From: adietrech@aol.com (A Dietrech)
Newsgroups: alt.sex.stories
Subject: Pain  1/>=4 (TG/TS, femdom)
Date: 4 Dec 1994 09:25:03 -0500

POST-IT NOTE:  I may have some more to this story than these 4 parts
buried somewhere in the musty vault.  If I find'em, I'll post'em. - AD

It was a mild winter day, and I was one worried guy.  For the
past few weeks, I had been worried about a pain in my groin,
and I was on my way to the Doctor's office to get it checked
out.  When I got to the doctor, after the usual 45 minute
wait to be called, I found Ann, our Doc's long-time nurse,
waiting for me.

Ann and I were old friends, as I have been going to the same
Doctor for 15 years, and Ann has been with him most of that
time. Ann is a big woman, at least as tall as I am, but there
is not much excess fat on her, and she has gorgeous dark eyes
and hair.

"What's up, Jim, I thought you were just here for your
checkup a few weeks ago?" "Well," I told her, " I was here to
see Doc last month, but I've been having a bit of a problem
since I was here, so I thought I'd better stop in."

"What seems to be the problem" She inquired? "It's kind of
personal, I'm having pains where I shouldn't" I replied.
"Oh, come on Jim, you know the Doc has no secrets from me,
how do you expect me to get you ready?" Ann said, mildly
annoyed at me for my reluctance to explain. "It's a lump in
my testicles, and I don't remember it being there before."
"In that case" she said firmly, "Go in room 2 and undress
completely, and put on the gown on the table."

So in I went - the exam rooms are basically the same
throughout the clinic, but, this room seemed no bigger than
some of my closets. The only place to I could find to put my
clothes was on the back of the door, so I started to strip
down. I found the paper gown Ann had left out, but it didn't
cover much. After a few minutes there was a knock on the
door, and it immediately opened. It was Ann again, come to
check if I was ready. "The Doctor will be here in a little
while, but we may as well get started. Are you ready?"

Well, I wasn't sure about this at all - but was in no
position to argue. "Ok, lets get this over with - what's
first?" "Sit down, I need to get your blood pressure." So I
sat down. "Why do you still have your shorts on? How can the
Doctor examine you if you don't get undressed? Didn't I
already tell you that?" Boy, she sure was getting pushy for a
nurse.

"What's the big deal?" I asked. "It will only take a second
to get them off." "Doc is already late, that is why I'm here"
she snapped. "You have to learn to follow directions." Now,
I'm not used to being talked to like that - I'm the boss at
work, but, she did have the upper hand, so off they came.
After my blood pressure, which by now was slightly high, she
filled out the chart. "Lets get your weight." The scale was
in the corridor, and  here I was, hanging out of the paper
gown, without a stitch of clothing, and the traffic never
stopped going by in this place - but what choice did I have?

Back in the exam room, after that humiliation, I was told to
lay back on the exam table. I quickly found out what happens
to paper gowns when you slide on an exam table - they
immediately tear. "Lay back flat," she instructed, " and stop
wasting my time." So there I went, flat on my back on the
exam table. The next thing I knew, She had a hold of my
balls, feeling to see if there was a lump. "I thought Doc
would do that." And at the same time, I could feel my prick
start to come to attention. Ann smelled wonderful, not
medicinal at all. This seemed more like a sensual experience
than a medical exam. Soon my prick was at full extension, and
the next thing I knew, Ann was squeezing - INSTANT PAIN! My
prick fell back ten times faster that it went up. "What is
wrong with you, can't you control yourself," she said. I
turned six shades of red in embarrassment.

In walked Doc - and five minutes later, after probing and
pushing, he was gone like the wind. But Ann was still there.
"Get dressed, Doc will let you know what he thinks." I waited
a minute for her to leave, but it soon became apparent that
she wasn't going anywhere. So I pulled off the remnants of
the paper gown, and got myself ready to leave. It was
impossible in that little room to hide myself, or to keep
from brushing up against her while I got my clothes. And of
course, this just got me excited all over again.

As we went out in the corridor with Ann to see Doc, she
stepped in front of me and stopped. I bumped into her firm
body, and she immediately turned, and grabbed my swollen
privates. "Like I said before, you have to learn to control
yourself." I came in with a slight groin pain, and left with
two different pains in that area - one from excitement, one
from an aggravated lump due to Ann's treatment.

Out in the corridor, at the stand up desk, Doc was scribbling
away on a prescription pad. "There definitely is a lump, and
we need to check it further" he told me. "I am going to send
you for an ultrasound." "Ultrasound ?" I replied, "I thought
that was for pregnant women." "We occasionally use it for
other things, but pregnancies is the most common use" Doc
answered.  "It shouldn't be painful at all." Easy for him to
say - it wasn't his balls. "I know just the place to send
him" Ann told the Doctor. "I'll make the appointment for
him."

I arrived at the clinic the next morning 15 minutes early, as
Ann had told me in no uncertain terms that I had better be on
time. As I suspected, there weren't very many men around, a
few in the waiting room, but all of the help was females -
and all young and pretty. I checked in with the receptionist,
she looked at me kind of strangely and asked if my name was
Jamie - I told her Jim. she just laughed and said that since
most of the clientele was female, it was probablly easy to
understand the error. I took a seat on the bench to wait to
be called.

About a half hour later a dark haired beauty came out from
behind the counter and walked up to me - "Jamie" she asked?
"My name is Jim." "Well," she said "the appointment was for
Jamie, so that is what we will call you today. Come with me,
I have to get you ready for your tests." We went through a
large door into a corridor that was busy with people walking
and stannnding - all women, not another man in sight. I was
taken through another door into a small locker room with
anoother door leading to a washroom. "Take off all of your
clothes and put them in the second locker" the dark-haired
beauty said "and don't waste any time, the tests take time to
prepare for." Then she sat down on the only chair in the
room. There was nowhere to go, so I began stripping down.  As
I got down to the buff, the door popped open and in walked a
girl in a lab coat, carrying an enema bag with a tube. The
two of them talked for a few moments while I stood there
trying to act naturally, which isn't easy when you are naked
in front of two fully dressed young females. I just hoped
that enema bag was for someone else.

After a few minutes the blonde in the lab coat said "Well, I
guess we better get this one started" and the dark haired
beauty looked over at me and giggled. "Look at this, isn't he
cute?" "Lets go" the blonde said to me and she opened the
door, still carrying the bag. "Wait a second, don't you have
something for me to put on?" I asked. "I don't want to go out
there naked." The dark haired beauty went over to a locker
and pulled out a short blue transparent nightgown. "Here" she
said, "this is all we have, and we don't want you to catch a
cold." She slipped it on over my head while the blonde stood
in the doorway laughing. As I started to complain, the dark
haired beauty slapped me in the face, and grabbed my tender
testicles. "Ann told me that you didn't know who to behave
and take orders, I guess I'll just have to teach you." and
with that, she pulled me out in the hallway, by the balls.
I've never been so embarrassed! Here I was, naked except for
a soft see through nighty, being led around by the tug of the
hand of this feminine character. Everything was exposed, as
her hand was grasping the only thing that the gown might have
provided at least minimum coverage for.

As I looked around quickly to see who was watching, I found
that I was the center of attention, all of the women were
watching and laughing. I was led slowly down the hall to the
comments of all we passed, then into a bathroom. "Bend over
the sink..NOW!" the Blonde said, as the dark haired doll
released her grip. I felt hands pushing on my back and found
myself bent over the vanity. The nozzle of the enema bag was
quickly shoved up my anus and I felt myself filling rapidly.
The blonde worked the nozzle in and out of my asshole,
Telling the other girl "he may be a virgin now, but he won't
be when this day is over." While she was pushing the nozzle
in and out, I was filling up with the warm soapy fluid in the
bag. Within minutes, the bag was empty, but I was full.
"Excuse me" I said, "but I think it is time to get rid of
this." I then attempted to stand up to move to the toilet. I
then felt a sharp slap across my asscheeks. "You will use the
toilet when you are told - not before" the blonde with the
bag said. She slowly removed the nozzle - and replaces it
with a much larger, hard object. "This will help you to hold
the enema till it is time to let it out" she said. I was full
before she pushed this thing in, now I felt like I was going
to explode.

The two nurses continued to talk and laugh together as if I
was not there - but the dark haired beauty again took hold of
my testicles.  Every once in a while she would softly rub a
finger along the underside and just as my cock started to
rise from the attention, she would squeeze - HARD. I was
beginning to feel like a bouncing ball I was up and down so
much.

After tem minutes or so, the blonde finally removed the plug
and told me to go release the enema. Both of the girls
watched, much to my embarrasment, as there was no stall or
door. It seems like in just seconds I was empty again. I
cleaned myself off and got up from the toilet. The nighty was
removed over my head. Both women began rubbing cream on my
body, from my neck to my feet. I started again to get
excited, and recieved a slap directly to the head of my dick,
which again dropped to normal. I was instructed to stand
there with my hands behind my head, and not move. After a
while my skin began to tingle, then burn. I was then put into
an open shower stall, and the water was turned on.  Something
strange happened - all of my hair started washing away - the
only hair I had left was on top of my head! I thought I was
naked before - now I felt like everything was totally
exposed. I was given a towel to dry myself, then the soft
blue nighty was placed over my head again. The feeling was
like nothing I had ever experienced before - It was so soft
and sexy against my hairless skin, especially my groin.

The Dark haired beauty said " Lets go, you are almost ready"
and began to lead me into the hall. I attempted to protest,
and felt the blonde push a retangular object into my back.
The next thing I remember i was laying on the floor in the
hallway with my muscles twitching. The blonde was standing
over me laughing as she said "You know, I've wanted to try
this stun gun for a while - I guess it works ok." I slowly
got back to my feet, still twitching. She waved the box at
me and I pulled away and began following the dark haired doll
down the hallway, with much trepidation as to what my fate
was to be.

We then entered aother exam room. This room was equipped with
an exam table and in the corner was an electronic device
which I took to be the ultrasound machine. "Lay down on the
table with your ass at the end and legs hanging over," I was
told. I hurried to comply, not wanting to see how many times
that stun gun was good for before the batteries died. The
position I was put in left me with my feet in midair - and I
felt soft hands grasp my legs and drape my legs over the
stirups. "Put your hands on the pegs above your shoulders"
was the next order. When I reached up for the pegs, straps
were fitted around my wrists to hold them in place. The
stirups that my legs were in were spread, and straps held my
legs to them. I then felt the table dropped from under my ass
- I was hanging by legs and the middle of my back, everything
in between was in the air!

Someone reached under me and roughly shoved a rod up my
rectum - I thought It was going to tear me in two until I got
my muscles to relax.  I could feel hands on various parts of
my body, alternately stroking gently and then pinching or
slapping me.  The device in my ass was being turned
occasionally, and every time it moved, my dick would get hard
again. I really couldn't see much of what was happening to me
as the position I was in would not allow me to lift my head,
and my arms were blocking any vision to the sides.

After a few minutes the hands gradually stopped their
movements and were removed. I could hear someone else enter
the room. "Well, isn't this a pretty sight" said a soft, sexy
new voice.
"Hello, Doctor, we were just getting this patient ready for
you" the dark haired honey replyed. I then heard the blonde
say "yes, real ready," then giggle. A cold gel was spread on
my testicles and a hard device was pressed firmly on the gel,
held for a few minutes, then moved to a new spot. I could
hear the machine next to me hum. "OK, the static test is
complete, now lets see them function." The hands again
returned to my body, only this time no pain, only soft,
sensual touching. After a few minutes, my dick was at
attention, and a device was placed over it. I felt the device
pulling on my dick, a strong suction built up and released.
Within minutes I was ejaculating. The device paused briefly
then began again. After the second time the hard device was
removed from my testicles, and I heard the voice identified
as the Doctor say "well, I am done, you can shut of the
suction when you are ready." The blonde asked "do you have
more scans in here this afternoon?" "No, this was the last
one today, feel free to stay and play." The suction device
was again activated. At first, it was a great relief after
the abuse I'd suffered, but, after the first two times, I was
more than ready to stop. The machine was left on, and I began
to scream in pain. A hand reached up and held my nose closed,
and when I opened my mouth again to breathe, a round cock
shaped rubber object was inserted in my mouth and taped into
place. " that will shut you up - can't you see you have
already drawn a crowd?" I still couldn't see much, but when I
listened I could hear a commotion over by the door, which had
apparently been open the whole time.

The object in my rectum was being worked in and out while the
suction device continued to work. My whole body began to
spasm Finally with much laughter the suction device was
removed, I was so limp in seconds that I never thought I
would again get hard.

"You know, this panzy wouldn't have problems with his balls
if we just cut them off while he is on the table."

"Thats not a bad idea, but then we would have to leave him
alone for a while, it is more fun this way." This was a
different voice which sounded familiar - I know - Ann!

Hands, soft yet strong, began to stroke the underside of my
balls. "Did the ultrasound show anything?" Ann inquired.
"There is a lump, but the Doctor said it is benign, it will
need to be removed." Ann's face moved to where I could see
her. "Well Jamie, isn't that good news?  But as long as you
are here, I think we will try to teach you to listen when we
tell you to do something." I wanted to answer her, but with
the cock gag in my mouth, I could only moan. Ann was dressed
in her usual white nylon outfit, and I could feel her
brushing against my body. "Who came up with this pretty
outfit for Jamie?" Ann inquired of the other girls. "I think
it is lovely, and the only way he should be allowed to
dress, and he should be kept hairless."  Hands roamed my body
-chest, belly, legs, and my privates. I felt a tight band
applied around my testicles, and the device in my rectum was
removed.

"Did Jamie give you any problems this morning?" Ann asked the
other girls. "Well," the brunette bombshell answered her, "we
did have a little cooperation problem when we tryed to go
into the hallway, but Joyce took care of that."  The blonde's
voice then said "Yes, it is easy to get them to cooperate
with the right tools." I then heard a loud snap and saw a
flash of light - it must have been the stun gun.

"We will just have to teach this pussy who is in charge," Ann
said. Her voice came from the foot of the table, between my
widespread legs. I felt something pushing at my anal opening
and then Ann's hands on my thighs. My rectum was filled by
the object, and then I felt Ann begin to move it in and out
slowly, then speed up. "I bet this is his first fucking" she
told the others, "but it will not be his last."

A different pair of hands straightened out the short nighty I
was still wearing, and then reached up and removed the cock
gag from my mouth. The dark haired honey then climbed up and
straddled ny chest with her skirt hiked up out of the way.
She pulled herself forward till she straddled my face, and
sat down. Her silken panties were in my mouth as her smooth
thighs began to squeeze my head. "Eat me" she commanded, and
I began to suck and tongue her thru the panties. Her aroma
filled my nostrils and her juices began to flow. After a few
minutes I was able to push the panties aside and began to
tounge her in earnest.

Everything I felt with my tongue was soft and smooth, no hair
to get in the way. After a few minutes I could feel her
thighs begin to tremble and then she clamped them down on the
sides of my head like a satin vise. Meanwhile, at the other
end of the table, I heard groans from Ann and after a few
minutes felt the dildoe removed from my ass. I could hear Ann
say "Linda, are you finshed up there?" The dark haired beauty
on my face replyed "yes, I guess so - do you want to switch
places?" To which Ann replied " Yes, I've got something for
him to clean off."

Linda got up after rubbing her silt on my chin and mouth,
only to be replaced by Ann, who started by sitting back on my
chest. The dildoe she had been using was a strap on, and
still in place. She stuck it in my mouth and said "lick it
clean." As she leaned forward, it went all the way to the
back of my mouth, and I began to gag. She pulled it out and
after removing the straps holding the dildoe moved up to sit
on my face.  Her cunt covered both my mouth and nose and for
a moment I was unable to breathe. "Have you learned anything
yet?" Ann said to me, but I was unable to answer. After a
short time Ann shifted her weight and I was able to draw in
air through my nose. I licked for all I was worth, hoping I
could satisfy her before she smothered me. After I worked for
what seemed like hours a flood poured out onto my face. Ann
screamed and then I felt her muscles relax. I felt something
cold pressed against my testicles, and heard that loud snap
again - and I passed out from the pain.
================
The first thing I remember when I woke up is that I could not
move my arms or legs. The room was bright and warm. When I
finally got my eyes open all the way I looked around as best
I could. The room I was in appeared to be a hospital room
with one wall all glass. There were blinds on the glass, and
they were open. There were tubes in my mouth and nose, and I
could see wires running from my chest to a plug on the wall.
I could feel the tube on my mouth running back into my
throat, which was very sore. I tryed to mentally check the
other pains in my body to see where they were coming from,
but other than a tightness in my chest, I really couldn't
isolate any other pain. Very soon after I awakened, I felt
movement in the room, and a sweet, cheerful voice said
"Welcome back, how do you feel?"

A tall, slim strawberry blonde in a white blouse and skirt
moved along side the bed where I could see her, and began
listening to my chest with a stethoscope. I tried to answer
her, but found the tube in my throat made me unable to speak.
She fiddled with the knob of a machine that was connected to
the tube in my throat, then took my blood pressure with a
cuff that had been laying on my left arm. When she had
completed that task, she reached down to the siderail of the
bed and the head of the bed began to rise. I could see more
of my body then. I was naked on top of the bed, with tubes
that I hadn't noticed before running into my arm, and another
tube had been inserted in my penis. My hands were tied to the
siderails with some type of soft cloth strips, and similar
strips were attached to my ankles.

"I called the Doctor as soon as I saw you were awake - she
should be here any time. I will ask her if we can remove the
indotrachial tube - that's the one in your throat." I tryed
to nod my head, and found that even that slight movement
caused the tube in my throat to hurt even more. She then
dropped the lower part of the siderail and sat on the edge of
the bed. I could see her hand on my leg, but couldn't feel
anything down there. "Can you feel my hand?" she asked. I
shook my head slightly. "That is what we were afraid of, but
don't worry, we think it may just be temporary." From where
her hand was on my leg, I should have been getting a definite
reaction, but nothing was happening.

"By the way, my name is Valarie. I am an intensive care nurse
here at the hospital. How much do you remember of what
happened?" Everything was hazy, so I just shrugged my
shoulders. "We don't even know your full name, the girl who
dropped you off at the emergency room told the triage nurse
that your name was Jamie, and then she left before we could
find anything else out."

At this point a woman in a white lab coat entered the room.
She was shorter than Valarie, and not as slim, with her dark
hair pulled back into a ponytail. There was a stethiscope
dangling from her pocket, and a metal clipboard was open in
her hands. She nodded briefly at Valarie, and said "how are
the vitals?" "The pulse and blood pressure are still
elevated, the respirations are 18, and the lung sounds are
clear" Valarie replied.  "The EKG has been steady, with no
sighs of additional muscle damage." As I listened to her
report, I wondered what had happened.

"The ET tube can be removed now that the patient has regained
consiousness" the blonde told Valarie. "See if you can find
out any more about the patient's history and what happened to
him, I'll stop back in a little while to examine him." "OK
Doctor, I'll go ahead and remove the tube. Is the patient
still NPO?" "Some ice chips will be alright, his throat will
be sore from the tube, but nothing else by mouth till we
decide what our next step will be," the Doctor replied.

As the Doctor left, Valarie pushed the button to drop the
head of my bed back down. Two women in maroon came into the
room. "Do you need a hand, Val?" "Thanks, help me pull the
bed out, the doc just authorized the removal of the ET tube."
The tube was disconnected just above my mouth, a syringe
filled from a small tube connected to the larger tube, and
then the whole thing was pulled from my throat and mouth. I
tried to speak but could only rasp, "thank you, that feels
better already."

Valarie asked "can you tell me your full name?" "My name is
Jim Tucker," I replied, "Wasn't my drivers license and Id in
my wallet?"

When you were brought  in, you had two possessions - a blue
nightgown and a butt plug, nothing else. It also looks like
you have been sexually abused and tortured. In case you
haven't noticed there is not a hair on your body and your
testicles have recieved some type of electrical burn. You
also have the same type of burn on your back."

"How long have I been here?" I painfully inquired. "About 10
days now" She replied, "but this is the first time you have
been consious. You had better try to save your voice, the
Doctor may want to talk to you soon." She raised the back of
the bed till I was in a semi-reclined position. "Can you tell
me what happened to you?" Valarie again sat on the edge of
the bed, and her hand trailed along my legs, moving up and
down along them.

"Well," I told her, "I was supposed to go to a clinic for
some tests my Doctor ordered, but I can't remember whether I
made it there or not. Can you cover me up, I'm a little
uncomfortable like this." "If you think you're uncomfortable
now, you ought to see what will happen if I cover you up.
Every time we try, you break out in a violent rash. We had to
put satin sheets on the bed to keep your back from breaking
out. We're trying to find something you are not allergic to,
but we haven't found it yet. It may have something to do with
whatever was used to remove your hair."

"Well, how about untying my hands, I'm not going anywhere
like this." "No," she replied, "I can't do that until we
learn more about what went on, and what your mental state is.
The Doctor will be able to explain more when she gets back."
Getting up from the edge of the bed, she raised the portion
of the rail she had dropped to sit down, and took a silver
object from her pocket. She went to the foot of the bed, and
I could see her run the silver object up the sole of my foot.
The toes curled slightly, but I didn't feel anything. "Good,"
she said," that is the first reaction we have gotten from
your legs. Did you feel it?" I just shook my head to let her
know I did not.

After fussing around the room for a few minutes, she sat down
in a chair on the side of the bed. After a few minutes one of
the other nurses came over to the open doorway and asked her
if she wanted relief for lunch, but she said she would wait
till the Doctor got done with me. "Don't you have other
patients to check?" I asked. "No, as long as you are
restrained like this, one of us will be right here. You are
the only patient I have assigned to me, and I've been with
you most of the days since you got here. The same is true on
the other two shifts, you'll meet Lynn and Pat tonight."

After what seemed like hours, the Doctor returned to examine
me. Valarie showed her the response from the soles of my
feet, and the doctor seemed pleased that there was some
improvement. The Doctor probed and poked for a few minutes.
then had Valarie drop the head of the bed and roll me over
onto my side. In order to do this, the restraints has to be
removed from one side, but it was done one limb at a time.
The Doctor told me that I had hit one nurse just after I
arrived in what appeared to be a siezure, and had put her in
the hospital with a broken jaw. I could feel the Doctor
probing around my anus, but it didn't feel too bad. when I
commented on it I was told that I was still being given
medication for pain, that it had taken 10 stitches to close
the damage from what had been done to me. I looked back while
I was on my side, and I could see red splotches where my
backside had broken out from the sheets. After the Doctor
completed her exan, I was returned to the position I had been
laying in before the exam, and the restraints were resecured.

The Doctor said "I have both good news and bad news for you.
At this point, it appears that you will regain feeling and
use of your legs in the near future. They should get better
every day. You have some cardiac damage, and I do not think
that we can save your testicles, they are badly damaged from
the electrical burn and should be surgically removed. We need
to get your personal physician involved, can you give me his
name?"

I gave them Doc's name, they said they would call him in
immediately. After the Doctor left, I was laying there
thinking about what she had said. I hoped she was wrong, but
she sure seemed like she knew what she was doing. "Is there
someone we should call, to let them know you are here?"
Valarie asked. I shook my head, as tears began to form in the
corners of my eyes. "No, not right now. I suppose I will have
to call my office to let them know where I am, but I don't
have any family or close friends in the area." "Shouldn't we
let your boss know?" "Well you can give my company a call,
but I own the business so I don't have to answer to anyone."

Valarie could see I was very upset at what the Doctor has
said. She again came over to sit along side of me on the bed
after moving the rail, and put her hand on my leg. "There are
worse things that you could have lost, you should be happy
that you won't be paralyzed for life." She drew circles on my
legs as she spoke. In the old days, just having a beautiful
woman like her near me would have gotten me excited, but here
I was, naked, restrained, and with this doll touching me, and
I couldn't even get it up.

"The Hospital will need your insurance information. While I
am sure you don't need another worry, this is a pretty
expensive room, especially with private duty nurses for 24
hours a day. Do you know what kind of insurance you have?"

"Why don't you call my office and talk to the office manager,
her name is Nancy, she will have all of the information. Tell
her to have Tom set up a cash account also, that will provide
for anything that the insurance company will not cover and
then I won't have to be bothered about it."

"All right," Valarie said, "We'll give them a call. How much
should I tell them about your problem?"

"Just tell them I was shocked and will be here for a while.
They are used to me being gone for long stretches and are
capable of operating things without me."

Valarie called one of the other girls and gave her the
information to make the calls. Iasked why there was no
telephone in the room, but was told that it was normal, they
didn't want intensive care patients bothered by telephone
calls. Every few minutes Valarie would get up, and check in
the solutions running into my arm, and on the wires running
to my chest. One time, I felt her soft uniform brushing
against my chest, and thought I felt a stiring in my groin. I
looked down, but couldn't see any difference. After a few
hours like this, a tiny blonde with long hair came into the
room and Valarie began updating her on my condition. I didn't
understand much of what was being said, but listened anyway.
After Valarie completed her briefing, the blonde came over to
the edge of the bed, and said,"It's nice of you to rejoin us,
it's been pretty lonely sitting here the past week. I'm Lynn,
and I will be with you for the next 8 hours." She rechecked
the monitor, wires, solutions, and took my blood pressure.
After a few minutes Valarie came over and gave me a hug over
the railing and said that she would see me in the morning.

Lynn worked basically the same way as Valarie had, sitting on
the edge of the bed when she wasn't busy and touching me on
the legs, chest, and arm. I asked if this wasn't unusual in
these days if Aids, and Lynn explained that this was the way
that the nurses were taught to show that they cared, and all
of them felt skin to skin contact was important, especially
in cases like mine. She also said that an HIV test had been
run on my blood and was negative.

Lynn opened up a package she had brought in with her, and
pulled out a white half slip. She laid it across my belly and
groin, and it was the smoothest thing I had ever felt. At
that point it was probably better that I didn't have feeling
in my groin, or my hardon would have made it look like a
tent.

"This is pure silk, and the dermatologist thinks it is the
only material that will not irritate your skin. I went out to
buy it this morning so we would have something to cover you
with."

I thanked her for her thoughtfullness and told her as soon as
someone from my office came in I would make arrangements to
have some money to pay her back. At least there was something
covering me if someone did come in.

Within the next hour, a tray was brought in. There was no
solid food on it, only broth and jello, but at least I was
going to be allowed to eat. Lynn put the tray on a moveable
table and rolled ot over to the bed, and put down the top
side rail. She began feeding me. I asked if I couldn't feed
myself, but she said she would rather do it. Lynn is a tiny
woman, and her long hair and soft arms brushed against me
many times as she fed me. After dinner one of the girls at
the desk outside the room called to Lynn and said that I had
a visitor. It was Nancy, who manages my office.

Nancy is of oriental descent, and it is obvious in her
features, with long, straight black hair. She is fairly tall
for a Japanese, about 5'5", and slender. She never fails to
excite me when I see her, but that is not why she was hired.
She has began working for me some years ago as a secretary,
and had proved so competent that she was promoted to my
executive assistant and office manager after just a few
years. I had always made it a point to keep my personal life
separate from my business life, so as much as I wanted to, I
had never asked her out. "What happened to you?  We were all
wondering where you went off to without calling in, and when
the hospital called I came right over."

"I don't really know what happened, they told me I recieved
an electrical shock and I don't have any feeling in my legs.
My heart also was damaged. The doctors haven't told me alot
yet."

"Are those burns on your side? What happened to your hair?"

"No, they think both the hair and the rash are from something
else." I didn't think I wanted to go into this any further,
but Lynn jumped in and started to explain that they still
didn't know exactly what was wrong.

Lynn then asked Nancy to wait outside for a minute, and said
to me "you know, she really does care about you. Val said
that you don't have any family here, but you will need for
someone to help you to make decisions for you as time goes
on. What do you think asking Nancy for help?"

After thinking for a minute, I could see that Lynn was right,
and I couldn't think of anyone else I could ask who would
care half as much about my welfare. I said as much to Lynn,
and she called one of the other girls in to the room to sit
with me and took Nancy down for a cup of coffee and a talk.

When they came back, you could see that Nancy had been
crying, and she came over and hugged me. "I'm so sorry, I
don't know why anyone would want to do such a thing to you. I
am going to call Tom and tell him that I will be spending
time with you. He will keep the office going while we work on
getting you better."

Lynn then told Nancy that she would not be able to stay with
me any more tonight, that the visitors rules were very strict
on that issue. Nancy kissed me goodby and said she would stop
in the next morning. lynn reminded her to bring in the
clothing they has discussed, as I would need something to
cover me up a little more.

After Nancy left, Lynn checked the tube which ran from my
penis. She said that she would leave a note for the doctor to
see if it could be removed but the doctor probably would want
to leave it in until I got feeling back in my legs. Then,
after checking me over again, she turned on the Television
over the foot of my bed, and sat on the side of the bed along
side my legs to watch with me. As was the case with Valarie,
while she was sitting there she continually was touching me.
We watched quietly for a while, and then she decided it was
time for my sponge bath. The silk slip covering my middle was
removed, and she commented that the dermatologist was
correct, as I had not broken out from the touch of the silk.
She washed me all over in front, and when that was completed
she moved all of the restraint straps to one side and had me
roll over so she could do by back side. After she was done
washing me she gave me a backrub.  Her touch was comforting
to me, and I could tell as we talked she was concerned about
my recovery. I was starting to get sleepy, even though I had
been napping on and off all day, so Lynn resecured the
restraints to their previous position, dimmed the lights and
lowered the head of the bed for me as I dozed off.

I must have slept for a few hours, and when I awoke I found a
different nurse in my room. She was checking the restraints
and jumped a little when she saw I was awake. I could feel a
difference in the room from before - she seemed nervous,
unlike the calm demeanor of the other two nurses. She didn't
seem to have much to say, so I tryed to find a more
comfortable spot to lie in and went back to sleep. Later on,
I again awoke to find Valarie with the new nurse. It
apparently was morning, and as the new nurse was talking to
Valarie I could see she was having trouble talking. Her face
was framed by dark hair, and it seemed as if the side of her
face was discolored. Soon after I woke she left. I asked
Valarie who she was, and Valarie said that her name was Pat,
and she was the reason I was to remain in restraints. It
seems I had hit her on my first day in the hospital, and
broken her jaw. She had trouble talking and the side of her
face was still bruised.

While Valarie was starting her morning checks, my doctor
walked in and introduced himself to her. He came over and
examined me, and this time when the metal object ran up the
soles of my feet I could feel it. The female doctor who was
in yesterday also came in, and began showing Doc the various
injuries and damage I had suffered. They poked and probed for
some time, and then went out to talk. They came back in after
a short time and told Valarie that the foley could be
removed as soon as my testing was completed. I asked what
that was, and they told me it was the tube in my penis.

The two doctors said that there would be some tests done,
including a biopsy of my testicles. They said that the
consent forms would be brought in, and asked about next-of
kin. I explained that there wasn't any, but that Nancy should
be consulted if they needed to talk to someone. They said
that they would need for her to have a power of attorney in
case a decision was needed and I was unable to make it. I
told them she should be in soon, and they said the forms
would be ready.

Just after they left, Nancy came in. I introduced Valarie,
and the two of them talked as if they were old friends. The
two of them sat on opposite sides of the bed, both of them
touching my legs to see if I could feel it. My mind was
excited, even if my body was still incapable of joining the
feeling. The papers were filled out, and within minutes, I
was wheeled out by a crew of four people in surgical garb. A
mask was placed over my face, and then I was asleep.
=====================
I could see movement in my room as I woke up, and Nancy, my
office manager and adninistrative assistant was standing at
my bedside holding my hand. Nancy is a tall, slender oriental
with long black hair. Her eyes appeared moist, like she had
been crying. When she saw I was awake she called to Lynn, one
of my nurses, who immediately started taking my vital signs.
I was still restrained to the bed, and my midsection was
covered by a folded sheet. Lynn removed the sheet, and I
could see that while I was asleep after surgery, the silk
half slip was put on me so that I would not break out again.
I could feel her press on my legs, which was a further
improvement since I had previously lost all feeling in my
legs.

Nancy seemed extremely agitated, so I said "whats the
matter?" "Well," she replied, "after the first test, the
doctors came out and said that your testicles couldn't be
saved from the electrical burns, and had to be removed
surgically right away so that you could continue to recover.
It wasn't a decision that I wanted to make without you, but
they said it couldn't wait, so I told them to go ahead." I
had given Nancy power of attorney befor the tests began, at
the doctors request, so she did have the authority to make
the decision. I couldn't see down there, and Lynn was
reluctant to allow me to touch down there, as I couldn't
believe that they has cut off my balls.

After much talking and complaining, Lynn finally loosened my
restraint on one wrist. She kept a grip on the strap just to
be sure, and carefully guided my hand to where my testicles
had been. sure enough, all that was there was some bandages,
no sign of my testicles at all. My dick was shriveled up, and
the tube I had earlier been told was called a foley was still
in place.

Lynn returned the restraint strap to its old position on the
side of the bed, and she and Nancy held my hands as my eyes
teared at the thought of the loss of my manhood. Lynn had to
get up to add some new medication to my IV, and while she was
moving around Nancy asked if I was angry with her. I told her
it was not her fault, that if the Doctors both said it was
necessary then it was the only possible decision. Nancy
leaned over and kissed me on the cheek, and then the mouth,
her hair dragging on my bare hairless chest. It tickled, she
smelled so good, but, again, nothing happened, only my mind
got excited.

"I'd better get home, it has been a long day for all of us"
Nancy said. "Thanks for being here when I needed you, I
really appreciate it" I said to her. She smiled for the first
time today, saying "I'll always be here for you when you need
me, no matter what the circumstances." Then she walked out
the doorway, leaving Lynn and I alone in the room. Lynn took
my vital signs, then cleaned up my body, her hands lingering
as usual. She pulled up the slip that was being used to cover
my groin and the feeling on my legs as she moved it was
amazing. My legs tingled, and I thought about how good it was
to have the sensations returning to my legs. I napped briefly
while she finished, and then Pat, the Midnight shift nurse,
came in. The lights were still on, and I could see the damage
I has unintentionally done to her face. "Be easy on him
tonight, he has had a rough day" Lynn told Pat.

Pat got the report from Lynn, which took about 10 minutes to
update her on the day's happenings. When they were finshed
Lynn came over and squeezed my hand. "Try to get some sleep"
she said, then she left to go home.

Pat came over to the bed and checked my vital signs, then
listened to my lungs with her stethoscope. As she
straightened, I was able to grasp her hand in mine for a
brief moment before she pulled away.  "I'm so sorry I hurt
you" I said to her.  She looked me in the eye for the first
time, but didn't say anything at first, then in a voice that
could only be discribed as a loud whisper, said "I know that
it was not intentional, but, the damage you have done to me
will take a long time to heal." It seemed a little odd that I
was trying to comfort her, but she didn't seem to care about
my condition. I resolved to talk to someone in the morning
about getting her replaced.

I slept most of the night, dreaming about Nancy and how great
it would be to wake up with her next to me. Even the normal
disturbances of the nurses checking and the noise from the
central room of the ICU didn't disturb me.

When I woke the next morning, the room was crowded with
people. Valarie was on the edge of the bed talking to me to
try to wake me up. "Jim, can you hear me? I want you to talk
to me." I opened my eyes and asked what was going on. "Your
heart monitor showed some irregularities, It may have even
stopped breifly." A doctor I hadn't seen before said "Cancel
the Code Blue, the patient is consious." He was on his way
out the door soon thereafter, followed by most of the crowd.
Valarie, a girl with a tray of tubes, and another girl with a
small machine on wheels were still there. The machine was
hooked to leads on my chest. "They need to draw blood, and
are taking a 12 lead cardiogram" Valarie said in
explanation.

After a few minutes, we were again alone in the small room.
Valarie sat on her usual spot on the side of my bed, and
asked how I felt. As she talked, I could feel her hand moving
on my leg. It felt great, and I commented on the increase in
feeling I was getting back. "Do you think I can try walking
soon?" I inquired. "If your blood work comes back ok, I'll
ask the doctor if it alright for you to dangle your legs over
the side of the bed, but it will probably be a few days
before you start walking" she said. Valarie was wearing a
white nylon uniform dress, and looked sexy as usual. A lacy
top could be seen under the dress, and her reddish blonde
hair was pulled back into a ponytail.

Nancy came in to visit, and she brought in a small piece of
luggage. She set it on the table and opened it, to reveal a
white silk robe. "This is an underkimono, it is made of pure
silk. It should not irritate your skin at all. I had a tough
time finding it on such short notice, but I was able to find
one in Little Tokyo in a shop that sells kimonos."  It was
sheer, with some detail work around the edges, but even with
this it would look better than the half slip I was currently
wearing as my only clothing.

"Valarie, I'm uncomfortable with Pat as my night nurse. Who
would I talk to about getting her removed from my case?" I
asked. We have all been called in by the Hospital, and I
suppose if we contacted the administration they would have
her removed" Valarie replyed. "However, she needs the work,
and with her injury I don't think she will be able to take
any other callouts." I thought about it for a few minutes,
and after talking to Nancy and Valarie decided to drop the
idea of having her removed. I'd done enough damage to her
already, and didn't want to hurt her further. "Can the
restraints be removed?" Nancy asked Valarie. "I don't know,
let me go call the doctor and find out" Valarie replied, then
left me with Nancy so she could go use the telephone. Nancy
unfolded the silk robe, and draped it like a blanket over my
lower extremities.

Val came back into the room after a few minutes, and said
that the doctor said it was allright to remove the restraints
as long as I was awake, but wanted them back on if I went to
sleep. When the restraints were removed, it was obvious that
I was also allergic to that material, as my wrists and ankles
were broken out in a raw rash. Valarie washed then with an
antibiotic and put loose bandages on over them. It felt good
to be able to move my arms and legs. Nancy came over by me
and leaned over the rails and hugged and kissed me, and said
that she would be back later in the day. After she left,
Valarie removed the robe from my lap, and pulled the slip off
of my legs. "The doctor also said that the foley can be
removed" she said as she dropped the head of my bed. "This
may hurt a bit, but I'll be as careful as I can." I could
feel her hands on my cock and legs, pulling the tape securing
the tube, then felt a pulling as the tube was taken out.
There was a bit of pain, but as I was still being medicated
for pain it wasn't too bad. Valarie's hand stayed on my cock
after the tube was removed, but there was no  reaction from
me. It seemed like it had shriveled to a fraction of its
previous size. "Let me know when you need the urinal, we need
to have your urine tested for blood" she said.

As she raised the head of the bed, I looked down at my body.
There was still no sign of hair anywhere below my head. I
rolled over and laid on my side while Valarie examined my
back. She put on a pair of gloves and lubricated a finger and
slipped it gently in my ass. She probed around for a few
minutes, then said "I think that the healing here is about
completed, maybe the Doctor will let you start having solid
food soon." She wiped the lubricant off and had me lay flat
on the bed again, then replaced the silk robe across my lap.
Her hands felt great, and in my mind I felt my cock raise to
full extension, but nothing happened in my lap.

A little while later Lynn came in, and Valarie said good
night and left the room. Lynn checked my vitals, then came
over and sat on the edge of the bed. After lowering the
head of the bed, she told me she wanted to check to see how
much feeling had returned to my legs. She told me to close my
eyes, and tell her where I felt her hands. There followed the
most pleasant time I have ever spent in a hospital, as her
soft hands roamed my hairless skin. After a few minutes Nancy
came in, and her hands took over for Lynn. When Lynn was
satisfied that all of my sense of feeling had returned, she
told Nancy she could stop - I told her she didn't have to,
that she could continue forever. Nancy laughed for the first
time in days, and came up to the head of the bed and kissed
me. We all sat and watched TV for an hour or so, and when
dinner came up there were 3 trays, two with food, and one for
me with broth and Jello.

After dinner I asked Lynn for the urinal, and she insisted on
helping me. I thought Nancy would leave, but she stayed in
the room. Lynn took the urinal out when I finished, and told
Nancy she would be gone for a little while. She closed the
blinds and the door on her way out.

Nancy was wearing a white silk blouse with puffy sleeves, and
a black miniskirt. She climbed up on the bed with me, and
began kissing me and feeling my body, I put my arms around
her as best I could with the wires and tubes. Her pear shaped
tits were pressing against my chest, and she opened her
blouse so I could feel them. I pulled her up and took a
nipple into my mouth, and she began to moan. I put my arms
around her back under the blouse, and she began to pull away.
She moved down on the bed and took my limp organ into her
mouth. At first nothing happened, but then I could feel it
start to rise. I thought It was in my mind, but when I looked
down I could tell that something was happening. Nancy sucked
and kissed my cock for a little while, then moved back up to
kiss my mouth. After a few kisses she got up from the bed and
opened the blinds.  Lynn came in immediately and asked Nancy
if she had any luck.  Nancy just smiled at her, so she had
her answer. Nancy got herself together, and decided it was
time for her to leave, so I got another kiss and hug, and a
promise of more to come.
Lynn took my vitals again, my blood pressure was up a little,
which Lynn thought was funny. She came over and sat on the
edge of the bed to watch TV for a while. Her hand went under
the silk robe, and played with my legs and dick. It felt so
good I fell asleep with her hand there.

I woke up in the middle of the night, Pat was on duty. I had
a full bladder, and asked Pat for the urinal. She brought it
over to the bed, put the urinal in place, and held my cock in
the opening, as my hands were again secured to the bed. when
I was done, she shook me off and closed the lid on the
urinal. She added some medicine to the IV. Whatever she added
made me drowsy, but I didn't sleep. Pat moved my restraints
all to one side of the bed, and rolled me over on my belly.
She closed the blinds, and began probing my anus with a thick
object. This didn't feel like something that should happen in
a hospital, but whatever she had put in my IV made me unable
to complain. I could feel her weight on my legs as the
object moved in and out of my ass. After  some time I felt
her weight increase on my back as her movement stopped, then
I drifted off to sleep.

When I woke again, I was on my back. My asshole hurt, and my
chest felt funny. Valarie was there fussing around the bed,
but I didn't say anything, as I didn't want any trouble.
When Val saw I was awake she untied my restraints and brought
over the urinal. "Can't I go in and use the toilet, it would
make life much easier" I told her.

"As soon as the Doctor has examined you, I will be moving you
to a room on the other end of the hospital. Instead of a
direct wire to the monitor, we will hook you up to a
transmitter that will send your EKG to a monitor. Then you
will be able to get up and move around." "Will you still be
taking care of me?" I asked. "Yes," she replied, 'the three
of us have been retained by your insurance company to provide
continued round the clock coverage. You must be a pretty
important customer of theirs."

The doctor was in early, and soon after my bed was rolling
down the hallway. For the trip Val spread the silk robe out
to cover as much of me as possible, but it was so slick it
kept sliding off my body, much to the amusement of the nurse
helping Val.

When we got there, the monitor was removed and the portable
transmitter was attached. "Does your chest feel allright?
Valarie asked. "It looks like there is some swelling around
your nipples." We were interrupted by two of the floor nurses
who wandered in and looked over my chart, and talked to Val.
They appeared happy to remove the empty bed in my room as
they would have two less patients to take care of till I
left.

I never really answered Valarie's question. Val helped me to
sit up with my feet over the edge of the bed. At first I got
a little dizzy, but that soon cleared. As soon as I was
ready, Val helped me to stand up. She draped the underkimono
over my shoulders and tied it as best she could. We went over
to the bathroom and she helped me to sit down, making sure
the robe was out of the way. When I was done she helped me
back to the edge of the bed, promising to take me for a walk
later on.

Nancy came up after lunch. She had been out looking for silk
mens underwear, but had not found any yet. She took a pair of
light blue silk panties and matching camisole out of a bag,
and said that so far that was the best she could do. I sat on
the side of the bed while the two of them slipped the panties
and camisole on me, at least they covered me up a little
better than the robe by itself.

Valarie left the room for a while so Nancy and I could be
alone, we sat on the edge of the bed and necked like a couple
of kids, playing with each others bodies. Nancy again had no
bra on, and had panties with loose leg openings similar to
the ones she had brought for me to wear. We groped around for
a while until I got tired and needed to lay down again. Nancy
got on the edge of the bed with me, and we watched TV for a
while and held each other.

Valarie came back in and suggested we take a walk down the
hall. With Val on one side pushing the IV pole and holding
me, and Nancy on the other side, we started down the
corridor. One of the first things that I noticed was that
there were no male patients to be seen. When I asked Val said
that this was the only section of the Hospital with a private
room available. I was pretty tired when we got back to my
room, and I went to sleep almost as soon as I hit the bed. I
woke up to find Lynn there. Valarie had gone off duty, and
Nancy went to the office to make sure everything was all
right.

Lynn helped me to the bathroom to clean me up, and as she was
washing me commented on the swelling of my chest. "It almost
looks like I'm growing breasts" I said. Lynn didn't reply,
just kept on till she was done, then helped me put on the
camisole and panties. She ran her hands over the top of the
camisole and squeezed lightly.

I went to lay down again, and Lynn came over and sat with me,
her hand on my leg gently rubbing up and down my hairless
skin. As I got ready to sleep, Lynn put on the restraints I
was still required to wear when sleeping. I slept all night
for the first time.

Days went by with the same routine, every day it seemed like
my cock was shrinking, and my chest kept growing. By this
time I had a small, firm set of breasts. I kept asking why
this was happening but no one really had any answers for me.
I remained tired and any exercise quickly tired me out.

After abouy 10 days like this, Nancy came in carrying a small
suitcase. Valarie asked her "did you remember to bring
everything?" "Yes," Nancy replied, "I think I've got it all."
They had me sit on the side of the bed and remove the
camisole and panties. Nancy opened the suitcase on the side
of the bed, and kneeled down and began to slide a pair of
peach panties up my legs. A matching bra was put on me by
Valarie, it fit snugly. I started to protest, but it didn't
slow them down, and I didn't have the energy to fight them.
Nancy pulled a pair of stockings up my still hairless legs,
and then a silk blouse and miniskirt identical to the ones
Nancy had on were put into place on my body. I noticed that
the diet I had been on had slimmed down my waist, and somehow
my hips had grown along with my breasts. When I was dressed a
pair of low heels were put on my feet, and Nancy pulled a
blonde haired wig out of the case. The hair was long and
straight, and as I looked at it I thought that Nancy and I
would look like a real pair, dressed identically, one blonde,
the other dark haired. Makeup was applied, and I was ready to
leave the hospital.
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PAIN4.TXT
by
Tiny Tucker


I was put into a wheelchair for the trip to the hospital door. As we
started down the hall, Nancy said to me "put your knees together and look
like a lady." I wasn't used to a skirt, as this was the first time I had
ever worn one. When they rolled me out the main entrance there was a limo
waiting, and I moved from the wheelchair into the back seat. Nancy got in
on one side, Valarie on the other side of me.

"Where are we going?" I asked. "Honey, I want you to sit there quietly and
not say anything, I will explain everything when we get settled in at
home"
Nancy said. Her hand was on my knee, in a very possessive manner. We ended
up in the doorway of my condo, and as the doorman opened the door, I
wondered what Nancy could possibly say that would make sense out of this
whole thing. We took the elevator up to my floor, and Nancy and Val each
had a grip on my arms the whole time. I hadn't spent very much time on my
feet since this all started, and the two girls helped support me. As soon
as we got upstairs and in the door I was led to the couch in the living
room, and we all sat down.

"Do you feel like talking now, or do you want to nap first?" Nancy asked.
"I'm pretty tired from the trip, but I really want to know what is going
on" I replyed. "Lets put him in bed, and you can talk there for awhile
until he is ready to sleep" Valarie suggested. The two girls helped me
into
the bedroom next to the master bedroom, which had been equipped with a
hospital type bed. They undressed me including the wig, and put a green
silk thing on me, when they put it over my head I first thought it was an
athletic shirt, but it had a short flared skirt on it. This was the only
item of clothing I has on. The bed had silk sheets of the same emerald
green, and as they helped me onto the bed I shivered with the coolness of
the material.

The head of the bed was slightlly raised, and after getting me into the
bed, Nancy kicked off her shoes and got up on the bed next to me. She said
"I don't know how well you will be able to understand what I'm going to
tell you, but I always want you to remember one thing. I love you, and do
not want to do anything to hurt you. When I heard what had happened to you
at that clinic, I thought we needed to find a way to make your life good
again. with all of the things that have happened to you, all of the
changes
your body went through, all we could do was to continue them to help you.
The only way I can see that you can be comfortable with your body is as a
woman, at least on the outside."  She had been looking me directly in the
eye while she talked to me,  and then put her arms around me and laid her
head on my new breasts.

"The female hormones were necessary to keep you from having a reaction to
the loss of your testicles. It was decided to keep them up until you had a
little more feminine appearance. Your body hair was already gone, we had
nothing to do with that.  We will get those women who did this to you and
punish them, you can bet on that"

I had a million questions I wanted to ask, but the one that came to mind
immediately is the one I asked. "How can you still love me? I'm not a man
anymore." "It doesn't matter to me, we will find our own ways to make each
other happy" was her reply.

Valarie was still standing by the bed, and said "we better let you get
some
sleep. If you want to talk more we can do it later." Val pulled the silk
sheet up over both of us, and I went to sleep with Nancy's head on my
chest.

I woke up a few hours later, with Nancy still asleep on my chest. I
reached
up and stroked her hair, and she was instantly awake. We kissed for a
while, and I started to ask questions. "What about my business? How can I
go to work like this?" "With a little more training," she replied, "you
will be ready to go back to work, this time as Jamie, Jim's sister. Jamie
now owns the business, I changed the papers last week." I wondered how she
could do that, and it hit me - the power of attorney.

"Jim is gone. From now on you will be called Jamie. While you are on the
outside, you will do everything as a woman. I wanted you as a man, but I
couldn't have you that way. I still want you even with the changes. What
you must know is that you must always do what I tell you, no matter how
rough it is on you. I do not want to hurt you, because I love you, and
whatever I tell you to do is for your best interests. Valarie is coming to
work for the company, and she will live here with us."

I thought about this for a while, but I had so many questions, I didn't
know where to start. "What about my clothes? Can't I wear something else?
"No," she replied,"for now, we will provide your clothes, food, and
everything else you need as you need it. Until we are finished training
you, we don't want you wandering off."

Valarie came in about this time, and had a hypodermic needle in her hand.
She came over and gave me the shot, and then playfully slapped me on the
ass. "We're going to have alot of fun, the three of us will be real good
friends." Val was wearing a deep purple slip which except for the color
looked just like the one I was wearing. As she came up to the edge of the
bed, I could see she was a real redhead. I brushed my hand across her
cuntlips, she smiled and said "please don't start something you aren't
ready to finish. Save it for when your strength is back."

"Why did you get me out of the hospital so quick? Didn't I have a heart
attack?" "It was drug-induced," Nancy replied. The midnight nurse, Pat,
tryed to kill you off, she was a part of the group from the clinic. It
will
be safer here, and no one will bother us.  You may have to go back to the
hospital for more surgery, We'll talk about that some other time."

While Nancy talked, Val climbed up on to the other side of the bed, and
crawled under the sheet with us. Two gorgeous women, and me in the middle,
surrounded by softness. We laid there for a while enjoying each others
company.

Later, the girls took me in to the master bedroom. It had been repainted,
and had new curtains and furniture. It was done in shades of pink, and was
very feminine. At first, I felt a little uncomfortable here, but the girls
did there best to make me feel at home. They unlocked my closet, showing
me
the various silk items that they had bought for me. They sat me down at
the
makeup table.  "We need to try this makeup on you," Valarie said. "It is
supposed to be for those with skin allergies, so we hope you will ne able
to tolerate it." The two women placed small amounts of the various items
on
my back to see if my skin would react. After a few minutes there, I was
beginning to tire, and I told Nancy that I needed to lay down. "Valarie
tells me you will be like this for a while due to the changes to your
body,
so don't let it bother you, just tell us when we overdo your strength"
Nancy said.

Before returning to bed I went towards the bathroom, and both women
followed me. As I went to stand in front of the toilet, Valarie said "no,
dear, you must learn to sit when you pee, your little cock is getting
smaller, and will continue to shrink with the hormone treatments. Besides,
when you go out, you will be using the Ladies room, and it will look very
funny if you stand." As I sat there, I wondered if I would ever again
achive sexual satisfaction.

As the girls led me to the bed, I asked about sex. "You will learn to have
sex as a girl" Val said. "Lynn was training you while you were asleep in
the hospital, I'll show you if you want." When I replied that I'd like to
try it, Nancy had me lay on my side, climbed up on the bed and laid behind
me. She took a small vibrator out of the drawer, greased it, inserted it
up
my rectum, and turned it on. She worked it in and out of my ass with one
hand, and massaged my new tits with the other, all the while kissing my
neck. I felt my excitment growing immediately, and within minutes was
thrashing on the bed in delight. My mind felt like I was ejaculating, even
though my penis didn't come.

As I drifted off to sleep I wondered how I had existed without this level
of enjoyment before, wrapped as I was in softness and warmth.
========================
When I awoke I was still on my side, and Nancy was still
laying naked up against my back. The vibrator was still up my
ass, and Nancy had her arn over me, and she had one hand on
my tit and the other hand under the skirt of my slip on my
upper leg. As she felt me stir her hands began to move, and
the feeling on my hairless skin was tremendous. "Would you
like to repay the favor ?" she asked. "Show me what to do, I
want to make you happy" was my reply.

Leaving the vibrator in place, she rolled me on to my back,
and climbed on top of me, her legs straddling me, Her bare
cunt rubbing my abdomen. She moved up till her cuntlips were
over my mouth, and slowly lowered her cunt to my waiting
mouth. As she sat, I licked for all I was worth, wanting to
pleasure this woman who loved me any way I could. As first
she was still, but them began to move back and forth in a
slow rhythm. Her legs squeezed my head, and liquid flowed
from her pussy. For a few seconds my breathing was difficult.
I moved my hands to her waist to lift her so I could breathe,
but soon found I was no longer strong enough to lift her
weight, which I guessed was not over 110 pounds.  Her
movement finally allowed me to breathe again, and after a
minute she gave a final squeeze and rolled off my face to lay
on the edge of my bed. We held each other for a while, and
then Valarie said "Hey, if the two of you are done, lets get
cleaned up and get some dinner."

The two women stripped me of my silk slip, and we went into
the master bath. The shower was large enough for all of us at
once, and that is the way we showered. Nancy soaped my body
while Valarie helped me support my weight. There was still no
sign of hair anywhere below my head, where my hair seemed to
be getting longer and softer. "You may not need to wear a wig
any longer, your hair is long enough for styling" Nancy said.

The two women rinsed off the soap from all of us, and we got
out to dry. I wasn't allowed to do anything myself yet, the
two beauties did everything for me. After drying, I was
powdered and led back to the makeup table. "There is no sign
of a reaction from the makeup, so it should be safe to use"
Val told Nancy. My face was made up and hair brushed our by
the two naked women, and when they were done a peach slip was
dropped over my head, and I was taken back to the bed to rest
while the two women got dressed.

I watched the two of them get ready, and the three of us
chatted while they worked. Nancy put on a powder blue teddi
and Valarie put on a pink chemise and tap panty set. Neither
girl needed or wore a bra. Matching stockings were put on by
both girls. "How do they stay up?" I asked. "There is elastic
on the tops, they are self supporting" Nancy said. "You will
see for yourself in a minute." Nancy put on a silk dress in
white, and Valarie had a black miniskirt and billowing white
slik blouse similar to the one I had worn home from the
hospital.

"Sit on the edge of the bed so we can dress you" Nancy told
me. I slid my legs over the edge of the bed, and light tan
stockings were put on my legs. Nancy brought over two
outfits, and I picked the flowing emerald green dress. Until
I put it on I didn't realize how short the skirt was. "don't
worry, that's the way fashion is" Nancy said. "All of your
skirts are short." The girls brought over short heels for me
to wear, and as I stood up I could feel a cool breeze up my
skirt, as the only items I had on were the slip, dress and
stockings.

The two girls came up on either side of me, and put a gold
collar around my neck. Nancy said " I hope you don't mind,
but I'm very possessive. I want everyone to know you are mine
now." Earrings were put on my ears, and Valarie commented
that my ears should be pierced at the first opportunity.

As we went by the hall mirror on our way out, I looked and
saw a young lady with Nancy and Valarie. She was not as
gorgeous as the other two, but not too hard on the eyes. I
guess it was safe to go out after all. "Now remember, let us
do the talking, your voice is still a little low" Nancy said
as we got on the elevator.

We went to a restaurant in the next block, Valarie didn't
want to go too far away from home till I was stronger. We
were given a booth with a curved banquette, and were able to
sit close to each other. I could feel Nancy's soft hand on my
leg under my dress, and as it moved I felt like purring with
pleasure. Nancy ordered for all of us. After the girls had a
couple of drinks, Nancy got up from the table to go to the
powder room, and Valarie took my hand in hers and put them in
my lap. Our dinner was brought out just after Nancy got back,
and while there were no hands on my body while we were
eating, I felt both women rubbing there legs on mine.

On the way home, I commented to Nancy that it seemed like
there was always someone touching me, even when I was asleep.
She smiled at me, and said "yes, that is a part of your
training. Men are not used to constant physical contact, and
have been taught that it is somehow wrong. We will change
that within you, so you will miss that physical contact when
it is not there." As she spoke, she pulled me close and
hugged me.

When we got back upstairs, it was late in the evening, and I
was tired. I sat on the side of my bed while the girls
removed my stockings, necklace, and dress. I started to climb
into bed, but Nancy said "wait a minute, I want you to put
this on." Valarie came in the room with a pink short
nightgown, which replaced the slip I had been wearing. All
but the very top of my legs were exposed, as it was even
shorter that what I had previously worn. Val sat with me till
Nancy came in to lay down, she was in a nightgown identical
to mine. We lay and kissed for a while, her hands were all
over my skin.  "Your skin is getting softer, the hormones are
still helping" she said. "We're going to the Mall in the
morning to shop, I think you'll like it." Soon after I fell
asleep.

The next morning Val woke us up for breakfast in bed. She
joined us, sitting on the edge of the bed while we ate. Val
was colorfully dressed in tights and a bright sweatshirt,
which she wore long like a dress. It didn't cover much when
she sat on the bed. Nancy went to dress after she finished
eating, and Val cuddled with me while she was gone. Nancy
came back in a skirt and blouse, and then it was my turn. My
hair was brushed into a short, feminine style, and makeup was
applied. I sat so they could put nylons on my legs, and as I
did I looked down. My dick was shriveled up and if you didn't
look for it you wouldn't even know it was still there. A
white silk slip was dropped over my head, and the silk blouse
and skirt I had worn home from the hospital were put on. Like
last night, my only underwear was the slip and stockings. The
gold collar I had worn last night was the final touch.

Nancy had called for my car to be brought to the front of the
building, and I could see as we went out that I had a new
driver. A short girl with a huge head of brown hair, dressed
in a black miniskirt and black blouse, held the door open for
us. "We could have taken the other car and drove ourselves" I
said to Nancy, and she replied "we couldn't all sit together
then. Besides, we won't have to walk from the parking garage
this way. Now remember, I want you to do what we tell you in
the mall, and don't argue."

When we arrived, the driver gave Nancy a small two way radio,
and told her to call when we were ready for the car, or if we
needed her to pick up packages. Our first stop was a jewelry
store, where my ears were pierced and a small set of earrings
put into place. Nancy also bought me an ankle bracelet there.

Our next stop was at a lingerie shop called Victoria's
Secret. We looked at slips for all of us, and the girls had
me try one on to see how it would look. I went into the
dressing room, and took off my blouse, skirt and slip. I put
on the new slip which was deep purple with a flared skirt. I
called through the louvered door for Nancy and Valarie to
come take a look, and Nancy opened the door and pulled me out
into the store. I stood there in the slip and my stockings
and they told me how much they liked the color on me.  The
slip was so short the tops of my stockings showed while I
stood. Nancy reached up and rubbed my tits through the silk
material.

After we got the slip and some more stockings, Val saw a
camisole which she liked, and Nancy bought that also. We then
went to a clothing store ans bought some silk shorts and
blouses.

Shoes were next, and we went in to a very expensive looking
store. I sat down with Nancy, and she told the clerk what to
get for me to try on. When the saleswoman brought out the
shoes and sat on a stool by my legs to help me put them on,
she could see up my short skirt. She stopped briefly when she
first looked, and then seemed very interested in what she
saw. I saw her whisper to Valarie when she got up, and Val
came over to talk to Nancy. "She wants to see more of Jamie's
body" Val said to Nancy. Nancy smiled and got up, and told me
to follow her. We all went into a room that the saleslady
pointed to, and Nancy and Valarie lifted my skirt and slip
for the saleslady to see. "There is no hair anywhere" was her
comment. She reached out and touched my shriveled penis, and
even after she stroked it there was no reaction. "Can she
have sex?" was her next question, and Nancy explained what we
had done the previous day. I was very upset at being put on
display for a stranger, and started to protest, but a stern
look from Nancy shut me up.

As we left, Nancy stopped to pay for the shoes and the
saleslady came out from the register and pinched me under my
skirt. "Stop back and see me anytime, I'd like to get to know
you better" was her parting comment. I was red as a beet with
embarrasment. When we left the store, I could tell that Nancy
was unhappy. She had Valarie radio for the car to meet us at
the door. When we got into the car, Nancy said "I warned you
before we went to behave, and you were not obeying the way
you are supposed to. I told you before that I did not want to
hurt you, but I cannot allow your disobedience to go
unpunished."

When we got home, Nancy told me to go into my room and get
undressed. Val came in to help me, and I could see she was
enjoying this whole situation. When I was naked except for
the collar, Val had me bend over the edge of the bed face
down, and she secured my wrists to the siderails. The bed was
then raised so my feet barely touched the floor, and my
exposed ass was elevated. Nancy came in carrying a paddle,
and began to beat my ass with it. She was very strong for her
size, and it wasn't long before I was crying and pleading for
her to stop. After 25 blows, she stopped and told Valarie to
release my hands. I got up from the bed slowly, and in pain.

Valarie helped me to put the white slip back on, and Nancy
told her to put my stockings and shoes back on also. She then
had me go stand in the corner of the room with my slip raised
in the back so my ass showed. At first I couldn't understand
why it bothered me so much to stand alone in the corner, but
after I thought about it for a while, this was the first time
I had not had one of the girls touching me. I was left there
for about an hour.

Nancy and Valarie came into the room, and Nancy said "I have
to go to the office to see how everything is going. I want
you to get into bed and stay there till I get back. Val will
stay here with you, and if you promise not to act up anymore,
we can go back to the way things were before you were bad."

I was crying as Nancy left the room, I felt like I had done
something to hurt this woman who loved me so much. Valarie
put me into the bed, and brought some lotion to rub on my
sore butt. As she massaged the lotion into my tender skin she
talked softly to mr, telling how much Nancy loved me and how
much it had hurt her to spank me. I fell asleep as she
finished up. When I woke up Valarie was still on the edge of
the bed, and it was dark outside. "How long did I sleep?" I
asked her. "Oh, a few hours, Nancy should be home very soon."

When Nancy came in, I told her how sorry I was that I had
questioned her instructions. She came over to the bed and
kissed me, and said that if I was sure I could behave we
could try again. Valarie brought in the emerald green dress I
had worn the previous night, and I dressed for dinner.

We went to a restaurant a few blocks away, and soon after we
sat down Nancy took me to the ladies room. While we were in
there she decided to straighten out my stockings. I was made
to lift my skirt and slip and turn around so she could see if
they were straight. The two other women in the ladies room
watched as my body was put on display for them. I knew I
didn't dare protest, or Nancy would be mad. One of the women,
who appeared to be about 20 years old, came over and asked
Nancy how she maintained control over me. They talked for a
few minutes and Nancy explained to her how we lived. The
young woman's hand reached out and stroked me where my
testicles had been, and carressed my tiny dick.

When we went back to the table, Valarie asked Nancy if I had
learned anything, and Nancy said "she was a perfect lady as I
showed off her body. You know, every female who sees this
thinks it is the way all men should be kept."
==========================
A few days later, Nancy decided it was time for me to return
to work. Valarie came in and got me dressed in grey stockings
which were held up by a pink garter belt and a pink silk
slip. A grey silk blouse was next, and then a charcoal skirt
with a silk lining and matching jacket were slipped innto
place. My gold choker necklace was still in place, and
earrings were put on my ears. Val fixed my hair and makeup,
and as soon as Nancy was ready, off we went. The limo was
waiting at the door, and as usual I rode between Valarie and
Nancy. Nancy was in a suit almost identical to mine, but with
a red silk blouse. Her long black hair was pulled back from
her face into a long ponnytail, and as usual she looked
gorgeous.

When we got to the building the limo dropped us off at the
main entrance. My company had the top 4 floors of the 18
story building, and we rode the elevator to the top floor,
where the executive offices were. While we were riding up I
felt a hand lift the back of my skirt, and then caress my
hairless ass. Luckily, we were in the back of the elevator
and the others riding with us didn't notice anything. As we
got off the elevator, the receptionist rose to greet us.
"Jackie," Nancy said, "this is Jamie, Jim's sister, and
Valarie, her assistant.  they will be working here with us
from now on, and will use my old office. I will be staying in
Jim's office." Jackie greeted me, and then said "we are all
sorry to hear about Jim's death, he was a wonderful guy to
work for, and he was always a gentleman." I thanked her, and
as I did I wondered if anyone here knew what really happened
to Jim.

We went in to Nancy's old office. It looked the same, except
for a new chair behind the modernistic oversize desk. I went
to sit in the old chair, which was a high backed leather
executive chair, but Val said "Jamie, the new chair is for
you, I'll be using the big chair now." At Nancy's insistence
I removed the suitjacket, a little disturbed that the frilly
pink slip showed thru the thin blouse. I sat down, and found
out why they were so insistent that I use the new chair. It
was equipped with hidden straps to restrain my arms in place.
After strapping my arms down, Val unzipped my skirt and slid
it off my legs, leaving me strapped in the chair in my new
pink slip and the grey blouse, After lifting the slip to
expose my tiny dick, the chair was pushed under the desk,
which was more like a table from the back. Val sat down next
to me, and Nancy went of to my old office, which was just
down the hall.

"How am I supposed to do anything all tied down like this? I
can barely move my hands" I said to Val. "You will be told
what to do when we want you to do something. Untill then just
sit here quietly and behave, or you will be sorry" was her
reply. There was a knock on the door, and it came open
immediately. There was a group of employees there, men and
women, some of who had worked for me for many years in
various capacities. They trooped in, and Chuck, one of the
men who had been with me from the beginning, said "we wanted
to come in to meet you, introduce ourselves, and tell you how
sorry we all are about your brother." The large desk was too
big for me to shake hands across, so I was saved that
embarasment, but as they each said their names, Val's hand
was in my lap. When any of the women were speaking, she would
stroke my dick, and the soft area underneath where my balls
had been. Sitting there half naked while all of these people
talked to me was an exciting experience. This went on for a
few minutes, and then as quickly as they had come in they
were gone.

"I have to use the bathroom" I told Valarie, thinking I would
at least be allowed to get dressed again. Val went over and
opened the door, and told the secretary outside the door not
to disturb us for a few minutes. She then came over and
released my hands from their bindings, and led me to a door
the side wall. This door led into a private corridor and to a
private washroom, but, instead of going in to the private
washroom, we kept going to another door which led to the
ladies room for the employees. As I was wearing only the
blouse and slip I hoped the washroom would be empty, but as
luck would have it there were two women in the washroom.
Valarie unbuttoned my blouse and took it off of me, and hung
it up by the door. She then led me to a stall, but when I
tryed to close the door she said "No, Jamie dear, you know
better than that, you must leave the door open." I lifted
my slip out of the way as I sat, trying to keep myself
covered as much as possible. Val thought that was hilarious,
and laughed thru the whole process. When I was done, I
started out of the stall, but Val pinned me against the wall.
She started kissing me on the lips and lifted the bottom of
my slip so the other women could see my privates. "I've never
seen anything like that," one woman commented, "are those
tits real?" "See for yourself" was Valarie's reply, as she
lifted the slip over my head, exposing my body completely to
the women. Val moved out of the way, and the youngest of the
women came over and felt my tits. "They sure do feel real,
and they certainly are firm" she said. Her hands felt good on
my tits, and I could feel myself getting excited even with my
embarrasment. Neither of these two women were familiar to me,
but I still worried about working with them when they knew my
secret. They talked for a few minutes about me like I wasn't
even there, while I stood waiting in my garter belt and
stockings. Finally Valarie helped me into the pink slip and
my grey blouse for the trip back to our office.

When we got back into the office, Val put me back in the
chair the way I was before. Nancy came in after a few minutes
and said to Valarie "We have a Board meeting after lunch, be
sure to have Jamie there on time, and make sure she is
ready." Val got my clothes back on, and then we went out to
the elevator to go to lunch. The resturannt we went to was
crowded, but when the manager saw Nancy we were seated
immediately. As usual, there was a hand on my leg all during
the meal, constantly moving up and down from my knee to my
waist under my skirt and slip. I was getting used to having
my meals out ordered for me, without any input into the
order.

When we got back to the office after lunch, Nancy went back
into my old office, and Valarie took me into the conference
room. We were the first ones there, and she put me into a
chair at the near end of the room, opposite where I used to
sit.  Val was careful to pull up my skirt so my legs and the
edge of the slip were on display for all to see. When I tryed
to pull it down she took my hand and put it into my lap.
"Don't change anything, I've got you just the way I want you"
she said. She reached down in front of my chair and brought
up two cuffs on seperate chains between my knees and fastened
the cuffs on my wrists, making sure my hands would stay in my
lap. I could barely move them off my legs. Val then undid the
top buttons of my blouse, so that the pink slip was also
visible there. We sat quietly for a few minutes, then other
members of the executive staff began to fill the chairs at
the table. One thing I noticed was that there were fewer men
than women now, which was different from before. Nancy came
in and sat at the other end of the table, and the room became
quiet as she started to speak.

"Jamie has asked me to continue to manage the business, as
she is not familiar with what we do. Jamie has also made me a
partner in recognition of my contribution to the firm, and
has named me president of the company. We will continue to
operate as we presently are, with a few personnel changes."
There was applause from those at the table, and Nancy was
congratulated by those sitting by her. Some of the people
were looking at me like they expected some words of wisdom,
but I sat quietly, holding on to Valarie's hand with both of
mine, in my lap. Nancy dismissed them, and I continued to sit
as they slowly went out of the conference room. There was
still a small group, all women, talking to Nancy when Valarie
released my hands and had me stand up. She made a point of
straightening out my skirt in front of the women, annd led me
over to where they were talking. Some of them tryed to
include me in their conversation about the business, but
Nancy said "Jamie, why don't you go into the other office,
I'll be in there in a minute." As Val led me out, I heard
Nancy tell the other women "Jamie is NOT to be included in
any business discussions. She has no interest in what we are
doing, and if you expect to keep your jobs, the only
discussions you will have with her will be of a casual
nature."

As we wennt into the other room, my eyes started to tear as I
thought about not being allowed to become involved in the
company I had built from scratch. Val put her arm around me,
and said "Don't let that bother you, that was only Nancy
asserting herself. I'm sure she will include you in business
matters, privately if not publicly." When we got into the
office, Val began kissing me and running her hands up under
my skirt. After a few minutes, Nancy joined us, and we went
into her office. She used the intercom to tell her secretary
she was not to be disturbed, and the two of them began
kissing me and rubbing my body. My jacket, skirt, and blouse
were removed, leaving me in my pink slip, stockings and
garter belt. They led me over to the edge of my (now Nancy's)
desk, and the next thing I knew I was leaning over with Val
beside me and Nancy behind me. I felt my slip being lifted
up, and then something pushinng at my anus. Nancy had a
strap-on dildo, and proceeded to push it all of the way in,
while rubbing my tits through the soft material of the pink
silk slip. Val kept her hands on me, kissing my neck, while
Nancy moved the dildo in and out of my ass. After a few
minutes I felt her body speed up, then stiffen, then the
dildo was removed from my ass. Nancy said "Valarie, dear, why
don't you take Jamie home, she's had a long first day back at
work." I went to stand up, but before I could I felt another
pressure at my ass, and a butt plug, larger than the dildo,
was pushed into place. My slip was pulled down, and Val
helped me into my skirt and blouse.

It was uncomfortable walking with the butt plug in place, and
as we stood in the elevator Valarie said to me "you walk just
like a girl who just got done getting a good fucking."

When we got outside, the limo was at the curb, but Val told
the driver to wait, that we needed to do a little shopping
before we went home. We went into a women's store in the
building across the street, and went to the lingerie section.
Valarie held a couple of nightgowns up to see what they would
look like on me. She led me into the dressing room to try on
the nightgowns. She had me undress, leaving only the garter
belt and stokings on. The first one I tryed on was floor
length, emerald green silk with long full sleeves and a
matching robe of the same material. It clung to the curves of
my body, leaving little to the imagination. The mirror in the
dressing room was small, so Valarie had me put on the robe
and led me out into the store so she could see it better.
When she had me remove the robe, and ran her hands down my
sides, some of the women in the store looked at us kind of
funny. We went back in to the dressing room, and she handed
me another one to try on, the same color, only this one was
very short, coming just past my waist. The skirt ended just
above where my garter belt was. I didn't want to go out into
the store like this, but Valarie insisted. She had me walk a
little way to see what it looked like. An older woman, well
dressed, watched as Val again ran her hands over the
material, and made a comment to the clerk about homosexuals
having no class. Val led me over to where the woman was, and
said "there are no homosexuals here, look, I'll show you."
With that she lifted the edge of the short skirt to show my
little prick to the busybody. The older woman looked for a
few seconds, and then quickly left the store in a huff. As
soon as she left the store the clerk began laughing, and came
around from behind the counter to stand in front of me. She
grasped my still exposed prick in the soft hands and began
stroking it as she told Valarie "That old bitch got what she
deserved. I hope she will never come back in here."

We bought both of the nighties, but when I went to go back to
get dressed, Valarie told me to stay just as I was, that the
nighty could also be worn as a dress. I was a little upset at
the idea of going outside dressed in so little, but knew that
I shouldn't argue with her, so I went along to the limo. As
soon as we got outside, I knew it was a mistake, as the wind
was blowing pretty hard and I was fighting to keep the short
skirt of the nighty covering me. I knew that I could either
keep down the front, or the back, but not both, so I chose to
hold down the front and let the back do what it was going to
do anyway. As we crossed the street I knew that my bare,
hairless ass was completely exposed for all to see. I
couldn't remember ever being so exposed in my whole life.