Date: Fri, 11 Oct 2013 07:05:40 +0800
From: John Bell <jbe31029@bigpond.net.au>
Subject: Scoutmaster took my anal cherry 2-4

The Scoutmaster Part 2
By: John

This story features consensual sex between between a Scoutmaster and a 12
year old boy. Please navigate away from his link if this is illegal or
offensive in your part of the world.



In the previous chapter I described how I had been seduced by my
Scoutmaster / Teacher, dressed as a girl and sodomized, this chapter tells
of how I willingly came back for more.

As I walked away from my Scoutmaster's home having had sex for the first
time and with Ray's sperm dripping from my bum, my emotions were running in
hyperdrive, I was already looking forward to the next session where I would
have the opportunity to learn how to better please Ray with oral sex and to
make him love me even more.

It did not seem dirty or strange, I just accepted that I wanted to please
him and that it was part of my learning curve. At school in the next few
days he could not have been kinder, smiling, his hand on shoulder and
always a kind word for me, this was heaven and, having disappointed him
once before, I was determined not to do anything to upset him ever again.

As the time approached for my "extra lessons" I knew that I had to make the
effort to prepare myself to please him, two enemas, clean underwear and the
shaving off of every stray hair on my body– not that I had many at this
stage but I was taking no chances! When I eventually knocked on his door I
felt that I had done my very best to be attractive to him, that is without
all of the dressing up in girl's clothing which he liked me to do.

When I approached his house at the appointed time, his sister answered the
front door and guided me upstairs to his room. I was not quite as
embarrassed as the previous time, we both knew that Ray would soon have me
in his bed and really I did not care, I felt that she was complicit and not
at all judgemental.  I just wanted to be held in Ray's arms and to let him
breed me.I had experienced the feeling of him coming deep inside me and I
wanted it again.I had enjoyed his intensity and loss of control and the
pleasure which he took in breeding me.

When Ray opened the door I was not surprised to see him in his white
dressing gown, the open fire was burning and he was looking hungry for me -
I probably even blushed! As he had done on the previous occasion he told me
to get on my knees and suck his cock, which I did without a second thought,
in fact it was what I had most been dreaming about. I suppose this was part
of his strategy for dominance but I did not care at all, I was there to
please him the best way that I knew how.I implicitly understood that
pleasing Ray was what I was there for and that in itself gave me
satisfaction. A natural bottom boy I suppose.

He only let me suck his half hard cock for a short period before shuffling
me into the bathroom to get cleaned up, despite my protestations that I had
just done that at home. I was then left on my own to make sure that I was
super clean and came out of the bathroom in just a towel to see what girl's
clothing he had laid out on the bed for me. At this time I was not really
excited about wearing girly clothing but I wanted to be attractive to him
and that was what it took then that was what I would do.

This time it was frilly semi transparent girl's underwear in white and pink
together with the thigh length stockings that I had worn a few days ago,
some fluffy pink slippers made my look just like a little girl getting
ready for bed. I sat on his knee in front of the mirror and he helped to
apply my wig and make-up, he was so careful about applying my lipstick and
it really transformed me into a sweet little girl. His dick was already
straining against my bum, I was already hard and I would have been happy to
dispense with the dressing up and just let him breed me there and then, but
he insisted that I took the time to prepare myself as a girl. I always had
to look just right before he would breed me, he always insisted on that and
in time I enjoyed dressing up as it became an anticipated pre-cursor to
being bred by him.

When I was prepared and looking very girly he lead me through into the
parlour and showed me the photos which had been taken by his sister at my
previous visit. They were all in black and white in a red folder called
"Julie" and he told me that this was going to be my girly name when we were
together. .

I thought that the photos were really sexy, particularly the ones where he
was stood behind me.  I associated those photos with my memories of his
hard man dick being pressed against my bum. However what really did
surprise me was that there were a few photos where it showed me on my knees
holding and sucking on his dick Those photos were cropped and enlarged so
that no one could not tell who was the owner of the dick that I was
sucking.  I could not actually remember them being taken and when I asked
who took them he said that his sister had left the camera on automatic and
so there were a few of the time after his sister had left the room. I was a
bit unsure what to say as they looked really sexy but I did feel a little
uncomfortable of there being photos of such an intimate moment. Ray said
that if I did not like any of them then he would burn them but they were
only for his private collection and that I looked super sexy and no one
else would see them - other than his sister that is. On that basis I said
that it was OK. I suppose I was actually rather proud of them - of course
this was the days before the internet. I noticed that the "decent" photos
of me in full dress were in a blue folder but those that featured me giving
sucking his dick were in a red folder, I had seen other red folders on his
shelf in the darkroom and I made a note to try to see what they contained.

Just looking at the photos got us both hard and he was already massaging my
dickette and rubbing his dick on my bum it was not long before he was
nibbling on my ears and I was already hot to trot.

But Ray was taking his time, keeping me hard and wanted to take some more
photos of me in my sexy underwear. This was fine by me as long as I could
get to the real action before too long.

So the camera was already set up ready and waiting and I went through all
the poses to look as sexy as possible, when he wanted to take some of my
hard little dickette I said that was OK as long as we could destroy them if
I wanted. Like he was going to say NO! Anyway click, click went the camera
and again there were photos of me sucking his dick. It was so good to have
his dick in my mouth again and I was determined not to let my teeth scape
him this time. The sensation was even better than I remembered but I could
not fit all of him in my mouth and he promised to start teaching me how to
better give a blow job, this was the first time I had ever heard the term.

After the photo session we went back to the couch and I sat on his knee,
but before we sat down he slipped off my panties and parted his dressing
gown so that his rigid dick was sticking out and he parted my bum cheeks so
that his dick was aligned with my bum crack.

As we sat there he carried on massaging my dickette, nibbling on my neck
and my ears and getting me super horney but instead of putting his dick
inside me he told me to get to my knees between his legs and to suck his
dick, and soon I was there with my bare bum in the air and with his dick in
my hot wet mouth. This time he said to take it slowly and to just
concentrate on avoiding contact with my teeth, to try to get his dick in my
mouth as far as I could without gagging, even if it was just for a
moment. He was very patient and did not try to force it, letting me
increase his penetration without gagging. On that day I suppose that I only
managed about 4 inches, but still it was a pleasurable experience for me,
him too I suppose! I have to say that he never tried to force me to do
things which were painful or uncomfortable to me, he was a considerate
lover as long as I knew him and he encouraged me to improve my skills
without ever being harsh or rough. By this time we both wanted him to be
inside of me.

Picking me up and sitting me on his lap again he started to rub his dick
along my bum, but he was very careful and started to rub lubricant into my
bum and on his dick and he was using his fingers to open me up as he had
done previously. I knew what was coming and although this time he never
gave me any "Special lemonade" to relax, I was probably not as tense as I
had been on the previous occasion - which had been my first time. I knew
that I could take it and that after the initial pain I would be OK. So
sitting on his lap, he lifted me and positioned his dick at the entrance to
my bum and let the weight do the work. Although I took a few moments to
adjust I soon started to feel the head of his penis entering me. Still an
"Ouch" moment but he paused to let me get used to the feeling and then he
gradually started to let me slide onto his hard length before commencing to
give me the length of his thrusts. This time I was definitely starting to
enjoy the sensation, still a little discomfort but also the beginnings of
some pleasure as he started to hit the spot. With him playing with my
dickette and thrusting into me I was really getting into the swing of
things, he was soon grunting and telling me what a sweet little girl I was,
how I was pleasing him and at the same time lifting me to suit his
rhythm. Lord but I was really into it and when he, all too soon, grunted
and splashed his seed into me I was probably a little disappointed but I
knew that he would soon give me pleasure to help me climax.

He kept going for a few languid strokes after climaxing and that also felt
good but he soon popped out, followed by a rush of his semen. My bum felt
wide open after he withdrew and my dickette was now crying out for
attention. He lifted me easily onto his bed and proceeded to suck my hard
dickette which was leaking pre-cum.  With having such a small boy dick it
was no effort for him to get my length into his mouth and his mouth was
like a vacuum cleaner and soon I was on the edge. Just before I climaxed he
slipped two fingers into my bum and that took me over the edge and it was
the first time that I felt the pleasure of a climax while being penetrated,
albeit by his fingers. By this time he was starting to get hard again and
he laid on the bed next to me and allowed me to start sucking on his dick
again. I did not think I could ever get enough of sucking his beautiful man
dick, it was so addictive – maybe I was just a natural born cock
sucker. So he was now rigid again and my own dickette was shrivelled up and
he wanted to know if he could take me again. Although I was quite sore and
not yet ready I felt that I should really make the effort to please him but
I asked if he could make sure that he used plenty of lubricant. With that
he turned me onto my hands and knees, lifted my bum in the air and
proceeded to spit on it and tongue me there. Even though I knew that I was
very clean I was really shocked as I had never heard of someone doing that
before and it seemed quite dirty. I never tried to stop him and it quickly
started to feel pretty good and the blood started to flow into my dickette
once again...the joys of youth!

With his hand sneaking between my legs to stimulate my dickette I pretty
quickly started to feel that I could manage getting fucked just one more
time. With plenty of lubricant he once again slipped into my bum, it was
starting to feel like home, but rather than roughly banging into me he took
long smooth strokes that did not hurt so much. Clasping me around my slim
waist and pulling me back against him, I was soon cooperating to make sure
he penetrated me to the maximum. I just loved the feeling of him tight into
me, possessing me and bending me to his own will. I so enjoyed being
possessed and pleasuring Ray and those memories have stayed with me over
the years. Feeling him pulsing into me and splashing his seed were
enormously rewarding and I felt a great tenderness towards him as we lay on
the bed and cuddled in the warm afterglow of our lovemaking.

As we lay on the bed with me cuddling against him he told me of his
adventures in the special forces during the war and I looked up to him as
my hero and lover, I really was infatuated with him and I felt proud that I
could serve him and service him. He was always interested in my life, how
my parents treated me, what the kids at school were saying and all sorts of
trivia. It made me feel intimate with him and I would have done anything
that he asked me to do. Of course he kept reinforcing that this was our
secret and that he could get into trouble if I told anyone, even my closest
friend and I assured him that I would not betray him. I loved him so much!

As we had done on the previous occasion we then cuddled and watched
television, his "sister" brought drinks and biscuits on a tray and only
commented that I looked very pretty in my frilly underwear. At this stage I
am sure that I must have looked pretty well fucked and satiated and she
asked Ray if she could take some photos of us two lovebirds on the sofa,
which she did and she promised that I would see them the next time I
visited. Some of the photos were without my panties on and my soft little
dickette was exposed. She took quite a few close ups and I was surprised
how I was not really embarrassed by that, I guess I saw her as just part of
our little secret and that, from their side, it was all a part of breaking
down my barriers. She was always very friendly and not at all judgemental
and she seemed to be pleased that I was servicing Ray to his
satisfaction. All very strange in hindsight but I suppose she was not
really his sister and was probably not really a woman...or was she?

After she had gone downstairs Ray tenderly removed all my girl clothes and
make up and I somewhat grudgingly put my boys clothes back on again. I am
sure that he wanted me to stay dressed as a girl forever and in todays
climate I am sure that he would have tried to transition me into a girl. In
those days those options were not really available, anyway I was still far
too young and naïve, but certainly I was becoming less naïve every
day.

Leaving their house his sister again asked if I had a good time and I could
truthfully answer that I had a great time, thank you very much. She smiled
and patted me on the bum as she ushered me out the door and said that she
looked forward to seeing me again "Julie".

As I got onto my bike to ride home I felt another rush of Ray's semen
dribble down my now gaping, tender, bum, a reminder of the afternoon's
fun. Those afternoon sessions were to be continued for another 5 or 6
months before we parted...

To be continued...


The Scoutmaster - Part 3
By: John

This features consensual sex between between a Scoutmaster and a 12 year
old boy. Please navigate away from his link if this is illegal or offensive
in your part of the world.


In the previous stories I had been dressed as a young girl, had my anal
virginity taken and photographed giving head to my Scoutmaster. I was a
willing participant and I wanted, more than anything, to pleasure my first
man love, someone who was also teaching me how to be a good little femboy
bottom.

Having broken the initial barriers I understood only too well that I was
participating with the sole aim of pleasuring Ray (the Scoutmaster) but
that as a reward he loved me and gave me satisfaction after I had first
serviced him. He was a considerate lover with a nice manly body and good
sized dick that filled me nicely but without causing excessive pain.I was
absolutely besotted by Ray and enjoyed being dressed in girly clothing and
being made up to be a pretty little girl. I loved more than anything the
feel of his hard manly dick in my mouth, circumsized with a bulging head
and an upward curve I would masturbate to the thought of it whenever we
were not together.

As I approached his front door for my third visit I was already hard with
anticipation and my dickette was causing a bulge in the front of my short
pants. When his sister answered the door she immediately spotted the bulge,
much to my embarassement, but she just smiled and said that she could tell
that I was looking forward to seeing Ray again.She was always so knowing
and friendly it made me very relaxed in her company. But I suppose that in
hindsight I question whether she was his sister and indeed if she was
actually a woman.

After entering Ray's room he was there, as on the previous occasion, with
his dressing gown open and his flaccid dick hanging down and I knew that my
first job was to kneel down and pay oral tribute to his manhood. I loved
doing that although he never let me suck for too long, he wanted me to
first dress up as a girl before we would have any real fun.I had already
prepared myself for him before leaving home, shaving the few pubic hairs
that I had and making sure that I was scrupulously clean.

Of course he sent me off to the bathroom to check again that I was clean
and when I came out with just a towel around my waist, he told me not to be
so shy with him and that he wanted to see me naked. Previously he had
fucked me when I was partially dressed in girly clothing and with only my
panties removed.  When I took off the towel I was a little embarassed for
him to see my slim boyish body and my little cockette seemed insignificant
when seen next to Ray's,but when he wrapped his arms around me and kissed
me it all seemed natural and my inhibitions disappeared.

Kissing was something that I had started to become accustomed to in the
previous two times that we had been together. Despite my initial reluctance
I had started to become used to the feeling and to find the sensation
arousing rather than just gross.It also seemed to accentuate his power over
me and to make me receptive to his penetration of me. This time the kissing
made me aroused, his hand went to my bum to hold me close to him while his
dick was pressed into my stomach and I felt that all the power was held by
Ray and that I was his to do with as he wished, I actually liked the
feeling of submissiveness.

Breaking off from our embrace (shame!) he lead me by the hand to his
wardrobe, my dickette was at full attention, as was his. In the wardrobe he
had a great selection of girly clothes and he asked me to select something
to wear and to do my own make up and that he would wait for me in the
living room, I was a little frustrated as I wanted to play with him
straight away but I knew that this would not happen until I looked like a
beautiful little girl so somewhat grudgingly I selected what I thought was
some sexy clothing and dressed myself. I particularly liked some sexy
little semi transparent panties which I found which were just like a sexy
thong and did not quite cover the top of my alert dickette. They were soooo
sexy and I knew that they flattered my slim waist, bubble butt and little
package, in a lacey pink material I felt very attractive. The top which I
selected was a fawn coloured camionette with matching thigh length
stockings, and some nice shoes with a little heel. I started to enjoy
myself playing with all the beautiful materials and colours and looking at
the results in the mirror and probably lost track of time, that is until
Ray shouted to me to hurry up. I quickly applied my make up and wig and
walked sexily into the living room to see if Ray liked my get up.  Ray
loved it and asked me to walk up and down in front of him and my hard
little dickette was popping out of the top of my panties winking prettily
at him!  He did comment that I should spend more time on my make up next
time but that I was a beautiful little girl and it was OK and to come and
sit next to him. Whooppee I had passed the acceptance test and I knew that
we could get down to the serious fun.

While I had been in the bathroom he had been reviewing the photos from my
previous visit, they were in a red book titled "Julie" and they showed me
sucking his dick and there were of others that his sister had taken of me
after I had been thoroughly used by Ray. I thought they were quite artistic
and some showed my little cockette was peeking out under my top. I was
really quite a pretty little girl when I was made up. Obviously Ray thought
so too as he was already very hard when I sat on his knee. As I had seen
other Red photo albums in his darkroom I asked if I could look at them with
him, initially he was reluctant but said that he would show me some if I
kept our secret...no problemo! As we looked at them they were very
pornographic and showed several other little femboys sucking his dick and
being penetrated by him. One of them intrigued me as it showed a little
femboy sucking his dick and swallowing it right up to his pubic hairs, I
was really quite jealous as I could only manage about 4 inches without
gagging and I asked Ray how they could do that? He promised me that if I
practiced I would be able to do it as well. He also told me that when I got
more used to him breeding me I might also be able to cum with his man dick
inside my little bum. Both became my ambitions as I wanted to please him
more than any of his other little friends had ever done before and he
promised that we could start practicing straight away.

He suggested that we get onto the bed and reverse positions so that I could
lie on top of him and he could suck my dickette while I was sucking his. He
thought that this was best as it would enable me to control how much of his
cock I could take without gagging.He told me that the secret was in
controlling my breathing and my natural gag reflex and I went to work with
a passion with the sole intent of trying to get all of his man dick down my
throat, but alas I still could not quite manage it all but I was certainly
making progress.He had been very patient but now he wanted to breed me and
I wanted to feel him filling me up without further delay. After turning me
onto my hands and knees he lifted my bum in the air and started tonguing my
bum, I wanted him in me,told him so and he obliged after first making sure
that we were both lubricated.After the initial discomfort I quickly started
to relax and enjoy the experience, it was surprising how quickly I had
moved through the cycle of pain, discomfort to pleasure. I particularly
liked the feeling when he was in tight and with his balls slapping against
me.As always he was very solicitous as to my comfort and his long smooth
strokes were getting to be really enjoyable, he really was a good lover for
an inexperienced little boy like me.

After several minutes of breeding me on my hands and knees we changed
positions and he lay on his back and I lowered myself onto his rampant,
slippery dick,I wriggled down so that he could obtain maximum penetration
and I felt absolutely full and it seemed to me that this was what I was
born to do. It was strange that I had moved so quickly from thinking
kissing was gross to actually enjoying the sensation and I kissed him
passionately. Being on top also allowed me to adjust the position that gave
me the most pleasure and I found one spot that really worked for me and for
the fist time I thought that I might be able to climax in that
position. But by this time Ray was grunting and getting close to the edge
and his needs came first and he grabbed my hips and rammed it home and I
felt his hot semen splash inside of me, I loved it when he lost control as
his face became all twisted and he swore and grunted as he came. I had done
my job and he was pleased! After a few more languid strokes his dick became
softer and it slid out with a pop and bubbling of air and we both
laughed.Of course I was still rock hard and my little dickette was begging
for his attention and he held me to his chest with my pretty dickette
crushed against him. His hands reached behind me to cup my bum cheeks and I
loved the feeling of intimacy but I really needed to come. Rather than
sucking on my cockette as I had hoped that he would do he said that we
would first take some more photos of me when I was erect. This was not
really what I wanted as it was a delay, but Ray was the Master and it was
my role to do as I was told. Anyway he had me pose with hands on hips,
cockette sticking straight out and then he took some more from behind with
me bent over the sofa, his semen was still dribbling from my open bum and
me looking back over my shoulder. I had totally lost any inhibitions that I
had about being photographed, after all he had told me that I could destroy
them if he did not like them!! Naieve takes on a whole new meaning huh?

After declaring that he thought that the photos would be good he took pity
on me, picking me up he carried me effortlessly to his bed, laid me down,
took off all my girly clothes and took all of my cockette in his warm
mouth...at last! I asked him to turn around because I wanted to have his
dick in my mouth, even if it was flaccid and slimey. I really loved the
feeling of his dick in my mouth while he sucked me to climax. My hips were
bucking and I came like I had never come before, my cockette was so
sensitive and although I did not produce much jizz he swallowed it down, I
had to stop sucking him as I was losing control.

He was very tender and held me closely to him, kissed me fondly, caressed
my bottom and back and then turned me over to suck on my tits, not that
there was much to suck on but it felt unusual and it was my first
experience and my heart was bursting with love for him. He wanted to
explore my body and his hands and lips roamed all over me and it was not
long before I felt stirrings in my dick again, but he laughed and slapped
it and told me not to be greedy and to take off my makeup and girly things
and get ready to go home. This was a shame as I was ready for more,
obviously he had not anticipated what a little sex monster he would
create!I tried to nuzzle his still limp dick but he was firm that it was
time to go and so I grudgingly washed and changed back into my boys things,
but how coarse the boys underpants felt after the flimsy girls lingerie and
I realised how much I had come to like wearing sexy girls clothes, it was
no longer just for him as I now enjoyed it too.

As I was leaving Ray bent down to kiss me and I threw my arms around his
neck and told him that I loved him and he told me that he loved me too and
that we would get together again in a couple of days. As his sister showed
me out the door she said that she hoped that there were some new photos for
her to look at, she seemed to be the one that developed the negatives and
did the printing.I was past caring as my sensitivities were totally non
existent by this stage.

As with the previous times with Ray I went home with a sense of
satisfaction, the remnants of his love juice dribbling from me and I
proceeded to masturbate as soon as I got to my bedroom.I was really
obsessed with Ray and there is no doubt that I was in love, when I was not
with him then I was thinking about him...

...to be continued.


The Scoutmaster - Part 4
By: John

This story features consensual sex between between a Scoutmaster and a 12
year old boy. Please navigate away from his link if this is illegal or
offensive in your part of the world.

In previous episodes I have told how I had been converted from a virgin 12
year old to a willing bottom for my (Scout) Master.

When our affair started I had just entered high school and was virtually
hairless and still in short trousers but after some months I started to
sprout more pubic hair and my voice was starting to change. Although Ray
liked me to be hairless, I was now having to shave my armpits and penis to
stay smooth and this was starting to attract attention from the other boys
in the showers, I think my parents also started to notice and it was
becoming increasingly difficult to keep trimming off all my body hair. I
have never been particularly hairy and even in older age only had wisps of
hair around my nipples and not much on my arms and legs, but still having
no hair at all was becoming noticeable to everyone. I told Ray this and
although he said that he understood I think he was disappointed but I
promised him that I would always keep my hairs around my bum shaved off and
present cleanly to him, he did not try to force the issue but in hindsight
I think this was a turning point in our relationship.

Ray also gave judo lessons to a small group of us boys after school, his
time in the special forces during the war had given him significant
expertise in martial arts and he made a fine judo teacher. Ray was only of
average height but very trim and supremely fit and he could subdue each of
us without any apparent effort. It was amusing to watch some of the older
larger lads, some of them towering above Ray fly through the air and hit
the mat with a thud. Ray made it all seem so effortless and he was my
absolute hero and I adored him. He never paid special attetion to me in
other company or showed me any special favours except occassionally he
would touch me up and give me a wink when no one was around. Of course I
had stars in my eyes and several of the other boys made comments about my
puppy dog eyes and hero worship of Ray. Of course they did not realise that
there was more to it than just that!

After I had experienced man love for the first time I became more sexually
aware and in the showers I was making comparisons and checking out the
other boys. It was not that I particularly felt the need for sex with other
boys as Ray was keeping me more than satisfied but my world had changed
after I had been bred by Ray.

One of the older boys (Bob) in the Judo class was of particular interest to
me as he was a couple of years older than me, well developed and similar in
physical characteristics to Ray. He had quite a lot of body hair for his
age and a beautiful heavy dick and balls that seemed more suited to a man
than a boy. I was sure he knew that I was checking him out as he sometimes
caught me looking a him in the shower and he returned my looks with a
knowing and kindly smile. I suppose that I blushed and looked away as I was
quite embarassed at my litle dickette and tried to turn away to hide it
from him and probably also because I knew that I had a nice bum and slim
waist. After I had done this several times he walked over to me and
whispered in my ear not to be embarassed as I had a nice little body and I
was quite beautiful. This certainly gave me a dose of self confidence and I
turned around to strut my (somewhat modest) stuff.Although we never
progressed further at this stage he did make the effort to smile and be
friendly to me and we were certainly aware of each other, even though we
had little contact on a day by day basis.Bob seemed like a really nice boy.

The relationship with Ray was generally going well and every time I visited
him we tried different positions and I was really enjoying my sexual
adventures. I soon managed to achieve my first goal of managing to get all
of his cock in my mouth without gagging and we were both quite proud of my
achievement. Another milestone achieved! Job done!

Some weeks thereafter I remember that one Saturday we were relaxing in a
warm bath together and I was lying between his legs with my back to him and
he was washing my hair, I felt really cherished. For some time we fooled
around in the bath and his fingers were opening me up to prepare for the
main event to follow. When we got out of the bath he towelled me dry and we
kissed and I dropped to my knees to suck on his dick. By this time I had
improved my technique and could comfortably swallow all of his man dick up
to his pubic hairs and without letting my teeth get in the way.Although Ray
was always the master he would allow me to pleasure myself whereby I would
kneel between his legs and suck on his manhood and then when he was ready I
would climb aboard and lower myself onto his rampant dick, we would then
kiss and he would thrust his beautiful dick into my willing bum. The
position worked really well for me as it enabled his dick to brush over my
prostate (as I now know it) and it felt really good. On this occasion it
started to feel especially good and I could not help but groan and
articulate my pleasure and this seemed to drive Ray on to greater efforts
pumping in and out of my well lubricated hole with his glorious dick. I
started to feel short of breath as my feeling of pleasure built and built,
before I knew it I was climaxing and my whole body was shaking and I swear
I saw stars, that pushed Ray over the edge and he quickly followed me with
his own orgasm. What a glorious breeding that was, we had both climaxed and
he was smiling and obviously feeling proud of himself for giving me so much
pleasure and this was my first climax without being touched. We wrapped our
arms and legs around each other and gradually came down from this
tremendous high. I was particularly pleased with myself as I felt that my
performance had matched that of his previous little friends, could it ever
get any better than this?

But in fact it could not continue as I was maturing and I was not prepared
to continue shaving off my hair to please him and he did make comment on
several occasions that he found pubic hair unattractive, the scene had been
set for a change in our relationship.His power over me was not absolute but
conditional.

Over the previous months I had usually managed to spend most Saturdays with
him and we were heading into the English summer and we could spend more
time outdoors. I had to dress very appropriately in case anyone saw us
together but Ray always insisted that I wore girly panties below my
trousers and that was a secret that we shared. One day he suggested that we
go to the beach and take a picnic, I thought that this was a great idea as
I had visions of him making love to me in the secluded sandhills. So off we
went in his Morris Minor and headed for a secluded beach and parked the car
and set off up the beach with lunch and blanket in his back pack. Soon we
had left all the people behind and were several miles up the beach with
just a couple of people on the horizon. At this point Ray said that he had
agreed to catch up with his friend Donk and his friend to go swimming and
that was them in the distance. This was bad news for me as it destroyed my
hopes of an intimate lunch and a sexy desert. I told him that it was a
shame as I hoped we could have had some time together but he ignored my
disappointment and strode on up the beach to meet his friend. His friend
Donk was a physics teacher at the same school and was married with 5 or 6
kids, I thought he was very unattractive as he had a piggy face, bad teeth
and hair everywhere, poking out of his ears, nose and just everywhere. He
was probably in his late forties and had a pot belly. All in all not a very
attracive character in my view although he was always friendly enough
towards me. When first Ray had set out to seduce me Donk had noticed and
commented that when Ray was finished with me then perhaps he could have
me.He had always gone out of his way to speak to me since that time but
really I was not interested in him at all but I was always very polite.

As we approached them I saw that there was a younger boy hanging on Donk's
arm, I recognised him from school and he was a couple of years older than
me. At school everyone said he was "queer" as he was effeminate in his
gestures and wore his blond hair very long and that was very unfashionable
at the time.

When we got closer, Rod the young boy flounced over to Ray and kissed him
on the lips and hugged him, they obviously seemed to know each other quite
well! Even in his normal clothing Rod was what I thought was effeminate and
on this day he wore tight pink jeans with a mid length halter top and a
semi transparent frilly white shirt over the top. Of course it seems a bit
two faced for me to call him effeminate when I had been dressed in girls
clothing and become a competent little bottom boy, but Rod had all the
feminine affectations that I had never tried to emulate. I never had
external indications of actually being a sissy boy nor indeed did I have
any desire to be anything other than a boy who enjoyed sex and liked sexy
girly clothing.

Seeing Rod with his arms around Ray really made me sick with jealousy and I
suddenly recognised Rod from one of the photos in Ray's pornographic
collection, sucking on Ray's dick if I remembered it correctly.

After the introductions Donk introduced Rod to me as "Shirley" which was
obviously the name that he had given him/her and Ray introduced me as
"Julie" and they all laughed. I was feeling too uncomfortable to really
share in their laughter.I had felt that what occured between Ray and myself
was between the two of us, or three of us if I included his sister.

After Ray placed the backpack containing lunch in the sandhills he
suggested that we all go for a swim, but of course we did not have
costumes. I was feeling shy as I was wearing my silk gauze girly panties
and had no swimming trunks. When he suggested us swimming nude Shirley took
great delight in stripping in front of us all, he/she was wearing pink
frilly panties to match her tank top and looked very sexy and had a
significant boy bulge, I think that she was enjoying posing for us and was
half hard already. The two grown ups also stripped off and when Donk pulled
his trousers down I could not believe the size of his dick. It was at least
half as long again as Ray's with a great hanging pair of balls but his
great hairey pot belly and piggy face really were horrible. It did nor seem
to bother Shirley who made a grab for Donk's dick and they were clearly
lovers. I did not understand how Shirley could possibly be attracted to
such an unattractive Master. I felt obliged to pull my own panties down but
I was very embarrased because it was so small compared with the others.Donk
was very complimentary about my beautiful little body and ran his hand over
my butt but I edged away. Shirley then took down her pretty little pink
panties and exposed a completely hairless nice sized dick.She was quite
catty I thought as she made comments about pubic hairs being very
unattractive on a girl and Ray was nodding his agreement. After my
expectations of a great day, this really was was turning into a disaster
for me..unfortunately there was worse to come.....

So we all ran to the water with Shirley leading the way, prancing and
shrieking like a girl and the rest of us following with Ray carrying a
beach ball. As Donk ran his belly and bum fat wobbled and his massive dick
swang from side to side...gross! When we were in the water we were throwing
the beach ball around and Shirley was making a big fuss of Ray and ended up
throwing her arms around his neck and clasping her legs around his
waist. Ray was noticeably excited and his dick was more than half hard with
all the action. In the meanwhile Donk was holding me around the waist and I
felt his massive hard man meat between my bum cheeks.I wanted to wriggle
away but he kept his hairy arms wrapped around my slim waist. Then he
lifted me up and perched me on top of his dick with it poking out the front
between my legs. The water was only quite shallow at this point and so
everything was visible to everyone. When Shirley saw me perched on top of
Donk's dick she shrieked and giggled and said that now Julie had a big
dick. At this point mine was shrivelled and insignificant alongside the
monster from Donk. I was so humiliated I just wanted to get away, Donk was
trying to kiss my neck which was horrible as he had bad breath to add to
his defect list. I managed to wriggle free and ran away up the beach to
where our clothes were, Ray was shouting behind me not to be such a baby
and a spoilsport. I quickly slipped on my panties and got dressed and
headed back down the beach. Ray was shouting not to go but I was absolutely
over it and I needed to get away. This was definitely a disaster of a day
for me.

As I walked down the beach towards the car I was crying and angry both at
the same time. I felt that Ray had betrayed me and my love for him and I
definitely did not like the fact that Donk and Shirley who had come between
us. As I turned back to look at them I saw Ray running down the beach after
me and he caught up before I reached the car. He told me that I was a
spoilsport and that it was only sexy fun and that I should relax and enjoy
it like a big girl, I could only tell him that I loved him and did not like
Donk or Shirley. He became somewhat more conciliatory and suggested that we
go for an ice cream and then go back to his home. The atmosphere was a
little strained in the car as I had not really forgiven him, but he was
certainly making an effort to patch things up between us.

When we got back to his place we went to his suite on the third floor and
he told me to go and get cleaned and dressed in my sexiest girly clothing
and then to come back into the lounge. When I did so Ray was seated in the
lounge chair with his dressing gown open and his legs apart, his dick
already half hard. He pointed at the floor between his legs and said to
take off my panties and suck his dick. This was familiar territory for me
and I sensed pleasure ahead, I quickly responded to his command and went to
work with gusto, swallowing the length of his dick, now with practiced
ease. My bare bum was in the air as I pleasured him with my mouth and I
expected soon to be able to mount his rampant love pole. I was taking Ray's
love pole with long deep gulps and really enjoying the pleasure which I was
giving to Ray.  This was soon shattered when I heard the grating voice of
Shirley say "isn't he a pretty little cock sucker!". I was horrified and
looked over my shoulder to see Shirley in a frilley nightie and Donk
absolutely naked with his massive dick at full erection, both of them were
looking at me. I realised that they must have driven to Ry's house while we
were at the ice cream parlour and they had been in the bedroom when we got
home. I moved to get up but Ray restrained me and said to concentrate on
what I did best and to relax and enjoy. I was terrified as Donk moved
towards me. It was quite clear that he had his eyes on my prepared bum and
that he was intending to breed me, I cried and said to Ray "please don't
let him fuck me, I love you!" Ray responded in a quite heartless voice to
relax and that I would enjoy it. In the meanwhile Shirley had moved up to
my shoulders and both Ray and Shirley held me so that I could not move as
Donk positioned himself behind me. He slapped lubricant on my bum and on
his dick and then positioned his massive dick at my entrance, I was
terrified and my bum was firmly shut against his advances, but I had no
defence as he forced it through and immediately pushed itright in to its
full length. I thought I would die and that it would split me in two, the
pain was excrutiating and I screamed loudly and Ray had to put his hand
over my mouth to try to stiffle the noise. He said to relax and I would
enjoy it but I knew this to be an absolute lie as Donk slammed home into me
repeatedly, this was not what I was used to and it was rape pure and
simple, Shirley was giggling all the time and clearly enjoying my
agony. Ray was as hard as I had ever seen him and wanted me to keep sucking
his dick while Donk was breeding me but I guess there was a likelihood that
I would bite it off and he had second thoughts, probably very wise.

The pain was unbearable and I continued to scream and blubber and
eventually, after what seemed an eternity, Donk gushed into me with grunts
and moans and withdrew. There was blood and semen on the floor and running
out of my bum and Donk had clearly damaged me with his giant dick. I was in
a foetal ball blubbering with the pain,the humiliation and Ray's
betrayal. I looked up through the tears and Donk was stood over me with his
giant dick covered in semen and my blood, he looked really concerned as he
looked down on me and saw the blood. Meanwhile Shirley had jumped on Ray's
dick and they were rutting and grunting with pleasure, they did not care a
hoot about my pain! This was the point in my life where my love turned to
anger. Our relationship had been damaged, never to be repaired. Who would
have thought that not long before I had been in paradise with Ray and he
just squandered all my love for him in that one afternoon?

Ray climaxed inside Shirley and then seemed to notice me for the first
time, as usual Shirley was simpering and flouncing around with Ray's love
juices now dripping out of her bum.

I picked myself up and hobbled to the bathroom to get changed and go home,
the blood was still flowing freely and I had to place lots of tissue paper
in my underpants. By this time both Ray and Donk were showing concern at
the blood and my anger and they were trying to laugh it all off and say
that the pain would soon pass, but the pain was not just physical but
emotional as well. I just wanted to get away from them all and go home, my
love affair with Ray was over and I just needed to get distance from them
all and to heal physically and emotionally. Shirley was still being a bitch
and calling me a baby but the two adults realised that they had gone too
far and had placed themselves in danger and were desperately trying to shut
her up. I pushed passed them all and ran down the stairs, tears streaming
down my face only to be faced with Ray's "sister" at the front door. She
must have heard my screaming upstairs and was looking very worried. She
threw her arms around me and tried to console me and said that Donk was a
brute and to come into her parlour and she would see what she could do to
ease the pain. Athough I felt that she was complicit in it all she had
always been very understanding and was clearly concerned, she took my hand
and I allowed myself to be guided into her parlour. She asked what had
happened and I told her, among a flood of tears of self pity and she became
very angry and said that she would give them a real talking too.I think
that "she" was genuine in her concern, but of course the concern could have
been either for me, for Ray or both of us.She was stroking my cheek and
talking comfortingly to me. She said to take my pants down and she would
see what she could do to ease the pain. As she had already seen every
aspect to my body and photographed it as well I was not shy at all and
dropped my pants and bent over the settee for her to look at the wounds to
my bum. She made the appropriate sympathetic clucking sounds and said that
she would get some soothing antiseptic cream that might help and she gently
massaged the cream into the splits to my skin. While she was doing this she
was talking to me saying that Ray was really a good person and that I
should not tell anyone about what had happened otherwise he might go to
jail. Actually I had no intention of telling anyone as I would have been
too ashamed but I never said that to her. The flow of blood seemed to ease
and with a couple of tissues in my underpants I thanked her and left for
home. Perhaps not quite as angry as I had been but resolute that my love
for Ray was finished.

The next dew days Ray and Donk were extremely friendly and Ray asked me if
I wanted to come around after school. I just stayed silent and turned on my
heels and walked away from him, it was definitely over and I saw through
his false friendliness. Who could have thought that in a few short weeks my
absolute love would had been so destroyed?

I stopped going to the Scouts and to Judo and tried not to have anything
whatsoever to do with either Ray or Donk.

Shirley was still flouncing around at school and on several occasions came
up to me and asked questions like "was I ready for more yet?" and similar
catty comments. My anger was really starting to build and one day I was
talking to my friend Bob from Judo (the one that I quite liked) when
Shirley sidled up and whispered in my ear that "Ray is a good fuck isn't
he?" That was the last straw and my anger exploded in a torrent and even
though Shirley was head and shoulders above me and a couple of years older
I just went berserk and attacked him/her with my fists and there was
nothing that could that would have stopped me as my built up anger and
frustation poured out. I knocked Shirley to the ground and my arms were
flailing pummelling her in the face, it took a few moments before my friend
Bob realised what was happening and dragged me off her but by that time I
had quite damaged her, her nose was bleeding profusely and both her eyes
were closing and I still tried to get back and continue the attack but Bob
managed to hold me back - not without some real effort on his part I might
add. Shirley was snivelling and bawling and ran off before I started to
calm down. Poor Bob was absolutely shocked and asked what on earth had
caused me to do that and I just said that I had my reasons and would not
elaborate further. Although my knuckles were hurting I really felt a lot
better.Lots of other kids had been witness and I thought that I would have
been summoned before the headmaster but no one complained, probably because
Shirley was not very popular and I suppose they assumed that she was
hitting on me or something. I refused to give any explanation and I semed
to attain some sort of tough guy hero status, if only they knew the real
reason!

Bob walked me home after school and had his arm around my shoulder as I was
quite emotional and he was being a good and sympathetic friend and he gave
me an open invite to visit him at his house after school one day, his
parents owned a bakery and the next day he brought me one of their cakes
which was quite a treat for me and I appreciated his gesture of fiendship.

Although I still saw Ray, Donk and Shirley at school I stayed entirely away
from them and refused to speak to them. Although I had enjoyed my
initiation into sex with Ray it had a somewhat bitter ending for me.

That was the end of that chapter in my life.

Epilogue:

Some months later, after the new school term started, I saw Ray making a
fuss of a slim blonde boy that had just started at the Senior School and I
knew that he would be the next in line for girly training. When I left high
school and moved away that boy had long hair and was rather effeminate.

When I was about 15 Ray suddenly disappeared from the school and the
district. Rumours abounded that he had been asked to leave the school and
had moved away, I think I knew why! Apparently he died of old age some
years ago.

After she left high school Shirley moved away to London and became more
involved in the gay scene and I heard quite some years later that she had
contracted AIDS and had died.

Donk continued to be a (happily?) married man and to teach at the school
for as long as I remember.

After recovering from the my painful and traumatic breeding by Donk I moved
on to my next "special" school friend Bob, but that is another story.


End