TRANSVESTITE TALES VOLUME 1 I love being a girl...make me a woman! MICHAEL BECOMES MICHELLE I have been dressing as a girl since I was sixteen. It began as a simple bet between my mother and I. I had made some comments about the girls in my class. Mother told me not to complain unless I have walked a mile in their shoes. This opened the door of a lengthy discussion on the differences between the sexes. The discussion ended when mother challenged me to spend a day as a girl and I told her to pick the day and make all the arrangements. She agreed and set the date of my transformation for a Saturday so that I would have only limited public exposure, but get the full experience at the same time. I did not know what I was getting into. She made me agree to her terms of full control and giving a full effort into portraying a female and fulfilling the female role. The Friday before my day of commitment, mother greeted me after school and asked me to do some of the preliminary preparations on Friday so that I could spend the full day on Saturday as a female. I reluctantly agreed and found myself having all the hair below my neck removed. It was 1969 and as many boys had at that time, I too had let my hair grow long. Mother didn't like it but because it was the current style she accepted it. She had often teased me about looking like a girl and that was a part of our discussion when she dared me to accept her challenge. My shoulder length hair was put up in curlers and I even let her pierce my ears. I slept that night in a baby doll nightie and enjoyed the feeling of silk encasing my body. Needless to say I had a little wet spot in my panties in the morning. In the morning mother dressed me in panties, padded bra, pantyhose, slip, a pink cotton dress, and matching pumps with three inch heels. I nearly fell over just trying to stand in them let alone the fact that she wanted me to learn to walk in them. I don't know how girls do it. It was so awkward, that it took a good hour of practice and instruction before I felt like I didn't need to be held up. She added some makeup and jewelry after that and gave me lessons in how to sit and act in a feminine way. I couldn't believe how much work went into being a girl. I had thought it was going to be so easy but found out it was quite a chore. Following the lessons she informed me that I would be accompanying her to the shopping center to do some clothes shopping. "Shopping is something that all girls live for, I think you'll enjoy it also. You'll get to try on such lovely outfits and look at all those cute guys walking around the shopping center. " I died of embarrassment as her words echoed in my mind. I begged her not to expose me in public as I was sure everyone would know I was really a boy and I could not escape the ridicule. She just laughed and reminded me of our agreement and that the training lessons she had just given me were to aid me in remaining undetected as a boy. She further reminded me that I was now acting so effeminate that she wasn't even sure I would return to being a boy when the day was over. I hated to admit that I was enjoying the feminine clothes and the attention I was getting as her daughter. I had never been able to be so open with her or feel as close emotionally as I did right then. I didn't want it to end. She was right about my thinking of trying to find other ways to remain a girl. This did not mean I wanted others to see me. Mother, however was very insistent and I soon found myself placing a purse on my shoulder and walking out the door to the car with her. We drove to the local shopping center and entered the first dress shop we came to. The dresses were beautiful that mother had me trying on. She wanted me to own a prom dress and enjoy the frills of a fancy feminine dress. We selected a lavender chiffon dress with lots of crinoline and lace and a satin bodice with a plunging neckline and open back. Mother then insisted I get shoes, lingerie, and jewelry to accessorize my new dress. We entered several additional stores and made the purchases. At the lingerie shop, she insisted I also buy a couple night gowns and a bikini bathing suit. In spite of how awkward and fearful I felt, mother was true to her word and made it fun and enjoyable. no one made fun of me or indicated in any way that they had discovered my true identity. This also pleased me as I was enjoying my deception and was now hoping for more time as a girl. I still did not want to announce how I felt, but I think mother could sense it as we stopped for lunch and she asked me what other things I thought I needed to buy. "Mother, I thought this was going to be just for one day. Why are you buying me so many feminine things ? I am having fun being with you and enjoying the attention I am getting as your daughter, that I never seemed to receive as your son, but even though I find things about being a girl enjoyable, I still am not planning any future adventures at this time." " I have been watching you, Michelle, dear, and I see how much you are enjoying being a girl and as I said earlier, I can tell you are going to be wearing dresses again in the future. I want to take the opportunity now to get you different things to help you be fully prepared." I could not think of anything I would want. I knew she was right that I would dress up again, but I did not have any experience or idea of what I needed to do that. I made the mistake of asking mother what she thought I needed. " So you are willing to admit that you are thinking about dressing as a girl some more? I knew it! Well, young lady, we need to return to the department store and get you some more underwear and dresses to build you a complete new wardrobe. I think it would also be appropriate to get you some cosmetics and jewelry. I have something else in mind also, but I'll save that as a surprise for later. Let's shop until we drop! Come along, Michelle." We started all over and didn't stop until we were so burdened with packages that we couldn't possibly carry any more. If it was feminine and went on my body or in my room, she bought it for me. She also insisted on buying me a Barbie and a Ken doll, a mystery date game, a large stuffed teddy bear, several women's and teen magazines, and an Elvis poster. Our shopping spree was concluded by a stop at the beauty salon where mother insisted on me having my hair done. She threatened to have them give me a permanent when I protested having my hair done. I quickly ceased my complaining and went in with her. The beautician shampooed my hair and cut my "bangs" before putting my hair in curlers and placing me under the dryer. When my hair was dry she combed out the curls to give me more body and then proceeded to sweep it up into a feminine style. They then painted my fingernails a bright pink and used a matching lipstick on my lips. When I left I looked more like a twenty-five year old girl than I did a sixteen year old. Mother then announced it was time for her surprise. She took me to the local malt shop where all the other kids in town hung out. I begged her not to stop there but she insisted that since I was a girl I needed to be where the other kids were and check out the boys and let them know there was a new girl in town. No matter what I offered for an argument she had an answer for. I ended up with no other choice but to go inside with her. We had a ice cream sundae and I was well aware that most of the kids in the place were in my class. A couple of the boys that lived in my neighborhood came over because they recognized my mother to say hello and find out who the cute girl was that was with her and to ask where her son was. She introduced me as her niece and said that Michael was visiting with Michelle's parents and brother. They seemed to accept her explanation because she had made me appear too effeminate to be thought of as being a boy. They then hovered around to make time with the new girl. A couple of the girls came over to meet me also. Mother invited them to come back to the house and get to know her niece. They had other plans, fortunately for me, and had to turn her down. I felt mother was doing everything in her power short of announcing my true identity, to have me exposed and embarrassed. I was powerless to stop her. We ate our sundaes and then I had to go to the bathroom. Mother refused to leave and told me to use the ladies' room. I was about to vocalize my concerns when I realized I would have to reveal my secret to everyone, so I decided to remain quiet and do as she suggested hoping that there would be noone else in there. There were two girls in there, but I took a deep breath and made my way into a stall. I knew I would have to sit so as not to give my gender away. When I was done I fixed my hair in front of the mirror as I had seen the other girls do when I came in. I went back to our table assured that I had not been found out. At least I hoped I hadn't. Finally, mother agreed to take me home. We put all of the new purchases in my room and then went into the living room to have a discussion. I asked about the way she treated me at the malt shop? She informed me that she wanted to humiliate me and have me realize that I was a boy and not a girl. She said the day had started as a silly bet, but had escalated into something bizarre when she saw how well and enthusiastically I was getting into the female role. She knew that something had to be done to salvage her son. I wondered how she could feel that way considering how much protesting I had done outside. She rebutted that my actions were showing a far different story from my words. She told me that when I admitted my feelings at the restaurant about wanting to spend more time as a girl, she had become angry and decided she wanted to punish me .I couldn't argue because I had felt different on the inside and I was afraid to face my true feelings. I couldn't believe that she could read me that well. The problem now was where do we proceed from here? I asked her what was going to happen next? " I have another surprise for you. I have already thought about what to do next. You and I are going to a bridal shower for your cousin Marion tonight. As far as I am concerned you have overstepped the boundaries. I was never happy with your letting your hair grow long as I took it as an effeminate action. I admit that perhaps I goaded you into this bet because of wanting to show you how much long hair makes you look like a girl and to shame you into taking your proper place as a man. It was also to have a little fun and let you experience life from the female perspective. But our experiment went beyond that as I observed your reactions to the clothes and situations I put you in. I deliberately asked the questions I asked at the restaurant in order to determine how deep your feelings were extending. I was not as surprised as you were by the answers I received. Now I have seen even more how much you like being a girl and I intend out of punishment and yes even out of understanding to force you into making a choice of lifestyles. Your one day in dresses is now going to be two as I am keeping you as a girl tomorrow as well. " I didn't know how to answer her. I just hung my head and cried. I knew there was no getting out of being exposed at the bridal shower. There was no denying my true feelings toward enjoying the masquerade as a female. Could I endure what mother was about to dish out as punishment? She had me change into a white blouse, short black mini-skirt, and white high heeled pumps. She redid my makeup and told me to grab my purse as we headed out the door to go to my Aunt Allison's house for Marion's bridal shower. Mother gave me a gift wrapped package and told me to sign the card as Michelle. She refused to tell me what I was giving as a gift but she said that Marion would appreciate it and everyone else at the party would also like the gift. There were twelve other women at the bridal shower as well as mother and I. We were greeted at the door by Aunt Allison. She laughed when mother told her why I was there dressed as a girl. Marion also laughed and made sure to tell all the other guests about me and my punishment. I was thoroughly embarrassed. I was the subject of most of the jokes and very naive of the goings on at a bridal shower. It is kind of the female version of a bachelor party. Women are not as innocent as we are led to believe. They talked and joked about sex all night long. Soon it was time for the gifts to be opened. I found out the gift mother had put my name on was a see through black nightie, that she had bought that afternoon when we were at the lingerie shop. Another item that drew a lot of comment and attention was a vibrator and a rubber dildo. Of course, they targeted some of their comments at me as I once again turned a bright crimson. Marion decided to take the moment to show and tell how she was going to perform oral sex with her future husband and asked, " Michelle, would you like me to teach you how to please a male and give good head? " I was happy when the party finally came to an end and mother and I were going home. Mother made me wear a nightie to bed and said she had three more surprises planned for me in the morning. She helped me remove my makeup and then said good night. In the morning she had me dress in a halter top and hot pants with open toed sandals. She took me to a restaurant for breakfast and then announced what her first surprise of the day was. We were going to return to the beauty salon and she was going to have them dye my hair blonde and give me a perm. The beautician was delighted by mother's request as she hated long hair on boys and felt if they wanted to look like girls they should be treated as girls. From the beauty salon we traveled to our summer cottage where mother announced we were going to spend a few days vacation time there with me as a girl. I was going to remain a girl for the entire time. Then she added her second surprise by getting a box from the trunk of the car which contained a pair of lifelike breast forms and a special adhesive for securing them to my chest. I was devastated by what they did to enhance my feminine appearance. I had to wear a 38D bra size. Because they were glued on to my body I was very much aware of their weight and movement. It was a rather interesting sensation to get used to. Now as a boy of sixteen I had been getting into the fascination of looking at women's breasts and watching them bounce as they walked and now I was finding out what it was like to be on the other end of it. I was the one all the boys were going to stare at. As the thought of that crossed through my mind I turned a bright shade of crimson. Mother laughed when I explained what had made me blush. " I said I had three surprises for you today. Your hair was one. Your breasts were a second , and the third surprise I think you'll appreciate my creativity in. I am going to feminize between your legs. No I am not going to remove your penis, although I thought about it. While you were having your hair done I made a stop at can adult store and found a very ingenious device for boys who want to be girls. It is called a gaff or a penis sheath. It slides over your penis leaving only it's head exposed so you may urinate. These two chains are then drawn back between your legs and through the crack in your ass and locked together around your waist preventing release without my key. Your penis is also drawn back between your legs and leaves an imitation female front. Since the head is left exposed you can still go to the bathroom without any problem, but you'll have to sit on the toilet like any other girl. I told you it was an ingenious device." She had me lower my panties and locked the device onto my penis. I felt totally trapped and humiliated. She had me help clean up the cottage for our stay and comfort. " Since you are a girl you'll have to help with the woman's work around here. I will teach you how to cook and sew and do your makeup and hair. When we return home you'll know all there is to know about being a girl. I will even teach you about boys and girls and babies. " I had no response to give her except to ask what she wanted me to do first and beg her to let me go. She just laughed and handed me the mop to wash the kitchen floor with. Next came the dusting and the vacuuming and washing the dishes and utensils. It was obvious this whole charade had gone beyond the point of no return and we were going to ride it out to its conclusion. I became a girl that year and have not changed back to a male in twenty years. I have not even had the option for over fifteen years when my penis was surgically removed and I was given a vagina. Michael had become Michelle forever and I like it that way. THE END p.s. I thought I should add an account of my first date with a boy. It occurred when Mother had taught me about being a girl and dating. She talked to a couple of the other girls we had met at the malt shop and got them to set me up on a date of my own. They still did not know that I was really Michael. My date was one of the more popular boys at the school. His name was Kevin and he was taking me to the prom. Mother helped me dress and do my makeup just right for the occasion. He brought me a corsage when he arrived to pick me up. After mother had taken a few pictures of us, we drove off to the dance in Kevin's car. Kevin opened the door for me and I slid into the seat. He was very polite. At the dance he danced almost every dance and I felt very strange as he drew me close for the first slow dance of the night. By the end of the prom I felt very comfortable being held in his arms. I was caught off guard though when he kissed me after the last dance. He let his tongue penetrate into my mouth and interact with mine. Following the prom we drove to the local lover's lane, where we began hugging and kissing one another. He directed my hand to his crotch as he explained how horny I was making him. It was the first hard cock I had felt other than my own and it intrigued me as well as frightened me. One thing led to another and I soon found myself doing what would have disgusted me when my transformation began, but it seemed so natural at this time as I unzipped his pants and leaned my head down to kiss his penis and taste its cream as I sucked him off. After he came in my mouth we each felt a little guilty and straightened our clothes. I redid my makeup and then we drove home. It was a wonderful night and I continued finding dates and giving blow jobs. I didn't care if I had a "reputation" or not, I liked the taste of cum and I wanted to please the boy I was with. My date with Kevin was only the beginning and I still enjoy oral sex as well as a good fuck.