Date: Thu, 20 May 2004 17:21:51 -0700 (PDT) From: S M Subject: Panty Play The following story contains graphic sexual scenes between two men. If material of this nature offends you then you should not read this story. Additionally, if you are under 18 years of age in most states you are not allowed to read this story by law. This story is purely a work of fiction. Any resemblance to person's living or dead, or to events that may have occurred, is purely coincidental. Additionally, the actions of the characters in this story are in no way intended to show approval of, or give sanction to, their actions. The author claims all copyrights to this story and no duplication or publication of this story is allowed, except by the web sites to which it has been posted, without the consent of the author. Positive comments are always welcome and you may e-mail them to lacieman@yahoo.com Chapter 1 Best to start at the beginning..... Right about the time that hormones started taking over my body, I discovered my dads stash of Playboys. All I knew was that seeing the women inside made me so hot, my penis got so hard and masturbation became my new lifelong friend. Looking back, I realize this is where I found out about lingerie. The women wore all kinds of panties, bras and stockings. Now, I had seen my moms things in the laundry but they were nothing like the lace and silk things in the pages of the magazine. The underwear these women wore was so sexy, I didn't want to see them take it off. The pictures of women in lingerie made me so horny, I could get hard to a catalog - and this was long before Victoria Secret. I turned to a pair of hose my mom threw away one day, they felt so sheer and so soft, I wondered if they felt as good to wear as they looked on a woman. I slid into them, being only 13, I fit just fine and man did they feel good. They could barely hold back my hard penis and I found that it was a huge rush to wear. This was my secret, a desire that I have never let go of. I soon discovered panties as well and started my own collection from moms things and my sister. Before long I had a nice collection and was wearing every night when I went to bed. I tried to muster up the courage to tell my close friends but was unsure what they'd think so I chickened out. Basically, I came to the conclusion that I had this desire and I must be the only person with it. I never saw anything in dads mags about it and was a bit naive as well. During High School it continued, I worked at a health club and saw women in tights and leotards all the time, it was the 80's - a great time to see women in lycra and spandex. On more than a few occasions, I had a chance to go through the place after closing to inspect a few lockers that I knew had hose or tights which I loved to try on. It was such a rush to see a woman wearing something I had tried on a few days earlier. Now, mind you, I'm a masculine guy, nobody would ever guess that I have this fetish at all. I would think to myself that my friends would think I'm a big sissy for wearing the things I liked - so I kept it a secret, I was some kind of secret sissy. I even mustered up the courage to buy some pink tights at a store while a lady looked at me with disgust in line. Right around graduation, I bought myself a garter and stockings and enjoyed them for years! No girlfriends ever discovered my secret - not even the woman I would meet and marry. Though I tried telling her on two occasions, she didn't seem into it at all and I quickly stopped my confession - It appeared I was stuck. Then, the internet came. And I soon found that I was not alone, in fact, I met and chatted with many guys that wore in secret too. I found the pictures of men in lingerie erotic, I could see all variety of men in so many different types of lingerie it made my head spin. I liked seeing that there were other masculine guys that liked to wear lingerie. You didn't have to be a passable crossdresser to wear. I was getting turned on by seeing this and they wanted to see me in my panties, I took some pics, posted them and they would private message me to compliment me. What a rush. Men, seeing me in lingerie and saying it looked great. I had entered a new reality in my life, that wearing was a turn on and that men that wore was also a turn on. Was I gay? No way, I love my wife and my daughter, there's no way that I'd leave them. But, there was something that was out there, that I wanted that they could not give to me, no matter how hard they tried. I struggled with it for a long time, I wanted to wear, with someone who was like me - and see what happened. For years, I chatted and chatted. Many guys wanted to meet after 1 minute and fuck like mad. I didn't want that, I wanted someone who was discreet and clean. Not in a hurry, someone who was like me - maybe with a little experience so that we weren't two babes in the woods. I had to meet someone who I could trust enough so that we could safely have a good time - I may be a bit paranoid but I didn't want to risk anything. Chapter 2 - Meeting Finally, I met him. He and I were in a chat room and we started to talk. It was the kind of situation I had wanted. He was interested in dressing with a man, though he was mostly into just panties and wanted to see another guy who wore more lingerie. He was not local but had business in town so he would travel on a regular basis, and have a hotel to meet at. We chatted for several weeks and finally he asked me: "shall we meet"? It seems so simple but man, it was complicated, we were both married and didn't want to wreck our marriages but we both had a desire to do this. A desire so strong that I didn't wait long to say "yes". The details of the meeting were simple - I was to take the day off from work, told my wife I had to be off-site with the client all day. I told work the same thing and to call me on my cell since I likely would be roaming all day. My clients thought I was doing work for them and that I would be reachable by cell but told them not to be surprised if I don't answer because I may not be near it. Everything was set, it was a tough night leading up to it, I barely got any sleep, thinking about what I was about to do. I said goodbye to my wife and daughter, and headed out the door to "work". I was a 33 year old married guy leaving to meet another man and possibly dress in private with him, made me shake my head in disbelief. The hotel was about 30 minutes away. I was extra careful when I pulled in, it was only about 9:30 but I had to make sure that nobody who knew me was around - rumors couldn't be told! Once I was sure that I was in the clear, I headed in, it's one of the better than average hotels in the area. With a restaurant and 2 bars, it sure wasn't a little seedy motel. I went to the lobby, and sat down. My friend, as I knew him "Gary" was to meet me around 9:45. The plan was to sit and chat for a minute or two, and if we seemed to be a good match, we'd go have something to eat in the restaurant. After that, we'd decide, continue on or leave with no hurt feelings. It was important that we were so cautious, which is what drew me to him after we set up this arrangement. As I looked around, the visitors went in and out, mostly business class - suits and such. With my fetish, I always paid particular attention to the ladies in their suits. Sheer hose and heels always turned me on and I would never look the other way. I checked my watch, "9:45, I wonder if he's here, watching me?" I had told him what I was wearing, and he had said he'd wear a suit, black with pinstripes. Of course, I had seen 5 of those suits in 5 minutes, not figuring that the hotel had so many business people. I was almost discouraged when I heard a voice from behind me say, "don't think I'm running late, I'm just being casual". With a smile he stepped around and faced me with a smile on his face. "Gary?" I asked as I stood. A smile first, and a nod, "Yes, I assume you are Steven?" he responded as he extended his hand. I smiled and shook his hand. He was older than me, by a bit - I would guess he was about 55. Not that this was bad at all, he was in good shape and was extrememly well groomed. I continued to shake his hand while a little stunned. "Not what you expected?" he said as he slowed our handshake. "Uhm, no." I said with some honest surprise. "I mean, yes, well, you are not the same age as me and I assumed you and I were closer in years." My mind thought about the pictures I had seen of him - his body was in great shape and his face was always cut off. I had sent him several pics including one with a face shot so he could tell who I was without any mystery. "Well, I hope you don't hold it against me. I must admit, I've loved our chat sessions and have been looking forward to this day for some time." He said, his reassuring manner and smile made me relax instantly. He motioned to the chairs: "Let's sit a while". We sat in the lounge, and began the small talk. He was in town for business to see some new clients that he was working with to start up a new project. Before I knew it, almost 10 minutes had passed with us talking about ourselves without once mentioning our fetish. I was so at ease, he had to be a good salesman, the kind that could close the deal on anything, he had me interested in learning more. "Well, I'm famished" He said. "If you don't mind, there's some breakfast in the restaurant here, I'll treat. That is, if you want to consider this some more, I don't want to pressure you Steven. We agreed that we could walk away, no feelings hurt." He smiled as he said this, and gave me a wink. "Gary, I must admit, I was surprised that you are older than me, but talking to you makes me feel so at ease." I said, knowing I sounded like some dumb blonde in a bad skin flick. "Let's eat, I'd love to talk some more with you, do you have any commitments?" I said as I gestured to his suit. "Oh, this suit? Actually, I had a very early meeting today and have taken care of everything I had to, I'm free all day now." He stood and motioned to the restaurant. I had to admit, my heart was beating strong but I was less nervous than I had thought. This guy was very cool and not what I expected which was a pleasant surprise. I looked around the hotel as we walked in. This was going to be quite a day if it kept going as well as it was. Chapter 3 - Brunch Just as the clocks finished ringing 10am we sat and were served. It was an amazing spread, and I could see the prices were not cheap. Gary, I was beginning to see, was not likely a regular sales guy. He was likely one of the top guys if not the owner of the company. I didn't press him on the details of his work or life, just casual conversation. His wedding band was on, as was mine. We spoke about our wives in general details. How we loved them and our kids. Comparing notes about raising them, of course mine is still in diapers and his are about 10 years younger than me. We talked about how often he was traveling and for how long it would continue. Seems his company had a new venture in town and that he was building the working relationship. It would likely mean he would be in town every other week for a few days at a time. Which opened the possibility that if we didn't click right away, we could try again another time. Or, if things went well, we could try to meet again. Finally, as we finished our food and had juice and coffee, we finally spoke about lingerie. It had been almost an hour since we had met face to face and we hadn't spoken of panties or lingerie to that point. "I'm so glad we decided to meet today Steven, I've been thinking about something like this for years." He said with his friendly manner. "It's good to know we have similar interests and I think we're doing splendidly so far, wouldn't you agree?" "Oh yes Gary, I was very nervous and must have thought about not showing on several occasions, but I am glad I'm here. You've been just as I had hoped and more, a respectable and thoughtful person who I feel is very similar to me in many ways." I said, wanting him to know how I appreciated how he had been. "In some ways, I guess you could consider this a blind date between us?" I laughed and Gary did as well. Gary looked around and noted how few people were around, at nearly 11 o'clock in the morning we were in a very select group, two men during a working day without any work before us. "Steven" Gary said as he put down his napkin. "I must be honest with you, I would very much like to continue with you, if you are so inclined." This was clearly his move to get some private time with me. My mind raced, this was indeed some kind of date to a degree, he had met me and taken me to a meal and for lack of a better comparison, was asking me to his room to fool around. "I think we should continue" I whispered. "I'd like to see what we do next." "That's easy." He said. "We are to go shopping, come with me". With a wink he motioned me outside and we went to the parking lot and entered his rental car. A short drive later, we were at a local mall where he lead me to a VS store. "Ahhh, let's do some proper shopping." His grin was ear to ear as he looked over the showcase of items in the window. Chapter 4 - Shopping Spree "Now, it seems we are about a similar build - we should be able to find a number of things that either you or I could wear." Gary said as he looked over the items. His voice was not quite a whisper, his discretion was almost overcome by his excitement. I was looking around, to see if anyone in the store was familiar to me, thank god, nobody was. If I hadn't been so excited by the moment, I might have left but Gary made it easy by stepping through the store as if he owned it. "Steven, let's pick out a few things, and don't be shy, let's load up." He said as he stood next to me. "We should be having fun with this, you know?" Gary said as he picked up a very sheer pair of pink panties, the fabric was see through, little hearts dotted it. He walked through all the sections, lifting item after item, stopping on occasion to look back at me...to size me up I thought. Finally, he walked over, one arm draped with various lingerie; "How about you grab some hose, thigh highs would be best, pick several colors and don't forget fishnets." I got into the spirit of it and picked several items up based on his request. I really stopped caring if the women were watching, the excitement was infectious. I had about 8 or 9 pairs of thigh highs and looked around to see Gary motion me to the checkout. Putting his arms down I added to the pile of items. The woman had a half stunned look on her face as she saw the whole pile of items. "Some lucky women in your lives gentlemen?" she finally said with a curious tone. "Oh for sure my dear." Gary said as he pulled his wallet and took out a gold card. "Please, can you ring us up but you don't have to be too special in folding up the items, we can take care of that later." He added. I was on the lookout for any familiar people again - ready to hide if anyone I knew spotted me. The girl rang up all the items, I couldn't believe it, $450! "Well sir, will you need any kind of gift receipts with this purchase?" she asked. "No, I doubt my friend will want to return these items." Gary said in a professional manner, of course I did not see the wink he gave her which made her shoot me a glance as she started to understand our shopping trip. "Ah, I see." She stammered. "Well, I hope your presents are enjoyed then." "In no time they will be." He said, lifting two bags filled with an entire wardrobe of lingerie. He and I left the mall, and strolled to his car. "Gary, why are you doing this? I mean, this is quite extreme isn't it?" I said, concerned that he was getting carried away. "Steven, it's not a big deal at all for me. I have more than enough money and at my age figure that I should take advantage of what I have without wondering 'what if'". He said as we reached his car. "Please understand, I don't do this normally but figure we aren't going to hurt anyone, just have some fun with this." His tone and his attitude seemed to help. I was finding it easy to trust his words and wondered what would happen next. Chapter 5 - the Hotel. We walked in, and we must have raised an eyebrow or two. Two men, one in an expensive suit and one more business casual each carrying a large VS bag - pink and white. Lord knows what people would have said. Gary led the way and I followed him to the elevator. A private floor where a key was required to access it. We walked down the hall and entered the room. Not just a room actually, it was a suite. The size of 3 rooms likely with a full bar area and many chairs, sofas and such. "Ah, the perks of business Steven, I have this place to entertain clients when I need to. I've used it so many times that the hotel gives it to me at a great rate. Hope you don't mind." He said as he put down his bag. "Uh no, this is fine actually." I said as I looked over the room. Gary took my bag and went to the bar, he started sorting items and told me to look around. I stepped around and saw most of the suite, it had 2 bedrooms, 2 bathrooms a kitchen, bar and Jacuzzi. The view was nice - you could see half the town from our window. "Steven." Gary called. "What do you think?" "Impressive" I answered. "Well come join me" he called and I went back to the main room and saw that he had set out an outfit. With a warm smile and serious look he said: "I would very much like to see you in something more 'comfortable' Steven. Would you think it forward of me to ask you to change into something like this?" His hand gestured to a garter, panty, bra and hose ensemble. It was mostly black with some purple accents. "Are you going to change too?" I asked. "Not just yet, I will shortly but I've always wanted to see someone who is masculine like you in something sexy like this. If you don't want to, I will understand Steven." I thought for a moment and stepped to the bar. "I guess if you went to all this trouble, the least I can do is 'go first'." "Excellent" take the bedroom over there and take your time, I will be right here waiting. I picked up the items and went to the room to change. I took off my male clothes and started to dress. It was almost like an out of body experience, as if I wasn't in control as I slide into the sexy items. The feel of lingerie always made me horny but I was way beyond that already. The sheer hose and soft material was so inviting. My heart pounded as I prepared myself for what was about to happen, I was going to dress in front of another person for the first time, and who knew what would happen? I checked myself in the mirror, the garter, panties, stockings and bra all looked great. I tried to tuck my buldge down so it was a little less obvious how hot I was. I took several deep breaths and walked out of the room to rejoin Gary. His back was to me, as he heard the door open, he turned and stood with a growing smile. "Ahhh, I see it fits you very well Steven, do you like it?" "Oh yes, very nice" I said, blushing. Walking towards him he gestured for me to sit at a small cocktail table. "Please, let's talk a little here" he motioned for me to sit and I did. "Thanks Gary, you're really great, I'm.....I'm surprised I'm doing this" I said as my nervous energy returned. "Oh Steven, it's ok" he said as he touched my hand. "Tell me about hose, tell me how you started wearing hose, I'd like to hear it from your mouth rather than when you typed it." "Well, it started when I was a teenager....." I began my story of how I discovered hose. As I talked, Gary slipped his hand under the table and gently let it rest on my hose covered knee. I paused for a moment when I felt his touch but then continued on. His hand remained still for a moment but then shortly began to feel, squeeze and then caress my legs. All the while, he was intently listening to my story. My heart was beating strongly and I found my cock straining my panties. I was barely able to keep going with the story as his hand caressed higher on my thigh. All the while, out of site under the table. "Very nice Steven, I like how you discovered them. Now, tell me about your first garter belt....it was when you were 18, right?" He said, his hand now gently playing with the garter strap hooked to the stocking top. "MMM yes, I was 18 and went into an adult store to buy lingerie...." I droned on about buying it for a g/f when it was for me all along. His hand felt so hot, he listened but his hand played. Feeling the skin above the stocking...running the length of the garter. The feeling was so stimulating I had no idea if I was going to cum in my panties. His smile was steady as he continued to touch me. I let out a gasp a few times as he touched, this only encouraged him. "Now, what about panties then Steven, you started young with those too?" he smiled, his intentions now clear, he didn't wait for me, his hand cupped my balls in the panties, my legs spread instinctively and I let out a soft moan. "Oh Steven, you're so hard in these." He whispered. His hand now fondled my cock. I was swimming in the sensation. His hand on my panties, his other on my leg. I closed my eyes and he rubbed me softly. I moaned, and I could hear our deep breathing as the sexual tension grew in that room. "Mmmm your cock is so hard" he whispered "In these soft panties, you look and feel so good Steven, even better than I had imagined." I was lost in pleasure...his words were making me even hotter, I felt like he was in control and it was good to be in his hands. For the first time, he started to take a bit of control with his words now....I was even more turned on. "Steven, I think you make a very sexy sissy. Do you mind that I call you a sissy? I think sissies are very erotic, makes me want to feel them and caress them and see if they like it, you like it don't you sissy? I like your sissy cock, it's so hard in these panties, and I bet you want to have some hot fun don't you?" I moaned as he asked me.....moaned to encourage him as my body now moved with his hands. "Yessssss" I whispered. "I like what you're doing with my.....sissy.....cock." groaning like I was under a spell I felt so hot it was almost too much. "Good" he said. "I have wanted this for so long, you look so hot, I must have you." With that I felt my cock spring free as he pulled my panties aside. I groaned "ohhhhh" as this happened. His hand stroked my cock. He then said: "I'm going to make you a sissy Steven. When I make you cum, in this sexy lingerie, you'll be a sissy boy, tell me you want that." "Oh Gary, I want it, I want to be a sissy boy, make me cum" "Yes, you want to be a sissy for me don't you? Wearing these sexy things is what makes you so horny." He said, leaning in near my ear, I could feel his breath. "I'm going to make you cum so hard baby" he said, I could hear the smile in his voice. "I want...." Was all I could say before I gasped, his hot mouth sucked on my cock. "Ahhhhhhhhhh" I moaned, my back arching as he licked and sucked my cockhead. I could hear his moan and laugh as his mouth was on me. I groaned, opening my eyes to see this man, in his suit, kneeling before me with my cock slipping into his mouth, what a sight. "Ohhh god" I moaned. He lifted his head, stroking my cock. "Yes, tell me you are my sissy Steven, I'm going to make this pantied cock cum so much, shoot it into my mouth lover." He said as he looked me in the eye. He then returned to sucking me before I could answer. Faster and faster he sucked, his hands playing with my legs in hose, his head bobbing on my cock. I groaned, moaned and whimpered. I told him I was close and he continued, I told him to stop because I was cumming and he went faster, when I started moaning, his hands went to my bottom and he held tight, finally, I screamed, cum filling his mouth, my legs tense as he held my ass like handlebars. He milked me dry, until I was soft and I popped out of his mouth. A sly grin on his face as I wiped a bead of sweat off my brow. "Good boy Steven, or should I call my sissy boy Stephanie?" All I could do was pant to catch my breath as I thought of what would happen next. fin