Date: Wed, 11 Dec 2019 18:18:31 +0000 (UTC) From: Kc KC Subject: My Sissy Thoughts Note: I, in no way condone or wish anyone to mess with underage children, this is against the law and should not be tolerated. Now that I'm older I have come to realize that I'm more Bi-sexual than straight. Even though I'm a married man and have adored women all my life, I still have found myself thinking back to when I was seduced in my young teens by a much older man. Now, with the internet I can look at all kinds of straight and gay porn, I've noticed that I have been paying a lot of attention to Tran's, CD's and Sissy porn more and more. What's interesting is that I wonder what it would to be like to be a CD Sissy Slut..!! I think back to when I was around 12-14 slim, very little body hair and what I had was hard to see, because I have light brown hair. My legs were shapely like a girls and my butt was firm and hairless, my nipples have always been nice and somewhat erect and of course back then no chest hair! Since I was a horny boy and having no experience with girls as yet, even though I really really wanted to have!! I remember when no one was home, locking myself in the bathroom next to my Mother's room to strip down and put on her garter, hose, bra and panties to enjoy the feel of them on my skin. I remember thinking back then that my legs really look great in stockings, as I would point my toes and run my hands up my stocking covered legs. Soon I would start to fantasize, My Sissy Thoughts; What if the neighbor man came over when everyone was gone and found me prancing around in my Mother's underthings...? Everyone is gone and will be gone for most of the day, so I go to my Mother's room and get into her underthings drawer and put on her sexiest stuff. A Black garter belt with dark hose, matching black bra and panties and her shiny Red pointy heels. Since I have plenty of time, I go in the back bedroom where there is a full length mirror to look at my whole girly outfit and admiring my legs looking so shapely and smooth in her nylons and turning around to check out my ass in her panties. Noticing how the bottom of my cheeks stick out more around the edges, probably since I have a Raging Bonner that the tip is peeking out of the top band of the panties I'm wearing. Thinking I bet a man would like that and wondering what it would be like to be a girl with a man. I didn't hear the knock at the back door when the neighbor man came over to check on me, my Mother asked him to, un-beknown to me! Since I didn't hear because I was in the backroom he was worried so he came in to see if I was alright calling for me. When I heard him call, I jumped and knocked over a lamp with a crash and he rushed in to see what happened. I froze, when he got to the doorway seeing me dressed up in my Mother's underthings, he did too! I was wearing her black colored stocking with her red heels with a black bra and panties on and nothing else. I lost my erection when I heard him call, so I guess I must have looked even more like a girl since he just stood there staring up and down my body. He finally found his voice and said, "your Mother asked me to check on you and when I heard the noise back here I came to see if you were alright, are you"? I stammered out that I was, I had knocked over something when you called, I'm fine! He say's, that I look real fine as he steps into the room, noticing the mirror. Then he asks, "Do you like wearing your Mother's things"? I don't know what to say, I was embarrassed and scared that he would tell my Mother that I was wearing her stuff and I know that I would get a beating, shamed and laughed at! I just stood there feeling scared, looking at the floor, he came closer sticking a finger under my chin lifting my face to look at him saying, "that he thinks I look like a cute little girl". He then say's, "to turn around for him". I didn't know what to do, I was so scared of my Mother finding out, so I just slowly turned around as he was staring at my body with this kind of wishful look in his eyes. He said, "you really look cute in your Mother's stuff, all you really need is a little lipstick"! I said, "no, I'm in enough trouble as it is when Mom finds out". He said, "If you want, this can be our little secret, pausing, "if You want it to be"? He continued, "Your Mom doesn't have to know, I can keep a secret, I don't have to tell her"! As he was rubbing on the bulge in the front of his pants, I noticed he seemed to be excited and I wondered if my outfit had gotten him that way? He said, "Where is your Mother's lipstick, let's get you fixed up a little more like a young lady"? He followed me around to her bathroom, next to her bedroom to show him the lipsticks she had. He picked out the reddest one and applied it to my lips, showing me how to pucker my lips to get everything even. Then he took my hand and led me back to the full length mirror so I could look at myself. I had to admit with the lipstick on, I looked even more like a young girl with a little bit of a slutty look. I could feel my cock stirring again in my panties as I stared at my girly looking lips and my sexy looking legs as he put his hands on my shoulders and asking, "Doesn't that look better now"? I said, "Yes" as I tried to hid my growing erection from him. He said, "I think you look great, in fact you look so good, I'd like you to be my special girlfriend" and "it all can be our little secret together". I asked him, "what do you mean being your special girl"? As he was rubbing my shoulders in front of the mirror, He said, "You like dressing up like this and I see you are trying to hide a hardon, all you have to do is let me treat you like the girl you want to be, Just play along as my sexy little girl and we'll both have some fun together"! My hardon gave a jump as a thrill ran down my spine and I said, "Okay, I guess, so as long as your not telling my Mom about me wearing her stuff"! as my mind raced with excitement. With that he turned me around to face him and he bent down and kissed me on my red slutty looking lips. I've never been kissed on the lips before, I didn't know what to do as he pulled my body against his. He pushed his tongue between my lips exploring my mouth. I finally just tried to do as he did with his tongue as I started to get more excited with this type of kissing. Soon I couldn't help myself, I moaned and melted into the kiss and his arms! He pulled away from the kiss and as I was panting, he took my hand and led me back to my Mother's bedroom and he set on the edge of the bed. He pulled me to stand between his spread legs, as he kissed me again, then as he wrapped his arms around me I wrapped mine around his neck kissing back. Soon his hand was moving down my back and grabbing one of my ass cheeks, squeezing and rubbing it. I was getting rock hard in my panties, as he bent down and nuzzled my neck licking and kissing it as he put a hand on each ass cheek gripping them, spreading them and running his finger's between my panty covered cheeks. A tingling ran through my body as his finger flicked my little bunghole it felt so good. I was in a daze, feeling what I thought a girl must feel like, my cock was throbbing with excitement, I wanted to be his girl.He kissed me again then told me, "His special girl has to kneel down on the floor and help him take his pants off" his hands on my shoulders pushing me down between his legs. I kneeled down and undid his pants and as I was pulling them off I could see his underwear had a large bulge in it. He told me, "not to forget to take off his underwear too"! I did as he asked, pulling them off and down his legs and his large hard dick flapped me in the face. I sat there staring, at what, to me was a huge hardon!! I've never seen a grown man's hard dick before! He asked, "Do you like it"? I just stared at it, my eyes taking in the sight of his manhood. "You can go ahead and touch it if you want"? I was thinking, "this is what girls do, don't they"? I thought to myself, "you wanted to see what it would be like and feel like a girl"? Here is your chance!! I wrapped my hand around his cock, and felt how firm and hard it was but, yet surprised at how soft and warm it felt. I explored his shaft, the ridges of his veins sticking out so detailed and the somewhat mushroom head and his cut foreskin, I noticed his cock twitching and throbbing as I slowly started to stroke his cock up and down it's length feeling It's firmness! He put his hand on the back of my head pulling my face closer to his hard cock, as he say's, "Come do what special girls do for their man, take it in your mouth"! I hesitated, pulling back but, he say's, "I thought you were my special girl"? As he pulled my head back towards his cock, he say's, " open wide"! I felt a thrill go through me, knowing that this is what girls do for men, I open wide as he guides my mouth over the head of his throbbing cock, feeling more like a girl as his shaft enters my wet mouth. I'm surprised, thinking his cock really feels good and tastes good, in fact, I find that I love the taste and feel, so I try to take more of him in my mouth. Soon I'm bobbing and licking and sucking up and down his shaft, just slobbering all over it, as my mouth just waters for his hard cock. His cock is throbbing and jumping more and more as I slide my mouth up and down it's shaft. To soon, he pulls my head away from his throbbing cock and Say's, "Time for me to show you another way to be my special girl and for us both to have some enjoyment"! He has me lay down on the bed, as he straddles my bra covered chest he feeds me his cock for a little bit, then bends down and kisses me deep on my lipstick smeared mouth. Then he slowly kisses down my body, pushes up the bra I'm wearing and suckles on my hard nipples! I moan and squirm as he continues down along my belly, licking around and in my bellybutton then he runs his face over my panty covered hard cock, breathing his hot breath against it, making me moan again. I can feel some precum wet mom's panties. He then pulls my panties off exposing my throbbing little boyish dicky and engulfs it and I arch up moaning, he puts a hand under my ass before I come down and it feels so good. I moan again as he moves his fingers in the crack of my ass cheeks, rubbing against my tight little rosebud as he is suckling on my dick, I soon start bucking my dick into his mouth. He stops, and I whine, as I grab for my throbbing cock, he pushes my hands away as he turns me over onto my stomach and gives my behind a good stinging slap. Which I go, "oh" at with some surprise and lay still, wondering what he is going to do next.! He then bends down and kisses my ass cheeks, as he rubs my cheeks and spreads my legs to kneel between them. He starts kissing and licking on my ass more, and I'm liking how it feels, kind of squirming so he then spreads my legs even more and starts to run his tongue down the middle of my back and all the way down the crack of my ass, I moan and stay perfectly still even though my dick was throbbing under me wanting attention. He then spreads my cheeks and starts running his finger's and tongue up and down the crack paying more and more attention to my tight hot rosebud. The sensations and feelings are great and I'm getting hotter still..! He then gripped my cheeks in each hand and spread them wide as he pushed his face between them, licking just my rosebud. I gasp and moan as he started to push his tongue into my tight rosebud hole. He has me going wild, pushing my ass up against his tongue wanting more of that wiggling warm wet tongue in me! He then started to push a wetted finger in my ass rosebud as he was licking around it! He said, "push out like you have to pass gas", I did as he asked and his finger slipped in, I was still very tight and dry. He pulls his finger out and He said, "Stay still and don't move, I'll be right back"! He went into my Mom's bathroom and got the dispenser of liquid soap from her sink and climbed back in bed between my spread legs. He squirted some of the soap over my rosebud and massaged it around the hole and put some more on his finger and started to work it into my rosebud hole. I moaned some more as he worked it in and out of my hole. Soon he had two fingers, then three, I was going "oh, ah" at first but, after awhile I was enjoying the feeling and pushing back against his fingers moaning my willingness for them. That must have been what he was looking for because he pulled me up on all fours and moved up to where his hard cock was between my ass cheeks. He squirted some liquid soap on his cock and said, "Get ready to become my special girl"! As he put some more soap with a finger in my opened hole, he then put his throbbing hot cock against my little rosebud and pressed it in telling me to push out like before. I was moaning, "oh,oh,oh"! as he pressed real hard and the head slipped into me! He stopped when the head slipped in my tight hole as I panted and wondering if this being a girl thing was really all that great, as I felt my hole stretched over his big cock head.? It wasn't too long and I found myself pushing back towards him, he held me steady as he pushed some more in and waited. I gasped again as more slid in me but, it wasn't long and I was pushing back towards him again! Soon he was sliding slowly in and out of my not so tight little hole and I was moaning over and over again as he did. He started to move in and out faster, then faster and I was pushing back more and more, moaning each time as he and I pushed together! I started shaking, my arms dropping my face onto the bed, as I had my first anal orgasm and felt my panties getting soaked as I spilled my cum in them! He said, "That's enough this time", as he pulled his cock slowly out of me even though I was trying to push back wanting his cock in me, making me his special girl as he held my hips holding me back. He got off the bed saying, "Be right back, wait". I heard water running in the sink and in a little while he was back wiping water off his hard cock. He sat on the edge of the bed and pulled me around between his legs again, as he gently pushed me to my knees in front of his throbbing cock, I knew what he wanted and what to do.! I kneeled there between his legs and wrapped my hand, then my lips around his hard cock and shoved it into my willing salivating mouth. Moaning as it slid past my lips and deep towards the back of my throat, I'm trying to get as much of his tasty hot cock in my mouth as I could. I started to slide my mouth up and down his shaft as he Moaned, I smiled to myself, thinking I'm being his good special girl. Soon I feel his hands on each side of my head as he starts to shove his cock in and out of my mouth faster and faster. I hear him breathing heavier, deeper and I feel his cock swell even more and all of a sudden he just stops, with his cock halfway in my mouth and the next thing I know he was flooding my mouth with his creamy cum. I gag a little as he shoots spurt after spurt of his seed into my mouth, I don't know what to do as some of it runs out of my mouth onto his cock shaft. Soon he pulls his cock out and more cum drips out from my mouth, he pushed my mouth closed and say's, "Just swallow before we have too much of a mess", "be a good girl"! I didn't want to make a mess but, I didn't know what to do, so I just did as he said and swallowed it. It slid down easy and tasted a bit salty and bland as the warmth slid down my throat I licked my lips as he bent over and kissed me. Saying, "Good girl" A thrill ran up my spine and my little dick jumped when I heard that! So I bent over his cock and licked up any missed creamy cum like a good girl should, hoping I will be left home alone again real soon!