Date: Wed, 30 Jul 2008 19:53:39 EDT From: Char144lene@aol.com Subject: 1979 What a year It was 1979 and I couldn't stand it anymore. I was living in Chicago, surrounded by gays and transsexuals. I had begun sneaking out at night and buying copies of Blue Boy. When I would read the stories about men taking other men in their mouths, I would always get a hard on and eventually cum. I had a lot of guilt involved in the process but still I could not stop buying and reading the magazines. I never figured myself for gay, but still it was undeniable that the whole gay sex thing made me harder than women did. I was 26 at the time, just reaching my sexual prime. I was a former high school athlete and in very good shape for my age, I would spend hours dreaming about being a woman and being able to take a male cock in my mouth and swallow his cum. I began to believe I was a woman and I was meant to be a whore. I would beat off to the idea of taking one load of cum after another, swallowing and saying "Next!" I was constantly astounded by my desires, as I thought of myself as a jock and very, very heterosexual. One night I was down by the mall and a transsexual was being harassed by a straight. His date or partner was scolding the assailant but it looked dismal for them both. I was afraid I would see a sex crime develop right before my eyes. Well with my size and attitude I approached the man and apparently he decided to retreat. I was relieved and the two victims offered to buy me a drink and thank me. The transsexual had on very tight jeans and lots of makeup, and a puffy blouse, with very little visible chest. I decided to take them up on the offer, mostly because it was a good easy gay contact and if nothing else I might learn more about the life style. I found myself sexually excited as we settled in at a local café, I am guessing by the crowd, a gay café. We ordered coffee and they introduced themselves, Gary and Celia. I said I was Steve and our coffees arrived. We sat in silence for a moment trying our drinks. Finally Celia said. "Thank you Steve that idiot was going to hurt me. I am eternally grateful. Gary nodded in agreement. I bashfully took the compliment. Gary finally said "We have a big party planned for Sat. night, can we expect you? I looked them over and decided they were harmless and said sure I would be happy to come. I was definitely relaxing with my new found friends. We finished our small talk and exchanged addresses and said our goodbyes. Celia leaned in and gave me a wet kiss on the cheek. I was temporarily stunned. Gary then did the same and I blushed, never having had a man kiss me before. The days ticked by and I debated whether I would actually go to the party. About 5 pm I opened a bottle of tequila and had a shot. Then another. After seven shots I decided to shower and spruce myself up and go see if I could make some new friends. I took the train down to within a few blocks of their walk up and stood outside the door for five minutes before ringing the buzzer. Celia answered the buzzer and I realized that she sounded very feminine, even though her voice was husky. "Come on up Steve!" She filled the squawk box with. Up stairs I was greeted with a cheek kiss from Celia and Gary as well. I looked around and the room awash teaming with gays and transsexuals. I was nearly immobilized, until they led me to the kitchen and made me a huge martini. As people passed by Gary and Celia introduced me to who ever was handy. I nearly chugged the martini and began to relax. Celia made sure I had another drink before I set the empty down. A very sexy woman strolled into the kitchen and Celia introduced me to Char. I took her warm hand and wanted to kiss it. But instead I shook it and made eye contact. Celia and Gary excused themselves and went back to tend to their guest. Char sat down on a barstool and asked me the usually, like how do I know Gary and Celia, what do I do and eventually am I gay? I hesitated when she asked me that and she smiled rephrased the question. "Do you like the hanging around with fags and queens? I had to laugh and nearly sprayed martini through my nose. Char began to pick up on my phobia and interest and she made ma another martini. While she was mixing, I noticed her breast, her figure and defiantly her ass. As she turned to serve me, she caught me staring at her bottom. "Someone thinks I am pretty! She announced. As I blushed, she said, "I am flattered." She handed me the drink and kissed my cheek lightly. She smelled of very expensive perfume and it made my dick begin to fill. I was surprised that I was getting turned on. Char raised her glass and we toasted to freedom, or some such thing I was too wasted to remember. I began to sneak peeks at her body and now found myself completely erect. If Char noticed she had the good taste to not bring it up. We got into many conversation topics and the more we talked, the more I got Horney. In the back of my mind, I guess I really wanted to place my lips around a dick and feel the shot of cum in my mouth. All the blue boys had left me with very vivid fantasies. Char made us another drink and we clinked glasses, she then leaned in close and my lips slowly opened to meet hers, we had a long soul kiss and I melted to her touch. We smiled into each others eyes, so close we were cross-eyed. Then we kissed again and my hands pulled her to me and our body's met. It wasn't long and she whispered in my ear, "Want to go back to my place?" Well I was so loaded and Horney what could I say? We made our goodbyes and left as fast a humanly possible. On the stairs, Char stopped me and gave me another soul kiss, this time her hand found my cock and I grew to marathon proportions. She mewed in pleasure. "Come on, I am only a couple blocks away." Char stopped the elevator and kissed me deeply, lots of tongue. I melted into her body and her into mine. My hands pulled her firm ass cheeks to me and I could feel the outline of her hard on. I got erect immediately. She felt the outline of my cock and I thought I might shoot. Her eyes within inches of mine, smiled and she reached over and released the elevator. I smiled and kissed her again. When we heard the elevator floor ding, we nervously broke our embrace and exited into reality. Chars apartment was close to the lake and she warned me she had a roommate. We kissed in the doorway and she opened the door and we nearly fell inside. There was no doubt now we were going to sleep together. I was in lust and she was as well. We kissed and cuddled through the apartment until we reached the bed. I wanted her so bad but I was still slightly embarrassed as we reached the bed. She embraced be and pulled me down on top of her. The physical contact was like lightning. I felt her hard on against my thigh and I know she could feel mine as well reached up under her dress to feel her breast, she had small but very erect nipples, I took the shoulder straps off her shoulders and lowered her dress, her bra was very small so I had it released in a second and my mouth found her nipples. She squirmed with eyes closed and moaned making me more excited. I worked one nipple then the other, the whole time making myself slow down. I really wanted to tear her cloths off and just have her. We went back to kissing and her hand found my rock hard cock, she stroked it slowly and I was almost not able to control myself. I kissed her nipples again, and slowly kissed my way down her belly. My hand reached under her skirt and I found my fingers wrapping around her erect cock. I took my fingers and lowered her panties and was face to face with a nice cut 5" hard on. I had only had fantasies up till now but I was so excited I first kissed the tip and was so surprised how soft and pliable it was. I took the tip in my mouth and she moaned. I placed my fingers under the head and worked the tip in and out of my mouth. I was petrified I might gag and ruin the moment. She began to rock back and forth and slowly thrust her hips toward my warm mouth. I looked up and her eyes were closed ands she was lost in passion. I let a little more dick enter my mouth and exit and enter and she responded by thrusting harder. She smelled of perfume and body lotion and her cock was magnificent better than my fantasies. I took it deeper and when I had as much in my mouth as I dared, I sucked on it, feeling her cock swell and pulsate. I was now as turned on as her and knew I was ready to have her cum in my mouth. She moaned, be careful I will cum, it feels so good. I surprised myself by whispering back, cum in my mouth Char, I want to taste you. She smiled and moaned in passion and after a couple more thrust, she shot a load into my mouth. I was just checking out the texture and taste and she shot more cum, and then a third time. My mouth was filled and I was overwhelmed. I was expecting her to taste bitter or something but I found it just delightful. I continued to suck her as I swallowed her load. I moaned in ecstasy and I herd her moan in return in a happy tone. After a few moments she pulled my up to her mouth and kissed me deeply and said that is the best blowjob I ever had, you must really get around. I laughed and whispered this was the first time for me. She pushed me away a little and looked at my eyes to see if I was lying and said "Oh my God, honey you have natural talent. I am so drained. My fingers were still feeling her now softer cock and I was thinking I would like to try that again. "You mean to tell me you have not even been with a man before?" I nodded in agreement and she hugged me to her. Well then you have never had a proper blowjob either. With that she proceeded to work me over and I came almost immediately. We kissed and I could taste my cum. We kissed some more and went to sleep. Her nestled on my shoulder, me with my fingers on her cock.