Date: Sat, 3 Sep 2005 01:27:03 -0700
From: CD
Subject: Life of a CD

All sexual activity was after I was 18 or older, this is based on my
experiences fun.  All stories are true with fantasy added.
All normal disclaimers apply.

submission # 1


When I was very little my mother and sister would dress me as a girl.  I
remember it well, I liked it until they put a tail on me to make me a
easter bunny, the pin stuck my butt.

I was unhappy and that was the end of it.  When I went thru puberty I
jacked off, tried to suck my own cock, went out with good looking girls.
But I always wanted dick!

In high school I had lots of go, we kissed, played, fucked and I left
unhappy.  I knew I wanted cock, my senior yr I would drive into the
desert and park and crawl in the back seat of my Le Sabre and fuck my
self and jack off and dream of being dressed up with a man.

I was 19 and getting ready to go away to college when I met Him.  I was
in a car with a friend when we got gas, we both got out and walked
around.  I looked at the attendant in the booth and smiled, he did too.
He looked gay blonde, slim, cute, and friendly. I told my friend to take
me home. I was living with my parents but had my own pvt space.
I called the station where my friend had filled up, he answered "hello 66
station".

I said " hi I was just there with a friend and saw you looking at me, It
was a silver 4 door sedan, I was wearing black shorts and a white shirt,
do you remember me?"

Charles said "Yes I do, Why do you care?"

I said "well I thought you might be.....  "

He said "I might be what?"  I said " Well I dunno know, just nice."

He said "do you mean gay?"

I said "yes"

Charles then said "I want to hear you say it"

The whole time I was talking to him I was on the toilet jacking off, that
was the only way I could make myself go after my dream and passion.
While I jacked off I got hotter and hotter, Charles said to me " I
thought you might be Gay". I had said it.  He said "yes I am, why do you
care?"

I was as hot and horny as I had ever been, all I wanted was to suck a
cock and be with a man.  I said " well I would like to meet you."
"why"

" I think I would like to......"

"What, suck my cock, kiss me, touch me?"

I was very hard and excited, "Yes, that is what I want."

He laughed and said "You have never been with a man before?"

"NO, but I want to bad."

He said " O K I get off at 9 give me an hour to clean up and you can cum
over."

I gasped as it was only 6, I said " ok I will"

He gave me directions and I wrote them down.

There was a big wedding that night in this little town, I watched the
clock like a hawk.  I excused my self at 9:45 as he was close.
I followed his directions, but got lost.  I drove up and down for an hour
or so trying to follow the directions.  I was very upset that I
could not find his house.  I kept looking and then I found the right
street, and house.

I pulled in the drive way and saw Him in the window.  He was blonde 6'
170 cute and 7 yrs older.  I got out of my car and walked up to the door,
"I was ready to give up on you."
I blushed and said " I got lost and confused, I am sorry".

I was wearing a lime green leisure suit, it was very tight and cute in
1976.  I walked in and after saying " I am sorry for being late". I spun
around for him and smiled, he smiled back and offered me a drink.  I said
" I would love one, thank you."

He touched my shoulder and said "sure, your cute". I blushed and turned
around to sit on the couch and he grabbed my ass, I loved it, but was
quiet.

I sat in the middle of the couch, he came back and sat next to me.  I
took the drink and downed it, I said " this is my first time"

He said " well what do you want?"

As we sat next to each other I saw his cock get bigger in his very tight
jeans.  I stared at his crotch as the rum kicked in, I reached out and
put my right hand on his crotch.

He looked at me and " I said I want to suck your cock!!!" He giggled and
said "this is really your first time with a man?"

I said "yes it is, I have wanted to for a long time."

As I rubbed his cock we started to get closer together, I felt him rub my
cock, I moaned.  I loved rubbing his cock as he rubbed mine.  He leaned
over and grabbed my head and pulled me toward his.  I had never kissed a
man, but I was so hot I let him take me. As he pulled my face toward him
he said "I love to break in faggots like you."

I thought to myself "I am not a fag", when his face came to me and he
said "kiss me, kiss me hard, faggot".  I excepted his forceful kiss, and
said to myself " he is making me do this".  When our lips touched, I
pulled away and said "NO Please don't."

He then took that opportunity and started kissing me hard, as his hand
held my head and his lips met mine, I moaned, and gave in.  He pushed me
down on the couch and laid on me.

I couldn't believe I was on my back with a hot blonde on me kissing me,
as it sunk in I began to kiss back.  He kissed me and rubbed my crotch,
Charles then said to me "what do you want to do?"  He sat up and looked
down at me and ran his finger thru my thick black hair.  I looked up at
him and said " I want to suck your cock!!!"

Charles looked at me and said "lets go to my bedroom."  I said "YES
SIR".  He smiled and grabbed my hand.

We got to his room and he said "take off your clothes and get on the bed.
I obeyed, he went to the bathroom and came out naked.  He looked great he
laid on the bed next to me, but would not touch me.  I leaned over and
took his cock in my mouth, it felt great, I had dreamed of sucking cock.
As I sucked my first dick I was in heaven, I had dreamed of this moment
for years.  As I did my best his cock got harder and harder, I loved it,
I did everything I had thought of while dreaming of dick.

I had been sucking him for 5 mins or so when he grabbed my head pulled me
to his face and kissed me, he then said "are you sure this is your first
time?"

As sucked him off he kept saying "you are way to good for this to be your
first time"

"when you dream about something long enough then get it, you know what to
do. I have always wanted to suck cock."

He said "You are a good cock sucker, do you like it?"

I said "YES I LOVE IT"

He said "well for a 19 yr old you suck a good cock." I looked at him
smiled and said thanks. He Then pushed my face down and I sucked him
more.

Charles pulled me up and said "Will you make me?"

I said "what does that mean?"

we both had raging hard ons and were kissing and rubbing and hot.

He kissed deep and hard, then said "fuck me up the ass".

As he kissed me my cock was hard and ready, I said "Sure if you fuck me
too."

he said "have you ever been fucked up the ass?"

I said "No, but I have fucked my self lots."

He smile and kissed me and got me hard.

He reached over and grabbed some KY and rubbed it on his ass and my dick,
I loved the way he kissed my knack and touched my cock and ass.
I was very hard, he turned over, got in the fetal position, and reached
back to my ass and pulled toward him. I was hot as I kissed and sucked on
his knack.

Charles grabbed my ass and pulled me to him, I obeyed him. He said "fuck
me, you will love it".

I moaned as he guided my very hard dick into his ass/pussy.  As I fucked
him he moaned and groaned and told me how good my cock is.

As I fucked him we talked, he loved getting fucked, and I said, " Please
make me Charles"

He looked at me and said, " love virgin ass".  I kissed him and fucked
him hard for a min or 2. He then got up and walked around the bed and
grabbed my head. I was confused.

Charles said "You want to be my whore tonight baby".  As he said this his
cock went in my mouth.  He looked down at me and said "nod if you are my
whore bitch".

I looked up and nodded, I wanted this bad.  He then slapped my ass hard,
I squealed with delight.

Charles then knew I was his bitch, he slapped me around and told me that
I would do what ever he wanted. I agreed eagerly as his dick went in and
out of my mouth

Charles then grabbed my face and told me to lick his ass, I licked
eagerly.  He noticed my enthusiasm, and said "you're a hot little number
baby, I cant believe this is you first time with a man.  You lying to me
bitch"

I looked up at him as his 8" thick cut cock rubbed my face, "NO SIR, I
just always dreamed about what I would do with a cock.  Now that I have
one I want to my best.  Am I ok as cock sucker?  I want to be a good dick
whore."

He pushed his 8" thick cock into my throat, and said "yes yes your baby,
you are a good faggot."

I looked up and said "I am not a fa....."

Charles grabbed my head and forced his perfect dick down my throat, and
said "Yes, Yes, you are a good fag, and you know it."

As he face fucked me and called  me a fag, whore, queer, bitch,
cocksucker........  I loved it, my dick was as hard as ever and harder,
As his cock went in and out of my mouth my  pussy started twitching.
I wanted to get fucked like a fag bttm.  I looked up at him and fondled
his balls and ass, I said "Will you please fuck me, I need it, dildos are
not working"

He looked at me on his bed, I was begging for him, he said "of course I
will, I love virgin faggots".

I sighed deeply and laid back and spread my legs, he leaned down and
kissed me. As we kissed we fondled each other, as we got hard he pushed
back and rubbed my legs.
I loved kissing him.

As I lay down he fingers my pussy, I squirm at the touch, he grabs my
head harder and says "stay still bitch, I going to fuck hard."  I say
"yes sir I will".  he kisses me gently.

That was the last gentle moment for a while.  As he fingers me he kisses
my kneack and back and tells me I will love it.

I am now kissing him and doing whatever he says, he keeps feeling my ass,
It feels good.  As we kiss I surrender my ass to him, the more his
fingers go up my ass, the more I kiss him.

Charles leans up and looks down at me, he says "so you like being a
faggot don't you."  I was on his bed legs spread slobber on my face from
dick, I said "I guess so."

That made him mad, "you guess so? you fucking faggot. You want this so
bad you are a whore, look at your self. You are a faggot, admit it, tell
me what you are."

As I looked at him I knew I wanted him to fuck me, I sighed said " YES, I
AM A FAGGOT, I NEED DICK, PLEASE FUCK ME, PLEASE."  I spread my legs and
tried to look sexy,
he walked away and told me to crawl to him.  I got on all 4s and I
crawled, my ass shook, I looked down, and moaned " I need you to fuck my
ass, I have dreamed of a real cock in my pussy.'  As I got close to him
he put his foot out and told me "suck my middle toe faggot."  My head was
at his feet quickly, he put his foot up, my mouth was on the toe in no
time at all.  He looked down at me and said "good job you faggot, cock
sucker, as I watch you suck my toe, I love watching you dick get hard."

As he looked down at me and I sucked his toes, his dick got bigger and
bigger. I looked at his cock as I licked his feet, he said to me "do you
like your first time with a man?"
I looked up at him, I was on my back, sucking his toes, with a big hard
dick.  I looked up and said "OH YES I DO".

He pulled his foot away and told me to get on the bed and hang my head
over the edge. I was puzzled, but did as I was told. he left the room and
told me to stay put.  I did as was told, he was gone fore a long time.
When he came back he said " you're a good little faggot, I like it."  He
then bent over and kissed me and started playing with my nipples, as he
pinched my nips I moaned and groaned.  He looked at me and said "you live
your nips pinched don't you faggot?" I said "NO" but my dick said
otherwise, he then stuck his cock in my mouth.  As he fucked my mouth he
pinched my nips, I was going crazy, I pushed my face up to him to meat
his thrusts.  The more he pinched my tits, the more I wanted him to face
fuck me.

As he face fucked me and worked my nips, I squirmed more and more, I
wiggled my ass and begged him to fuck me, he looked at me and said "not
yet bitch, I want to hear you beg and beg for me."

I looked up at him with his cock on my face, my own spit all over me from
his cock rubbing my face.  I was his, I knew it he knew it, he rubbed his
cock all over my face, I stuck my tongue out to get a taste.  He said
"beg me faggot, beg me to fuck your pussy, you know you want it!!!"  As I
looked up and felt his cock on my face, my ass was all a tingle.

I looked up and as his cock rubbed my face, I said "I want you to fuck
me, Charles, I want to be your bitch, please fuck me"

He grabbed my legs and spread them to see my pussy, he smiled and said
"yes, you are a little faggot" I said


I graduted from H.S. went to college in colorado and had fun.  the whole
time I was there I would go to the mens bathroom and put up notes