Date: Sat, 12 May 2012 08:53:43 -0700 (PDT) From: Danny Smith Subject: I Am Not a Pussy Today I'm finally with a man, with the doors closed on the real world outside. My fantasy is finally coming true. We met online at an adult Bi site. Although I have been married for some time, I had started fantasizing about cocks after I got married. When I was a teenager I masturbated often visualizing sexy girls with big tits and I started to wear my mother's panties and nylons sometimes while I masturbated, but I stopped after I started dating. Sometime after I got married, I started visiting adult video store and theaters. Initially I go turned on watching videos of women sucking cocks. Then I started getting excited about cocks being sucked and began imaging myself being the one doing the sucking. I never envisioned myself in a relationship with a guy though. Maybe I was completely focused on their cocks as I had a small cock myself. I had a normal sexual life with my wife though she was not very sexual herself. Then I started going on line to sites that allowed me to anonymously talk about my desires. I talked with a number of guys who came on to me, but I was too nervous to do anything. I would get excited especially if they sent me pictures of their cocks and I could imagine myself on my knees sucking them. Then finally I met a guy who lived across town from me. He drew me out about my desires and sent me a picture of his cock. He led me to his private site when he had many pictures of guys servicing ather men. He told me he liked to take charge and introduce guys especially married guys to the ecstasy of cocksucking. He had posted a number of pictures of his cock. His cock was much bigger than mine. I am only 4". His was at least 7" or 8" He told me I would regret not following through on my desires. After we had talked for a while, He asked me if i ever got off by wearing my wife's panties. I was shocked that he guessed that about me, but i ended up admitting that i had. He said he bet that my orgasms when i fondled myself while I was wearing her panties were even greater than when i was fucking my wife. I was stunned that he guessed that. At first i refused to admit that, but he kept asking about how dressing made me feel and that he had been a number of guys who also dressed until i finally admitted it. Admitting that to him and hearing him telling me how exciting that made him, excited me. I would get very aroused when he talked dirty to me telling me dressing up proved I was someone who needed to be with a man who had a real cock who could let my inner cockworshipping come out. I sent him a photo of my cock. When he saw it, He told me that it was so small I should really call my little cock a clit and my ass a pussy. Then he wouldn't let me refer to them as anything else but clit and pussy. I was embarassed and flushed when he made me do that but my groin tingled with pleasure. I would be wet with precut at the end of every call. After Every time I talked to him I would get excited and masturbate imagining sucking his cock. I tried to get on line to talk to him as often as i could and nightly when my wife was out of town. I would go into detail about what i imagined when i masturbated and hoped to get him aroused and he would chuckle as if he knew I would do that. I looked forward to every session and was very disappointed when he failed to appear. He asked me to send me a picture of myself naked and i said no. I did not want to risk being discovered. Then he threatened to stop texting me. After two week when he failed to show, I finally gave in and sent him a picture of myself naked. I am 5' 8" tall, slim hipped with a smooth flat belly and long legs. My wife teased me that my legs were much more sexy than hers. I have brown hair and green eyes. When he got the photo, he told me how handsome i was and that he bet I looked sexy in my panties. When I told him about how excited i got when wearing panties and nylons, he asked if i would wear them for him. He said he was sure they would make me look hot and sexy. He stated ask me to meet him. Once he raised that iissue, he asked me to meet him every time we talked, but I was not ready to take that step especially with someone who lived near me. I was afraid i would then see him when i was with my wife or friends and if he said anything to, I'd have figure out how to introduce him. He suggested meeting in a coffee shop, but that was too public for me. Then he suggested the best way was to come to his house. He promised not to do anything that I did not ask for. The thought of going to his house because it would be private cut off fromthe world excited me and I started fantasizing what it would be like. I still hesitated and hesitated each time getting closer to saying yes. He began calling me a real cock tease because I told him how much wanted to suck his cick and please him but then wouldn't agree to see him. Finally, he told me he would not have anything to do with me unless i agreed to meet him. When i still refused, he stopped responding for two weeks. I started getting desperate. finally one week when my wife was going to be out of town for two weeks on a business trip, I emailed him that I would come the next night. Once I made that decision, I was in a constant state of arousal. I went to sleep the night before my cock stiff with lust. I held off masturbating because I wanted to heighten my excitement when we met. He told me that he would leave the door open. I was to undress and come down the hall to the right. It was a bedroom. When I entered, I was to put on the nylons he would leave on the bed and a pair of black lacy panties. He suggested I wear a blindfold as it would help me overcome my nervousness. Once I was dressed, he would come in. When I drove there I found myself so excited I was actually shaking. Nervous. God, this was really happening. I felt safe. I entered his house and was so nervous I had trouble undressing. I neatly folded my clothes and laid them on his couch. I was actually naked in a guy's house preparing to suck his cock. I had never been so excited. My cock started to get hard as I padded naked down the hall to the bedroom my cock exposed and excited. There were a pair of mesh stockings, sexy lacy black panties and a short filmy Frederick's of Hollywood black pee-a-boo nighty on the chair. He had not mentioned the nighty, but it made me more excited. I was trembling as I drew the paties on and unrolled the mesh nylons over each leg. I raised my arms and slid the nighty over my head. The nighty only came to the bottom of my ass cheeks and hugged my slim body. The nylons felt so good as they caressed my thighs. I felt so sexy in those forbidden clothes and so safe in a place where no one could see me. I put on the mask that covered my eyes. My cock which had shriveled in my nervousness started to swell in excitement. I wanted to see him naked too as I had only seen his cock. I imagine how virile and handsome he would be to match his beautiful cock. I wanted us both naked soon. I heard the door open and heard his footsteps as he approached me. I felt so vulnerable, being dressed in that sexy black nighty, lacy panties and sexy mesh nylons and blindfolded in the company of a man who was not and i was so nervous I was trembling with erotic excitement being almost naked and vulnerable in front of a man who must be able to see how excited he was making me. I could hear him breathe as he stood before me. I was as horny as I can ever remember being. I was excited as I felt completely exposed, I wanted him to like what he saw. I wanted him to please him. I spread my naked legs apart and felt my cock swell slightly, and yeah, I want him to watch, for that made me hot. Guess I am something of an exhibitionist, and I know I'm handsome. I thought I hope he was not disappointed in the size of my cock. While I was thinking that, my dick got harder. I could not wait to see his cock in person. Then, he spoke "stand up Bob and turn around slowly. You look very sexy in your nighty, panties and nylons. You are definitely turning me on. I am so glad you followed all my orders. You are a good little boy." He moved closer when I was facing the bed I felt his hand gently caress my ass cheeks. I was trembling again and in my nervousness, my cock began to shrivel. "you're excited , Bob, I can see, but relax. you know I have what you desire. I won't do anything you don't want me to, but your coming here and dressing up for me tells me you are ready to do anything I want. Now, turn and face me and take down your panties. I want to see your little cockette." I couldnt believe the warm erotic feeling flooding my groin. I raised my nighty and hooked my fingers on the waist of my panties and drew them down exposing my cock for him. Even though I was excited, my nervousness made it shrivel more drawing in towards my balls like it did when it was cold. "0h Bob, your cockette is so small it really is more like a clit isn't it." he chuckled "A clit suits you. A guy who would dressup in sexy panties and nylons for another guy doesnt really have a cock. She has a clit. Now pull up your panties, Bob. I can see how you like me to call you she. Look at yourself. Even you are thiking of it as a clit. Dressing in those sexy mesh stocking and lacy panties black peek-a-boo nighty makes you feel even more fem and sexy doesn't it, Bob or should I call you Bobbie. That girlie name fits you better. From now on I'm going to call Bobbie. You'd like that wouldn't you, Bobbie. You know you want to be my little girly pussy just hungry for a masterful cock. You are here to pleasure me, you know that, don't you?" I shivered as he spoke those words and while he was talking he gently caresses my tiny breasts pinching my nipples and running his hands gently down over my smooth belly ending by cupping his hand over the front of my panties. My cock was throbbing. I was flush with rising desire that mixed with my embarrassment at his words. His words calling me Bobbie were more thrilling than i could have ever imagined and made my clit start to throb and get hard. I wanted to touch it for I felt my panties getting wet as my pussy juices started to flow. I flushed in embarrassment as I knew he could fel my wetness coming trough my panties and I caught myself thinking of it as a clit. Here i was acting like a girl with a pussy, a girl blushing at exposing my clit and pussy for a man. Unable to resist the desire that was rising in me.I breathlessly whispered "oh yes" "I knew you would like that. Bobbie, your clit is getting all wet with ecitement. I like that." I reached down to play with my wet clit, but he stopped me. " No dont touch your clit, Bobbie. Remember, you are here to service me. Pull up your panties like a good little girl.". He said and I was so overcome with lust that i fumbled with my panties and finally pulled them back up and and instinctively reached behind and smoothed them down. Oh no, just like I girl thought. No this coulnt be happening, but I thrust that caution from my mind and focused on my horny excitement. God. I could hear him breathing qicken and then heard him unzipping his pants. Ohhh I sucked in a breath I am going to feel his dick soon. So exciting.I heard him slowly pulling his pants downward. I wanted to see what he looked like but was too afraid to ask. He gently pushed me back so I was sitting on the bed again. He reached down and spread my legs and stepped so close to me I could feel the heat of his body. I tried to imagine what he looked like , big strong and handsome. So I met this guy on the list, and I liked his pictures and his profile description, seemed open and honest and real horny. Said he wants to know what spurting cum feels and tastes like. He is obviously clean, good looking and intelligent, and it occurred to me that yeah, I'd like to meet him, guess I could relate to where he's coming from, I remember when I was first getting into sex with other men. In fact, it'd be fun to show him exactly what he's been jacking off and thinking about. He was real hesitant until i showed him a photo of my cock. I lead him on and found out more about his sexual desires. I found him fairly submissive which I like in a man. He seemed to be one of those guys who get off by being submissive and I am definitely dominant. Now I have him in panties almost naked and sitting on my bed . Look at that, very hot. I ask him to prance for me and pirouette. He obeys just as I hoped he would. Ohh I am going to enjoy watching this handsome married guy become a fairy for me. When he turned i could not resist caressing his cute little ass. I ask him to show me his little cock to see how far I could take him. when I tell him it doesn't qualify to be called a cock and should be called a clit, I can see him redden in embarrassment and excitement. This guy is turning out to be even more submissive than I hoped for. These married guys make the best submissive cocksuckers. They are so hungry for cock and like being ordered to suck. I couldn't wait to watch his face as he hears me open my pants. Oh yes I love the look on his face at the sound of my zipper. He knows what is coming next. Fascination? Yeah, but more intense. Desire? Yes, that's more like it. Man, this guy is horny, I'd call him more than "bi-curious." His dick is tenting in his panties, growing in short, swelling throbs, and he has not even seen my cock yet and my pants aren't even off yet.We picked a good day for this, for sure, I've been on a business trip with associates, and I haven't had any privacy for almost two weeks. I've got an intense need myself, as well as a huge load built up, and Bobbie here has no idea what he's in for. It's making me hard just thinking about it. I gotta get out of these pants. I sit almost naked and vulnerable and willing. I heard his cock pop out of his pants and damn it's just what I've been dying to see. He steps closer to me and I feel the heat of his body. Wow, nice to be naked and horny in front of Bobbie here. Look how fucking hot he is, man he wasn't kidding, this guy really wants to experience cock. He doesn't realize yet that he is going to be my sex toy for more than one night. "Bobbie, the bed is just the right height." He took a step closer to me so his knees pushed my thighs even farther apart and I could hear and feel him stroking his cock. I think he likes showing off, and I don't blame him, I know what a nice, thick dick he has from the pictures he sent me. Between my legs my cock is growing almost pushing out of my panties. I feel him reach down under the waist of my panties and gently take hold of my little wet dick and raise it up. It makes me moan almost involuntarily. I draw my knees up slightly on the bed and allow my own dick to get hard as a rock so that he'll know how excited he is getting me. I like showing him what he's doing to me, and I hear him begin to stroke himself, long and slow, enjoying the fact that he is turning me on. My body is an all over warm blush, and my dick is standing straight up. The he brings his fingers that were wet from my excitement to my lips and I suck them shamelessly. I feel his hands on the back of my head as he pulls me closer. He brings the head to the very tip of it to my lips. I am so hot, my teeth are vibrating. I feel the wetness of his cocked brush my lips. I cant resist snaking out my tongue touch it. I taste wet saltyness of a drop from his piss slit. I want more of it. I can't stop myself from running my tongue around my lips , an lewd invitation for him to let me taste more of his cock. I open my mouth and for the first time with overwhelming desire, I take the head of another man's dick into my mouth. The head of it seems to fill me. Oh my god, it's not even half hard yet, but it is thick and heavy. I love the feel of his cockkhead in my mouth. I reach up and feel his Beautiful heavy balls, they feel kinda tight. And wow, that amazing dick, the kind I always think about when I'm jacking off. He obviously like my sucking it. He spreads my legs even further apart as he eases more of his cock into my mouth his hand resting on the side of my head. OK, guy, I really like how this is going. His little cute dick is getting hard in his panties while he sits on my bed here's what you wanted. I step up closer to him, and he spreads his knees apart on the bed letting me reach into his panties and pulling his own smooth little cock. I can see He has a nice little cock. It is really small less than four inches, I tell him to refer to it as a clit and it throw in my hand. It is smooth and hard like an aroused clit. Probably just as hard now as it has ever been, fucker is really turned on. And he likes showing how turned on he is. Sure, man, I like watching you, go ahead, spread your legs and show me that litle clit in your sweet panties. He is actually opening his mouth a little. Think he's trying to tell me something.OK, fine, here ya go, bud, start making your discoveries. I'm thinking, "And while you do, be very aware the whole time that there's going to be no changing your mind when you see how fat I am. Before it's over, this big cock you is going to squirt cum into your mouth." I chuckle to myself...he has no idea how much cum I am going to pour into that mouth he just opened for me. Now let me in...I step closer and put the end of my hard, curved dick up to his mouth and touch his lips with it, just the slightest brush with the swollen tip. A little precum drops on his lips and I smear it all over both lips like lipstick. His tongue snakes out to lick it and caresses my piss slit. I can see it is really exciting him as his face flushes. He moans, and suddenly I feel the warmth of his mouth wrap around the head of my dick. Fuck. Didn't have to ask him twice. Now is the time to take off his mask and let him see me. Yet I am a fat and hairy and not handsome, but now that he has tasted my cock, he is going to want that that's for sur. A taste is all it takes with a cocksuker like him. I withdrew from his mouth with a pop and reached down to take off his blindfold. "now take a good look. You finally get your reward?" I can see him recoil a bit at my gut and beard, but then I reach down and hold my dick up so he can see it. It is swelling more by the second, and yeah, he sees me for the first time, but his eyes immediately return to my cock just as I thought, he eats it alive with his eyes. Here, then, look at this. His eyes widen as he sees how serious my dick is. I love it.Wow, this is fun. Got this beautiful naked man sitting on my bed letting me be the exhibitionist I have always been, and here I am making him go crazy, just standing here playing with my dick. "Here, Bobbie, take a nice, long look. This is your master. Your job is to make it so excited it will reward you with all the cum you have dreamed of" I let go of it so he can appreciate just how thick and hard and serious it is, this dick of mine. When I flex it, it stands up hard between my legs. Hm, that's fun, watching him watch me. His eyes glaze over with pure lust.He is so far gone with excitement and desire, he just wants to git his mouth back to taste more of my precum, more of the cock he has been fantasying about. It was a good plan to build up his desire for my cock and then introduce him to my cock and let him taste some sweet precum before he saw my fat body. Yep, I am so going to enjoy this. I want my mouth back on his cock and it's clear that's what he wants, too. I never would have come here if i knew what he looked like, but now that i have tasted his cock, I don't care, i just was him to let me get his sweet tasting cock backin my mouth. I cant beleve How exciting it is to make him hard like this. I think I know what he's thinking. His dick is touching my lips, and the aroma of his sex is musky and masculine and erotic, even intoxicating. Thick. Masterful. Serious fucking tool. This is such a forbidden experience, I think to myself. My friends must never find out. But right now, the real world is locked outside closed doors, and in this secret room, with this big fat hairy, naked man, one of my fantasies is coming true. My dick has a mind and a life of its own. I am wet with precum. I rub it, find his cockhead with my open mouth, and suddenly it is in me again. Oh my God. It feels wonderful. Alive.Wow. This dickhead is hard and swollen and tight, but soft and warm as fine silk at the same time. How can that be? Instinctively, I suppose, my tongue circles it, round and round. I feel the fine curves on the top and on the mysterious underside, and enjoy the feeling of sucking on it gently. I feel it swell slightly, and I realize that he is flexing it in my mouth, and wanting me to feel it. Thank you, man, do that some more. I suck a little harder, and find the slit with the tip of my tongue, and try to intrude it into him a little, sliding the tip of my tongue up into him. He likes it. His dickhead swells again, and now there is more sweet tasting wet, salty slickness on the end, even just a tiny taste drives me wild but it thrills me to realize what it is. This is cum. I concentrate on the taste of it, the experience of it, for just a moment, then I want to suck more of his length into my mouth. When he withdrew again. I glanced up athim again, He was fat and hairy and ugly but i was so far gone with excitement and desire for his cock that I had to focus my eyes back on the head, swollen and beautiful, wonderful curves that I wanted to circle it again with my tongue. It was so engorged, it almost looks shiny with all the precum mixed with my hot saliva. I see the slit in the end, and realize that before this is over, cum will be squirting out from right there. Oh man, his dick is full hard now, and he lets it go from his hand. He stands with his furry legs spread on the floor and shows me, aiming his big cock right at me, and then he flexes it. He knows I am a slave to his big masterful cock. I am stroking my own dick and I can tell he enjoys what he's doing to me and for me, and that's just what I've been needing and hoping for. Suddenly I fully realize what it feels like, the wonderful, erotic, satisfying sensation of making another man's dick hard with desire. This man's cock is hard because of what he wants to do to me, and for me, and with me, and he likes showing me just what that means. The realization is ecstasy. I watch him stroking his dick slowly, pointing the head of it to me, and my mouth falls open again. I hope he considers it some sort of invitation, because that's exactly what it was. I just gotta get that beautiful thing in my mouth again, of course he realizes. But i whisper, "please" "first Bobbie, I want you to hold it" he reaches up with his hand. Bring it close to your nose and smell the musky smell of a real cock." I lean forward and buries my nose in his public hairs. "Thats the smell of a real cock not the lavender smell of a girly clitty cockette like yours. Your holding your master , the one you have to try to please. Now pull off your panties and compare. Hold it next yo your clit and tell me which one is the man's and which is the girl's? " He does and flushes. He is mine now. He knows his only job is to heighten my pleasure, to make sure my cock gets so excited he will earn the reward of my cum. It is not his pleasure that is important but mine. I can see the light of recognition lighting up in his lust full eyes. he knows now he is here to give me pleasure and make me so excited I will let him swallow my cum. He knows his place is not to pleasure himself but me. "Tell me what you want, Bobbie, my sexy little pussy? Do you want to please and obey a real cock, let it do what it wants to you? You have to beg for it. You like to beg for cock, dont you my little cocksucker" "please, please let me get my mouth back on your cock, i promise to be a good cocksucker just for you, Daddy." He stands right before me, removes his hand from his thick, curved, big-headed dick, and with his hips thrusts his cock back into my hungry mouth. Then he takes out again teasing me. I stare at it my mouth open. It glistens from my sucking with precum leaking out freely from his piss slit. He steps to the side table and returns with a camera. "I am going take a picture of my cock all glistens with your saliva and post it on my site. Every time you visit it you will know your sucking it made it hard and you will know the wetness on that hard cock is yours. Other guys will see it and wonder what cocksuckers did that. I might even tell what happened leaving out our name. Maybe I will send th picture to your wife o she can see what a real cock looks like or maybe you could slide it into her briefcase. " I was stunned but incredibly turned on by what he said. It made me want his cock even more. I ova led my mouth and he dropped the camera on he bed and slid his cock back into my mouth. This guy told me that he is married and loves pussy, figure that's true, there's certainly nothing fem about his pictures, but when he puts on panties, he does look a little fem. He told me about his fantasies and now he wants to do it for real. He is much more submissive than he reveal in his messages, but i thought he had pussy potntial. That is why i pressured him to send me a naked picture. Once he gave in, i knew i could get him to satify my needs. So here we are, with my dick in his mouth.Mmm, love the feel of that warm, wet, inexperienced mouth on my dick. Love that it's my dick he finally gets to suck. Kinda like being with a virgin in a way, I guess, I dunno, watching him get more and more turned on and then surrender to it. He doesn't realize yet how much I'm going to LOVE pumping that wondering, curious mouth full of cum. Hey, he's the one who said he wanted to find out what it's like. Heh. I'm gonna get off showing him.Not yet, tho. Suck away, buddy. Have fun., I'm watching him nursing on my dick and I gotta say, man, it's really beautiful. His eyes are closed, my cock in his mouth, that's intense, man. I flex my dick and he sucks harder. He takes it out of his mouth and puts just the very tip between his lips, and I feel his tongue exploring, trying to get into my slit. When a more cum escapes, he moans when he realizes what it is, and uses his tongue to swirl it all over my dickhead. Nice job, man, he's getting the hang of this quickly.Oh yeah, that's it. Damn, look at him rubbing his hard clit just like a girl. He really got flushed when I called it a clit. Bi curious my ass, he's loving it, and so far, he's only felt the head of my big dick and part of my dick what's he going to do with more? I think it's time to find out."Here, suck some more." I actually say it out loud, and reinforce my meaning by pushing my cock deeper into his mouth. Damned if he didn't moan when I told him to suck it, I can see he wants me to talk dirty. I give that theory a test."Open up and suck my dick." I actually feel him surrender to that concept when he hears me speak the words, makes me so fucking hard. He sucks me deeper, lips wrapped around my thick shaft, and I figure that's about as deep as he can manage without gagging. He goes up and down, sucking and moaning, but he's going to need a lot of practice before he's ready to take it all.I push him back on to the bed, straddle his face with my knees , and then fuck his mouth, long and slowly, in and out, as deeply as I think he can handle. His eyes are closed, and I want him to know he is getting fucked in the mouth by a guy who really likes doing that to him. So I tell him while I show him. Then I withdraw. I have an idea. I can't take a picture of him with my cock in his mouth, but my cock is so wet with ministrations that it glistens. So I grab my camera and snap a picture of it. I want him to remember it was his mouth and tongue that made it rise and glisten. I can't believe I am naked on this bed, stroking my dick, with this fat ugly man putting his dick into my mouth and obviously enjoying it. It is so fine and hard and soft and warm. I nurse on it, sucking harder, then more gently. Oh God, he did it again, he made the head swell up in my mouth. I moan to let him know I love that feeling, and then I take the head of his dick out of my mouth and put my lips around just the end of it. I suck, and see if I can get the tip of my tongue into the big slit. I manage, just a little, and suddenly I can taste cum, just a drop, slick and a tiny bit salty. With my tongue I swirl it over the head of his dick, then go back to sucking on it.Just as I decide I want more of his dick in my mouth, he tells me, not unkindly, "Here, open up and suck my dick," and he pushes it into my mouth with his hips. Oh man, what a wonderful sensation, feeling this big cock sink itself into my mouth, and I loved hearing him spell it out, damn that turned me on. His cock goes all the way to the back of my mouth, and I wonder how some people can deep throat a big cock, for I can only seem to get about half of his in my mouth. He doesn't seem to mind, this fucking dick is hard, man. I go up and down on it slowly with my lips wrapped tightly around the shaft, taking it in as deep as I can, catching my breath when it comes out.Suddenly, my new friend is not standing on the floor in front of the bed anymore, but straddling me, his knees on the bed and his cock and balls presented right to my face. I play with his balls and put his dick back into my mouth, but instead of me sucking him, I realize that now he is actually fucking me. As deeply as he can, but with consideration for my limited experience. I only gag once or twice. The rest is just pure, dreamy, erotic dicksucking.I put my hands up to wrap gently around the shaft of his dick as it goes in and out of my mouth to give my jaws some relief, I suppose, and he lets me do that, but continuing to fuck me long and slow and deep. The taste of cum is all over, and I almost swoon each time I feel a little more salty warmth flowing gently out of his dick and into my mouth. Fuck, this is so unbelievably erotic. It takes me far beyond any reality I have ever known. I realize that much of why I love what he's doing to me is because he is loving what he's doing to me. How fine, to be the object of such pure, hard-dicked animal desire. Wow. Fuck me, man. It's time. His jaws are going to wear out and get tired, and I need to come before that happens. Don't want to dilute the experience for him. I want him to feel it all. I take my dick out of his mouth, let him rest a moment. He seems glad and sorry at the same time. I take his hands and arms, and gently pull them up over his head and hold them there. I rearrange my knees on the bed straddling him purposefully. And then I tell him how it's going to be."Get ready. You can't touch your clit. I've got your hands and not letting them go. This is just between your mouth and my dick. I'm going to cum, and I'm going to do it with purposeful intent. So you want to know what it feels like? Now you're going to find out. I am going to fuck your mouth Bobbie whether you like it or not. You are going feel what it is really like to be a fuck toy, a real cocksucker. No fantasy this Bobbie." his hands firmly over his head, I put my throbbing dick up to his lips, and feel him open up and swallow as much of it as he can.He's getting good at this, and I push myself in and out, a little more rapidly than before. That old familiar feeling begins to boil up in my groin, but this...damn, this is going to be special.My nuts are hard, my dick is swollen, and his mouth is purest, hungry joy. I am fixing to cum..."Oh God, here you go, Bobbie, here's what it's like to have a man cum for you and in you." I speak aloud, letting him know what I am fixing to do, and then I do it.There's nothing casual about this orgasm. I don't just pour cum this time. No, this time I squirt it, I spurt it, with pure, sexual, explosive intent, deep into his curious, horny mouth. I make sure he feels it all. I make sure he understands. I rejoice in seeing him feel, and taste, and completely experience what it means to be the object of someone's purest sexual intent, and the target of his spurting, shuddering climax. I cum in his mouth like I haven't cum in a long, long time, and when I'm done, I look down and see his cum-soaked chin and chest, I am satisfied that I helped him achieve his goal. Serious hard cock sex? Hey, that's what he wanted, right? Some guys are put on earth to pleasure other more manly men. Bobbie is one of them. My pleasure.Obviously his pleasure, too. He holds my semi rigid cock in his mouth, almost the whole thing now, and he sucks it gently while I let him rub his clit furiously just like a girl, not stroking, rubbing it shaker himself. He is still under me with my cock still in his mouth. "Ok Bobbie, now that you have serviced me you can rub your little clitty. I still have him under me and between my spread legs. I feel him sucking harder at my words, milking more cum from me. He thrashes in the bed and when he comes, he squirts it all over his smooth belly up to his tiny tits where it mixes with my cum. Damn, that feels nice. What an orgasm he just had, and best of all, it was with the taste of my cum still hot in his mouth. He holds my hands up over my head on the back of the bed not too tightly but with authority. He arranges himself solidly in front of me, his legs spread out on either side of my face, i can feel his balls on my chest, his dick hard and pointing up to my mouth. And then he tells me he's going to cum into me. Oh man, yes, do that. Show me.And then his dick is in my mouth, and he's fucking me again and I surrender to it. I have no choice. His thick dick, in and out, again and again, sometimes deeper, sometimes not. The thing is tight as a drumhead, the veins on the sides are thick and heavy, and his nuts look as hard as walnuts. My mouth was being fucked. I was melting into his bed. I completely surrender to this big fat guy fucking me in the mouth. He talks dirty to me, tells me what he is fixing to do, and then I feel it start. Oh God, he's going to do it, this is going to be...Suddenly my mouth is filled with cum. Air escapes around the shaft of his cock where my lips are wrapped,displaced by the great amounts of cum he is shooting. I was going to simply hold it in my mouth until he finished so I could get a sense of what a load of cum was like, but no, this is too much. I keep swallowing, and his dick keeps spurting. Cum runs down my chin and onto my chest. I am almost in a swoon, the object of this beautiful dick spurting into my mouth. He is making sure I understand, making sure I take it very personally. Oh God, do I ever. Finally it is over, and he heaves a satisfied sigh, and I swallow last spurt or two of his hot cum.Still tasting it, I rub my clit , oh no i am thinking of it as a clit. with his cock in my mouth trying to suck the rest of his cum and I scream in orgasm as i have the most exciting orgasm of my life. The thought of what had just happened, and the taste of another man's cum in my mouth, gives me one of the hardest orgasms I've ever had. There is cum everywhere. Afterward I was so spent I fell asleep. When I awoke he was standing by the bed just looking at me. He reached down and helped me up. Then he put his arms around me hugging me and with his hands on my ass pulling my body against his. He took one hand and cupped my chin raising my face to his. "you have a natural talent for cocksucking Bobbie. It is ashamed you have hidden it all these years. you look so cute with my cum all over your face" I flush and turned crimson in embarrassment. Then he put his hands on my shoulders and turn me around so my back was against his belly. He reached under my mighty and caressed my tiny nipples and quickly aroused therm to hardness. With his other hand he reached down and fingered my clit getting it aroused again. I felt his cock stir against me then he raised me up so his cock sprang between my legs. "Bobbie, I just wanted to give you a taste of what will happen the next time you come here.". With that, he set me down and led me out back to the living room. I was overcome with conflicting emotions. I wanted more,but I was afraid to give in to my desires. I knew if I returned, he would fuck me. I had to resist. Saying goodbye, my new friend thanked me for helping him achieve this long-held fantasy. I dont let him clean himself up. I want him to smell my musty cum smell when he gets home. The smell will stay with him and I am sure it will make him excited again once he returns home. It will imprint the memory of his excitement on his brain. After a few days he will be calling me wanting more of my cock. I hug him at the door and caress his back slipping my hands down under his pants to cup his ass cheeks bringing him agaist my body so he can feel my cock press against his clit. Next time i want to breed his pussy. Back when we were chatting on line i had asked if he had any other unfulfilled fantasies. He once admitted he'd played with a dido. I swear his eyes got a little wider, and his skin flushed." I think after that I could stretch your pussy for you. Just think tonight when you get ino our bed about me spreading your thighs and lubricating our pussy so it could give me more pleasue. Face it Bobbie, you know how excited that would make you having my big cock thrusting in your pussy.". I think he was not ready to admit that would happen. "noo, i couldndt do that. I could suck you again, but i could never allow myself to be fucked." as he walked out the door I quickly unzipped and puuled my cock out so he could see it when I said "oh Bobbie just imagine this before you go to slep. You know your pussy was bred to sevice cocks.". Despite all he had been through his face flushed when he focus on my cock. He turned and hurried towards his car. I expect I'll be seeing him soon. I was spent, but it was dawning on me what Ihad done. Ihope no one finds out. I can't do this again. At the same time I know it was intensely exciting and so forbidden. He would not let me was the cum off my body and insisted I leave still wearing the black lacy panties and mesh stocking. When I walked into the living room again, I felt like a slut, but that started to arouse my lust again. I had to tell myself no. This was one shot deal. Never again. He tried to talk me into meeting for threesome, but I managed to say no. I know it was another of my fantasies but it is too dangerous. At the door, he hugs me and I am surprised when he ran his hands under the back of my panties and cups my ass and draws me against him so I can feel his cock throb against my little cock. He brings his mouth down down in mine and opens it thrusting his tongue into mine. Instinctively, I stark sucking on it. He releases me and chuckles "I thought you might react llike a girl. Let's face it Bobbie, you were born to service guys like me. You are turned on when a real man tells you to pleasure him. You will be back, Bobbie. There is no doubt in my mind. The taste and feel of my cock will stay with you. Your desire and need will become overwhelming until, you call me." I turn and start to hurry to my car but he calls to me and pulls out his cock. I can't stop myself from staring. No I say to myself, I have to get out of here. I drive off with visions of his cock in my mind.