Date: Sat, 20 Oct 2007 16:21:45 -0700 (PDT) From: Amber Schneider Subject: Disguised as a girl - TG - Young Friends When I was 12, my mother and I had to leave Ukraine because of the political problems and persecution of many people. The only way we could leave was to get fake passports. The passports were for a mom and daughter, so my mom dressed me as a girl. I didn't like it, but it was necessary to get to the USA. My mom put me in this plain gray dress that went to my knees and a pair of girl's black shoes and white socks. My hair was about 2 inches pass my ears and with a little brushing, it looked more like a girl's haircut. It felt very strange wearing the dress and going out in public. I was afraid someone would be able to tell I was a boy, but nobody did. It was a long train ride to the airport. My mom kept reminding me to keep my legs together and try to be more ladylike. I learned to cross my legs at the knees and I got used to it and even liked sitting like that. I noticed that my mom treated me differently now, more gently and nicer and we talked about doing things together when we got to the USA. I liked that. It took almost 3 weeks to get to the USA. During that time, I always wore a dress or skirt and after a while, it felt comfortable and I even grew to like it. I felt different and liked the way wearing a dress made me feel. When we got to the USA, my passport said I was a girl so I needed to stay dressed as a girl until we could get different identification. My mom and I went shopping for more girl clothes and I had a fun time. I never really thought about how I looked or what clothes I wore, but now I did. It was so nice trying on all these clothes. My mom would help me get into the dresses and zip them up for me or button them and I would look in the mirror and notice how different I looked in each dress and how much I loved wearing the dress. I would twirl and move around and watch the skirt flip around too. My mom smiled and said it was like having a daughter for at least a little while. I gave her a big hug and told her much I loved being her daughter. I mostly got shoes, skirts and dresses but no jeans because my mom wanted me to look as much like a girl as possible. She even let me wear a light pink lip gloss and I got my ears pierced and some ears rings too. My mom let me wear a dress and girl's wedgy heels that we bought and we continued to shop. It was a dark blue dress with small white pokadots and a full skirt, so I could feel the skirt touching my legs as I walked around. I really liked feeling the skirt touching my legs. My mom said that most girls like that too because it makes them feel more girly. My mom had to go fill out some forms at a bank, so I waited at the ice cream shop. I was eating my ice cream when I noticed a boy looking at me. At first I was afraid that he knew I was a boy, but then he came over and said hello. I could only speak broken English, so I just tried to smile a lot. His name was Michael and was 14 and we started talking about the schools and music. Even though it was hard for him to understand what I was saying, he was very sweet and we talked for a long time. My mom came by and was glad to see that I made friends with someone and that she would be back in about 2 hours. Michael and I continued to talk and then we decided to go walk around the shopping mall. It was so strange, but I felt like a girl walking around with a cute American boy. As we walked, some people bumped into us and Michael took my hand to help me through the crowd. When he started to let go, I held onto his hand and he smiled at me. We held hands for a long time while walking around the mall. We were in a music store listening to music with headphones when Michael leaned over and kissed me on the lips. I was shocked, but I liked it! I smiled at him and kissed him back. It felt so wonderful kissing him. He kissed so softly and nice. As we kissed, Michael pressed his tongue against my lips and I slowly opened my mouth to let him in. I loved his tongue in my mouth and I sucked on his tongue. I put my arms around his neck and pressed myself against him and we kissed again. Oh god, I loved kissing him so much! We noticed some people were watching us, so we stopped and went outside. We walked over to a van parked in the mall parking area. A girl named Amanda was in the van with a boy named Jason. Michael knew them and we were all sitting in the back and just talking when Amanda asked if we wanted to do some ecstasy or X. We all did and after about 20 minutes we were all feeling very weird and full of energy. Jason leaned over and kissed me. It surprised me and then Michael was kissing me on the neck and cheek. I just kinda closed my eyes and grabbed onto Michael's hand. Then Amanda came over and put her arms around me and kissed me right on the mouth. God, my head was so spinning. I kissed her back and the boys watched us kissing. I was confused because now I liked kissing Amanda! Amanda said they do this all the time and like to find new people to be with and it's not really sex because they don't have intercourse. Amanda could tell I was unsure of what to do and tried to feel my breasts. Of course I resisted. Amanda thought I was just embarrassed because I was totally flat chested, so she wasn't mad at all and took off her top. Jason came over and started feeling and sucking on her breasts. Michael pushed me over to Amanda's breast and put my mouth to it. I felt and licked her right boob while Jason licked her left boob. Then Amanda started sucking on Jason's penis. I was watching when Michael pulled me over to help Amanda. I didn't know what to do, so Amanda moved over a little and I licked the side of Jason's penis and kissed Amanda on her cheek. I then took Jason's penis into my mouth. I was surprised how wonderful it felt and tasted and how soft yet hard it was at the same time. I licked it all over and even licked his balls. I copied what Amanda did and slowly sucked Jason, going up and down his penis while holding his balls. Amanda was sucking Michael's penis when he orgasmed into her mouth. Amanda pulled me to her and forced her tongue into my mouth. I could taste Michael's cum. I loved it. I couldn't wait to go back to sucking Jason and having him orgasm in my mouth. But Amanda started sucking Jason so I just held his balls and tried to lick the shaft of his penis. Amanda took all of Jason's cum and swallowed it. She said it was hers, but I could have Michael's next load. But it was almost time for me to be back in the mall, so I tried to straighten myself up and told them bye. I went in the mall and sat on a bench and waited for my mom. I just sat there thinking about all that happened and how wonderful I felt.