Date: Fri, 11 Jun 2004 14:09:58 +0100 (BST)
From: Guru Rajaneesh <gururajaneesh@yahoo.com>
Subject: My Gay Days

I was studying in IX th standard. I used to go school alone walking a
distance of about 2 kms from my home. My sister was studying for degree
at that time. I have to walk along a lonely country road, which passes
near an old temple and a small grove associated with it. The grove is an
integral part of temples where snakes are worshipped. The snake is
synonym for fertility and its believed that those who demarcate the grove
will be punished with skin diseases. So the grove is considered as sacred
one and none usually go inside the grove. Once in a year there is some
festival and after that the temple is almost closed. Kids were afraid to
go by that way because of the solitary path and a wild calmness.

I had no afternoon classes on that day. I was returning to home after
lunchtime, and then I saw a mango tree full of ripe mangoes in the temple
premises. The sight of mangoes attracted me and I decided to enter the
forest and pick some fallen mangoes. When I entered the forest there was
no one there. I walked carefully and picked one mango but some insect bit
it. So I moved more inside and the whole greenery engulfed me, there was
a pavement right through the middle fully covered with dead leaves. I was
afraid to see some snake at anytime but did not see any. Then I was
shocked when I heard a sound, "Who's there?". I turned and saw a man
of about forty sitting on a fallen rock pillar with a knife in his hand.
He was doing some pedicure with his long knife. I recognized him, he was
rowdy Vasu, a notorious criminal and local dada. He made illicit liquor
and sold to folks, but now only I understood where he was keeping his
stock. I shivered and replied, "Its me!, I was picking some mangoes".

"Me!, who?, come here and let me see", he ordered.

I went near him and I could smell liquor from his face. He had a great
moustache and a turban on his head. He asked my address and understood my
family. "What's your name?"

"Vineeth!"

"Ok, come here, closer", he asked.

I went near him. He put his hands on my shoulders and said, "You are a
sweet boy, almost I mistook you are a girl. Its your eyes very lady
like", then he caught me and made me stood between his legs and began to
feel me. I was nervous. I felt it very ticklish and the bad smell from
his mouth was intoxicating. I tried to move away, but he then prevented
me and began to cup my crotch. I got again feverish, but it was somewhat
titillating to me. But I tried to free from him. "Don't move, don't
utter a word, I will kill you. I will not hurt you if you do what I tell,
I am not afraid of anyone". He took his knife and scratched his big
moustache with its end. I did not move and stood between his legs
silently. He began to unbutton my shirt and his fingers entered my chest
and he cupped on my nipples. It was very ticklish and I was enjoying it.
Then he began to press harder to my crotch and began to feel my penis.

My penis was a flaccid one until that day a chocolate coloured and about
three inches long. But when that rouge started feeling my dick, it started
a tickling situation and began to become hard. I could not understand what
was the reason for that and I felt so ashamed about it.  The same way I
felt when my chest was fondled by that guy, he was pinching my nipples and
small hairs were beginning to rouse there. Before long, he unbuttoned my
knickers and they dropped near my foot. I was wearing an underwear but the
rigid dick was making the underwear quite tight and the front was erected
like a circus tent. "So you like it, don't you?" he asked. I did not say
anything. Then he took my hand inside his cloth and pressed my hand on his
phallus. He was having a loose underwear and inside I felt an abundant
growth of pubic hair. He was very hairy there and his phallus was rock hard
and it was pulsating in my hand like a red hot iron. I have never seen such
a big dick until then. I had seen older men's phallus when bathing at ghats
and at common urinals. But this fellow had a bigger dick than any of
them. Unknown to me he had lowered my panties and soon he grabbed my small
dick. He began to shake it and tried to move the tight foreskin back. I
felt a pain first but when the foreskin was moved back, I was getting a
pleasure too.  Soon he was able to move my whole foreskin back and my dick
was now like a rosebud. But there was a sticky substance coated around it
and that rascal rubbed it away using his fingertips. The substance was
cleared and I saw my cock head red in color. He began to move the foreskin
again to and fro and I was getting a forbidden pleasure, which I never
experienced.  I knew I was doing something wrong, but it was very exciting.
Then I felt my eyes closing down and something was going to explode. I felt
a volcano getting erupted and then I jerked. I could not believe it, some
sticky fluid gum type was ejected from my penis and it was sheer pleasure
for some minutes. Another wonder, my penis now shrunken and it became
flaccid again!

Then I felt I should go away from this rouge. But he did not allow me,
instead he undid his underwear and the whole pubic region with that
monster dick was now visible to me. What a dick, what a power, he made my
hands to grab his pole and began to repeat the act which he did to me. I
got the clue and began to rub his cock. But his cock head was already
without any foreskin and there was no fluids. It simply was like a rock.
When I tried to move to and fro I saw a small drop of honey like fluid
appearing at the tip of it and soon some lubrication came. I guessed it
was the result of my hand work and I increased speed. He chuckled at me
and gave a grin hinting that I was doing right. Then he stood and began
to stand closer to me. Before long I felt his hard rock phallus rubbing
between my thighs. He lifted me from soil and placed me on his hard rock
dick and he was moving my buttocks on his penis. I felt his hairs rubbing
on my butt and it was so ticklish. He was cupping my chest as if I was a
girl with tits. Anyway there was nothing harm in the act, I thought. In
fact I felt an obligation to return the favours. After some time he began
to increase his speed and his big testicles were hitting my buttocks.
Then his phallus exploded. What a mess, it emitted about a large amount
of glue. It was not colorless like mine but sticky white fluid! I began
to admire him.

He lowered my and I gathered all my clothes. When I had dressed up he
asked me where I lived and I replied. "You should come tomorrow evening
after classes, here", he commanded. "No, I cant", I said. "If you
don't come I will come to your house and tell your parents about what we
did here". "Oh, no , please don't". "Okay then come here tomorrow.
And you should wear a panties of your sister. You said you have a sister,
don't you", he barked. "Yes, but how can I wear her panties", I
asked. "That's your business, I don't know, but be here tomorrow same
time, wearing exactly your sister's panties, otherwise I will tell your
secret". "Ok I will try", I said."No try, you have to be here".

That night I could not sleep. I was thinking about the incident. I
imagined the things we did and it made my penis hard rock again. I
fondled my dick, it was some pleasure, but that rouge know better than me
how to handle it. Shall I go to him as he said, I wondered then I thought
better go. In the morning when I was bathing I had noticed a pair of
soiled panties of my sister which was in the bucket for washing.  I took
it and wore when I finished my bath. I went to school. I could not
concentrate .I was thinking about the evening. Somehow the school time
was over. I walked to my home via the grove. When I was near the grove I
doubted again to go or not to go. Then I entered the grove, there was no
one anywhere. I walked deeper and there was him, with a bottle of country
liquor and I stood near him. He did not tell anything and did not
acknowledge my presence. He drank from the bottle and then he grabbed my
hands, and said "come". With this he put my bag etc hidden under a bush
and took me to a small hut deeper in the grove. He had a mat there. He
undid my shirt and knickers and when he saw the flowered panties of my
sister on me, his eyes sparkled. "Good, this is your sister's panties!
isn't it, good, how is she, is she a chick like you?". I did not say
anything. He again asked, "Have you seen her pussy, hows her tits, have
you seen her naked?" I had seen my sister naked when bathed together but
I did not tell it to him. "Ok come near", he commanded and I went to
him. He made me lay on the mat, and began to kiss me all over. I could
not stand that rotten smell, but what was to be done. He was laying on me
he was licking my chest and nipples, he cupped my penis and began to
fondle while he was becoming naked. His big phallus was now placed
between my thighs. He did not lower my panties. He liked to see me
wearing that flower type panties. He then lowered his body and began to
suck my penis. I could not believe it. Will anybody take someone else's
penis in his mouth? Such a big cruel looking man. But it was good, I felt
it, he was sucking my penis like we eat an ice stick. I was shivering
with joy and unknown pleasure, such was his sucking. When his stubbles
rubbed my hip region I felt so ticklish. Then again it happened, that
feeling of erupting a volcano, I knew I was going to explode. Then it
happened I shoot some drops into his mouth and collapsed.

The man did not allow me to take any rest. "Now you do what I did to
you", he said. I began to imitate him. His big cock head was pushed into
my mouth and I began to suck it. He grabbed my neck and applied my face
to his pelvis and soon his phallus filled my mouth. I was doing the sword
trick which a magician had displayed in our school. Swallowing a sword,
it was like that, I felt suffocated, but he wont leave me. Then he began
to move fast in my mouth, he was moving my head to and fro and was
grabbing my hairs as he wished. I tried my best then he came, he shoot a
load of gum into my mouth. I tried to spit it away. "No, bastard drink
it all", I drank that juice when I heard his harsh tone. "Good, you are
a good chick. A nice one. I like you, now I will show another thing" ,
he rolled me over and made me lie on my stomach.

He began to kiss me from the nape of my neck.  He began to lick downwards
and soon he reached my buttocks. He spread them and began to feel my
rectum. He tickled my rectum by inserting a finger there. What a man was
he, didn't he feel any shame, to feel someone's most unclean hole. But
he was beginning to lick me there, I felt his tongue around my rectum. It
was so ticklish, my penis was again becoming rock hard. God! What should
I do? What does he want?

He was now rubbing my anus this time he was applying some glue. I looked
back and saw he was taking some cream from a bottle and was rubbing it on
my anus. It was like some butter. Why was he doing that, I wondered. Then
I got his idea. He was trying to insert his phallus into my rectum. No!
rougue its not possible, how could it be possible, I tried to move away
from me. "No, stay still, I wont leave you", he said." No you cannot ,
it is not possible", I said. "Stay still bastard, I have done this to
many". He began to rub his penis into my rectum. I felt terrible pain. I
was going to die, I thought then his cock head entered me.
`OOOoooooooooooooooooooH ", I cried. "Don't make noise, it will be
over now", he said. Then his phallus entered my rectum. Then he began to
fuck me, I fainted. When I came to my senses,he was rubbing his cock on a
damp cloth, I was having terrible pain I touched my anus and my hand was
coated with a mixture of glue and blood. He did that to me, how dare that
rouge, how did he pushed his monster into me!

"You are a very nice chick. I love you, Not only me everyone will like
you". He said. He was cleaning my buttocks and asshole. "Now you come
on Saturday I will take you to a place", he said. I started taking the
dress. "Where?", I asked. "To a place, you come in the morning, 9 am,
and don't forget wear one of those panties of your sister, otherwise I
will kill you". "No I can't, its not possible to wear her panties
everyday". "You should, if you don't come in her panties I will cut
your dick", he said. "Okay I will try", I went home.

It was Thursday. Saturday was normally holiday for my school. But I will
tell I am having some sports or so. I decided. Vasu was drinking from the
bottle and did not mind me going away.

(to be continued)