Date: Thu, 30 Mar 2000 12:20:53 -0800 (PST) From: Rita Opal Subject: TG: Rita's TV Friend This story has a TRANSGENDER theme, and is a sequel to "Rita's Transition"; it describes how the TS Rita and her partner Jan, help a former colleague of Rita's who is worried by his cross- dressing desires. He discovers that he really doesn't have anything to worry about, and the two women discover that they can have a great deal of fun with a man who has special interests. THE SEQUEL RITA'S TV FRIEND My life with Jan continued its happy course. Our love for one another grew, and its expression physically was a very important part of our life together; we usually made love in a mood of quiet enjoyment of our devotion to one another, but on occasion things were more passionate. From time to time we also played games -- they added spice to our relationship. We were basically very happy with the way things were; things had started out very differently, but the changes in ourselves had brought us closer together. Mine was the most dramatic, as I had progressed from being a heterosexual male, normal except for a fetishistic interest in female clothing, to a physically impotent male, who was female in his fantasy world, finally to a transsexual woman, delighted by her femininity and retaining a strong fascination for the exquisite charms of female clothing. But Jan had kept pace with me in her own development: she was happily accepting of my foibles as a male, then loving, caring and turned on herself with her participation in my fantasy world, then finally recognising a lesbian side to herself as she welcomed me with open arms to join her and her sisters in the world of women. Late one evening we were somewhat more exuberant than usual, and enjoying ourselves with a large double-prong vibrator that had caught our attention in one of the love shops. It was an exhilarating experience for both of us, and I thrilled as Jan pushed down on me and I felt the tingling sensation extend right into the depths of my vagina. I was carried away by my ecstasy, and whispered repeatedly "Fuck me, my love, fuck me." I remembered the evening, some months previously, when with Jan's encouragement, I had lost my virginity to her nephew Peter. I had become passionate then, and once in a while I relived my pleasant memories of the occasion. We saw Peter from time to time; he now had a steady girlfriend, and they were very much infatuated with one another -- when I thought of her, I sometimes felt envious of the experiences she undoubtedly had. When we had come back to earth, and were snuggled together in our large bed, Jan smiled at me and asked "There isn't something you feel you are missing, is there?" "No," I replied, "but once in a while I still think of that evening. It was nice." "Not at all nostalgic?" she asked. "Not really," I said. "I'm so in love with you, and so satisfied with you, that I can't imagine anything better." She kissed me fondly. "I'm happy the way things are, too," she said. "I think that when you finally found yourself, and knew what you really wanted, something similar happened to me. I just can't imagine anything better than sharing my love life with another woman." But some old memories had been disturbed for both of us. After a long pause, she asked "Would you mind if I asked you something?" "No, my love, of course not." "It's just an idea that I get once in while," she said. "I found myself truly when I watched you progress into womanhood, and I felt your happiness in your acceptance of yourself as a woman; it made me feel the same way. I became aware of a sense of happiness in being female. Part of it was an acute awareness of the distinctions between us and males, and I think now and then about the fact that most males and females exert an attraction on one another. I certainly felt that attraction once, and when I remember it, I think about the way it was expressed. It was a very exciting experience to be penetrated fully by a man; if I am honest with myself I think I would like it again just once in a while." "I can understand that," I said; "you thought it was important enough to make sure I didn't miss out. So?" "What if we could arrange for a replay somehow?" She hugged me. "It might even be fun to do it together." I was intrigued, and must have looked somewhat taken aback, so she hastened to reassure me. "All I mean is that the physical act would be fun; I'm sure it would push us closer together than ever, just like your evening with Peter." She had prodded my memory now; "It would be rather nice," I said, "but who with?" "That's the tricky part," she said." "I suppose we could just hire someone, but that doesn't appeal to me at all." We lay side by side, still happy with one another, but I am certain that Jan's train of thought was following exactly the same track as mine. I was thinking that it might be exciting, for a rare change of pace, to feel the thrust of a large rigid cock. I was a woman, and had experienced penetration to the depths of my vagina; I thought that to refresh that memory would confirm my female nature yet again. I was at home alone the next morning; Jan had gone out, and was doing some catching up on chores -- she told me not to expect her back before the afternoon. The phone rang; I picked it up and said hello. "Is that, er Rita?" said a male voice, somewhat hesitantly. "Yes." The voice was vaguely familiar. "This is Len," it said; "I don't know if you remember me; I started work at the university about four years ago." Then I remembered: just before my early retirement he had joined the department. We had worked together for one term, and got on very well together. He was somewhat shy, and always seemed as if he had something worrying him. "Yes, I remember," I said. "But there's been a bit of a change in me, and I'm not too much like the person you remember." "I heard about that," he said, "and I'm actually calling about a problem I have; it might be you could help me." He sounded quite worried, and I wondered what sort of problem he had. "In a way it's related to what happened to you," he said, after a pause; "the fact is I'm really getting a bit desperate, and I would like to talk to you." I began to have some suspicions then: "You could come round right now," I said. "My partner is out for the rest of the morning, and we will be quite private." "Thank you very much." I got some coffee going, and in a few minutes the doorbell rang. Len looked much as I remembered him, if anything with more worries than usual. "You're Rita?" he said hesitantly. "Yes," I said. "Come on in. Would you like a cup of coffee?" He looked at me in some amazement. "I'm glad I was able to track you down," he said; "there's no way I would recognize you. You look beautiful." "Thanks," I smiled. "I finally realised what really made me happy, and followed my inclinations. Some people have a bit of trouble dealing with it, but I made the right choice, and I've no regrets." We sat in an awkward silence for a minute or two, and Len was obviously trying to overcome his shyness, and figure out how exactly to say what was on his mind. I decided to help get things going: "You said your problem was related somehow to what happened to me; are you a transsexual too?" "No," he said quickly. "At least I don't think I am. But what I want to do is related in a way. I don't know how to deal with it quite, and I'm getting a bit desperate; I just thought that you might have been through a similar situation." "Well," I said, "I have been through a few phases. The longest one was just being a happily married male -- with a bit of a difference -- I had a fascination for women's clothes. I might still be happy that way now if I hadn't had the prostate problem; that pushed me a little bit, and I found I liked the path I was on and went on to the end." He was staring at me with a rather odd look. What I had said apparently encouraged him and he took the plunge. "You were fascinated by women's clothing?" "Yes." "Me too," he said. "I get turned on by pictures, by displays in stores, and just by seeing women walk by in the street. Some times I get utterly preoccupied and I can't get my mind to dwell on anything else. Then the compulsion comes: I want desperately to wear those clothes myself. Do you think I am a transsexual?" "Not necessarily," I told him. "There are actually a lot of men with similar desires; in their spare time they put on women's clothing, and enjoy the way they feel. That's all. Very few of them really want to be women; most of them are quite happy being men most of the time." "I guess I am too," he said. "You don't feel deep down inside that you are really a woman?" "No. Most of the time I am quite happy with the way I am, and I couldn't imagine myself doing what you did. No offence." "None taken; I'm happy too, and I know my path isn't for everyone. But in that case I don't see what the problem is." "Well, I'm happy most of the time, as I said; but then I get this overwhelming urge -- I don't know what to do." I was a bit mystified at this: "That's just about where I was for much of my adult life. I simply followed the urge; I did what I felt like doing, and was quite happy. Of course I was very fortunate in my partner; Jan was very understanding, and so it became a source of pleasure rather than a problem. As I recall you aren't married?" "No," he said. "I've had a few girl friends over the years, and got on very well with them." "But you didn't tell any of them about this part of yourself?" "No. I would have been afraid of how they would react." "Probably wise," I said, though there are women who are very understanding, and even find it a stimulus to them. But I was always shy with girls; until Jan came along I assumed I would always be alone -- I enjoyed myself with my wardrobe, and had some intense orgasms all by myself." He looked somewhat taken aback at this. "I've never done that," he said. "What?" "No. It seemed wrong, and I would have felt so embarrassed buying the things I wanted." Now I was the one to be taken aback: "But there are catalogs; you can always be 'buying a present for your girlfriend' -- in fact there are a few stores that cater exclusively to male cross dressers." "I know," he said; "I just couldn't work up the courage. But this thing is getting to me more and more. I just have to do something, otherwise I'll go crazy. In my desperation, I thought of you. You seemed to be a fairly normal guy like me, and I knew you quite well. Then you became a woman. I still don't understand all the factors that go into doing something like that, but I thought to myself 'there's a guy like me, and at some point he must have started wearing women's clothes.' Then it came to me that I could ask you about it, and maybe you could help me sort myself out." "Of course. I'd be happy to," I said. I really felt empathy with the poor guy; I knew exactly how he felt, and the magnitude of the drive that was in control of him, but I couldn't imagine living life with such an urge and resisting it. He seemed very relieved at my response, and relaxed a little. "Thanks," he said. "I don't think I could stand it much longer, the way things are now." My heart went out to him; he was a 'sister' and had very similar drives to those I had as a male; but he had never been able to satisfy them, and had never had the good fortune that I had been blessed with. "We must try and get some relief on the way," I said. "You should follow your urge, and try the experience. I can get some things for you, if you like; I don't know quite what you want to do, but I would also be happy to help you along. Maybe you would like to be able to visit here and relax with your things; I'll talk to Jan." He seemed worried by that, so I reassured him: "Jan is one of the good people; she would be very happy to help you herself. And she is also the kind of wonderful person who would leave us to ourselves if she thought you would be more at ease. We'll work something out. Give me your phone number, and I'll call you this evening." He cheered up considerably, and we chatted about old times for a while. As he was leaving he said "It's funny how I react to you. You're a woman, good looking, no doubt about that, but I find myself relating to you much the same as I did when we were working together." "That's great," I said. "I am a woman alright, and some of the people I used to know can't deal with that. But in many respects I'm the same person." "Yes," he said; "I'm relating to the person like I used to, and I'm not embarrassed by the fact that you are a woman; in a strange way it makes it easier to talk about something like this." There was a moment of awkwardness when he couldn't make up his mind whether to shake my hand or not; impulsively I kissed him on the cheek. "I'm a woman," I said, and smiled sweetly. He grinned. When Jan came back I told her about my visitor, and his problem. "The poor man!" she said. "Are you going to help him?" "Yes," I said, "for sure. Apart from my feminine compassion, I see him as a 'sister' in a way. The question is what exactly he wants to do, and how to organise it. I think the best thing would be for me to ask him round for a quiet session; he'll be very nervous, and it might get quite intense." "Sometimes I think you're very sweet," Jan said; "that's why I love you so much. You should probably get him round as soon as possible, and I'll keep out of the way." "You're pretty sweet yourself," I said. Then a thought struck her. "But you better be careful," she winked at me. "He's a handsome young man -- we know what that might lead to." I gave Len a call that evening; I told him that Jan had to be away most of the next day, and suggested that he come round early in the afternoon. He sounded very relieved and agreed. "I'm not sure exactly what you want to do," I said; "I have piles of clothes that I would be happy to let you try." "Thanks. I think that's what I have to do," he said. "We can talk about the whole thing too," I added; "I do have a lot of experience which is very relevant, and hopefully I can be some help." He seemed very grateful as he said goodbye. Jan was a good sport the next day, and went off as promised, leaving me alone. I wasn't sure exactly what was going to happen, but I thought I was likely to be pushed into the combined role of counsellor, clothing consultant and maybe even maid. I felt very sympathetic towards poor Len, and still couldn't understand why he hadn't simply followed his desires, as I had done many years before. It struck me that his call to me was a good choice; I had experience with female clothing, and presumably an extensive wardrobe, and I had experience as a male with an interest in female clothing. As a female I would spare him the embarrassment of divulging his secret desires to another male, but as a former male I would presumably be able to deal more easily with specific male reactions to cross dressing. I thought wryly that I might be ideally qualified as a consultant for male cross-dressers. But in the back of my mind was a worry; I knew that the effect of cross dressing was likely to be a massive turnon -- in my early days it inevitably led to masturbation -- and I wasn't sure how I would deal with Len if he got sexually excited. I hoped that wouldn't be a problem for me or him. I also worried about how to present myself; I wanted make the most of my femininity as always, but I didn't want to do anything that might cause problems for Len. Being too feminine might upset him, but going too far the other way could also cause difficulties. I settled for a simple dress, professional looking, and I wore beige stockings. Underneath I had an open bottom girdle and separate bra, both white,and I wore a black slip to go with my dark dress. I wondered about panties, and finally chose a dark lacy pair. It probably didn't matter about my lingerie, but I wasn't sure exactly what the session would involve, and I thought that I just might want to show some of it to Len in my role as consultant. Len finally arrived looking somewhat apprehensive. We sat down with a cup of coffee and I tried to get him more at ease. "I think we should talk about this first," I said; "then I'll be happy to help you try anything you fancy." "Thanks," he said. "That's absolutely wonderful of you. I'm feeling a bit nervous about it, but the compulsion is driving so hard I can't think of anything else." "I know how it is," I told him; "I've been there too. Fortunately I was usually able to just give in to it, and I finally realised that I was having a lot of fun -- it didn't concern anyone else, and it wasn't really a problem." He didn't look completely convinced. "The first thing I need to know is what specific things you are into: do you want to wear long flowing dresses, filmy nightgowns or petticoats? Or is it really lingerie that appeals to you?" There was a reaction to 'lingerie' that made me think I had struck a chord, and Len looked a little sheepish. "Don't feel embarrassed," I said; "I told you I've been there. I was an apparently normal man, and I had an urge -- sometimes it was quite desperate -- to wear women's underwear. I spent a lot of my evenings and nights wearing it." "Well," said Len, "I really want to wear just about anything that women wear. But there are some kinds of underwear that really do something to me; sometimes I can't think about anything else." "What kinds?" He swallowed, and then said: "Things that don't seem to be so much in fashion these days. I've always been interested in looking at pictures of women's underwear, and I even looked at some books in the library; then I started trying to find old copies of magazines like Vogue -- what interested me were some of the ads." I smiled at him, and took his hand for a moment. "Take it easy," I said. "I'm beginning to think that we might have a lot more in common than you think. Can you tell me what things appeal to you specifically?" "Well," he started, and then trailed off. "Would you like me to ask you questions?" He grinned sheepishly and said "Yes, that might be easier." "Please relax," I said; "you just have some interests that are a little unusual, but they are by no means unknown. I think they are very close to the ones I had. Whatever they are, it's fun to explore the interest and try things on. It's nobody else's concern, and it will make you feel a lot better." "So," I continued: "let's talk about women's underwear. I'll tell you how things were with me, and we might find that we really do have a lot in common. I did have the advantage of developing my interests in the 50s, and there have been some changes -- but don't worry: there's still a demand for just about everything, and things can still be found. I seemed to be particularly attracted to things that were completely and utterly different from anything a man might wear. A lot of difference between male and female clothing has to do with relatively minor differences in styling, like the difference between shirts and blouses. There's much more difference in colours and textures, but we still think of the basic distinction in terms of pants as opposed to skirts. The fact is that women wear pants quite often, though, and men wear bathrobes. For me the real items of interest were those that seemed to symbolise the difference in the two genders; some feminine things seemed secret and forbidden in a sense because they were exclusive to an utterly non-male world -- there was a real thrill in entering into that world, and certain garments seemed to be the epitome of the secret world of femininity. "Sheer nylon stockings were part of that world; the feet and legs were visible, but I knew they extended right to the thighs of the wearer. She also wore a corset or girdle, to constrain her figure, but it also had suspenders attached to it to support the stockings. That was a powerful image for me, and I desperately wanted it to be my image. I looked at all the pictures I could find too, and I still remember one magazine with pin-up pictures -- it might be more accurate to call them skirts-up pictures -- one of them had the caption 'wisps of stockings, firmly gripped by pink suspenders'." Len was breathing fairly heavily now, and I knew my guess was right on target. "That's it exactly," he whispered. "Welcome to the club," I said, and smiled. He grinned wryly at that and seemed to be relieved. "It's not a problem," I said. "I would be happy to help you try on some of those things, and I know what a wonderful experience it is. It is a bit overwhelming though." "I've just got to try them," he said. "I know, believe me," I responded. "Do you want me to leave you to yourself for a while, or would you like me to help you? I could be your lady's maid if you like." He smiled again. "You are being very kind and helpful. And you have incredible empathy; I think I'll be a bit embarrassed, but I would like you to be there." I knew that Len was going to be massively turned on, and I wasn't at all sure how to handle it. I thought that it might be best to be completely matter-of-fact about the whole thing. "I know exactly where you're at," I said, "and once again for the record I've been there. I am now a woman, but I enjoy all the nice things I used to as a male. That means I understand what you want, and I have some idea about what can be done about it; I've had a lot of experience of women's clothing on both sides of the gender boundary and I think the best way for us to interact is if you think of me as a consultant. I don't have any problems with what you want to do, in fact I wanted exactly the same; so I'm simply available to help you in a matter I know something about." "I don't know how to thank you," he said. "You're being wonderful about this." "Practical things first," I said, in my role as assistant: "there's the question of sizes, which can be a bit tricky. Fortunately it looks as though we are very similar in build, and I think some of my things will fit you nicely." He gave me an approving glance, and smiled weakly. "Then there's a somewhat more delicate matter," I went on: "for me, women's garments, and certain things in particular, were a massive turnon; even if I didn't help the process along, my sessions inevitably finished up with ejaculation. I'm sure the same thing will happen to you. It's nothing to worry about -- it's certainly nothing to feel embarrassed or ashamed about -- in fact it's part of the fun. But there are some practical consequences; I found it most helpful to wear a condom, and put it on before I started." Poor Len seemed a bit overwhelmed at this turn of the discussion, but he nodded. "Let's start this way," I said: "you can go into the bathroom and prepare, and I'll give you a pair of panties to start off with. I'll give you a robe too; then you can start to get the pleasant feeling of soft feminine clothing. When you come back, you'll be 'decent' and hopefully it won't be difficult for either of us." "Thanks," he whispered; "I'm a bit overwhelmed, but that does seem best." "I'm simply your consultant," I said, "and I do have some experience. I know what's going to happen to you. The problem for me is how I deal with it." There was a question in his look at me. "I know what male bodies are like," I said, "and I know how they react. I can take that in my stride as part of the process. But I am a woman now and I may not be completely immune to the effects of male excitement. Don't worry about it; we'll deal with that if it happens." I went to the bedroom and found a nice silky pair of black panties in the drawer; they had lacy panels and trim. I remembered that there was still a package of condoms somewhere in the bathroom cupboard, and I got one of those. I also took a silky voluminous pink peignoir from the closet and went back to Len. "Here are the essential things to start with," I said. "Why don't you go into the bathroom and put them on? Take your time, relax, and enjoy the feeling. In the meantime I'll look out some things for you to wear later on." He took the robe and panties, and the little package, and went into the bathroom. I went back to the bedroom to select some items for Len's initiation; I knew exactly what would be best, and I thought happily about my early experiences with the same things. I took a corselette; it was black, with a front zipper and six suspenders. There were power net sections, and also sleek satin panels, and the bra cups were lacy; it had hooks up the front, almost from the hem, to pull it together, and the bra section also had finer hooks at the front between the cups; the zipper came up right to the neckline of the bra, giving a smooth appearance, and firmly covering the hook and eye fastening. It was a delight to wear, and I remembered my nights as a male feeling the firm but gentle constraint over my whole torso. I still had the same reaction, as a woman, and it was my favourite style of foundation. There were some breast forms in one of the drawers -- it seemed I never got rid of anything -- and they were quite nicely shaped to fill out the C cups. Since the basic motif was to be black, I found a nice pair of sheer nylon stockings that would match exactly. I didn't know how far Len would want to go, or how far he would be able to go, but I picked out a slip also. It was black, nicely shaped with lace trim around the hem and top. I carried the selection -- Len's trousseau -- into the guest bedroom, and went back to the living room to wait for him. He finally appeared, looking very sheepish and to be honest not remotely resembling a vision of loveliness. But my heart went out to him as memories of myself in similar circumstances came flooding back; I smiled at him. "You look nice; does it feel good?" He returned my smile. "It's wonderful," he said. "It's so good to finally be able to do this; I've been thinking about what it would be like for so long." "Let's go into the other room," I suggested. "It's nice and comfortable there, and there will be a bit more sense of privacy." He followed me in, and I closed the door; the room did look pleasant with the subdued lighting. Len saw the things on the bed and gasped. "I picked out some nice things for you. I think you'll like them -- I know I did very much. I have to be honest with you, too; I still do -- it's one of the delights of being a woman for me." "Let's get started," I said. "There's no cause for any embarrassment in the situation. The way I see it there's a simple commonplace relationship between us. You are a man, and like some other men, have an interest in certain items of female clothing; you want to wear these garments. As far as I am concerned your wishes are quite natural and understandable, and I am here to assist you. I'm going to play the role of your corsetiere, and my task is to make sure that your foundation garments are to your taste and fit properly." Len reacted to the word 'corsetiere' but he nodded. "Yes, that's what I want." "From my experience," I told him, "men find that the proportions of women's garments aren't quite right for them. One of the problems is that the ratio of hip size to waist size is larger in women. This can make getting a good fit for a girdle quite difficult; it has to be snug around the hips, and pull you in, but if it does that then the waist will be far too restricting -- that can get really uncomfortable. This is a corselette, a combination bra and girdle; I have found that they work very well in the way they accommodate to body shape. They eliminate the problems with a midriff bulge in between a bra and girdle too. This particular one has six suspenders; I always recommend that. It makes sure that the stockings are held firmly and evenly, and the girdle portion is held nicely in position as well." Len appeared to be overwhelmed again, and I wondered if I hadn't overdone my corsetiere role; I was beginning to enjoy it immensely. "Try the corselette," I said; "You'll have to slip off your robe to get into it." He took off the robe and braced himself as I unzippered the corselette and opened it up for him to step into. Once his feet were through the hem, I slid it carefully up his body; I stood behind him and eased the sides up. He realised what was required next and slipped his arms through the shoulder straps; I slid them onto his shoulders, pulling the garment up over his body, and patted the back and sides to make sure they were right. Then I came round in front of him. "The hooks aren't too difficult," I said, "but I'll show you how they go." I fastened the hooks, working up from the bottom; they weren't too tight, but I did have to stretch the material, and I could see that he was being pulled in nicely. "You'll need these," I said next, "to get the right shape and feel, and you'll find the fit is much more satisfactory." I quickly popped the breast forms into the bra cups, and then carefully did up the front hooks. Finally, I slid the zipper all the way up, and looked at the result. Below his neck, he did present an acceptably feminine appearance: from the lacy cups enclosing his prominent bust down over the smooth satin material to the dangling suspenders the image was impressive. The lacy panties showed below the hem of the corselette, and I realised there was an ominous bulge there. I ignored it. "You can put the robe on again," I said. "You'll probably find that most comfortable. I'll help you with the stockings in a moment, but you might like to try walking and sitting down, just to get the feel of the corselette. He put the robe on, and he took a glance at himself in the mirror; then he did walk to and fro over the plush carpet. "It's fantastic," he said softly, clearly very close to being overcome. I had some strange emotions myself, knowing exactly what his feelings were, and sharing them vicariously. "It really is quite a good fit," I observed, trying to steer the situation back to normality. "I find corselettes very suitable myself, and I enjoy wearing them; I thought it would be a good choice to recommend." Len tried to appear nonchalant too and said: "It does fit nicely; it's firm and snug -- and it gives me a wonderful contained feeling." "That's exactly what I want from a good foundation," I said. "If you sit on the edge of the bed, we can try the stockings. He sat there, and lifted his right foot for me to ease the filmy nylon on to it. I eased the stocking up to his knee; "You'll have to stand up for a moment," I said. "The suspenders can be a bit tricky, especially at the back; I'll show you." He stood dutifully, and I stretched the stocking up to his mid thigh; I kneeled behind him and carefully attached the back suspender. "I find it's best to get the other leg started next," I said. "Maybe you can just lift your left foot and let me get the stocking on." He lifted his foot, hypnotised, and I eased the stocking on; I worked it carefully up his leg too, and fastened the suspender at the back. "You could probably manage the others," I said, "but I'll do them this time and make sure that everything's just right." I kneeled down in front of him and carefully fastened the suspenders. I did each side in turn, and then the ones in front. It's a wonderful little ritual, and for me it embodies the essence of dressing as a woman and always induces a feeling of femininity; I felt the thrill, as always, doing this utterly feminine task. "There," I said, "everything's nicely fastened, and the stockings look just beautiful." Len obviously enjoyed the experience, but I noticed him looking down at me; I realised that my skirt had ridden up, and the tops of my stockings and my front suspenders were clearly displayed." "I'm afraid that wasn't too ladylike," I smiled, "but you see that I practice what I preach." He smiled at me, and did seem to be a little more relaxed. "Try walking now," I said. "You'll find it's a pleasant feeling. There's a nice tug from the suspenders, and they give a little as your legs move. I find the whole effect very comforting." He did walk over to the door, and then back again, and then he looked at me. "It's wonderful. I just can't get over how fantastic the feeling is." "I know," I said. "Enjoy it. Sit back and relax; you might find it nice to lie on the bed and just wallow in the feeling. I like it just as much; those nice things really make me feel feminine." He lay on the bed, his head propped up by the high pillow. He was obviously engulfed by the experience, and moved his legs slowly, obviously feeling the way the gentle constraints adjusted themselves to his position. He ran his hands over his body feeling the texture of the material, and let them finally rest lightly on his thighs; he moved his fingers slowly, touching the suspenders. "I imagine that you would like to relax like that for a while," I said finally. "Do you want me to leave you to yourself? Or do you want to talk? I do have some other things you could try if you like." "Please stay," he said. "It's an intense experience, and I don't know what more I could want. I'd just like to stay and enjoy it, and I'd like your company too. You've been so kind and helpful, and I think you have made it much easier for me." "I can't get over the fact that you never tried this before," I said. "It may be the first time, but I'm certain it won't be the last. Would you like to chat a bit?" "Yes," he replied. "It's a wonderful feeling, and I don't think I could describe it, but when I try and stand back mentally and look at what is happening as a phenomenon, it doesn't seem explainable." "A lot of human behaviour is like that," I said. "I don't think it can be explained. We have likes and dislikes, in clothing and even sex, just like everything else. Some people want to moralise, but I don't think morality enters into it. Nobody else is being hurt by our choice of clothing. I remember the first time I tried on a girdle and stockings; it was a very powerful experience, and it still influences me as a woman -- I guess some people would find that hard to explain. For me it was the beginning of a logical sequence, though I didn't recognise it for a long time; I did like to think of myself as feminine, and that was really why the clothes turned me on." "I haven't tried to analyse myself," said Len. "All I can say is that I have had a compulsion to wear things like this for as long as I can remember. Now I finally have the chance to do so, it feels fantastic; I suppose that feeling might be 'feminine' in some way, but I'm not really sure what that means." I thought about that for a while. "It's completely subjective," I said. "It's really making a statement about how you see yourself. It does tie in to the question of gender, as opposed to sex, which is a physical characteristic. As a transsexual, the question of gender became of overwhelming importance to me, and I wanted others to accept me in the way I felt about myself. A lot of other people in 'gender' space, the majority in fact, get some sort of thrill out of gender-bending, but they don't have the innate sense of belonging to the 'opposite' gender. A lot of men like that do like to feel 'feminine' on occasion." A thought struck me; "Would you like to try a simple experiment?" I asked. "Well, sure," he said looking puzzled. "It relates the way I think about myself," I said. "That evolved over the years, and there were some ideas that I reacted to. It may not be of any great significance, but I'll see how you react." I paused for a moment to consider my spiel, and Len looked at me quizzically. "You have always been strongly moved by the image of foundation garments, stockings and suspenders," I said. "It isn't just the sight that excites you, you actually want to wear them yourself. They are particularly feminine items, and you obviously have a desire for feminine things, as I do. Someone who has such a strong desire for feminine things shows some definite traits of femininity, and it wouldn't be incorrect to describe them as feminine. To me the feelings you are enjoying now are the feelings of femininity. You are feminine. You have joined the company of females: girls, ladies, women, even princesses -- choose your own favourite word. You are enjoying your femininity, wearing delicious feminine things and visiting our feminine world. I'm very happy to have you join us; I am a woman, I belong here now, and I am happy to welcome you, because deep inside you are one of us too. I think you are a very nice girl; you look nice in your feminine girly clothes, and you're enjoying them just like me. We both are enjoying our femininity in this exclusively female space: what could be more feminine than trying on a new girdle and stockings?. You really are a girl now; while you are here, as a girl, you really ought to have a nice feminine name, a girl's name: I think Linda would be a very nice. I'm going to call you Linda when you wear those nice femmy clothes." Len was now listening to me with bated breath; I smiled at him and noticed that there was a massive bulge in his panties. "You look very nice, Linda," I said. "I think your beautiful stockings make your legs look smooth and very shapely. Did you enjoy it when I fastened your suspenders, Linda? Do you feel the nice tug on your stockings, Linda?" Len gasped, then he shivered, and finally lay back moaning; the stretched surface of his panties heaved up and down driven by the powerful spasms of what they contained. He obviously responded to some of the same triggers that had set me going in the past. I let him enjoy his release for a while in peace. Then I resumed my professional role. "That was a perfectly natural response; it used to happen to me every time I got dressed. There's something incredibly exciting about gender bending, and I can relate perfectly to your reactions. They seem to be similar to mine; the clothes are exciting and stimulating, but the association with femininity is also a part of it." He finally had calmed down, and smiled at me. "It must be," he said. "That was fantastic; I have never come like that." "I understand," I said; "I'm repeating myself, but I know exactly how you feel. Welcome to the club." He smiled and seemed to be finally at ease. "I played a dirty trick on you there," I said; "I used all the loaded words I could think of. I wanted to check if you would respond just like I used to." "I responded alright," he admitted wryly. "OK," I said; "the key point is that it feels good and it does no harm to anyone else. So enjoy!" He smiled and said "I think that might very well come to be my philosophy." I was curious about another point, so I asked: "How do you feel now?" "Just nice and relaxed," he replied. "The intense pressure has gone, and now I just want to relax and enjoy a whole lot of new tactile sensations." "You don't want to take things off yet?" I asked. "No," he replied; "this is really very pleasant, and without the compulsive drive I just feel good -- it's calming and relaxing." "Len," I said, "that's very interesting. "You are a classic case of a male fetishistic cross-dresser (if you want to be technical); that's exactly what I was. But there's something else going on. In the classic cases, men are aroused by feminine garments, they achieve a climax, then the demon is laid to rest and they can't wait to change back to their male selves. You seem to be happy and relaxed, still wearing a corselette and suspendered stockings, after a male climax; that's the next stage down the road -- it might be correct to call you transgendered." "What does that mean?" "Simply that there's more going on than the effect of a simple fetish -- you seem to have some kind of affinity for the opposite gender and its accoutrements." "Does that mean that one day I'll decide to follow your example?" "Not at all. It's always a possible outcome, and it can happen quite late in life, but most transgendered people live happily without a full transition and changes to their body." He seemed at bit relieved to hear that, and lay back completely relaxed. After a long silence, he spoke again. "I must thank you. This has been a fantastic experience, and I still haven't really come down to earth. I appreciate your help more than I can say, and I think you have helped me to understand things a little better. It doesn't seem terrible any more; it really is fun, as you said, and I think you have moved some road blocks I had in my head." "That makes me feel good too," I said. "I thought I recognised you as a 'sister' -- forgive the expression -- I guessed right and I'm sure you'll be back for more." "I'm afraid I will," he said smiling happily; "I'm completely hooked now; my compulsion led me to a very nice place to be. In fact I'm quite happy to call myself a 'sister'." I left him to relax, and enjoy the sensations. Eventually he got up and carefully took off the clothes and got himself back to 'normal' in drab mode. He knew as I did that 'normal' would never be the same again. After some casual chat, he left, evidently completely relaxed and at ease. When Jan came back later, I told her about the events of the afternoon. "He is well and truly right where I was," I said. "I got him into a corselette and stockings, and he was turned on like a searchlight. We chatted about things for a while, and then I thought I'd try a test. I started talking about what he was wearing, pushing him into a feminine space, and using all the femmy words I could think of. Then I called him a nice girl, and said he needed a nice name, so I started calling him Linda. At that point he exploded. After he had relaxed, I asked him if he wanted to take the things off; he didn't. The whole thing got me into quite a strange space; it could have been me twenty years ago, and it brought back a lot of memories." "Very interesting," said Jan; "what happens next?" "I don't know. But he's got the taste now, and he'll obviously want to pursue the interest. The thing is that it's more than a CD fetish; his reaction to the feminine identification makes me think he's transgendered to some degree." "I wonder how far that will lead," Jan said. "Who knows? I don't think he's TS, certainly not yet. He has had some girl friends after all -- in that respect he differs from me." "I wonder what else he might be into," said Jan suddenly. "What do you mean?" "Oh, things like being dominated; maybe having two women help him would be even better for him." I began to have some suspicions: "What are you getting at now? Are you suggesting you would like to join our little girdlefest?" "It might be fun," she said, winking at me. "As you know I don't have any problems at all with males who wear girdles; they get very nicely aroused." "And ...?" "For the moment he's obviously male in his response, and that does give him the ability to do something we might appreciate on special occasions." "What a nasty mind you have," I said, teasing her. "The poor guy has a real drive, and it was becoming a problem; I was just trying to help him." "I know," she said, "and I honestly think that was very sweet of you. But what if he liked the idea of meeting both of us? What if he did feel the urge to make love to a woman when he got turned on?" "Jan, my sweetheart," I said, "I'm beginning to get turned on by the whole thing myself, and you know I'd like to make love to a woman, too." "Guess what?" she replied, "I think I would, as well." "I'll keep my girdle and stockings on, then; I wouldn't want to disappoint you." I smirked. "Of course, Rita my love," she said; "I wouldn't want you otherwise." The next day Len called. "Hi, Rita," he said. "I want to thank you for helping me to sort things out. The afternoon was utterly fantastic; I think I have got my act together now, and I have had a happy time looking through the catalogs. There are also some very interesting things on the web." "You're very welcome," I said. "You really took me back; every moment I was thinking this could have been me, twenty years ago." "That's interesting," he said; "I still don't see myself following the path you did. The whole thing is a massive turnon, and I obviously responded when you did the feminine identification, but I still seem to be turned on by girls, too. That makes me pretty mixed up; I'm not quite sure where I'm at." "You could try to find out," I told him. "Doing the experiments could be a lot of fun." He laughed. "I guess so," he said. "It's still a little mixed up. There's no doubt I like to wear girdles and stockings; but girls turn me on too. Would they like me to wear girdles and stockings?" "There are some that would," I said. "The problem is finding them." "If I could, that would be about as close to heaven as I could get," he said. "How do women react to males wearing feminine clothing?" "There are all possible reactions," I said. "Some are revolted; some would just accept it as a harmless matter of personal comfort; some would actually like it, and even encourage it. There are those that like to dominate and would get their kicks from requiring it and forcing their male lovers into female clothing." "You're kidding?" he said. "No." I replied. "The dominatrix image is a feature of our culture. Look at the personal ads in the paper. They are the pros, of course, but it isn't unknown among amateurs." There was silence on the line for a while. "That idea does something to me," he said eventually. "The fact is I have always had a response to the idea of enforced feminisation. I get quite turned on when I read some of the stories in Greek mythology. The tale of Hercules in the service of Omphale really gets to me." "That's quite a common phenomenon," I said. "I remember that particular story produced a little squirming in my groin back in the old days." "I don't know what's happening to me," he said. "I really appreciate the way you let me unload like this. But you tell me things that just get to me." "You squirm too?" "Yes, I do." "Well," I said, "where do you go from here?" "I guess I have to find someone who would be interested in playing along with me." "Linda," I said, "I must confess that I find some of the things we are talking about quite exciting. I'm a woman; you know that, but you have been relating to me as the person you knew before, just adding the factor that I was also a cross-dresser. I certainly share some of your interests, but I also would like once in a while to have some fun with a male. My partner, Jan, is a very understanding woman, and she might find your interests and mine quite compatible with some of hers. It just might be that the three of us could have a very interesting time together." There was a long silence. Then a in very subdued voice he said "I think I would like to try that." When I told Jan about Len's call, she was very interested indeed. "I'm excited by the idea already," she said. "You like the idea of a threesome?" "Yes, I think I do, under these circumstances. When you had your little affair with Peter, it had quite a strange effect on me. I really did think it would be a good experience for you, and then we both got into worrying about dealing with Peter's little problem; but while I was away that weekend, I kept thinking about what was happening. I finally realised that I wanted to be there too, and I got quite excited at the thought." "To throw your own words back at you, you appear to have hidden depths, too, Jan my love." I said. "Maybe we should start answering some swingers' ads." "No," she said, "that has never appealed to me. What appeals to me is you, and if you have some innocent involvement with someone else, then I want to be involved too, simply because of my love for you. There also seems to be an attraction for people who are neophytes in some way; Peter had never had a girl at all -- Len has, I suppose, but he has this nice TV side to him, which he hasn't properly sorted out yet." "So there are three people with various ideas about what they might like to do for some sexual fun," I said; "How do they set things up?. I'm not sure things like that are just going to happen, but we can't very well sit down together to plan and negotiate." I was being facetious, but Jan immediately said "Why not?" "You really think we should get together and write a scenario?" "Something like that," she said. "Look, we are all adults, and we all have certain things that turn us on; if there are combinations that are mutually agreeable, then everyone has a good time. Let's ask Len round to talk about it." I wasn't completely convinced, but Jan had obviously got into one of her enthusiastic organising moods; to be fair, I thought to myself, it did work out fairly well the last time. "Alright then, I'll give Len a call," I said. "But this time it will be me that is hesitant and awkward." Jan winked at me. Later that day I gave Len a call. "Hi, Len. It's Rita." He seemed very happy to hear my voice: "Hi, Rita. What can I do for you?" "I'm not quite sure," I said; "I don't really know quite how to put it." "Oh?" "Jan and I have been chatting about what you told me the other day. Well, the fact is that she seems to be very interested in exploring some of your ideas." He didn't seem at all bothered: "That's wonderful," he said. "You don't feel awkward about it?" I asked. "No, not any more. Things were so good the other day, and I started thinking about what you said -- I mean about doing things if they were fun and didn't hurt anyone else. It even made me think of some other things that might be fun." "That makes me feel a bit better about it," I said, not completely convinced. "Jan seems to like the idea of joining in, the next time, and she also might have some ideas about how to improve things." "I like the sound of that!" he said. "Well, if you do, then the only real problem is the classic one: who does what to whom." I was trying to be nonchalant, and Len laughed. "We could sit down together and work that out," he said. "I guess we could. That's more or less Jan's idea too; it does seem a little cold-blooded to me." "We're consenting adults," he said; "why not?" "I suppose there isn't any reason why not," I said, still a little dubious. "Maybe you could come round after dinner this evening, just to talk about it." "Thanks. I will." Jan was delighted to hear the outcome of my call to Len, and her happy anticipation was evident all through dinner. Later on, Len arrived, and the three of us sat down with glasses of wine in the living room. I wasn't sure how the topic of interest would get started, and sat back in appropriately demure fashion; Jan was of course in the gung-ho state she gets into when she has a 'project' that interests her. Len seemed much more laid-back than he had been on our previous meeting, and had chatted happily with Jan as we settled down. Jan decided to open the meeting. "From what Rita has told me, Len" she said, it seems that all three of us have some quite specific ideas about how people can have some innocent enjoyment together. All of us seem to be apart from the mainstream in one way or another, and it looks to me as though we do have some interests in common." "I think we do," said Len. "Well," said Jan, "it would be a great idea to work something out that makes us all happy. Rita doesn't seem too keen about the idea of 'cold-blooded planning', and she has a point because we are dealing with things that turn us on sexually -- they can have a very profound effect on us, but sometimes we're not at ease discussing them." "A week ago, I would have felt that way," said Len, "but Rita was very helpful to me, and in the process I came to realise that if one enjoys something, one should do it and enjoy it to the full. I would feel quite embarrassed to talk about what turns me on to somebody who just wouldn't understand, but if they actually share my interests I don't think I would be inhibited at all." "You really wouldn't mind talking with Jan about what happened the other day?" I said. "No," he replied. "She knows about it; I know she knows about it, and I also know that she's empathetic." "Good for you," I said; "I don't think I would have been able to do that; are you seriously suggesting that we might sit here and make a list of what we like, and what we would be prepared to do?" "It seems to be the logical way to do things," he said. "I don't see why we shouldn't either," put in Jan. "Would it really bother you, Rita?" "I suppose not," I said; "in any case I seem to be outnumbered." "Why don't we each make a little comment about ourselves?" said Jan. "Then it may be fairly clear what we like, and what we are looking for." "Sure," said Len. I wasn't too happy with the idea, but I agreed. "Maybe I should go first," Jan said, "just to get us started." Len was happy with that, and I decided it might be interesting to hear what the other two had to say. "I'm a woman," Jan said smiling. "I suppose I was very normal for most of my life; I was heterosexual, and got married to a very nice man. He turned out to have some unusual interests, but I'll let Rita say more about that. I found that these interests weren't off-putting at all, and they enhanced our relationship. As the years went by I became more and more attracted to femininity in my partner, and I finally realised that I had become completely lesbian in my attitude. What I relish now is a loving relationship with another woman. I think we are both 'feminine'; there isn't an extreme butch/femme dichotomy. But it's fair to say that insofar as a distinction can be made, I like a partner that is very feminine, and I am happy to be the active rather than the passive one of the pair. The history of my relationship with my partner has led me to empathise with males who show feminine characteristics and take an interest in feminine things, even to the point where I find they turn me on. My lesbian relationship with another woman is immensely satisfying, and what I ultimately desire; but on odd occasions I do remember my sex life with my husband, and think that it would be fun to do some of the things we did together -- just as a change of pace." "That puts me on the spot," I said; "I better go next. Jan's story does have a lot to do with mine, so she has actually given a tantalising preview." She smiled at me sweetly, and I continued. "Like Jan, I am a woman. But it wasn't always that way; I am a transsexual woman. I was her husband for many years, and though I was heterosexual -- as a male -- I was very fond of feminine things. I liked to wear feminine clothing, and had a particular fondness for girdles and stockings. I might still be just the same, but prostate surgery left me unable to perform as a male, and in dealing with that frustration I found myself yearning for more and more feminine things; I started to identify myself as female, and eventually it made sense to become female in my body as well. One of the wonderful things that happened to us as a couple is that Jan gradually changed in step with me; she changed her orientation, and we remained partners. I see myself as very much a woman now, but I am not a very 'normal' woman; apart from being basically lesbian in my orientation, I am still profoundly influenced by female clothing. It is as much a thrill as it ever was, and I find it very sexy. I have had one sexual experience with a male, and my reaction is much the same as Jan's -- my basic desire is for a relationship with another woman, but I remember that one experience and from time to time I think it would be fun to do something like that again." "That's very interesting, Rita," said Len. "It helps me to understand your empathy and the way you helped me with my little initiation a couple of days ago. So, it's my turn now. I represent the visible minority, ladies: I am a man. I am heterosexual, and I have had close relationships with some special girl friends. But I am not 'normal' either; deep down inside me, for as long as I can remember I have had an urge to wear female clothing. The urge became focussed on girdles and stockings, my only experience so far, but I think I would enjoy going much further. Rita rung a bell the other day when she was helping me get dressed for the first time, and it became clear that I do have a deep-seated desire to be feminine in some way. I find pictures of women in the garments that appeal to me extremely exciting, and my first response is a desire to dress myself the same way. Now I have had that experience, and have realised that I can easily repeat it, I think I would find it exciting to be in the company of women dressed just the way I am. I think I would respond to them as a male, since my basic urge to wear their clothes would be satisfied. It's hard to describe exactly, but being feminised is a turnon, and as I told Rita, being a male among females, but being compelled to dress like them and be their companion is a very appealing idea." "A lot of what you say is very similar to the way Rita was," said Jan. "But it's interesting that you like the idea of being a male in a group of women. Do you think that you would be sexually interested in the women then?" "I'm certain I would," he replied. "Even if you had been 'feminised'?" "Oh, yes." "And you would be able to have sex with them, dressed just as they were?" "Yes. I think the idea of making love to a woman when she and I were both dressed identically is my ultimate fantasy." "And the domination aspect?" "It's there; I respond to it. But extreme domination and subjugation just doesn't appeal to me. The 'feminisation' that appeals to me would be even more exciting though, if it were required by a woman. Maybe even if it was enforced, but there's a fine line there. The point is I like it; I wouldn't need to be forced too hard." He smiled. "We're obviously not your typical random sample of three people," I said; "so where do we go from here?" "Well," Jan remarked, "it seems to me that there is some degree of compatibility between us; it's worth exploring, isn't it?" "I don't really like the idea of making a check-list," I said; "A likes x to be done, B likes to do x, therefore A and B should get together." "But they obviously should," said Len. "It would be great for both of them. It seems a lot more reasonable than people meeting at random, and then discovering after some unfortunate dates that they don't really suit one another." "Well, I suppose so," I said, "But we can't very well sit down together and write a scenario." "I don't really see why not," Jan said. "Even if nothing comes of it, it might be great fun to think about one." Len in his new uninhibited state seemed to be in agreement with Jan, and when I thought about it, I couldn't really come up with a serious objection. "OK, you win, and you're both right of course," I said. "Here's my suggestion: we enact a modern day version of Hercules and Omphale. Clearly Len has to play the Hercules role; he finds himself a captive of the queen, and she decides to tame his macho spirit by dressing him in feminine attire, and requiring him to spend his time with the handmaidens of her court; he has to join them in their daily feminine tasks, and he is rebuked like the others when his work isn't satisfactory." Len knew the reference of course, and looked very interested; Jan was a little more vague on classical mythology, but she seemed to like the idea. "So who plays the queen?" she asked. "Oh you of course," I said. "I am obviously one of the poor handmaidens, dressed in restrictive clothing and forced to do feminine tasks; I am one of the women whom poor Hercules is forced to join. We live similar lives, we wear exactly the same clothing, and we live in fear of harsh words from our mistress. She, the queen Omphale, is a strict mistress; she makes rigid rules about the clothing of her handmaidens, and makes sure they are always occupied with tasks appropriate for subservient women. On occasion she does reward them; in spite of her treatment of Hercules, she has a soft spot for him, and even makes love with him. Just in passing, it's actually recorded that she bore him several children; I would suggest that we don't follow the original story line exactly." "So I have to be a mistress and require subservience," said Jan. "And I can reward my handmaidens by taking them to bed with me?" "That's roughly the plot," I said. "Of course in the modern setting, she might not be a queen; she could be a stern proprietress of a lingerie emporium, employing models who rely on her favour to retain their jobs." "I like it," said Jan; "you're very clever, Rita. But why would poor Hercules be working for her?" "Oh, I don't know. She must have some hold over him; maybe he's a former lover still infatuated with her, and she is punishing him for some transgression." Jan seemed to like the idea of being a dominatrix, and having her pleasure with the male member of the cast certainly had its appeal; Len looked quite taken, and of course it was he who had reminded me of the classical reference. I hadn't been completely serious, but obviously the idea really appealed to the others; the more I thought about it, the more it appealed to me. The simple fact was that it did cover several of the requirements. "What about costumes?" asked Jan. "As I see it, that's completely up to you," I said. "You're the boss. You can wear whatever you think might be appropriate. We have to wear whatever you require us to wear. In order to subjugate Hercules, he must obviously be required to wear the most fussy, frilly, feminine things possible; I have to wear the identical garments in order to underline his feminisation." "It really is a fantastic idea," Jan said. "What do you think, Len?" He was almost lost for words, but he nodded, and finally said "I like it; it's my fantasy come true." All of us, myself included, seemed to be quite excited by the scenario and we agreed to have our first run through it on the following Friday evening. Len took his departure, and I was struck by the way his mein and outlook had changed since our first meeting. I remarked on it to Jan as we were preparing for bed. "Len seems to be quite uninhibited now about his interests." "Yes," said Jan, "it's hard to reconcile him with the person you told me about. I find it refreshing; people seem to get such ridiculous hangups about sexual matters, and I even see it in myself. What he enjoys doing would be considered weird, shameful or maybe even perverted by many people; but when he's with people he knows are empathetic, and even interested themselves, he seems to be completely open about it." "I could never do that," I said. "It did come to be a marvellous part of the interaction with you, but I think some of the appeal was because it was 'our secret'. Of course I found that dealing with people who were completely accepting, like those supplying items I was interested in wasn't a problem -- that was a natural business relationship." Wearing our soft feminine nightgowns we snuggled up to one another in the big bed. "I don't really know why I wasn't enthusiastic at first," I said. "It does make sense for people to plan their activities, just like vacations. I'm beginning to think that this 'trip' may be a lot of fun." "It will, Rita my love," said Jan, and she kissed me. "It's obviously a natural story line for Len and me," I said; "but I'm not sure about casting you as a dominatrix -- you're too nice a person." "Just watch me!" she said. "Actually to play the role, not too seriously, does get me excited." "So what about your costume?" "I was thinking a sexy satin corset would be appropriate," she said. "Tightly laced, and with the hem surrounded by frilly suspenders." "What?" She winked at me: "Well, I must give the right impression," she said, "and I think it will be worth the discomfort to see the effect on you and Len." "Just thinking about it has an effect on me." I nestled close to her, and we started a mutual exploration of our female pleasure centres. The result was inevitable. Friday was still a couple of days away, and Jan and I spent some time thinking about costumes. We needed matching outfits for Len and myself, and fortunately I had sufficient supplies that it was not a problem. Jan had to go shopping for her particular requirements; there was a boutique in town that catered to various special tastes, and she came back looking very pleased. "What did you get?" I asked her, overcome with curiosity. "That's my surprise," she said. "You'll find out on Friday." She had a 'project' again, and she was very interested in the preparations. On Friday afternoon we did a final check of the wardrobe, and thought through some of the 'logistics'. "I think I have to present myself in my regalia right from the start," Jan said. "But I am not sure how you and Len fit into the plot. Obviously part of it will involve getting Len dressed properly, but I'm not sure about you, or how both of you make your entrance." "I think that I have to be 'dressed properly' too," I said. "The whole point is that Len, a male, is treated exactly the way I am; that underlines his feminisation. The question is how we start out." "He could start as a male, just arrived so to speak, and part of the process would be to remove all signs of masculinity -- but what about you?" "I suppose I should be 'decent'," I said; "maybe a nightdress, or a robe. Or we could start out completely naked to underline the difference between us, then gradually be made to adopt identical outfits." "Do you think that Len would go for that? How about you?" "I think it would be alright, given the situation. I suppose that Len might be sufficiently overcome to get excited, but ignoring that would be part of his transformation." "I don't think I could ignore it for too long," said Jan, smiling happily at me; "It's what I want to have for myself before the end of the drama." "Of course," I said; "that's the real object of the whole charade." "Now don't be envious, my sweet little handmaiden," Jan said. "Remember that I shall reward those who happen to please me. In your case there are several possibilities: I might be gracious enough to invite you to my bed, or I might think it entertaining to require Len to service you, while I watched the performance." "I would just have to submit dutifully, in either case," I said. We were having fun thinking about our new game, but I felt a strange thrill inside me. We had arranged to have an early dinner out with Len, and met him at a nearby restaurant. We had a pleasant meal together, and the conversation was casual; as if by mutual consent we avoided any topic which might relate to the evening ahead of us. We didn't rush the meal, but none of us had any desire to linger, and we made our way back home. Jan ushered Len and I into the large guest bedroom. "Just let me say something before we start," she said. "We are consenting adults, and we simply plan to have some fun. I shall be playing a role, and if things don't work out, then we can always try some other game. But in my role, I am in command, and both of you are required to obey my instructions." "Yes, mistress," I said, and Len dutifully echoed my words. "It's meant to be fun," Jan said; "we shall be playing a game, and I hope that I am sensitive enough to give you orders that will agree with what you really want yourselves." "That's understood," said Len, and I nodded agreement. "So I need to prepare myself," Jan said. "Handmaiden Rita: I shall need your assistance in my boudoir. Len: we shall start by considering the situation in which you find yourself, a man, in my establishment. While we are away, please remove your male clothing; you must present yourself to us completely undressed when we return." Len looked a little startled by his first order, but started immediately to remove his shirt. "Come with me, Rita." said Jan, and I followed her into our bedroom. She started to undress then. "I shall need help with the corset," she said, smiling. "And I don't want to single Len out -- I think you should be completely undressed too." She couldn't maintain her imperious character, and added: "You don't mind, do you." "No," I said. "But having been there once, I have some sympathy with Len." "I hope he isn't going to anticipate his cue," said Jan, "but I suppose we could work that into the plot. There's a minor point of protocol, too; in public displays, models normally wear panties under the items that they show. The effect is much more aesthetic, but it does present problems for calls of nature, and when there are other reasons for wanting easy access to intimate areas." I grinned. "That's a classic CD problem," I said. "even with my wealth of experience, I don't think I have resolved it yet. Of course if one wears panties underneath, then an interesting ritual is required for their removal." "I shall bear that in mind," said Jan smiling at me. We had both removed our clothes now, and Jan put on a pair of silky black form-fitting panties. Then she opened her package and took out the corset. It was magnificent; it was bright red satin, with lace trim, and had eight wide frilly suspenders dangling from the bottom. She clutched it round herself, and pushed her breasts up with the half cups; the mounds above her nipples with their deep cleavage were prominently displayed. I set to work pulling her in, and lacing up the back; it was a very unfamiliar task, but when I had finished it was obvious that the corset fit her well and moulded her figure to perfection. She took a pair of black stockings, and I helped her smooth them up her legs to her thighs. "My suspenders, Rita," she said imperiously. "I want them even and carefully spaced so that my stockings are held neatly." I kneeled down in front of her, naked, and started my delightful task. Each of the eight little tabs was carefully placed before I slid the metal loop over it. I adjusted each suspender carefully, so that the tensions were carefully matched and the tops of her stockings were level. I was finally satisfied, and stood up to look at the result. She seemed pleased too, and graced me with a smile. "You look devastating," I said. "You have given me some new ideas, too." She put on a matching red negligee; it was full length, and could be wrapped round her completely, but as she stood it was open at the front to reveal the sublime picture beneath. She put on a pair of black pumps with three inch spike heels, and then said "I'm ready, now. We should go and deal with Len." Len gaped at the vision of Jan as we returned. He must have noticed my nakedness, but it obviously didn't make as strong an impression. He was sitting on the edge of the bed, and so far didn't show any signs of excitement. "I'm ready to deal with you now," Jan said to Len. "My handmaiden Rita assisted me in preparing myself, and it's very clear that I need another girl to assist me here. You were a male, but you have entered our feminine space, and it will be necessary to make you as feminine as possible to serve my purposes. I plan to eliminate all vestiges of your masculinity and make you into a girl; as a girl you will fit into the routine here. You will be called Linda." 'Linda' was obviously responding to Jan's words and his penis started to show signs of life. Jan looked pointedly at it and said "You are to be a girl, Linda. You and Rita will share the feminine duties of my establishment; I plan to have both of you dressed in a suitable manner. I notice that you do have one unusual feature for a girl, and we shall make sure that it is well hidden by silky feminine lingerie while you perform your duties. I shall remember it is there, and if it pleases me, I may require you to let me make use of it as I see fit." Linda, as I shall call her now, began to show more signs of excitement, and an almost erect penis protruded from her groin. "That must be covered up immediately," said Jan. "Please get Linda's panties, Rita, and assist her with them." Matching panties for Linda and myself had been laid out; they were bright pink, with lacy tops and layers of ruffled nylon. I picked up one pair and Linda extended her feet. I kneeled on the floor and slipped them over her feet and eased them up her legs. She stood up then, and I careful pulled them right up to her waist; there was a noticeable bulge in the front, but Linda didn't seem too upset by it. "I think it is appropriate for both of you girls to be dressed exactly the same," said Jan. "I want everything to be properly arranged, and that will be done best if you assist one another in turn. Linda will be a little unfamiliar with her new clothes until we have her properly trained, so you must help her, Rita. She can then learn her feminine tasks by assisting you. I shall require you both to be dressed suitably for your situation here, and proper girdles are essential for your appearance. Linda: please get Rita's panties and assist her with them." Linda walked to the dresser, and returned with the matching pair of panties. She kneeled and held them for me to step into. As I did that, she pulled them up by the waistband until they fitted snug round my waist. She seemed a little awkward, but did not appear to be too embarrassed by the proceedings. "You will obviously need bras to wear with your girdles," said Jan. "All the clothing has been laid out for you; get Linda's bra, Rita, and show her how to wear it." There were two bras on the dresser, black with lacy cups. The bands were deep enough to require four hooks at the back, and had satin panels at the sides. I noticed that one of them had breast form inserts, and took it over to Linda. "Lean forward, and hold your arms out, Linda," instructed Jan. I looped the straps over Linda's arms, and pulled the band round her back; I fastened the hooks, and then arranged the straps over her shoulders. Finally, I tugged down around her midriff to make sure that the bra fit snugly. Linda now displayed a well proportioned feminine bosom. Jan watched with approval. "That fits you nicely, Linda," she said, "and you look much more feminine with those nice breasts. You can get Rita's bra now, and help her with fitting it properly -- take great care with the cups, as she is well endowed." Linda took the other bra and slid the straps over my outstretched arms; she watched with evident interest as I leaned forward to allow my breasts to fall into the cups. I set the straps in place on my shoulders and left her to struggle with the back fastening. She finally got the hooks done up properly and then she followed my example, and smoothed the band down; as she did so, her hands briefly brushed my breasts, and I felt a twinge of excitement as my nipples responded by stiffening and pressing against the lacy cups. I was beginning to enjoy the game, and I had no doubt that Linda was. Jan noticed my reaction and smiled sweetly at me. "Now the girdles," said Jan. "They are firm, and will control your figures properly; get Linda's, Rita, and make sure it is properly fitted." There were two matching girdles ready; they were black, with moderately high waists, made with powernet and satin panels. They had a front fastening, three quarter length, with a zipper fitting tidily over the hooks and eyes underneath. There was a narrow lace trim round the hems, and six delicate suspenders dangled from each one. I undid the zipper on one of them and opened the girdle; Linda stepped in to it, and I stood behind her to pull it up over her hips. When the waistband was in place, I kneeled in front of her and fastened the hooks one by one. She was pulled in very firmly as I did this, and I stood up to slide the zipper up her tummy; the elastic material was stretched tight round her hips, and I heard a quiet gasp. I also noticed that there was a prominent bulge in the panties below the hem of the girdle. "That looks much better, Linda," said Jan. "You will make a very pretty girl; girdles are very helpful in giving a feminine appearance. Now would you get Rita's girdle and assist her." Linda walked over to the dresser, her hips swaying slightly as she obviously enjoyed the sensations created by her tight girdle; she took the other girdle and followed my example quite diligently. She opened it up to allow me to step into it; she eased it up over my hips and derriere; she made sure the waistband was properly located. She then kneeled as I had done, and fastened the hooks -- she seemed more adept at the task now - - then she stood and slid the zipper up. I felt myself pulled in too, pleasantly contained, and felt the satisfaction that always came with a good foundation garment. "Stockings next," said Jan: "they are sheer, so be very careful with them. I decided that fully fashioned hosiery would look best with your outfits, so you will have to make sure that the seams are straight. Rita: help Linda with her stockings and suspenders." "Seams!" I thought to myself; I realised then that Jan had dreamed up some surprises unknown to me, and I wondered what else might be in store. I rolled one of Linda's stockings very carefully and eased it onto her right foot. I kneeled again, behind her, and smoothed it gently up her leg; it took a little work to twist the material here and there to make sure that the seam was straight. Eventually it ran directly up the back of her leg to the dark band of stocking top around her thigh. I tugged the back suspender down and fastened it; it lined up beautifully with the seam of the stocking. I adjusted the suspender to shorten it, pulling the stocking up straight and smooth. I rolled the other stocking, and Linda lifted her left foot; I put the stocking on her, and arranged it just like the other one, finally attaching the suspender and adjusting it. From behind Linda now presented a picture of femininity, worthy of a 1950 Vogue hosiery ad. I attached each of the side suspenders next, then adjusted them to smooth the stockings and pull down just the right amount on the hem of her girdle. Finally I kneeled in front of her, and attached the two front suspenders; when I had them adjusted properly Linda's stocking tops were nicely level. The stockings were stretched smoothly over her legs, and looked delicious; I brushed my hands over them. "They're lovely stockings, Linda," I said; "they really do wonders for a girl's legs, and I'm sure they feel good. I can't wait to have mine." Jan looked at me with approval. "You shall, Rita," she said; "get Rita's stockings, Linda. You really do look nice, as she says; you'll find the experience of walking in them very pleasant." Linda obviously did; she took her time walking over to the dresser, obviously feeling the motion of her suspenders; she smoothed her legs too, and felt round the stocking tops for a moment. Now it was my turn, and I thrilled in anticipation. Putting on stockings is a delightful task, but I had never had anyone do it for me; I thought that would be quite exciting, especially as Linda's inexperience would add interest and lengthen the process. Linda kneeled by my side, and rolled one of the stockings just as I had done. I stretched out my right foot, and she slid the stocking on to it. The fashioned foot fit perfectly, and I enjoyed the delicious tactile experience as Linda gingerly worked the stocking up my leg. It was finally up to my mid-thigh, but she had to do a lot of smoothing and twisting before the seam was straight. Her caressing touch on my legs combined with the feel of the sheer nylon had an effect on me, and I realised that I was getting excited myself. Satisfied eventually, she tugged at my back suspender, and I felt the gentle pull on my girdle; she had the suspender attached quite quickly. She rolled the other stocking, and the whole delicious experience was repeated on my left leg. Linda was quickly gaining expertise, and she stretched out the side suspenders in turn and attached them, then kneeled in front of me to fix the ones in front. I looked down at her while she was busy at her task, savouring the gradual increase in tension on my girdle; I saw her front suspenders stretched tight across her thighs, pulling the hem of her girdle up slightly to reveal even more of her pink frilly panties. I noticed that they were smooth in front, without any obvious bulge; presumably her excitement had given way to her preoccupation with her task. When she had finished, she stood by my side, looking expectantly at Jan. "You make a beautiful pair of girls," Jan said. "The lingerie is so beautiful and feminine, and it suits you both. It almost seems a pity to cover it up. Maybe we can do some lingerie modelling another day, but today I want to make sure your regular outfits are suitable. Rita, would you go to the closet and bring the dresses you'll find hanging there." I was burning with curiosity and hurried to the closet. There I found two matching maid's uniforms; they were black dresses, with white lace collars and trim on the sleeves; the skirts were very full, and several layers of white ruffled petticoat formed an underlayer. I took them both, and the skirts fluffed out in front of me as I carried them to the bed and laid them out. "They look beautiful, don't they?" Jan said. "I can't wait to see my two maids wearing their lovely feminine outfits. Rita: help Linda with her dress." Linda looked in awe at the layers of petticoat while I lifted them up at the back. She held out her arms and bowed her head, and I slipped the skirt over her; she found the sleeves, and I pulled the dress down over her bosom. It settled more or less in position, and I patted it down and then did up the buttons in the front. She stood there overwhelmed, with her skirt fluffed out by the petticoat layers; a ruffle of white showed around her hem, contrasting with the dark sheer nylon of her stockings. "It does suit you, Linda," said Jan. "The effect is very feminine indeed, and I think you will fit in to the establishment here. Help Rita with her dress now, please. Linda seemed almost in a daze, but she got the other dress dutifully and attempted to arrange it for me. I helped by pushing my head and arms up through the layers of frills and ruffles; I found the sleeves, and soon my head was through the collar, and the dress fell down enveloping me. Linda brushed at the skirt, as she had seen me do, and then buttoned up the front. We were both dressed finally, and we stood before our mistress Jan. She looked at us imperiously, resplendent in her red satin corset and stockings. "You look smart too, Rita," she said. "The idea of matching outfits works very well, and Linda looks as though she will fit very well into our feminine life. Your shoes are on the floor by the dresser; go over there and put them on." They were smart black walking shoes, with narrow heels about two inches high. I slipped mine on and held Linda by the hand to steady her as she put her feet unsteadily into hers. "You may have to practice walking with heels, Linda," Jan said. "Try walking across the room and back a few times; walk beside her Rita and hold hands." We walked slowly across the room; Linda wobbled at first, and I held her hand firmly, but she got the knack quite quickly. Soon we were walking backwards and forwards quite rapidly. Linda learned to take small dainty steps, following my example. "You make a fine pair," said Jan; "it's hard to tell you apart. There is one final touch, though; please come over to me." We walked hand in hand across to face Jan, and she took two lacy caps off the chair beside her. She placed one on my head, fixing it with a couple of hairpins; then she fitted Linda, taking some trouble to set the cap just right. She used several hairpins to make sure that it would stay in position over her short hair. She got Linda and I to stand back then, and she examined us carefully. We had to turn round, so that she could check the seams of our stockings. "I am very pleased with your appearance," she said. "It's most suitable; you both look very feminine, and are smartly dressed for your tasks. I would like to see you curtsey for me, and you should curtsey for me whenever I summon you or dismiss you. This may be another little task for Linda to learn; maybe you would demonstrate, Rita." Jan was obviously enjoying herself, and I thought it best not to laugh and spoil the atmosphere. I suspect that Linda knew just as much about curtseying as I did. I crossed one leg behind the other, held out my skirt at each side, and bent my knees and bobbed my head in a quick gesture. "Very good, Rita," said Jan; "Let me see you now, Linda." Linda did a clumsy imitation of what I had done, and Jan got us both to practice several times before she professed to be satisfied. "Well girls," Jan said finally, "this has been a good session. You are both suitably attired and seem to be ready for my requirements. There are no other tasks today, so pleasure awaits me now. Linda seems to be adapting herself very well, and will fit into our exclusively feminine world quite naturally. You are both deliciously feminine, and I find that very attractive; I must take my pleasure with both of you in time, but Linda has been a specially good girl today, so I would like to reward her with my favours. Would you go and lie down on the bed, Linda." Linda made her way over to the bed, and I looked at Jan quizzically; she winked at me while Linda's back was turned. Linda lay down in the centre of the bed, her legs engulfed in a mound of petticoat ruffles; she appeared relaxed and was evidently enjoying the stimulating effects of her clothing. "I need to prepare myself," said Jan. "Rita: help me with my suspenders; I no longer need to wear my panties." I kneeled on the floor dutifully, surrounded by billowing petticoat, and carefully unfastened all eight suspenders. Jan stood imperiously waiting, and I realised that she wished me to remove her panties. I tugged at them carefully, and pushed my fingers under the hem of the corset to catch the waistband; I pulled it down, and stretched the panties carefully over the tops of her stockings so as not to disturb them. Linda watched these proceedings with considerable interest as Jan's vulva came fully into view. "You may fasten my suspenders again now, Rita." I did so, taking great pains and making sure each of the frilly elastic bands was positioned to best effect. When I was finished I stood up and curtseyed to Jan, with a smirk on my face. She gave me a professional smile and said "Thank you, Rita. Take my robe." I did, and folded it carefully on the dresser. I came back and curtseyed again dutifully. "You may sit down now." I sat in one of the armchairs which faced the bed, and waited with eager anticipation. Jan walked over to the bed, and sat sideways on the edge facing Linda. "You're a beautiful girl, Linda," she said. "I would like to have some pleasure with you; I hope that you are prepared. Linda nodded, completely overwhelmed by the situation she found herself in. Jan reached over and started to caress Linda's thighs, through the satin material of her skirt. "That feels good," Jan said. "Let's see what we find underneath all these petticoats. She pushed up Linda's skirt, and all the layers of frills, exposing her stocking tops and suspenders. "Very nice," said Jan, tugging at Linda's suspenders and caressing her thighs. She felt the front of Linda's frilly pink panties, and found what she was looking for. "We can take these down far enough, without disturbing your lovely feminine suspenders," she said, and tugged quite hard at the frilly pink nylon. The panties slipped down, and she pushed them down against Linda's stocking tops, so that her thighs were tied together by layers of pink ruffles wedged under the suspenders. A large penis rose from Linda's groin, rigid and distended. "That looks very nice," said Jan. "What a wonderful thing for a nice feminine girl to have; it looks delicious among the lovely pink frills of your panties." Linda now knew what to expect, and she lay back in feverish anticipation. Jan clambered on the bed, and kneeled astride Linda; she sat for a while exposing herself to Linda, a vision in her corset with its multiple suspenders. She then eased herself over Linda, and slid down letting the engorged penis penetrate to the depths of her vagina. She leaned on her elbows, smothered in Linda's petticoat frills, and began to pump up and down. It didn't last very long; Linda gasped and shook as she came, then very soon after Jan gave the cry of delight that I knew so well. She collapsed on top of Linda and gave way to her own pleasure; I watched her suspendered thighs quiver as her pent-up excitement was slowly released. I watched with mixed emotions. There's no doubt Linda's experience had been even more intense than her previous cross dressing episode with me; I knew Jan's responses well, and it was certain that she had enjoyed her basic female pleasure. I was very happy for her, knowing that I could no longer provide her with precisely that service, but I did have some twinges of jealousy, and I thought wistfully of the private exclusively female love making that we had together. After a long pause, Jan extracted herself, and got up from the bed. "That was most satisfactory, Linda," she said, still in character. "You may rest for a while now. Rita: please come with me to the other bedroom." I followed her happily. When we were alone Jan dropped her role playing and hugged me. "That was a delightful reminder of old times," she said. "You really were a sweetheart to let me do it, and I know that we shall be even more turned on to one another. I love you, Rita." "I love you too, Jan," I said. "It was very interesting to be a spectator, and it was turning me on too; I couldn't help wishing I was the one in bed with you." "I'm sorry, my love," she said, "I'll make it up to you; next time it will be my pleasure to watch you and Linda disporting yourselves." She winked at me, and I felt a thrill inside. "Don't misunderstand me," I said; "that was probably the best way to arrange things, and we obviously have to take turns; it isn't clear how the three of us can get together." "They tell me the logistics work better with two males," Jan said and giggled. "I don't think I would want that," I said. "I don't respond to males really. Peter was a special case, and I think Len is too, probably because of the similarity in our backgrounds." "I wouldn't want it, either," Jan said; "This is a nice game, but it convinces me that what I really want is us." She hugged me, and I felt comforted. "I have to concede that the corset did add something nice to the experience," she said, "But now I must get the damn thing off; please release me." "Yes, mistress," I said, "but you must let me try it on; that's another thing I was jealous about." We both giggled. I untied her laces, and she undid her eight suspenders; she took the corset off with a sigh of relief. "I'm just going to make myself comfortable," she said. "I assume that Len won't require formal dress now." She carefully took off the stockings, and put on her regular bra and panties, then she got a print house dress from the closet. I took off the maid's uniform; I kept the carefully selected lingerie, and put on my slip and dress; I liked the girdle. We both put on fluffy slippers and went into the living room; I decided it would be a good idea to get some coffee going. We both thought it best to leave Len to take his time coming back down to earth. He eventually appeared in his regular clothes. "No problems undressing?" asked Jan in a matter- of-fact tone. "Just the bra," said Len, grinning. "I finally slid it round me, and undid the hooks at the front. "That's cheating!" I said. "Rita's quite a purist in some things," Jan said; "a lot of women do just that." We all laughed happily, and were very much relaxed and at ease after our little dramatic effort. "I really enjoyed the evening," Len said finally. "The wonderful thing for me is not just the satisfying experience, but that I feel liberated somehow. I have some special interests unlike those of most people, and they are normally hidden -- but I find it quite easy and natural to talk about them with you good people. I think Rita knows that the whole experience is very intense and all-consuming, but it is enjoyable, and there's no logical reason why one can't explore it in congenial company." "I'm glad," said Jan. "People get such terrible hangups about things like this. They often have a sense of guilt and suffer anguish even when they do follow their basic desires." "It really was fun," I said. "I thought it would be interesting to try in an academic sort of way, but even knowing it was just a game, I got drawn into it; it turned out to be a very nice game." "Do we play again, then?" said Jan. "I'd like to very much," said Len. "Of course," I said. "I spent the whole time being a dutiful handmaiden, and I didn't get any reward." That made Len look a little sheepish, but he smiled. "How about next Friday?" said Jan. "That's good for me," said Len. "Shall we meet for dinner as we did today?" We agreed. He thanked us both and told us it was time for him to leave; Jan and I both gave him sisterly kisses as he went on his way. Jan and I prepared for bed, and we were soon snuggled up to one another as we usually were. "You were showing part of your nature that I didn't know existed," I told her; "You might do very well as a dominatrix -- there's a big demand for services like that." "I was having fun," Jan said, "but it was very hard not to start giggling. The only thing that kept me going was looking at the bulge in Linda's panties." "You really enjoyed that part of the script, didn't you?" "Yes," she said. "It's been a long time since I did that, and I wanted to see if it was still the way I remembered it." She smiled her beautiful smile at me. "But enjoyable as it was, it told me once again what I knew anyway: I love you best of all, my sweet little girl." I sunk into her arms happily. In the week that followed I thought from time to time about what was in store for Friday evening, and the anticipation gave me a definite thrill. There was a tacit agreement between Jan and I, that this was to be my turn; the idea of having sex with a male did excite me. I wasn't apprehensive as I had been before the episode with Peter, and the situation was going to be very different. Jan would be there, and Len would be dressed in exactly the same feminine clothing as I was. I wasn't sure whether the idea of that appealed to me, but I thought it would certainly be interesting to find out. I have to admit too that the idea of being required to submit to Jan's requests had an appeal. I wondered if she would dream up any new little wrinkles to add spice to the game. "Have you thought about costumes for the drama on Friday," I asked her. "Not really," she said. "It's not obvious what would be the best. I suppose there is a wide variety of options, but it really doesn't matter too much which ones; there are certain essential requirements like stockings and suspenders, and we have to worry about some practical matters like accessibility." She winked at me. "It's going to be fun," I said. "How are you going to present yourself?" "I've been wondering about that," she said. "I suppose I ought to maintain the image I created last week, but I'm not sure if I can manage that corset again." "But you must!" I said. "It's you, mistress." We both giggled, and I suspect she realised that she was committed. Friday came, and we spent some of the afternoon making preparations. Then we went off to meet Len in the restaurant. His newfound attitude was clearly in evidence, and he was obviously looking forward to the evening with happy anticipation; he was quite relaxed though, and we had a pleasant meal as we had done just a week earlier. The conversation was general, and once again we chose not to discuss our plans for the evening. We finished, without lingering too long, and made our way back home. "I assume that we follow a similar scenario to last week's," said Jan. "It seemed to meet all our requirements, and I think everyone was happy with it." "Yes, mistress," I said, and curtseyed dutifully. Len laughed: "Yes, please," he said. "I'm not quite in character yet, but you can take it that Rita spoke for me too." "In that case," Jan said, "I suggest we start out by removing our clothes and changing discreetly into robes; then we'll start the show. You can change in the guest bedroom, Len, there's a robe there for you; Rita and I will join you there." I followed Jan into our bedroom, and we undressed quickly. I put on a fluffy pink peignoir, and Jan wrapped herself in the red satin robe she had worn the previous week. "All the other things are in the room," she said. Then she kissed me tenderly: "It's your turn tonight, my love; enjoy yourself." We made our way to the guest room; Len was sitting there in a fluffy pink peignoir which matched mine exactly. Jan started without any hesitation: "Linda and Rita: I shall require the assistance of both of you in getting myself dressed appropriately. But before you can do that you must be presentable feminine handmaidens yourselves; so I shall wait in my negligee until you are properly dressed. Obviously you must wear matching outfits, and I thought it would be suitable for this evening to try out different foundations. Rita: there are two basques on the dresser; please select Linda's and help her into it. There were two basque garments there, and one had breast forms attached to it. They were pink with a satin feel to the material, strapless with an underwired bra section. They were quite short, made to sit with the bottom high on the hips; there was a lacy trim on the hem and six long suspenders dangled from each of them. They were quite stiff, almost like corsets, and were boned at the sides; they fastened up the back with a long set of hooks and eyes down the length of the garment. Linda looked in awe at hers as I carried it to her. "You will have to remove your negligee, Linda," said Jan. Linda did so, and stood before us, a naked male, apparently not at all embarrassed by the situation. I placed the basque around her torso so that the bra cups sat directly over her nipples. "Hold the front against your body, Linda," I said, "then I can fasten the back up for you." She folded her arms across her waist, holding the basque against her, and I went round to her back. I started at the top, and had to pull the material quite hard to get the hook and eye to meet. As I worked my way down it was evident that Linda was being pulled in considerably; the hooks around her waist required even more of a pull, and I could see that her shape was being rearranged to more feminine proportions. When I finished I moved round to her front, pausing to curtsey to Jan, and looked at the result. Linda now had a shapely feminine figure, with a prominent bustline, from her neck down to her abdomen. Below there were the somewhat incongruous male genitalia, and there were signs of arousal already. "It should be tight in order to mold your figure, Linda," said Jan, "but these garments take time to get used to. I trust that you are not too uncomfortable?" "It certainly is tight," said Linda, "but I quite like the feeling; I think it will be satisfactory, mistress." She remembered the rules then, and made a rather clumsy curtsey. Jan smiled her approval. "Now you can help Rita with her basque," she said. Linda curtseyed again, and went to get the other basque. She did very well in following the steps I had taken; she started by carefully placing the garment over my front, making sure my breasts were located in the bra cups. I pushed them up then to give a desirable uplift and clutched them over my bosom as Linda walked behind me to start work on the fasteners. She started at the top too, and it took her some time to work her way down to the hem. I felt the pleasant sensation of being pulled in somewhat, but the garment was more suited to my proportions than Linda's and it wasn't uncomfortable at all. Once again I felt the delightful lightly constrained feeling generated by a good foundation garment. Linda and I both stood in front of Jan, resplendent in our pink form-fitting basques, with the long suspenders dangling over our thighs. There the similarity ended, since we both wore nothing else and the difference between our genital areas was evident. "I think for today we can dispense with the fully fashioned stockings," Jan said, "but you must wear elegant hosiery. Linda: would you take Rita's stockings from the dresser and assist her with them." Linda curtseyed and fetched the stockings. They were sheer and dark charcoal in colour. She took one of them, and I lifted my left foot so she could ease it on. She was becoming familiar with her tasks now, and she had already rolled the stocking ready for my foot. She eased it up my leg pulling gently until the dark band at the top reached my thigh, then without any prompting knelt down behind me to fasten the back suspender. She adjusted its length so that the stocking was held up tight, and I felt the tension at the hem of my basque. She took the other stocking and rolled it up too, easing it onto my outstretched right foot. That stocking too was pulled up to my thigh, the suspender fastened, and the tension adjusted. Linda then knelt by my sides in turn, and carefully attached and adjusted the two suspenders; finally she knelt in front of me, her face directly level with my pussy. I kept my thighs primly together, and stood as she completed her work on the front two suspenders. I stood finally, properly suspendered, relishing the sensations, and feeling the tense bands stretched across my thighs. Linda curtseyed and looked at Jan in anticipation. "Very good Linda," said Jan. "Rita's legs look very nice now, but it may be necessary to make adjustments later; I want both of you to match exactly. Rita: please get Linda's stockings, and assist her." I curtseyed, and took the other pair of stockings from the dresser; I kneeled behind Linda, and she held out her left foot. I fitted the stocking onto it, and eased it up her leg. I smoothed it upwards, gently massaging her skin through the sheer nylon. When the dark band of the stocking top was round her thigh, I pulled at the suspender and carefully attached it to the stocking. I adjusted the tension to pull the stocking up nice and smooth. Linda then stretched out her right foot, and I repeated the procedure. Her naked derriere was not particularly plump, but it was emphasised nicely by the bands of the suspenders stretched from just below her waist. I quickly moved to her left side, and attached the suspender there, adjusting it tight to match the ones at the back. I moved to her right side and made sure the suspender was properly attached and tightened there. Then I moved in front of her; my face was level with her groin, just a short distance away from a large penis which was showing distinct signs of movement, and was no longer hanging loose. I smoothed the fronts of her thighs gently, easing the stocking tops upwards, then I tugged at each of the suspenders in turn; I attached them slowly, and adjusted them shorter to give them some stretch. Jan watched the procedure with great interest, and said "The stockings suit you very well, Linda. Your legs look beautiful now and match Rita's very nicely." I playfully tugged at one of Linda's suspenders, and was fascinated to see the cock stiffen and distend. It moved upwards as it became more rigid, and stood out in front of her, almost thrust right into my face. On the spur of the moment I leaned forward and kissed the swollen glans, feeling the immediate response. "That was naughty, Rita," said Jan. "I wish to make Linda as feminine as possible, so please wait until all your tasks are complete. We want Linda to feel at home here in our feminine world, and we must help her to make her appearance appropriate. Please get Linda's panties right away. I curtseyed dutifully and went to the dresser; the 'panties' were actually control garments. They were black and very lacy in appearance, but they were made of stretchy power net and seemed ridiculously small in size. I took one pair, and returned to Linda, kneeling in front of her once again. I ignored the rigid penis, almost poking into my face, and held the panties as she stepped into them. It took some effort to slide them up her legs; I eased them carefully over the tops of the stockings, negotiating the six little bumps of the suspenders. I stood then and considered the problem presented to me for a moment. There was no way the rigid cock was going to be tucked away inside the panties, and to attempt to do so would have required some manipulation on my part; I didn't think that would be a good idea at this stage of the proceedings. I decided to pull the panties up so that the cock was held against Linda's tummy. When I got the waistband in position, after some effort, Linda did present a more feminine appearance, but there was a noticeable ridge all down the front of her panties. "That looks better," said Jan. "Please help Rita with her panties now, Linda." Linda managed a curtsey, and walked over to the dresser. I noticed that the tight control panties had an evident effect in smoothing her contours, and she swayed her hips slightly as she walked. She returned, and kneeled in front of me holding the panties ready for me to step into. Her body was rigidly upright, and it was apparent that she was being constrained by combined effects of the boned basque and the tight control panties. I felt the effect myself as she pulled the panties up my legs. She was a little clumsy and had some trouble getting them over the suspenders; finally they were in place hugging my waist, and I realised how much control they did exert. Though styled very delicately as panties, they were almost panty- girdles, and the constraining effect around my hips and tummy could be felt quite strongly. I enjoyed the feeling, as I have always loved the effects of a well fitting girdle, and I wondered whether Linda was also enjoying the experience. She got up, and curtseyed to Jan, then stood by my side; she was obviously quite excited, and she seemed to be enjoying herself too. "Please stand there for a moment and let me take a good look at you," said Jan. "You do seem to present a suitably feminine appearance, and there's no doubt that well fitting girdles do wonders for both of you." She surveyed us both imperiously for a minute or so. "Your stockings are not quite tidy," she said, "and they will need some adjustment. "And Linda: your nice feminine panties are not as smooth as they might be; try to tuck things in a little more smoothly when it becomes possible." Linda and I then took turns adjusting one another's suspenders, making sure that the stocking were firmly held, and that their tops were level. Jan got us to stand side by side again, and checked to see that our stockings matched precisely. Linda and I were just about the same height, and our stocking tops and the hems of our basques lined up to Jan's satisfaction. "You match one another very nicely," she said finally. "It's actually getting difficult to distinguish your legs and bodies; you really do make a beautiful girl, Linda, and you are becoming a credit to our feminine world. I do love to see the effects of well fitting girdles, and your stockings really are attractive. Your maids' uniforms are in the closet, the same as last week; please complete your dressing and put your shoes on." Linda curtseyed, and went for the dresses; we helped one another into them, as we had the previous week, and we were both soon smartly dressed in black, with our skirts fluffed out over the frilly petticoat layers. After putting on our shoes we returned to face Jan; we did a synchronised curtsey, properly complete this time as we held out our skirts at our sides. "Very good, girls," said Jan. "Now you are suitably attired to do your feminine tasks. It is time for me to be dressed properly as your mistress, and I will need the assistance of both of you. My clothes are on the chair by the dresser, please bring me my panties, Rita." I fetched the black frilly panties, and kneeled before Jan as she remained seated, extending her legs and allowing her negligee to fall open. I slid them up over her knees, and then she stood up, allowing me to pull them up snugly and smooth the waistband into position. "I shall wear my corset," said Jan. "Would you take my robe, Rita, while Linda gets the corset." I helped her off with the robe and laid it on a chair. Linda meantime had got the red satin corset, and stood holding it a little uncertain what to do next. "There are still some things for you to learn, Linda," said Jan. "You seem quite unfamiliar with corsets, so it might be appropriate to give you some firsthand experience on a future occasion. Please hold the front over me, making sure that my breasts are supported properly; keep it carefully in place while Rita laces me up." Linda seemed a little apprehensive now, but she held the front of the corset over Jan's body; Jan assisted her pushing the front upwards so that her breasts were supported, almost high enough for their nipples to be exposed. I set to work on the lengthy task of lacing. Following what I understood to be the rules, I pulled in the laces from the top down to the waist, and similarly from the bottom up. She was pulled in noticeably, and showed an even more pronounced waist than her normal feminine figure displayed. The corset was obviously quite tight, and I had some sympathy for her, though the activity did create a desire in me to try wearing one myself. When the laces were taken in sufficiently I tied the two sets of ends in bows. I curtseyed before Jan once again and said "Ready, mistress. I hope that is satisfactory." "Indeed so," replied Jan; "it appears to be quite in order. I think that it gives me the necessary appearance, but it does restrict my movements somewhat. I can't really bend at all, and I shall require both of you to assist me with my stockings. It would be good for you to share the task -- Linda on my left, and Rita on my right." I took her black sheer stockings and gave one of them to Linda. I carefully rolled the stocking to free the foot, and motioned to Linda to do likewise with the other one. When we were both ready, Jan lifted her right foot and I slipped the stocking over it; I paused once her foot was back on the floor to allow Linda to do the same with the other foot. We then worked in tandem, carefully easing the sheer nylon up Jan's legs, keeping pace with one another exactly until we reached her thighs and the dark bands of the stocking tops were lined up nicely there. There were eight wide suspenders dangling from the hem of the corset; we each took the backmost one, and carefully placed the tab centrally, sliding the metal loop over it to secure the stocking. The suspenders seemed to be adjusted quite properly, so we then worked our way round Jan's thighs. We had two suspenders each to fasten at the sides, and then we both moved to the front, kneeling facing Jan. Working as a team again, we pulled the front suspenders down and attached them to the stockings at the front. We both stood up, and walked backwards a few steps and then curtseyed together. "Very good, girls," said Jan. "It is a pleasure to have handmaidens skilled in dealing with feminine clothing; having both of you does make some of these tasks go much quicker. And I must say I really appreciate having such delectably feminine assistants to help me with such an intimate matter. Stockings and suspenders are so feminine, and it wouldn't seem proper to be assisted like that unless one's assistants were also wearing similar attire." She walked imperiously over to the mirror, and looked carefully at the results of our work; she turned from one side to the other, and seemed quite satisfied with what she saw. "My suspenders do all seem to be adjusted and placed correctly," she said; "I am now ready for my robe and shoes." I picked up her robe from the chair, and helped her into it; Linda went to fetch the shoes, and kneeled before Jan to assist her slipping them on. Jan nodded approval at us, wrapped the robe fully around her, and then sat in one of the high armchairs. I noticed that she was sitting quite stiffly upright, though she didn't show any signs of discomfort. "Well girls," Jan said, as Linda and I stood dutifully before her; "Now that we are all properly attired in as feminine a manner as possible, I should consider what tasks there are to be done. I want to complete your training as suitable handmaidens, and I am particularly concerned that Linda occupies herself in all the feminine duties that may be required. I wish her to develop all the skills that are required for a lady's maidservant, and I want her feminine nature to match Rita's. You do understand, Linda, that you are a girl?" "Yes, mistress," said Linda and curtseyed. "You understand that you will be allowed only to dress in feminine girlish clothing, and that you will be required to perform feminine tasks appropriate to your status?" "Yes, mistress." "You and Rita are to be companions in my service, and I shall treat you both as the feminine creatures that you appear to be. One of the tasks I have in mind is to go through our lingerie drawers and sort out the items, and make sure they are arranged properly. There are also large quantities of discarded stockings; some of them are perfectly good, and we may be able to make usable pairs. I would like, too, to present a historical pageant, illustrating the development of corsets and foundation garments through this century; they need to be modeled properly, and I shall arrange to have photographs taken. While you are not busy with these tasks, I think it would be suitable for you to practice needlework, and gain some skills in embroidery." I didn't think this sounded like too much fun, apart from the modelling, but I realised the point was to impress Linda with her feminisation; I was relieved when Jan continued. "These tasks will all require some preparation, so I think they may be left to another day. For the moment, I think it would please me to have some entertainment." Jan paused, and pretended to consider for a moment. "I am very pleased with the feminine appearance presented by both of you girls," she said. "I find you both very attractive; the dresses and petticoats are very smart. However, I was most pleased with the sight of both of you in your lovely feminine lingerie; I think it would be delightful to look at that once again. It is particularly appealing to see you both together, so it would be quite entertaining if you were to lie on the bed together and play modestly with one another. Please take off your shoes and dresses." Linda and I kicked off our shoes, and started to unbutton the fronts of our dresses. I pulled my frilly layers of petticoat up to my waist, and eased the dress over my bosom; I was soon out of it, and I saw that Linda was following my example. We laid our dresses carefully on one of the chairs, and then stood before Jan again. We stood there in our matching outfits: pink satin basques, with underwired bra cups; suspenders stretched tightly under control panties holding our sheer stockings firmly in position. "You both look the picture of elegant femininity," Jan said. "I am very impressed with the way you display your nice foundations; it's obvious that we must put on a show and model some other types. You really wear your girdle and stockings most elegantly, Linda; you match Rita very well, and I must congratulate you on your evident femininity. I think it would be great fun now to see how your foundations adapt themselves to different motions. Please lie down side by side on the bed." This idea obviously appealed to both of us, and Linda and I wasted no time in getting over to the bed; we lay side by side, and waited for Jan's further instructions. She came over and sat in an armchair located at the foot of the bed. "I would like to see you move your bodies," said Jan. "I wish to see how your foundation garments react. I don't think it is necessary to give you detailed instructions, as I think you may well discover things to do. However, you might start by feeling one another's clothing to check the fit; you may remove your panties later on, if you wish." With that she left us to our own devices, sitting upright in the chair, and looking on with a feigned mild interest. Linda seemed a little overcome by the situation in which she found herself, so I decided it was up to me to start things going. I leaned over on my side, and started to caress Linda's sheer dark stockings. I started innocently enough at first, just moving my hands over the smooth material below her knees. She obviously enjoyed the feelings, and I noticed some stirring in her tight black panties. I gradually worked my way over her knees, towards her stocking tops. I let my fingers wander over the dark bands around her thighs, and I delicately probed the metal loops of her suspenders and the little mounds of stretched nylon that they enclosed. I moved my hands to her naked thighs, and slowly moved them over her skin; I brushed her suspenders lightly, and then took hold of them one at a time and tugged playfully. Linda was now showing clear signs of arousal, and I felt my own excitement beginning; just as I was starting to crave some attention myself, Linda realised that two people could play this game and she started to caress my thighs and investigate my suspenders. We played happily together for some minutes, rolling over and back, and I found my excitement was building; I began to want more from Linda, and I felt a delightful squirming sensation deep in my groin. I decided to make the next move; I worked my way higher up the bed, and gently pushed my hands into the satin cups of Linda's basque. I reached behind the breast forms to find her nipples, and very gently started to caress them. I felt them stiffen, and lightly squeezed them between my fingers; Linda's response was very evident, and I finally tweaked her nipples. I slid back down the bed, to invite a response from her, and started to investigate her panties; I contented myself with lightly brushing the outside, though I could feel something inside, firmly held but starting to show a desire to be released. Linda responded to my cue and reached inside the cups of my basque; she pushed the cups away from my chest, and reached deep inside them until she held my breasts firmly in her hands. She pulled upwards, and they both popped out of the cups, exposing my stiffened upstanding nipples. She started to gently squeeze them, and flipped them lightly with her fingers sending a sexual thrill right through me. I lay back, overcome by my excitement, and Linda sat up to continue her stimulation. She seemed quite engrossed in what she was doing and got up onto her knees to clasp my breasts in her hands. I took advantage of her position to tug at her panties; the stretchy power net material resisted, but I persevered, and I finally pulled the panties right down over her suspenders. A large stiff cock stood upright before my eyes. It was framed by two long pink suspenders, stretching from the frilly hem of Linda's basque down to her dark stocking tops, and the sight of it excited me and made me desperate to feel it thrust deep into my vagina. "I want that big cock inside me," I whispered. "Take me now!" Linda needed no further encouragement. She took hold of my panties, and started to pull gently; I lifted my bottom up and helped her slide them down over my suspenders. I wriggled my legs to push them right down to my ankles, and quickly slipped one foot free; then I spread my suspendered, nylon clad thighs wide to present an inviting target. Linda climbed over my leg, and there was a swishing sound as our matching black nylon stockings slithered over one another; as she moved forward to position herself, I felt her suspenders against the inside of my thighs. The feeling, and the thought of what it was, added to my excitement, and even at that moment my crazy fetishist's mind was revelling in the thought that I was now completely engulfed in long pink suspenders and it was impossible to tell whose were whose. I didn't have long for this wild contemplation, as it was supplanted by a new sensation: the head of the large stiff cock was pushing at my labia gently, but with evident determination. I now had a thrill of urgent expectation, which took my mind completely off the topic of lingerie; I lifted my hips up slightly, to assist Linda, and to welcome the intrusion. Gradually, very gently, she pushed down, and I felt the rigid shaft move into me. There was a moment of ecstasy as the large glans moved over my clitoris, followed by a sustained pleasure as the motion continued; I felt the outward pressure and friction in the walls of my vagina, and I followed the sensations deeper and deeper until I was penetrated to my innermost depths. Linda paused, and lay over me, supporting her weight on her elbows; the pink satin of our basques made contact, and their cups pressed against one another. With my free hands I started to caress Linda's naked shoulders, and worked my way down her chest; I reached into her basque cups, and found the two nipples. They were much smaller than Jan's, but they responded to my touch, and I moved my fingers over them, feeling them stiffen in response. There was another response too, which I felt along the length of my vagina. Linda was spurred into movement, and gradually withdrew, almost to my labia; the motion over my clitoris increased my excitement, and I squirmed, squeezing inwards with my vagina. I moved in response, pushing my hips up once again, to move the cock back down into me. Linda responded and thrust forward, and we both got the feel of one another and started a reciprocal motion; the cock moved slowly in and out, and I moved part way in the opposite direction, squeezing and relaxing as I did so. To my delight, Linda had obviously developed great powers of restraint, and the pleasure lasted for several minutes; I became aware once again of the feeling of our nylon clad legs brushing against one another, and during each thrust I felt Linda's suspenders moving over my thighs, catching on mine and tugging them briefly. Eventually I felt the pace quicken, and by then I was desperately ready and welcomed it; the motion of the cock accelerated in my vagina, and the thrusts became shorter. Suddenly the climax came, and I felt the spasm of the cock and the spurt of hot fluid into the depths of my vagina; this triggered my response, and my whole body shuddered as my orgasm engulfed me. I lay back as the succession of spasms took over; I was still aware of the cock buried in my vagina, and felt its own spasmodic motion gradually subside. Linda had incredible fortitude, and had maintained her position throughout our coupling; her weight was still supported by her arms, so I was able to lie back and give way to the sensation of pleasure for what seemed an eternity. Eventually I felt that the cock was no longer distended, and gained enough presence of mind to realise that Linda was probably getting very uncomfortable. I pulled my hips back into the bed, to help her withdraw; she did so, very slowly, and once she was free she clambered over my leg, then rolled over and lay on her back beside me. I squeezed her hand gently and whispered "That was fantastic. Was it good for you?" "Yes," she said softly; "it was very very good indeed." We both relaxed, exhausted by our efforts, and I became aware of Jan looking at me. I realised that she had of course been sitting watching the whole procedure; she smiled at me in encouragement, but I thought I could detect signs of excitement in her too. I was overcome then with my deep feelings of love for her, and I didn't know how to respond. I smiled back, and attempted to convey in my expression that we would take certain things up later. I think our rapport was such that she understood me. We waited for some time, Jan seated in her chair, still rigidly upright, Linda and I relaxed on the bed. Finally Jan spoke. "I think that makes a desirable conclusion to the proceedings, and we don't really need to continue the game for this session." Linda nodded, and I agreed: "Yes. If the party is winding down now, we shall all need some assistance to get ourselves out of these clothes." I got up, and retrieved my panties. "I'll go and put some coffee on," I said, "and we can unwind gradually before facing the hard real world. I'll stay with these things for the moment, but maybe you could help Linda with unfastening, Jan. "Yes, I will," she said. I went to our bedroom, and pulled the tight control panties back on, then I took out a comfortable housecoat and put on some fluffy slippers. I went to the kitchen and started some coffee, and sat waiting, tired and happy. After some time, Jan came out of the guest bedroom in her robe; I noticed she was no longer wearing stockings. "Len's getting himself back to drab normality," she said. "I undid the basque for him, and he had unfastened all the suspenders. It really was quite tight on him, but he seems to have survived the ordeal." She noticed my glance at her legs. "I asked him to help me with the corset; it seemed a fair exchange," she said grinning. "It was all most routine and matter-of-fact; he really does have a refreshing attitude. It's obvious that he finds the clothes fascinating and a massive sexual turnon, but he can accept that as a simple fact of life, and he isn't at all embarrassed after the event. He unlaced me, and then sat quietly taking his stockings off, while I was undoing suspenders, just as though it was a routine everyday happening." She went off to the bedroom to change into something a little more casual and comfortable. She soon returned, wearing a housedress and slippers, and very soon Len joined us, looking the friendly casually dressed male that we had met earlier in the evening. We drank our coffee, calm and relaxed. Jan seemed to be too, though I can really only speak for myself and Len. There wasn't too much to be said, though the pauses in conversation were easy, without any awkwardness. Eventually Len looked at his watch and said that it was getting late. "It's probably time for me to go now," he said. "I have to thank you ladies for an utterly fantastic evening. I still can't believe my good fortune in being able to have my innermost fantasies acted out." "You're very welcome," I said. "We seem to have hit on a wonderful way to enjoy ourselves together. I should thank you; and I hope that we shall be able to continue our investigations." Len smiled. "I have to be away for the next few weeks," he said. "Maybe we could get together again when I get back." I nodded, and Jan said "That would be very nice." "Thanks once again," Len said as he was leaving. "I really feel as though I have been liberated, and you can imagine what I shall be looking out for on my trip." "Have fun," I said. Jan and I went right to our bedroom. She relaxed on the big bed, and I threw off my housecoat and slippers; I joined her, and lay by her side, still encased in my pink satin basque and control panties. I rubbed my black nylon clad leg against Jan and sighed happily. She looked at me smiling; "You never tire of wearing those things, do you?" "I like them," I said. "It's a simple fact, and I eventually learned to accept it; it took me a little while longer than Len." "How was he?" Jan asked. "It was wonderful," I said, thinking over the events of the evening. "You certainly seemed to be enjoying yourself," Jan said; "I have never been a voyeur before -- or is it voyeuse? Anyway I found I was getting just a little carried away myself, and I really felt happy for you." "Jan my love! And you had to sit there, held stiffly to attention, while I was enjoying myself." I was suddenly overcome by emotion and my feeling for her. "I love you Jan," I said, and started to cry tears of happiness, snuggling my satin basque against her. She hugged me lovingly; "I love you too, Rita. And I love your taste in lingerie; you're a vision in pink that I just can't resist." We lay happily in one another's arms. Eventually, basking in Jan's loving and consoling arms, my tears subsided, and she brushed my cheeks tenderly. "It was good," I said, "and it really is a wonderfully fulfilling experience, but when I looked at you, I knew that the end result was to make me want you all the more." "I know, my love," she said. "That's exactly the effect it had on me last week. But I thought you did very well, and I actually did enjoy watching you. It got me excited too; and after all those years with you as you were, I recognise now that for some reason I get turned on by men wearing lingerie." "I'm glad for my sake that you do," I said. "What about you?" she asked. "You've played both sides of the street. I'm curious what your reactions were to 'Linda'. I know now how you react to the male animal, and I'm not surprised by that, but you were being confronted with some serious gender-blending." I thought for a moment. "I actually worried about how I might react," I said. "It's no secret what turns me on, and that's been consistent through all the changes in me, but for me it was always 'my' lingerie that mattered. Seeing it on others had a strong effect, but it was to make me want it for myself. When Linda got going, though, I found myself being quite affected by what she was wearing, and I liked it -- being completely surrounded by stockings and suspenders seemed to accentuate my own pleasure in those things." "Interesting," said Jan. "Would you like me to 'dress up' for you as well?" "I don't think I would," I said. "I relate to you in a special way; you're Jan, my partner; in the space I am in now I do want us both to be female, but what we have happening between us goes beyond that. It's also the case that my delight in lingerie, as 'my special thing' has been part of our relationship." "It certainly has," said Jan caressing my thighs, with the long suspenders stretched over them. I hugged her.