Date: Sun, 29 Jan 2023 19:22:13 -0500 From: Maddie Deer Subject: Acting on Impulse - Part 1 Acting on Impulse - Part 1--A Gay Interracial/Beastiality Story-- --Please send any feedback to (destinedtosubmit420@gmail.com), and please consider donating to this site to help support their efforts.-- Slipping into middle age, there were a number of things I'd hesitated to explore, especially sexually. I think I'd known early on I was gay, but always felt more "just bi" and tried finding a girlfriend, never with any success. The longest real relationship I'd ever had was measured in months or weeks. I was also not really a specimen of masculinity. 6 foot nothing and 150lbs, gaunt but limber, with shoulder length brown hair. It wasn't hard to accept why most women never really found me attractive. Rounding past 40, I finally started accepting my sexuality and started hooking up with guys, and I was fortunate to learn early on just why there's such a sexual obsession with big black cocks. Now, I couldn't help myself but only try to hookup with black men. But beyond my explorations in being a bottom bitch, it also prompted me to revive some kinks I'd long thought dormant. The most comfortable being crossdressing, what was originally just a daydream now was daily wear, owning more panties than boxers and slowly learning all my sizes in the cutest women's clothes. Then there was the dirtier kink... the one I could never bring up to a guy. Since I'd first stumbled onto it at a young age, I'd been fascinated with beastiality, and dreamt as much of being mounted and tied by a hulking dog while its own fucked my face. Although I'd never owned a dog in my life, I still started to buy replica dildos, trying to open my ass to see what their knots must feel like. Which leads me to the situation that set all of this in motion... For years, I'd been extremely shy and nervous whenever I considered going out and just meeting a guy or trying to have anonymous sex. Now on another lonely Friday night, I decided I wanted to change that, and was going to do my damnedest to act on impulse every moment. I dressed myself up in one of my favorite girly outfits. A mid-length plaid skirt, just enough to cover my bulge, paired with sleeveless turtleneck bodysuit, and a pink fuzzy jacket. Finishing it off were some simple open-toe flats, I was still a fool in heels, and a pair of thigh-pouches to hold my things. I take a few hits from a weed vape before stowing it back into its pouch, make sure my phone is charged, and head inside my destination for the night: A nearby adult toy store and theater that also happened to be next to a truck stop. I was here with a simple plan: Meet a black guy and get fucked by him. The theater is nice and dark, and lightly populated. I find a seat towards the end of an unoccupied row where I can have a nice view of all the other patrons. Putting a foot up on the armrest in front of me and get comfortable and slowly start fingering myself, using my spit as lube, and waiting for the first black guy I see to walk in. It had been about 20min before he entered the theater, but I couldn't take my eyes off him when he did. 6'4", well built, a short fade haircut and well trimmed goatee, in what looked to be a mechanics coveralls. My fingers drove reflexively further inside of me, groping at my prostate, praying he sees me. His smile is both warm and devious as he makes eye contact with me while he scanned the room to find a seat. With complete confidence, he strides down my row and sits next to me, throwing an arm over my shoulders as I slowly withdraw my fingers from my ass. He must have recently gotten off work because the scent from his armpits was hammering my sense already. His voice is smooth, calm, and commanding as he leans into my ear. "Hi there, I think you want exactly what I'm about to do to you. No names, little talking. I want you to suck me off right here an now, then I'm gonna take you back and fuck you in one of the booths and you're gonna suck every cock that pops through the wall. If that sounds good to you, get started girl." I lean over without a word and begin pulling his cock out, fumbling with his coveralls. It's damp with sweat, but easily 9 wonderfully thick inches spring to life in my hands. I finish pulling his balls out as well before I sink my face onto them, breathing his scent in deeply through my nose as I suckle his balls, one after the other. With his taste filling my mouth, I slowly work up the shaft, and as I reach the tip, I can feel one of his hands weaving its fingers through my hair, palming the back of my skull as my mouth opens wide. I begin bobbing up and down, slowly working his length deeper and deeper down my throat, his hand giving my gentle pushes of encouragement. I feel his cock throbbing as his grip firms up, his hand forcing me down further. "Mmm ya bitch, swallow every last drop." As a wave of cum blasts down my throat, only a few drops of cum even reaching my tongue as I'm pulled off his cock by my hair as he finishes, smiling as he tells me "You're a very good girl." Still leading me by the hair, he stands us both up. He tucks his cock back into his coveralls, but then shocks me as he grabs my own straining bulge. He gives me a look of mock disapproval chiding "Now now, a girl like you can't be going around dressed like this without a cage on. No, we're fixing that before we go to the booth." He fishes around in a pocket, his devious grin growing wider. "But if I'm gonna lead you around anywhere..." pulling a collar and leash out in front of me, "I'll need some proper control. Now, be a good girl, hold that lovely hair up and ask daddy to collar you." Not even hesitating, my hands glide around my head, pulling my hair up exposing my full neckline to this strangers demands. "P..please daddy, collar me so you can lead me to a good time tonight." I mutter, keeping my gaze cast down in submission. I feel his strong hands reaching around my throat as I feel the collar get secured, a new, musky scent coming with it. He reaches out to take one of my hands before giving me a gentle tug on the collar, pulling me onward. We head up to the front of the store where we goto the clerk, clear he wants to make a spectacle of me. "Hey there bud, was hoping you could help me and this lovely lady out. She doesn't seem to have a chastity cage. Can you show us were they're at so we can fix that" He offers up the leash to the clerk while giving my hand a squeeze. "Oh certainly, we've got a handful of options so you can get her in the right size, this way." The gruff clerk takes hold and shows us to the stores options. Metal, plastic, clear and colored, some nothing more than a nub with a catheter. "I'll be right up front when you're ready." the clerk says, handing the leash back to the stranger. "Now, lift up your skirt and show me why you're a sissy girl so we can get you fitted." I raise my the front of the skirt up, pulling my bodysuit aside, exposing my small twitching dicklet. It twitches more as he laughs at the sight of it. "Doesn't look like there's much to cage up at all. Now, what should we get you into..." He squats low, picking through the cages, my balls firmly in his grip as he pulls be around by them. After a few minutes, he picks out a small, metal cage, opening the box and getting it settled around me. "You think you can take a fucking without this pinching your clitty dick, girl?" I nod, the cold metal feeling oddly comfortable around me. "Good, now go on up, pay for the cage and a booth for us, and tell the clerk we need 10min to get setup." I head to the front, the leash dangling from my neck as I place the empty box on the counter. "Find what you need?" the clerk asks. I lift my skirt to show him my now locked flesh as he laughs. "Looks good on you. Anything else tonight?" "We're gonna go into one of the booths for a while, I guess an hour inside. He also asked for 10min once we're inside." He laughs again "Sounds like he's got some plans for you. Have fun tonight." He finishes ringing up my credit card. He holds the receipt in front of me, but then pulls out a lighter. "You're not gonna need to return this ever, right." As he burns the paper in front of me, causing me to blush deeply. "Now get going, never keep a man waiting girly." My heart was pounding as I walked back to the booth. My new friend was already waiting by the door, opening it for me to lead me inside. I don't know what to have expected, but the booth was surprisingly clean. There was a screen with porn to pick from with a small bench seat below it, then a single worn chair in the middle. "Alright girl, take daddy's clothes off and fold them in a nice pile over there." he said, closing the door behind him. He pushed the chair aside with a foot and stood in the middle of the room, arms out, waiting. I took the opportunity to run my hands all over his body as I removed his coveralls. In a few moments, I had him down to his boxers. I took some extra time now, fully kneeling down and burrowing my face into his crotch as I gently pulled the waistband down, breathing in his scent as his cock springs free playfully smacking my face. Laughing, he pulls the chair over so it's facing one of the holes in the wall and sits down, legs spread wide. "Well, since you're already on your knees, get my dick lubed up to start fuckin that ass. I wanna be balls deep in you before the first dick pops through that wall." I fish my phone from one of my thigh pouches as I take his cock into my hands. He motions to me and I pass the phone to him, its camera now pointed right at my face. "Okay, smile girly, show me what you can do." For the next few minutes, I do just that, throating and gagging myself on his cock, spit and drool pouring from my mouth every time I come up for air. Seeing the first cock emerge in the wall, he lifts me up and spins me around. In a flash, he unsnaps my bodysuit and plants his tongue into my ass, and before I can adjust, he's pulled me balls deep onto him. Yelping from the stinging shock of it all, I feel him start a slow bucking motion beneath me as one of his hands work it's way up my back, pushing my forwards to the wall. "That's right girl, get at that cock, show daddy how you rock a gloryhole. Wanna see you mouth dripping with cum." He says, pushing me down onto the cock. I move myself forward more, taking the full length into my throat. Musky and ripe, but not as thick as my new friends cock which was now slowly pulsing in and out of my ass. It isn't long before the stranger in the wall's cock begins to throb, and I pull back slightly to let his load fill my mouth, the warm, salty taste coating my throat. As he pulls back from the wall, I crane my body around to present my mouthful to the camera. "Bet you liked that, now lets see how well you swallow that cum baby." as I comply in short order, gaping my mouth wide and running my tongue around my lips to prove I'd gotten it all. He pulls my back against his chest, my nipples being pinched and twisted in his hands. "I'm gonna be inside you for every cock you suck tonight baby." he assures me, bouncing me effortlessly as we wait for the next cock to emerge. As it does, he works a hand up through my hair as he whispers "Take some deep breaths, you're doing a 10 count." With little other warning, I feel him thrusting me hard down onto the thick, hairy cock that'd emerged. Thicker but not as long as the previous cock, it did a good job of filling my mouth without completely blocking off my throat. More was the sweaty curls of hair surrounding is, musk filling my nostrils as my daddy held me down. After a while, I'm pulled off the cock, never fully, but just enough to get my breathing back under control, only to be thrust down again moments later. The throbbing and the musk reminds me of some of the "supplies" I'd brought with me. I reach into a thigh pouch, and pull a small bottle of poppers out, bring it to my face to take a hit the next time I'm let off the cock, which happens almost as soon as I open the pouch. My daddy decides to explore, pulling my second bottle and vape pen out. "I like a girl who comes prepared, I'm sure you're happy to share with daddy, aren't you?" "On 3 girl, we go together." As his grip loosens, and we ready our bottles. "1, 2, 3." And we're both sniff deeply. Capping the bottle before I exhale, I can feel him shift his grip to my waist, pulling me onto his cock firmly. I exhale around the strangers cock, having never left my mouth. The rush makes me act ravenous towards the cock, I'm driving it fully down my throat with no help from daddy, even taking it fully from my mouth for just a moment to suckle on the hair balls throbbing beneath it, which seemed to do the trick. Without warning, the next time I take the cock down my throat, the stranger begins to unleash his cum inside me. Pulling out with as little warning as he came, I'm left panting with only the faintest taste of cum. Seeing me pant, I'm pulled up by the leash, still being gently bounced along the thick shaft buried in my ass. "Mmm good, good girl. Here, I'm sure you need these." and he holds the pen to my mouth for a hit before also holding up his bottle of poppers to my nose. I take in deep hits of both, enjoying the rush as my body feels a surge of warmth. It was at that moment he asked me the question that'd shape the rest of my life. "So girl, what's your most depraved sexual fantasy?" Exhaling from the headrush, and unable to resist from the intense sensations, I start to tell explain. "O..okay... but it's kind of an... elaborate fantasy." I take one more deep breath then tell him. "I'd want to meet a black dom who could help transition me from a femboi to a full woman, marry me but then... I'd want to be trained to be a dog whore." We both go silent for the next few minutes, his rhythm never wavering as he fucks me. A new cock emerges from the wall and I bend over to begin servicing it. I feel his embrace get gentler as he continued fucking me, just watching while I sucked off yet another stranger through the hole. Taking another hit from my bottle, I manage to time another head rush just in time with the stranger as he began to fill my mouth with cum. I lean backwards bringing my head next to my daddy's as he bring a phone up to film. It takes me a moment to realize it must be his phone this time. We take some cute selfies with my mouth before and after swallowing this new load of cum. Instead of putting the phone down though, he kept it held up, his fingers weaving through my hair again. "Now, would you say that fantasy again for the camera girl?" as he holds his bottle up to my nose as I take another hit reflexively. Starring into the camera, with as much confidence as I can muster, I say "I want to meet a black dom daddy who will feminize me into a complete woman, marry me, and train me to be a dog whore." As I finish explaining, he stops recording, then switches to his picture gallery. It's a picture of him posed with a large doberman, the dogs cock clearly out of its sheathe. "This is Duke, and if you're really serious about what you said, I'll be that daddy you need." He flips to another picture, this one of Dukes cock up close next to a ruler and a beer can. "You're already wearing one of his collars." he whispers in my ear, squeezing my caged flesh firmly as he does. The unexpected touch combined with the drugs and thoughts in my head send me over, cumming into his hand. "Mmm... good girl, now clean up your mess." he hums into my ear, raising his cum slicked hand to my mouth. After a minute of suckling each of his fingers, he draws his hand from my mouth. "So, what do you think girl, you want me to be your daddy and introduce you to Duke here?" "If you'll really help me transition and become a real woman... then yes, I'm really serious about marrying a daddy who will train me to be a good dog fucking whore." I take his hand by my mouth by the wrist, pulling it closer to continue licking and sucking his fingers, as my other hand pulls his back to squeeze my clit again. His rhythm quickens for a moment, grunting as I'm bounced against him, before he gasps and I feel his seed begin flowing inside of me. Without a word, he pulls my face into his, his tongue penetrating almost as deep as some of the strangers cocks. We kiss for a long while. After a long, long kiss, he breaks away and I also feel him start to slide out of my ass, pushing me down to my knees. "Keep your ass up and face on the floor, I'm gonna get you a buttplug before we leave." he orders, fishing a few 20's from my thigh pouch. I lay there waiting, my mind racing from just the sex I'd experience let alone what was in store for me. I began to finger my worn ass, wanting a taste of his cum as it leaked slowly out of me. He returned a few minutes later with the clerk. "Told ya, think I broke her already." He says to the clerk, their laughter making my dicklet push against my cage. "Now, you've already sucked him once through the wall, but how about you thank this nice man for running this store while I go use the bathroom before we leave." He tells me, patting my head and unpacking the new plug. He seals my ass then hands my phone to the clerk to film as I crawl over and start pulling their cock out. I take another hit of poppers before diving to the clerks cock, gagging myself on it like I'd done in the booth. I do my best to make it sloppy and loud, the few other customers at this hours couldn't help be stare at the scene, and I made sure never to break eye contact with the camera pointed at me. After a few minutes, the clerk begins grunting aloud, as his cock throbs against my tongue. I slide his cock out and get the full taste of his cum filling my mouth, with rope after rope shooting out on camera onto my waiting tongue. My daddy had returned at some point, as the clerk turned my full mouth towards him as he finished. "You sure got lucky finding this one. Not the best blowjob, but you can tell shes eager and has potential." "I sure have my man, I sure have. Now girl, here's a treat for you. You keep his cum in your mouth for say... 20min, and I'll order you something sexy when we get back to my place." With that, he gives my leash a tug, pulling me up to my feet. I collect my phone and wave goodbye to the clerk, smiling with his cum sloshing around my mouth. "How'd you get here?" he asked as we walked outside, his arm draped over my shoulder. I fished my keys out from a thigh pouch and hit the remote as I pointed in the direction I parked. We get to his car, a flat-bed tow, where he takes my keys and helps me inside. "Now I'm gonna load up your car, you wait here for me." I smiled and nodded, the clerks cum still filling my mouth. I started flipping through tonights action on my phone. My dicklet was aching against the new cage as I watched my new friend using my ass as I sucked off the strangers through the wall. I kept thinking I should be feeling shame yet my hand keep reaching down to run a finger around the plug in my ass. I'd just about finished watching the clips when he climbed up into the truck, my car loaded now. "Show me that mouth baby." I smiled and presented my mouthful of cum, wiggling my tongue to stir it around. "Good girl, gonna buy you something nice tonight. Swallow that for daddy now and tell me your name. I'm James." For the first time, it was really clicking for me that I'd done so much, was planning to do so much more, with someone before I'd ever learned their name. I swallowed and blushed hard from that embarrassment as I replied "I'm Maddison, or at least, that's the femme name I took for myself." "It's a lovely name, and don't be nervous, you're not the first aspiring femboi I've driven home." He laughed as he started up the truck and we began heading towards his house. "Though I will say, you're the first who ever was looking for anything serious, that really real?" "Oh, ya. I guess it may seem a little odd, but just hitting that point of life, don't want to be alone in life, even if it's while being a sex freak." I explain, leaning my head onto his shoulder as he drives, the route something of habit for him. "Well, I'd never thought of something like that before and it has me interested, so I'm happy to help you let that freak out and see where we go together." I feel his hand caress the back of my head, and I gently lower my head into his crotch, his touch following behind. Without a word, I untuck his cock and begin slobbering at his balls again. Keeping my head low, I slowly bring him to full mast before taking it all down my throat again, keeping up a steady rhythm while we drive. Losing myself in the pleasure and taste, I feel his grip tighten around my scalp as the truck comes to a stop and the engine cuts. "Goddamn Maddie, you know how to suck a cock." He grunted as I could feel his balls pulse and shudder, a preamble to what's next. "Get ready girl, this is goin deep down your throat." He warns as my head is driven all the way down, my nose buried in his musky crotch hair. It only takes a moment before I feel his cock throbbing the length of my neck, James' seed filling me yet again. Just as it's stopping, I feel him pull me up, hard, by my hair, bringing my face to his as he buries his tongue deep into my mouth. We were there for a long moment before he finally broke away. "Goddamn girl." he said, holding me by the chin. "Lets get you settled in." As we climb out of the truck, he unfastens the collar from my neck. Already feeling its absence, James' noticed me rubbing my neck. "Don't worry babe, we'll get you setup with a nice collar soon." He leads me inside what ends up a fairly spacious small house. He shows me around, pointing out the basics, bathroom, kitchen, shower, the bedroom. Then he leads me to another back room, plentifully equipped for sex, and obviously used to film with a number of cameras and light setups scattered around. "I've had a little side hustle for a while. Plenty of sluts love getting fucked on camera, by me or Duke." he points to a wall of caricature masks "Being able to hide your face helps with the shy ones, and also can lead to a huge audience when it's an unmasking scene. Last girl who unmasked for Duke is still getting a nice check each month from the clip sales, but she was special." "Well, hopefully I can be just as special a girl for you and Duke." I coo back, hugging myself into his chest. We head towards the back of the house as he opens the porch and whistles. "Come 'er Duke, come meet Maddison, you're new bitch!" Within moments I heard the clamber of an approaching dog. Duke is beautiful as he runs up to us, excitedly diving his nose between my legs sniffing me. A few times he tried to jump up before James' finally ordered him to sit. "Go on and kneel down in front of him, meet him at eye level girl." I slowly get down to my knees, holding one hand up to Dukes muzzle so he can start taking in my scent before moving to gently start petting him and scratching around his ears and neck. I closed my eyes and leaned in further to feel his breath against my face before he begins licking me. I didn't know how long we were like that before James' interrupted us. "Hold on now you two, before we get that frisky, lets get showered and set up the cameras, don't you think?" Snapping out of the lustful daze, I realize my other hand had been rubbing along Duke's sheath, his cock slowly starting to peek out. Laughing, I gently kiss Duke on the nose before standing back up, petting his head again as I do. "Lead the way daddy." as I reach out and take James' hand. -End Part 1-