Date: Sun, 27 Sep 2020 18:57:56 +0200 From: Stuart Mills Subject: Just in my Panties PART 2 That afternoon the Coach was waiting for Mark and I, when we arrived at the pool and for some reason my little clit became very hard. `You do look a sexy little girl Niki', he beamed. `There's a Parent/Teacher evening coming up soon, I hope your mother comes as I would like to discuss your future with her'. `Yes sir, I'm sure she'll be there'. `Mark, go and get changed in a cubical, I won't have mixed changing at my pool. Come to my office Niki'. I went to his office with him and he closed the door behind us and sat behind his desk. `OK little girl, you can get changed now'. I blushed, `Can I pull the curtains around the medical couch to get changed sir?' I asked. `No, leave the curtains open, but you can put your clothes on the couch'. I took my skirt off, then my blouse, standing in front of him in my bra and panties, which had a very hard little clit in them. `Don't be shy you little pansy, take them off', Somebody tried the office door, but it was locked. `Who is it? Called the Coach. `It's Mark'. `I'm busy now, do 50 lengths and time yourself on the time machine so I can see how well you did'. `You bastard', Mark replied. He tried the door again. `I'll deal with you later, young man'. I was now standing naked in front of him, my little clit standing to attention. I felt so small and feminine as he sat there looking at me. `You're a late developer, it's time your breasts blossomed, not too much just enough to fill out your bikini top a little more'. `Yes sir, mummy has already said she is going to get me hormone treatment, but how will I be able to continue swimming with breasts'. `Don't worry I won't let you go to waste, you might not be able to swim for the school but I might be able to get you into another team'. `Please may I put my bikini on now sir'. `No, I like looking at you and by the look of it, you like me looking at you, start rubbing your clit you little bitch, and finger your pussy with your other hand'. My blush must have covered my entire body as I stood there looking at him. He looked back sternly. `Well come on, or would you like me to help you, here use this lube'. He threw me a plastic bottle to me that fell on the floor, I picked it up opened my legs and began to lubricate myself. Then after some hesitation began to masturbate with two fingers in my pussy, I was very embarrassed but strangely excited. I didn't know where to look so I kept my eyes to the floor. `Look at my face, you little bitch, so you can see me watching your every move'. He took his phone out and took some photos of me which worried me, wondering who would see them, but the feeling that I was beginning to get overcame the fear. I kept going and was beginning to get to the point of no return, when he told me to stop. `I don't want you to cum, I have something else I want you to do'. At that point I think I would have done anything. He gave me some thin rubber, which on inspection was a rubber bikini. `It's too small'. `No it's not, it'll stretch and be a nice snug fit'. He was right it did fit me but was very small and very tight. Looking in the mirror I thought it looked very sexy but so tight that my little clit could be seen clearly pushing against the thin rubber. `Now I want you to help me punish your boyfriend'. He went out and called Mark. `You don't speak to me like that, I'm not a bastard, I have a mother and father. Take your speedo's off and bend over the end of the medical couch'. The Coach roughly assisted Mark to obey his command, tying his hands either side of the couch above his head. `You look gorgeous in that bikini, kneel on the couch in front of his face. Close so he can feel your clit. Now I'm going to cane him on his bottom and each time I do, he will jerk against your bikini. If I cane him enough you might even cum'. I did as I was told and pushed myself into his face, he didn't look very happy. The caning started and for me the feeling was really good, after five strokes I began holding his head with his face rubbing against my bikini. After ten strokes and me rubbing his face against the rubber, it took me over the top and I came! Rubbing my little clittie in its rubber panties hard in his face. The Coach stopped his caning and after watching me for a few minutes, helped me off the couch, feeling my body much more than was needed, before releasing Mark. Mark was crying and me seeing, embarrassed him and he tried to hide his face. `Look', said the Coach smiling. `he's cum on the couch, that was after five strokes, the final strokes were for his punishment'. `What does it feel like with cum in your rubber bikini', he said feeling the bikini panties and making my little clit slide from side to side. I was beginning to look at the coach in a different light, being a teacher he commanded respect a teacher would deserve. Now he had become more than a teacher, he was superior to me sexually, my master, my alpha male. I would have to submit to him above all, except mummy. Like two stags rutting for domination Mark had lost and now I felt I belonged to the Coach. Mark had left the office to go home while I remained. I sat on the medical couch in my rubber bikini with the coach, he had his arm around me holding me against his manly body while sliding my little hard clit around in my rubber panties. `You are a sexy little girl, I'd like to meet your mother before the next Parent/Teachers meeting. Do you think she'll like you having `extra training', either here, your home or my place?' I was beginning to breath heavier with his hand molesting me, I felt so small and fragile and I knew it wouldn't be long before I came again. `Don't stop, don't stop', I whimpered in a little girly voice. `Please don't stop'. He didn't stop, he held me tighter and massaged my slippery panties harder, as he did so I squealed and came again. This time the panties couldn't contain it and cum began to run down my legs. He noticed this and lifted my legs up and licked the cum off them. The feeling of his lips against my legs, the licks turned into kisses, the kisses went higher until they were kissing the thin black rubber that hid my little clit. `I'm your little girl now sir', I whispered. He lay on top of me while we kissed for a long time, then we used his shower to clean up. He told me to throw away the rubber bikini and he'd get me another. I suggested that he took me home to see mummy this afternoon, he was hesitant at first and I began to think he wouldn't, but after some thought, agreed. I think the thing that made up his mind was watching me get dressed in my short green pleated skirt, pretty white panties with matching bra, white blouse and socks. Phoning home first, we arrived at the house and went in. Mummy was, as usual, looking sickeningly beautiful, making me feel like an ordinary little kid. She did of course ask Coach if he'd like a drink and I had to get some wine out of the fridge and two glasses. It didn't take long and when I returned I was told to bring a glass for myself, I didn't often get a drink of wine. `Please don't call me Coach Susan, my names George'. Then turning to me, `And to you I'm Sir', he said with a smile. `Susan I wanted to ask you if Niki could spend more time training, I have at my disposal the pool, the school gym or my private gym'. `I'm pleased your taking such an interest in her, of course I don't mind'. `Also Niki tells me she is going to have hormone treatment, I'm not against this but in a short time after it has started she won't be able to swim for the school. She can train there out of school hours in the pool and use my private gym when she needs too'. I think I may be able to get her into another swimming team, but I'll have to look into this more'. `That's wonderful George, I thought she may to have to give up competitive swimming altogether'. The thought of being in a swimming team wearing a girls swimsuit was exciting and I wondered what Sir's private gym would be like, and does he really think I'm good enough to do all this training? During Monday, I was summoned to the Coach's office while another class was having a swimming lesson. `You do look a pretty boy', he said, walking around me. `Wearing panties?' `Yes Sir'. `Well don't just stand there, strip off so I can see them'. I took my clothes off hoping no one would come in and see me. Then I could almost feel his eyes scanning my body and my little clit started to get hard. `So you're my little girl are you?' `Yes Sir', I said blushing. `Go and pull the curtains round and lie on the medical couch'. I did as I was told and heard him leave the office. A few minutes later he returned accompanied by some senior boys. Then I heard the door close. `I thought I saw Nick come in a little while ago', One of the boys said. `Yes he did', the Coach replied. `Why do you fancy him or something?' `Given the chance I'd fuck his brains out'. `Not if I got him first', another boy said. `Yeh, fuck him till he squeals'. Lying on the medical couch dreading the curtains were going to be pulled open, just in my little white panties with little pink roses, my clit tenting them out, wondering who was in the office and what they were going to do. They stopped talking about me and began talking about other things, future training and a party that was going to be held soon, and after what seemed to be ages I heard the boys leave the office for the showers. `Well Niki', the Coach said as he pulled back the curtain. `I was tempted to pull back the curtain while they were here and let them have their way with you, but as you've given yourself to me I thought I'd better take care of you'. `Thank you Sir'. `I want you to come to my gym tomorrow evening, for some target practice, I'll pick you up from your house at 7pm. OK?' `Yes Sir, thank you Sir'. He told me to get dressed and go home or he'd rape me, I didn't know whether that was an instruction or an invitation, but I went anyway. It wasn't until 7.10 that his car pulled up outside, those extra ten minutes seemed like hours. I was all ready to go in my navy-blue gym skirt, matching knickers and sports bra covered with a white fleece. I was out of the door and had reached the car before he could take his seat belt off. `You're very eager', he said smiling. `I thought you weren't coming'. `You may wish I hadn't when you've visited the lion's den'. After about half an hour we pulled into a large detached house with a circular drive, there was a double garage to the left of the property, but we parked outside the main door. The house was very spacious and had shiny wooden floors. We walked through several rooms, then into a gym. It had a lot of equipment in it, wall bars, a vaulting horse and other things I had never seen before. `I want to give you a little test this evening, but first I want to give you a safe word `whiskey'. Use this word only as a very last measure that the activity you are undertaking is too much for you. There would then be the chance that you could lose the privilege of having this training -- do you understand'. `Yes Sir'. My mind spun into overdrive, what were these activities going to be? `Now, take all your clothes off and leave them on the table then put this little rubber bikini on'. `Yes Sir'. The bikini was like the one I kept cuming in at the pool and as I started to pull the panties up my legs my clit started to get hard. By the time I'd put the bra on, I was very hard, and it showed. `I'm going to demonstrate what I want you to do'. He went to the wall bars, put his hands through two wristlets with his back to the wall. He grasped the bar and raised his legs, so they were at right angles to his body, then lowered them again. After doing this ten times, he told me it was my turn. The wristlets were too high for me and had to be adjusted, as I grasped the bar I felt him make the wristlets tighter so I would be unable to remove my hands. His hand stroked down the front of my body until it was lingering on the bulge in my panties. I was helpless! I began to raise my legs, after four I was really struggling, finally telling him that I couldn't do any more. `Don't worry, just stand there and we'll go onto the next activity'. Standing there I felt so exposed and vulnerable in my black rubber bikini with a bulge in the panties. A blindfold was put over my eyes and I felt him slowly fondle my panties. He then walked away, and I could hear some rustling. It was very quiet for a few minutes and I wondered what was going to happen next, I just couldn't imagine. Then I found out, I felt a small sharp sting on my stomach and something fell to the floor, then another one on my bra, the stings began to go all over my body and seemed to get harder. My body twisted and turned as the stings continued relentlessly, straining trying make a desperate escape, but it still didn't do anything to deflate my hard on, even as the pain became more severe. After what seemed ages it all stopped and after a few minutes my blindfold was removed. I looked down at my sore body and it was covered in red marks and the floor was covered in elastic bands. `Did you enjoy that', he asked. Your body seems to have answered for you. I did wonder if my little sissy would have put up with that. Well, aren't you going to thank me!' `Thank you Sir'. He came towards me with some lotion in his hands and to gently stroke my body with it. I think I was making some emotional girly sounds. It was very soothing and after a long time concentrating on my exposed body, he squeezed his hand down the front of my rubber panties to anoint my clit. Once the lotion was in there it slipped against the rubber sending sensations over my body that I can't describe, every slight movement made an orgasm dangerously close. `Do you see those cameras around the gym, they filmed that, and I'm sure the person watching thoroughly enjoyed it'. `Who is it?' I asked with some concern. `It's someone you know and see quite often, but, now he doesn't want you to know who he is. There's a camera in my office, he watched you wank yourself while you put your fingers in your bottom, me fucking you while you sucked Marks cock, and you getting off in your rubber bikini while I caned Mark. He can hear and see all that goes on, here or in my office and he told me he likes you very much'. Now it seems I'm going to be walking about all day at school not knowing who knows about me, especially the man who watches behind the camera, if he is anything to do with the school. These things went around my mind as I stood fastened by my wrists, in my black rubber bikini. Any movement my cute little feminine body made caused my clit to slide against the front of the rubber panties and I was now almost at the point of no return. `Now tell the man who is watching you that you are going to cum for him'. `But Sir, umm'. `Come on you little sissy, tell him'. `Sir, I - I'm going to cum for you'. `Good girl', saying that he stood to my side and gently stroked the front of my rubber panties. My bikini bottom was instantly filled with cum, my body twisting and writhing as it pumped my seed into them. I knew I was being watched which seemed to make it even more intense and it went on and on until I was left hanging by my wrists completely spent. `There Niki, you know you were made to get your pleasure by pleasing others'. But now I was beginning to become embarrassed. Here I was almost naked, just having cum for an unknown person and enjoying it. The huge sexual turn on had gone leaving me wearing rubber panties full of cum and unable get away. `Please Sir, would you unfasten me now'. `Why, you are such a beautiful, feminine, submissive, picture standing there, I'd like to keep you there forever'. He started to gently caress my rubber panties again and although my clit had gone soft, his fingers were giving it new life. His other hand unfastened my wrists and I collapsed on the floor, sitting in my cum filled panties. He picked me up in his strong muscular arms and carried me to the massage couch, gently laying me down. Looking down at my exposed body he smiled. `How do you feel now, do you think you'll want to come here again? There's no telling what might happen if you do, but then I think you like having your body used, filmed and satisfied'. `..................It wasn't the training I expected...................and now it's over I think I enjoyed it.........and yes Sir I think I'd like to cum again'. `I admire your spirit Niki, I hope you will always feel that way'. Coach gathered my clothes together and put them in a plastic bag, then put a blanket around me and led me out to the car. We were soon home, and he accompanied me into the house. `Oh dear Niki', mummy exclaimed when she saw me come in. `You must have had a good work out this evening, did you enjoy it?' `Yes mummy, it was really exciting'. As I spoke the blanket slipped from my shoulders leaving me standing in my rubber bikini and when mummy saw the state of my body she thought I'd got something wrong with me. George suggested that we all went upstairs for me to have a shower and he'd explain everything, and he did! I hated having to take my bikini off in front of mummy and the coach, I took the top off first then the panties which were full of cum. `It does look as if you've have been enjoying yourself Niki', mummy said, having just heard the explanation. `I think she will need to wear some protection when she performs any activities in the gym, so as not to spoil any clothing. She's very excitable', said the coach. `Are you still happy with her carrying on with the training?' `As long as Niki is happy and wants to continue, I won't stand in his way - you do want to don't you Niki?' `Yes mummy I really do'. Mummy then gave me two enemas and showered me in front of the coach. I was so embarrassed, I wanted the ground to open and swallow me up. After she'd dried me, my greatest dread materialised. `As you've had such a busy day, I think it's time you went to bed'. `No mummy please, not now'. `You want to continue your training don't you, then go and get on the table'. `Mummy please no'. I could see in her eyes that no matter what I said she was going to grossly humiliate me in front of the coach. What was he going to think? It was bad enough him finding out about me living as a girl but being treated as a baby....... I walked naked into the bedroom, lay on the changing table and closed my eyes. I could hear them whispering but couldn't make out what they were saying. Then they came into the room and I knew they were standing either side of me. `Well George, you've met my little boy Nick, and my little girl Niki, now let me introduce you to my little baby Niki'. `He's certainly full of surprises -- a turn on a minute, but by the look of it he doesn't seem to like being a little baby'. `He knows he's my baby and will always be my baby, he's just shy about me showing him off to you. Now lift your bottom up Niki, so I can put your nappy under you'. I just lay there naked and feeling so exposed and embarrassed of what mummy was going to do to me in front of the Coach. `George, she's being a very naughty baby girl, would you lift her up by her ankles so I can get the nappy ready please'. I felt Coach's strong arms lift my legs high into the air and cringed, they were much higher than they needed to be. Then he put me down on the nappy. Mummy rubbed baby oil on my body and legs where to red marks were, before moving down to my little clitty and rose bud, which she spent some time on just to make me hard again. The coach was looking at me smiling and I just wondered what was going through his mind. Then the nappy was fastened, and the pink nursery print plastic baby panties were pulled slowly up my legs. The feeling of the plastic and elastic around my legs sliding up to my nappy always gave me a thrill, even though I didn't want it too, but my body always gave me away. They both stood and looked at me as I lay there submissive and humiliated then the coach unable to control himself, gave the front of my plastic panties a good hard rub. Mummy smiled and went to get the romper suit leaving the coach to torture me, turning me on against my will. Although I now didn't want him to stop, I pretended that I did and was disappointed when mummy came back with a white shiny romper and I had to sit up for it to go over my head. Laying down again for mummy to let the Coach fasten it up between my legs before rubbing it again. They both knew I was turned on to boiling point and both stood laughing at me as I involuntary twitched my pelvis against my nappy. I so much wanted to rub my nappy but didn't want to give them the pleasure of having to humiliating myself in front of them. `Would you put him in his cot now George'. With no hesitation Coach picked me up like a little baby and lay me in the cot, then my pending relief was cut short by mummy fastening my wrists to the rails on either side. Just to make it more humiliating she put a pacifier in my mouth and tied it around my head. I couldn't bear to think what my life was going to be like now that coach knew about the way mummy treated me. Would he humiliate me in front of other boys or people, or would he tell the other teachers, I was sure he wouldn't let it rest. `You are naughty George', mummy said smiling. `Getting baby Niki all turned on like that and her not being able to do anything about it, you should be ashamed of yourself'. `Do you want me to have sex with her, so she gets some relief', Coach said also smiling. `Not now, little babies need their beauty sleep, not that she'll get much sleep after the state you've got her in, poor baby girl'. They both left the room, leaving me like a bomb without a detonator. I desperately wanted relief and my only chance was to hump my nappy, which may or may not work. I tried to twist my body so I could rub myself against the rails but that didn't turn out to be such a good idea. I could hear them talking in the sitting room but couldn't make out anything they were saying. They laughed occasionally and I think they had some music playing. I was sure they were talking about me, but what were they saying? I started humping my nappy again. They talked and talked, and he didn't leave until well after midnight. Mummy came to bed but didn't give anything away about what they had been talking about. She changed into her short, diaphanous nighty, making sure I saw plenty of her lush body before she came and removed my pacifier and gave an intimate kiss goodnight both on my lips and on the tops of my naked legs, giving fuel to my insatiable hard on. `Please mummy, unfasten my wrists before I go to sleep please!' `No my sweet little baby, you've cum enough for tonight and you've got lots to look forward to believe me'. Mummy released my wrists next morning for me to go down for breakfast, she was all smiles as she got me ready for school. I was still a little apprehensive about what may happen after the humiliation I received last night, but I didn't have long to wait. The Coach sent me a message for me to go to his office at the first break. `Good morning Baby Niki, I hope you slept well. Are you wearing your plastic baby pants today?' `No Sir, I'm only made to wear them in bed'. `That's a shame it makes you very excited and do look as if you enjoy wearing your baby clothes'. `I don't like wearing them Sir!' `Don't lie to me Baby Girl or I'll have to punish you, what coloured knickers are you wearing today?' `Pink Sir'. `Pull your trousers down and show me'. `No Sir, someone may come in'. `Pull them down'. I slowly pulled them down and lifted my blouse/shirt up, exposing myself again to his gaze. It turned out to be more than his gaze I was exposing myself too. He bent down and gently rubbed his hand slowly over my clit and between my legs, back and forth, back and forth, my clit let me down and sprung into life. `What lovely knickers your wearing, you can see right through them, and your baby clit is tenting them out. You like me touching you don't you Baby Niki?' `................... y'yes S'sir, but please stop or I'm going to cum...........please stop...............please stop ....... don't .... stop I'm going to cum', and I did. It filled my pretty pink panties that I was going to have to sit in all day with it leaking through my trousers. `That was for the relief you wanted last night, I felt so guilty leaving you in such a state. Don't worry about the mess, take your knickers off and we'll sort you out'. I went behind the curtain stripped from the waist down, then to my horror he came in with my plastic baby pants and a nappy. `Where did you get those from?' `Your mother gave them to me last night, come on, you know the drill and hurry, or you'll be late for your next class'. Humbled, I did as I was told, laying on the couch and lifting my bottom for the nappy. He fastened it tightly, then the plastic panties were drawn slowly up my legs, sending signals to my little clit and it was getting hard very quickly. `Now Baby Girl, put your trousers on quick and get back to class and don't play with yourself in the classroom'. I was so self-conscious walking back to the classroom, I felt as if everyone could see I was wearing a nappy and baby pants. The plastic pants crackled just enough to keep me hard but how many other people could hear them. This was the first time I'd been out of the house wearing baby clothes and I wished it hadn't been at school. Things couldn't get much worse, I was late getting to class, and everyone turned to look at me as I walked in. I went a deep shade of red, had they noticed my trousers bulging. Nobody mentioned it during the day, but I had several strange looks and the day seemed to drag and drag. When I finally made it home, I told mummy how disappointed I was with her letting coach have some of my baby clothes. `If you didn't want to wear them you could have always used your safe word'. `What else did the coach tell you and what did you tell him'. `You're my baby and I want to make sure you're going to be safe in the things you are going to do. Changing the subject, we've been invited out tomorrow evening to Georges house'. `I suppose that means you told him everything and he told you everything -- great!' `Come on baby, you should be enjoying all this attention you are getting'. Mummy took me upstairs and took off my plastic pants and nappy, letting me have a little blue pair of satin bikini panties to wear along with a blue training bra. That's all I bothered to put on for the evening and who should walk in but Sid, the old man next door. I was in the kitchen getting the tea ready and he came towards me. `I imagine you like this every time I see you', he said putting his hands on either side of my body. `And today it's for real'. His hands slid down to my bottom and my little clit had grown from his first touch. `What else do you imagine?' I whispered. `What would you like to do to me or what would you like me to do to you'. `Come next door and help me do some work later, and I'll show you'. With that he felt my hard clit through my satin panties and went in to see mummy. I don't know what came over me, I've teased him in the past but never thought of going any further. Now he has invited me into his house - Coach did say that if I gave pleasure I would get pleasure so, I made up my mind to go. After tea I told mummy I was going next door to give Sid a hand and went upstairs to put some clothes on, just a short skirt (all my skirts are short) and a blouse. As I left the house I suddenly realised what I was doing -- I was going to give myself to him and my self-confidence left me. I gently knocked on the door, it seemed to be a long pause before the door opened. `Hello Nick, I didn't think you'd come', he said scanning my body and legs. `Would you like to give me a hand in the bedroom?' I followed him upstairs to the bedroom and when I entered was really surprised to see the pictures all over the walls, they were either of me or my girly clothes hanging on the washing line. There were even some of my baby clothes, nappies and plastic panties blowing in the wind. It was my history in pictures from the age of about five. There were up skirt pictures of me bending over gardening and the wind blowing my dress up. As I looked at the pictures, he came up behind me and I felt his hands go slowly from my knees to the hem of my skirt then under my skirt to my panties. He gently rubbed the crack in my bottom and then between my legs caressing my little clit through its thin covering. `All these years you've been teasing me and now you've come to my bedroom. Are you going to make up for all the mad frustration you have given me?' `Sir I'm flattered that I have had that effect on you, would you like me to take my skirt and blouse off'. `No, don't do that, I want to lay on the bed, and I want you to sit astride my head and rub your little penis up and down my face'. `But I might cum in my panties'. He turned and went to a draw and came back with a pair of pink plastic baby pants. `I borrowed these many years ago when you were smaller, but I think they might still fit you, so take your knickers off and put them on'. I took my panties off and pulled the plastic panties up, they were very tight both around my legs and around my body and my little clit was loving it. He lay down on the bed and I sat astride his feet then slowly moved up towards his face, lingering on the hardness, opening his trousers, rubbing my plastic panties on his erection. I don't know who was the most turned on, him or me. Slowly I continued my journey, humping my way to his face. I was giving him what he had wanted for years, on his face my clit rubbed up and down and I felt as if I was disfiguring him. His hands were squeezing my buttocks painfully, and the more pain he gave me the more suffering I tried to give him. He was gasping, fighting for air, I think the plastic panties made him unable to breathe but this is what he wanted. We kept going for about another five minutes and I could hold back no longer. `I'm cumming, I'm cumming', I screamed. I continued to torture his face as I came, and I think he was trying to say something but I was beyond caring. Then I felt something hit me on the back and again and again. He was cumming too. I lay on the bed beside him with my skirt up around my waist, both of us completely spent. His hand strayed over to the front of the plastic panties and he massaged the slippery mess that my clitty was now in. As I lay there feeling my clitty being brought back to life I began to think of what I'd missed, I had been living next door to this man all my life and if I'd given him the chance he could have been molesting me from the age of five. He got up and began to take pictures of the post orgasm Niki, his flies were still open and his penis half hard. He took close ups of my cummy panties and full-length ones of me laying with my skirt around my waist and I knew these would all be the pride of his collection. I cleaned myself up, put my panties back on leaving him with the plastic ones, gave him a kiss and went home to mummy. `It was nice to hear you enjoying yourself this evening', she said as I came in. `What do you mean?', `I think our neighbours all know you came this evening and it must have been mind blowing. I didn't know Sid had it in him, now go and get ready for your bath baby Niki'. I didn't see much of the Coach the following day and was looking forward to visiting his house that evening, although I didn't think it was such a good idea to have mummy there. What was going to happen? We weren't going for a meal as we were going to have something to eat before we went, and he was picking us up at 7.00. What was I going to wear? Do I go as a girl or a boy? All this going round my head didn't allow me to concentrate on my schoolwork, in fact I might just as well have been at home getting ready.