Date: Mon, 23 Feb 2009 14:59:40 -0800 (PST) From: jimi jones Subject: Jimi's Secret Diary Jimi's Rite of Spring - after the Spring Dance Transgender/Teen Directory: Jimi's Secret Diary Jimi's Rite of Spring - after the Spring Dance - Part 3 Please feel free to offer a critique: jimiboygirl@yahoo.com Part 3 shock! pure shock... to look up and be discovered this way by regina...her face a mask of restless half-sleep, streaked mascara and smeary pink lipstick...her pale blue party dress all wrinkled and disheveled from her collapse earlier onto the nearest chair after consuming way too much rum... she was only semi-conscious, it seemed, blinking at the sudden brightness of the room she had stumbled into. the boys and i were a frozen tableau of post-fellatio sexual desire.... pants around ankles, underpants pulled down past knees....my semen slicked cheeks and lips....eight sticky hands....three sticky dicks joined together at their heads, cum-shiny and wet....my borrowed bra and panties stained here and there....the crotch of the pretty pink panties soaked with my own ejaculate. of the group, only ken seemed to be in control. he quickly put down the polaroid camera, and, placing an arm over regina's shoulder, wheeled her out of the den of iniquity and unsteadily clumping down the hallway to a nearby bedroom. suddenly self-conscious and acting totally ashamed of being found out in this grossly indecent pose, my new friends disengaged from me, averted their eyes from each other's face, and wiped their mouths and faces with sleeves and tissues in an effort to remove the tell-tale jizzy evidence of this most grievous sin. wow jimi. (was that a compliment...or a reproach?) can't believe you did that to other dudes. (definite reproach) you're such a friggin' homo. (that was mean) etcetera. nobody looked directly at me. five minutes previously i was the object of their desire, but now i was the wicked temptress, the depraved whore, the slut... the cock sucking panty wearing fag. for long seconds nobody said anything, but only gathered up their clothing and made themselves presentable again. i stood alone where they only moments before we all had stood, in varying stages of ejaculatory rapture. i was very aware of the fact that i was the target and object of their teenaged lust, the surrogate for mary ellen, lucy, and regina combined. they might tell themselves that what had happened was my doing; that i had either 'started it' or had 'asked for it' but that was only partly true and they knew it. they had weakened at the foot of the tree of knowledge.... succumbing to their own needs for gratification....they had tasted of the apple and liked it... but their individual carnal lust had been witnessed by each boy present; collectively they would deny me, spurn me, blame me. i felt dirty, used, and horribly tricked. when i left home for the dance, just five hours previously, i was a sexual innocent. and now, in the space of just 90 minutes i had dressed up as a girl for these boys, danced with them, cavorted with them, groped them and been groped by them, masturbated them... i had kissed these boys, licked these boys... and sucked their dicks, i had even buggered one of them with my fingers... i had tasted their semen and licked their sweat, swallowed what seemed like quarts of their thick hot sticky (and yummy) cum, but surely it could not have been more than one or two ... (or six?) ounces.... these thoughts were interrupted by ken's sudden reentry into the den and the slamming of the door behind him. hey. i don't think she'll remember anything, he announced..loudly and cheerfully. she's still way wasted. then noticing that his three companions in sodomy had retreated to separate corners... what's up? it's jimi, man. he's like a total faggot... he's a fuckin' queer... he's a fuckin' cocksucker, is what he is.... whoa, whoa, said ken. not so fuckin fast. you guys sure dug it -- and i have the photos to prove it. here's one of you, rich, licking phil's cum off jimi's fingers... here's one of you, arthur, with your hands wrapped around rich and phil's dicks...and what's this?...hmmmm it looks a lot like arthur's and phil's hands down the front and back of jimi's cummy panties...and what's this...phil and arthur licking rich's cum-bubbly lips.... no, there's plenty of 'homo' shit here buddy-boys...and it aint all coming from our little girlfriend here. and that's a fact. ken eyes me, takes three long steps toward me, drapes one big arm around my neck, and pulls me in for a long, slow, hollywood kiss... click whirrrrrrr. and in a few minutes you guys will have a photo of me kissing jimi right on the lips, cum smears and everything. so, let's just all settle down and knock off the insults. shit. i was starting to have fun! are you having fun, jimi? i shrugged a little , then nodded silently as ken slowly released me. his fingers lifted my chin so he could see my eyes. i couldnt see so well... my eyes were tear filled. i began to sob... like a girl. it's all right honey... its going to be okay. (his eyes were a little misty too. alcohol? what?) do you want to stay a while.... maybe spend the night.. with me? I nod again. to me: hey. why don't you call your folks and tell them you're okay. say you're staying over with a FRIEND. and to the others:... you guys wanna stay or split? either way is fine with us, right jimi? more nods. nervous smiles. the circle joins together again. i feel warm hands on my shoulders, pats on my back. sorry man... didn't mean to hurt you guy... me too... i thought that a little peck on the cheek may be going too far at this point, so i just nodded again and stood there with my hands hanging, clasped together across the front of my cum soaked underwear. somebody clears a throat and changes the subject. rich: so, what's with regina? ken: she thinks she dreamed what she saw. arthur: no shit? phil: awesome! i went to the kitchen and dialed my home number. Mom picked it up on the first ring. new friends, so important to make new friends, dear. yes of course it's okay. yes, he's nice, mother. all the boys are nice. I smiled at that comment. i gave her ken's phone number from the dial and told her i would be home by noon on saturday, in plenty of time to do my household chores (but thats another story) continued