Date: Wed, 17 May 2006 08:38:34 -0700 (PDT) From: Victoria Subject: Daddy's Blowjob/Part 4;My Descent/TV- Teen This is my story, boys and girls...and all you wonderful people somewhere in between...Being raised by my TV Dad who went by the name Jane was the catalyst in making me into the hot man loving TV I am today. After the mind blowing experience of sucking my Dad's cock I was full of all kinds of thoughts and questions about myself, and who I really was. My friends at school were all kind of nerdy achievers and frankly there wasn't much talk amongst us about sex. None of us had girlfriends or talked much about girls. I imagine they, like myself masturbated privately. Two of my friends were identical twin guys and I started fantasizing about the two of them getting it on, and joining them for a twin sandwich. After sucking a cock, and wearing panties and things I was looking at my friends in a whole new light. When we had gym class I would casually check out the other boys in the shower and while changing. A lot of them were so much further developed than me. Bruce Hartman was a neighbor who rode on the same bus I did. He was the leader of a small gang of guys who were into dirt bikes and tearing around the local countryside. He was about 6 foot tall and really built - he had muscles like you wouldn't believe. One day after gym class I entered the shower and there he was - nude. He was blonde and fair skinned. The water from the shower cascaded over his chest and down between his legs, where he was equipped with a meaty soft 6 inches of cock, full balls, and a lot of pubic hair. He was soaping himself and he saw me openly staring at him. He just smiled at me - that smile that said, "I know you want me, fag" and turned around, giving me a shot of his firm round butt cheeks. I tried to regain control and soaped quickly and showered and got out of there - but we both knew I wanted him. From that point on he always looked right through me, and I started wondering if I would ever have a girlfriend and be a normal guy. I also wondered what it would be like to worship Bruce's hot cock and eat his cum. At home I was still slipping into silky panties whenever I had the chance. I always had my most powerful orgasm while my balls were encased in silk. I was out looking for something in the garage one day and up in the rafters I found a big box that interested me. When I pulled it down and opened it I was thrilled to discover it was filled with all kinds of feminine things! A jackpot! This must have been Jane's backup wardrobe...things collected through the years that didn't quite fit right or were replaced with something that suited her fancy more. My cock was hard in my jeans as I started sorting through the box. I immediately stripped naked and started dressing up - right there in the garage! I found a small white girdle of very shiny nylon spandex and slipped it on. It felt incredible, the way it smashed my cock and balls flat and pushed in my tummy and gathered the excess at the top, making my chest more fleshy. I kept poking through, feeling all of the delightful silky panties and bras, and found a pretty light pink full slip, which I put over it. The material slid across my nipples making them harden and me shudder. There were even some heels in the box, and a few skirts and blouses, carefully folded. I put my boy clothes back on over the slip and girdle and took a small bag with a few other things - a white cotton blouse and a plaid pleated skirt. I couldn't wait to try them on! I carefully put the box back where I found it up in the rafters and snuck back into the house without raising any suspicion. Daddy was nowhere to be found. I imagined he was locked in his room the way he was most evenings - dressed up as Jane and enjoying his feminine life. I went to my room and locked the door. I stripped out of my boy clothes and put on the pretty white cotton blouse. It was a little big but when I slipped on the skirt I tucked it all in and it looked pretty good. I couldn't help myself - I twirled in front of the mirror and giggled as I enjoyed the sensation of being a girl. I fell back on my bed, spread my legs, undid the snap crotch on the girdle and freed my boy parts. I stroked myself and got so hard it was painful. I imagined being with my neighbor Bruce - and he was feeling me up under the skirt. I shot gallons of cum all over myself, and licked up a good deal of it. I imagined it was Bruce's cum and I got all shaky and my cock twitched. The following night - it was late. I was sitting in a recliner in the living room, wearing only a robe as I had just showered. The smell of baby powder that I had liberally applied all over myself was powerful. It made me feel clean fresh and somehow pure. I was in the perfect line of sight to see my father's bedroom door. I heard something and when I glanced down there I noticed the door was open a little and he had his robe open. He was looking right at me, and under the robe he was wearing a pale blue nightie and I could see his big cock was fully hard and sticking straight out. He looked into my eyes as he peeled back the foreskin slowly a few times. There was no one else awake in the house so I quietly got up, walked down the hall, and pushed open his door and entered. I closed the door and walked over to him. Without saying a word I dropped to my knees and kissed the head of his cock and he sighed. I took a few inches in, holding the shaft and moving the foreskin back and forth in my mouth. I found I could slide my tongue under the skin and Jane really seemed to like that. My own cock, all covered in baby powder, was stiff. The blue nightie was dropped over my head and I was surrounded by silk and the aroma of hot cock and balls full of hot sperm. Jane pulled me to my feet and kissed me full on the lips - not a parental kiss, but a kiss two lovers would enjoy. Jane forced her tongue into my mouth and I felt her wet erection poking at my soft tummy. Jane then broke our kiss and dropped down to her knees. She devoured the entire length of my cock and I fought back the urge to moan. I began shaking. Suddenly Jane arose and kissed me again, putting my hand around her throbbing cock. With her other hand she put a glob of Vaseline on her finger and proceeded to poke it between my butt cheeks at my tight little hole. Wow! What a feeling! It was incredible the way she worked that sticky finger in and out of me. I knew what was happening was wrong but it felt fantastic...and I didn't want it to stop. Jane worked a second finger in and I couldn't help but moan. She put her other hand over my mouth and I got the message. Jane then turned me around and rubbed my bottom as she kissed my neck. I felt her hard cock poking at me, and then she held me tight and pushed the intruder at my tight little hole. I froze up and she whispered at me to relax. I felt he head of that big cock poke into my hole. The pain! I thought I would scream but I didn't. She tried to push more in but standing like that - me bracing myself against her tall dresser, my robe at my feet - it just wasn't going any further into me. She just kept it there - about three inches or so inside my virgin hole and she felt my body all over, rubbing and pinching my nipples. She felt down between my legs and found that my cock had gone completely soft and my balls were shrunken. Though my cock was almost always hard or at least jerking around it was now so small it was like it was retreating into my body. To this day the same thing happens whenever a man fucks me. Even sometimes when I am dressing up for a new date and I'm trying to be 100% female...it's as if my mind is telling me I'm a girl and I shouldn't have a penis...it withdraws into my body like a frightened turtle. It actually turns me on since it's such a small nub at this point. I've found it's an incredible turn on both for my men and me when they take their hard manly cocks and push the head of their cocks directly against my little nub and make it disappear. It makes them feel more manly and dominant. And it makes me feel ever so submissive! In fact one of my guys likes to poke it at until he shoots all over me, and I pull up my panties and feel his stickiness inside them. So here I am, late at night, my Dad is dressed as Jane and has his hard cock a few inches into my incredibly tight boy hole....I think we both knew it wasn't going in any farther. I felt so helpless. I knew I was being used, but it somehow seemed right. I tried to open my hole more to accept my fate. Another inch slid in and I could feel it all the way to my toes. I started to panic, wondering if I was expected to take the entire 10 inches of cock that created me. Jane pulled out, dropped down to her knees and used her mouth to make my little boycock all hard again, and when it was rock solid she applied some Vaseline to it and turned her back to me, raising her nightie, and guided my cock into her hot hole. It was wild...so hot in there...and Jane tensed up at first then relaxed. She had no problem taking my 4 inches of dick. I started humping and she was shaking. I couldn't help it - I shot my load into her tight hole. My first fuck....my Daddy lover Jane.