Date: Wed, 15 Apr 2009 03:25:26 -0700 (PDT) From: Mr Horne Subject: BEN (Part II) BEN PART II d This a true story. This is not fiction but the names, places, and details that could let to any person in this story have changed. Feel free to email me [ ILIKETHETABOO@YAHOO.COM ] and discuss this or experiences you may have had. Please refer to part one for descriptions of the people in the story. Ben got to get his dick wet and he was only twelve and half, almost thirteen as he so ademently pointed out to me. The youth of America is fucking earlier and earlier without any regards to the consiquences. I guess that never really changes. The middle of the summer was quickly approaching and as usually, Ben was in the shop chatting about about MySpace and how he had it all pimped out. "You cannot look at it right now," he said. "Why not? You talk about it all the time?" I asked. "Cuz, it looks stupid, just wait til I fix part of it and then I will tell you about it," he said. "Okay," I said. "You going on that trip with your friend to his cabin this weekend?" I asked. He had told me that he had a weekend planned with his friend that he knew for years, but had moved away last year. He showed me a picture of him, well, it was both of them together with their bikes. Typical guy pose -- thug life and tough, even though they were little white boys. His friend was a little bit stockier and taller. You could tell if they horsed around, Ben would be schooled. "Oh yea, I get to see Khris. Going to his house and then to his cabin if the weather is ok. We don't wanna go if it is raining, cause it sucks there, nothing to do. At least we have electricity with cable and internet at his house," Ben described. "That has got to be tough, no internet," I joked. I remember the times with no internet, MySpace, FB, cell phones, downloads, DVDs, and IPods. What did we ever do? "Well, Friday night we have his house to ourselves, cause his parents are going to go to a party, so we have free rain. "Nice. So I take it you will be blasting music, ordering pizza, watching porn and sneaking alcohol from his parents stash?" I said. He laughed, "Yeah." "You drink or do drugs?" I asked bluntly. "Nah, no smoking or anything, but I have had beer before," he said proudly. "Yeah, I never really liked beer, but I will drink the hard stuff," I said. "We will probably just play Halo or some shooter all night," he told me. "No porn? I figured you guys would be beating your meats like superstars because you had the place to yourself and easy access to porn," I said. "Well, yea, you know..." he said blushing. Ben got really embarrassed, and I could tell. I did not push it. I figured he had experimented with his friend or other guys, like all guys do. He was embarrassed to almost be caught or almost telling that he had messed around. "It is kool. We are both guys and guys watch porn and and jerk off and shit," I told him. "Yeah, we do," he said. "Do what?" pressing him a bit now. "We watch porn and you know," he giggled. "You jerk off and watch porn and shit, I get it. Hell, you probably mess around too," I said blankly. "No, we aren't gay," he said quickly. "I didn't say you were gay, but if you both watch porn and jerk off together, then you are both guys, in the same room with your dicks out and you don't consider that gay?" I said. "Well, no, I guess," he said. "Look, I know what is like, people mess around and shit. Guys feel and do stuff with each other, and that does not make you gay or anything, just makes you horny. Being gay means you are both physically and metally attracted to the same sex, and you are in a relationship just like a straight person. Get it?" I asked. "Yeah," Ben said. "K," I said. He paused, defiantly thinking about something in his head. "So, did you, when you were my age?" he asked. "Did I what?" I asked. I did not know what he meant, as there could have been so mainly possibilities at this point. "You know, like do stuff?" he asked. "Yeah, dude, when I was your age, I had two friends and we had a fort. We would get together and look at Playboys and shit and beat off. Sometimes we would beat each other off and shit. It just felt good and did not mean we were gay. Just meant that we were horny. We all had girlfriends too. I think the gay shit is so overhyped nowadays that you all have no idea what it is anymore. I mean if your friends were gay, I bet you would not know, cause they are just like you, but like dudes," I explained. "So, you do not think it is gay to do things with another guy, like just to see what it feels like and shit?" Ben asked hopefully? His eyes were big and almost fearful. I remember being that age and totally freaking out and feeling guilty because of the stigma and induendos that society puts towards that kind of activity. WTF, we were not hurting anyone. Fucking just messing round with our own bodies. It was better than knocking some bitch up and being a baby daddy. "No, you're an adolescent, it is like in your job description to do that shit," I said. I told him I had to finish up with some stuff and close shop. I gave him my email and said he can email me later if he wants to talk or has any questions about that stuff. He thanked me and bike away. Good kid. Couple of days later, he brought his whole crew with him. Bunch of skater looking guys, ages ranged from ten to fifteen. Probably all lived on the same fucking block and the parents all knew each other. It was like a fucking zoo, but I got them to behave. Bodily noises, jokes, and punches to the arms were given all around. Most of them all left after a looking at the skate and bike stuff, and the few who stayed, along with Ben just stood around the counters browsing the catalogues and asking bike questions. I did not bring up anything that could alienate Ben with his friends, as I figured he probably does not talk about certain stuff with them, but for some odd reason feels that he can confide in me. People are odd like that, about who they talk to and about what. "You closing tonight?" Ben asked. "Yep," I said. "Okay, I will stop by later. We are going to go make some more jumps," he said. "Later guys," I said. We knocked knuckles and that was that. I finished my shift and was about to go home when Ben rolled up on his Haro bike by himself. He was a bloody mess. Looked like he was jumped or some shit. "Damn man, what happened to you?" I asked. "Got beat up," he whimpered. He was trying not to cry, so I did not make a big deal out of it and let him wimp out if he needed. I mean he was still a kid and all. "So? What happened?" I asked. "I was with Billy ya know. We were biking and making some jumps when these guys from school kicked our ass cause Billy said something to them the other day and they got all pissed and stuff for no reason," he explained. I locked the door behind me, and walked him to the bathroom to help him clean up and grab the first aid. His shirt was torn and he had the beginnings of a small black eye. Bloody nose with a cut lip. His knuckles looked bruised, so he had to have fought back. Good for him. "Shoulda seen the other guys huh?" I said smiling. He grinned and washed his face. "Take your short off while we clean you up. You do not want blood and water mixed on it," I said. He took off his shirt gingerly. He had a bruise on his ribs. Fuck, the kid took a beating. "Damn dude, they fucked you up huh?" I said. "They said if we go back there, we will get it worse," he said. I brushed off the dirt and crap off of his back. He was a little shit, kinda lanky. No pit hair and just the beginnings of puberty on his soon to be thirteen year old body. We managed to get his nose to stop bleeding and clean him up before he went home. We both walked our bikes towards our perscpective homes and chatted somemore. "I messed around with my friend, like more than just touching," he blurted out. "Ya," I said like it was not biggie. "You do not think I am gay or nothing right? I mean I have sex with my girlfriend and all, but that is all we have done," he said. "No, I told you people like to mess around, it is normal to experiment and all. What do you mean that is all you have done?" I asked. "Well, Jenna and me, I mean Jenna and I only have had sex and kissed, she hasn't even sucked my dick or anything else. It is kinda sad that I am not even thirteen and already having sex huh?" he confessed. "You are going to do what you are going to do, but you will have to live with any and all consiquences my friend," I said. "Well, ya, I know," he said. "I do not think you get all of it, but you are learning young jedi master," I said. "You wanna know what me and my friend did, the guy one?" Ben asked. "I bet I can figure it out," I said. "What?" he asked. "I bet you jerked each other off and probably tried sucking huh?" I said. "Yeah, it was weird," he said. "Weird good, or weird as in you did not like it, or you liked it but are all worried, or what?" I asked. "Well, it felt really good, but I like screwing better, but getting sucked feels great, better than jerking or getting jerked. I sucked him too," he said. "Look man, you are freaking over something that is really not a big deal. As long as you two were happy and did not force each other, so what, you were and are good friends who are closer now from experimenting. Great, it felt good so what is the problem?" I said. "I dunno, just seems gay," he said. "Are you metally attracted to him?" I said. "What you mean?" Ben asked. "Like, it felt good yeah, cause your dick was getting sucked, as it would feel good regardless of who was doing it, but I mean do you like think about your friend and miss him and want to be with him like a relationship, like a relationship like boy friend girl friend?" I asked. "No, it just feels good and I like him as my best friend but not like I like Jenna, ya know," he said. "There you go, see. Totally kool," I said. "Well we recorded it cause we were in a chat room and got dared to do it by two girls our age. They messed around if we would, so we did," Ben continued. "Are you shitting me?" I said. He laughed. "No, for real," he said. "So, you what, webcammed you are your friend sucking for girls online?" I asked. "Yeah," he said. "No one else saw it right, like you deleted it before your parents saw it?" I asked. "No one saw it, but I still got it. I like watching it, it is funny. I am thinking of showing Jenna," he said. "Ya, how bout, no. I would delete that and not show anyone. You do not want to get caught with that, as that is illegal to have, but well, not do, just looked as taboo. You know that word? Do not tell Jenna what you do with your friend like that okay? Would just be weird and she would get pissed cause you are cheating on her. Just do not make it a habbit," I said. "I am not cheating on her," he said. "Well, messing around with someone else is cheating," I said. "Oh, I did not think about it like that," he said. "So are you going to go get rid of it?" I asked. "I will, but I want to watch it again, then I will delete it before the parents get home," he said. "Well, enjoy your time alone with happy time for Ben and little Ben before the rents spoil the fun, and make sure your sister is not home, but lock he door," I said smiling. "You wana come over and see my room and bike stuff? No one is home," he asked. "I should not, as I really do not know your parents, and it would be odd for a grown up to hang out with a child that I really do not know, you know?" I said. "Well, my parents have met you and I know you," he tried. "They met me at my shop and only know me that way Ben. What if they come home and see me there in your room or we are watching porn and drinking beer and some shit?" I said. He laughed. "Come on, just stop by and check my room out. I want to show you the bike stuff I have up and the one that I am building up. If you want, we can watch porn and drink beer," he said jokingly. "Fine, but I want to see your little video you made of you and your friend," I said. "Sure whatever, come on," he said. I followed him to his place, knowing it was not a good idea, but what the hell right? I might get to see some fun movie. I was really joking, as I do not think he would show me a video of him and his cock, but fuck, why not. Just hope the parents were not there, cause it is still odd.