Date: Tue, 10 Mar 2015 12:05:45 -0400 From: Rose Red <7754.rp@gmail.com> Subject: Joni, Part 9 Attached JONI, PART 9 Susan and Bobby arrived shortly after noon on Sunday. Barbara had removed Joni's make-up from the previous day and he had replaced it with a lighter, less formal look. In bikini and blouse, Joni met them at the door as his old self, except for the heels. When he led them in and led them back to the pool, Susan and Bobby both marveled at his female figure from behind. Barbara was in the kitchen preparing snacks and met the other three out at the pool. It was a clear, hot day and all took a spot in the shade. The boys then jumped in the pool and swam off to a corner; the mothers remained on their lounges, close enough to speak in whispers. "I'm having trouble thinking about anything other than yesterday afternoon," said Susan. "My life has changed so much since I met you, Barbara. Things that I never would have considered are now becoming commonplace. I'm crazy about you and what you have shown me." "And I'm crazy about you too, Susan. I'm so happy we met and that our lives have become so intertwined. Do you remember what we talked about yesterday? About Joni and Bobby?" "Yes, of course I do. I want to hear more about it, but you should know that Bobby and I have never been closer. We can't stop touching each other. After we got home, I asked him to masturbate for me again. It was beautiful the way he touched himself and got hard while staring at me. I watched as he demonstrated his technique of stroking and then fondling, stroking and then fondling. I never realized a penis could be so sensual. It really is a delicate instrument." "So, you haven't touched him yet?" "No, no. I've just allowed him to do it in front of me." "Don't you mean that he allowed you to watch him while he did it?" suggested Barbara. "It does sound like you enjoyed it as much as him." "Whatever. All I know is that it seems to have brought us much closer together. And I have you to thank for that. I owe you, Barbara." "Be careful, Susan. I want Bobby to trust you entirely and completely, but I don't want you to compete with Joni for his affection. Remember, Joni is the primary focus. I think it is wonderful that your relationship with Bobby has grown, but our relationship has to be important also. There should be enough love to go around." "God, yes. Actually, my main goal is to make you happy, Barbara. Everything else is secondary. If assisting in Joni's transition will make you happy, that's what I want. If this enhances my relationship with my son, so much the better." Barbara slid over to Susan and slyly kissed her deeply on the lips. "I love you, Susan. You have changed my life so much; you have given me strength and encouragement, not to mention the Dr. Goodly recommendation. It's like Joni and I were meant to meet you and Bobby; maybe fate has guided us four to this point. Whatever it was, I want it to continue. I'm excited about the future." "I'm excited about the future, also," replied Susan. "I want the four of us to be a family, Barbara. I want the four of us to explore the limits of love." "I fantasize about that also, Susan. But I can't make any plans beyond Tuesday's appointment with Dr. Goodly." "Joni is still committed?" "As of last night, yes. We haven't spoken any more this morning. I removed his make-up and he applied the toned-down version; otherwise, he's been kind of distant and quiet." "I wonder if he's having second thoughts?" "Does he look like it?", asked Barbara rhetorically. They both looked at Joni playing with Bobby and saw a young girl behaving as a young girl should - demure and modest while coyly tempting Bobby with natural sex appeal. "Not hardly," responded Susan. The sun had reached its peak. "Let's get some sun," suggested Barbara. Both moved their lounges into full sunlight. It didn't take long for the heat to make an impact. "Does Bobby have on any suntan lotion?" asked Barbara. "I'm sure Joni doesn't. And I don't; how about you?" "No, so we should all put some on. Bobby and Joni, come over here and put on some of this suntan lotion." The boys got out of the pool and walked over to their mothers. "Joni, will you please apply some to my back?" asked Barbara. Joni sat on the edge of Barbara's lounge and applied the lotion to her back. "I've got an idea," said Barbara. "Let's all go topless like Bobby, so we won't get any tan lines. Joni, please unfasten me in the back." Joni did as told and Barbara slid off her bikini top. "Now you can apply it evenly all over my back, dear." Again, Joni did as instructed, but this time extending well down Barbara's sides to press along her bosoms. Barbara appeared not to notice this extension. Bobby was also applying lotion to Susan's back, and re-applied after Susan removed her bikini top. Both boys lingered in the application. "OK, it's our turn," said Barbara as she turned over and sat up. Susan did the same. Neither woman expressed the slightest modesty in front of their sons. Barbara's large breasts brushed up against Joni's side; Susan's ample breasts were perky with extended nipples. Both boys gawked at the display. "Joni, let me take off your top," said Barbara. "Now, let's change places - you lie down on your stomach." Susan and Bobby followed Barbara's lead. Barbara began applying lotion liberally to Joni's back, all the way down to and under the top of his bikini bottom. Susan was watching Barbara and replicated her actions. Both boys were obviously enjoying the attention. "OK, Bobby and Joni, roll over on your back and we'll apply the lotion to your front." Both boys complied and were greeted by the sight of their topless mothers applying lotion to themselves. Both mother's lingered with the application around their nipples. "It is important that the nipples be well covered; sunburn here can be particularly painful," offered Barbara. She applied an extra amount and began massaging her nipples to hardness. Susan followed suit. Both boys were mesmerized by the scene. "Now it's your turn," Barbara said to Joni as she began to massage his nipples with the lotion. Susan did likewise, but lingered even longer on Bobby's breasts. "I never noticed what nice nipples you have, honey. It is something that you should be proud of - they're nice and puffy. Do the tips ever get hard?" "I don't think so," responded Bobby, who had never really given it much thought. But now his mother's attention was having a definite reaction and he liked the attention. His penis was responding and producing a swelling in his swimming trunks. Susan noticed as she moved her attention to his belly and below. "Maybe they should apply the lotion to the rest of their body," suggested Susan. Barbara considered overruling Susan just for the sake of expressing control but then decided it was probably best to back-off before things got out of control. She had also noticed that Joni's penis was pushing down on his bikini bottom. "OK. You two should finish the lotion after Susan and I do. Then you can play in the sun all you want." The boys watched as their mother's sensually applied lotion to the rest of their exposed body. Instead of reducing the sexual overtones, it seemed to enhance the boy's interest. It was clear that Joni was uncomfortable and that Bobby was embarrassed by the tenting of his trunks. Finally, the women finished and passed the lotion to their sons. "let's trade places again," said Barbara. She reclaimed the lounge and then rolled over onto her stomach. Eliminating the temptation will reduce their response, thought Barbara. Susan followed suit. The two mother's laid quietly on their lounges for quite a while. But each was also strongly affected by the short interaction with their sons; each found it hard to resist going further, allowing their emotions and desires to take control of the situation. Each took in the sun with their minds spinning in fantasy. Barbara was convinced that the fantasy could be experienced and controlled; they could play in a way that promoted and enhanced Susan's seduction of Bobby. "Why is it that whenever we are together, something incredibly sexy happens? I loved rubbing Bobby's nipples," commented Susan. "I think it is important that we know our son's body; that we touch our son's body; and that our sons are comfortable with their sexuality in front of their mothers. Don't you agree?" asked Barbara. "You're so right, as usual," responded Susan. "I'm still concerned about Joni's tan lines. He'll have to go to school tomorrow and I don't want anything to be obvious. I'm going to suggest skinning dipping for all of us. I hope you agree; it will be fun." "Count me in. Just to see your body is enough reason for me." "You're so sweet. But I think the main reason should be to fully expose our bodies to our sons. Now, Joni has seen me nude, of course. And even if Bobby has seen you nude, the four of us together will be a new and healthy experience." "Of course I agree." "Follow my lead." directed Barbara. "Bobby and Joni, come back over here. I have an idea that I think will be fun." The boys quickly returned to their mothers' side. "I am worried about tan lines, especially on Joni. Have either of you two been skinny dipping?" "No ma'am," they both answered. "You do know what it is, don't you?" Both boys shook their head indicating yes. "Susan and I have talked and we think it is probably best if we all just remove our bottoms and go skinny dipping. Doesn't that sound like fun?" Both boys were somewhat flustered. Bobby looked at his mother, who responded with an approving nod. He looked at Joni who looked back with confusion. "All of us?" asked Joni. "Yes, dear. I don't want you to be the only one. That would be unfair. Now, Susan and I will be the first." Barbara stood up, followed by Susan, and they both removed their bikini bottoms. Now both stood in front of their sons, fully nude. Barbara immediately picked up the suntan lotion and began applying it generously to the area that her bottoms covered; she paid particular attention to her shaved vagina - the outer lips were coated individually and then the interior was coated as well. "This area is especially vulnerable to sunburn and must be covered completely," said Barbara, as much to inform her son as to direct Susan's activity. Both boys were enthralled by their mothers' actions and just stood quiet as they observed. Bobby had to shift his penis for comfort. Joni began to squat slightly in order to relieve his growing erection. "Now it's your turn," said Barbara as she looked at Joni. "Yes, remove your trunks, Bobby," said Susan. "You can't just stand there looking at your mother." Slowly, Joni and Bobby slid down their bathing suits, each releasing a semi-erect penis. Both mothers seemed not to notice, although both boys were embarrassed and ashamed of their condition. Neither could take their eyes off the tiled patio floor. Barbara knew that Joni couldn't apply the lotion to himself since the no-touch rule remained in effect. Barbara sat back down on the lounge. "Come here, sweetie, and mommy will apply your lotion." Both Susan and Bobby watched as Joni took a step forward and his penis was at his mother's eye level. She couldn't help but study it briefly and marvel at its beauty - the perfect proportions, the massive size, and the innocence of no hair. The scrotum hung low and full. Barbara broke away from the trance and first applied the lotion to his general groin area, even turning Joni around to cover his butt and crack area, touching gently his anus. Turning him back around, she then began to work the lotion into his shaft and then down over his scrotum. When she got to the penis cap, she looked up at her son. "Like nipples, and my vagina, this area is particularly sensitive and needs an extra amount applied. It is important that the lotion is rubbed in thoroughly." She lingered and then began stroking his entire shaft while applying additional lotion. His penis responded quickly and he was soon fully erect, dripping excess lotion to the patio. Yet, Barbara remained fixated on applying ever more lotion. It was clear to Susan and Bobby that both were consumed with the process, both had become oblivious to their company, and both were losing control. Barbara also realized what was happening and stopped just short of Joni climaxing. She was hoping to not reveal the extent of her sexual relationship with her son; she was hoping to prevent any suspicion of incest; she was hoping to maintain the appearance of innocent fun. Joni's disappointment was obvious to all. "There, I think that's enough lotion. Susan, why don't you apply Bobby's lotion?" Susan sat down in front of Bobby and realized that he was fully erect. It's a beautiful penis, she thought, actually preferable to Joni's. It's just big enough without being intimidating. She looked up at her son. "You have a beautiful penis, Bobby. Don't be ashamed of being erect. It's natural for a boy your age in this situation to respond like this. Now, I'm just going to apply some lotion so that you are well protected from the sun. Is that OK with you?" "Yes mommy." With that, Susan tried to copy Barbara by first applying the lotion all around his groin area and on his backside. She stayed away from venturing inside his crack. Then she turned him back around; his erection had not diminished in the least. This will be the first time I touch my son's penis and it's fully erect, she thought. She couldn't help but be aroused herself by the situation and just stared for a time at his erection. She then looked over at Barbara, who responded with an approving look. Both knew that this was a big step for Susan, a step that could not be undone and could lead to much greater involvement with her son. She could stop now and have Bobby apply the lotion, guaranteeing the innocence of the experience. This would certainly disappoint Barbara, maybe even end their relationship. Or she could touch her son, she could feel his hardness; she could stroke him; all ostensibly just to apply suntan lotion. But the purity of that act was sure to be violated. This she knew because she could feel it in her groins. If she touched her son, there was no turning back from the sexual aspect of the act. He was fully erect and there for her to touch. She looked up a Bobby again and their eyes locked for what seemed like an eternity. It was her desire meeting his approval. He wanted her to touch him and he wanted Barbara and Joni to watch his mother touch him. His erection was now controlling his judgment. The fact that it was his mother - a beautiful, young, nude woman at eye level with his penis - only enhanced his desires. He was fully erect and available for her touch. Susan broke the stare and looked again at Bobby's erection. She applied additional lotion to one hand as she continued to weigh the choice. Could she stop at just applying lotion? Could she contain her desires after stroking his penis? At the very least, could she stop before he had an orgasm? These thoughts of doubt filled her head, but not her heart or her groin. She reached out and touched her son's erect penis. At first with trepidation, lightly and without confidence. After all, she hadn't touched a penis since her husband left. She had forgotten how solid and how hot a full erection felt. Susan looked over again at Barbara, acknowledging that the barrier had been broken and that she was a willing participant in the plan. She looked back at the penis and began to slowly work the lotion into the shaft. "Now I'm going to apply a lot to the head, honey. Put your hands behind your back so you aren't tempted to interfere." Bobby did as instructed and Susan began attending to his penis without further hesitation. She remembered how he masturbated - stroking and then fondling, stroking and then fondling - and she tried to replicate this while applying the lotion. She alternated between his shaft, his cap, and then when she felt he was becoming too excited, she attended to his scrotum. Bobby was helpless under her ministrations. He had his eyes tightly closed, actually fighting to regain composure and prevent an orgasm. Joni didn't ejaculate and so he knew he shouldn't. But his mother continued to apply more lotion, massaging it in, actually masturbating him. It was as if she wanted to embarrass him, shame him by making him climax. Yesterday had been different - the whole purpose was for him to ejaculate as a medical test. This was simply the application of suntan lotion and he couldn't control himself. Her touch was perfect. Barbara saw that Bobby was nearing climax. She saw that both mother and son had lost control and were frantic to produce an orgasm in Bobby. Barbara grabbed a towel and moved into position to catch the semen. Neither Bobby nor his mother were aware of her movement. Susan was now pumping Bobby's penis in long but fast strokes. She was pounding against his groin, with her wrist striking his scrotum and beating his testicles. Bobby began to respond with his hips, lunging into each stoke in rhythm with his mother. Suddenly he stopped while his mother continued, he squeezed his muscles and held his breath in ecstasy. Susan nearly moved her face in front of his penis, but then realized that Barbara was there with a towel; she shifted slightly to the side but remained pumping her son's penis as semen shot out; her ever decreasing strokes were in unison with his ever diminishing ejaculation. Barbara cleaned off Bobby and then stepped back. Susan looked up at Bobby and then moved to hug her son, with her head at his groin, his penis pressed up against her cheek. She could feel the energy go out of his body and she stood up to face him. "I love you so much, Bobby. You are such a beautiful boy." She then kissed him lightly on the lips as she hugged her nude body to his. She could feel his penis against her thigh, decreasing in size as she held him tight. She looked over his shoulder first at Barbara and then at Joni. Both were smiling with approval. Joni remained fully erect. No one spoke for several minutes. Susan stepped back from Bobby. "Well, young man, I think you have on enough suntan lotion!" The intensity was broken as everyone laughed. "Now, you and Joni go play while I talk with Barbara." As soon as the boys were out of whisper range, Susan looked over at Barbara. "I want to make love to you." "I don't think now is the time," responded Barbara. Barbara knew that it was pure animal instincts that were controlling Susan now; it wasn't that she needed anything other than to have a climax. To accede to Susan's wishes would concede some control to Susan. Discipline and denial were Barbara's tools; as much as she desired Susan, she knew it would be counterproductive and compromise all that she had established. "Oh, please, Barbara. I could barely contain my desires with Bobby, and now you are telling me to contain my desires with you?" "Maybe later, Susan. But we can't sneak off right now. How would it look to Joni and Bobby? They'd suspect the worst. And besides, I want to talk to you first. Tell me how it felt to touch your son." "It's one of the most erotic things I've ever done. Touching his erection was like entering a sexual trance - all I wanted to do was stimulate it more. It was like a separate being, actually apart from his body; a separate organ whose pleasure was my only concern. I've never felt quite like that around a penis in a long time. It reminded me of when I was very young. It was a strange feeling, almost hypnotic. I must have looked foolish." "Not at all. In fact, I've never seen you look more beautiful. I wish I could produce such an obsession in you. And Bobby was thoroughly pleasured. It's hard to believe that he had at least two climaxes yesterday and ejaculated that amount. You've got a talent." "I just think we both got carried away. It's the hottest I've been with a guy in a long time." "It could be because he's your son. The taboo aspect may enhance the experience. In any event, I thought it was wonderful and am very happy for you and Bobby. Your closeness should only increase because of what you share. With your help, he and Joni can experience that same closeness." "Oh, Barbara, I owe you so much. Look at the way Joni and Bobby act together. They're so young and fresh; everything is new to them. All sexual experiences are formative and I agree that we should assist our sons in having safe, healthy, loving experiences. Have you talked to Joni about it?" "No, not yet. I don't plan on doing anything like that until after Tuesday's appointment. In the meantime, I'm supporting his transition as much as I can and I hope you continue to progress with your closeness with Bobby. He seems so comfortable with your guidance and so thankful for your attention. Now that you've touched him, it's probably best that he not masturbate; you should be his sole source of sexual pleasure, other than Joni, that is." "I agree. Do you think it would be inappropriate to allow him to touch me? I mean, I'm not immune to sexual frustration and if you aren't going to assist me in satisfying my needs, I may have no choice." "Don't be silly. I certainly intend to be here for you. But, you are free to relate to your son as you see fit. If you've touched him, and watched him touch himself, it would seem that the next step would be for him to watch you touch yourself, and then he touch you. This, of course, could lead to mutual masturbation, or at least to coincidental masturbation. Joni and I have experienced these pleasures and we have never been closer. A boy's love for his mother can take many shapes; sexual expression may be the richest and fullest. I say let nature take its course." Susan smiled and then looked over at the other side of the pool at Joni and Bobby sitting on the edge. They hadn't gone in the water yet but were just sitting and enjoying the sun on their nude bodies. Bobby's erection had diminished with ejaculation ; Joni's penis remained semi-erect. They were talking quietly, out of the range of their mothers. "I was thinking of you, Joni, when my mother was applying the lotion." "I'm glad because you sure seemed to enjoy it. I couldn't help but watch." "You seemed to enjoy the show. I'm sorry your mother didn't allow you to finish. Maybe I could do it for you now?" "I would love that, Bobby, but I can't let my mother see. She's afraid I'll become too obsessed with my penis and end my transition." "So that's why you haven't let me touch it lately. I thought you were saving yourself for someone else. I thought your feelings for me were different than my feelings for you." Joni looked at Bobby and leaned in to kiss him. "I love you Bobby. Let's show our mothers how we feel about each other." Susan alerted Barbara to their blatant display of affection. "Look how beautiful our two nude sons are in an embrace." Barbara turned and saw the two kissing deeply, holding each other passionately, with Joni's penis having returned to the erect condition. "I maybe should have brought him to climax," said Barbara. "He's certainly responding to Bobby. I guess that's a good thing." "God, that's hot - the two of them together. I guess that's a part of letting nature take its course." "Watch to make sure Bobby doesn't touch Joni's penis." "I don't know how he could resist," responded Susan. "You may be expecting too much self control from both boys." The boy's passion continued with flagrant stroking of face, arms, and legs. But neither touched the other's penis. Bobby's was nonetheless responding to the ardor and was now semi-erect. How fortunate was Bobby to have the love of such a beautiful boy as Joni, thought Susan. How fortunate for all four of them to have crossed paths at such a perfect time. "I know this sounds strange, but the two together look so innocent," commented Susan. "I will do what I can to bring them together; Joni is so adorable. I sure hope he follows-through on the transition and doesn't spoil our plans," Susan said with a laugh. "I agree. But even if he does, I encourage you to progress with your and Bobby's intimacy. You both seemed so comfortable together. Regardless of what happens with Joni, I see no reason that you should deny Bobby or you of the pleasure of that intimacy." "It can remain innocent between Bobby and me, can't it? I mean, I'm just trying to educate and become closer to my son. I've never felt closer." "The closeness will increase with the intimacy, Susan. It has to as long as your motives are pure. But you must develop the trust that comes with the intimacy so when the time is right, when Joni is committed to the medical aspect of his transition, you can lead Bobby in Joni's introduction to the ultimate female act of love." "I will do my best. But, looking at you I am reminded that I'm a lesbian and you're my lesbian lover. I would love to perform an act of love on you right now." "And I, you. You are so beautiful and tempting. Just remember that you converted me to a lesbian, so don't doubt my desires. But I must focus on Joni's transition; no, we must focus on his transition. Once we complete that, then we will have all the time we need to express our love." Their attention again turned to their beautiful boys sitting on the edge of the pool. Joni broke the kiss. "I can't let you touch my penis until my mom says so. Dr. Goodly showed me another spot, though, that I would love for you to touch. Let's get in the water and I'll show you." Intrigued, Bobby slid into the pool. Joni smiled at his mother and Susan and then also slid into the pool. The boys could stand with just their chests above water level. Bobby immediately reached for Joni's penis. Joni flinched and pulled away. "Not there. Here, let me show it on you; come closer." Bobby stepped forward and Joni wrapped his arms around his waist; as they kissed, Joni slid a hand down below the water line and onto one of Bobby's cheeks, and then into his crack. He placed a finger on Bobby's anus. "Dr. Goodly told me that when I transition, this area will become a center of pleasure for me. He recommended that I begin testing it. Touch me there." Bobby followed Joni's instructions and touched his anus. He felt Joni squeeze and then push out, almost pulling his finger into the hole. "Put your finger in me," directed Joni as they locked eyes. Again, Bobby followed directions by applying gentle pressure to Joni's anus. Suddenly his finger broke through and he had hooked Joni. Joni jumped slightly and then planted a kiss on Bobby. "You are in me again, Bobby. I like the feel of you in me," said Joni as he pressed his body against Bobby. "This means you love me; just like putting your penis in my mouth, but more so. It also means I love you, Bobby. Maybe after I transition you could put your penis in me there." "I'd like that, Joni. You're really hot on the inside. Should I push farther in?" "Yes, and the doctor said that if you go in far enough you will hit a sensitive spot. Even if you don't, it makes me feel very special." "I like being in you there," said Bobby. The mothers continued to talk about the upbringing of their sons while the sons continued to explore new areas. "It's a big day tomorrow," said Barbara. "I have to contact Dr. Goodly and confirm Tuesday's appointment, and I have to contact the school and find out how I can do home-schooling. Maybe tomorrow will be Joni's last day as a boy." "How exciting. But you reminded me that it's a school night, so we must be going." "I understand," said Barbara as she got up to locate her swimming suit. "Let's get the boys out and suitable for the public. Joni, you and Bobby need to get out of the pool and get your swimming suits back on." Bobby pulled his fingers from Joni's butt. Both boys walked over to the stairs out and walked across the patio dripping wet, both displaying partial erections swaying as they walked. "Look at them, Barbara. So beautiful and innocent; it's all I can do to control myself." "Well, at least wait until you get home," said Barbara, "but I know how you feel." The mothers finished getting dressed just as Joni was struggling with his top. "Here, let me help," offered Susan. "You'll get the hang of it before long." "Thank you," said Joni as they dried off and then headed for the door. Susan and Bobby were quiet on the walk home. The air was hot and dry, and the street was vacant, but not a word was said until they got inside. "Let's go upstairs and change, sweetie, and then I'll make us some dinner. Are you hungry." "Not really, but I'll have whatever you make." For the first time, Susan didn't bother to closer her bedroom door while she was changing. What's the point? she thought to herself. He's certainly seen me fully nude; there's nothing to hide anymore. When she had removed her suit she turned to look through the door and realized that Bobby had the same thought. His door was open and she watched as he removed his trunks. He likewise turned and looked across the hall to see his mother nude, staring at him as he was staring at her. They held this pose for several minutes; Susan watched Bobby's penis stir with engorgement. Her breathing became heavier as she stood there in a trance. My God he's a beautiful boy, she thought. But this is going too fast; I'm losing control; lust is taking over. I can't allow that to happen. Susan turned away and went to her closet. She didn't see Bobby turn his head in shame at his display of arousal. He quickly closed his door and changed into shorts and tee shirt. It was quite a while after his mother went back downstairs that Bobby ventured out of his room. After a light dinner shared in silence, the two watched some television and then mutually agreed to call it a day. They parted at the top of the stairs, each closing their bedroom door behind them. Susan was confused about how to proceed. She felt like both were avoiding explicitly acknowledging what had transpired over the last two days, as if it were something to be ashamed of. She agreed with Barbara that sexual involvement between a mother and son is but one way of enhancing their closeness. She had never been particularly close to Bobby, even when her husband was around. It was always her sexuality that came first. But now she had experienced the enhanced closeness achieved through revealing to each other their sexuality and realized that her motherly instincts were amplified; she wanted to be more involved with Bobby than ever before. Yet, there seemed to be a wall between them, a wall that she was anxious to confront. And besides, I need to talk to Bobby about Barbara's plans for Joni, she thought. In choosing her nightgown, Susan shied away from the overtly sexual. This is going to be a normal mother wishing her son a good night's sleep, she thought. Nothing more than clearing the air about the last 2 days and talking about Joni. She chose a modest satin, spaghetti strap top that extended nearly to her knees. No need for panties, she thought, and no need for a robe. She left her room and crossed the hall. Bobby's light was still on. She knocked on his door and heard some ruffling of covers before he responded with "come in." "Hi, sweetie. I just wanted to say good night and have a few words with you." Bobby thought this was a little strange since his mother never bothered wishing him a good night. "OK, I wasn't asleep." "Good," said Susan as she sat on the edge of his bed and turned on his bedside light. The lamp cast a dim glow over both. "Did you have a good time at Joni's this weekend?" "Ah, yeah." "It was a little different, wasn't it?" "Yeah." "Do you want to talk about it?" "I don't know." "Well, I think we probably should. Maybe I went a little too far this afternoon, but it was fun skinny dipping wasn't it?" Yeah. And maybe I went a little too far Saturday." "Oh, honey. You didn't go too far. I think you responded perfectly to Barbara's exam. I was so proud of you. And I was so flattered when you revealed that you think of me sometimes when you masturbate. I know boys of your age have strong urges and lots of fantasy options. That you would think of me is an honor. It made me feel wonderful. And I'll admit, I liked watching you in private last night." "Really? You're not mad? I felt so ashamed. And then what happened this afternoon. I thought you might hate me." "Oh, sweetheart. I couldn't hate you and you have no reason to feel ashamed. I encouraged you this afternoon because I wanted to share the experience with you. I've never felt closer to you, ever, than I do now." They shared a moment of quiet, each looking at the other, each searching for the next comment. Bobby finally broke the silence. "I've never felt closer to you either, mom." Susan leaned down and hugged Bobby. He felt the fullness of her breasts pressed against his chest. She smelled heavenly. "It's special, isn't it Bobby?" she said as she pulled back. "This experience has opened up a whole new world for us. I think we should explore it together. I want to help you become the man I know you want to be, and I want to be there every step of the way. Will you allow me to be part of it?" Bobby looked at his mother and noticed her breasts hanging down inside her nightgown, nipples visible as the satin drooped. He hesitated before answering, not because of uncertainty, but because he didn't want to do anything to cause his mother to change position. Susan noticed the direction of his attention. "Would you like to touch my breasts, honey?" Bobby couldn't answer. He just looked up at his mother's face in hope that she hadn't noticed his fixation. Susan dipped a shoulder, releasing one of her spaghetti straps. "Go ahead, sweetie. Mommy wants you to." Bobby gently reached up and gingerly touched a breast. The touch sent an electric shock through both of them. Susan got goose-bumps. "It's OK, dear. Go ahead and feel it. Mommy likes it." Bobby reached up and brushed his finger-tips across the side, and then lingered, pressing gently, then moved his hand over a nipple. "Sit up, dear, so you can use both hands." Bobby shifted back in his bed so he was sitting up-right. He had top on so he was bare-chested. Susan let her other spaghetti strap fall off her should and now had both breasts fully exposed to her son. He stared for an moment, and then brought both hands up to squeeze both breasts. Susan closed her eyes, moaned quietly, and let her head fall back in ecstasy. "Touch the nipples, sweetie; squeeze then gently so they get hard. That's it. Look how they respond to your touch. Now roll each nipple between you forefinger and thumb. Oh, that's it. You can squeeze them harder; mommy likes that." Both were fully engrossed in Bobby's exploration. Susan was beginning to breath harder and Bobby noticed the effect his touches were having. He moved away from each nipple to grab and squeeze the full bosom, and then moved back to the nipples. He had never felt so secure and safe, and so contented, ever. He wanted to rest his head on his mother's breasts, to nestle in the cleavage and be surrounded by the warmth and softness. As he began to move in, Susan realized that this was moving too fast, that maybe Bobby was acting out of animal instincts instead of mutual consent. It was taking on a life of its own, with their actions gaining momentum that could lead them in the wrong direct; she was losing control of the situation. She grabbed Bobby's head and pulled it to her breast, held it there briefly, and then gently held him back. She put his hands down by his side and returned her nightgown straps to her shoulders. "Oh Bobby, we need to talk more before we go any further. You never answered my question; do you want me to be a part of your sexual growth? Or do you want us to return to our former relationship?" "I like being this close to you, mommy. You make me so happy." "I want to make you happy, Bobby, and help you become the confident young man I know you can be. But that will involve me showing you things, teaching you things; and you must be eager to learn. Do you think you could be mommy's good student?" "I want to be, mommy. I want you to teach me. And I want to make you happy. Will this make you happy?" "You already make me happy, Bobby, and proud no matter what. But you have to promise me that this will be our little secret. No one else - except for maybe Joni and his mother - can know about this. I want to teach you so much, but we must keep this between us because I'm afraid most people wouldn't understand. Most people have no idea about the depths of closeness that a mother and son are capable of. I had no idea until this weekend but now I think we have just scratched the surface." Bobby looked up at his mother and their eyes met with each expressing limitless compassion. He had never initiated a hug of his mother before but now he didn't hesitate. He reached around her waist and pulled her close to him, resting his head against her shoulder. "I love you, mommy." "Oh, I love you so much, Bobby," replied Susan as she wrapped her arms around her son. They held the hug for several minutes, each focusing on the other's breathing. Susan's satin nightgown felt wonderful against Bobby's bare chest. Finally Susan pulled away. "OK, its settled then. We will see how close a mother and son can get." Susan smiled warmly at Bobby. "Now, let me change the subject slightly. I know you and Joni are very good friends. I think he really likes you and I think you really like him. Am I right?" "I've never felt about anyone the way I feel about Joni. There's something that attracted me the first time I saw him and has only increased with time." "Wasn't the first time you saw him in the showers at school? He does have a very prominent body part." "I know. But I felt sorry for him that first day. He was being picked-on and I knew how he felt. But it was more than that. He's just so kind and gentle." "I agree. And so lovely. Well, for whatever reason, I approve. And so does his mother. In fact, we have been talking about his transition and both agree that, if he goes through with it on Tuesday, the transition won't be complete until he's had the ultimate female experience. Do you know what I'm talking about, Bobby?" "Not exactly." "A girl is not a complete woman until she has intercourse; when a girl has a man insert his penis into her, she fulfills her natural role. It is the most rewarding experience when the man then ejaculate inside the girl. One reason it is so rewarding is that the girl realizes that she has first produced an erection in a boy and then that she has produced the boy's orgasm. This not only fills her with a sense of fulfillment, but also empowers her with control over the boy. It's really quite amazing how feminine the act of intercourse is. It's really hard to explain; you have to experience it. I suspect it is equally rewarding for a boy to bring a girl to orgasm. That's why it's called making love." "Oh" "And Barbara wants you to provide Joni with that experience. And I want Joni to be the one to provide you with that experience. But only if Joni goes through with the transition and only if you want to experience intercourse with him. It's beginning to sound funny, isn't it? I mean referring to Joni as a him." "Do you think I would feel closer to Joni, and he to me, like the closeness we feel?" "Yes, I do. That is, if it's done right and under the right circumstances. If it's awkward, it could be embarrassing, and produce a barrier to closeness. That's why it is important that I become your teacher. Together, we can assure both you and Joni of a happiness you can't begin to imagine." "Oh, mommy, I want to make Joni happy. But how can I have intercourse with him since he's not yet a girl?" "And he's never going to be a complete girl according to Barbara. There's an alternative that I will show you later. But first, I don't think it's too early for your first lesson, do you?" "No mommy." "Good. Now I know you and Joni have kissed - I've seen the lipstick evidence. But it's important that you know how to kiss properly. The kiss is an art because of the response it creates in both people. Done correctly, it's very seductive. Now, when you and Joni kiss, do you open your mouths?" "Yes, a little, I think." "Show me how, dear. Kiss mommy the way you kiss Joni." Bobby looked up at his mother but didn't move. She reached down and gently stroked his cheek. "Honey, it's important that you master the art of kissing. Normally you have plenty of opportunities to refine your own technique; but, you don't have the time. I want to show you so you can impress Joni. Kissing is the first step toward fulfillment and you need to ready for Joni when the time arrives. Now give mommy a kiss." Susan leaned in slightly and Bobby closed the remaining gap, placing a sisterly kiss on his mother's lips. Susan held the kiss for a moment and then broke away. "I thought you said you opened your mouth; just pretend I'm Joni." Susan leaned in again and this time Bobby kissed his mother with more confidence. Their lips were parted and a tender kiss was held for several moments. "That's more like it. Tenderness is important, dear, so you don't want to be too aggressive; but you do want to assert yourself. Now try it again, and this time add some energy and imagination." This time, Bobby sought his mother in a more insistent way while Susan wrapped her arms around Bobby's neck and he around her waist. They held the embrace through several breaths, with Susan initiating and breaking lip contact. "Open your eyes, sweetie, and look at me while we kiss. It makes it much more intimate." Bobby did as told and their eyes locked in a mutual stare. Susan could see the excitement build in Bobby's eyes, and felt his mouth become much more relaxed. She decided it searching for his tongue. Bobby broke the kiss in surprise. "It's ok, honey. This is how you increase the intimacy with your partner. In a way, it's mini-intercourse in that you are inserting a part of your body into your partner." Bobby immediately thought of Joni taking his penis in his mouth. "Let's try it again, but this time just accept my tongue and then insert your tongue in my mouth." Bobby resumed the kiss, immediately drawing her tongue into his mouth. He savored her taste and the feel of her exploring tongue. She withdrew her tongue and his tongue followed hers into her mouth. Their kiss deepened in intensity and passion; Susan began stroking his back and sides; Bobby relaxed in her arms. The kiss became more animated and passionate. She moaned into his mouth, "You're doing great, honey. Can you feel the excitement build?" "Yes, mommy," he sighed. Both were breathing heavily and becoming more aggressive with their kissing. There was no longer a distinction between teacher and student; it was now just two lovers who were rapidly losing control. Susan realized it and took back control by pulling away to catch her breath. "That's very good, dear. I think you are a natural. Maybe we should call it a night and maybe have a second lesson later." Bobby looked disappointed as he too caught his breath. Susan leaned in and kissed him lightly on the lips. Trying to change the subject, she asked "Did you have no ill effects from today's skinny dipping?" "I don't think so. But I'm not sure I know what you mean." "Well, let me have a look under the light. If you did get sun burned, early treatment can reduce the effects. Now lie back down and let me see." Bobby did as he was told and Susan began to pull the covers down, but Bobby stopped her. "Bobby, there's no need for modesty. Remember, I was skinny dipping with you." Bobby released his hold on the covers and Susan drew them down, revealing that he had slipped his pajama bottoms down to his knees. Susan understood immediately what had happened. "Oh, Bobby, I'm sorry. Did I interrupt you? Were you masturbating when I came in? Is that all the scurrying I heard?" Bobby looked away in shame but didn't answer. Susan watched his penis as Bobby tried to cover it up. "That's OK, dear. Mommy is so sorry she interrupted you. But let me exam you down there to make sure you didn't get too much sun." Susan reached over and moved Bobby's hands to his side; she then took his semi-erect penis in her hand and moved it around so as to inspect all sides. She cupped his scrotum to get a closer look at it. "Does any of this sore to the touch, dear?" "No, not really, mommy." "Well, we can't take any chances. Don't move while I go get some lotion." Susan walked out of the room and left Bobby there on the bed, nude, fully exposed, his hands by his side, and his penis transitioning from semi-erect to erect. He couldn't bear to face his mother and remained with his head turned to the wall. By the time she returned, he was nearly fully erect. Susan stood at the door and gazed at her son. She had mistakenly interrupted his masturbation and now there he lay, nude and erect. It was clear that he would continue after she left; but that would not promote their closeness and trust. And it would not satisfy her desires. "OK, now I am going to apply the lotion, dear. Just relax and let me do it." Bobby still hadn't turned his head, but replied quietly, "Yes, mommy." Susan was being overtaken by passion and desire. He looked so innocent and fresh, sexually excited and available. There might not be a better time for lesson two, she thought. He is vulnerable and receptive. I can't waste the opportunity. She shrugged so that both spaghetti straps fell off her shoulders and her nightgown top dropped to reveal both breasts. "Look at mommy, Bobby. There's no reason to be ashamed." She reached down with a hand full of lotion and took hold of Bobby's penis. As she began massaging it in, Bobby slowly turned his head to look at his mother. "It's OK, Bobby. We might as well attempt lesson two." With that, she leaned down and kissed Bobby, at first gently as he had done with Joni, and then more aggressive as she had shown him earlier. Her free hand reached down to take his hand and move it to her breasts. "Fell how your mommy loves you. Touch me the way I showed you earlier." All the while, Susan was applying the lotion all over the groin area, spreading it along the shaft and over the scrotum. Bobby grew harder and reached his full size. Their eyes remained open as each explored the other. Bobby was now pulling and pinching her nipples while Susan was now fully masturbating her son. Their breathing was hot and heavy as Susan slid down to lay beside Bobby, forcing her nightgown to slide up around her waist, exposing her entire lower body. "I love you Bobby. I love the way you feel in my hand." "I love you mommy." "I want you to touch me somewhere else, honey. I want to show you where to touch Joni." "OK, mommy. Please show me." Susan shifted onto her side and pressed her vagina against Bobby's thigh. She continued slowly stroking his pulsating penis. "Here, darling, let me take your free hand." They were face to face, inches apart, as Susan took Bobby's hand and moved it across her hip to her buttocks. "This area, back here, is particularly sensitive, especially to guys. The anus is where you will have intercourse with Joni, sweetheart. This is the area that will please him the most and will allow you to ejaculate inside him. This is how you will make love to Joni." Bobby tentatively explored the crevice of her buttocks, gently sliding across her anus. She jumped slightly in pleasure. "Yes, that area is sensitive and a center of pleasure. Now, take some of the lotion from down there and apply it to my anus." Susan removed her hand from his penis but as soon as he got there to retrieve the lotion, she wrapped her hand around his and encouraged him to masturbate with her. He seemed to get even harder under her guidance - and approval - as they kissed deeply. "I want to show you everything, tonight dear. I want to teach you everything. Take the lotion and apply it all around and inside my anus." Susan allowed Bobby to remove his hand from his penis and take a lotion soaked hand to her backside. He began rubbing the lotion on and around her anus. "Put it inside, dear. I want it nice and lubricated; make it easy for your finger to slide in and out." Bobby did as instructed and felt her inner warmth as his finger slid in. "That's it, ooh, that feels good darling. Now in and out, in and out, ooh that's right." Susan hugged Bobby and then kissed him deeply as he continued to finger-fuck her anus. "Put two fingers in, Bobby. That's it. Now work the two fingers in and out. That makes mommy feel so good. That's going to make Joni feel so good." Bobby remembered how Joni had briefly shown him this in the pool earlier. Now he understood why. He could feel the excitement spreading throughout his mother; she began humping his thigh and stroking his penis even faster. But then, as Bobby pulled his two fingers out and in preparation for a reinsertion, she regained composure and sat up. "I want to show you what it's like to ejaculate inside someone. I want you to experience intercourse tonight, Bobby." Bobby said nothing but just looked at his mother, her face flushed, her nightgown disheveled, her breasts and vagina fully exposed; she looked more beautiful than he ever imagined at the moment. "I'm going to get on all fours, darling, and I want you to insert your penis where your fingers just were. It should be lubricated enough for you to just slide right in. Now, get up and get behind me on your knees." Bobby hesitated; he imagined making love to his mother many times, but never like this. "Do as I say, Bobby." He did. "Now locate my anus with your penis and slowly slide it in. You are a very big boy but I will try to take all of you." Bobby touched the tip of his penis to her anus. She shivered in response and almost cried with anticipation. "Now push, dear, gently at first." He had lubricated her so well that there was little resistance. He pushed a little harder and then it felt like a pop as he penetrated her. "That's it; oh, it hurts dear. Please be gentle and take it slow. Oh, not so fast, oh, stop right there. Hold it there dear and let me adjust. You are so big." Bobby had never felt anything so wonderful - the warmth, the tightness, the moisture. He wanted to go further but followed his mother's instructions and held it in place. He heard his mother take a deep breath and then say "OK, dear, a little bit further. This is how you're going to have to enter Joni the first time. You must be gentle and kind, take it at his pace. That's it, oh it's beginning to feel very good. Tell me when you get fully inserted." Bobby pressed harder went deeper into his mother. She suddenly felt him press hard against her buttocks and felt his scrotum hang between her legs. "That's it, mom. I think I'm in as far as I can go." "Oh, darling. You make me so happy. You feel so good inside me. Just hold it there for a moment." Bobby again did as instructed. He leaned down on his mothers back and kissed her shoulder blades. The sensations of being insider her were all that he could handle. If he moved, he might immediately ejaculate. "Oh, I like that, dear," said Susan as Bobby kissed her back. "Reach around with both hands and grab my breasts. Feel how hard my nipple are; run them between your thumb and forefinger. That's it. Now I want you to pump you semen into me, Bobby. I want you to drive your penis as deep into me as you can; pull almost out and then thrust it deep. That's it. Oh, fuck me Bobby, fuck your mother. Show me how you will fuck Joni. Show me how much love you have." Susan was now pushing back on Bobby as he was pushing forward, using her breasts to maintain control. He was slamming into her buttocks, now, as he was on the verge of ejaculation. "That's it, give it to your mommy. Let me feel your sperm deep in my innards. Show your mommy how much you love her." Bobby had one final drive, and then he held his penis deep, rotating against her buttocks as he was pumping semen into his mother. He realized he was fulfilling her womanhood - she had produced his erection and was now receiving his sperm. And she had fulfilled his manhood - he got hard for her and made her climax. He collapsed on her back as he felt the last spasms disappear. He remained pressed against her rear as she dropped to her elbows and began quietly crying with pleasure. He continued to hold her breasts. They remained this way for several minutes and then Bobby began to move away. "No! Don't take it out. Just leave it in until it drops out on its own. I love the feel of you in me, Bobby." They were still breathing hard and the sweat made their embrace strangely erotic. "I'm not sure I will get soft, it feels so good." "You may resume pumping anytime you wish, my love." They made love twice more that night - once in the same position and the second one in the missionary position. Facing each other , with Susan on her back, they kissed and talked throughout the whole time. They fell asleep with Bobby's penis well inside Susan's anus. By the time they awoke the next morning, Bobby's penis was out, but he was still on top of his mother. This was the first time he ever remembered waking up without an erection. Susan realized his condition and reached down to touch him. "I like it soft sometimes. It's not threatening; it's feels so good to touch it when it's not about sex." Immediately upon saying that, she felt a stirring in his penis and realized that he was responding to her touch. She looked up. "Maybe I spoke too soon." She kissed him deeply and his erection increased. "I think you liked last night." "Yes, I did mommy. Did you?" "Oh, yes dear. But let's remember that you're just practicing for Joni. But, I think you made miraculous progress last night. However, I also think you could use some more practice." He was fully erect now. "Why don't you apply some more lotion down there and maybe we can get in another practice session before school." Bobby reached down on the floor and retrieved the lotion and then slid back and kneeled between his mother's legs. She pulled her knees up to her chest and exposed her anus for his lubrication. Bobby began applying the lotion but couldn't take his eyes off his mother's vagina. This was the first time he had seen one up close in person. It's beautiful, he thought. It looks like a vertical mouth, but with scraggly lips. It's beautiful. He now had two fingers inside his mother's anus, and she was beginning to respond with moans and movement. "Come up here, darling, and put it in." Bobby climbed back up on top of his mother and she reached down to guide his penis in. "Thank you, mommy. I like it when you show me the way." "Mommy likes to show you the way. Oh, it feels good that you are in me." Bobby had come three times last night felt confident in his control of his climax. He had learned quite a bit already about motion, pace, and teasing. He especially liked the teasing part. He learned that his mother would beg him to put it back in if he pulled it out and kept it out for an extended period. He was engaged in this activity but slipped as he was attempting to slam it back in - he was fully half-way into her vagina before he realized the mistake and stopped. "Oh, my God, Bobby. Don't go there with mommy. Please don't go there. It's not right. Joni will never have a vagina, you don't need to be there." Bobby didn't move; he just held his position and his breath. It had been a mistake, but it has also been a discovery. It felt different, not necessarily better, but different. Wetter and looser, but hotter. He slid it in a little bit further. "Oh, darling, oh, no, please don't go any further." Susan began to sob quietly; Bobby leaned down and kissed her passionately. He tasted salt, but she kissed him back. And then she pulled him tighter and thrust her hips upward to force his penis fully in. They held it like that while they kissed passionately. "Oh, God, Bobby. That feels so good. You're so big and strong. But please pull it out and put it back where it belongs." Bobby slowly slid his penis out of his mother's vagina and re-inserted it in her anus. "Thank you, dear," said Susan as she pulled Bobby closer for another passionate kiss. Bobby resumed his pumping of her anus, bringing Susan to greater heights of excitement. And then he pulled it out again, and his mother began to beg again. But this time there would be no mistake. He positioned himself so his thrust went directly and fully into her vagina. Susan gasped, but did not resist. She now lay there helpless to his desires. She dropped her arms to her side and yielded all control to her son. Several strokes in her vagina; out for teasing; several strokes in her anus. In out vagina; in out anus. Over and over and over again. And with each series, Bobby was getting more confidence and Susan was getting more pleasure. She was fully in tears by the time Bobby inserted it the last time into his mother's vagina and ejaculated with a rush. Susan screamed in pleasure and exhaustion. Bobby collapsed on her, but did not remove his penis until it had returned to his flaccid state. "I guess I'll have to drive you to school," said Susan, "and explain why you're late. Well, maybe not the whole truth." They both laughed. erH`Her H End Part 9