Date: Sat, 19 Jan 2008 20:22:50 -0500 From: ray nichols Subject: chapter 5, Journey into Womanhood Journey Into Womanhood. By RayeAnne. rayeanne.41.ts@gmail.com Chapter 5. Josh Comes Home. Having gotten back to my normal hormone dosing two weeks ago, I was now like a kitten on a hot tin roof! I longed for Josh. It had been almost 4 months now since he left. I felt that I had changed so much in that busy time, with my new "plumbing" and my more voluptuous body. I hoped he would like what he saw. Greta and Mandy and Dr. Johnson had all assured me that he would be delighted. He was returning early this evening and I spent all afternoon getting myself ready to meet him at the airport. I planned for us to return home right away so I prepared myself ahead of time for sex because I felt that he would want me right away, as I wanted him. I picked out a pale pink knit dress, one piece and clinging and length down to just below mid-thigh. I thought three inch heels with open toe and heel in an off-white would look sexy, and I tried on my newest wig, which was a shoulder length wavy platinum blond one. I picked out white hip hugger panties and a white B-cup Wonderbra. I took over an hour just before leaving for the airport with Dr. Johnson to get my makeup right. Dr. Johnson came in to check me over before leaving. "Oh, my dear, he is not going to believe it is you. You truly have transformed significantly. Your cleavage looks better now and the close fitting dress really shows off your new curves. I see from watching you walk that you have picked up nicely on the posture and walking lessons I have given you. You are not wearing a panty girdle as your butt motion shows, but that is alright in the present case. For future social affairs you must remember always to wear the girdle. You just have too much motion to leave it off when wearing a tight fitting dress, slacks, or jeans. We met him at the gate. He almost didn't recognize me! He just stood there stunned for a minute before sweeping me into his arms for kisses. "Oh baby, I'm so proud of you, that you have matured so much faster than I expected. God you feel so good in my arms." "Darlin' .. I can't tell you how much I've missed you. I have been so lonely without you." , I moaned in his ear. We went arm in arm chattering about what all had been happening here, with Dr. Johnson interjecting along the way, telling Josh what she thought of the success of my surgeries and the personal progress that I was making. When we got home, he unloaded his luggage as Dr. Johnson and I started preparing dinner. She complemented me on how well I had learned to cook. We sat down for drinks before dinner and chatted for a while about how things had gone in Europe. He didn't say a lot to me about exactly what was happening, but after dinner he and Dr. Johnson had a private meeting in his office while I cleaned up the table and dismissed myself to my bedroom. When I came out half an hour later I had checked the preparation of my body for Josh, repaired my makeup, removed my panties and bra, and had put on black net stockings with a black garterbelt and sheer black bikini panties. No bra. I chose a sheer, waist tie shorty gown, also in black, and a pair of strapless red heels with open toe. My perfume was Georgio, my favorite, and I knew that Josh liked it. I wore a pearl necklace and had pearl earrings for my pierced ears. Before rejoining them I slipped on a white silk kimono, one that Dr. Johnson and Greta had insisted that I get. I met them back in the living room and we said goodbye to Dr. Johnson. "Well I know that you two long lost lovebirds have to make up for lost time, so I will see both of you in the next few days." She giggled as she left. We had one more glass of wine as he pulled me down to sit on his lap. "Baby, I can't tell you how I have been aching for you. And you have so exceeded my expectations of your development. You are making me deleriously hot. Come on girl, lets go to my bed." Oh god, here it comes I thought, as I sat on the edge of his bed removing my kimono and heels. Then suddenly I looked up and he was in front of me, in all his huge hairy glory, naked, his massive staff throbbing just inches in front of my eyes. I instinctively took it in my two hands to stop it bouncing up and down in such lustful urgency. It seemed to have taken on a life of its own. It already had drips of pre-cum, as Dr. Johnson called it, issuing from the dime-size slit in the huge glans. He leaned over to kiss me and then stepped forward, thrusting his cock head right into my startled mouth. "Ugghhh, .... mmm...mmm.." I gagged slightly as he pushed into me, quickly over-filling my oral cavity. He was far too large to go down my throat. I was trying to slip the tip of my tongue into his cum slit when he abruptly pulled out of my mouth. "We'll save that baby, for when you're having periods." He mumbled. "What? What did you say...?" I asked in puzzlement. "Never mind baby, let's get on with it before I lose my mind with desire." He growled. Then he pushed me back on the bed and slipped my panties off as he kissed his way down my body, licking and nipping at my nipples, causing them to respond in turgid erection. Then his tongue was bathing my navel and the swell of my lower belly as he moved his mouth steadily toward his ultimate target. He was kneeling between my thighs, pushing them apart to reveal my most intimate parts. He slipped his hands under my full soft buttocks and turned my nest up into his face. And then I felt his lips and teeth and tongue nibbling at my now turgid clit, teasing it out of its shyness and into sexual readiness. It stood out now visibly from my labia, sticking up toward my mound, nuzzling into my pubic hair. Then suddenly his mouth was further down.... at my sopping wet slit! His tongue slid wetly into me. "Oh, god Josh, oh yes...yesss.... d-darlin'. " I cried out. I grabbed his head as I pitched my hips up into the onslaught of his mouth, spreading my thighs out and up. Then suddenly he was moving quickly up my body between my thighs, which I now wrapped around him, as if not to let him escape. His mouth was all over my face now, wet and kissing. " God baby you are so nice down there, so wet and funky, fuck-ready smelling. I've got to get in your sweet pussy now." He groaned. And then I felt his massive phallus pushing into my wet split. His hands were under my butt, my thighs were pushed up and back now but not, I noticed, as far as they had been the first time we had intercourse. Then he was spreading me. I felt virgin because it had been months since I had my one and only penetration. His mouth and tongue muffled my cries as he slowly spread me open, my anal ring giving and giving. And finally after one more gentle push, he slid into me. As he did so he continued the pressure, steadily pushing into me, giving me no time to adjust to his presence. I was feeling fuller and fuller. "Oh god baby, so tight, so tight. It's sweet baby. Your new vagina is so sweet and accessable and wet, I get into you much easier." I could now gasp out in response to his invasion. I felt him bottoming out in me. It felt that he had completely filled my new love sleeve. I felt his pubic hair scrubbing into my sensitive, tightly stretched anal ring. "Ohhh...go..go slow darlin', I need to relax for you...it..it's toooo....mmmmuch n-now!" I sobbed. And then he pulled back, back a long way. The sensation was stunning, I was feeling him in a way that I had not before. Then he thrust in again, and I felt the ridge of his huge glans exciting my g-spot as it had not done before. Oh, that was it, I thought, the new arrangement of my sex parts. It was causing closer contact between his shaft and my prostate, and the feeling was wonderful. Now he started a regular thrusting into me. I instinctively responded by curling my hips up to meet each thrust. I found myself grabbing his big hard butt with both hands, pulling him into me. "Baby, I'm not going to last much longer, gotta give it all to you!" He grunted. I felt the tingling begin to rise in me, starting in my g-spot. Oh, it was so delicious. "Oh, darlin' don't stop, don't stop,...so good....ohhhhh....ohhhhh...so....good. NOW!...NOW!.....arrrrrrgggghhhhh...." And I was coming as I felt the flood of him into me begin. My ass was lifted off the bed, quivering like jelly in his hands, as I spasmed. I heard the squishing sound of his copious spend in me. It spewed out around our tight connection, flowing down in my crack and onto the bed. My vaginal sleeve forced the semen out of me as I over-filled. I did not feel any flow from myself, but the feeling of the orgasm was glorious. I shuddered one final time and began to relax, his semi-hard shaft still buried in my still sucking love canal. I did not want to let him out of me. He gently rolled off to the side of me, my heels still digging into his back, holding him in me. We kissed and kissed and whispered incoherently to each other in appreciation of what had happened for each of us. " Baby, I felt you start to come to me and I couldn't hold it any longer. God, what an unbelievable piece of ass you are!" he moaned. "Oh darlin' it was wonderful. Oh what you do for me. I was so aware of you in me all the time. I am aware of you in me right now honey, it still feels so good having you in me. Is my little pussy the home your beautiful cock needs?" "Oh yes, and I have known that for a long time. You are the best pussy I have ever had. I'm sorry I came so quick but it has been so long." he said as he began once again to slowly thrust in me, not having lost his erection. "I'm so happy to hear you say that honey.....oh,...ohhhh...you want more already." I whispered as he rolled back up over me. "Yes baby, I've only just begun." And his strokes into me were long and slow and delicious. I wrapped my arms once again about his shoulders and my heels were once again digging into the middle of his broad expanse of back. He caressed my legs and ass as he worked into me. I rolled up to meet his slow thrusts, his penetration going sooooo deep. He worked into me for a long time and slowly I began to feel the arriving of an orgasm. It seemed a little different this time. I felt the tingle spreading much further. My whole body seemed to become slowly engulfed in and suffused with the rising ecstacy. His motion into me now was becoming more urgent. He began to swell in me. "Oh darlin', don't stop, don't stop. Oh god...oh god....it...it's...DO ME!...DO MEEEEEEE noooowwww aaaaaahhhhhhh, UH! UH! UH!" And I became fully consumed in the most incredible and indescribable climax that lasted and lasted and lasted. My pussy was frantically gripping his cock now, and I felt that I must be flowing and then I felt his flooding me once again. We ever so slowly came down back to reality from ths awesome coupling, both of us gasping to recover. We held each other for a long time, knowing that something special had happened. He fell away from me finally, and his wilted cock slipped out of my love tunnel, which then felt so open and empty. I touched myself down there and my pubic bush was soaked! I really had flowed off a lot, and without even touching myself there. I knew then that the new arrangement of me down there had been of great help in causing that. As we drifted off to sleep I felt so luxuriously womanly and sexually sated. The next morning I awoke early and did my bathroom chores and returned to bed, nude and snuggling up to him. He awoke and wanted me again. I was sore from the pounding he gave my nearly virgin pussy the night before but I could not refuse him. I did not come this time. He fucked me for 15-20 min. before shooting yet another load in me. I liked the feel of his issue in me so much. As we lay snuggling in the afterglow, I started to remember the new and wonderful orgasm I had last night. I somehow knew this was my full blown female climax. This made me feel so feminine. "Darlin', last night when you said something about sex later when I was having my periods. What did that mean?" "Oh, I was hoping you would forget that slip. Well, I might as well tell you. You have been told some about what I am doing for you, for us, in Europe. We will in due time implant your very own uterus and ovaries. Hopefully some time after we do that, you will acclimate to your new female, actually 'shemale', organs and begin to have regular periods or menstrual cycles. Maybe we should come up with a new name for the new you that is going to emerge. Maybe you will be my 'womale'." "But that would mean I would be producing an ovum during these cycles wouldn't it?" "Yes sweetheart, it would mean you would be fertile. But don't think about that any more right now. We have more to do with your body before we get around to this issue we are talking about." We got up and dressed and got busy with the day, he setting off for his local office and me heading to art class and back home to house chores. I couldn't help thinking about what he said though. If I were fertile what could that lead to? The implications were too much for me to deal with right now. Josh stayed in town for several weeks before preparing to leave again. We had gotten into a regular pattern of living together and loving together, having sex several times a week. I was really enjoying it, having come to expect to get my special orgasm at least once a week, while still getting satisfaction from my many smaller internal orgasms. The day before Josh was to leave, he took me to meet a new doctor that I was to begin seeing in addition to the other. This man was very nice and reassuring and I was told that he was an ob-gyn! He would be working with me over the next several years until at least my full transition was completed and hopefully, Josh said, he would be serving us more after that. I wasn't sure what that meant. But in any case I was told that this doctor, Dr. Sheffield, was in on the grand experiment with Josh and his team and him seeing me in consultation was to be kept confidential. Why did I need an ob-gyn and why was it secret? I was curious but excited about the possible implications of what was unfolding. Were they really serious about treating me medically as though I were a female, or perhaps as Josh has humorously quipped, a 'Womale' ? That night Josh insisted that I get all dolled up, in a pretty flowing chiffon three quarter length gown and my nicest jewelry for us to go out to dinner. Before dinner at a quiet out of the way restaurant Josh presented me with a beautiful 6 ct. diamond engagement ring. I was now officially his fiancee' and I was overjoyed. The next morning Josh departed and I was once again left alone, wondering what exactly the future held for me.