms around each other.  I was
debating with myself what would a girl do at this point, sex was out of the
question, and at that I was stumped, so I asked Stephen to drive me home.
He walked me to the front door, I gave him my phone number, we kissed and
he left.  I felt wonderful, I was buzzing all over, this should not be
happening, but maybe my conditioning was working, if I could make this work
for at least a month, I may be back to my normal self by the end of the
year.

I was still on a high when Stephen rang the following day, "Hi Peta, I was
wondering if you wanted to have some pizza tonight and watch some DVD's", I
quickly swallowed "Yep, that sounds great, my place, 7.00pm.  You bring the
DVD's I'll get the pizzas" "Cool, see you then".  That sounded pretty
innocent, next Karen called, "Hi Peta, I can't make it home until late
tonight, maybe about midnight or later, sorry, see you when I get home" She
had taken to calling me Peta, sounded weird for the first couple of days,
but at least I was starting to answer to my new temporary name.  Well this
threw a bit of a curly one in the works, Stephen and I were going to be
alone, I still don't know if I wanted to progress to a sexual thing with
another guy, but I did kind of want my old life back, and if this is what I
had to do well, so be it.

I have then spent the day pampering myself; I wanted Stephen to want me.  I
ran a nice bath and laced it with some soothing oils, while that was
happening I tied my hair up on top of my head with a clip, stripped off my
clothes and envied the woman I had become in the mirror, I was really quite
beautiful. Even my mannerisms had become decidedly more feminine, I had
long since left the male swagger behind, replacing it with a sensual swing
of my hips, I made a conscious effort to pull my shoulders back and stand
up straight, this in turn pushed my bust out, accentuating the curves of my
breasts, I took them in my hands and breathed heavily.  I still couldn't
get used to the feelings that washed over me when I played with my breasts,
time to get in the bath.

Slowly I slipped into the water, a little hot at first but once in it was
divine.  Then as I continued to massage my breasts I let one hand slip
slowly under the water, quickly finding my hungry pussy, (I was loving this
part of womanhood) I have then tenderly inserted one, then two then three
fingers inside myself and began to pump them in and out, I moved my other
hand under the water as well, massaging my clit until I was groaning in
pleasure, then climax, I screamed (a little involuntarily!), my whole body
felt like it was floating as my head swam in the ecstasy of my female
orgasm.  Laughing to myself I put my head back and shut my eyes, I
definitely would miss this part of being a woman!

Before long I was my skin was starting to prune, so reluctantly I dragged
myself out of the warm water and dried myself off.

I have then studied myself in the mirror again, what look I should have
tonight, (the greatest part of being a women I found was, being able to
change your look on a daily basis and only be admired for it, as a man you
would get ridiculed and laughed at).  I finally settled for a casual and
comfortable ensemble.  I started by brushing my hair out in long slow
strokes, admiring my tresses in the process, leaving it parted down the
side with one side tucked neatly behind an ear.  Then I applied a very
light smattering of makeup, attached some small thick gold hoop earrings,
and just in case I have changed my navel piercing to a sexy looking bar
with a couple of charms hanging from it.  Next came the underwear, again
just in case, I have put on the sexiest I could find, a light blue sheer
bras and panties set, it looked hot, I could clearly see my nipples and
pussy through them, very provocative!

Then I have put on a nice tight plain white t-shirt and three quarter track
pants.  I have quickly checked my nails, they were perfect.

It was about 6.00pm and I had thought of nothing else but what I looked
like for the past few hours, I could not explain why I was doing this it
seemed to be some primal desire to look my best for a man.  I was amazed at
my train of thought, my stomach was doing little summersaults, and I felt
.... `Giddy', I felt like a school girl on a first date. A school girl! My
god what was I becoming. Shaking my head I have wandered out of the
bathroom and quickly cleaned up the house before Stephen's arrival, I have
then ordered some home deliver Pizza's.

 Before long 7.00pm rolled around and right on time Stephen drove up the
driveway.  Not wanting to look desperate I ran out the back and waited for
the doorbell.  Then slowly I have made my way to the front door after about
the third ring.  Stephen was there looking equally as casual as myself, I
opened the door and he smiled at me, holding up two DVD's and a bottle or
Red wine.  I smiled back and quickly said "Don't just stand there looking
goofy, come inside!" he laughed and stepped inside, I closed the door
behind him and we walked into the living room, "So what DVD's did you get
boy!" "Well nothing for you, lots of action for me so there ... girl" I
inwardly thanked him for that, I hated girly movies and had been starved
for a bit of manly bonding for some time, I hope this wasn't going to set
me back. No sooner had we turned the TV on and opened up the DVD player did
the door bell ring again, as I went to answer it I said "Stephen, could you
open that wine and get a couple of glasses out, these will be the pizza's".

I have opened the door and sure enough the pizzas were there, I paid the
deliver girl and carried them back to the living room.  "seeing as though
we are watching boy movies we may as well eat directly out of the box, what
do you think you piece of man candy" Stephen laughed again and pinched my
backside, "whatever makes you happy you sexy thing".  I sat down with a big
dumb grin on my face and we pressed play on the first movie `Black hawk
down', and quickly tucked into the pizza.  Before long we had polished two
large pizzas off and two bottles of wine.  I we well and truly pissed and
we had only just finished watching the first movie.

The next movie was clumsily placed into the DVD player by Stephen who was
also looking pretty pissed.  He pressed play, next minute I know we are
watching a porno, with lots of very poor acting, women getting drilled up
the arse and doing the same to the men with strap ons.  Initially I was
quite shocked, what was he thinking.  Then he placed a box on the table
that I didn't even see him bring into the house. I looked at him
questioningly.  "Go on you hot chick, open it", I reached over and picked
up the box, placing it on my lap.  Then slowly I have revealed what the box
contained, again I was stunned, this guy was starting to get a bit strange.
At the same time it was turning me on.  The box contained a number of sex
toys, including a strap on for me, lots of lube, a very large dildo (pity
he wasted his money, I could have got mine out!), handcuffs, a vibrating
egg, and soft rope. "Stephen, this looks kinky, what did you have in mind?"
"Well, I didn't know how you would take it, so I'll leave it up to you; I
was just trying to spice things up a bit".  I must admit I was getting very
hot under the collar, this was turning me on big time, I looked up at the
TV and saw a Tran gendered woman who was pretty hot herself (I had never
seen a TG girl before) having her penis sucked by a guy.  It normally
should have horrified me, but I was so aroused and drunk that it only
turned me on more.  I looked back at Stephen who was looking a little
embarrassed.  I then took the plunge, leaning into him I said "I don't know
what you want, but be prepared to get the works honey", with that I kissed
him long and hard, intertwining my tongue with his.  I have then undone his
pants and reached in, taking hold of his warm and very large and hard
penis, slowly rubbing it, as I would have my own, when I was a man.  He has
then pushed me back on the couch and pulled off his t-shirt, displaying a
very fit and muscular torso, we kept kissing as I stroked his member and
his hands explored my breasts.  I pulled off my t- shirt showing my most
sexy bras.  His eyes lit up and he slowly kissed and licked my neck,
breasts and navel.  I pushed him off me and stood up, "time for me to take
control of you" I breathed.  I pulled off my track pants and then my
panties, displaying my pussy in all her glory, juices dribbling down my
legs.  "What did you have in mind girl?" I looked at him and reached into
the box, pulling out a very large strap on dildo, then have secured it to
me, looking down I felt almost relieved to see penis between my legs even
if it was fake, Stephen looked at me with a bit of shock on his face "Ah
Peta, that was meant for me to put in you" "What do you mean you silly boy,
this is a strap on for women, so take your pants off and turn over bitch!"
I felt a bit funny talking like that, but was interested to see how far
this guy would go for me.  To my surprise he did turn over, bearing a very
smooth and clean anus, "You shave your butt!" then putting my hand between
his legs I have taken hold of his testicles, they too were smooth.  I think
this guy was a bit feminine as well! Well not as much as me, I mean I am a
pretty hard case to beat!!  I have then slowly massaged his testicles and
penis until some pre cum was dribbling from the smooth circumcised head.
Then I have quickly smeared KY on the shaft protruding from between my
legs, boy it was going to hurt him.  While holding his penis I have slowly
pressed the dildo head against his anus, he grunted as the hole resisted my
attempts at entry, then as soon as the head went in his sweet man pussy
opened up, I have slowly pushed the full shaft into him, while constantly
stroking his pulsing penis.  I whispered in his ear "How does it feel to
take it like a girl, sissy boy!" I kissed his ear as his man pussy fully
swallowed my dildo, he let out a bit of a girly scream.  This was making me
hot as hell, I withdrew my strap on and took hold of the much larger dildo,
I have inserted this into his stretched hole and turned him over so he was
sitting on it.  His face was beet red, and he was breathing heavily, as his
struggled to say "Well woman, that was a surprise, now it's my turn" He
started to withdraw the dildo, but I put my hand on his to stop him "No
dear, that stays where it is if you want your way with me", he stopped then
reached into the box, taking hold of the vibrating egg, he lift my legs
over each of his shoulders, fully displaying my dripping pussy and tight
anus.  I was very aroused but also very scared; this by far was my biggest
step in womanhood, basically letting a `man' do what ever he wanted to me.
He has coated the egg in KY and pressed it to my anus, it surprisingly
popped inside me with ease, then he turned it on.  It felt very weird and
initially I had no idea how it was supposed to stimulate me while up my
arse.  Then he turned it to Max and without warning pushed his member fully
into my pussy, I gasped, he didn't have a condom on, I wanted to stop him
but my willpower left me as soon as my pussy accepted his penis.  He
stroked it in and out of me while I shut my eyes, and rolled my head back,
the combination of vibrations coming from my colon coupled with his large
throbbing penis fully immersed in my pussy nearly made me cum straight
away, he sped up his strokes until he was pounding me like a man possessed,
finally I felt a rush of warm fluid inside me, which has sent me over the
top, I screamed loudly as my orgasm racked my body, with the vibration in
my arse prolonging the orgasm and increasing its intensity, I nearly
fainted, and lost track of several minutes.  When I finally got control of
myself, Stephen was lying on top of my panting with his member slowly
shrinking from inside me.

The ramifications of what had just happened then finally dawned on me, "Um,
Stephen, why didn't you put a condom on?" He sat up looking at me blankly,
then realisation hit him as well "Shit, sorry I was totally wrapped up in
what we were doing I forgot, can't you get a morning after pill?" I thought
about this and couldn't see why it wouldn't work, I mean I would have
suggested the same thing when I was a guy "I suppose that would do the
trick" Feeling a bit of relief I said "Ok big guy get off me, time to sissy
you up" "What, you've got to be kidding, we've had sex" "So what, you also
forgot to put a rubber on, so I get to do what I want to you" I somehow
knew he wanted this, so I slowly pushed the dildo back into his man pussy
after it tried to escape. He grunted and lay down on his stomach; I have
then run off and come back with a large needle and a set of my original
diamond earrings care of Chantelle.  Stephen had no idea what I was doing,
he had his eyes shut and was breathing heavily, I took hold of the
protruding end of the dildo in his pussy and slowly pulled it out,
revealing his stretched large, man pussy.  I quickly pushed it back in
hard, getting a nice little whimper out of him.  Then while leaning on it,
pushing it as far as it would go into him, I have quickly and without
warning shoved a needle through his right ear lobe, and he let out a
squeal, but again did not move.  Quickly a diamond stud was filling the
hole in his lobe; I repeated this with the other one.  I knew I could find
a use for these earrings!  I turned him over and he opened his eyes, "why
did you do that Peta?"  The earrings glinted in the light, "I thought you
might like them".  "I suppose, but ..." "Now shut up girl and let me turn
you into the woman you have always wanted to be" I felt a bit guilty, I was
in his position several months ago and wanted to kill the woman that did it
to me, but I suppose she didn't give me sex!  I stood up and looked at him
as he closed his eyes again, his penis was slowly growing again, a strange
urge came over me, as I knelt on the floor next to his member and looked at
it from only centimetres away.  I took hold of it with one hand, he gasped,
then I have run my tongue up the shaft, again he gasped and arched his
back.  It tasted salty but not offensive, then nature took over as I placed
the head in my mouth and rolled my tongue around its surface.  I was
hungry, the longer his penis was in my mouth the more of it I wanted, I
took more into my mouth.  I almost gagged as the head touched the back of
my throat; I had barely taken a third into me.  Then as if it was a
challenge I forced the whole thing down my throat, Stephen groaned loudly
and I was amazed as how easy it filled my throat without gagging me.  I was
possessed at this point and fucked his member with my throat and mouth
until I felt warm liquid flow down the back of my throat, I pulled back and
sucked him dry savouring every last drop of cum, it was sticky, salty and
slimy, but I loved it.  I pulled Stephen's new dildo friend from his arse
and crawled up his body, kissing him deeply and passing him some of his own
semen.  When we finally stopped kissing I said "did you like the taste?" he
mumbled "I suppose", he sat up and we held each other, we had been at it
for a few hours, I looked at the clock and it read 11.50pm, "damn" I jumped
up, Stephen also jumped up "What?" "Karen will be home soon, she'll go nuts
if she sees all this".  Getting the sense of urgency I had, Stephen quickly
got dressed and helped me clean up.  When I was satisfied, he embraced me
and whispered in my ear "That was great, I think I might be falling in love
with you", oh shit, I didn't want this, I kissed him and ushered him to the
front door, with his box of toys "You've got to go, I'll ring you", I
kissed him quickly again and shut the door.  I stood there with my back to
the door for some time thinking about what he just said, I didn't want to
fall in love with a guy, and I don't think I had, but I just realised I was
using this guy for purely selfish reasons.  I swore I would put an end to
it next time I saw him.  This was totally out of hand.

CHAPTER 5 -- The morning after

Karen got home about an hour after Stephen left, and thankfully I don't
think she even realised he had been over.  I went to bed, and the following
morning woke up feeling refreshed and a little sore.  I kept thinking about
what Stephen said to me, the `love' word was very big and pretty well
dominated my thinking for the rest of the day.  I went to bed early that
night not thinking of anything else, and primarily forgetting the most
crucial aspect of last nights sex.

I purposely avoided Stephen for the next couple of weeks, then while out
shopping with Karen, I felt a tug on my shirt.  I looked around and saw
Stephen, still sporting the earrings I had given him. "Hi Peta, did you
forget my phone number?" Karen looked over questioningly, making a remark
about Stephen's pierced ears "Nice earrings Stephen, they look familiar" I
knew where this was going and have quickly ushered Stephen away by the arm
"what are you doing?" I quietly said "She'll know that they're my earrings
and might realise what has happened between us", "So what, by the way, how
did it go at the doctor?" "Doctor?" "You know for the morning after pill"
Oh no! I totally forgot, shit! Stephen looked me in the eyes and seriously
said "Peta, you have to do something about this I'm not ready to be a dad,
actually the other night made me think that I'm not being myself, so I
can't be doing this with you" I looked at him a bit apprehensively, and
strangely I was inwardly dreading what he would say next "I'm not ready for
a relationship, I want to end this before we get too serious, I need to
explore who I am" What a load of horse shit, he was sounding more like a
girl than I was. "Fine Stephen, I think you are either gay or want to be a
girl, either way I don't think a relationship would work with you if you
don't know which side to bat for" He started to look annoyed "No that's not
what I'm saying, I just need time to think" I moved close to him and
whispered in his ear, "Honey, you took a huge dildo up your arse with
hardly a protest, then you let me pierce your ears again with no protest,
you shave your arse and testicles, so either you are gay or a girl, choose
one and live with it" He was getting embarrassed and I could almost see
steam coming from his ears, with that he turned on his heel and walked
away.  That was the last time I heard from or saw Stephen, I did hear on
the grape vine some time later that he had explored his feminine side and
began hormone therapy, and from there I don't know what happened to him.

Anyway back to me, I was still a bit shaken as to my forgetting about the
pill, so before catching up with Karen I ran down the aisles looking for a
pregnancy tester and eventually located one, then quickly payed for it and
waited outside the shop for Karen.  She was a bit angry with me for, as she
put it "slacking off", but I had more important things to think about.  As
soon as we got home I ran to the toilet, and quickly tested myself.  Hiding
for what seemed an eternity in there, to my dismay it read positive, I was
pregnant.

I nearly fell over, I couldn't allow this to happen, this was against all
rules of nature, I could not have a baby I was a guy.  I couldn't tell
Karen, so for the next month I thought about what I was going to do, Karen
was steadily growing more distant to me and I was steadily getting used to
being a girl.  Being a man now was a distant memory, I behaved as a girl
24/7, and now I was showing a small pregnant belly.  I couldn't let this
happen, so as the days steadily got colder and I steadily found it harder
to hide my pregnancy from Karen, I have made my way down to Chantelle to
ask for leniency.

Chantelle welcomed me with a big smile, and a kiss on each cheek. "Hi Peta
dear, how are you?" "A little pregnant actually" I whispered.  Chantelle's
eyes widened, "Well I didn't expect that, do you plan on carrying it to
full term? What does Karen think?" "Karen doesn't know, and no, I want to
get rid of it, that is where I need your help" She has taken hold of my arm
and guided me to her office, closing the door behind us.  "How are you
hiding this from her?" "Well I couldn't let her know what I did with this
guy, and this is a direct result, so yeah, I've been wearing baggy clothes
a bit lately".  Chantelle looked at me, thinking, finally she took a deep
breath "There is one thing I can do, I can reverse your situation so that
you begin your change back to manhood, the initial change will be the
reappearance of your penis, after that your physical changes will come back
over a period of time, but again they only move as fast as your body and
mind wants them to, it may take several weeks for them to occur in your
case.  The catch though is as soon as you have your penis, you must have
sex with Karen, this will transfer the foetus to her, magically of course,
and she will bare the babe until term, will this do?" I really didn't want
this, I was kind of enjoying being a girl and now a pregnant girl, I wanted
the babe, but my conscience would not allow it, so I said "Fine do it"
Chantelle told me to sit in her office chair and from behind she has placed
her hands on my temples, "now Peta, you will soon be Duncan again, but
before I begin the change I still need to see if you understand the lesson
I have been trying to teach you" then a warm energy passed into my head and
engulfed my body, distantly I heard Chantelle say "My, my, you truly are a
girl, I can't find anything left of the male you, well time to learn all
about being a man again my dear girl".  It was then I passed out, I was
woken by Chantelle leaning over me, "well dear, you now have your manhood
back" I quickly ran to a mirror in her office, and saw no change, I was
still an incredibly sexy looking woman, I have then put my hands between my
legs and found a hairless but never the less `my' penis and testicles.  I
was overcome with happiness and also sadness, I had lost my vagina,
something that I was becoming very attached to, but I had to do this for my
child's sake.  "Chantelle, thankyou" I hugged her and kissed her several
times, she laughed and ushered me to the door "Go home and get your wife
pregnant Duncan!"

I virtually skipped out of the salon and quickly drove home, while waiting
for Karen to arrive home I prepared a romantic dinner, dressed in a sexy
mini skirt and left my panties in the drawer, I put on a silky bras and
made sure I had heaps of cleavage showing, then I put on a nice see through
halter neck top, did my make up, put some nice pearl drop earrings in, and
put my hair up in an intricate formal updo.

I have then lit some candles and waited for my `wife'.  About 9.30pm I
heard the car come up the driveway, I ran out to meet her.  She got out of
the car and walked into the house, totally ignoring me.  I followed her
into the house "What's the problem Karen?" "Well for a start `Peta' I
haven't had sex with a man for nearly a year, secondly my husband is gone
and in his place is a woman that looks better than me, and finally your
pregnant" I went numb, how did she know? "Ah honey, I can explain" I then
started to lie my arse off "Chantelle told me the only way I could get me
life back is if I knew what all facets of womanhood are like, that meant
pregnancy, secondly I did not intend to get pregnant, and it was more of an
oversight on my part, finally I just want you back, please...Call me Duncan
again, I just want to kiss you and hold you like we used to" "How can I,
look at you, I thought I could deal with being a lesbian, but I can't I
need a man" I took her hand and lifted my skirt, placing it on my newly
restored penis.  She looked at me with tears in her eyes "Oh Duncan, you
did it, she changed you back, but why do you still look like that?" "She
said that it would take some time for the changes to fully take effect, but
this is a start, and if I don't want to carry this babe anymore we are
going to have to consummate our marriage again" She embraced me and slowly
pulled away when she touched my pregnant belly, "does this mean the babe
dies?" lifting my top and placing her hand on my bare swollen belly.  "No,
this means you will be carrying it to term" She sobbed loudly and hugged me
hard, "Oh Duncan, this is a wonderful gift, I get you back and we get a
family in the process, I love you" I began tearing up as well, "I love you
too".  With that we left the dinner to get cold and have slowly and with
tender love passed my seed to her, after about three hours we lay on our
bed holding each other, rejoicing in our re-established love and lovingly
looking at Karen's now swollen belly.  I couldn't wait to be a father, I
had done the right thing, and I had experienced life as a woman and learned
a lesson never to be forgotten.

I later quit my job when the changes were not happening as I expected,
Karen and I shared each other's clothes quite a bit and I kept my female
routine up.  I started an online advice column for men, which made me
enough money to support my new family.  My features did not return to
normal, and everybody I met still referred to me as miss or ma'am, I did
not regain my height nor did I fully lose my breasts.  They did shrink, but
only to a C cup, my curves became less prominent, but were still there, my
body had stopped changing and still appeared as a very pretty girl, but
with a penis.  Karen surprisingly did not stress too much about it as we
could still maintain a healthy husband/wife relationship.  I was happy, my
body felt lovely, I could still wear my dresses, Karen took possession of
my bras, as her breasts had swollen with the pregnancy, and I took hers
which fit snugly on my smaller breasts.

When the babe arrived the hospital staff looked at us with raised eyebrows,
but were too professional to make any comments, the babe was a boy and
appeared to surprisingly carry features of both Karen and I, with no
resemblance to Stephen at all.  I stored that one in my bank of questions
for Chantelle the next time I had my hair done.  I was happy, I had
everything I wanted and more, I had finally learnt a valuable lesson and
identified the real me, I have always had the soul of a girl and now the
body to match, with a little something to keep Karen Happy.

THE END