Date: Tue, 2 Oct 2007 14:42:14 EDT
From: TexLee29@aol.com
Subject: Veronica's Secret

At puberty I remember being fascinated and utterly
captivated by sexy, slutty women with lots of make-up on. I
think my love of crossdressing started when I was jacking
off one day and noticed my sister's panties on top of the
hamper and my moms red lipstick on the self and couldn't
resist trying them both on, resulting in an orgasm that
rocked my 13 year old world!

Living with my mom and sister and her being 8 years older
than me, I was alone at home a lot growing up and I dressed
up every chance I got, progressing from panties and lipstick
to full make-up, a wig, short skirts and high heels by the
time I was 15 or 16, most of which I was able to pilfer or
borrow from mom and sis.

I studied how women apply make-up and how they dress, walk
and talk and I got real good at pulling off the allusion
that I was a sexy girl. I love women and I am definitely not
gay, but when I dressed I had wonderful erotic fantasies of
pleasing a man, and was busting to suck my first cock
between my red lipsticked lips!

Mom and sis eventually caught me dressed and I had to go to
a psychologist a few times but he told mom it was harmless
so mom pretty much looked the other way after that. Sis was
great and even helped me buy some girly things, mostly to
keep me from wearing her stuff.

I guess we all remember our first time but my first was not
anywhere as exciting as the second but it wasn't bad either.
The first time I sucked a cock was when I was just a week
shy of my 18th birthday. There were rumors that there was a
certain place in the park where guys meet for sex that the
kids in school always joked about. Needing to taste a cock
so bad I headed there one Friday night. I didn't have the
nerve to dress up in my girly clothes just yet but I wore a
pair of pink lace boy shorts under my denim cut-offs and a
girls white tank top. My heart was pounding as I walked
toward the park and I almost chickened out when I saw
several cars in the dark parking lot, but I was so horny I
couldn't stop myself. I wasn't sure what to do so I walked
past several cars toward the picnic tables, noticing some
cars were empty, some had a guy sitting alone and in a few I
could see a head bobbing in someone's lap.

I had never been so turned on but my hands were shaking as I
sat on the picnic table and rested my feet on the seat. In
just a few seconds I saw a guy in one of the cars open his
door and head toward me. It was dark but I could see he was
a big guy, maybe 6'2 and probably 225 lbs (I am 5-7 and 145
lbs by the way).

Fortunately he was a good looking guy, maybe 40 or 45 years
old and had a nice smile. He asked if I was looking to party
and I told him that maybe I was and he asked how old I was.
I told him I was 18 and he said perfect and put his hand on
my thigh and rubbed it, inviting me to join him in his car.
I agreed and we got in his car and he immediately unzipped
took out his cock. It was much bigger than mine at maybe
eight inches or more compared to my five and a half inches,
and much bigger around with a large purple head.
I'm sure I was staring at it and didn't even notice that he
lit a joint and passed it to me. I took a hit and passed it
back as I felt a warm rush run thru me. I reached for his
cock and massaged it and began stroking him. It felt hard as
a rock and huge in my small hands. With my hands busy, he
held the joint to my lips and I took another large hit. As I
was holding it in he put his hand under my chin and tilted
my head up and kissed me! Gawd was my heart pounding! When
he pulled away from me I made a bee line to his cock and
engulfed the huge purple head between my lips, and he moaned
and called me baby.

His cock and balls smelled musky and manly and his hand on
the back of my head and his cock in my mouth made me feel so
submissive and vulnerable. It was such a new and exciting
feeling, different that even my fantasies. He asked me to
take off my shorts so I reluctantly released his cock and
slid off my shorts, revealing my lace boy shorts. He said he
liked them and asked me if I ever crossdressed. Most every
day was my reply, to which he said he would love to see me
dressed, to which I responded by kissing him, wiggling my
tongue in his open mouth. I kissed my way down his chest and
took his cock in my mouth as he played with my little
"clitty-cock" in my panties. Eventually his finger found its
way to my ass and he slid a finger in me and I bucked my ass
into it, taking it deeper. I sucked him for maybe 15 minutes
when I felt him stiffen up and let out a long low moan,
followed by first one long spurt of cum, then several
smaller ones. I started to gag at first but quickly caught
myself. I tasted my own cum before but his was different and
much bigger load than I cum. He was salty and bitter and
very musky tasting and I had to take several large swallows
to keep it from spilling all over! I continued sucking him
until he breathing returned to normal and he softened in my
mouth. When I sat up he thanked me and said it was great
which of course made me feel proud of myself.
He noticed my little gurly boner in my panties and asked me
to jack off while he watched, which I did without saying a
word. He put his hands in my tank top and gently squeezed my
nipples as I made myself cum.

He drove me home, all the way telling me that he had a great
time and really wanted to meet me again, and he would really
love to see me dressed as a girl real soon. I told him I
would love that too and gave him my cell phone number. He
said his name was Dave and I told him my name (Ronnie) but
go by Veronica when I dress.

That night I stripped naked for bed and fell asleep with the
taste of Dave's cum in my mouth and fantasizing about him
making love to me while I was dressed as his little whore..

The very next morning I awoke with a raging boner. As I was
stroking myself, my cell rang and it was my loverboy Dave.
He said he was thinking of me and thought he would call and
boldly I told him I was doing the same and masturbating.
Dave began talking dirty to me, telling me how he would make
love to me and we both came over the phone!

We agreed to try somehow to get together soon and that I
would dress up for him and both reluctantly hung up. I spent
the day walking on air and plotting a way I could get out of
the house with my girly stuff and meet with Dave.

That week was a long one, thinking of dressing for Dave and
tasting his yummy cock but still unsure how I could pull it
off. I finally decided I would tell mom I was going to stay
at a friends house on Saturday night and fortunately this
time she didn't call his mom to be sure it was OK as she
usually did. I told Ricky to cover for me and he asked what
I was up to so I told him my girlfriends' parents will be
gone and I wanted to stay with her.
He gave me an approving smile and a high five and said he
had my back on this one. Whew!

I immediately called Dave and told him I could play on
Saturday and he was ecstatic!  Dave was divorced and lived
alone in an apartment across town so we agreed to meet at
the park about 2:00 on Saturday and I didn't need to be home
until Sunday afternoon.

I raided my bank account and bought myself a cute leather
look skirt and white blouse, stockings, and some new
lipstick, eyeshadow and mascara. I felt a little weird, a
boy buying this stuff but I did it anyway, way to excited to
care if any of these sales people thought anything of it.

Saturday morning I packed everything in a duffle bag and
around 1:30 headed over to the park.

To be continued...