Date: Sat, 28 Oct 2006 23:26:30 -0700 (PDT) From: James Mc Subject: Confessions of a Gay Husband The following story is true. The names have been changed to protect the parties involved. This story is about an affair I had with another man while still married to my wife. This one time thing with another man would lead to my divorce and to my finally coming out of the closet. If reading about adultery doesn't interest you then I suggest you not read this. My name is Jake. I'm a 29 y/o divorced gay man. No i'm not a flaming homosexual like many would think. I look and act like a man. I just thoroughly enjoy having sex with men. It's something I've struggled to accept my whole life. Ever since I was little, I've been flirting and messing around with other boys. I think I was 8 years old the first time I did something with another boy. It was with my neighbor. He was 11 at the time. We would go out into the woods behind his house and suck each other's dicks. This would lead to 4th and 5th grade. My best friend and I would often stay the night with each other. We were both horny young boys. We would sleep naked together. We never did anything real though. The farthest we took anything was prolly 2nd base. I rubbed his cock on more than one occasion and he rubbed my cock as well. We would always sleep naked. A few times I would wake up and we would be spooning. His hard cock would be between my ass cheeks. He moved away at the beginning of 6th grade. 6th grade is when I met Steve. This was my first real relationship with another guy. It started off purely innocent. It turned to lust. We started playing truth or dare one night. We were doing just stupid stuff. Then i took a dare and he dared me to get naked. I don't turn down dares so I did. He then took a truth. I asked him why he wanted to see me naked. He said, "I couldn't just start sucking your dick without a reason." Without hesitation, I leaned in and we started making out. He took off his clothes while we kissed. This would lead to us spending the night every weekend. The second it was bedtime we raced into my room, closed the door and got naked. You couldn't keep our dicks out of each other's mouths. I even sucked his dick for him after gymn class a couple times. I would even go as far as to say that i was in love with him. If he wanted to be boy friends I would have in a heart beat. In the middle of 7th grade he had to move to indianapolis. We had been sexually active with one another every weekend for a year and a half. I seriously believe that if he had never moved away I wouldn't have ever slept with a woman. I would've come out as gay during high school. I wouldn't do anything homoerotic for some years. It wasn't until i was 18 and working at an electronics store that I would again. I slept with my boss. Our first time in bed together would lead to an openly gay relationship between him and I. I never thought i would have the balls to admit that I had sex with another man. Rob was also my first time with intercourse. That first time took about 3 hours. It took him about 30 minutes just to put his cock in my ass. Once it was all the way in we fucked nearly all night. After that I didn't really have any homosexual thoughts for a while. They would seem to die down and then pop back up at the wierdest times. My next gay experience wouldn't be until after I got married. Now, I had told my wife about every sexual experience I had ever had. Every woman and every man. I guess she didn't believe that I had sex with men before because she tested me. We used to hang out with this other couple. On the weekends the 4 of us were inseperable. We were all drunk and playing spades when my wife said, "I dare you to suck Derek's dick." I said, "I'm not gonna do that. I don't like getting punched." Derek said, "I won't punch you. At least someone's sucking it." I said, "I'll do you one better hon. I'll make you a deal." She said, "What is that?" I said, "Derek and I will have sex if the 2 of you women have sex. That ok with everyone?" Everyone nodded their heads. We all pulled out the couch into a bed. We were all pretty much naked anyway. Derek and I started to go at it right away. We were making out and playing with each other. It was like we had just gotten permission to do whatever we wanted. I was too into derek to notice if the girls ever went all the way. I only saw 2 things. I saw the girls making out once and I saw Amy with her face buried in my wife's pussy. Derek and I never did anything else after that night but I think the girls did. The girls were way to wanting to be alone after that night. I did catch them about a month later. I had gotten off work early. I walked in the door with flowers to surprise my wife. I went into the bedroom to change clothes and saw the 2 of them naked, in bed and my wife was eating Amy's pussy. The girls looked up at me. My wife had a startling look on her face. I just grabbed some boxers and left the room. As I left I heard them giggle and then amy said, "Think we should stop or keep going?" My wife said, "Stop? Are you shitting me? I didn't get naked for nothing." Well, I think that me daring her to sleep with Amy let out a secret that Karen didn't want to be known. That she really was into women. I decided to secretly put out an add on the internet. I joined a few yahoo groups. I put out an advertisement looking for discreet men in my area. A few days later I started getting responses. Only one of them sounded promising. We were talking back and forth on yahoo messenger. He said that he knew me and that I probably knew him. I was excited. I wanted to meet this guy. I was a bit nervous because I knew that we would have sex. Karen and I were in bed together. My cellphone rang and it was Bill. I was getting a blowjob from karen. Probably the 8th blowjob karen had ever given me EVER. I answered the phone since I didn't know if it was work or not. It was Bill. He said, "Can you come over?" I said, "I'm sorta busy." He said, "I know you want to do this. Make up an excuse and come over here. It will be worth the trouble." I acted like it was work. I said, "Dammit. Why do i have to come? Isn't Jimmy there? Fine, i'm on my way but i was in the middle of something important." I hung up the phone. I stood up with my wife still sucking my dick. I said, "Hon, I have to go to work for like 20 minutes." She said, "First time we have sex in a month and you have to leave? This is such bullshit." I said, "I know. I'm sorry. I'll be back as soon as i can. Don't you dare go to sleep." She said, "If you leave this house i'm going to get laid." I said, "What??" She said, "You heard me. If you leave this house without fucking me then i'm gonna call someone to come fuck me." I said, "I'm sorry hon. I'll get fired. I have to go." I threw on a shirt and my boxers and left. I figured that she would call Amy to come over and fuck her. Now that would be sexy as hell to walk into. I raced in my car over to Bill's house. He left the door open. He was waiting in the bedroom. He had nothing on at all. He had a gay porno playing in his bedroom dvd player. I walked through the house and into his bedroom. When he saw it was me he stood up and walked up to me. I don't think I have ever been so horny in my life. His 8 inch cock hung between his legs. He walked up to me and without saying a word, started undressing me. I was naked in a matter of seconds. I sat on the bed and he got on his knees. He pushed my legs apart and pushed me to a laying position on the bed. He wrapped his arms around my thighs and started sucking my dick. He sucked my dick for about 5 minutes. He knew just how to do it. He sucked me just enough that I wouldn't get too excited and blow my load. Then he stood up and got on the bed. He then went to his drawer and pulled out a tube of ky jelly. He lubed up his cock first and then lubed up my asshole. I flipped over onto my hands and knees. In one fluid motion he parted my legs with his knees and easily slid his cock into my asshole. It didn't even hurt. In fact it felt really good. He pushed his cock inside me until our balls touched. Each time he would push all the way in his cock would rub my prostate and i would get the sensation to cum. He fucked me with slow and powerful strokes. Each stroke his cock would thrust completely inside me and he would hit my g-spot. I leaned back and said to him, "If you can make me cum without my dick inside your mouth or ass, I'm leaving my wife for you." He leaned down and kissed me. He took his time. About 10 minutes later we shared an orgasm. He pushed his cock all the way in and I felt his cock throb. At the same time I couldn't hold back any longer. I was going to cum and I hadn't even touched my dick yet. Bill pushed 3 more times and then erupted inside me. At the same time I shot my load all over the bedsheets. Once we were both done cumming we both went limp. We just layed on the bed. Bill's cock was still inside me. We were just spooning and relaxing. Bills cock never got soft. He was gently thrusting his cock into my ass as we talked. The wierd thing was that I never stopped liking it. As far as I was concerned, he could keep fucking me. I looked up at the clock and it said 2:30am. Oh my fucking god. I was in such deep shit. What on earth was i gonna tell karen? I was at work the whole time? What if she called asking about me? I scurried to get dressed. I grabbed a quick kiss from Bill and then raced back home. My heart was pounding in my throat and I had no clue what to tell Karen. I just hoped to god she was asleep already so I didn't have to say much. I walked in and all the lights were off. Good sign. There was loud moaning coming from the bedroom. More than likely a porno that karen left on. I walked into the bedroom to see the biggest shock of my life. I walked into the bedroom and Karen was indeed having sex. It wasn't with Amy. Karen was having sex with her exboyfriend(from before we were married) Jeff. They were both too into things to even noticed i was there. She was moaning and talking dirty to him. She said, "Come on baby, fuck my pussy. Come on. Yeah. Oh yeah. Fuck me baby. God damn it. I just can't get enough of your cock. Fuck that pussy." I just stood there for about 10 minutes. They kept going. Then Jeff said, "Oh god. I'm gonna cum. I'm gonna cum baby. I need to pull out." Then Karen said, "No baby. Cum in my pussy baby. Ohh, yes. Cum all in my pussy baby." He grabbed her ass and started fucking her hard. Then I watched as he pulled his cock out of Karen's ass and inserted it into her pussy right before he came. He fucked her with quick strokes as he emptied his load into my wife's pussy. Jeff shot about 4 big spurts of cum deep into Karen's pussy. After he was done the both layed on the bed. Karen layed there in Jeff's arms. She looked over at me and said, "Oh shit. Um, honey, i can explain." Jeff looked up at me startled like he was about to get shot. He said, "Uh...I think I had better go." Karen said, "Why you going?" Jeff said, "You know your husband caught us?" Karen said, "We're already caught. Not like we can go back and change it. We may as well enjoy this while we can." I didn't know what to say. Yes, I had cheated first but when Karen said she was gonna get laid i didn't think she would do this. Karen said, "I'm gonna really hate myself in the morning. You know what, fuck it. I'm caught. I may as well get the most out of this." Karen got on top of Jeff. She slid his cock back into her pussy. She leaned down and started to pump her ass up and down. Cum was leaking out of her pussy and down all over Jeff's cock and lower. I was stunned. I never thought that she would do something like this to me. Of course I could just go back to bill. All I could do is sit in the chair and watch as my wife fucked her ex-boyfriend. Tune in for more...... If you liked the story and want to know more, then write me. I love getting emails. Should I do a 2nd chapter?