Date: Sat, 1 May 2010 13:24:11 -0700
From: amsail@cruzio.com
Subject: awakening 3

Ronnie and I continued to get together for years after our
first encounter, but he lived 30 miles away and what had
been awakened in me at such an early age, was pure and
simple need. Even though I was masturbating 3 or 4 times a
day by the time I was 12, I wanted what Ronnie and I had
more often, but the hard part was I didn't know any other
boys like me and I would have been afraid to have approached
anyone.

My parents lived in a subdivision where the garages opened
onto an alley and sometimes I walked the alleys on the way
home from school. One day walking home I saw some older boys
working on a really cool looking hot rod on the apron of a
house two doors down from my folks. I kinda knew the boy
that lived there he was 16 and had gotten a driver's
license. I stopped to check out the car and it was really
cool, it was an old ford Model A that had been modified and
it had a Chevy V-8 engine the boys were all working on
installing something on the engine and over the next week or
so I went by every day after school, they were pretty cool
to me considering I was only in Jr. High.

One Friday as I walked into the garage I realized there were
no other boys there and Jon said they all went to the
football game. He was sitting by himself in the patio
between the house and the garage, and he was drinking a
beer. He had some empties on the ground, so it wasn't his
first, but the asked if I wanted one. I was only 12 and a
half and I had never even tasted a beer, but I wanted to be
cool, so I said sure . The words he said right after that
made me tremble and marked a turning point in my life. My
heart was pounding when he said," you have to blow me for
it." The one thing I wanted most and he dropped it on me
like that . I stammered out ok, and he said for me to come
over there,. I said what if someone comes? he said his
parents were gone and no one else would come, but I could
close the garage if I was worried so I did. When I got back
he was sitting with his pants down, and playing with the
biggest cock I had ever seen.. I didn't know what to say so
I just kneeled down and took as much as I could in my mouth
and started to suck him, he was saying yeah do it baby so
good, and then he began to thrust in as I went down on him
almost gagging me twice and then he tensed and shot a huge
load and with each throbbing pulse more and more came till
it was running out my mouth. As it slowly subsided he pulled
me up and offered me the beer and said I earned it. I
stammered again but realized I couldn't drink it cause my
mom expected me home and I couldn't go smelling like beer.
He said " my folks are gone for the weekend why don't you
ask your mom if you can stay over? I ran home so excited, and
asked my mom if it was ok , she didn't ask if the parents
were home and I didn't say, I just grabbed a clean tee shirt
and my toothbrush  and ran out the door. Moms were a lot
more permissive in those older times especially since I
would be only two doors down.


When I got back Jon had changed to some black Speedos , and
was swimming in the back yard pool he told me to grab my
beer and come on in I didn't have my suit but he said just
come in naked its cool only the two of us here . as I walked
in the shallow end he came over and  told me to drink my
beer. I didn't like the taste much but I drank it , and I
did like the way it made me feel, kinda soft and fuzzy. He
was standing over me in the water and I could se the bulge
in his suit , as I reached out and touched it he let out a
moan and moved over to me as he pulled the suit down I sat
on the step at the end he grabbed my head and started
fucking my mouth as I sucked and he blew his load all over
me . this was going to be great.

To be continued....