Date: Wed, 17 May 2006 16:15:52 +0000 From: Frank Staples Subject: Chapter 2 to The clothes we wear Chapter 2: The builders Since that first time, a year ago, Frank had used every opportunity he had to dress in his mother's clothes. They were too big for him in some ways, for example his mother had bigger hips; and did not really go with his age; but he could hardly ask his girl friends to lend him something more fashionable. In any case, the clothes turned him on and allowed him to live out the latest fantasy. It wasn't all that often that he got a clear period with the house to himself but that just increased the anticipation. Now that he had taken the first step and enjoyed it so much, he used the "down-time" to think about what he would do the next time. His mother worked in the locality and had appointments rather than fixed hours, so she could reappear at any second. Indeed, she had done so on several occasions and he had only just managed to escape to the bathroom in time to take everything off and hide it in the washing basket. What she thought of her teenage son walking around in just a towel in the middle of the afternoon, she never said, but he had been given some strange looks. What he really liked was the feel of the stockings, suspender belts, skirts and dresses against his skin, but these items couldn't be worn with others in the house. On the other hand, he could pinch her girdle from the wash basket and sleep in it overnight. He had found that he could make himself come, just by making thrusting movements with his hips, while his prick was held stiff against his belly. By leaving it on while he slept, he found that it would wake him in the night with another hard-on to satisfy, the friction being constant. But this was about as far as it went, if someone was at home. While he waited, he started to take much more notice of what his mother wore and how she wore it. He soon found out how to watch her in order to see what she wore under her outer clothes. The view down the front of her blouses and shirts showed him her bras, if indeed she wore them. At the weekends she usually went loose and occasionally he had seen his father stand behind her and slip his hands onto her breasts, when they thought no one was looking; she always leant back and relaxed into his embrace. To find out if she had pants or a string, he quickly found out that all he had to do was watch her hips. As soon as she bent forward, he could see the outline through the material of her trousers or skirt. He discovered that she usually wore a string with the trousers and this meant that the trousers themselves fitted the curve of her buttocks very exactly, often with the central seam pulled up tight between them. It was not so easy to work out if she had tights or stockings on, because that required a direct view of her thighs. It was tricky to sit opposite his mother and focus his gaze on her legs, hoping that she would give him what he wanted. Her skirts were mostly quite short but still they were tantalisingly too long. Crossing her legs only gave him the most shadowy of impressions. Sometimes she sat down on a low seat and then there was a good chance of seeing her legs but it was not often. Besides she had caught him staring a couple of times and he had to be much more careful afterwards. In fact, he realised, wearing a skirt and not revealing your thighs was quite a trick. As the summer holidays went on, and the temperature went up, even for England, he found himself dreaming of wearing a light summer dress with a full skirt, as well as the stockings again. He had taken the belt and a pair of stockings to wear in his bedroom, but he had later overheard his mother asking his father if he had seen them, so, at the first opportunity, he had put them back. It was getting frustrating. It wasn't as if he didn't relieve his needs with long and very satisfying wanking sessions; he did. Maybe it was the "you can see it but don't touch" aspect of his situation; he knew where everything was but he couldn't get at it. Then again, he hadn't been fucked for several weeks, since coming home for the holidays, and at the very least he was wanting to use the vibrator. Still nothing. His father was away most of the week on business, so he wasn't the problem; it was his mother, who, to his increasingly frustrated mind, was beginning to remind him of a puritan yoyo, always in and out, stopping any sex! Then, one day, she suddenly announced that the next day she would have to go to the other side of London, leaving very early and getting back late. He couldn't decently cheer, but his helpfulness around the house rose to new levels, so that nothing should hinder her departure. The inevitable list of things to remember was cheerfully written down, assurances given about locking up etc. etc. and he made a careful note of what to cook the following evening for when she got back. The evening passed and then he went to bed. He stayed awake a long time, dreaming what he would do the next day. At the same time he worked on his prick so that he built up to a tremendous climax, which covered his chest and belly with cum. Early the next morning he heard his mother getting up, having her shower and leaving for the day. He stretched luxuriously and got up. He went to the bathroom and had his shower. Then he took his razor and shaved his legs carefully, so that he would enjoy the stockings properly. Naked, he walked through to his parents bedroom. His image moved about in the full length mirrors and he could see his semi-erect cock swaying with each step. He started opening drawers: it was the first chance he had had to see what new things she had bought. The strings were now almost as numerous as the pants, and even the pants were all lacy and brief. The bras matched, and he realised that there had been something of a revolution going on since he had first taken an interest. At the back of the usual drawer was the vibrator, and it's batteries seemed to be new when he tried it. Looking in the wardrobe, he found the dress he had in mind; cotton, pale green with a darker green floral pattern in it and a full skirt. It would come down to his knees, though it fell well below his mother's. He had worn it before and enjoyed the airy feel as it slipped over his skin, but the bloody zip at the back always made him swear, he just was not double jointed. Still, one had to suffer to look beautiful, they said, so he would do battle once again to get into the dress. He started with the suspender belt and settling the stockings on his legs. The weight training in the winter had given him much more clearly defined leg muscles and he felt the stockings grip him as he pulled them up and attached them, with none of the loose wrinkles of the year before. He stood in front of the mirror and admired the curve of his outer thigh which was carried on by the line of the suspender up to his waist. The dark top of the stockings made a band across his thighs just below the line of his balls; it was as if the decoration had stopped just in time to give way to practical action, he was definitely "available". He turned and looking over his shoulder, he could see the tension in his legs and buttocks, the slimness of his ankles and his well developed calves. He could feel the pull of the stockings against the belt and how the straps strained against his hips and thighs. But what really caught his eye, as always, was the framing that the belt, straps and stocking tops gave to his buttocks. It turned him on, so what it would do to, say, Ray, if he were ever to see Frank like that, he could only imagine; and his own cock thickened steadily at the thought. And that was a problem. Every time he got dressed up, he got excited, but then he had to let everything calm down again so that his prick was small and soft enough to tuck into the tight pair of pants he used to obtain a flat front. One of his favourite deflationary strategies was to imagine his parents catching him dressed as he was; the only thing was that more and more this was having the opposite effect. This time he thought about some of his "straight" friends finding out and the ridicule which would follow, and it worked. He quickly pulled on the black lace pants and tightened them further by sliding the back of the pants between his buttocks. He had tried the strings but they didn't hold everything in place, so this was his alternative. He rolled up the sides to make them as thin as possible and pulled them up on his hips. He did his usual deep squat to get everything settled, and as he stood up he felt the material band between his buttocks tighten and rub on his anus. Now it didn't matter if he got excited, he was strapped up and any stiffening of his prick was immediately felt on his entrance. The bra and it's padding, which he had gradually improved with time until it not only filled the cup but had a realistic weight in it, was clipped in place and adjusted, and then he started with the dress. He stepped into it and slid it up over his hips; so far so good. Then he slipped his arms through the sleeves and got the shoulders in place. He reached behind him and slid the zip up as far as he could go. This was the start of the problems. His mother just put her hand over her shoulder and finished pulling up the zip. Frank's problem was that, although he could reach the zip, his chest was now too big for the zip to slide up easily. He knew that once it was up, he was OK if he didn't breathe too deeply; for the material was tightly stretched all round him. To get it there he had to relax, not breathe too much and stretch down his back to grip the zip and bring it up. If it didn't work in the first few attempts, he also had to contend with slippery fingers. After taking several deep breaths to relax himself, he let out his last breath and reached for the zip. One small breath and then he pulled up as he expelled it. Almost against hope, he felt the zip come up smoothly. It was done; he was in the dress. Breathing out, he adjusted the fit and then relaxed carefully, it was tight but not impossibly so. Frank walked to and fro in front of the mirror and enjoyed the sensation of the material on his buttocks. The skirt brushed against his legs, pressing against and between his thighs, giving him a cool caress. He sat down on the bed and watched the fall of the skirt and way in which it slid off his legs, revealing them to any observer. He got up and went downstairs to have breakfast. The paper had arrived and so he sat at the kitchen table, half reading the sports and half enjoying the sensations of tensing his crossed thighs so that his prick was put under pressure. His mind was also starting to work on what he would do next; when he went upstairs to find the vibrator. Suddenly there was a rap at the window. Frank jumped, and his heart nearly stopped. There, at the window, was a man with a ruddy face and a large, rough hand. "Sorry! Your bell doesn't work," he said loudly through the window, "we've come to do the roof." Frank couldn't believe it. His parents had talked about the roof for weeks but he had not heard that anything had been fixed; why hadn't his mother said anything? Never mind that; as he recovered he realised that very soon the man would realise that he was not a girl. Oh fuck! He got up very reluctantly and went to the back door. The man turned out to be in his thirties and he held out his hand, "Hi, sorry to startle you but your Dad did say to come round today. I'm Joe Green" "Oh." "Didn't he tell you? Well we won't be inside much, the leak's probably from some loose tiles, the lads are setting up the ladders now." Lads! Ladders! This was getting worse by the second. "Er, well OK," he said as lightly as he could, " do you need anything?" Joe looked at Frank intently for a moment and then said, "Well, not yet, we'll have a look first and then maybe we will need to get into the attic. I'll knock at the front when I need to get in. OK?" "Um, yes, OK." Joe went off round the corner of the house, leaving Frank with a stomach that was getting colder and more cramped by the minute. It was just that he had recognised Joe as one of the players in the veterans team at his football club. He felt as if the world was going too fast, this could only end in disaster. Walking through to the front room, Frank looked through the curtains. There were three other young men, probably in their early twenties, unloading ladders and generally getting organised to go up onto the roof. Joe appeared and said to someone out of sight, "Well, I've seen the daughter.....", which was followed by suggestive noises and laughter from the others, "and she says we should go up and see what has to be done. So you get organised for that and I'll go see what is in the attic." Having said that, he disappeared from Frank's view and, almost immediately, the front door bell rang. Frank went to the door and let Joe in. "Can you show me what's wrong in the attic?" he asked. "Yes, follow me," said Frank, setting off up the stairs. This Joe did not seem to notice anything, so maybe it would be alright. They reached the upper landing and Frank got out the hook to pull down the trapdoor. The house was old and the ceilings were very high, so the trapdoor was quite difficult to catch with the hook. He handed the pole to Joe and told him what to do. Obviously Joe had done this before, because he caught the trap easily and pulled the ladder down. "I'll go up first, where's the light?" "On the right. On the beam." With that, Joe climbed the ladder, switched on the light and disappeared from view, heading for the corner with the leak. Frank started to climb, but found that the skirt of his dress kept getting in the way of his feet. Then he found that, by standing up straighter than usual he could climb up, provided he kept both knees on the same side. When he got to the top, he could see Joe examining the underside of the roof with his torch. He went over, until he was crouching under the roof with Joe. As he did so he was acutely aware of the tension in his stockings, as they were pulled tight over his knees, and the corresponding way in which the belt dug into his hips. "Right," said Joe, once Frank was next to him, "you see? We'll have to strip off everything back to here and then re-do all of this, before we put the tiles back." Then, raising his voice to a shout, he yelled, "Take the tiles off." And soon there was a gap for him to talk to the others, who were all on the roof. Then he explained what he wanted done and said he would be up there after he had confirmed it all with Frank's father on the phone. He crept back to the higher part of the attic and stood up. As Frank joined him, he said, "Do you think you can explain all this to your Dad later? I don't think he needs me to tell him, and he told me to get it done." "No, I suppose that's OK, I can show him what you showed me," said Frank. Joe stepped over to the ladder and went down quickly. Frank was about to follow when he realised that if Joe stood at the bottom, as indeed he was, he would have a clear view up his skirt. There was nothing he could do, it would be impossible to ask Joe not to look, especially as he had watched his mother come down the ladder just like that, and had enjoyed the view himself. So Frank turned round and started to climb down the ladder. As he looked down to check his feet, he saw that Joe was indeed looking up. Frank was very aware that as he bent forward to hold onto the top of the ladder, which was attached to the floor of the attic, his bottom stuck out and Joe could see everything, including the pants pulled up between his buttocks. Frank went down the ladder as quickly as he could, but all the time he could feel his face burning with embarrassment and his stomach was getting more and more fluid as he thought about being discovered. When he reached the bottom, his face was crimson with embarrassment. "You Dad said that his son would be here to let us in," said Joe, with a grin. "Now, all I've seen is a girl. Or, at least," and then he slipped his arm around Frank's waist, "someone dressed like a girl. I think that you've got great legs." Frank swallowed. "Er, yes, well thank you. He must have meant my brother," he improvised hopefully. All he saw in reply was a widening grin. "Well, come to think of it," said Joe with an even bigger smile, "you remind me of a fellah I know down at the football, would that be him? Name of Frank. Good player for his age." Frank had a horrible feeling that he had been discovered and that everything would come out, "Yes, he is rather good isn't he. Do you play as well?" "Yes I do, Frank, and I think that like that, you look as good as in the showers." Frank thought he would die. He had been found out and it would be all over the club by next training. He looked at the floor and wished that his mother had told him they were coming, life was so unfair! What the hell was he going to do? What if his parents heard about it? As he stood there, wondering about all this, he felt Joe's arm pulling him closer. "Why don't you take me to a bedroom?" asked Joe. "I'm sure we could find something to do, couldn't we?" Frank couldn't believe his ears, "what for?" he asked, a little stupidly. "Well, you don't dress up like this for fun do you? I mean, it does turn you on doesn't it?" Frank nodded. "In that case, let's see what we can do, I like girls but I quite fancy boys too." Suddenly Frank could see that maybe there was a way to keep things secret, "you won't tell anyone, will you?" he asked nervously. "Not if you don't," smiled Joe, "the better it is the quieter I will be." Frank turned and walked towards his parents' room, because it was the farthest from the front of the house. He pushed open the door and they went in. Frank's cock was as hard as the pants would let it and he knew that he was wet, because he could feel the tip slipping around inside its covering skin. "Sit on the bed," said Joe, and Frank did so. Out of the corner of his eye he caught a glimpse of himself in the mirrors of the wardrobe. In front of him Joe was taking off his jeans and pants. He turned towards Frank and his cock stood out hard in front of him. He had been cut. The head was a beautiful deep purple and the shaft was thick and straight. As he moved towards Frank, it swayed to and fro, with a drop of pre-cum beginning to drip from the end. Frank leant forward and took him into his mouth; he tasted salty and hot. Joe thrust himself further into Frank's mouth, until he hit the back of his throat, when Frank bit him gently to stop him going any deeper. Frank kept his mouth loose and started to run his tongue around under Joe's shaft. Joe grunted and started to thrust backwards and forward; sometimes Frank had his mouth full and felt as if Joe was about to slide right down his throat; and at others, he could feel the twin bumps under the tip right on his tongue. Joe's pre-cum was really flowing, and Frank could feel the taste permeating his throat and even reaching up into the back of his nose. Frank pulled right back and took Joe out of his mouth. the shaft was very hard and it glistened with the attention it had received. Frank pushed it up against Joe's belly and then ran his tongue all the way down to the balls underneath. By kinking his neck, he was able to lick them and then, with the help of his fingers, suck one into his mouth. he rolled it from side to side and pressed it against the roof of his mouth with his tongue. Joe, moaned and then, as he came under pressure, grunted sharply. Frank pulled away from Joe's body and heard Joe gasp, "Careful, not too far." So he relaxed the tension and then switched to the other one. As he worked on it, he was aware of Joe bending over him, panting. He let Joe's balls go, slipped quickly back to the top of his prick and once more took it into his mouth, this time holding the shaft and working on the head. Round and round with his tongue, then hard sucking. Flicking under the head, and then soft pumping with his lips round the tip. All the time Joe was moaning, his hand on the back of Frank's head. Suddenly, Frank let go of the shaft and forced his mouth as far as it would go down onto Joe. He felt the cock surge in his mouth; Joe grabbed his head to keep him still and he could feel the twitching in Joe's shaft, all the way from the head which was lodged at the top of his throat, to the thick bar which he was gripping with his lips. He was sure if he swallowed, Joe would come. As he waited for Joe to regain control, Frank knew what Joe would want to do next. After another minute of suspended animation, Joe withdrew. Frank looked up and saw that Joe's eyes were bright. Looking down again he could see that Joe was now really stiff and pointing towards the ceiling at a sharp angle. "Take your pants off, I want to fuck you," said Joe huskily. Frank's stomach turned over and he stood up. He went to the bedside table and took out the KY his mother kept there. Tossing it onto the bed, he walked back to Joe and then reached up under his dress and pulled down his pants. The sudden coolness and the freedom for his prick to straighten out gave Frank a thrill. More than that, the usual excitement of taking off that last layer in front of the person who was going to thrust up into his anus, was heightened by the the fact that they were going to use his parent's bed. "Kneel on the end." Frank turned round, hitched up the front of the dress and knelt on the foot of the bed, with his feet hanging over the edge. Joe's hand pushed him forward, until he was resting on his elbows. As he looked sideways, he could see himself in the mirrors. Joe lifted his dress and pushed it up over his back. Frank's thighs rose from the bedclothes like smooth columns of tanned muscle, covered in clinging nylon, with the darker band focussing the eye on the top of the thighs. Frank started to stiffen, his legs looked good and with his buttocks fully uncovered and pushed back so that he was available, he felt very hot. As he watched, Joe stepped up to him and reached out with a finger coated with jelly. Frank felt him find the opening and after the slightest pause, one thick finger pushed its way in, making him jump. Before he had time to react, a second finger forced its way inside and then started to spread him. They were hard inside him, but Frank was too excited to want it to stop. Steadily, they massaged him until he was loose and slippery; at the end, he was being finger-fucked and enjoying the roughness of it. Then Joe pulled them out. Frank looked at he mirror and saw Joe's rock hard prick advancing on him. He put his head down onto his forearms and waited. Then, suddenly, there is was; that hot tip of the shaft, which caressed him as it settled into the circle of his anus. The power of the prick behind it could be felt as a promise of stretching and hard penetration, but in that first moment everything was soft and gentle. Frank took a deep breath and felt himself open further to the probing tip. Hands then gripped his hips, he felt the hardness of the shaft press up against his ring. "Slowly," he whispered, and felt the start of that inexorable drive which would push the iron hard prick through his anus, stretching him to the point of agony, and up into his gut, filling him, possessing him and stopping only when his lover's hips were locked against his buttocks. Joe was careful, Frank could feel that he was holding himself back; but even so, the speed of his thrust and the swiftness with which Frank's anus was forced open, made him gasp. He hadn't been penetrated for several weeks; he hadn't had the vibrator, it was only his knowledge that he could take such a large cock that stopped him panicking. Oh, but it took his breath away. His anus hurt, but not enough to scream, he was filled up with one long hard thrust, which felt as if it would split him in two. And yet; and yet, all he wanted to do was thrust back to meet this heavenly invasion. He wanted to be fucked, he wanted to be taken, he wanted to be used, he wanted to be treated like a slut. "Oh yes, fuck me!" was all he managed to say; and somehow Joe understood. He started to thrust steadily and deeply, full-length penetrations, ending with the thump of his pelvis hitting Frank's, where the buttocks were pressed back. As he thrust back to drive the cock into his body, Frank felt the stockings and the straps of the suspender belt cut into his buttocks and thighs. It made him think of how he looked, framed by the black lines; now someone was making use of that practical exposure. his face was back in the bedclothes, his whole being was focussed on the ring and the sensation of that hard shaft sliding through it, and the wonderful feeling of being stretched, full and possessed at the end of each thrust. With each thrust Joe became more urgent. The rhythm picked up. The hands gripped Frank harder, hurting his hips. As the lubrication started to wear off, Frank could feel his anus being pulled in and out, and the sliding feeling was replaced by an altogether rougher sensation. The speed increased. Frank wanted to ask him to stop and put more lubricant on, but he could sense that Joe was close to cumming. Now he was being banged hard, it was making his entrance sore and hitting sensitive spots inside, but he was becoming very excited by the roughness of it, and the feeling that Joe had stopped caring how he felt, he was only interested in his own satisfaction. Suddenly, Joe started to grunt and shout, "Oh, yes. Fuck. Fuck. Spread yourself for me." And with that his hands pulled Frank's buttocks so far apart that the joint begun to sting, and he thrust without any hesitation. As Frank felt his lover's cock plunging as far into him as it could and the increasing fierceness of the thrusts, he knew his own climax was coming. After all those weeks of no sex at all, suddenly, his dream of being fucked while dressed up, by a man who would treat him like a slut, was being realised. In his mind's eye he could see Joe's prick disappearing between his buttocks, burying itself in his hole. As it was withdrawn, his anus was pulled with it, as it was thrust in, his anus was forced back into him. Inside, he felt the great emptiness as the prick was withdrawn, and then the gorgeous submission as it rushed back into him, refilling its space inside him. It was almost indecent to need that feeling of being possessed, but that was what he wanted above all else; another man was inside him, and he would have an orgasm because Frank had opened his body to him. Joe was gasping now, he was very close. Then he was there, his thrusts were deliberate and deep, Frank could feel his spasms, deep in his belly and in the shaft which his opening gripped so tightly. the angle changed and Joe hit Frank's spot and so he too came, shooting great jets up into the dress bunched up under his hips. Joe moaned as the contractions of his partner's anus squeezed him, giving him yet more spasms. Slowly they came down from their high. Joe pulled out gently, stroking Frank's buttocks as he did so. Frank felt empty and the air on his skin seemed to make him shiver, or was it just the after-glow. He knelt up and then stood up on slightly shaky legs. As he did so he could feel a warm sticky flow running down his leg. Joe looked at him while he dressed and smiled "That was very good," he said quietly, "you really like it don't you? Don't worry, your secret is safe with me." Frank smiled and nodded. "OK.," continued Joe, "you had better clean up, or your dress will be a real state. I must go and make sure those lazy sods are doing their job. I'll come back when we are done and we can do all the paperwork then." With that he left and soon Frank heard him yelling at the men on the roof. Frank went slowly into the bathroom and started to clean up. Suddenly he realised that he didn't want to change out of the dress, it really did not matter any more. Comments? frankstaples@hotmail.com