Date: Sat, 12 May 2007 11:10:16 EDT
From: TexLee29@aol.com
Subject: "Rexy's Jump Back Into XXdressing"

After a long absence from crossdressing I just got back into
it in a big way and I've had some very erotic experiences I
thought I would share and I hope you enjoy..

I began my fascination with all things feminine and sexy
early by raiding my moms and sisters drawers to wear their
sexy undies when I was maybe nine or ten and by 13 I had
progressed to dressing from head to toe in their wigs, sexy
skirts, hose, high heels and make-up whenever I was alone. I
loved the feelings I had when I dressed and starting at
puberty fantasized about sex with boys.  I definitely liked
girls and maybe I dressed because I admired and envied them
so much, I don't know. I am not gay, but bi and only when
I'm all dressed up in a sexy way.

I went off to college in my late teens and dated a lot of
girls and had my fair share of sex. Since there were few
opportunities to play dress-up during those years, and with
regular sex with girls I lost most of my interest in
crossdressing. I had the urge every once and a while but
managed to suppress it as best I could. Next thing I knew I
got married and began a career so I assumed that
crossdressing was just something I did in adolescence.
However, after eight years of marriage both my ex and I
realized that our marriage probably wasn't a good idea and
with all the pressures I had at work I started to feel those
old compulsions again to dress up like a slutty whore again
to let off some steam. I always felt very sexy and highly
aroused yet strangely relaxed comfortable when I dressed and
I began to miss it a lot. I started again to often fantasize
about dressing real sexy and giving a big strong man a blow
job or even getting my `pussy' fucked.

Once we split up and I got my own place, the floodgates
opened! I spent a ton of money on sexy bras, panties, mini
skirts, high heels, make-up, jewelry, and wigs and started
dressing up every chance I had which was most evenings and
every weekend and was in absolute heaven. I hit the internet
(my fem name became Rexy Ann Monroe) and in no time I had
several promising contacts with guys and other
crossdressers. For the first few weeks I flirted with
everyone and on line and soon got a web cam and did some cam
shows and exchanged photos with several interesting people.
I took my time getting made-up and dressed enjoying the
process immensely. As I worked on perfecting my look (the
sexy, slutty, look of course), I would have a cocktail or
two (or three) and play online teasing all the horny boys
(and gurls) out there, fantasizing about sex with them the
whole time!

I narrowed my search down to a few special guys and other
CDs that I was attracted to and with my self confidence
growing and inhibitions released by my vodka or the rocks, I
made my very first date. His name is Lawrence and he is a
great looking black man. (Seems several of us gurls find
black guys sexy and many black guys seem to be attracted to
shemales too.)  Lawrence is single (divorced) and is 6-4 and
maybe 225 lbs with a great athletic body and a sweet
personality. He seemed very smitten with me and we had
several long sexy talks on the phone that progressed to sexy
and sometimes nasty phone sex. He lives about an hour away
but works on this side of town so I invited him over on
Friday after work.

Needless to say I was a nervous wreck all that week. Nervous
and excited at the same time with butterflies in my stomach
but extremely horny and sooo excited to get his cock between
my red lipsticked lips! It seemed like Friday would never
come! Finally the day arrived and I took the day off to get
ready for the big event. I got up the nerve to make an
appointment with a local nail salon to get nail tips put on
so I would have sexy long nails for my lover boy.
Fortunately there was no one else in the salon when I got
there but to be honest I was so horny and motivated I didn't
really care much. The Asian lady that owned the salon didn't
even flinch when I told her what I wanted and she gave me a
beautiful set of long sexy nails that we painted both agreed
to pain in a hot red color and I even bought the polish in
case I needed a touch up. She suggested she paint my toes
also and I totally agreed! (I quickly learned that having
long nails makes everything harder to do with your hands,
but I learned how to walk in 5" high heels so I knew I would
adapt easily enough and besides.they look sooo fuckin sexy!)

In my lusty conversations with Lawrence I knew exactly what
he liked so I tailored my choice of clothing and make-up to
his wishes. I laid out my outfit and make-up on the bed: a
sexy red bra and panties, black stockings with a seam up the
back, a black leather mini skirt, red silk long sleeved
blouse with a spread collar, red high heels with an ankle
strap and a hot looking shoulder length curly blonde wig.
For jewelry I picked a pair of long silver heart earrings,
matching necklace and a set of three silver bracelets. I had
a raging hard on just setting out my outfit and I debated
whether I should relieve my tension a bit but decided to
work with it and kept my she-clitty untouched.

Instead I poured myself a tall vodka to relax and with
plenty of time before I need to begin my transformation  I
went to my computer to look at the pictures Lawrence sent
me. Gawd, I was so excited to be with my man! His cock
looked to be an easy 8" and his balls look so big and heavy.
I wanted to feel them sooo bad! His cock was surrounded by a
nice crop of curly hair and his cock is dark brown like he
is with this cute pink tip the last two inches or so and a
nice size mushroom head that I was anxious to lick. I just
had to stroke myself looking at these pictures and
coincidently as I was doing just that, the phone rang. My
heart about beat out of my chest when I saw on caller ID
that it was Lawrence! I picked up the phone and said hello
in my sexiest albeit breathless voice.
He asked what I was doing and I couldn't tell him I was
teasing my clit while looking at his pictures so I replied a
mysterious "oh, nothing really'. Lawrence said he was really
looking forward to seeing me and that he's had a boner all
day. I laughed and told him that was sweet and I too
couldn't wait to see him. He asked if I might like some
champagne tonight and I said that would be great but
champagne always makes me horny. He laughed and said he
would then bring three bottles! We engaged in some nasty
little sex talk together then he asked if he should pick up
some condoms. Fueled by our nasty conversation in a sexy
whisper I told him no, that I wasn't his cum in my hot sweet
ass. He hesitated for a second or two then replied with `Oh
Gawd Rexy, I want you so friggin bad!' `Me too baby' was my
reply. He said he would see me around 7 and we both hung up.

I was floating on air at this point. I felt dizzy and my
hands were shaking with excitement. I've never sucked a cock
before much less had a real one in my ass but I've been
practicing with my vibrator and dildo and I was more than
ready. The trick, I thought, would be to keep from jumping
on his bones as soon as he walked in the door!

I finished my vodka and with a nice warm buzz I took a long
relaxing bubble bath and shaved my legs, underarms, chest
and some of my pubic hair. (Im not very hairy and that
helps). Out of the tub I powdered myself (Chanel No5) and
trimmed what's left of my pubes so it was nice and short and
sexy looking then put on my panties and my bra. I filled my
bra with a great pair of D cup silicone titties. They attach
with adhesive and quickly warm to my body temperature so
they look and feel almost real, not to mention how great I
feel in them!

I poured another vodka and relaxed a little, savoring the
moment. I feel so lucky to have this strange and mysterious
fetish for crossdressing. At times it's a curse but not at
this time, that's for sure. I glanced down at my painted
toenails, long red fingernails and my bra and panties and
felt a little rush run through me. My boner had calmed down
some but I can't ever remember ever being this horny before
in my life! Just to paint the picture, I am 29 and 5'9" tall
and weigh about 150 or so. I'm slim and have long shapely
legs and no visible Adams apple so I am lucky that I can
pass as a woman pretty well. Instinctively I began feeling
up my luscious tits but decided I better get back to the
task at hand before I get carried away.

I applied my foundation to my face, neck and chest then a
light dusting of face powder to set it. I filled in my brows
that I pluck to a nice sexy shape with a brown pencil  then
outlined my lower eyelids with a soft black pencil and
smudged them in. I chose a great soft plumb color eyeshadow
then did the crease with a darker plumb and highlighted my
eyes with a pinkish white below the brow. The trick is
getting both eyes the same but I'm good with make-up
(because I love it so much) and they were starting to look
real nice and sexy. I have naturally long lashes but I know
Lawrence liked my pictures with false lashes and I put on a
real long pair on my upper lid. They can be tricky but they
went well this time and I batted them in the mirror at
myself and decided they were hot looking. I put on the first
of many coats of mascara and took another break from the
make-up to let them set before the next coat.

I decided another vodka was in order. I was so buzzed and
horny by getting made up and with the anticipation of the
evening I wasn't feeling the effects of the vodka at all, or
so I rationalized. While having my drink I opened my
stockings and put them on. Gawd do stocking feel good!
Keeping the seams straight is a pain, but Lawrence said he
loves seamed stockings, so anything for my man! My red
painted toes look so cute in the stockings however it was
time for my high heels. It was a struggle buckling the ankle
strap with ling nails but after several minutes I managed to
get it done. Fuck me!.my legs were looking hot in those
heels and stockings!

I admired myself in the mirror some and fetched my mascara
and applied several more rich black coats making sure to
define every single lash. I previously brushed out and
teased my wig so I slipped it on and it only took a minute
or two of styling with a hair pick to make it look great. It
feels so nice having long hair brush so lightly on my
shoulders. I returned to the bathroom and put some nice
blush on my cheeks and more on my chest to accent my
cleavage. I sprayed my neck, chest and bush between my legs
with some Chanel No5 than started my specialty.red creamy
lips. I outlined my lips with a soft brick red pencil just
slightly outside my natural lip line.  I have rather full
lips and they look great in lipstick. I made sure I had them
perfectly shaped with a well pronounced cupids bow then I
filled them in with a liberal coat a fabulous Dior lipstick
shade called `Maraschino', very glossy and sexy dark red
color.

I lost track of time and glanced at the clock and it was
already 6:30, only 30 minutes until lover boy arrived!  I
wiggled into my leather mini skirt and put on my red blouse
making sure my cleavage showed just a tease. I put on my
cute heart earrings that I love so much and my bracelets and
I was struggling to put on my necklace with long nails when
the doorbell rang! My heart was pounding away as I walked to
the front door. I took a quick glance in the mirror and
whispered `well its showtime Rexy baby" and peeked out the
peephole. There was Lawrence, this gorgeous hunk of a man
standing at the door looking nervous. It looked like he had
something in his arms but I couldn't tell what it was.
I took a deep breath and opened the door just a crack.

"Are you ready for me baby' I said thru the crack, not
letting him see me just yet, and "More than you can possibly
know babygirl" was the reply. I opened the door wide and his
reaction was priceless! Lawrence's jaw dropped and he
couldn't seem to move or say anything. `Get in here baby,
before all the neighbors see us' I said. He was trying to be
cool but he tripped slightly walking over the threshold not
taking his deep brown eyes off of me. "Gawd damn", I think
he said maybe three or four times.

He told me my pictures were incredible but they didn't do me
justice at all and I thanked him. I so wanted to hug my new
man but his arms were full.

"Is this for me? I asked. And Lawrence handed me a dozen
beautiful red roses and a small box with a bow on it. "Oh
that's so sweet and I gave him a peck on the corner of his
lips, leaving a sexy little red lip print on him. As
promised he had three bottles of champagne too so I said
lets go into the kitchen. Lawrence set down the champagne
bottles on the counter and I put my arms around his waist
and hugged him and he put his big strong arms around my
shoulders and squeezed me tight. I felt so tiny and helpless
in his arms and I definitely felt his already hard cock
pressing against me.
`Feels like you glad to see me" I said and as we separated I
pinched his cock thru his jeans. `Damn things been hard all
friggin day Rexy'.

"So when do we get champagne?" I laughed and Lawrence opened
a bottle and filled our glasses, then handed me one.
`What shall we toast to?' he said holding up his glass.

"Mmmm, lets see.I know.lets toast to me sucking that big
hard meat of yours"
"And filling you hot sweet ass with cum?" he added as we
smiled at each other and clinked glasses. I took a sip but
lover boy downed the entire glass in one big gulp.
"Fuck baby!" I said then did the same with my glass causing
a wide grin on his face.
Lawrence poured us another and also handed me the gift and
asked me to open it. I did and inside was a very expensive
looking necklace. It was silver with a heart outlined with
small diamonds and I loved it.
"Oh Lawrence it's beautiful, put it on for me" I handed it
to him and turned around, lifting up my hair so he could
clasp it on the back of my neck. After he did he bent down
and kissed my neck softly as he put both hands on my waist
and ground his crotch into my ass. I felt a chill run down
my spine and I wiggled my ass into him and pushed back.

As much as I wanted to prolong the evening and savor every
minute, the alcohol kind of hit me or was it that I was so
fucking excited, but I felt tinglely all over and light
headed.

"Gawd Rexy I need to fuck you"
I looked over my shoulder at him as he was dry humping my
ass and smiled at him.

I let this go on for a few more seconds than I turned around
to face him.

"Oh Rexy Ann, you are so beautiful" he said looking straight
in my eyes.

Right there in the kitchen I reached for his belt buckle and
undid it then the button on his jeans. With our eyes locked
and a smile on both our faces I very slowly pulled down his
zipper.

"Take your pants off"" I whispered in his ear.
Lawrence shed his shoes and socks and removed his pants like
they were on fire as I reached for my purse took out my
lipstick and reapplied some more lipstick for him.
"Damn your lips are so hot baby, suck me"

Lawrence leaned against the kitchen counter and I squatted
in front of him on the tile floor and reached for his cock.
I stroked it and it felt so warm and hard. I couldn't
believe after fantasizing what it would be like I finally
had a cock in my hand and inches from my lips. It was much
bigger than my cock and it was beautiful to me. I admired my
red fingernails wrapped around it, as I stroked it, I was in
a trance.

"Suck me bitch" I heard him say but it sounded muffled and
far away.
"Suck me you fuckin little whore" he said and I moved my
lips closer. First I licked then kissed the tip of this huge
black cock in front of me, then I pointed it up and kissed
the underside, starting at the tip and kissing my way slowly
down to his balls.. His huge, heavy balls. Still holding his
cock up I cupped his balls in my other hand. His balls were
so big I could only fit one in the palm of my hand. I kissed
it and licked it.

"That's it, baby. Suck my big black balls you cunt"

I licked and gently sucked his balls, alternating between
them, covering them in with my red lipstick. I felt like I
was dreaming this, it didn't feel like it was really
happening to me.

My own cock was straining to get out so I reached in and
pulled it out over the top of my panties.

"That's right baby, let's see that little clitty of yours"
"Are you my little whore Rexy Ann?"

"Yes baby, I am your hot fucking little whore"

"Then suck my black dick whore"

I felt so submissive and helpless. I realized that I love a
man in charge and I will do anything my man wants. I want
only to please him..

I took his cock and slid my lips over it. Lawrence put both
of his hands on the side of my head and fucked my mouth,
each time deeper in my mouth. I felt it hit the back of my
throat and I felt like I wanted to gag at first but I
didn't. I opened my throat like I was swallowing and his
cock slid down, each time choking me just a bit.

"You are such a cock whore baby"
"Uhguhh" was all that came out with his cock down my throat.

Lawrence suddenly stopped fucking my mouth and pulled out
his cock.
"Get up baby, turn around.
He pulled me up and bent me over the kitchen table and
pulled down my panties.

"Wait a minute baby" I said, and I reached into my purse in
front of me on the kitchen table and pulled out a small
bottle of baby oil, and still bent over I handed it to him
over my shoulder. He took it from me I pulled out my
lipstick and as I was coating my lips I felt baby oil run
down the crack of my ass, then I felt his hand sliding down
my ass rubbing it in. I dropped the lipstick when I felt his
finger first circle my ass pussy then effortlessly plunge
in. I opened my sphincter for him and he begin finger fucked
me.

"Like that whore?"
"Mmmm, yes"
"Like my finger in your ass baby"
"Ooooh yesssssss"
"Want my dick in there baby?"
"Yessss"

I think he put in two or maybe three fingers in my ass and
was fucking me faster now.

"Say it whore, tell me you want me to fuck you"
"Fuck my hot little ass with your cock baby"
"You want my black dick in your white whore ass baby?"
"Yes, I want it"
"Want what baby, say it"
"I want your big black cock in my hot fucking whore ass
baby. Fuck me!"

I was so far off in space by now; it was like I some strange
erotic dream. It didn't seem real in some ways but very real
in others..

Lawrence stopped fingering me then I felt more baby oil
squirt down the crack of my ass. I arched my back and
stretched my legs up to offer my ass to him. I felt the tip
of his cock against my ass as his hands reached around and
fondled my breasts. He was teasing me. His cock poking my
opening but not penetrating me. I pushed back and I felt the
head slip half way in then slip out.

"You want it whore?"
"Yes baby"
"I have some friends of mine I want you to fuck baby. Will
you do that for me?"
"Yes, baby, yes"

Lawrence slowly pushed his cock into me and I pushed back.
It hurt just a little at first but it hurt in a good way. I
opened my sphincter and his cock slid in deeper. I felt so
full and so damn feminine and submissive. It wasn't like
with a dildo at all, it was much, much, much better!
Lawrence started slowly moving his cock almost out of my ass
then slowly back it. It felt just a little deeper each time.
I couldn't tell how far he was in me but it felt like he was
buried deep in my ass. I reached around and felt his cock
and to my surprise he was in me maybe 4" with at least
another 4" to go.

"Oh baby your ass is so tight and hot"
"Mmmm"
"Like my dick in your ass, whore?
"Mmmm"
"I want my friend Jerome to fuck you baby?
Mmmm"
"And maybe Leon, and Oscar too baby?"
"Yes baby, yes, I want all your friends to fuck me"
"Gawd it feel so good baby"
"Ohhhyesss" I said as we picked up the pace.

I lifted one leg up on the table and Lawrence grabbed my
ankle with his hand.
"Gawd you're so fuckin sexy"
"I need more baby oil baby" and Lawrence emptied the bottle
down my ass crack.
"Yes, that's it, don't stop"
"You're going to make me cum baby"
"Yesssss, shoot your hot cum in my ass baby!"

Lawrence stiffened and I felt him push it in all the way
deep in me and squirt then pull back and squirt, then again
and again and then again. We were both breathing heavy and
trying to catch our breath and didn't move. I felt his cock
shrinking in my ass and pushed back into him and Lawrence
pushed one more time then pulled back and his cock made a
plop sound as it came out of me and I felt his cum dribble
down my inner thigh.
I turned around and with wobbly legs I put my arms around
his neck and he put his around my waist and we kissed.

Lawrence noticed my clitty was hard and told me to make
myself cum while he watched.
I grabbed my cock and started stroking myself as he sat down
in the kitchen chair and watched.
"Cum for me baby"
"Talk dirty to me baby, I am your slut whore, I wanna cum
for you"

"Stroke that little white clitty for me. I want you to shoot
your cum on my ball and lock it off, you whore"
"Yes baby, spread your legs"

Lawrence leaned back in the kitchen chair and spread his
legs for me. I lifted up the front of my mini skirt and
pointed my clitty/cock toward his cock and balls, and
Lawrence stroked my stockings as I feverously pumped my
clitty.

"Cum on my big black balls and lick it off you fuckin whore"

That did it. I felt it start deep inside and I shot several
spurts of cum all over Lawrence's crotch and didn't hesitate
to drop to my knees and lick it up from his cock, balls and
stomach.

After I finished I looked up at him and he smiled.

"That was fun" he said.
"It sure was different too" I replied

Lawrence helped me up and I took a peek at myself in the
hall mirror and was pleased that my make-up was mostly
intact, except my lipstick, but I did look like I just got
fucked by the entire Marine Corps.

Lawrence wanted to keep going but I was pretty wrecked so we
sat on the couch for a while and talked and he left around
11:30. We had a nice little make out session at the door and
agreed to hook up again soon. As he walked out the last
thing I said was "Bring Jerome with you next time"..

I took off my high heels but crashed on the couch still
dressed and slept all night. I woke up about 8 the next
morning with a nasty hang over and my ass was a little
tender but I my first thought was to hook up with someone
else tonight!

To be continued...lots more to tell