Date: Wed, 3 Sep 2014 08:29:34 -0400 From: Jon Miller Subject: THE GIRL I'M SUPPOSED TO BE I have been dressing as a girl for most of my life. I LOVE the feel of a bra on my chest, the feel of pantyhose on my legs, shoulder length hair tickling my neck, the taste of lipstick, the scent of my perfume, the snugness of my high heels on my feet. All the other things that make me feel like a woman. If I could, I would have my penis removed and well as my testicles and have them re-worked into a vagina that could accommodate a 8 inch cock. I would have breast implants that would give me a full set of C cup breasts with large nipples. Just the thought of having a cock deep inside me while I'm on my back is giving me desires that only a woman would feel. I want to be a woman, I want to be a woman that knows how to suck cock, fuck like a "Russian Race Horse" and please every man that cums in contact with me. My sister started me on this road of transition when she wanted me to wear a dress for her so she could shorten the hem. She needed me to wear it because we didn't have a tailor's dummy. The very second I slipped the dress on I felt something very strange happen to me. I actually felt pretty because my sister looked at me and said that with a little work I could look like a girl. We both laughed but from that moment on I wanted to be a girl. My sister had me wait for a short while and when she returned she had a bra and some breast forms with her. She said that I needed to put the bra on and place the forms inside the cups because she needed the full effect for the correct measurement of dress. I did and couldn't understand the intense feeling(s) that I was having. Jokingly I said to Jessica that I may as well put on stockings and heels also. She just looked at me and nodded her head affirmatively. I was now looking like a girl from the neck down and wanted nothing more than to become a girl like my sister. My sister saw how mesmerized I was and said that maybe I should become a girl and that she would help me. At that moment I wanted nothing more than to become a girl. After the fitting, Jessica and I went into her bedroom and she instructed me to take everything off. I was embarrassed but excited as well because I was going to get undressed in front of my sister wearing a bra, pantyhose, heels and her dress. When I was down to my pantyhose Jessica came over to me and said that she was going to show me how a girl pleases her boyfriend. She dropped down to her knees and slid my pantyhose down to my knees and took my cock into her mouth and swallowed the entire length. She pumped maybe 6 times and I exploded. She swallowed the entire load but saved some in order for me to taste what sperm felt and tasted like. Jessica stood up, kissed me and forced her tongue into my mouth and gave me some of my own cum. I LOVED IT!!!!!! She then pushed me down onto my knees and grabbed the back of my head and pulled me into her crotch. I smelled her wet pussy and my tongue came out and started licking her through her lace panties. I moved her panties to one side and my tongue went straight into sopping wet pussy. The tip of my tongue hit her clit and she exploded as I did before. I was rock hard and Jessica wanted my cock inside her. She got down onto the floor and told me to get me cock into her pussy NOW!!! My cock went into her in one swift motion. I wanted to be her!!!! I wanted a cock deep inside me!!!!! I wanted a man to fuck me!!!!! I just wanted a cock deep inside me!!!!!! I fucked my sister still wearing her lingerie and if someone saw us we looked like two lesbians. Jessica stopped me and told me that she was going to fuck me. She got up, went to her closet and took out a harness and a make believe cock and did indeed fuck me. From that moment on I was Kathy, I dressed like Kathy, I did everything a girl does. I became a woman and love sex. Jessica and I were just lying together holding each other when our mom walked into Jessica's bedroom and caught us. She was shocked to say the least and when she recovered from what she witnessed she just said to both of us to get dressed and come downstairs to the kitchen so we all could talk. Jessica helped me up and helped me to get re-dressed into the out fit that I was wearing. She also did my make-up and then she get dressed as well. If anyone saw the both of us we looked like two sisters. We both went down to the kitchen where mom was waiting for us and when we walked in she just looked and said that Jessica and I looked like sisters. I was some what relieved that mom wasn't mad and said thank you to her. Mom then asked me if I liked dressing as a girl and if I did what name would I like to be called. I told her I LOVED dressing as a girl, and I wanted to be a girl and that my name was Kathy. Mom nodded her head and said that from now on I was going to be Kathy. She also said that I would become the girl that I wanted to and that there was no turning back. I nodded my head YES and then I crossed my legs and felt my stockings slide against one another. I loved the feeling and the sound and mom then said that I needed my own wardrobe and that the next day was a shopping for me. Jessica asked if she could come along also and mom told her that she had to. The next day I was up early because I was so excited about the upcoming shopping trip. I went to my dresser and discovered that it held only female items. I opened every drawer and found all the items a girl would ever need. I found neatly folded bras, panties, stockings, pantyhose, garter belts, slips, nightgowns etc etc. Just then Jessica walked in and was smiling. She told me that she was the one who arranged all this. She came up to me and kissed me gently. just like a sisterly kiss but her hand went to my crotch and started to rub me through my panties. I got instantly hard and then she said that I would be losing that and a vagina would be replacing it. I then exploded hearing that and Jessica got down on knees and cleaned me up. As soon as she was finished she told me to rub her pussy because she was so wet and horny. I did just that and then I pulled her waistband down and licked and sucked her clit. She came almost immediately and mom watched the entire episode from my doorway. She then said that it was time to stop the fooling around and get ready for the day's shopping. I noticed that mom had this glazed over look in her eyes and she appeared a little weak. I also noticed that her nipples were sticking out very prominently from her large breasts and then realized that she had an orgasm from watching Jessica and I have oral sex. Mom then turned around and went into her bedroom and I did the same. I then showered, dried myself and started to get dressed. I choose a white lacy bra, matching panties, a garter belt and suntan stockings. As soon as I had on my lingerie Jessica walked into my room and did my hair and make-up. She also choose a chestnut colored skirt, light beige blouse and dark brown heels for me. I loved how I felt and how I looked. I felt like a girl and loved it. We all went shopping that day and by the time the day ended we were all very tired and I was well on my way to becoming a girl and then a woman. Jessica and I had sex everyday until I went in foir the sex reassignment surgery and my breast implants. Once I was home and recovered from all the procedures she and I became lesbian lovers and are still to this day. I love licking and sucking on her pussy and she loves doing to me me as well. We share an apartment and share our clothes as well. Becoming a girl first and then a woman was the best thing I could have ever done.