Date: Thu, 30 Jul 2015 14:06:36 +1200 From: Julian Irwin Subject: A Dream comes True chapter 17 Transgender TEEN After another proper meal tonight with Mummy and Denise then dishes all stacked in the washer I asked if I could be excused for a while, they both wanted to know why as I normally love to sit and talk. Oh dear I didn't quite know what to say, "Oh I want to finish the ironing before bed." was all I could thing to say, knowing I really wanted to check to see if there is another email from Robert. "You only have two shirts to iron and I'm sure that won't take all night, will it?" Mummy asked. What can I say now as I looked to both of them lost for words; neither of them said a word either just kept looking at me waiting the true reason to be spilt out. I couldn't look at them as I dropped my head saying quietly, "Well I just want to see if Annabel has written today." why do I lie at times. "Is that the true reason Jessica you know you'll be seeing her tomorrow after school so don't think she'll have much to say now?" I was again asked. "No not really I'm hoping Robert has written to me again like he said he would." still looking towards the floor. "Aunty I think your little girl likes the carpet see she can't take her eyes away from it." said the ever sweet loving Denise. Oh why does my face go red so quickly at times? "Jessica my dear I've told you before don't be so shy, we both know how much you want to hear from lover-boy Robert and I bet there is an email waiting for you. So darling just say `I want to check my email' without trying to make some other excuse because really you're not the lying type, even Andrew and Shane said that about you." she said as she took my hand in hers just to pat and offered a lovely smile at the same time. "I'm sorry Mummy and Denise I just don't want you to think I want to hear from him all the time now he's got my address." "There you go again darling don't apologise for everything you are such a sweet loving person you know that and we are so happy to have you. And there is nothing wrong in wanting to hear from Robert all the time either." Mummy said pulling me into a warm embrace in which Denise became apart of as we cuddled so close and lovingly together, sort of true family like, it all became to much for me as tears just ran unabated from my eyes. "What is it darling why the tears all of a sudden?" Mummy asked looking concerned. "It's just being with you both, I've never had this sort of love, like feeling part of a family like I am now, that's why I'm frightened to say things knowing how I used to be punished for it. Please Mummy, Denise I don't want to leave you two ever." I said still unable to stop crying. "You won't be leaving us dear we know how you love us and we love you just as much, we are family. Why are we going to see my Solicitor next week? To make you my son/daughter, true?" Next thing I was sitting on her knee with Denise beside us holding my hand so firmly, like not wanting to let me go. Then Mummy came out with, "Well yes you will be leaving us won't you, whose going to stay with Aunty and Annabel over the weekend for more dress ups?" I couldn't help smiling to them both knowing how much I loved the last weekend dressing as the proper sissy boy I know and love being. Sitting being cuddled by the two I love the most soon had my tears abate, a gentle pat over my eyes and cheeks not wanting to spoil my makeup a blow of the nose, but eyes still feeling a little reddish. "Feeling a lot better now dear with all that out of the system?" Mummy wanted to know. "Yes I am thank you." as I offered them both a lovely daughter and sisterly hug and kiss. "I think you better go check the computer out don't you, can't keep the dear boy waiting can we?" Denise piped up with. Then something must have clicked in Mummy's head as she asked, "Jessica before shifting in with Andrew and Shane did you have to have your emails checked like you want me to do?" she asked with a concerned look on her face. Please God don't let me cry again, as I bit my lips nodding my head in affirming yes they did, while looking at her. "Right now my sweet from now on you write to Robert, Annabel, the boys or whoever, I don't want to check what you write Denise and I love and trust you completely. I think the boys taught you to stay away from porn sites didn't they?" she said smiling; know for well their reactions to what I did. "I don't know where you got that idea from, I would never dream of doing such a disgusting thing as even look at a naked young male's body." I said smiling knowing how my eyes would zoom in. "I thought you didn't lie Jessica, or don't I count?" Denise chipped in with. "Well you're family so I'm allowed to look at you anytime." was all I could think to answer at short notice. In a flash the computer screen opened up, next into my email in-box. Yes, there sat three emails one from Shane to say how pretty I looked and my voice suits the new me as well, they are also looking forward to coming one night for dinner. Finishing my saying they both still love me as the person I am, not by what I wear. Annabel wrote as always just to write and can't wait for our sissy dress ups over the weekend. A quick reply saying I'm so excited already just thinking of all those gorgeous sissy boy clothes we will be wearing while playing with our dolls, still haven't told her about my little yellow pills, that's for tomorrow night. Now one final click and up popped Roberts's subject line: Please read letter before opening attachments. So that I did, oh my, is this going to be a night of watery eyes. "Jessica from the first day you visited the shop as Meredith I wanted to kiss you as I did yesterday. How I wanted to wrap his arms around you and kiss those lipstick coated lip then I got so nervous at the kissing point that's why I just went for your cheek, so pleased you wanted my lips Jessica it was a really lovely kiss one I'll never forget, all the comments I got after were will worth it." He went on saying "Yes I am also gay as I thought you were right from the first visit somehow the way you looked at me while putting your foot into a shoe. Believe me I was eyeing you the same way and oh how I wanted to rest your foot on my lap wishing we were in the shop alone hope you don't mind me saying this but you have lovely feet, yes I am a foot freak. From then on each time you and your mother visited my heart rate increased fourfold, I'm sure that is why Margaret lets me attend to you every time. To see you beautifully dressed as the girl was something else I can't explain, I know how you must feel inside of yourself and hope we'll be able to discuss it all further sometime SOON." He's never had a lover only one night stands if you know what I mean, mostly in the back seat of a car. `And yes do I ever.' so he is still a virgin down there. `Just you wait my boy till Meredith gets you, I thought to myself.' he is just 21 and still lives at home with his parents in Stockwell they know he is gay and quite accepting of it, has an older brother who flats with a few friends at Camberwell. Apart from working in the shop which he hopes won't be for much longer as he has other plans in the air he also likes to plays a little cricket. "Well that is a little about myself Jessica and to be honest with you I would really love to see you again, like take you on a date. I love dressing up to go out and would be honoured to have you with me, I promise I will treat you as a lady at all times. I'm looking forward to hearing from you soon as and Please I hope one of the photos doesn't surprise you, I've thought hard before sending it and knowing you must be open minded about peoples deep desires and this is also a little thing I love, is dreaming of dressing up in these costumes." Signed, All my Love and Kisses, Robert. After re reading the email, I just sat for a moment deep in thought before putting the little arrow on and clicking to open attachment. There sat two photos of Robert one dressed in a lovely grey three-piece suit white shirt with a blue patterned satin tie and a silver paisley satin handkerchief sitting proudly in the top pocket, he looked handsomely stunning. The other as he had written below it was an outfit he wore to a fancy dress party a couple of months ago and felt so wonderful wearing it. He is wearing a white shirt and fancy white satin cravat tied proudly under the collar, the white waistcoat fastened with four old gold buttons. White trousers covered his lower parts then to finish off he is wearing a really fancy high collared knee length off-white jacket adorned with a bold light purple Floral design over it, down the right front at least eight buttons which match those of his waistcoat but I'm sure wouldn't be able to be fastened, the sleeves flair out to the cuffs enabling the two or more inch ruffled lace cuffs of the shirt to hang tantalizingly below. With his dark hair gelled and combed immaculately while displaying a delighted smile and pose, he looked absolutely ravishing and so sexy may I say. I just sat unable to take my eyes away from this photo, thinking ...... if he enjoyed dressing as he is his love of dressing up seems to be so much in line with mine, as well as Annabel's I'm sure. Thinking of what he wrote while looking at the photos, but mainly the one in the fancy outfit couldn't help but have an affect on my Lily as it stood almost wanting to look at the photo itself. I new I had to write back I want to see him for the date he suggested, only my mixed up mind wouldn't put words in a coherent order. I know what Mummy said about not having her read my mail but in my mind this one is so different as I had to call her to come quick, don't ask why the `quick' bit came out, but it did. "What is it dear?" she looked concerned as she wondered what Robert had said to possibly upset me. I closed off the photos then asked her to please read the letter from Robert, as she sat to read Denise came in also wondering why I sounded so perturbed. You can read it also Denise as I offered her my seat. All I could say while they read on "Isn't he so sweet" after a few of times saying this Denise reminded me they heard me the first time. "But I think he loves Me." then she said "No a boy wouldn't say things like that if he loved you, would he?" I just had to tickle her knowing how ticklish she is. Oh my God I heard them both say once the attachments were opened. "Doesn't he look beautiful?" was all I could say waiting their response, Mummy was the first to offer a comment saying, "He's your knight in shining armour so to speak isn't he, have you replied yet?" she then asked. "No I don't know what to say, well I know what I want to say but can't think of the right words right now." hoping for some assistance from either. "I suggest you send him a quick email saying you'll reply in full in the morning and yes you'd love to go on a date with him as long as you don't mind Mummy and Denise chaperoning me." suggested Denise which Mummy agreed with. I just looked at them both open mouthed not believing what I just heard, as they just looked at me straight faced. "Sorry Jessica I couldn't help saying that knowing how excided you are." at least I got a lovely kiss as part of the apologue. In no time one reply sent, thanking him for the sweet email and the most adorable photos, I feel honoured that you want to take me on a date. I will write further tomorrow morning, signed off saying "Robert I love you also, Jessica." Feeling so happy I offered a warm loving embraces to mother and cousin or sister sounds better ah? "You don't have to rush as I finished ironing MY shirts Jessica." Denise made known. "Why the big thing about MY shirts Denise, I just hope you did a good job with no tram tracks down the sleeves, I think it's the first time you've ever seen or used an iron isn't it?" "For that I'm going to go write another email to Robert saying your mother won't let you go out with him, as she doesn't think Jessica can really be trusted with a man." she shot back. "OK you two how about getting ready for bed, it's 9:30 already and you know how long it takes you both?" as we were about to have a sisterly embrace, well we did all the same. Stripped to our underwear, hairs tied back then on with the makeup removal cream all the time talking about the email and photos from Robert. Just listening to Denise I knew she was so pleased for me saying by what Aunty has told her about him he seems a lovely chap. With makeup now a thing of the past for today, teeth and a sit on the toilet bowl taken care of back to my room we headed. Now it's time to massage hormone cream in after the removal of our bras and pads, this time I'm going to have the pleasure of doing Denise's breast. Oh wonderful as I noticing her nipples harden I asked, "Denise would you mind if I have a little suck on your boobies first, please?" by the way her titties seemed to stand firm I heard her say, "Oh yes please." In no time I stood eagerly before her looking into her eyes hands gently encircling her little breast before I firstly offered sweet kisses to both nipples. Not a word was said knowing how much she was loving the warm caring touch of my mouth and tongue while I paid homage to her cute bosoms. It would have been a couple of minutes before my head was gently pushed away, "I think we better stop Jessica before we both have a we accident don't you?" yes I know my Lily was standing at full mask knowing Denise also has a male brain the same lewd nerves will be working overtime in hers also. Must admit it is a lot different than lying in bed sucking on the same fleshy moles. I then went about my task of gently massaging her hormone cream into each breast unable to stop myself from giving little tweaks over each taut titty. Her breasts don't really seem to be getting much bigger guess it takes a while till they stand out proud. I cherished standing behind her letting my hands savour those two girly moles. By the way her titties stood firm and her head resting back on my shoulder I sensed she is quite aroused by the attention I'm still giving them. I whispered in her ear asking how much bigger will they get. In a hushed voice I heard her say, they won't as she's cut out taking the hormone tablets and it's mainly just the cream and pumps now saying she doesn't want to lose the use of her boy part as she felt was happening. "That's why I don't want to take them also I love having my penis, I might let you have a look at it one day." I told her with a cheeky giggle, earning me a playful slap to my upper leg. Already to strip down to just my suspender stockings and panties when Denise went to my wardrobe to retrieve the full length nighty I was going to wear last night saying "Come with me Jessica," like an obedient puppy dog I followed finishing up in hers and Mummy's bedroom. I looked dumbfounded seeing Mummy sit at her vanity wearing her beautiful full length Ivory satin dressing gown, I guess she is still with her elegant lingerie beneath as she sat there with makeup removed and just brushing out her hair, oh how I wished I could be doing that for her right now. She must have heard me thinking as she asked, "Jessica would you mind doing me a favour and finish brush my hair out like a darling?" hearing her ask how could I or anyone else refuse such an offer? Standing behind her hairbrush in hand I gently went to work brushing out as well combing my fingers lovingly through those long strands of silk hanging sweetly from her head. Brushing out letting the hair cascade freely from the brush onto the palms of my ever waiting hand to then let gently fall free through my fingers before repeating the loving caring process till the receiver of my attention was satisfied with the attention given. Looking to her through the mirror I suggested just a couple more visits of the brush is needed with a smile she asked, "You enjoy doing this don't you?" returning the smile I had to admit "I don't just enjoy it, I simply love it!" Soon after I sat on the vanity stool Denise standing behind me with hairbrush in hand as she began doing likewise to my hair, oh how I wish it was longer, well it does cover my ears now. I can't help it but everyday I'm falling deeper and deeper in love with all this feminine pampering I'm getting. My eyes were funnelled in on Mummy through the mirror before me as she sat on the ottoman behind us thinking how beautiful she is, when she stood coming to stand before me looking straight at me not giving me a chance to turn my attention someplace else. A sweet smile came my way at the same time being informed, "You will be sleeping with me and Denise tonight." I just looked about to say, "Bu....." when I was told not to say a word, again I opened my mouth only to see her finger go to her lips as to say `quiet' that I remained. Denise didn't even say a word just smiled at me as she began removing the remains of my pretty lingerie after telling me to stand, not even allowed me the pleasure of taking off my gorgeous little penis petty, at least I like them playing around down there. No Mummy didn't continue her undressing, no not until I was standing looking so graceful in my full length sky blue satin nighty with a row of deep ruffles around the hem helping hold the skirt out prettily, the little chiffon covering the satin cap sleeves added greatly to the elegance I treasured right now. All the while Denise took great delight in fluffing around making sure the nighty sat pretty fingers fluffed through my hair as well. I could only stand there while experiencing the most wonderful feminine sissy emotions while being watched by mother and cousin. Breaking the silence I had to ask, "Please Mummy can I have a cuddle?" in no time there I stood wrapped fondly in her arms. "You have helped me undress before haven't you dear? Well I want you to help me and Denise change into our nightgowns for bed tonight, is that understood?" Oh god I didn't know what to say, suddenly I said "You will be keeping your panties on won't you?" "Why you're not wearing any apart from that you have seen me naked before even kissed me down there haven't you darling?" while holding my head between her hands so I looked straight into her smiling face. I could only blush knowing Denise is here listening to this, that's right she knows doesn't she. Once I had completed my ever indulging task of brushing out Denise's fine hair in the same attentive manner. With much pleasure I now had Denise standing completely naked, once I pleasured myself in the slow delicate chore of stocking removal, my hands couldn't help but caress faintly over each foot in turn as I went about my task oh how I wanted to kiss them but with Mummy watching, best not. I knew Denise noticed what I was up to down there by the foxy smile I received, finally dressed in her equally stunning full length soft lavender satin nightgown with delicate lace overlaying the bodice and cuffs of the short satin sleeves. The whole image of what now stood before me one could only say is ravishingly adorable. With Mummy's blessing Denise lie on the bed watching while apprehensive Jessica went about the task of getting Mummy changed and ready for bed. My hands were twitching my whole body seemed to go into hyperventilation as I slowly and ever so gently untied the one dainty bow on the dressing gown, standing behind her slowly I helped this beautiful satin gown glide effortlessly from her fine womanly body. Oh no next she turned facing me looking smiling ever so sweetly to me. "Just take your time darling you can do it." she advised. Still holding the dressing gown close to my body to savour the warmth, the sweet smell of her perfume it still held before being told "It'll be easier if you put that over the bed for now." yes good idea I thought to myself. One deep breath before using my forefingers and thumbs to take hold of this luxurious fine pink satin petticoat with shoestring shoulder straps the hem and across the bodice trimmed with a good inch or more of equally fine pink lace, gently I raised it up over and free of her lovely body. There she now stood before me, one bra not so bad, next stockings and suspender belt maybe first I think before the bra. Having her sit on the ottoman then I knelt before her to release one stocking from its tab before gently gliding it free of her fine leg, then in the same attentive manner the second stocking came free to rest ever so delicately over my soft sissy hands, but avoid of the same caressing as Denise needed over her feet. Suspender belt next after lifting the taps free from under her panties, we're half way there Jessica I said to myself. Yes take the bra from behind much easier, wish I could do my own this way. One bra fell free exposing two fine breasts to the fresh air as I placed one bra on the bed, no over Denise's face because of how she lay smiling almost laughing at my expense. "You're doing a great job there Jessica." Denise made known jokingly. About to attack the panties from the rear also, only to be stopped in my tracks, "You take panties off from the front dear." I was reminded. "Now kneel back like a good girl and slowly lower them as you did my stockings." was suggested. Slowly and gently I went about the task at hand not wanting to look straight ahead till each foot got lifted free, Mission accomplished. I stood panties in hand smiling with great satisfaction to whoever wanted to see and yes applause came from her lying comfortably over the bed. One lovely kiss from Mummy and then it was my pleasure to now shroud her naked womanly body in one gorgeous ivory full length satin nightgown with a cross over V neckline showing just a hint of cleavage, around the neckline itself an inch wide gentle ruffle ran, the three quart length loose fitting sleeves added refinement to the nightgowns beauty. With my missions completed there were hugs and kisses all round before the next big announcement was made. "Jessica don't even think of opening your mouth to say a word, understand, yes you do great?" oh to have someone ask and answer the question for you, this must be what is known as democracy at work I gather. "Tonight you will be sleeping with Denise and me; you know the bed is well big enough for all of us. You know you're not going to be taken advantage of which I'm sure you know that, it's just that we want you to feel safe in our bed at any time. As well after knowing more about your past we want you to realize how much we both love and cherish you. Also I know after hearing from Robert you would more than likely have trouble sleeping tonight even with mittens on, am I right?" she asked, for some unknown reason letting me answer this time. "Yes I guess so. Also I know how much you love me as I do both of you more than anything." Being so full of nerves while undressing Mummy one clitty stayed in a deflated state, think it lost interest after not seeing Denise's feet receive more attention, oh well another time or even Roberts. After the little speech Mummy and I embraced like mother and child, it was just so warm and caring I almost came to tears again. Dear God why did it take 17 years for me to find real family love from Andrew and Shane now Mummy and Denise. With a kiss to my forehead and her hands stroking gently through my hair I got placed beside Denise, who I just had to warn to behave herself tonight that she is in Mummy's company as well as mine. Only to earn me an unprovoked dig in the ribs as well I'm going to be the girl in the middle as Mummy slid in next to me. Before the duvet got pulled up followed by goodnight kisses all round, I must say it felt wonderful feeling scrupulous satin nightgowns being worn either side of you as you're about to drift off into a heavenly girly cloud dreaming many sweet sissy thoughts. With all my prior reservation about sleeping with Mummy, like a girly threesome, I had the most beautiful nights sleep, this bed is so large, so soft and comfortable along with being able to caress over two other elegant satin nighties. It seemed no time till Denise's alarm made an unwelcoming tinkle, tinkle from beneath the bed itself, reason being I quickly found out one has to physically get out of bed to turn it off. Now I know why she annoys me of a morning not happy that she is up and I'm still getting the beauty sleep I deserve as a young growing sissy girly/boy. OK I like the sound of Sissy girly/boy. "Jessica would you like to cuddle in and we'll make out we're asleep again when Denise come out of the bathroom?" Oh yes what fun it will be to see her reactions. In no time I had cuddled up beside her resting my head against her shoulder my left arm lying lovingly over her mid-section. Oh god what is it about the warmth of a soft satin nightgown that is so enticing, "You don't mind me having my arm around you like this do you?" as I tried to look at her. "No sweetheart this is what mothers are for." I got told. I had almost gone back to sleep when sweet adorable Miss Denise made her presence felt, yes straight away turning back the duvet saying, "Sorry Aunty but it's this little girls fault she kept me awake all night digging her knee into my back, I'm sure she must have woken you also?" next thing she was right at my touchy side playing her fingers along there making me squirm like crazy that it had an affect on my water supply. An almighty rush to the bathroom followed, much to Denise's giggling delight. "I think you can brush my hair out for me seen as you're up so early this morning?" Denise suggested. "Yes I would really love to do your hair Denise the only obstacle in the way is I haven't been given a welcome to a new day kiss from you yet?" as I put my lips close to hers, the kiss arrived with a smile. I think Mummy enjoys watching her girls acting up really revelling in each others company, I noticed as she lay watching displaying her beautiful smile without saying a word. I know how pleased she is that Daniel or was it Denise then made her wrote to me, as I am. All too soon Denise was ready for breakfast then away to work. Leaving Mummy comfortably in bed, yes duvet back keeping her warm I went with Denise to the kitchen with two things on my mind One make a nice cup of Tea for two, that being Mummy and me, as well run past Denise what I'm thinking of writing to Robert and if he wants to take me out one night do you have any ideas to where he could take a girl? As this is one big new experience for me going out as a girl with a boy. Her advice was just write what comes to your head then take it from there, let him make all the moves like I bet you did with the boys you picked up? God she knows how to kick low doesn't she. I had to remind her I had Andrew and Shane who kept their eyes on who I tried to pick up, it had to meet their approval first off which was mainly at the club as they wouldn't let me pick up at the `cottages' or from the street. So sort out what to say first, I guess. Tea poured even two pieces of toast with yummy marmalade on then upstairs I headed closely followed by she who is always running late, at least I had someone to open the door for me. Once she had all her bit and pieces, followed by kisses and hugs all round away she fled leaving Mummy and me to have our tea and little chat. With our teas finished there I was back in bed happily cuddled back as pre Denise's arrival. It really felt more like mother and child cuddled in talking with her than anything else, so engrossed in these loving surrounding again my ever present clitty remained contented and fast asleep. Right from the start I knew Mummy was easy to talk with but lying there now able to really express my inner most love for these exquisite fabrics and my very real sissy thoughts. Saying also how pleased I am that Robert has a love for nice clothes and I can't wait to write, suddenly my whole line of thought got diverted onto another track which led straight to Roberts email station. "Do you have anything for me to do first thing this morning as I was hoping I might be able to write with a fresh mind?" I asked. "Good idea, do a draft first and read it aloud to yourself, if it sound alright write it out and send it straight away. Would you like to put one of your photos in with it I'm sure Robert will love getting one as you did." my adviser suggested. "Do you think I could put one of those photos taken at Aunties wearing my sissy clothes in also?" "I don't think I would first off. Now do you want to get up now or lie there awhile as I have to make a few calls, then we can start our day as we did yesterday?" I noticed her look and knew what she meant. I was in two minds; I would love to remain in bed a little longer just to indulge myself in this soft warm bed surrounded by all these fine luxurious nighties beside me, even Mummy's stunning pink petticoat and dressing gown still resting over the armchair. There again I should help by getting our breakfast ready all the sooner I'll be able to sit and write. Yes go help by getting breakfast on the table, won out. All these elegant feminine fineries will still be here for another desirable time. Who knows maybe even another night in bed with mother and sister? With the completion of breakfast one little yellow capsule soon followed only this morning I had to ask for the kiss that went with it yesterday, I got one but advised these things really work better without any kisses. Bathroom duties all taken care of lovely perfumed talcum powder sprinkled all around down below English Rose perfume sprayed lightly over upper body, pumps back doing there duty under my elegant full length blue satin dressing gown, Jessica is now sort of ready for the day ahead. Down to the computer I retreated, another look at those photos before reading his email, suddenly I sensed the full awakening at last of Lily below, wonder if Robert has anything to do with it? I found it a lot easier than I thought to sit and just write what came to mind, elementary my dear Watson, no Jessica! So I wrote: Robert thank you ever so much for your sweet words and those adorable photos, yes I really cherish both the fancy dress one made my heart flutter, you will find out why one day soon. Yes I would be honoured to go on a date with you unfortunately it can't be this weekend as I'm going this afternoon to stay with a dear sweet girlfriend. No not a real girl and no we are not lovers so don't worry. You say about my first day in the shop, yes I noticed the gentle way you handled my feet, I LOVED IT my eyes were on you much the same as yours were on me and guess what else was stirring while you were busy down there? Oh how I would have loved to rest a foot a little higher as you knelt there and was also wanting. I had a feeling you were gay that first day by the looks I got and gave in return but one can never tell these days. You also say about wanting to know more about me, like wearing dresses and so on. I would relish the opportunity to talk with you about all my fantasies or obsessions for want of a better word. And I trust you'll understand me more as either boy or girl, as with that I'm more than happy to go out with you as either. I've never been out with anyone wearing a dress before other than with Mummy those few times when we went shopping. I also want to hear a lot more about this handsome Robert as you say how you liked dressing in that lovely costume and so on. Shall finish off now and can't wait to hear from you again SOOONN, hope my email stirs you as yours did me remember this dress still has a male brain controlled from below. Another big Kiss or Two this time for those sweet lips of yours, Love Jessica. XXXX Even knowing what Mummy had said, I still wanted her to read this one as it's different than writing to Annabel or Shane and Andrew, so I ran to find her only to be told in no uncompromising words point blank NO! I trust you to say the right thing and it is how you write not what I or anyone else thinks you should write, now off you go! Hence I had no alternative but to turn and follow my nose back to the computer, even without another check I put one pearly pink nail polished index finger over the censer placed it over send then pressed, away it went like a flash of lightening. Oh god with all my eagerness I forgot to find and send a photo, another email soon followed, hope he doesn't mind getting two emails from me in one day or think I'm overly keen, well I am really. Pumps removed and might I add it is hard writing with these things sitting on your chest, next makeup applied and Jessica wearing the same house dress as yesterday the same white bra with small pads then suspender belt before I sat to take part in the act I just love performing, yes gliding of fine light tan nylon stockings adoringly up each hairless leg before attaching to the little tabs. I know each time I keep thinking why can't boys wear such divine stockings on there legs, oh well at least I can now, with pretty satin and lace garter tied and sitting proudly at the base of one excitable Lily a pair of soft ivory coloured nylon loose fitting hip high panties embellished with four sweet little blue bows in front followed giving plenty of room for a darling dressed up Lily to sit comfortably. Standing admiringly before the mirror holding gently in hand one Ivory satin petticoat after an affectionate caress over my upper body I raised this pretty fine satin article of femininity over my head, ready to let float slowly downwards as always sending thrilling shivers to where it touched on its fairy like journey. Yes Jessica you are becoming so very girly in your actions these days I acknowledged to myself. As I entered Mummy's study Jessica's instructions for the day came next which, wasn't much. Mainly if I hear from Annabel and knowing her it is most likely I'm not to say anything about my yellow capsules she's just been talking to Aunty Helen and she said to keep it a surprise till you're given one in the morning. Gee she knows how to play Annabel along, guess after all these years she should. After lunch I want you to try on your suit again want to make sure your shirts and everything still fit which they should. Come next Tuesday I will be put back into male clothes as she thinks I should start looking for a respectable job again, yes working life again. It just dawned on me that it has been quite a while so better start looking I suggested I might look online for something also. "Oh my dear you are just like Annabel so easily teased, no darling next Tuesday you will be wearing your suit looking just as handsome as Robert seen as we will be going to make you all mine by name at least." she said wrapping me in her motherly arms. Oh why do I cry so easily, yes tears of jubilation ran down my cheeks I couldn't let her go while saying how this is the happiest day of my life and I promise I'll never do anything to let her regret it. I was so overcome hearing this greatest of news my whole body began to shake. "I think you better sit down dear while I get us a drink, what do you like?" she asked. "Oh Tea or coffee whatever you're having." as I continued sobbing. "I don't mean that sort of drink something stronger?" "Well what do you have, I've never seen you or Denise drinking anything like that before?" I replied. "We don't much, mainly at Christmas or other celebrations, I have a red wine or some whiskey I think?" she said not quite knowing what there is. "Again what ever you have, I've never had whiskey can we try that then?" I asked. A small whiskey came up, oh god it is strong as I took a small mouthful only to find out no water had yet been added, amazing what a little water can do to in relieving one burning throat. Back in my bedroom there hung one navy-blue three piece suit white shirt waiting to be worn again. "Will I be able to wear my girly underwear on Tuesday, I'm sure no one is going to make me strip to see what I have on underneath are they?" as I stood about to put a man's shirt back on after so long. "Yes you can but I don't think you should wear your bra, it could make your pumped out breast show a little too much." "OK I can live with that at least I'll come away belonging to you won't I? I am so excited already." Finally dress as Meredith the man again, no young man sounds better, viewing the male image in the mirror it took me back to the day I first came pressing that dinky door chimes wanting to be Mummy's little girl. "What is it dear?" I got asked as I stood daydreaming looking at this forgotten image. "I've just been thinking back those few months ago when you brought me in to make this pretty girl out of me. I don't look any different do I?" I said smiling happily and knowing everything still fits. "Well apart from the makeup, different tie and handkerchief you're wearing, no not a bit you're as beautiful as ever." what a mother will say to entice a kiss, which I decided to give without any further flattery. Suddenly I thought "What do you think about me wearing these clothes to Aunties, it will be just like the first time you took me there won't it?" I asked in hope feeling quite comfortable. "Well I must admit you do look great and with the makeup on you look a proper sissy-boy and that is what you are, isn't it? But I have a lovely dress waiting to beautify your fine effeminate body. As well I know of another time not to far away when you can dress like this to visit Annabel." she said knowing how much I do love dressing just Sissy like. Even feeling slightly disappointed about it I didn't say a word knowing I will be dressed entirely in beautiful girls clothes, oh yes showing my lovely nylon stocking covered legs no trousers to hide them. Into the wardrobe she went returning in a second holding one stunningly beautiful just above the knee length dullish satin light teal party dress, with it came a stiffened half slip oh wonderful knowing how this slip is going to help hold my skirt out so prettily. Firstly it was strip down leaving only bra suspender belt and stockings to cover one sissy body. My Lily was first to be dressed in the very first little petty Annabel gave me with its little frills ready to delight the wearer, soon a divine pair of eggshell green panties adorned with rich white lace around the leg openings as well three rows of white lace across the front, pretty pale green satin bows sat so sweetly over the lace at the front of each leg opening. Oh how to make a sissies heart beat faster with all this beauty I was not allowed to touch even trying to grovel was of no help in my quest to just appraise there elegance. With eyes like a hawk on me the whole time I could only stand fiddling my uncontrollable fingers, next I had to watch as two silicon pads were removed from my bra cups asking why, only to be told I'm to young to have breast this size just yet. I tried to explain she had me wearing them for some time, now all of a sudden I'm to young, I ask you? Wonder if she was lost for words as no reply came, only a gentle pat on the head along with her cheerful smile, at least my attention got diverted on seeing one stunningly beautiful fine light green satin petticoat being held before me, quickly I raised my anxious arms, in no time the elation of its caressing over my hairless body as it floated downwards till it came to rest so softly from my shoulders to finish a few inches above the knee. A good couple of inches of fancy lace around the hem and across the bodice which would have looked so much better had my pads been allowed to stay, but guess it is only my body I have no say in the matter, so no pads. The front of the inch wide shoulder straps had little bows attached with the ends hanging just as sweetly below. I wasn't allowed to fonder my darling panties well nothing was going to hinder my hands from doing what they must. I stood smiling happily while unable to prevent my uncontrollable hands from caressing ever so lovingly over one divine satin imprisoned body. There is nothing better than the awareness of a fine satin petticoat caressing lovingly over ones responsive body. A noticeable extension was evident and observed by both present, "You're lucky it's only Aunty and Annabel's that you are going to with that standing or it would be on with one little protector." I was told while trying to make out I didn't realise what had happened, "As much as I try I just can't stop it from wanting to stand to cherish the beauty that surrounds it down there. I bet you wouldn't like to be tucked away like this unable to savour the feminine loveliness that is encasing you?" I asked displaying a wide smile to her. Next the exciting stiffened half-slip sat ever so delightfully over my petticoat at least my Lily is now out of sight from prying eyes. I now see why my pads aren't to be apart of me as I watched this gorgeous soft teal satin dress being held out waiting to take Jessica back to the young twelve year old girl she loves to be dressed as. Oh my, it is every young girls dream `I guess' of a party dress without even being told to lift my arms they were up eagerly awaiting its arrival over my petticoated body. It is so thrilling just to notice this pure loveliness becoming apart of you. My hands were trying to fluff out the skirt while Mummy was busy fastening the covered buttons up the back, along with tying the three inch wide satin sash into a charming girly bow behind in turn letting the ends hung long. The full skirt came to just above the knee hence showing a little of the underskirts and lace of the petticoat so invitingly below. The short puff sleeves had a good inch or more of rich white gathered lace cuffs that matched that of the round collar which in turn edged with a narrower white lace. Before anything else Mummy held out one divine blue satin garter Aunty Sue gave me on our last visit, which made me realise this is where this sumptuous dress has come from as I asked, only to be told "What do you think?" with a smile. My short white socks adorned with there wide lace tops came next followed by my one inch heels were slid on with there childlike buckles fastened, a gold anklet then went around my right ankle. Oh how I wish Robert was here to put these shoes on me, well one day soon I hope. To finish dressing this so young Jessica a lovely gold chain with a teardrop crystal hung sweetly from under my collar followed by a wide matching teal satin bow sitting prominently to the rear of my hair with the ends hanging slightly below. Dressed to Mummy's satisfaction I could at last view the full image in the mirror. Oh my what a delightfully happy young girl I saw smiling sweetly to me from the lightly made up face to one stunning party dress with the skirt floating out balloon like over the underskirts. Turning sideway the rear view was just as graceful the lovely big bow and yes the ends of the sash hung almost to the hem of my adorable dress. Two uncontrollable hands couldn't stop caressing over or fiddling by lifting the skirt slightly between my forefingers and thumbs just to view the fine underskirts, before doing little twills watching the skirt float tantalizingly out. All the time I couldn't stop smiling knowing what I am and how happy it makes me, one last turn before turning to face Mummy offering her a beautiful deep curtsy as I thanked her so much for getting me this dress to wear. Holding out her arms in no time Jessica was wrapped lovingly in them, "I gather you don't want to wear your suit now?" I was asked before a kiss got placed on my forehead. "Well I didn't really it's just that I thought you would like to see me wearing it out again, I'm also pleased we decided not to wear my breast pads also, aren't you?" I said waiting some cynical response in return. All I got was her thumbs and forefingers squeezing both my sensitive nipples in turn making one delicate young girl squirm like crazy while giggling like a real sissy. At least it was great fun and I offered a kiss just to make her happy. It seemed no time till we heard a car in the driveway quickly followed by the dinky chimes at our door. It's always so pleasing to see the delighted smile and chatter of Annabel when they arrive, even Aunty having to remind her to give a nice curtsy to Mummy, which she quickly did before a big hug and kisses. Soon after we were embraced like two long lost sisters as always she has to know all about my dress, which I was pleased to tell her Aunty Sue has again loaned it to me which I didn't know about either till I was putting it on. After Mummy and Aunty had a little chat about whatever, overnight bag in hand we were ready to depart for another sissy boy dress up weekend, but not before being told to behave like a good girl and remember to do what Aunty tells you. How embarrassing can mothers be in front of your friends, I didn't thing a reply was warranted to such a statement, so none was given. Once at Aunties, Annabel suggested I stay in my pretty dress which I was quite happy to do as long as she also changes into one of her beautiful dresses. Oh what fun we had in her room deciding on which dress she should wear, it is such fun being a girl partaking in these real girly things like helping each other dress, admiring or talking about beautiful clothes without any distasteful comments being given. With a dress chosen I took great delight in helping in the transgression from school girl to a one very pretty young girl to look about the same age as Jessica, yes dressed as a twelve year old girl. Annabel's dress was a almost knee length sky blue chiffon over a light blue satin petticoat with short puffy sleeves, the cuffs along with the collar were edged in an inch wide white lace, the three inch wide sash at the waist was tied in a lovely big bow at the back were in a matching sky blue satin. Annabel looked divine. After a little play with her dolls we headed down stairs to Aunty as I wanted to tell them both about my emails from Robert. I don't know if I over did my excitement about him but I soon noticed Annabel went rather quiet showing no interest in my enthusiasm. Suddenly she said "I'll go and get the dolls so we can play with them down here." and away she went. I just looked to Aunty stunned at what I heard, Aunty was also as she wrapped her arms around me in a comforting way noticing my disappointment. I didn't know what to say either as I cuddled in to her for some sort of security. "Somehow I don't thing Annabel wants to hear about someone else coming into your life. You know how she loves you don't you?" "Yes I do and I love her just as much you know that Aunty, but I want to meet Robert we seem to have something in common, he's gay like I am and I love being with gay boys. God I don't know what to say or do I've never been in a situation like this before. I don't want to lose Annabel either Aunty." "I think you better go upstairs and reassure her of how you feel and I'll come up in a few minutes I also want get something from your bag as well?" she said smiling to me yes I know what it is. Annabel's door was closed so I knocked and waited, then asked "Annabel can I please come in?" "Yes OK." she said quietly. As I entered I saw her sitting sweetly on the bed one doll cuddled in her arms the other sitting beside her. The look I got was one of sadness I even noticed a tear in her eyes as I went towards her asking if I can sit beside her. Without saying a word she moved a little making room for me to sit. Still not knowing what to do or say so just wrapped my arm around her shoulder pulling us closer together. I wanted to kiss those sweet pink lips but she didn't want to look my way. I don't know how but I found myself kneeling before her resting my hands gently over her skirt covered fine legs, looking straight into her eyes I said, "Annabel, Please don't be mad at me I really love you as much as you do me I will always be here for you. But please I also want to meet Robert and who knows what will happen, you know I'm gay and want to be with a boy as much as I do with you and Denise..... Oh God, I don't know what else to say Annabel except I love being here with you, being this proper sissy boy or girl with you. I know this is what I am and for that matter it's something Robert will have to accept and be comfortable with if he wants to see me. I'm sorry if I upset you please forgive me if it's upset you Annabel?" as I caressed over her stocking covered legs. Releasing her left hand from the doll she was holding to take hold of my hand indicating for me to sit beside her, which I did in a flash and may I say not in a ladylike fashion either, which would have upset Aunty had she seen. Resting her head against my shoulder she softly said, "I don't want to lose you Jessica I've been so excited the last couple of days since Mummy said you will be coming this weekend, I loved dressing in all those sissy-boy clothes with you the last time just like you did." I cut her short right there to reassure her that she isn't going to lose me or not have me dressing in these divine clothes and enjoying playing with the dolls like we did earlier anytime soon. But she is going to have to share me in the same way she does with Denise. I am sure I at last put her mind at rest as she accepted my lips on hers in the same loving manner as we have many times before. No sooner had we finished talking when we were interrupted by a head poking around the door, I'm sure Aunty was listening to us. "Can I come in?" well really it was a bit late to say No as she was all but in. "I gather you have everything all sorted out now? You must remember Annabel you are still young were Jessica is a few years older and needs to meet other people as you will soon, I'm sure she isn't going to leave you just look at the both of you now, two very pretty young girls sharing your sissy dreams together, am I right?" she asked Annabel. "Yes I know but was frightened I might be losing her and I love dressing up and being with Jessica." "Don't worry Annabel you know how much I also love dressing up and being with you in all these scrumptious clothes being the real girly-boy I am and adore being." right in front of Aunty I gave Annabel the most breathtaking kiss I think I have ever given her. I noticed a sweet smile on Aunty's face realizing how much I did love her Ashley/Annabel before she picked up my bag and left us alone. I decided it's time to change the subject to something I know will thrill my sweet Annabel no end, as I told her about going to the solicitors next Tuesday to have my name changed to Meredith Jesse Peterson so will be Mummy's son or daughter but whichever I'll be all hers and can't wait. "Oh Jessica this is the most wonderful news I'm so excited for you as well why haven't you told me earlier. Hope you have a pretty dress to wear for it?" "No I won't be wearing a dress, it's best I go as all male for this seen as I'm not really a girl." I tried to explain and sidestepping the reason I wasn't allowed to tell her earlier. "Does Mummy know about it, what say we go and tell her in case she doesn't know?" Well I know she does know but all the same we headed quickly downstairs to find Aunty getting dinner ready. Its great watching Annabel as she gets so animated while trying to talk that I don't think Aunty really heard a word she was saying just kept saying yes dear, so I believe. About nine o'clock we were sent off to get ready for bed with a warning to hang my dress and petticoat up before anything else. I'm beginning to think everyone wants me in bed before the midnight hour these days, wonder if it's all Andrew and Shane's doing by telling Mummy how I liked to stay up till late. Oh well at least I have sweet Annabel for company for a couple of nights so things aren't that bad. Stripped of our makeup we took delight in moisturizing each others face which was fun, there was no hormone cream massaged in tonight as I had other ideas concerning Annabel's nipples and hopefully she would reciprocate on mine. We were just in the process of releasing each others little garters from our clitties as Aunty entered remarking, "I didn't think it would take this long for two cream puffs to get ready for bed, it's almost ten o'clock and I thought you might even be asleep by now." no answer was given as we both just giggled while looking at each other at least we only had our nighties to put each other into, that we quickly did before receiving a nice goodnight kiss and told to behave before being left alone to do what I'm sure Aunty knew we would be doing. Cuddled up close as, hands caressing excitingly over the others satins sheathed body, kisses and tongues playing at and in the others mouth like there is no tomorrow. Annabel was lying happily on top of me her stiff as clit making its presence felt while gyrating over and around my also stiff throbbing clit. Putting my hand down to encircle hers only to be told she didn't want to cum yet just play like we are for awhile. Well guess we have all night and she isn't going anywhere, OK your nipples are going to get teased then I thought while turning her over. In no time I had one nighty eased off her slim body my mouth down savouring two puffy little boobs firm nipples protruding nicely, it wasn't long till I heard soft whimpering coming from her. I gathered she is relishing the attention, I went to say something only to have my head held firm where it was. "God I love you sucking on them like that." she faintly said still with a secure grip over my head. The pleasure of my sucking was getting a bit much for her as she asked, "Will you please go down on my clitty now please I want you to suck me off now please?" almost begging to me, how could I say no I'm not that sort of girl, when I am really a slut for cock or in this case a sissies clit. Yes I savoured and enjoyed every little drop as well as offering Annabel some of her own goodness. Once she had recovered the tide turned for me to receive her undivided attention starting from my neck she kissed and licked her way down, each nipple got sucked on as though she was getting milk from both. Her hot wet tongue played ever so pleasingly on its decent arriving at one stiff pulsating clit she had her tongue lick all around my shaft making sure to stay clear of one weeping knob. My eyes were closed just savouring her sweet touch not even noticing her finger wiping over my knob till I felt a finger enter my partly opened mouth. "Do you like the taste of your juice?" she asked. How could a cum lover like myself say anything but Yes! Without any further ado she was down on me sucking eagerly along my length working her tongue under my skin as she went. "Oh god I'm going to shoot Annabel I'MMM Cuummming!" my whole body jerked rapidly as volley after volley filled her waiting mouth with all I had to offer. Looking through glazy eyes as she came to make an offering to my now open mouth letting her sweet tongue enter as well so I could savouring each appetizing morsel. Back in our nighties we lay embraced in each other arms as we drifted off into a beautiful sleep. Waking in the morning both in quite a mess but cuddled together at least we were back in our nighties sort of looking like good girls should `I think' when Aunty came calling. "I have breakfast ready and waiting for two sweet innocent young girls but it looks like I've come to the wrong room." she said with a smile. "No you haven't Aunty here we are." as Annabel started giggling and not looking quite the so innocent young girl. "Will see you downstairs in a few minutes but do something to your hairs first at least?" another knowing smile and she was away. With breakfast over we got sent off to have our showers after being told not to take all morning in there this time. Think she's trying to tell us something about our last weekend in there together. Annabel and I just looked so innocently at each other then to Aunty without saying a word. "Before you go give me a call when you're finished in there?" Clean and smelling beautifully like two angelic cherubs Annabel called to Aunty letting her know we are all done in there. In no time Aunty had arrived at our bedroom with glass of water in hand. "Have you taken your pill yet Annabel?" she asked. "Yes I had it just before calling you; you know I always have it in the bathroom." "Well then I have another one here so I think this must be for this young girl beside you. What do you say Jessica?" Aunty asked smiling happily to me. "If it's a little yellow capsule that you found in my bag, then it is for me." With that Aunty and I were not disappointed as we watched Annabel's delightful reaction. She stood open mouthed watching as Aunty took just as much delight as did Mummy in offering me my little yellow capsule apart from one essential ingredients, "Is that all I get Aunty?" looking cheekily at her. "Yes why you only have one every morning don't you?" "Yes but Mummy has given me a kiss to go with it, it seems to help it go down quicker I found." With much delight a kiss was given to my cheek, well two came my way as Annabel had to give me one also and hers came pleasingly to my lips. Of course Annabel had to know how long Aunty had known, when told she knew since last Tuesday. "Well why am I never told anything that is happening, the last time Jessica came I wasn't told till we picked her up, now this important news again I'm not told?" she asked looking straight at Aunty. "You know my dear you get so excited about all these things that it is best to hold back or no school work would get done. Am I right?" "Maybe, but these things don't happen everyday do they." looking to Aunty then to me with a smile. Then she wanted to know all about me now taking these little pills like how long have I been taking them and so on. At least she is so happy knowing I'm at least going to have periods; well one anyway. "While you're doing your makeup I'm sure Annabel will want to hear all about it Jessica, then I want you down stairs still in your nighty, I think you better wear your panties and bra as well?" I was informed. I just looked to both wondering why? Also noticed Annabel didn't make any protest like she normally would have for being left out of whatever. After massaging each others hormone cream in we sat together making our faces look pretty as again while Annabel had to know all about me starting on these pills and wanting to know if I'm all excited about it, which really I don't think I am. Guess with being so noncommittal about it she then told me she is about to start her next period in a few days, followed by telling me more about starting my first period, something I really didn't want to hear, as well showing me her girly supplies. Oh how wonderful, at least I've had bigger things than them up where they are to go. Wonder when I'll be allowed to do it again or does Mummy want me to become some sort of virgin forever, she better not. As I told her "I really don't know if I am excited about what is to happen in a few weeks or not. I'll have to watch Denise as she is about to start her next period later next week, seems you two are having yours about the same time." I told her. "Yes I know we have been since Denise came home again and that was just after your first visit as Meredith, I know you well remember that day won't you?" she said with a dazzling smile. "Don't say anything but I started my first a few days after Mummy has just finished her, so this is why mine is not long after her. So I had some idea of the discomfort I am in for by watching her, I knew it wouldn't be the same but I am so happy to experience this girly time. I'm sure after being with Denise you will see what I mean." "I saw Denise having her last period but didn't really take much notice; thinking I won't be going there. Mummy said some can be worse than others is that true?" as I looked into her eyes. "Oh Jessica you are such a boy a real wimp, if you have a bad one just think of all these females having no choice in the matter. I know you will feel so much nicer afterwards as well." wrapping her arms around me not giving me a chance to reply, but guess the kisses were better anyway. Make up applied, bra and panties on back in my nightgown plus Annabel's lovely full length light purple satin dressing gowns off I went downstairs to find Aunty leaving Annabel to dress herself in a scrupulous sissy-boy outfit, wondering why I can't dress yet. All was soon to be revealed as I entered the sitting-room where Aunty was waiting for me. "Now come with me dear." as I was lead off to her dressmaking room, Oh my poor heart just started pounding with overjoyed enthusiasm, apart from being in a room amongst all these divine sheer delightful fabrics. Seeing breathtaking dresses and gowns hanging there some ready to wear other in the process of being made up, my eyes just scanned the whole room I wanted to go touch in the same way as I do at Aunty Sues shop, but somehow I couldn't move as I held Auntie's hand looking, smiling to her. I could only squeal like an over enthusiastic girl as I was informed Aunty is in the process of making a couple of day dresses for Me!!! In a flash my arms were wrapped around her waist with utmost delight. "Let's get your nighty off dear." just as quickly there I stood in only panties and bra, anxiously waiting. Oh no the thrill of what is about to happen began having an affect between my thighs, inch by little inch Lily grow rapidly with the same excitement, I didn't know what to do or even say as I put my hands over trying to obscured my problem, all to no avail. "Don't worry about that little thing Jessica I know what you've got and why it's wants to stand." These women sure know how to make a sweet innocent `boy' blush with embarrassment don't they? Even having the audacity to call it a Little thing, I ask you. Firstly my pads went back filling out my bra, so I'm a big girl again I guess. Anxiously my arms went out waiting this pretty sky blue and white knee length polished cotton and chiffon dress to cascade gently down my spirited body. It looked so pretty the oval shape neckline with short sleeves, to the waist was plain sky blue, the skirt was portioned from white, blue, white with the bottom section being a lovely sky blue chiffon in all the skirt was full allowing me to take it between my thumbs and forefingers to hold it out while turning this way and that to admire in the mirror before me suddenly realising, "Aunty I haven't got my petticoat on?" thinking how could a girl ever go without a lovely petticoat sitting beneath. "I know you don't want these pins going through it do you as I pin the dress up." "No I guess not was just a little concerned that's all, I love wearing petticoats?" I had to let her know. Next an equally delightful peach coloured polyester dress divided at the waist by seven inches of wide black, around the waist a sweet bow is tied by a narrow shoestring style in the matching peach fabric. The skirt was again just as full and overlaid in a fine matching chiffon. Let's not forget the V neckline which let some of my bra show nicely, oh to be wearing a pretty petticoat right now to display the fine lace of the bodice. To finish off the loose fitting sleeves came almost to the elbow again I couldn't help but take hold of the skirt, oh how to make one feel so feminine and pretty as I had to dance around a little. Aunty said this dress will look so beautiful with a lovely red silk neck scarf along with your gaff under your panties. I couldn't disagree with her but why mention and upset my little Lily who is just as enthused as Jessica is by wanting to tuck it away? Once all the pinning and measurements had been completed I was stripped even of my breast pads then back into my nighty and dressing gown. "That is all for now will see you back in here tomorrow morning, now off you go and find your little friend and be good little sissies." were her parting words once I'd given her a lovely embrace and kiss thanking her for these beautiful dresses. Entering the bedroom to find Annabel sitting on the armchair with dolls cuddled in her arms while waiting my return. "Do you like what you tried on?" she asked with a sweet knowing smile. No wonder she didn't complain earlier for not coming with me she already knew what was in store for me. "Yes I do they are both so pretty aren't they I can't wait till I get home to show Mummy and Denise?" As she stood I saw she is wearing the most stunning outfit, yes a blue silk long sleeved blouse, running from the shoulders down either side a row of four inch wide deep blue lace, sitting either side of the deep blue buttons are four rows of narrow pin tucks. The collar is a Chinese style standing a good two inches, the cuffs of the sleeves were gathered in with three inches of deep blue lace hanging freely. Her matching silk pants had a row of the same lace running from the waist down in a V shape so as to join at the crotch in turn the false front opening stood out quite boldly with four buttons matching those of the blouse but unable to open anything. To show these are for a sissy-boy the front of the leg openings were cut back a couple of inches V shape then adorned with a beautiful two inch wide deep blue satin bow. At the waist to finish off the whole outfit a lovely narrow sky blue satin cummerbund glorified with two rows of sparkling sequins. On her fine legs pale blue stockings held up and displaying the taps of her suspender, on her feet she wore her white satin ballet slippers. She looked absolutely adorable from head to foot, without a word I quickly had my arms wrapped lovingly around her waist and upper body holding her close as, while offering sweet kisses to her red opal coated lips. Lying over the bed waiting to adorn my enthused body once I'd put my suspender and shiny light tan stockings and white satin camisole on was almost the same divine outfit Ashley wore the day Aunty took him to visit a friends. The only difference being I'll be wearing a pure white satin blouse to be buttoned down the front by many small pearl buttons, wide embroidered scalloped collar and puffed sleeves that end with two inch cuffs being fastened with three sweet little pearl buttons. The emerald green pants with its sailor boy front buttoned with four gold buttons were the next article to grace my lower body. I stood transfixed while Annabel took great delight in feeding the three inch wide gold taffeta sash through the four loops before tying it off in one big bow to the left side letting the ends hang almost to the hem of the pants. I eagerly sat while Annabel knelt to put the white ankle socks and lace tops with a lovely gold satin bow to the front of each on my feet followed by my fluffy slippers. The final item of clothing was one divine emerald green soft velvet bolero edged with a gold trimming in turn the collar of my blouse sat prettily over the bolero. To finish my dressing under the collar of the blouse a large gorgeous old gold satin scarf folded diagonally then tied in a loose knot to hang freely. After a touch up of my cherry lipstick I got led to the full length mirror, oh my God how to make one look and feel so much the sissy-boy one knows deep down that he really is. I could only stand there with sweet Annabel beside me once again admiring, touching each delicate article of clothing we both are wearing all the while telling Annabel how much I love being what I am. How we both look the prettiest of sissy-boys. After one more ever so tasty kiss I said to Annabel, "You know dressed like this we are proper sissy-boys not girls so we are really Ashley and Meredith the boys again, what do you say?" looking to `him' hoping to get agreement. That I got as he said, "Yes this is what we want to be isn't it two sissy-boys who love dressing up and acting so sissy like?" I don't know what happens with time when you're having so much fun, as we were still wrapped in each others arms savouring also what was standing proudly below wanting to be touched, OK and kissing when we got called down for some lunch. I know Aunty is just as happy seeing us dressed as we are now, yes proper sissy boys. She took great delight in fiddling with our clothes even our hair making sure everything sat right. Next we were given our pinafores to put on each other, yes I know Aunty loves us wearing these displaying the Sissy Boy words proudly over the bib part. As much as I wanted to say more about getting Roberts email I didn't want to upset Ashley anymore. Without a word of a lie I can't wait to get home again just to open up and find an email from him. Fortunately Aunty asked if I'm excited about the coming Tuesday, at least that took my inner thoughts away from Robert. "Yes I really am, I just can't explain how happy excited and what ever other words you can think of. I'm going to have a real mother and sister at last who I know really love me and let me be what I am." I told them, Oh God I am that wimp Annabel said I must be as a little tears rolled from my excited eyes. Aunty must have noticed as she put her hand lovingly over mine giving it a little squeeze, "Everything will be fine they we love you." I could only offer a sweet smile thanking her for saying that. All the while Ashley sat quite [at last] not knowing what to say as really he is to young to understand or no anything about my earlier life. With lunch and tiding up done to Aunty's satisfaction we were sent off upstairs while Aunty went back to finish off my lovely new dresses, `hopefully.' I was so please Ashley acted as nothing had been said at lunch and wanting to know what it was all about. Instead we enjoyed the dolls dressing them up in different dresses yes even talking to them, they were comfortably in our arms as we looked through girly books and some of Aunty's magazines with page after page of dresses, gowns and lingerie in all styles and sheer fabrics to die for. After dinner the three of us sat cuddled up on the sofa watching a CD of the ballet Sleeping Beauty which I really loved. Oh to be able to dance so gracefully makes my little effort at school look like something one should never ever refer to again. Then it was off to get ready for bed we were sent, tonight we happened to be cuddled together when Aunty came to tuck us in. Once she had kissed Annabel on the lips then me on the cheek I asked "Can I have a kiss on my lips also Aunty?" she looked at me saying, "I didn't think you would want a woman kissing you on the lips?" Smiling to her I reminded her "Well you are my Aunty aren't you?" with that she knew I had to have a proper kiss!!! We lay hand in hand talking about the ballet we had just watched how wonderful it must be to dance like that along with wearing those magnificent costumes. Annabel suggested you would feel like a real fairy floating around the stage somehow I think I agree. I told her I would have so much trouble trying to keep my Lily under control. With our thoughts focussed on all that beauty we soon became entwined, hands caressing passionately over the others elegant satin nightgowns, our breathing had become laboured through our lustful thoughts as our hands fondled eagerly over two throbbing clitties. I'm sure Annabel tastes better and I'm sure even produces more of her goodness every night, whatever I love each and every drop she feeds me. May I say we stayed in our nighties the whole night long, hands, feet fondling passionately over each others satin sheathed bodies. Our sleep pattern got interrupted often as we wanted to savour the warmth, the sensual togetherness as much as we can with the knowledge we're not allowed to partake in that final act yet! We were woken from a deep dreamy sleep when Aunty came waking us at a latish hour even the sun had risen. Following breakfast then bathroom duties taken care of, I was given my little pill at the same time as Annabel and Yes I got my kiss or kisses this time to my waiting lips. Makeup applied nighty and dressing gown on away I went to find Aunty waiting my arrival in her work room. Soon after we were accompanied my Annabel who as normal took great delight in helping Aunty put each dress on my animated body. This time I have the pleasure of a matching petticoat under each dress, oh what a difference a satin petticoat makes to the full feminine experience of wearing a dress. With both dresses fitting perfectly we were sent off to strip the bed and clean our room then to change into the pretty dress I came in and Annabel into her school uniform as Aunty wants to leave straight after lunch as she has things to do in town. My new dresses were wrapped and laid out in the boot for the trip home. No sooner had we arrived home when Miss Annabel was thanking Mummy for talking me into taking these little yellow pills, while also asking Denise to explain to me how she feels while having hers. Which I doubt very much Denise will be to keen on doing, I don't think I would anyway. After kisses and hugs all around Aunty and Annabel were on their way leaving us guessing how soon the news of Jessica going to have her first menstrual cycle will get around the school. Once finished our cups of Tea and chats about our weekends, yes Mummy and Denise went to see the musical Miss Saigon and my time at Aunty's. I asked if I could be excused as I am dying to see if Robert has written back. = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = This ends Chapter 17.