Date: Fri, 9 May 2008 12:26:24 -0700 (PDT) From: Charles Rocket Subject: Memiors of a Cross Dresser - Transvestite MEMOIRS OF A CROSS DRESSER I have been cross dressing since the mid 1950's, since about the time I was 9 or 10. My sisters panties were the first thing I ever slipped on and the higher they went up my legs the harder my youthful prick became. I understand that the technical term is Transvestite, which I am I admit, I just don't care for the word all that much. It always sounds like Transylvania or Transportation or those on the trans words. I like the shortcut version of Tranny, that works as well as cross dresser. Perhaps it is because Transvestite is such a hard word., it comes of the tongue harsh and doesn't really express the real feeling a person gets wearing the other genders clothes. Let me tell you about myself before I go any farther. I'm older than I want to be, a retired professional, over six feet tall, average weight and have been told that I am a fair looker. I live in the southwestern United States. I have an average cock, about seven inches but it is very thick, women and men have told me I have a very suckable, pretty cock with nice balls. I like breasts, pussy, cock and balls. Not necessarily in that order. I am heterosexual with very bi leanings. I think that's like being a conservative with liberal thoughts. I like to be with men and with women. I love most things sexual and find all a great adventure! Except degrading, violent, scatological or other disgusting practices. Like I said, I have been a tranny since the 50's. I became sexual at an early. I was aware of the differences between boys and girls and was fascinated by that difference. I always had an eye out to explore those differences. I began playing with my cock early, while I did not cum at that tender age I found it to me the most pleasurable thing I could do to myself, unless I could convince some girl to do it for me. There were two, Barbara and Nancy. Nancy lived next door, Barbara in the country. We looked for opportunities to compare our differences. Nancy was the was my dearest friend and confidant and we learned about the joy's of sex together. If we had not moved away I think I would have ended up married to Nancy. I remember getting erections looking at the Sears, Wards or Penney's catalogue where I would scourer the lingerie sections feeling my dick get so hard it was almost painful. I didn't really know a lot about masturbation at that time. I knew that if I touched my hard cock it felt very good. But, I didn't think to jerk on it, more just rubbing it. Of course I would learn soon enough. I loved all the ladies in their bras, panties, girdles, slips, hose, all of it. So I don't know if it was the sight of the all that sweet lingerie, the women wearing it or both that raised to desire to try it on myself. Even at that age I would tear out the lingerie section after they were tossed out and hide them. I also loved those Madienform Bra ads and the other ads of women in bras, girdles, etc. These soon joined my box of pictures. I would look at them and rub myself on the bed or a pillow. I never came, but it felt very good! So even at that early age I was drawn to women's clothing. One day I was home alone, I walked into my sister bedroom looking for something, I can't remember what now. I opened a drawer and there were these panties, bras, and stockings staring boldly back at me. It was like they were daring me to play with them. My sister was a number of years older than me so her stuff was real ladies lingerie. Silks, nylon, all those cool, soft, sexy things. I took a pair of white silk panties out, as soon as I touched them my cock got hard. I didn't even think I just dropped my pants and underwear kicked off my shoes and stepped into them. I pulled them up slowly and truthfully the higher they went the harder my cock got. I don't think I had ever had a hard on that tight before. I pulled them snug up to my waist. They were not to big either. My cock was perfectly outlined on the material and I looked at myself in the mirror and I thought it was the most amazing thing I had ever seen. I knew from that moment I was destined to wear ladies lingerie. It was like a calling! Best of all it felt great. That day I tried on my sister's bra's, panties, her slips, garter belts, and hose. Thankfully we were close to the same height so most fit pretty good. I stuffed the bra cups with socks from her drawer. I pranced around looking at myself in the mirror loving the reflection, loving the way my cock pressed against the panties. Finally I tried on one of her baby doll nighties. It was a pale pink with white lace trim and matching panties. That became my favorite. I was oblivious to time, I must have been dressing up in her stuff for an hour or more. My cock was hotter and harder than ever. After I put on the baby doll I sat on the edge of her bed and began to play with my cock through the silky material. It felt better than anything I had ever experienced. After rubbing it for awhile, grabbed it in my fist and began to stroke it up and down. The material wrapped around my prick. It was amazing. I thought I would faint! The more I jerk myself the better I felt until all of a sudden all the lights went off, I cried out, and I felt the most incredible pleasure I had ever experienced and then I felt the warm white, creamy stuff cover my hand through the material! My first real, bona fide orgasm with actual cum! I knew about the cum part from reading a sex manual I found in my parents room and from learning about it where ever one learns about sex on the street corner with your crazy friends. I knew about it but I never knew that it would feel this good! Good, hell, it felt fan-fucking-tastic. I lay on her bed gasping for breath still holding my cock, feeling it soften a little. After I regained my composure I began to panic. How was I going to hide the tell tale stains on her panties? I couldn't wash them, I had no idea how to wash clothes and even if I did they would not be dry by the time everyone returned. So I did the next best thing I kept them and put them under my mattress, heck I could use those baby's again I thought. Thinking I better get back to normal before everyone got home I quickly went through the room and made sure everything was back where it should be and that there was no sign that her stupid brother had been in the her room. I just got the panties under my mattress and started reading a comic book when I heard the car pull in the drive. I breathed a sign of relief that I had not tarried any longer. But even as I ran down the stairs to greet them, I kept waiting for one of them to say, "Hey have you be dressing up in your sister's clothes? You pervert!" But nothing, they were the same, I was the same, well not really, I was completely different now. Before I just thought about sex all day now I had actually participated in something very sexual. That day open the flood gates. Not long after I was in my room, door closed, panties in hand, cock out, hard jerking off again. The second orgasm was even better than the first. Before I was through I gave those panties a work out. My sister kept asking around what had happen to the bottoms of her nightie and I played dumb as a stump on that subject. I never did give them back. I used them until I finally had to rinse them out. Thankfully they dried quickly in my room. Every chance I got I was in her drawers trying on her under things. Every time I would end with a very good orgasm and every time I got better and better at it. I even braved my mother's lingerie drawer. Her stuff was a bigger but I didn't care it was new and wonderful. Both my mother and my sister were endowed with large breasts. Mom was a 38D and sis a 36D, so their bras were always a bit of a problem in filling them. I started putting panties inside giving the cups definition and feeling rather nice to squeeze. Mom's lingerie had a wider variety of very sexy things. At least sexy by 1950's standards. I guess she and Dad did all right on that front. Every chance I got when I knew I would have a few hours alone I would steal into their room and try on Mom's lingerie. I still liked my sisters because hers did fit a bit better, but Mom's was far more sexier. My preference started to lean toward panties, stockings and garter belts. I also like the nightgowns, peignoir's, and baby dolls. I knew that I had to be careful not to get caught. There was always that fear, but then that also lead to the excitement. Dress up always lead to masturbation and to ejaculation. Often more than once. It seemed that I could pull down a pair of panties jerk off and cum, clean up and if I slipped on another pair of panties I would get hard again. Ah, the joy's of youthful sexuality. My secrete dressing up in sis's and mom's undies went on for a year before my experience broaden even farther. I would jerk off almost daily, sometimes more. The exquisite feeling of orgasm never got old. I noticed as the months went by that my cock started to change, it became bigger, a dark down of hair began to show, my balls seemed to grown bigger and the amount of cum I would explode seemed larger. This, naturally, was not overnight, but during that year between ten and eleven it was defiantly happening. I lived in an older neighborhood near town. It consisted of a number of large homes built in the 1800's and early 1900's. At one time it was consider the neighborhood but by then it was a upper middle class neighborhood that was beginning to lose some of its luster. The spread of suburbia was beginning and the medium sized southern town I grew up in was not immune to the trend. There was a gang of us that were all about the same age and we were best of friends. Their was me, James who at almost thirteen was the oldest, Will my age and my best friend, Dan also my age and Nancy. Nancy lived next door to me and we had known each other and been friends for as long as I could remember. She was a typical tomboy who would run, fight, cuss and play as hard as any of us boys. But by eleven, even thought still a tomboy, it was obvious she was started to mature just like we were. She was becoming more feminine in her looks, her t-shirts had a slight rise from her newly budding breasts, her legs seemed longer and more slender, her behind rounder. Of course that could all have been my imagination, I really liked her and my friends all said she liked me more than them. They use to tease us about being girlfriend and boyfriend because we did spend a lot of time together. I guess in a round about way we were. We use to play that age old game of Doctor, you show me yours and I'll show you mine. The first time she asked me if I would show her my "thing" I told her I would if she would show me her's. We would look at each other and then pull our clothes back to normal. The one time that change all of that was when we were both ten, I think. She asked if I would show her my thing and I said yes, but she had to show me hers too. We were deep in the backyard of my house in a grove of bushes so we were pretty much hidden from view. She pulled her pants and cotton panties down almost instantly and stood with her hands crossed on her chest letting me stare again at the sweetest little pussy in the world. It was bare, smooth and plump. The lips tender looking as they split her mons. I stared so long that she threaten to pull her pants up if I didn't show mine. I quickly pulled my jeans and underwear down and showed her my young cock which stood up erect, the head very red. It wasn't much of cock then, still in its youthful stage, but she seemed to like it. She stared at it as I stared at her. It seemed like we looked at each other for a very long time, you could hear out breathing in the air, like we were getting out of breath. I had learned a trick that I could make my cock jerk by tightening my groin muscles. With out even thinking about it I made it do a little dance making Nancy giggle. I really liked her looking at my cock. Almost as much as I liked looking at her plump bare pussy. She asked if she could touch it. Naturally I told her yes, as I moved close to her. She had done this in the past but it was just a quick feel and she would let me cup her pussy for a couple of seconds, but this time was different. She touched the head with her finger and then pulled her hand away. Then she touch it again this time longer but still using only her finger. I thought I would faint! Just that small little touch made my eyes lose focus, I could hear the rush of my pulse in my ears. She then took it in her fist, circling her hand around it. The red head stuck above her fist. I moaned and she let go. She asked if she hurt me, I told no, no it felt really good. She reached and did it again, squeezing her hand around it which brought another moan from me. She looked at me and I could see her but she was not very clear, what makes it stiff like that? I looked down at her fist around my cock and told her I didn't know. But it just gets that way. She let go of me and just looked at it. So I asked if I could touch hers. She said sure and stood real close, we were almost touching. I reached down and felt the softest, smoothest, nicest thing I had ever felt in my life. I rubbed her pussy back and forth. Cupping my hand over it and squeezing her gently. She gasped and reached for my cock as I stroked her. She just held me and squeezed her fist around me. Without thinking about it I slipped my finger between the plump lips of her pussy. She moaned agin and placed her head on my shoulder. She was wet with a light, stickiness. I could feel the inner lips of her pussy and stroked her up and down with my finger which caused her to shake. We stood like that playing with each other, not really knowing what to do but knowing it sure felt good. She was trembling as I stroked my finger up and down her slit. Her squeezing of my cock was beginning to have a effect on me. It seemed as if my cock got bigger, harder as she played with it. Does that feel good I asked her? Oh yes, yes it does. Does it feel good to you? It is great! I don't know what would have happened if we didn't hear my Mother calling me. As soon as we heard her voice it broke the spell and we both quickly pulled out underwear and pants up. We looked at each other sheepishly and them turned to run back to the house. Thank goodness we ran, it made our being out of breath and flushed faces have a legitimate excuse. We only had a few times that we could get together like that and each time was incredible. We never reached orgasm but we came mighty close. It wasn't until later that we would get to the next step. In the meantime I was still dressing up every chance I got. I never let on to anyone that I was doing anything like that. And luckily I never got caught. Once I started actually cuming I had to be careful not to get anything on the material in case it would give me away. There would always be drops of precum I couldn't help that but never any real explosions, well, almost never. At about twelve years of age my sexual experience really picked up. One spring the guys, got together and James had a bunch of pictures that he showed us. They were pornographic pictures of women and men doing all sorts of things. The men were eating the women, the women sucking the men, which we had heard about but none of us had come close to experiencing any thing like that. Billy was the only one we knew of that had gotten anywhere with a girl. Of course I said nothing about Nancy and I. Billy claimed that his girlfriend let him get inside her panties and that she played with his cock. He sounded pretty convincing so I think we all believed him. But none of us have ever had our cocks sucked or even sucked girls pussy. I do remember being fascinated by those pictures more than the ones of men fucking women in various poses. Don't get me wrong I liked those too! It just if I was jerking off, and I soon would be, the oral sex ones would be my choice. The women in the photo all looked pretty good and had nice bodies, some with average tits and a couple with great big soft ones, another favorite. The guys all had nice long cocks, some fat some thin. They also had nice big balls some hanging loose and some tight in their sack. I really liked looking at those nice dicks but I had to be carful I didn't want anyone to think that's all I looked at. The four of us, Nancy was somewhere else, although I wonder what she would have said or if James would have show them with her around. Oh'ed and ah'ed over them for a long time. Making nasty comments about what we would like to do the women. There was this one heavy breasted blond with a very nice hairy pussy that I said I would like to lick it. Dan said he would rather not lick a girl but that she could suck his cock. So we got into a silly discussion about eating pussy (like we knew how!) And sucking cock. The consensus was that if she would suck your you should suck her's, but I don't think Dan ever agreed with that. James finally said that he had to jerk off and he unbuckled his jeans and pushed them and his underwear down to his ankles. His cock stood up hard and big. James was a couple of years older than us about fifteen or so, his cock actually had real curly hair around it and on his balls. His cock stood straight up and looked pretty big to me, with a pointed head. I couldn't help but look at it. I liked it very much and I wouldn't mind if I could play with it. Looking at it made my cock swell. Pretty soon all of us were dropping and our pants and grabbing our dicks. While James cock was the more "mature", Bill by far had the largest cock of all of us. You could tell by looking at it that it was going to be one of porn start type cocks. It was already long and thick and it hadn't even reached its full potential. I couldn't help staring at it too. Dan's and I had about the same type of cock. Both promised to be a good size and have some girth to them but they still had some growing to do. But we didn't let that stop us at all. We sat in circle on my bedroom floor and began to jerk off as we passed the pictures around. I would steal glances of my friends jerking their cocks. Bill was a full fist-er grabbing his cock by the shaft and jerkin' his fist up and down. Dan was a head man, cover the head of his cock with his hand and jerking that way. I was a few fingers sliding up the shaft and gazing agaisnt the helmet head of my prick, get both the shaft pleasure and the head pleasure. James jerked his very similar to me. I looked at the pictures focusing on one where the blonde with the large boobs was sucking a very large, very fat cock. Her legs were open and her hairy pussy clearly visible. I wanted to suck both of them. I really didn't take all that long until James groaned and said I'm gonna cum and he was spurting a thick load of cum, that brought me up and I was next shooting a long stream high to land on the carpet and then the rest to cover my hand. Dan followed and then Bill. James by far had the heaviest and largest cum, but the rest of us did pretty good ourselves. After we were done we all just sat there regaining our composure. I watched as each of my friends cocks slowly loss their will and began to droop. I got up and went to the bathroom my sister and I share, grabbed a washcloth and wiped my hand and dick off and then took it to the others. After we were clean we pulled out pants up and James put away the pictures. Bill asked if anyone wanted to play Monopoly and we all agreed. In five minutes after watching each other cum we were into another rousing game of Monopoly. That circle jerk kinda freed us up and we would often jerk off with each other. Sometimes over some pictures or just talking about girls would get us hard and one of us would pull out their cocks and we would all join in. I really liked those times. In the meantime Nancy and I were still flirting with each other and still trying to find time to play Doctor like we did the last time. Nancy even wrote me a note telling me how excited I had made her feel and how much she liked playing with me. I kept that note for years until it was lost in a move. It was only a week or so after our first circle jerk that James was at my house and we were playing some game in my room, waiting to think of something to do. Mom and Dad were going out and sis was at some camp or something. Outside of wearing her underwear I really didn't pay her much attention, nor she me. This evening was to prove to be a turning point for me. After Mom came up to tell they were leaving and to double check that I would spending the night with James and Bill she kissed me goodbye and left. About ten minutes after they were gone James sighed and leaned back agaisnt my bed. -You want to jerk off? He said. -Uh, yeah sure. I said thinking that this would be the first time we would jerk off together. -Great! He said getting up, I've been real horny all day. -Ok, I said not sure what to say. I watched as James undid his pants and pulled them down. His underwear was already poking with his hardening cock. I stood and pulled my own jeans down and my underwear letting my cock pop out. I saw James look at it as he pulled his underwear down and stood with a big, nice hard on. I stared openly at his prick and I made it jerk back and forth. -How did you do that? He said looking at my dick -What? I said not sure what I had done. -Make it jerk like that by it's self. He said looking at my cock. -Oh, that. I don't know I just do it. I said. I like tighten my butt and it jerks around like that. I said making it do it again. I thought everyone did that. -Well, I never had. He said. Do it again. I did it again and then I watched as he tried it. After a few times he managed to get his larger cock to jerk around by itself too. I liked watching his cock jerk around. I wanted to reach out and touch it. I sat on the bed next to him, just inches from touching him. He grabbed his cock and began to slowly stroke it. I followed his lead my eyes locked on his prick. When I looked he was watching mine. -You have a pretty nice dick. He said nodding to my erection. -Uh...thanks, its not a s big as yours. I said hoarsely, I like yours too. -Don't worry it'll grow just fine. He smiled, even so it looks pretty good. We were quiet for a time just playing with ourselves and watching each other. It didn't seem like either of us was in any hurry to cum. Watching James stroke that fat cock of his was having an effect on me. I was feeling dizzy, the blood rushing in my ears, my heart pounding. I kept wanting to reach over and grab it and jerk him off. But I was afraid he would get angry. I heard James moan and he began to slowly stroke his cock with just three fingers, like he was drawing out the pleasure. Which I was fine with because I could watch that hot dick of his and he could watch me, which he was doing. -Oh, man I wish we had a girl here! He said looking from my cock to me. -Yeah, that would be great! I agreed and then a thought hit me. It made my heart slip a beat and my mouth to go dry. I quickly figured what the heck, I'll try it. -Wait a minute. I said getting up from the bed and pulling my pants quickly up, I got a idea. -What? What are you going to do? James asked. -You have to promise not to laugh or make fun. If you don't like it just say so. I said stopping at the door to my bedroom. Ok? -What? What are you doing? James ask rising up no longer playing with his beautiful prick. -You'll see, I said, You promise? -Sure, sure. He said laughing, If it will make you happy sure I promise. -Ok, just give me a couple of minutes. I said closing the door behind me. I hurried to my sister's bedroom. I quickly found her pink bra and matching panties. They were rather sheer and the bra was flimsier than most. I found a white lace garter belt and hose. I quickly slip on the hose and fasten them to the garters, then the panties which were snug, holding my cock up flat, the material sheer enough for it to show through. I slipped on the bra and filled it with socks from one of her drawers. I adjusted it as I went to her closet. In the back I found the soft white sweater that she never wore anymore since her boobs had gotten bigger, it was to small. I slipped it on, pulling it over the bra. It was tight, my bra tits pressed agaisnt it, reveling the complete shape of the bra. I slipped into a pair of low black heels that were tight but would do. I looked at my self in the mirror and approving of the reflection I took a deep breath and headed back to my room. I tried to stop my hands from shaking as I reached for the door, turned the knob and opened it. -Ready? I asked softly. Taking a deep breath and walking in. -Yeah, James said and then when he saw me he got this surprised look on his face. I stood near the door and watched as his eyes roamed up and down my body. I also notice that his cock danced and I took that as a good sign. -Shit, you..you look...gr..great! James said smiling. Come over hear on the bed with me honey. I slowly walked over to him. I sat on the bed, a bit shy, wondering what exactly I was thinking of and what was I suppose to do. -Are you sure? I said quietly. -Oh honey yeah come here. James said and reached for me. He took me in his arms and pulled me up until we were lying side by side. James pulled me close and I turned to meet him. I could feel his cock press against my stomach. I felt the heat of it, its hardness agaisnt the taut skin of my belly. I could feel the wetness of his pre cum on my skin and it made me shiver in anticipation. I thought I would faint from the feel his cock. I also felt my cock press agaisnt him. He moaned and hugged me close. I put my arms around him and hugged him. Not sure what to do just letting instinct take over. I felt James hands moving over my body and his lips began to kiss my neck and ears. I shivered and wondered if he was going to kiss me, I hadn't counted on that. I wasn't sure that I wanted to do that. But before I could decided he started kissing my lips softly, moving to my cheek and then back to my lips, soon he was slipping his tongue into my mouth, I thought my first french kiss and it isn't with a girl! I was responding dramatically to James attention. He was rubbing agaisnt me, I felt his cock move agaisnt my skin. I felt his hands on my taut behind, his lips kissing me our tongues dancing. I swore my cock seemed to grow bigger and it was as hard as it was when Nancy was caressing it. With a trembling hand I slipped it down between us, finding his cock. James moaned when I touched it. My first cock I thought to myself with a sigh. I stroked it with my fingers, I ran them down to feel his balls. James moved his hips away from me to give me more room. He moaned when I grasped it in my hand a began to slowly tug on it. - Ahh, honey make me feel good, He sighed laying on his back. I moved to kneel by his reclining body. I held his cock and began to stroke it slowly with my hand. I reached down with my other hand to cradled his balls. James cried out, he reached up and began to fondle my bra tits. I could feel the pressure as he squeezed them and stroked them. I watched as he lay there, his eyes closed as I slowly jerked his cock. My own dick was pressing tight agaisnt my panties, trying to get out, the front wet with my precum, my cock throbbing, bigger than it had ever been. I wanted to stroke myself, I hoped he would stroke me but so far he was content with feeling my boobs as I jerked him. -Ohh, honey, yeah make me feel good. Yeah Honey, yeah. James moaned. I could feel the heat from his cock, the rigid smoothness of it as I gripped him. I began to stroke him faster and he began to roll his hips and to sigh. I stared hotly at my moving hand on his prick. I saw the head seem to swell, grow red, heavy drops of pre cum seep from him. I gripped him tighter, moving faster, until with a cry for his honey to make him cum he arched his hips and his cock exploded sending creamy hot cum to fall on his chest in heavy spurts. Then on his stomach and covering my hand. I continued to jerk him, letting the slipperiness of his cum coat his cock, making my hand slide even quicker over his hardness. I almost came myself from the joy of what I had just done. It was wonderful! I felt great as I watched him explode, feeling the hot stickiness, hearing his cries of pleasure. I was hooked. I continued to stroke him, slower than I had been, feeling his cock lose some of its rigidity, feeling the cum spread. I looked at him, he smiled, then reached down, tucked the waist of my panties beneath my balls. I watched as he began to stroke my cock with his hand. The feeling was exquisite, I thought I would faint from it. It was as good as when Nancy had fondled me only a more intense stab of pleasure. I came very quickly, letting my thick jerks of cum fall on his belly as he pulled at my cock. I cried out and shook as I came, it was the most intense experience I had ever had. The most incredible orgasm I could have imagined. The most I had ever cum! When I was done he pulled me down on top of him and we hugged for until we caught our breaths. I rolled off of him looking at his limp cock as it lay over his balls the soft hair that surrounded his cock and balls. I reached and gave him a caress. I noticed that my sisters panties were covered in cum, both mine and his. But I didn't care, I just felt so good after our mutual jerking. I felt the same way when I was with Nancy and we had to leave. The light, shaky feeling stayed with me for hours. We lay next to each other regaining our composure and thinking about what we had just done. So much for mutual jerk offs, I think we had taken it to the next level. -We can't tell anyone about this. He said to me sitting up. -Don't worry I am not about to say anything. I said. Damn, I got stuff all over her panties. -We could wash them. He said. -Not before they get home. I said standing up and peeling them down. I'll have to hide them and hope she doesn't notice and then wash them later. I wadded the panties up and stuck the under my mattress. I stood there looking at James with the garter belt framing my semi erect cock. I watched as he stared at me and I saw his cock slowly start to grow, Which in turned made my cock grow again. -Your getting hard again. I said. -You too. He said nodding at my cock. I like you in dressed that way. Do you like to do it a lot? -When I can. It's not very often, just sometimes I really need to dress up. I'm glad you like it. -Yeah, he said I do. I like it alot! His cock was completely stiff again. I wanted to feel it. I moved to him, he spread his legs and I moved between them, standing, looking down at his cock. It really was very nice, about six or seven inches I would guess. Mine was about five inches then and was getting pretty thick. His wasn't as thick but the shaft was very white and the head was pointed with a deep pink color. The head of my cock had more of a distinct head, like a helmet on a straight standing solder. -Do you want me to make you cum again, I asked him in a soft voice reaching down to stroke his hard on. -Sure, I think I could cum again. He said leaning back to rest on his elbows. I knelt between his legs, wrapping my hand around his cock and began to jerk him. I looked up at him and said - am I doing it right? -Yeah, yeah. He sighed, you are doing it very good. I smiled and watched as I stroked his cock up and down. -Play with my nuts too. He moaned. I reached and began to tease his taut ball sack as I jerked him. I felt my own cock buck and dance wanting some help but I was to engrossed at what I was doing to pay attention to it. I just wanted to play with his cock as long as he wanted me to. It didn't take him long to cum. He cried out and arched his back, hips off the bed and began to shoot another full load of cum. It went straight up in the air and fell on his belly, covering my hand and his balls. I spread the slickness with my jerking hand and over his balls with the other. I didn't stop I kept going until he finally had to tell me to stop. I let go of him and stood up. With my cum stained hand I gripped my own cock and began to jerk off with him watching. It seemed like seconds and I was cuming I directed my load onto his still hard, red cock and mixed my cum with his. I kept it up until I couldn't stand the pleasure any more and had to stop. I stood there staring at him, my hand still on my shrinking dick ,his cock also shrinking. We looked at one another and neither showed any signs of embarrassment or remorse. I went to bathroom and tossed him a wash cloth and watched as he cleaned himself up. He handed me the cloth back and I returned it. I came back and pulled the top over my head and removed the bra. I sat down and began to unhook the hose. -I'm not a queer. James said out of the blue. I like girls too. So don't think I'm a queer. I rolled the hose down my legs and then looked at him. - I didn't think you were queer. -I just want you to know that I'm not. He said again. -Ok your not. I said taking the garter belt off. And I'm not queer either. -You mess around with Nancy? He said watching me fold up the clothing to put back. -What? I said, trying to delay. -You know, you ever mess around with Nancy. -Well...no not really. I said gathering the clothes to put back. -You know she likes you better than any of us. He said reaching for his clothes. -You think? I mean I like her, we've been friends forever. -Yeah, she does like you. If you haven't tried anything you should, who knows she might be willing. -Uhmm. Maybe I will. I said not letting on that I had already had some very nice times with sweet Nancy. -I guess we should go before my folks get worried where we are. James said. -Yeah, we should. I said. I need to put these back. And, you promised you wont tell anyone. -I promise, like who am I gonna tell. James said laughing. Yeah I thought you do have a point. If he tells he would be just a implicated as I would be. Needless to say that wasn't the only time that James and I played. Once every couple of weeks or so he would ask me if I would dress up for him and I always did. Our sessions always ended with me jerking him off once or twice and he would jerk me too. I would wear a different outfit each time. Sometimes from my sister or my mom. James liked it best when I wore this black bra my mom had and a sheer black baby doll night gown she had with these very sheer matching panties. I would wear one of her black garter belts and dark hose. James and I played our game for a long, exciting time and each time was exciting. To Be Continued.....