Date: Thu, 6 Mar 2008 22:59:31 -0500 From: Michelle Marie Hodges Subject: Losing my Virginity at Nine I lost my anal virginity when I was nine and by a friend of my sister's father. His daughter had told him of my always saying I was a girl and constantly wearing my sister's clothes when I was seven. It was then that he took a great interest in me. I still remember that day when I was seven that he had me over and there on his bed all laid out were beautiful dresses, socks, shoes and hats. He told me he believed I really was a girl and wanted to help. My uncle had helped me at five when my parents ask him, a bachelor, to help me understand I was a boy and on several weekends he, instead of having me be a boy let me be the girl I knew I was. It also included learning things a girl needed to do to please men. Soon that was discovered and all contact was cut off. Now here was another adult that believed me and wanted to teach me how to be a proper girl when everyone else kept saying I was a boy and that was just plain wrong. I knew I was a girl and hated my parents and others saying I was not. So when he said it was to be our secret and the results of my uncle's help, I kept it a secret. It was one I kept till he died. I saw him most everyday till I left home at 18 and every time I was home till he died when I was 26. Anyway up till I was nine all our sexual play was oral; I continued my education of orally pleasing a man started by my uncle. When I was nine he offered to take my sister and I along with his daughters to Salton Sea (California) for a week of boating, swimming and just fun away from the house. It was so wonderful. As soon as we left home we stopped and in a restroom he dressed me all up, as he called me his special daughter. Every kid in my neighborhood knew I said I was a girl and when I could I wore girl clothes so his daughter and my sisters thought nothing of it. So away we went, him and four girls. We stopped to eat and at last I was just the girl I always knew I was and everyone could see me. Mr. H kept me always at his side. When we arrived at their one room cabin, he also had a travel trailer on the property. The three girls were to sleep in the trailer and he and I being a "special" girl would sleep in the cabin. To the girls that seemed natural. The first night sleeping with him in a pink nightgown he said he bought especially for me. I so loved him. We did our usually oral games. He told me I was getting almost perfect and was making a beautiful girl and would always please a man as he should be pleased. The next day was one out on the water and swimming. Being able to wear a girl's bathing suit was so wonderful. At the marina he introduced me and my sister as friends of his daughter's. I was always called sissy Michelle by everyone as a derogatory slur of Michael my name, so i was introduced as Michelle. It was for me an affirmation of who and what I was, a girl. That also has always been my name. Now it for five years has been my legal one. That evening I was giving a bubble bath, which was done on the deck of the cabin. Being isolated they just used a large tub. The girls were off playing somewhere so it was just us. He bathed me and tenderly washed me all over. As he did so he told me that that night he had a wonderful surprise for me as I had been a good girl. I dressed in my nightgown and we all sat up playing games in the cabin. Later he said it was time to go to sleep as it was going to be another long day on the water. Away the girls went to the trailer and Mr. H and I to our bed. He was rubbing me softly saying how beautiful I was. He said I was truly a girl but a special one. He said I was one of only a few with my special talents and body. I was just so happy. The only difference that night was his new interest in playing with my butt as well as my sucking his cock. He kept rubbing it and running his fingers along the crack stopping at the little hole and pressing. He asked me if it was alright and I just nodded in acceptance of this new wonderful feeling. Then I noticed his finger was all gooey and his pressing on my hole was getting firmer. All I could do was press back as it felt so good. He then asked me to turn putting my face in front of his cock. He wanted me to suck him as he had taught me. I loved doing this and went right at it. His cock was always welcomed in my mouth. He then reached around and continued to play, totally with my, as he called it, my sweet pussy. He kept rubbing the small hole and pushing against it. Each push against it it went furthering. Soon I gasped as his finger went fully in. This all took place over an hour. So he took over an hour to loosen me up enough to push his finger in. It surprised me but soon I just could not concentrate on sucking, only on what I was feeling back there. I was lost in a pleasure I'd never felt before or even imagined possible. He began to push his finger in then pull it out, the back in again. The rhythmic motion was so exciting. He asked how it felt and all I could do was moan. I wanted more. He put more of whatever he was using on his finger and pushed it in all the way in one fast motion. I may have been nine but I was a withering mass in sexual pleasure. I never knew something could feel so good. He again asked how I felt, and all I could do was moan ever so weakly and nod my head yes. Then he asked if I wanted to do something only a girl could do to please her man. He wanted to put his cock in my pussy thus giving myself and my body to the man who loves me. I said yes so excitedly, all I wanted to do was to please him in whatever way a girl could. He had me get on my knees with my elbows down and my butt in the air. He again pushed in his finger and by this time it was easily going in. He added a second. I was lost in lust even as a young nine year old girl. He pulled them out and the sudden emptiness saddened me. Then there was a real sharp pain. I felt something much bigger that his finger pressing into me. He was rubbing my butt and whispering how wonderful it felt. He was telling me how beautiful I was. This he said was what girls were meant to do, offer their body completely to their man. I so wanted to do that that I just had to bear with the stinging and please him. I needed to show him I was his girl and by giving him my body for his pleasure he would see and believe it. It took what seemed like hours but soon I felt his dick hairs against my butt. He was leaning over kissing my back. He kept saying over and over hot it was inside me and how wonderful I was. He then said I was truly and without any question a girl. He only got it all the way in when I felt it seem to get bigger and then he said he was sorry, he came. He explained that his cum, the same cum I had many times tasted when I sucked his cock was now in me as it should be. He said that he had fucked me as a man should fuck a girl and filled me with his cum. He had me roll over still with his cock up in me and I feel asleep with him in me. As I fell asleep I now knew I truly a girl, I now really believed it. I had taken a man into my body and he put in me that gift, a gift both he and my uncle always said was a man's gift to his girl. I slept so soundly that night as I knew no matter what anyone said or what ever they showed me, I was a girl, I had proved it. The next day, our third, my butt was sore but I was just glowing. I could not wait till bed time and what he had said we did, "fucked", and to do it again. That night he said I should let my pussy rest, so I sucked him till he came in my mouth. He kept telling me to stop pouting; all I wanted was to feel him in me again. Too fill me with his cum. Well the remainder of the seven days there I did everything I could no matter what time of day to get his cock in me. I was hooked; I loved as he said "fucking" He told me I was a natural. From that day till I was in my twenties I loved him and loved him deep in me. Fucking me long hard and deep for as long as he wanted, I was his girl then his woman.