Date: Tue, 31 Mar 2015 16:48:12 -0400 From: Rose Red <7754.rp@gmail.com> Subject: Joni, Part 10 JONI, PART 10 "Where were you this morning?" asked Barbara when she answered Susan's knock on her front door. "I was worried sick about you and Bobby, especially after what happened yesterday." "Oh, God, Barbara. I feel so ashamed," said Susan as she entered the house. "Settle down, Susan, what is it? What happened?" "Bobby missed the bus because, I guess, we lost control; no, I lost control. I thought everything was perfect and then everything changed." "What on earth are you talking about? Here, have this iced tea and come into the living room and tell me all about it." "It all started so innocently. We had shared so much over here in the afternoon that I just wanted to build on that a little bit. I thought teaching Bobby to kiss was a good first step." "No one would be better at that than you, Susan. You're a wonderful kisser. I nearly wet my panties every time you kiss me." "Well, we started slow, but you're right, kissing is a very exciting act. He was a quick learner, so it really turned me on. And then I saw his erection and I melted. I've never been drawn to a penis before, not like this, anyway. One thing led to another and I decided that it was a good time to introduce him to what you want him to do for Joni." "Oh, Susan, I love you so." Barbara leaned over and kissed Susan deeply. "I'd better be careful; you're a dangerous kisser. No telling where it might lead." "Oh, stop it," pleaded Susan with tears welling in her eyes. "I'm sorry, dear. I'm just so happy for you and Bobby. Tell me more." "Well, I had him prepare me properly and then he entered me from behind. I was on all fours; he was on his knees. It was perfect and beautiful. I haven't been penetrated there in a long time and had never enjoyed it before, not nearly as much anyway. Honestly, I felt like I had entered heaven. He's so big but gentle. And we talked throughout, telling each other our feelings and the sensations, giving each other directions. I hadn't realized I had raised such a sweet boy. It was just incredible." "Oh, God, Susan. It does sound like heaven." "Anyway, we did it two more times last night, the last time I was on my back - you know, the missionary position. That was so much more intense because of the kissing. I can't tell you how many times I cried from pleasure." "So, why are you ashamed? You've nothing to be ashamed of. You and Bobby will be so much closer because of the experience. And, Joni is going to benefit from it. He's going to truly experience the pleasures of womanhood." "I know. But that's not all." "There's more?" asked Barbara. "I guess it's no surprise that we slept late. But that's not the reason we missed the bus. He slept on top of me and I couldn't help myself in the morning; his flaccid penis was so soft and tender. It was daylight and we looked at each other while I held him; a gentle good morning kiss led to a cascade of passion and before we knew it he was back in me. It was wonderful. I had almost thought the night before was just a dream, but then when he entered me again I knew that the experience was real. The feeling of love that we shared was beyond description. The connection, just incredible. It was like this was clean and healthy; that there were no regrets by either of us for the night before. The daylight seemed to just confirm and enhance our feelings." "And so you both prolonged the morning, and that's why Bobby missed the bus?" "Well, yes. But, that's not all. He was teasing me by withdrawing his penis, and then inserting it, and then withdrawing it. Oh, God, it felt wonderful every time he re-entered me. I must have had a dozen climaxes - one right after the other. He was in control and I was out of control. And then it happened." Susan hesitated to continue. "What? What happened?" demanded Barbara. He made a mistake on insertion, Barbara. It was a mistake, I swear," said Susan as she began to cry. "He was half-way in my vagina before he could stop. And then I didn't have enough strength to make him take it out. And so he continued in. I'm so ashamed; I allowed my son to fuck me; I committed incest, Barbara." "Oh, my dear sweet Susan. It was just a mistake. How did Bobby respond? Did you express regret?" "No, I didn't. In fact, I expressed love and appreciation. And he did also. We held each other and talked about how our lives had changed and how good life was going to be from now on. And then, when we got to school, before we left the car, he leaned over and kissed me and told me he loved me. He's never done that before, Barbara. My heart nearly exploded. It was only after I left the school that I began thinking about what we had done. Am I a terrible person, Barbara? Am I a terrible mother?" "Well, if you are, so am I." "What do you mean? You're a perfect mother. Joni is the sweetest boy I've ever met." The implication eluded Susan for a moment. "Wait a minute. Barbara, have you had incest with Joni?" "Like you, it began with good intentions. I didn't feel right about letting him transition to a girl without experiencing the traditional male role. Yes, Joni has fucked me. I thought I could control the situation after just once; that was the night before we went to see Dr. Goodly for the first time. But we've had sex every night since, including last night. I am always on top, always between his legs, and I don't allow him to move. I control the slow, sensual connection; it is the same way you and I make love, Susan. There's no pounding or driving by the male; there is just an intense expression of love. Last night lasted for hours." "Oh my God. I can't believe it. And there's no guilt or shame? You have no regrets?" "None whatsoever. I wasn't going to recommend it because I don't want you competing with Joni for Bobby's attention. But now that it's happened, I can honestly say that we have never been closer. And not as lovers, but as mother and son. There's little animal lust expressed by either of us, although I must say that the quiet orgasms are incredible. I do think about him often as my source of sexual satisfaction. I don't want it to be that way - I want you to be my source, Susan - because I know it's selfish of me. But as long as our relationship deepens..." Barbara let the thought trail off; she looked across the couch at Susan. "I'm so thankful you told me, Barbara. Now I don't feel alone. I guess I won't know until Bobby comes home from school how he feels. And please don't think I will do anything to alienate Bobby from Joni. I want them to be together just as much as you do. Don't doubt for a moment that what I'm doing is for Joni's benefit as well as my motherhood." "I know that, Susan. But boy's hearts are easily led astray. Which reminds me, I must contact the City about home schooling. Can't begin that too soon - it was hell getting Joni to wear normal boy's clothes today. He nearly had a nervous breakdown. Crying after he looked in the mirror." "That reminds me of something - after I left the school office, it was class break and I ran into Joni. He was walking with a girl - a pretty girl in a nice dress. When he saw me he came over to say hello and then whispered in my ear don't tell her I'm really a girl. We both laughed and then he went back to her and they walked off." "That's really funny. It doesn't sound like she's stealing his heart. Maybe I'll ask him about her when he gets home." "So tomorrow is the day for Dr. Goodly. What do you expect to happen?" "Well, unless Joni has a radical change of mind, I expect for him to begin the procedure. I called this morning and made the appointment for tomorrow afternoon. I was told we'll get all the information then. In the meantime, I see no reason that you should stop practicing with Bobby." "I'll see how he feels about it this evening. I expect I'll be tender and sore, maybe he will be also. What about Joni, though? Shouldn't he be exposed to what is expected?" "I've done the best I could. But I guess using fingers is not exactly adequate preparation." "I have just the thing, Barbara. Some of my earlier girl friends liked penis and liked to be dominated; they just didn't like guys. You know, the coarseness, the beard, the strength. All the things we dislike. But I did what I could to keep them happy. I'm telling you this as background for why I have a strap-on dildo. Have you ever used one?" "Heavens no. I've never even seen one." I'll be glad to give it to you; if I remember correctly, it's about Bobby's size. And it's really quite beautiful; very similar to the real thing. What do you think?" "I think it sounds perfect. I hadn't thought of this before but I really should introduce Joni to anal sex before he commits. If he doesn't like it, and prefers vaginal sex, it's better that he discovers that before than after." "I can bring it over this afternoon, if you'd like." "That would be perfect. I want to be back from the City offices before Joni comes home." "OK, it's a date." The two women stood and faced each other. "I suddenly want to hold you in my arms and kiss you," said Barbara. "Nothing would make me happier," replied Susan. The kiss immediately ignited the passion in each. The animal lust came to the surface as both began groping and grinding. Barbara's hands found the inside of Susan's blouse. "God, I've so wanted to feel your breasts; I've missed this so." Susan already had her hand under Barbara's skirt, feeling for the moisture of her cleft. Their breathing became rapid as their mouths sought ever deeper into the other's. Barbara was now inside Susan's bra, squeezing and pulling on her nipples. "Oh, I like that," said Susan as their mouth separated and they stared at each other. "God, I love being with you so much," said Barbara. "No one, not even Joni, touch me the way you do." Susan now had two fingers inside Barbara's vagina and began roughly lifting her up to her toes. She dropped her head onto Susan's shoulder and became a victim of the seduction. "Let me touch you down there," said Barbara. "I love your pussy. Let me play with it." "Oh, please do, Barbara. I am all yours; do with me as you wish." The both slipped down to lie on the floor, side-by-side, facing each other, fingers inside each other's vagina; rubbing and fondling each other's clitoris. They both brought each other to a simultaneous climax that produced an intense tightening in each. Never once did their eyes vary from the stare, never once did their lips part. Each was relieved to be back in the arms of the other. And then each relaxed with a shudder. "Wow, we didn't even have a chance to get undressed. That was hot." The both laughed at the scene. "Should we try to continue this in a more rational manner?" asked Susan. "You know I'd love nothing better, but I really do have to check up on home schooling. I'm sorry," said Barbara. "When Joni finishes this transition, we'll have all the time we need for each other. I guarantee it!" They both got up and straightened their blouses and skirts. "OK, I'll meet you back her in a couple of hours with you-know-what. Maybe I'll show how to use it." "Not on me you won't. I'm trying to give up penis. Your fingers are good enough for me." "Hah! Tell Joni that." "I plan to. Thanks to you, I'm going to redirect his attention." They kissed deeply, each showing regret that they couldn't go any further, and then Susan left. But Susan returned several hours later, right on schedule. And she had the strap-on in a nondescript box. "What did you find out about home schooling?" "Other than a lot of paperwork, there's not that much to it; but then they have to process it and give approval. It could take a week or two. I plan on starting after the appointment tomorrow. Now, let's see what you brought." Susan opened the box and pulled out the strap-on. "God, it is beautiful; so life-like," exclaimed Barbara. "Touch it; it even feels life-like also. So natural." "It does look just like Bobby. How long have you had it?" "Quite a while; the resemblance is strictly coincidental, I assure you. Bobby just happens to be the perfect size." "He definitely is nice, but a distant second place for me." "Well, Joni I guess is in a league of his own." "Do we have time for you to show me how it works?" asked Barbara. "Of course we do. Let's go upstairs to your room." When they entered the bedroom, Susan closed the door and then turned to Barbara. "Take off your clothes and I'll show you how it hooks up." In moments, Barbara stood in front of Susan, naked. "God, you're beautiful," whispered Susan. "Now lift your leg and step into this; now the other." Barbara did as instructed and then Susan slid the strap-on up and cinched it around her waist. She then stood back and took in the image. "I guess this is a modified vision of Joni's future. Pretty damn sexy, even if I'm not a penis fan. How does it feel?" "It feels strangely sexy. A penis is a powerful instrument, and even having a fake one seems to empower me." "I agree. It kind-of puts you in the male frame of mind. Should I allow you to practice on me?" "Oh, Susan. I don't want to dominate you. What if I penetrate you and it changes our relationship." "I'm only talking about a test so that you won't fumble with Joni. It's not like we would get carried away - I may even be too tender and sore, anyway. I think you should. Do you have any good lubricant? Some Vaseline, perhaps?" "Yes, let me get it." Barbara walked to the bathroom, the dildo swaying to and fro as she walked. Susan seemed to take particular interest. "Ok, bring it over here and I'll apply some to the dildo; and then, I'll bend over and you can prepare me. Just think of it as Joni. It will be his first time so you want to lubricate as well as stretch." Barbara noticed that Susan appeared to spend more time lubricating the dildo than necessary. She was treating it the way she treated her son at the pool yesterday - long, sensual strokes, applying more and more Vaseline as she stroked more and more. She finally finished and leaned against Barbara's hip as she declared "There, that should be enough. OK, now I'll bend over. Remember, be gentle because I'm pretty sore." Barbara kneeled down and took a glob of Vaseline and applied it to the outside of Susan's anus. "Gentle, and slow," said Susan with a jump. "You have a beautiful anus. It shows no sign of stress from last night." "And this morning," added Susan. Barbara inserted one finger, just breaking though the entrance. She had fingered Joni many times now, so she was experienced at this part. She gently slid her finger all the way in, and then began to rotate and pump it gently. "Oh, that feels good, Barbara. I can tell you've done this before. God, it feels great." "Should I put two fingers in?" "Yes, please." The second finger slid in easily, and she again began rotating and pulling in order to stretch the opening. "Yes, that's it darling. Oh, that's it. Oh, God." Barbara looked down and saw the dildo projecting from her groin. She suddenly had the urge to ram it into Susan and make her beg for mercy. She had the power, she had the instrument, and she was in control. Susan was her toy, to do with as she pleased. She wanted to exert dominance, redirect the relationship so that Susan was completely subservient. All this went through Barbara's head as she shifted her position to be behind Susan. "You may mount me now, Barbara," directed Susan. That brought Barbara back to reality. She didn't want to dominated Susan; she just wanted to experience the use of a strap-on. She pulled her fingers out of Susan and positioned the dildo. "Are you sure it's OK?" asked Barbara, acknowledging that for this experience, Susan was in charge. Susan was the teacher, Barbara the student. "Yes, I'm sure. Please hurry; I'm ready." Barbara touched the dildo to the puckered opening and pushed gently. There was little resistance as it slid in smoothly. "Oh, God that feels good. Take it slowly, but go all the way in." Barbara drove the dildo its full length, until her hips were pressing against Susan's buttocks. "Yes, that's it. Now hold it there while I adjust. Don't move, not yet. Oh, that's it. Just stay there for a moment more. Now, pull it back slowly, almost but not quite out. Now back in." Barbara did as instructed, but as she buried it for the second time, she leaned down onto Susan's back and reached around to grab each breast; she placed numerous kisses on Susan's shoulder blades and neck. "God, I love you Barbara. I love you so much." The control had now shifted; it was subtle but Barbara recognized that Susan was completely dependent on Barbara for her pleasure. She had fully assumed the position of a man and could do with Susan as she saw fit. She drew back slowly and then slammed the dildo into Susan, ramming her hips into Susan's butt. "Oh, God, Barbara. Give it to me, baby. Give me that beautiful cock of yours. Give it to me deep and hard." Barbara grabbed Susan's nipples and squeezed as she pounded her with the strap-on. She removed one hand and latched on to her vagina, entering directly with two fingers and pressing hard on her clitoris. It was as if she wanted to hurt Susan, as if that was the mark of true control. Susan was now delirious. Her front arms had collapsed to the elbows, and then they collapsed so that her chest was on the ground. Still, Barbara pulled on her nipple. Barbara was aroused by the control. She felt like a puppeteer, her juices flowing as the strap-on banged against her clitoris with each stroke. The introductory lesson had turned into a final exam. Neither could stop until orgasm; and the orgasm came to both as Barbara rammed the dildo deep as if it were spurting semen. And then Barbara held on tight to keep the pressure on her clitoris while rubbing Susan's at the same time. With the dildo still in, Susan collapsed onto the floor, with Barbara on top. The heavy breathing and sweat was all that remained for several minutes. Barbara slowly withdrew the dildo. "God, you're dangerous with that thing," exclaimed Susan. "I almost feel like I been assaulted." "I'm sorry. Did I hurt you?" "No, since it's the fifth time I've had anal in the past 24 hours. That could be some kind of record. But, you need to be much more gentle with Joni. If you get carried away with him, he might decide it hurts too much to continue. I actually loved it, though. You are quite the animal." "Oh, God, look what time it is. Joni will be home any minute," exclaimed Barbara. She slid the dildo out of Susan and struggled to her feet. She removed the strap-on in the bathroom, cleaned it and then returned to the bedroom to find Susan unmoved. "Come on, lady. We've got to get going. You need to be home when Bobby arrives. That's what good mothers do." "I know, but you didn't just get fucked by a crazy woman with a giant dildo. Oh, I don't know how much more of this I can take." "Well, I'm sorry but I think we both got carried away. In any event, you need to be ready for Bobby tonight if he wants it. You can give him no reason to think you regret what happened. It was beautiful, healthy, and enriching. The two of you have shard something very special and he should never think otherwise." "You're right. Let me use the bathroom to clean myself up, and then I'll get out of here." Barbara put the strap-on back in its box and then stuffed it in the corner of her closet. Susan had been gone about five minutes when Barbara saw the school bus stop and both Joni and Bobby get off. Barbara met Joni at the door with a welcome hug. "Hi, mom. I've got to get out of these awful clothes. Can I use some of your make-up?" "Well, of course you can. Hurry back down; we need to talk about tomorrow." Practically an hour passed before Joni came down the stairs. He had on a green sun dress that showed the bra straps, and his new heels. The make-up was definitely extensive - rivaling what he had received at the department store in the mall. Thoroughly feminine, he entered the living room to his mother's delight. "I can see why it took you so long. But it was worth the time; you look stunning, dear. You're really getting good at make-up. And the dress is perfect; it shows off your eyes so well. Come here and sit next to your mommy." Joni glided over and slid in next to his mother. Not a hint of masculinity was present. "And you even put perfume on! Joni, I'm beginning to think you are serious about this transition thing," joked Barbara. "I've already transitioned, mom, thanks to you. I'm the luckiest person in the world to have you as a mother." "Oh, thank you sweetie. But all I've done is let you be you. I wouldn't be much of a mother if I forced you to be something that you're not, now would I?" "No, but still. I love you so much." Joni leaned in and kissed his mother. Before they could get carried away, Barbara broke it off. "I have news to report. First, I spoke with Dr. Goodly's office and you have an appointment tomorrow afternoon. I'll pick you up at school if you are still interested. You know, you could just continue the way you are now." "No, mom. I can't wait. I've been thinking about all the advantages I'll have by doing it at this age. I'll never have to shave my face, my breasts will grow just like the other girls, it's just the perfect time." "I know darling. But I just want you to know that you can change your mind at any time." I'm not going to change my mind. Don't worry about that. What other good news do you have?" "I check with the school department and I can home school you as soon as I get the paperwork completed and it's approved. So, maybe this is your last week at school, and, more importantly, your last week wearing boys clothes." "Yeah!" Joni smiled and clapped his hands in happiness. "I'll try to make it through the week." "I'm sure you can do that. After all, there's only four days left." They hugged and then kissed again, with this one being more passionate. "I don't want to smear you beautiful lipstick. That's a different color for you." "Yes. I met a girl today and I tried to match the color she was wearing." Barbara noticed that Joni's dress had slid way up and fully revealed his thighs. She could easily make out the outline of his penis in the panties. "Stand up, young lady. I need to tuck you in. Now pull up your dress so I can see what I'm doing." Joni did as instructed and now fully exposed his mid-riff to his mother. She hesitated so as to better take-in the view. The hem was under his chin, covering his chest but revealing his penis behind his satin panties. She could tell that he had begun to engorge, and dared not further hesitate for fear of being tempted with a full erection. As she stepped forward, she leaned in and kissed him lightly on the lips, and then reached down with both hands - one to pull the panties out and the other to tuck his penis down between his legs. God, it felt good, she thought. So smooth, so soft, so tender. She could feel it continue to grow in her hand. Quickly she regained composure and pushed it down. Joni had to bend at the waist slightly, but then she released the panties and stood back. "Stand up now and let me see how smooth it is. Yes, that's good. You can drop your hem now, dear." Joni did as instructed and then smoothed his dress and sat back down. "Susan said she saw you with a girl. What's her name?" "Ellen. I met her on the bus. I've seen her every day but we've never spoken. She sat next to me since Bobby wasn't there." "Susan said she's pretty." "She is pretty, but I've noticed her because she wears make-up and a dress every day. Most girls wear pants. What's the point of being a girl if you're not going to wear dresses? I told her I liked her dress." "What did she say to that?" "Nothing, she just blushed. But she seems to like me. She's in several of my classes. She's nice." "And, apparently she knows a thing or two about make-up." "I wanted to comment to her about that but then she might get the wrong idea." "What's the wrong idea - that you are interested in her make-up, more so than her?" "Well, actually, that's the right idea. I'm just not sure she would understand." "No, I'm sure she wouldn't. You have to be very careful about your interests, dear. This has to be our secret for quite some time. Once you transition completely, you can't give anyone any reason to doubt your femininity. Understand?" "Yes mommy. I'm already a girl, mom. I just need Dr. Goodly's help in the appearance department." "OK, enough about your transition; you probably have some school work to do while I tackle these school forms. Then I'll make dinner; maybe a movie afterwards. How's that sound?" "I hate homework. Will I have any homework when I'm home schooled?" "We'll see." Near the end of the movie, Joni began getting very affectionate with his mother. He was anticipating what had become their nightly ritual - changing into lingerie, passionate petting, and then intercourse. Barbara had a different idea. "Come here, dear, and sit next to me on the bed." Barbara noticed that Joni's penis was already nearly fully erect, projecting out of his panties. "Tomorrow's a very big day for you, Joni. I want to make sure you are fully aware of what you're doing, dear. You know that I will love you regardless of what you do - it's called unconditional love. That means that I will always love you." "And I will always love you, mommy." "I know, darling. I just want to make sure about tomorrow. You know that Susan was over earlier. We were talking about you and I decided that there's one thing that you haven't fully experienced. It's what Dr. Goodly mentioned about your anus. You know that area will become a major center of pleasure for you." "It already is, mommy. I love it when you put fingers in me. Will you do that to me tonight also?" "Yes, dear, and more. Susan brought over something that I want to use on you, something that should give you greater understanding of the anal experience. But first, I want to kiss you." Barbara couldn't resist anymore, she just had to begin the night's passion. As she kissed Joni, her free hand went down to rest on his penis. "I think you know enough about the pleasures of the penis; it's time to expose you to the pleasures of the anus." With that, Barbara got up and went to the closet to retrieve the strap-on. Facing away from Joni, she stepped into the straps and cinched the waist. Grabbing the jar of Vaseline, she turned to face Joni, the dildo swaying back and forth. "I want to treat you as you will be treated after your transition, if you are with a male. I want to show you what is in store for you; it you don't like it, you should discover that before we meet with Dr. Goodly tomorrow. Now I want you to take off your panties and get on all fours on the bed." Joni did as instructed. Barbara approached and took a glob of Vaseline and applied it gently to Joni's anus. "Oh, that feel good, mommy." "I know, dear." Barbara put in one, and then two fingers, prying and stretching as best she could. "I'm going to put a third finger in now, dear. Tell me if it hurts too much." Barbara gently worked in her third finger; Joni moaned in pleasure. "Oh, that feels wonderful. Should I push out?" "Yes, dear. That's it." With her free hand, Barbara took a second glob of Vaseline and began applying it to the dildo, lubricating the head and then the entire shaft. She wanted desperately for this to be a positive experience for Joni. "Ok, now dear, I'm going to slide my penis into you. Tell me if I hurt you; tell me if I should stop." Barbara touched the head of the dildo to Joni's anus and let it rest there a moment. It looked so big compared to his puckered hole. But the passion and power of the strap-on was beginning to affect her judgment; she was tempted to just ram it home and show him what passionate sex was really like. She wanted to fuck her son the way she had fucked Susan that afternoon. Her head was spinning with passion but she entered Joni slowly and tenderly. "Are you OK so far, dear?" "Oh, yes mommy. It feels so good; it's so big." "I'll be gentle, sweetheart. Mommy's going to go in a little farther now." Joni moaned in response. "A little bit farther, dear. A little bit deeper." Barbara finally reached the maximum depth, and held it there for some time. "That's all the way in, sweetie." Barbara dropped down onto Joni's back and nibbled his ear. "Mommy's all the way in her little girl. How does it feel, darling?" "It feels wonderful. It feels like we're completely connected." Barbara now reached around under Joni to feel his penis - it was fully erect and jerking with Joni's flexing of his anal muscles. She grabbed hold of his penis and began to stroke it slowly. "I do think my little girl likes this. I'm going to fuck you now, Joni. I'm going to treat you the way I would if I had a real penis." With that, Barbara pulled the dildo nearly out and then slid it back in; she began a gentle but powerful pumping into his anus. "Oh, I like that," whispered Joni. His breathing had quickened and his rear began to move slightly in response to Barbara's pumping. Barbara's pumping became stronger, with more pressure being applied at the end to stimulate her clitoris. She was losing control, but Joni seemed to accept the intensity with pleasure. They spoke no more as both were consumed with the physical act - mother fucking son, mother stroking son's erect penis, mother pounding her son's buttocks to heighten her own pleasure. But she didn't lose control. She maintained a moderate pace, careful not to hurt her son. That is, until she felt his penis strengthen as he approached orgasm; she then increased the pace and strength of her pumping, pressing firmly against his anus as she felt him ejaculate in multiple powerful squirts. An orgasm washed over her body as all her muscles flexed in pleasure. Joni's arms collapsed and his chest fell to the mattress. Barbara remained inside Joni for several minutes, listening to his breathing return to normal. "Are you all right, dear?" asked Joni as she slowing withdrew the dildo. "Yes, mommy. I'm fine, I think. That was different, though, than what I expected." "What did you expect, dear?" "I don't know, really." "Well, let me clean up and then we can get in bed and talk about it, OK?" By the time Barbara climbed into bed, Joni's was all tucked in with a flaccid penis inside his replaced panties. "You were probably expecting me to be a little more gentle, am I right?" "Maybe. But I really liked it, mommy." Joni kissed his mother on the lips, holding it for an extended period but without touching her tongue. "I'm glad. You sure seemed to enjoy it. And I really wasn't that rough with you. Many men - and I guess boys as well - feel almost like they need to punish the girl once they're inside her. They act like it's a requirement to pound it hard; the harder, the better. Sometimes that's good, but it's also nice for it to be tender and delicate, more loving, more a couple's experience. More like the way we did it last night." "That was nice last night; but this was nice also. I felt more like a girl tonight; more as a receiver than a giver of love. I liked being the object of your sexual desires." "Honey, never forget what a compliment it is for a male to get hard for you. It is incredibly rewarding to then have the male insert his penis in you and work it to climax. That almost guarantees your climax. But never take it for granted. Your pleasure will always come from pleasing the one you love." "You are extremely attractive, Joni, and you will have no trouble attracting the opposite sex," added Barbara. "But you must be very careful and very picky. Promise me you won't be with anybody else - except maybe Bobby - before you turn 16. Can you do that for mommy?" "I promise, mommy." "Good. Now let's get some sleep. You have a big day tomorrow." erH`Her H End Part 10