Date: Tue, 18 Jun 2013 14:20:04 -0700 (PDT) From: Victoria VanDersuk Subject: Transgender/Teen:Muffy/Muffy 2 Muffy 2 Awkward! I was painfully aware of the stares of my mother and my aunt as I stood before them, waiting for me to respond to them with an explanation as to why I was dressed like the most feminine of girls. I felt like they could look right through me and it embarrassed me. I put my hand up and gently pushed my blonde hair out of my eyes, giving it a bit of a flip. I looked directly into my aunt's eyes, and she was smiling at me. "Auntie, Joan, I'm dressed this way because I am being taught a lesson, that's what mother said." "Go on..." "Well...you see...um mm....Mommy discovered me a few weeks ago, all dressed up in her things!" "What things, Muffy? Be specific dear!" "Hmm I was wearing a long line corset with garters, a black one....and um I had stockings on, like today you see..." "No panties, darling?" Mother guffawed at that remark and felt she needed to add her comments of course! "No Joan, she didn't have panties on at the time...those would have gotten in the way!" "In the way? In the way of what?" I blushed and started to shift a bit, moving my feet a little. I tried to focus on something other than this shameful inquisition and focused on my pretty dress and the way that it billowed out gently from the layers of crinkly netting that the petticoat provided. I couldn't help but think how pretty my legs looked as they descended gracefully to the floor. The stockings felt wonderful, in fact everything did, though I did protest a bit about this forced dressing. I mean, I can't let Mommy know how much I truly love this, love being a girl, can I? Her approval has always been important to me but it's all so confusing. At times she makes odd remarks, making me more unsure of my masculinity, making observations, inferring I'm not normal. After all, would a normal boy do the things I've done? But then she will surprise me by being so nice to me, like a mother would be to a daughter, and at those times, I just feel all warm and content inside. When you combine that with being dressed from tip to tail in silks, satins and lace...well, it makes a boy think! "Hello...earth to Muffy! Where is your head at, dear?" "Oh, I'm sorry, Mother. I was just thinking about my dress and stockings..." "Do you see what I must put up with, sis? The truth is that Muffy here has been wearing my things for a long time...years in fact!" I gasped. "Well Martha, I'm sure a fair number of boys try on their mother's things. Is it really that unusual?" "Oh I wondered for some time, taking extra care with my delicates. Yes, he has been staining my things repeatedly with his disgusting secretions...and Muffy here seems to have her favorites in my panty drawer...typically the full cut nylon tricot panties in pretty pastels. My, how I've scrubbed...treated and scrubbed, but semen stains are really quite insidious!" I gulped and realized that my cock was starting to harden. Why was that? It seems like I just can't control it anymore. I thanked my lucky stars that I was wearing a dress that concealed my erection, of course as Auntie mentioned it is rather small. I know it's small of course, every small dicked boy knows it and has to deal with it. Some of us rise above it, and some of us drop to our knees and take our places before our betters. "...and that isn't all!" "Well, if my nephew here is such a panty pervert...then why did you mention that she was sans panties when you discovered her?" "Because dear sister, when I discovered Muffy all dolled up, the panties she wore were dangling from her ankle, but she was wearing my lingerie, wearing my makeup and my favorite wig as well...I mean, heavens, he was on my bed, on his back, squealing and squirming like a tart as the neighbor boy had his way with her!" I felt my eyes water up and my cheeks redden. I clenched my ass pussy, then released it, and was reminded of the way Nicholas did it to me, the way it felt when we made love. My aunt, grabbed at her neck, as if she were a church lady clutching her pearls, and leaned over toward me, catching my eye. "Darling, are you queer? It's OK if you are, you know...I am." Queer? There was that word again, that hateful word that I hear whispered from time to time at school, when I would walk by a group of guys hanging out between classes or even after school. Sometimes the girls smile at me, like they're in on something. Truthfully, I don't know what I am. I saw Mommy lean over with interest awaiting my answer to this provocative question! "Umm...I don't know." Mother, her face red, shook her head and felt she needed to interject. "They were rutting like beasts! The neighbor boy was totally dominating my little Muffy, using her sissy hole for his own pleasure as she hung onto the boy for dear life and tried desperately to get her tongue into the boy's mouth!" "Oh my! Well boys will experiment! I'm sure my nephew had his turn as well." "No sis, you see Muffy's little penis wasn't hard at all, it seems the very act of being fucked in the anus caused my little darling here to spurt without touching herself! I watched it, something no mother should have to witness. In fact his little willy was smaller than I had ever seen it, and all covered with her stickiness. It's simply too small to impale any hole I think, no I'm sure Muffy is destined for a lifetime on her knees or on her back. Oh dear, I had no idea my son would turn into such a little slut!" "No! It wasn't like that, mother!" I stamped my feet and felt the tears begin to freely flow down my face. I lifted my skirts and ran, ran to the safety of my room, as both Mother and my Aunt witnessed my little fit. I could hear them talking in the background as I slammed my door and threw myself on my new bedspread. The coolness of the pink satin calmed me, and my tears began to subside as I rubbed my legs against the silky spread. I thought of Nicholas, and what happened. It wasn't like that, really it wasn't! OK, yes I have been trying on mother's things, I've done that since I was little. She's always had such pretty clothes, and I loved the way they would feel on my skin. When she caught me when I was little she actually encouraged it, allowing me to dress up from time to time and play when it was just she and I at home. I'm sure other boys do this too, don't you think? I don't know why I like this, but I do, OK? Anyway, this was something I tried to keep quiet, but I was just trying to help Nicholas, you see he's a bit shy. He's lived next door to us for several years now, and he's one grade ahead of me at school, but he goes to a catholic school where I just go to the public school a few blocks away. Nicholas is a handsome guy I guess, he has brown eyes and dark wavy hair. He's kind of tall and he's always talking about girls, and what he would like to do with them. When we get together and hang out he's always describing this girl or that, and talking about how he wants to kiss her and do things like feel her up. When he talks like this it always excites me. I've never been with a girl of course, mother says I'm too young to be worried about those things. Nicholas said he wished there was a way he could practice or something, you know, talking to a girl, holding her hand and kissing her, he thought he would never get a chance because he was so nervous and inexperienced. The thing is he had shared a doobie with me after school, behind the equipment shed, and by time we got back to my house to hang out I was a little wasted, a good buzz, a happy buzz. I let down my guard. I had an idea! "Nicholas, I'd like to help you out. Would you like to practice on me?" Nicholas looked at me funny, like he was sizing me up. "I don't know, Donny...you don't mind? I'm no queer. I don't think I could kiss a boy." "What if I looked like a girl, I mean...if I were dressed as a girl? Could you then?" Nicholas smiled and I saw him rub the front of his pants. Nicholas had a nice fat cock, uncircumcised. I had seen it a few times when we were changing to use his family pool. I try no to look at boy's cocks but I can't help it. It seems everybody is bigger than me! Anyway, he caught me looking and I blushed and giggled and told him to sit tight, I would be back. I scurried into my mother's room and started digging for a sexy outfit to wear, and the black corset, thought it didn't fit perfectly, did give me some support and a place to hang my stockings. I found a freshly washed pair in Mommy's dresser drawer and balled them up and then rolled them up my legs, one at a time, until I could clasp them. I had watched Mommy do this so many times and honestly I had been dressing in them and prancing around the house for some months so it wasn't difficult. I put on a silky floral robe, black and white and pink, and sat down at Mommy's dressing table. I didn't need much I thought, I put on some makeup and some pink blush. My skin tone matches Mommy so it looked really pretty and natural. I combed out my hair a little, sprayed in some hairspray to give it some volume, and put on red lipstick, as best I could. I went to Mommy's bedroom door and called down the hallway to Nicholas. My inhibitions were down, but I did have a few momentary lapses of my neighbor laughing at me and making me feel stupid. I hoped this was a good idea! "I'm ready, Nicholas. Please join me!" Well he was there at the door super quick, with his obvious boner pushing against his jeans. He smiled when he saw me, and laughed for just a second, before remembering he was to treat me as a girl. I smiled at him, relieved at his reaction, and hoped he liked what he saw, I wanted him to relax so that he could gain confidence and really score with the girls at school. "Hello Nicholas, I'm April. I'm pleased to meet you!" Nicholas took my hand, and I led him into the bedroom, and into a sitting position on mother's bed, side by side. He seemed unsure of himself. "Man, I don't know what to do....I am SO lame!" I just patted his hand and let my leg rub up against him. "Nicholas, do you like the way I look? Then tell me so." "Yeah, you're really pretty....April!" "Thank you. Nicholas. That's sweet of you! If you want to kiss me all you have to do is ask!" "April, I really want to kiss you, can I?" "Yes you may, Nicholas!" I sighed and leaned back, closing my eyes. I waited just a few seconds then I felt his lips on mine, gently at first, then more persistent. He put his strong arm around me . It made me kind of dizzy, and I felt myself slumping and relaxing, kind of melting into his arms. He then pulled off me with a start. "How is that? I'm trying to be real sexy!" With a daze I responded. "Well, it's pretty good, but you need to learn how to french kiss I think...a girl expects that! When you kiss me push your tongue into my mouth and poke around a little." He shrugged and came back at me. Again I sighed, and melted a little as I felt him embrace me and hold me so strong. I leaned my head back and gently parted my pretty lipsticked lips, waiting for him. He was tentative at first, a few quick short plunges into my mouth...until he felt me start to suck on his tongue like a little penis. "Hey, what are you doing?" "Trying to do what I think a girl would do in this situation. You're getting really good at this! I'll tell you what, you just go with it, and make out with me at your own pace, you can do anything you want to me." "Really? Anything?" "Sure, what's a buddy for?" His confidence seemed to soar, and he went back to kissing and tonguing me. He started to feel my chest, rubbing me in the chest, the stiff brassiere of the corset giving me the illusion of boobs. He then moved his hand down to gently touch my legs and inner thighs. I spread open for him as a girl would. I wanted to encourage him. He put my hand in his and pulled my hand over so that it cupped the erection in his jeans. Gosh, he was hard! When I didn't pull away in shock he undid his pants and pulled them down, along with his tighty whities. I laughed when his big penis popped out his bvds, it sprang out like some kind of monster or something. He got back to kissing me, my eyes were closed and I was his. He leaned me back on the bed and reached down to undo my panties. He slipped them down my legs and off, exposing both of us from the waist down. I felt funny about him seeing how small I was. "You're so girly April! I love how small and tiny you are down there, it's like you have a real clit. I know it's supposed to be a cock but you sure are tiny! Not like me...you got me all hard, baby! Oh I guess your cock is hard too, huh? Geez, is that it? That's weird." "I've got seven inches of manhood for you April! Here...feel!" I felt my hand shake a little as I felt how soft and warm his cock was. I could feel it pulsing it was so excited, and I was excited too, I had never had my hand on another cock. I shuddered when he told me how small and insignificant I was, and when I felt the full length of his hard cock in my hand, and the thickness of it, I couldn't help but think I was where I belonged. Nicholas got more bold and pulled off my lips. He crawled up on top of me and straddled my face, putting the tip of his cock right at my lips! I was shocked but wanted this, wanted to be treated this way, and I knew he needed my help so he would have the confidence to do this with a real girl! He looked me right in the face and pushed his cock between my lips as I parted for his manhood. It was weird, but not bad, having his cock in my mouth. It had an interesting taste and texture in my mouth, and he began to pump it in and out of me, slowly, but sinking it deeper with every thrust, he propped my head against Mommy's pillow, the one she laid her sweet head on nightly. I just laid there, in my lingerie and makeup, he straddling my chest, and I adjusted the position of my head to try to get a straighter shot from his rigid cock to the back of my throat. It just seemed the right thing to do and I was rewarded with a few more inches of his throbbing cock! "Boy that sure feels good, April! Will you be my girlfriend?" Huh? Girlfriend? Panties? Lipstick? I was in a bit of a daze with this roleplaying and just focused on sucking the throbbing cock. He was getting into it now, and he would pull it out of my mouth and then tease me with it, rubbing the head on my lips and coating them with his wetness, and laugh when he saw me frantically try to get it back into my mouth. "You want my meat, April? Sure you do baby, you know how to take care of a guy! You really like this, I can tell!" I watched Nicholas put a few of his fingers in his mouth, and then he reached down, between my legs, under my legs, and he started to poke at my hole. It was uncomfortable at first, and I squirmed as he got into a slow fucking motion in and out of my ass. I had totally given into lust, I wasn't fighting him. He made me feel like his girl and it was intoxicating! Nicholas leaned way over but managed to keep his cock in my mouth. He was reaching for the bedside table where Mommy keeps her face cream she wears at night. He opened the lid and got a big scoop on his fingers and then quickly pushed the cream into my hole, pushing his fingers deeper now. I just moaned around his cock and spread my legs for him. I was starting to shake, from fear or self awareness or lust or whatever.... and he slid off my chest, pulled my legs up over my chest, and started to poke at my hole with his hard prick. I was breathing heavily, accepting the inevitable. Gosh, it hurt! I jumped and he pulled it out, but just for a second. He grabbed another small scoop of cream and rubbed it all over his cock before he slid it in again, as far as he could go. "I can't believe it, I'm fucking a girl! This is awesome!" He began humping me really fast, pushing deeper and deeper into me all the while, and while it hurt it was incredibly exciting. The feeling of being under a guy like that for the first time is something you never forget! "Oh yeah April you're such a good girl...and you have such a hot, tight pussy! You want it don't you, want my big cock fucking you?" He knew it. I knew it. "Yeah Nicholas, I want it, I want you to fuck my pussy good!" He just smiled and began fucking me in earnest, with an incredible amount of energy. It overwhelmed me, it was such a masculine display of power for me, lying there assuming the female role, wondering if I would ever be able to put on such a masculine display! "You know, I always figured someday you'd probably end up sucking on my cock, you're always looking at it, but this is amazing! I always sensed you were sweet on me! And with that little clit of yours I'm not surprised you're dressed like a girl and taking my dick so deep in you. Nice to know I can fuck you and not get you pregnant!" It hurt, it burned, but as he fucked me and he looked down on me from above, his face all twisted with lust, something changed in me. I just let myself relax and go with it, with the girly feelings. I never thought things would go this far, but now that they did I wanted more. I began to shake and squeal as he lurched toward orgasm. I looked up at his smiling face, he was so happy, and I wanted his tongue back in my mouth. Just as my ass was milking his cock, I wanted to suck on his tongue like a little dick, I needed the feeling of my mouth on it! I pulled up from the bed and desperately tried to kiss him. As I squealed and he groaned, I came, he up my ass, me without touching myself, my cum dribbling out all hot all over me. That's when Mommy pushed her way into the bedroom! I didn't know she was there until she started to scream! "Sodomites!" Nicholas jerked his head, dislodging his tongue from my mouth, and we both looked at my mother, her face all red and tears beginning to run down her face! I felt Nicholas freeze inside me, and his body went rigid. He began to grunt as he shot his sperm deep inside me, inside April. I moaned and took it, as was my place. As he spurt inside me, my eyes were locked with Mommy's face, which had turned from shock to a sarcastic grin, the kind of face she made when she knew she had the upper hand. "Hello, Mrs. Withers! Say, have you met April?" "Good heavens! Not formally no, young man! Now do me a favor and stay inside her, don't move! You two are fornicating on top of my Martha Stewart down comforter, in seafoam green...I don't want it ruined! Let me get my purse!" Was it true? Was Mommy more concerned about her damned comforter, than her own son all dolled up and taking cock like this?" Nicholas did a good job of keeping his cock inside me, I could feel it softening, but it wasn't going anywhere, he was deep inside me and I clenched my hole to try to help him stay in me. He winked at me under him like that and I blushed knowing his seed was inside me and I would never again be the same. My mother returned in a minute. She had put on a pair of her yellow living gloves she uses when she cleans, and she dangled something by a string. "It's a tampon, children! My daughter needs to learn how to plug that hole of hers after breeding. Now Nicholas pull out slowly while I get the tampon ready!" Nicholas eased a bit, and grabbed his cock by the base, slowly pulling it out of me. "Goodness, young man. That's a big one! Not like my little princess here, is it?" "Umm, no Maam." When it slipped from my hole I felt empty, just for a few seconds. Mommy took the white tampon and pushed it quickly inside of me. It felt weird, I felt full, I felt silly. "There, Darling! It's in there safe and sound, you can put your legs down now! In a while, when you go to the little girls room, you will reach down under your legs, find the string, and pull it out and sit on the pottie to rid yourself of his nasty male sperm." "I think it's time for you to go home, young man. You may fuck my daughter again another day." "Gee, can I Mrs. Withers? April sure is a lot of fun!" "Oh I think so....Now that she's broken in, her pussy will need attention. I don't want her humping herself on my candles, tools, or cucumbers!" Nicholas just laughed and dressed quickly. "I've gotta go, thanks April!" "Did you like being a girl for this nice boy, Darling? You see how a male will bail on you as soon as the sex is over? Better get used to that. Men are beasts, and will use you for their sexual gratification and then leave. Such is the life of a slut!"