Date: Tue, 19 Oct 2010 09:47:29 -0700 (PDT) From: Victoria Subject: Beast: Submissive desires Sometimes fantasy becomes reality. That can be something very satisfying, or even terrifying. I love erotic stories and am a voracious reader of stories on the internet. My favorites are ones about trannies or cross dressers being dominated and used to please men. That's what I love, both in my fiction and in my own sex life, to tell the truth. I've been cross dressing for years, having finally given in to my urges to dress up and be the best sissy slut I can be, and let me tell you honey, I am good! Somehow I became fascinated with beast stories, and read a whole bunch of them. Those beast stories made me horny as hell, thinking about being dog fucked. Just the thought of it was incredible to me. The idea that a human being could be so degraded, so used, I found the whole subject fascinating and thought about what it would be like to be dog bred, and used like a bitch. I found a website where I could explore this and posted some personal information. "Chanel, adventuresome sissy bottom, is looking for real men who appreciate the total service only a sissy slut can provide. I live in NE Wisconsin and would love to show you the respect your manhood deserves, and I am pet friendly" A couple of months ago I was contacted by a guy who lives in my area, and I'll call him Chad. Chad is a divorced guy who I seemed to hit it off with, he was creative, dominant and as I found more than a bit manipulative. It sounded like he harbored a bit of anger at his failed marriage and ex-wife in particular. As our contacts became more frequent I found I was giving him more information about me than I was getting back from him. I figured that's what a dom does, right? I opened up to him. You see I'm a very honest person and I truly want to please. Sometimes my head said no, but I instinctively obeyed him and perhaps told him more about me than I should have. Being whacked out on weed doesn't help either. I've been a tranny for a while now, and really that's the only way I have sex anymore, as a woman with men. The thing is, I live in Wisconsin, and the men here are so damn polite I've actually had to beg men to spank me. Can you imagine? That it until I met Chad. It turns out he lives not that far from me, a few hours away. As we chatted and shared pictures (mine being face shots, poses of me in lingerie and fully dressed, some of me with my ass exposed and just asking for cock...and the ones Chad sent were of his cock and that was about it). So anyway he got me hooked on the way he talked to me, the way he could cut through all the bull shit and know what I needed to hear as a submissive. And I think I fell in love with those pics of his cock . Let me share that with you...if you're a cocksucker like me then you know what makes your mouth water, Chad's cock was big and thick and deliciously uncut! And how I love an uncut cock -- it takes me back to my youth and the first cock I trained on. They say you always remember your first! A lot of times when you message back and forth with someone it fizzles out before you get to the point where you actually meet, you know what I mean? This didn't happen with Chad. I remember the first time I drove out to meet Chad at his place. He lives in a woodsy area, with lots of privacy. He told me how to dress -- something ladylike but sexy. My lingerie was to be totally sex kitten! I can do that! I douched, bathed and shaved and got dressed in my lingerie. I have black of course, but I thought that was too aggressive so I decided to wear a pink ensemble. I'm a sub, and there's nothing that makes a gurl like me feel more submissive and feminine than like pink undies! The bra I wore was soft pink silk and hugged my small but evident breasts perfectly, and matched my panties. I've always been hung incredibly small, being only a few inches soft and less that four inches hard. I even shave down there, and the overall look is one of a young boy. I find most of the guys I hook up with like that, and they tease me about it for our mutual enjoyment! I also wore a vintage 60s white garter belt with sheer attached stockings. They felt so nice over my smooth shapely legs! To complete my outfit I wore a lovely white silky blouse tucked into a short camel colored skirt, with matching heels. Gold jewelry, perfect makeup and my shoulder length red haired wig completed ,my look. I felt so sexy and pretty as I drove to meet Chad! Several guys tried to flirt with me on the highway, I just gave them a sexy flip of my hair and sped away from them, hoping they had hard-ons. As I got closer to Chad's I started to worry a bit, trying to remember everything I had confessed to him on our numerous online chats. We even had cybersex a few times and he was definitely the man in this relationship! If I hadn't been so close to his home I think I would have chickened out and turned around, but something made me arrive at his place at almost the exact time I had promised to be there, I was actually a few minutes early. Hmm. Not such a great place I thought...The house seemed to be a mid sized ranch home with an attached garage and I could see there were a few buildings out back. The yard was a bit unkempt and I thought it really lacked a woman's touch, you know -- flowers and a bit of grooming. He lived at the end of a country drive and it really was a remarkably private property from what I could see. I pulled into the driveway, parked and shut off the car. I took a deep breath and pulled the key from the ignition and put it into my brown purse which contained my drivers license and things, I usually keep some lube and fresh lipstick, a spare pair of stockings and kleenex in there, just like a real woman I guess, though with more style that the average Wisconsin housefrau would have GIGGLE! Honestly, you should see how casually and totally unsexy Midwestern women dress! I got out of the car and walked up the walk to the front door, wondering if he was watching me from a window, wanting to move and act as femininely as possible. I pressed the doorbell and I could hear it ring, then heard someone inside milling ab out and coming to greet me at the door. When the door finally opened I was pleasantly surprised! Chad was a rugged yet handsome man who looked to be in his late thirties or early forties I guessed. He was a but scruffy, with facial hair. A really good looking guy, a guy you would expect to be a hunter and outdoorsman. I think Chad liked what he saw too because he smiled when he saw me and I looked down to see his cock was hard and pressing against the thin fabric of his washed out jeans. His dick looked really big, and I wanted it. Chad pulled me inside the door and gently but firmly pushed me by the shoulders until I was down on my knees before him. I looked up at him and slowly unzipped him. My hand was shaking, I wanted it so bad! He was commando under the jeans and I soon saw a thick patch of brown hair as the zipper slowly went down/ I leaned in and sniffed him, intoxicated by his scent. He smelled so sexy, a mix of sweat and piss and just plain horniness. With his pants zipped I could see the thick base of his cock and his cock was straining against the left side of his inseam. I took his jeans in each of my hands and pulled them down quickly, causing his thick cock to jump up at me and hit me in the face. I moaned at it's caress, wanting to pleasure it, to show Chad just what a good sissy slut I could be! Chad just stood there over me, being superior, as I took the head of his cock between my painted lips. Mm mm it tasted SO good! I knew it would! I loved having a real man in my mouth, and I focused on the head of his cock, licking his piss slit and encircling the head of his dick with my mouth, not letting any more of that beautiful monster into my throat. I played with the foreskin, licking all around it and under it with my tongue. He dug it! He tried to push it in deeper but I resisted, using incredible suction to tease him, to toy with his desire to enter. I felt his hand on the back of my neck. "All right chanel, you've told me what a great cocksucker you are, so prove it to me...deep throat my meat, you sissy slave!" "Yes Sir!" I giggled, this was fun! I opened up my throat and let it slide further down, all the way til his pubes were poking me in the face. He moaned and with his hand still firmly on my head he began to slowly fuck my throat. He began to tease me, driving me crazy...pulling it out completely, and when I tried to take it back in my mouth he would pull away, laughing as I lurched at it, wanting more! "What a hot pussy you've got for a mouth, bitch! You weren't kidding me when you told me you were a real cock lover! Damn, I could fuck your mouth all day!" I just moaned and tried to make him happy. He was a guy with a big cock and I was doing what I was put on this earth to do -- to bring pleasure! His balls were big and hairy, and I loved the way they would slap against my face when he bottomed out in my throat. I gently stroked his big balls, wondering how much hot cum was waiting for me inside! As I sucked him I felt Chad turn his body a bit and reach over to a table in his entryway. The table, like the interior of the house was pretty cluttered. I couldn't see what he was grabbing for but I knew what it was when I felt him buckle the black leather dog collar around my neck! I was shocked! I've never had a man put me in a dog collar and it scared me! It was tight, what if he made it too tight? I could choke! I remembered confessing this to him one night while I was high and we were chatting. He was making me confess to him all of my secret desires! I could feel my little sissyclit getting stiff in my pink satin panties, and I became a bit weak, being collared and fed such a hot dick. It was as if the pressure of the collar on my neck was showing the entire world my shame, my need to be dominated! Chad leaned over again and grabbed a leather leash and clipped it onto my collar. He pulled on it tightly, letting me know he was in charge, and I swallowed hard. I was trying to do a good job on his cock, using all my oral skills to get him to feed me and release me from the torment of the collar and dog leash, but he had other ideas I guess. He pulled out of my mouth roughly, stepped out of his jeans and pulled me by the leash on all fours into his living room. I kept thinking how much his carpeting could use a good vacuuming and wondered if my stocking clad knees would be dirty from crawling around like that! I scurried behind him, only to feel him drop the leash and sit down on his couch, his legs spread. It was quite a sight, the hunky Chad had a really manly hairy chest, well defined, and his yummy uncut cock arched outward and upward from between his legs, still wet from my mouth and wanting more! "Get up and strip, slut! Dance for me as you remove your clothes. First, the skirt...drop it!" I tried to dance a little, feeling kind of weird doing this in the first place, let alone collared as I was. I undid the skirt and tried to sensually drop it to the floor and stepped out of it. "Now the blouse, baby!" I undid the buttons on the blouse and tried to be sensual about it as I removed it and threw it toward him. He took my pretty blouse and rubbed it all over his wet dick and threw it on the floor. How rude! "Now the bra, let me see your titties!" I removed my pink bra and the silicone breast enhancers in the cups fell out and he laughed at me. "Not big enough! I want you to grow a real set for me chanel. Will you do that for me, baby?" "Mmm, sure Chad yes of course." "Panties off, bitch!" I sighed and slowly dropped my pink panties. My little erection popped out and I felt so embarrassed! All my life I've had such a small cock, and Chad knew that since he made me describe it for him online. He told me then that a gurl like me shouldn't have a man's cock and I should only think of it as a clit. So there I stood, now wearing only my garter belt and stockings, my heels, and a black leather dog collar and a leash. It was pretty embarrassing and I started to shake a bit. The thing is my little clit was hard, rock hard! "Hey...what is that thing poking out between your legs? Looks like a prick, only smaller!" Chad laughed at this and stroked his own manly cock, to remind me of the difference between me and a real man like him, I guessed. I lowered my eyes submissively. "Come over here, slut, and let me see your pussy. That's it, turn around for me, I don't want to see that annoying little thing of yours. Don't even think I'm gonna let you make that thing spurt around me!" I felt Chad rub my cheeks and poke around a bit. Suddenly I was aware of his finger applying some kind of oil or ointment to my bottom. It smelled a little, a weird smell, kind of musky, and I thought it was some weird kind of lube or something. Chad was going to fuck me, and that made me very happy! "Now get back down on all fours, bitch and face the couch. Lower your face a bit, and lift up your ass. No, not that much, there -- that's better...now don't move!" I could sense Chad was moving around the room behind me and he put some kind of headphones on me. They were pretty thick and I thought it was really weird. Why would he do that? Maybe he wanted me to listen to some music while he fucked me from behind. Wow, this fuck would be memorable, I thought! I tried to open up my ass, knowing how big his dick was, and wanting him to be satisfied with my asspussy. As I was flexing my hole open and close and preparing for him, I began to wonder where he had gone. I couldn't hear anything with those headphones on and I just mentally prepared myself for a good fucking. Chad knew from our conversations that I loved being fucked but found most men to be disappointing in that regard- when they got inside me it was so damn hot guys came quickly, before I could really get much out of it myself. I had told him I wanted to be fucked hard, long and deep. Suddenly I felt him bump me in back, felt his tongue licking me. Mmmm. That felt nice and I wanted more! I then felt his hot cock head trying to find my hole. Then I felt him on top of me and he pushed it inside me! It was not gentle, it was rough, and really hard, and frantic. I marveled at the power he had! His cock hurt me, this wasn't going to be a gentle fuck! As I moaned and pushed back on his cock imagine my surprise to see Chad walk around in front of me, and I looked up at him in disbelief! How could he be up here, yet still be fucking my ass? Chad looked in my eyes and he looked wild! He sat down quickly in front of me, grabbed the leash and pulled my mouth down on his cock. As his cock pushed past my lips he yanked the headphones from my head and I could hear the urgent panting of the large dog who was fucking me, and I freaked out! I tried to buck and get away, but Chad had the leash tight and I couldn't escape from his big dick in my mouth! I felt that the dog had wrapped his legs around my waist and he was trying to crawl as far up my ass as he could! The panic set in and I felt trapped and violated! Yes, I had mentioned curiosity about beast, but that didn't mean I would ever act on those fantasies! Chad had taking that decision away from me! "You like that, slut? Like having my dog fucking your ass? He likes that hole, you see I put some bitch scent in there...that's what you are to him now, you're my dog's bitch!" I shook my head and started to cry, this was just too much! "Now now, don't cry, you wanted this...you said so...remember?" His dog was fucking me really hard, trying to get his know in me I guessed! It hurt like hell! I'm sure the head I was giving Chad was not my best, considering the circumstances. Chad grabbed a small camera from the table behind the couch, not letting his cock slip from my mouth. He began to film my degradation and I began to cry. Chad addressed his dog. "You like that Spike? Like your new bitch, boy? Are you getting your knot in her yet boy? Just push harder, she'll take it for you! Good boy, such a good fucker!" I felt the knot pushing against me. I would resist it and not allow this to happen! Chad had other ideas. Sensing I was clenching my ass he slapped my face hard. It shocked me and hurt like hell, and it took my attention off the knot. My hole surrendered and the knot pushed in! God it hurt! I screamed at the pain and the humiliation of it all! Chad just laughed and the dog drooled on my upper back tightening his grip upon me. With the entire shaft and knot up my hole I felt his cock expand even further, and the flow from it increased like crazy! He sure was big! He was filling me up with his cum, impregnating me! Chad just laughed and he filmed with one hand and pulled me back on his cock. I sucked him like mad, wanting his cock, wanting to concentrate on something other than that disgusting animal cock filling me with his sperm! "Damn that's hot, slut! Seeing my dog impregnate you is gonna make me shoot! Get ready to be spermed from both ends, baby! Yeah, you're a great slut, you've made me a and my best buddy Spike feel real good... Here...I...CUM!" Chad shot five incredible volleys of cum down my throat and I swallowed it all! The dog had turned in my ass and we were butt to butt. Chad laughed at my predicament and pulled out and walked away, dropping the leash. I don't know where he went but as soon as that dog's dick pulled out of me (that hurt a lot by the way!) I sensed I could get away and grabbed my clothes and purse. I could see that his dog Spike was a German Shepherd, a powerful dog! I shuddered! I've always been afraid of that breed since I was bitten by a German Shepard in my teens. The dog went over to the corner of the room and laid down and was licking his softening tool. I shuddered at the sight of it, it was really red, with a flared head and it was really big, bigger than Chad's sock! I grabbed my clothes and ran, out to my car and I sped out of there as quick as I could! I could feel dog sperm seeping openly out of my ass and staining the seat of my car, but I didn't care! A few minutes later I felt safe enough to pull over and put my clothes back on. I was shaking from the experience and felt so incredibly low at having been used like this! I went home took a long shower and went to bed. I couldn't sleep though, my ass was so sore! No man had ever fucked me so thoroughly! I felt ashamed, but bored I went online for a bit. There was an e mail message waiting for me from Chad. I almost deleted it without opening it, but being a submissive of course I had to open it. I took a deep breath and read it.