Date: Sun, 21 Jan 2007 16:09:50 -0800 (PST) From: Katie Johnson Subject: Mommy's Little Princess This is a true story about my life it has been dramatized a little but is much the way my life went. Mommy's Little Princess From the earliest memories I have my mommy and the neighbor lady were best friends. Mommy would take me next door to there house they had a Daughter that is a year older than I. We were about 2 & 3 as soon as we got their Mommy would put me in the playpen with Debbie. We got along great I would throw my toy trucks out of the playpen. At first Mommy would put them back in with us until Her and Debbie's Mommy noticed that I preferred playing with Debbie's toys. A few months later we stopped bringing any of my toys with things went well. About four or five months later my Mommy noticed that I did not play with my toys at home any longer either. It was close to Christmas so Mommy asked me what I wanted Santa to bring me I told her I wanted some Barbies and some girls' cloths. A few days later she asked again and I told her the same thing. As time went on we kept going over to the neighbors and Debbie and I became close friends like real sisters we were now about 11 & 12 one day we were playing house and I was playing the Neighbor lady. We were having a lot of fun when our Mommy's asked us what we were playing we told them. Debbie's Mommy said we have two real nice girls here don't we. Mommy said she didn't know if this was right and they talked along time about me being Girlie. A few days later Mommy took me to see a Dr. He asked me a lot of questions about if I liked Girl things better than Boy things I had to go back there several times the same questions over and over. The whole time Debbie and I kept playing like Sisters and we were very happy. Than Christmas came I got three nice Barbies and some Doll cloths I told Mommy I wanted clothes for me not my Barbies. Mommy told me that she did not think I should ware Girls clothing I told her why not I am a Girl and I started crying. She said we will talk it over with the Dr. on Monday she took me to see the Dr. the three of us talked a very long time the Dr. asked me several times why I felt I was a Girl. I told him I just am a Girl it will not change and told him I don't feel right with boy's cloths on. The Dr. told mommy not to force me to be something I did not want to be. From then on when we went over to Debbie's I went up to her room as soon as we got up there I asked Debbie if I could ware some of her cloths she liked the idea and said we could be real sisters. So every day after that when we got to Debbie's house I would put on some of her clothing. Debbie started putting her clothing she did not want in her bottom drawer and the right side of the closet she told me they were my under ware drawer and side of the closet. A few months later it was getting warm outside so our moms told us to go out and play with the others. We went up to her room so I could change and in a few minuets they hollered we told you two to go outside. We ran down the stairs and out the door with out them seeing us but they hollered no running in the house. After about a half-hour Debbie's Mommy told Debbie we should get in the car so we could go to the super market. Debbie and I got in the car and were talking when our Moms got in the car and started to leave. When Debbie's Mommy looked back to back out of the garage and saw that I was warring Debbie's Dress and Mary Jane shoes she looked at me for a minuet and said well don't we have two pretty little Girls. My Mommy turned around and said how long has this been going on young lady? I looked at her and said a long time. She wanted me to go change but I started to cry and asked her why she told me I was a boy I told her no I am not Debbie and I are sisters. After a little while she gave in and let me go with in Debbie's Dress at the store several lades commented about how pretty us two girls looked and asked if we were sisters. When we got back from the store Mommy wanted me to change and I told her if she would have gotten me the cloths I asked for I would not have needed to ware Debbie's. She told me to change and we would talk it over at home while I was up stairs changing Debbie told Her Mom and mine how much I wanted to be a real Girl. The next day Mommy and I were back at the Drs. He told her that I showed all the signs of Gender Disphoria and I should not be oppressed she asked what she should do. He told her to let me express my self I may change before school starts so the next week end it was my birthday and she had a little party for me just Debbie her Mom and me and My Mommy. She got me a little princess birthday cake and gave me a new Dress to ware for the party there were several Presents for me all in Little princes gift wrapping paper the house was decorated with pink ribbon. Debbie gave me a real nice Dress and some new panties, Her Mommy gave me a skirt and blouse and a training bra. My Mommy gave me a new two piece swim suite three new dresses two pair of flat shoes and a pair of Mary Jane's also some low heels. After the party we went to the theater and watched my little pony I needed to go to the girl's room so Debbie and I went she told me it was great now that we could go places like this. The next day Debbie wanted to go to the Beach we took our swim suites and left the house. When we got there and paid to get in Debbie took my hand and led me into the Girls locker room she found a changing booth we both could use and we changed my two piece looked real nice. We went out on the beach placed our blanket on the sand and laid down it wasn't long before two of the boys from our neighborhood came over and started talking to us. When we left the beach Kevin carried my beach bag and Mike carried Debbie's. On the way home they treated us to Ice Cream at the soda shop we had a great time. I stayed over at Debbie's house that night we had fun with our new doll's and got to sleep late in the morning Debbie's mother woke us up and told us to put on our nice dresses as we are going to Church it is Sunday. Debbie gave me one of her good dresses and some nice low heal shoes to ware we dressed and I called Mommie and told her we are ready for Church. Mommie got ready and came over and was talking to Debbie's Mom My Mom seemed worried she said what if the pastor did not approve of them both having dresses on. Debbie's Mom said if it bothers anyone we will join a new Church next week and said lets go we walked the two blocks to Church everyone commented on our pretty dresses but no one seemed to know I was ever a boy. The next day Debbie came over to get me early and told me the boys want to take us to the park to ride some rides I put on a skirt and blouse like Debbie had on my pink sneakers and we went to meet the boys. When we got to the park we rode several rides and had some cotton candy. When we got home our Moms were waiting for us the first thing they said was a 12 and 13 year old girls should not be going places with a seven and 14 year old boy with out telling their moms. And they asked where did they get the money? We told them they had a paper route and we have been playing with them for three years and did not think any thing was wrong with going with them. My Mommie said that Girls needed to tell their family where they are going and who with. Summer was coming to a end Mommie told me we had to talk with the Dr. being a girl at home and all summer will not work any longer and how my life was going to go this fall as I had to start school. The Dr. told my mommie that if I was still sure I was a girl in a boy's body. He would give me a Dr. Note for school and a referral to a legal office so I could get my name changed. My Mommie was unsure if she was ready to change my name but thanked the Dr. and we left. The next day Mommie took me to the lawyers office so he could talk with me he was OK with handling my name change. In two weeks I will be Katie Lynn for real. WOW that feels good we went to the school and Mommie registered me as Katie Lynn and picked up the information about what I needed for school and my schedule. Then we had to stop in the school councilor office to explain my situation and get measured for school uniforms. After that we went home and Debbie was waiting for me I told her that it was all set I would be going to school with her as Katie. We hugged and ran off to find our friends to tell them everyone was happy for me and glad I was in there classes with them. We all ran down to the soda shop and had a ice cream to celebrate then after that the other girls teased me about gym class I told them that I already have a gym uniform Ms. Wilson had one my size in her office. She has ordered my other school uniforms and they will be here in a week. We all went to Debbie's and talked about the boys at school the other girls were sure that I should get to know Danny Nelson because he has been asking about me and told them I was very pretty. He told Connie he wanted to kiss me and asked her if she thought I would let him. I told Connie I thought he was very cute and yes I would let him I wanted to be his girl friend when we were little kids. Us Girls would watch the boys play little league baseball and he was my favorite player. School was just a week away and I was getting excited I have been thinking about being a big girl and being away from home all day at school with my friends as the GIRL I always knew I was. The week went very slow but the first day finely Debbie and I walked to the corner Danny and Mike met us there and walked us to school. When we got to school the boys walked us to our room Danny tried to kiss me but Ms. Walace was watching so I didn't let him. After school the boys met us at the door and walked us home when we got to Debbie's house we told them we were staying there until supper. Debbie kissed Mike and told me give Danny a kiss and lets go in and watch some TV till Mom gets home so I kissed Danny and thanked him for walking me to school and home. We all went to the living room and watched TV and we were kissing when Debbie's mommy walked in and asked what us girls thought we were doing. Debbie told her Mommy we are watching TV her Mom said I told you no boys in the house when she was not home. She told the boys to leave and sent us to Debbie's room when my Mom got home she called her and asked her to come over. When Mommy got over to Debbie's house her Mommy called us down stairs and had us sit on the sofa they both started asking us about what we do with boys. We explained all we do is watch them play ball and go places with them like the soda shop and beach. Debbie's Mom asked how long we have been kissing Boy's we told them today was the first time but we have been wondering what it was like a long time. My Mommy asked us what it felt like when we kissed the boy's I told her it made me feel all funny inside and warm all over, Debbie said the same thing. Our Mommy's talked with each other for a little while and then told us that they were going to make an appointment for both of us to see an OBGYN. Dr. The next week on Wednesday our mom's came to school and got us at 9:00 AM. And took us to the clinic when we got there we were taken into a room with a table that had funny foot things on it. We waited there for a few minuets and a Nurse came in and told us to undress and put on two little gowns that did not have any back on them. A few minuets later a Dr. came in and said hello and sat down to read something after a few moments he asked how long we have been interested in boys? Debby told him we have talked about them for two years but this was the first week we kissed any. He looked at me and asked the same thing I said Debby and I are like sisters and have done every thing together for five years. The Dr. told us we were a little young to be kissing boys and did we know what could happen if we were not careful? I said NO and the Dr. started telling us where baby's come from and that it was a good idea for us to have our first vaginal exam before we became active. I started crying and the Dr. asked me what was wrong I told him I did not have a Vagina yet he said what do I mean yet. I told him I am a Girl but I do not have my vagina yet the Dr. told me I see that in the notes here we will take care of you it will be all right. He showed us a little movie that explained how Girl's get pregnant and had a little Question and answer time. After that part was done the DR. had Debbie get no the table and asked me to go in the little room next to the exam room. A few minuets later Debbie came in the little room and the Dr. asked me to go in and get on the table He came in and asked me to put my feet in the little foot things. That made my legs spread wide apart he came over to the table and told me he was going to do a internal exam of me and it would feel a little strange but not to worry. The Dr. went to the foot end of the table and showed me this giant looking thing and told me he would put it inside me and open up so he could look inside and check my muscle. It felt real strange but it was over fast and the Dr. let me get off the table and sit on a chair my bottom felt goushy from the KY jell the Dr. used. He got Debbie and had the Nurse bring our Mom's in we were all sitting in chairs and the Dr. told us how our exams went well we were both OK and the girls both saw the film about procreation. Dr. told our Mom's not to worry we were still virgin's. We all talked about anything that bothered any of us and when we seemed to be about done the Dr. asked me if I was planning on living like a Girl all my life I told him I have no choice I am a Girl ask Debbie. The Dr. told my mom if I was going to live like a Girl I should start taking antiandrogins and in two years Hormones. Mom said she was wondering when we needed to start that. The Dr. said he needed to see me every three months until then to make sure every thing went well. So every three month's I would go to his office for another exam and things went well until one day at the exam he said well young lady tell your Mom there will be some pills for you at Walgreen. He than told me to tell my Mom Puberty has started and it is time to plan more and watch closer so come here every two month's now. Six months later the Dr. told me to tell my Mom that we are going to start Hormone's and they will be at Wall green. He also told me to bring her with to my next appointment that he needed to talk with her about any plans we would have for surgery in the next few years. In the spring at Sunday school the pastor came in our room and told us that we were getting to be young ladies and could go to Bible camp this summer. Debbie got real excited and told me we have to go her cousin told her how much fun she had last summer with the boy's and no Mom to yell at you. When we got home we asked our mom's if we could go they were not sure and said we will see. At school the next day all the girls were talking about Bible camp and wanted to know who all were going. They all talked about it being the place they got to have fun with boy's without anyone thinking that we were doing anything wrong. I saw Danny Nelson in the hall and asked him to go he didn't like the idea until I told him we could spend more time together there with out my mom yelling and smiled at him he said all right. That night I begged Mommie she talked to the pastor he said there will be two girls to a room that Debbie and I could be in the same one. She told me OK but I need to learn all the things girls do as young lady's so I did not act strange in the bathrooms and such and only very little make up no painted lady's at bible camp. We spent the rest of the school year planning our summer camp antics it made the school year go faster. Debbie talked me into going out for soft ball in the spring we had a lot of fun and did well we won enough games so we made the playoffs so we had to travel the coach said we would be four girls to a room. When I got home I told Mommie she called the coach and said she would pay extra if we could have a room with just Debbie and I. He said no there would need to be four people to a room we need to make room for the whole team and the chaperone's. Mommie called Debbie's mom and talked it over with her and called the coach back talked to him and after a little while she hung up the phone. She said I have done all I can do and the coach said four people to a room then she smiled and told me Debbie's mom and her will be chaperones and will be sharing our room. So the next week we were off to the playoff games we did real well won all three games so we needed to play again next week. So our Mom's went with again we did OK this time won two and lost one so we were out of the playoffs but we did win the region and conference titles so we had two big trophies. I went out for track too but my legs were too short so Mary Welch beat me out of the events I was after. School ended for the summer the next Monday we only had to go to school to get our things and report cards so we were home by 10:30 AM. On the way home Debbie and I talked over what we are going to bring to Bible camp on Friday she told me that pastor told her mom no two piece swim ware. So when we got home I called Mom at work and asked her if I could go to the mall with Debbie and her Mom to get a one piece swim suite she said it was all right. I ran over to Debbie's when I got there Mom was on the phone with Debbie's Mom and asked her if she would buy my swim suite she would pay her back tonight they agreed. We had fun shopping at the mall I found a nice black suite with lots of pretty flowers all over it that came with a cover up wrap Debbie found a bright pink one with a cover up wrap we loved them her Mom approved. So we went to some other stores and picked up extra supplies for camp Debbie needed tampon's we both needed hair care things etc. We stopped in the food court and had a snack and soft drinks, we needed to go to the little girls room while we were in there I fixed my makeup. Debbie's Mom noticed that we both needed some makeup training so we went to Macy's cosmetic counter and all three of us had makeovers it was wonderful and I learned a lot. When we got home my Mom was there waiting for us she said well don't we look pretty all dolled up with fresh makeover's. Mom told us we should not waste the makeovers get dressed in nice dresses and we girl can go to a movie and dinner. The week seemed to fly past and we were on our way to camp we all got on a buss at the church Debbie, Mike, Danny and I took the two back rows. After the buss started Danny got up and changed places with Debbie so we could sit boy girl after a few miles Danny started kissing me so Mike did the same with Debbie. We kissed and hugged for a while and I put my head on Danny's shoulder he put his arm around me Mike and Debbie did the same we fell asleep. The next thing we remembered was the pastor waking us and saying we are here and there will be no more behavior like this we said we were sorry and got off the buss. Danny and Mike carried our things to the front of our cabin and then took their things to the cabin next to ours we were lucky to be so close. The next morning our cabin leader told us there are more boys' this year so one of the girl cabins has boys in it we need to be nice with them so close. Then she told us there is normally only one boy for every four girls this there is one boy for every two girls we all cheered she said easy girls this is Bible camp. We had fun at the activities all day and in the evening we enjoyed campfire time singing and story telling, they let us sit boy girl but no hugging or cuddling. At 9:00 PM everyday pastor told us cabin time everyone to there own cabin read write home talk with your roommate see you in the chapel in the morning. The second night there was a tap on our window we opened it and let Danny and Mike clime in we spent about three hours together. The next night they came over again and we started kissing right away Danny started feeling me up I sort of melted into him I felt so normal and needed. Debbie and Mike were doing the same. The next thing I knew I was rubbing Danny's groin he was moaning softly I unzipped his pants and put my hand inside he got real hard. This felt wonderful I never had that happen to me I started HRT young he felt so good I pulled him out of his pant's and started stroking him like Mary told me she had done with Nate. It did not take long until Danny started to tense up and pump his hips I felt his penis swell up and start pulsing and warm sticky liquid got all over my hand and bedding I felt real good and Danny looked like he was in dreamland. In the morning I took my bedding and put it in a sink and soaked it I told the cabin leader I spilled Ice Cream on it she got me clean bedding. After chapel Debbie told me that her and Mike had a great time also but she gave Mike a blow job so her bedding did not get soiled. I asked her what it was like giving a blow-job she told me it made her feel like a real woman and Mike tasted good so did his cum. She told me we should turn our light out earlier so the boy's could come over earlier and be there longer I agreed with her and asked her more about how to give a good blow job she told me what she knew. That night the boys came again and as soon as they got there we took there clothing off and got in bed with them. Danny and kissed for a few minuets and I started rubbing his penis he got hard fast I started kissing my way down his chest bellybutton groin and then I liked the end of his penis. There was a small drop of pre cum on the end it tasted real good a little salty and tart I was in heaven. I took the head of his penis in my mouth it felt good and I got excited. I started sucking and bobbing my head up and down and massaging his penis with my toung it felt great I started to breath harder so did Danny. I was lost in wonderment knowing I was pleasing my Boyfriend he was humping moaning and holding my head he couldn't get enough of me. Suddenly I felt his penis swell start throbbing and then there was a wonderful treat warm salty tangy spurt after spurt swallow after swallow pure heaven. We were both exhausted and I fell asleep in his arms Debbie and Mike had fallen asleep also the next thing I remember is the cabin leader knocking on the door morning get ready for chapel. I woke Danny, Debbie and Mike in a panic and asked what are we going to do Debbie said Mike put this skirt sweat shirt on ad here are my pink shower thongs Katie dress Danny we put towels around there heads and there clothing in beach bag's. I opened the door and looked we sent them out the back cabin door they went next door and in the back door right into there cabin leader. He thought the boy's had been singled out for a prank and laughed at them told them to get dressed it is time to go. The boys hurried and got ready we met them in the chapel. It was the first Sunday service I ever enjoyed sitting with Danny the service seemed so short but I felt like a woman sitting with Danny. After Chapel we asked our councilors if it was all right for us to hike around the Lake with the Boys they said we could. We got half way around the lake to a small cove and Debbie said to me lets skinny dip. I said are you nuts do you remember what I look like with out pants on? Debbie said Danny knows he wont care I said he might not want Mike knowing. Debbie turned to Danny and asked do you care if Mike would see Katie Naked? Danny thought a little and replied he knows she has not had SRS yet I don't think it would make a difference if She does not mind. Before I could comment Debbie had her cloths off and yelled last one in is an idiot the boys started taking off their cloths so I did also. We swam kissed and did a lot of Boy Girl things and all of a sudden there was a police officer on the shore telling us to get out of the water. Danny got out and through me my things I got dressed and got out of the water. Before Mike had a chance the police told Debbie and Mike out and no cute tricks like your friends either. Debbie and Mike got out and they got dressed the police took us back to the camp. When we got there the police started telling the director the story and that we needed to be in court for public nudity. When he finished the Director told him he would forget this and throw away any record of it. As Debbies Father was a big name lawyer and the officer would be charged with forcing a minor girl expose herself to him. He apologized and left we thanked the director. She told us it is not that easy you will not spend any time with any boy's the rest of your stay we begged but it did no good. That night the boys came over again and we spent the night together they went back to there cabin early but there room was locked we were caught. In the morning the director said your parents will be here by lunch you will need to explain this to them. To be continued Comments to katiej54650@yahoo.com