Becoming Ben's Part 13    
          by Bill Beaumonte (oral_guy_2000@yahoo.com)  



This work of fiction contains explicit material intended for an adults over 18. If you are under 18 or are offended by non-traditional sex do not continue.  



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Author’s note:
When a gender dysphoric man tries his best to be a man, including military service, perhaps it is time to be the girl he was meant to be. I hope you enjoy this work of fiction!

    One of the girls suggested that I talk with some of the Option 1 girls, to better understand them. I didn't see the reason, since I seemed to fit in well with these girls, but several others agreed, so I decided to talk to the orange badge girls.

I approached three girls wearing orange badges and introduced myself to Linda, Jen and Kate. They were friendly and welcomed me. I sat down and we talked. They explained that Option 1 girls had a clitty that was still fully functional, not shrunken like the green and blue badge girls. I must have appeared to be confused, so Linda, the girl next to me spread her knees apart and told me to reach up her skirt. I did and took her clitty in my hand and wrapped around it. It swelled and felt very manly – I felt like she was not a girl at all – just a boy in a dress.

Linda began to breathe hard and asked me if I would finish what I had started. I let go of her clitty and pulled my hand back. "That isn't a very good way to start in Tranquility," she said, and the girls with her nodded in agreement.

"Alright," I said, "I'll take care you you."

Linda took me by the hand and led me to her room and closed the door behind us. "Where do you want it?" she asked, lifting her skirt to show me her full boner. I dropped to my knees and took her into my mouth. This was nothing like sucking Ben – I felt really forced. Linda took my head and face fucked me, soon shooting into my mouth. She told me I gave good blowjob and I got up. I swallowed, but didn't enjoy it like I did when I swallowed Ben.

We went back to the cafe and I resumed by place with the orange badges. I didn't really like them, but decided that I would get a different perspective from them, so I stayed with them.
Linda told Jen and Kate that I sucked well, which embarrassed me. To hide my embarrassment I asked if the other two wanted some.

They both said "no" because they had to work this evening. I asked where they worked and they said at the club, which was a bar where they waited tables and danced. They said it was a good place to meet men. They invited me to come watch them dance, and I decided to take them up on it, since I had seen no men at the coffee shop.

I needed to get back to Ben's so I called for a taxi from the public transit, and arrived back at Ben's.

We had lunch together and I told him about the girls I met this morning. Ben told me that I never had to submit to sex I didn't want – while sex in Tranquility was pretty casual, it was never forced. Ben did say that he encouraged me to experiment with others – he wanted me to be sure that Ben was the man I wanted to be with.

I asked Ben to shave my groin in anticipation of my tatoo. He gladly did so, fondling my clitty as he did. I was fully erect when Jim, the tatoo artist arrived and Ben welcomed him in.

Seeing my condition Jim said, "it looks like I'm interrupting something."

"It's ok," I said, "if Ben can keep me erect while you work, I won't feel the pain."

"An interesting thought," Jim said, "if Ben can stay out of the way."

Ben continued to fondle me while I looked through Jim's book of flower tatoo illustrations. Finally I selected a red and orange lily. Jim agreed that it was a good choice and had me lay on the bed while he worked. Ben fondled me and kissed me as Jim worked. The pain brought tears to my eyes but my arousal made it easier to bear. When Jim was finished he took some time to admire his work.

"You will feel tender for a time," said Jim, "with some reddening and peeling skin, but in a few days all that will remain is this beautiful symbol the virginity you gave away."

Jim gave me some aloe lotion to put on my new prize, and left.

Ben and I had dinner. I told him of my intention to go to the club to watch a couple of the girls dance. "It isn't the sort a place I would suggest to a lady," Ben said, "there will be a lot of horny men, and you will have many to choose from, if you wish to pleasure them. Keep your green badge on, so they know what sort of girl you are."

Ben drove me to the club and told me to call for a taxi when I wanted to come back. I went in and was greeted by Linda, Jen and Kate, the three orange badge girls I was with earlier. They were all working as waitresses until a bit later, when Jen and Kate would be dancing for the men. They took me to a table with four handsome young men and introduced me to Jason, Jeff, Ed and Dan. As I greeted them Jason reached his hand under my dress and fondled my clitty. I told him I had just received a tatoo today and was sore, so to please be gentle. They asked to see my tatoo, so I raised my dress. They said it looked really pretty, as did my clitty, small but erect from my arousal. Displaying for these young men was exciting – I wondered if I might like to dance for the men.

After Jason I moved to Jeff, who fondled my clitty as nicely as Jason had. After a time Jeff sent me to Ed, who kept me erect, and then to Dan. Dan said, "it is clear that you are aroused, but we are as well. If we get a glory hole room, will you take care of us?"

  To be continued . . .

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    –Bill Beaumonte (oral_guy_2000@yahoo.com)